Kosuke mulled over her words for a moment. Based off of them, that black magic spell was intended to help him, and it couldn't. He felt bad about that; she was trying to be nice and it blew up in her face, literally.<br/><br/>"Why did I help you?" he said, partially speaking to her, and partially speaking to the air. "Don't take this the wrong way, but I don't really know. I just have to help people, it's inside of me. At the very least I... I can't even stop myself from trying."<br/><br/>It was a strange and supposedly benevolent imbalance inside of him. While others had emotions such as hate and anger, they just weren't inside of him. To fill the gap, he had other amplified emotions; sadness for anger, and love for hate. He'd noticed how normal people would get angry and be unable to control themselves from doing rash things. He had a similar unfightable urge in his desire to help others. To help someone, and to see them smile brought him happiness. But whenever he thought about it, about why he feels so inclined to be kind to people even when they're not kind to him, he didn't have an answer.<br/><br/>Kosuke didn't know why he was different, but he certainly couldn't control it.<span style="font-style: italic">Unnatural... inhuman...</span>Those words would haunt him from the moment he read them. It's the kind of thing that doesn't go away, that whispers in the back of your mind forever, making you wonder: is it true?<br/><br/>It would get him in trouble often. The urge to be honest often overrode his common sense, causing to give away things about himself he shouldn't, or offend someone without meaning any harm. He couldn't be like normal humans. He didn't have the key emotions to make him that way. Looking over at Brinn, she seemed to have an opposite problem. She had an overdose on the emotions he didn't have.<br/><br/>He'd have to ask her some day... He'd been too embarrassed to ask his master. But, since he couldn't feel it for himself, he wanted someone he trusted to explain to him what hate and anger felt like.