She looked at him as he picked her up and spun her around making her truly smile and kissed him back that accent making her weak in the knees and she looked up at him when the kiss was broken and she sighed,<span style="font-weight: bold"> "Not pregnant...." </span>She told him and hugged him as tears rolled down her cheeks again and she wiped them away.<span style="font-weight: bold"> "People...they...they just give up the kids every day but we can't have one? It's just not fair...Why are we being punished! What did we ever do?"</span>She sobbed leaning against him before she smelled food and looked up at him,<span style="font-weight: bold"> "Did you cook dinner?"</span>She asked with a small,very small smile and took his hand walking into the kitchen and wiped away the last tears,<span style="font-weight: bold">"It smells wonderful.....did you get off early?"</span>She asked trying hard to get her mind on anything else but the negative pregnancy test. She looked at him and sat down. She would eat then go upstairs like she usually did unless stopped but Edwardo who  like usual would grab her arm right after dinner and pull her into another part of the house so she wasn't alone. Since whens he was alone she would just replay that memory in her head of the neagitve test over and over again depressing herself, she lost 20 pounds since the last negative test, this Edwardo could clearly see. Holly never was a big girl, always curvy and skinny.