Renae had turned her head to the voice she half wanted to hear. Half she didnt wat to hear. She got up turned into a ball. Hiding her face. She cryed as he rant on. She cryed silently. Once she had her head in her legs. "You dont think i have tryed to kill myself. What stopped me was my father telling your father my tryings. I also acttly let new borns kill me. But Joki being a good little boy killed the new borns off." She shock her head. Sniffed and then whipped her tears on her legs. She flashed to be right behind you. She looked at the ground. "Im sorry for how i left. I only did it cause i was scared of how you would act on how i changed on my own. You wouldnt probably understand on how no one had changed me. You would think i would be lining to cover the damn soul who did. What you wouldnt get is that, I changed since i was born this way. My father a vampire. My mother a human. And i had to leave cause my father would have killed me when i mostly needed his grace. If i hadnt gone so much hell would bring. Did you know it took me one year to fully transform." She shock her head. She turned around looking at the ocean. "You have no idea, why i came back." She folded her arms. "I came back cause I couldnt last another year being away from you. The only thing that kept me alive was the words from your father on how you were." A tear ran down her face. She want you to understand that all she said was try. "I dont know what i would do if you didnt have me back. I Dont know what i would do if you left me. I would have probably ask my father to kill me." She turned her head to look at you. Showing her bloody tears running down her face. Making her even beautiful. "Hortu will kill me if i ask him." She hopped you would have connected the dots on who her father would be. "That is my truth. That is why i left. That is why, ill die if you leave my side. I never gave up on our love."