Jason's memory dream, or just a dream as he knew it, faded away. Taking with it his memory of Sasa. All except the fuzzy picture of a little girl. Then moments later...even that faded away. He cries out in pain. Panting and looks at her. "I was?" He says. Looking confused. "That is strange. I was having a good dream for once. I like when I have good dreams. I hate I never rememeber them when I wake up." He says softly. He held his chest. Shaking his head. "Sasa...I don't think so." He thinks on it. "No...I just can't remember. I think she was the ink black haired girl in the dream that is fading away. Though now I can't even remember my dream. I'm not sure. I can't remember." Moments later. "Who is Sasa? What are we even talking about?" He asks once he was fully awake. Looking around blindly. Fully calm he sits back. Panting some.<br/><br/><span style="font-style: italic">Myxi climbs down carefully. Hurrying over and sits on Sable's leg. "Okay." She says softly. Sucking on her thumb lightly.</span>Jason turns his blind gaze to Sable. Blinking behind the blindfold. "There is so much of my life I don't remember. When I was little...around ten I believe...I used to remember things fuzzily. Then...life became a bit like hell. Then when I was fifteen..." He presses a hand to his head. "I can't remember. All I remember is since fifteen is my life has been worse than a living hell. It has been torture and torment. Horrible and horrifying." he says softly. Shaking his head a bit. "I think I remembered stuff fuzzily when I was younger than fifteen. I don't remember for sure. I just know...the only thing I remember is always having the first three letters of my name. Jas. That is what I remember being called most of my life." He says softly. Shaking his head. "When do I get that surgery that we agreed on?" he asks.