Name:  Shawna eldberg<br/>age:19<br/>appearance:<a class="postlink" href="http://i795.photobucket.com/albums/yy234/candywhite1981/Anime/girl.jpg">[ img ]</a><br/>theme:<object height="360" width="640"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/-_kEZY52ePU"/><param name="wmode" value="transparent"/><embed height="360" src="https://www.youtube.com/v/-_kEZY52ePU" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="640" wmode="transparent"/></object><br/><br/><br/><span style="font-style: italic">Like Romeo and Juliet, a pair of star crossed lovers, just trying to be together. But with a sadistic twist. A girl with a very dark secret one that only hell shall know, and a boy whose mind is so depressed and covered in mistakes that he turns to suicide. The road they live is a long one. Love gone, and friends that took the wrong way in life. Can the pair stay true to their heart, to their desires, and to their hope. When and why it began nobody knows â€¦but truth and lies have a horrible way of mixing together. When one bleed just to know that they are aliveâ€¦is it possible to survive?<br/><br/>In a world where blood is covered by sin, and life is corrupted by necessity. Laws seeming to matter not, because they change like wind. Can two teens survive their fate, and manage to recover their relationship when the world and hell itself is against them? Only time will tellâ€¦.<br/></span><br/><br/><br/>-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------<br/>The road ahead was empty-no cars nor trucks to slow her down, and most the street lights were darker than night itself. Which was of no help to her. She heaved a sigh as the sign ahead of her read "Indiana take the next exit." That nearly made her laugh. Shawna eldberg only wanted to continue driving never to stop. To just keep going so that she could forget her future and her past.<br/><br/>Freedom was hard to come by. But she found it was good when one could be free. Freedom to her meant being alone because if she was around people they would all die. It was something she understood as the way of life. But when it was her hand that killed themâ€¦then well obviously it was better this way.<br/><br/>If she had stayed in her home town she was positive that everyone around her would die. It was a curse. One that was filled with hatred. Driving seemed to be the only thing that meant people wouldnâ€™t have to die. There was no one she would have to see unless she was hungry ,thirsty, or had to go to the bathroom. Even then she would be half cleared from the guilt of the people dying because she would hardly know them.<br/><br/>Suddenly her foot slammed on the break in a reflex reaction, and the car came to a complete halt. Though her body arched forward in reaction and  she had to use her hand to stop her head from smashing into the window. The only good thing was that there was no traffic at that moment. What was in front of her eyes was unbelievableâ€¦the ghost of himâ€¦.<br/><br/>"NOâ€¦.NO ..FUCK NOâ€¦this canâ€™t be happeningâ€¦he wouldnâ€™t dare." Tears streamed down her face. Her hands slammed on the steering wheel in anger and hopelessness. The beautiful face of her recently made ex was staring at her. But his eyes were red and his head was hanging off his neck. "FUCK YOU!!" It couldnâ€™t have caught up to her. Not like thisâ€¦not like that..her mind was reeling. There was no way she could cheat death. Nor could she cheat her curse. It was made, and put there for a reason.<br/><br/>She knew she left him in a bad state, but she was hoping he would recover like everyone else-But who was she kidding?  Her heart was pounding, and her body was frozen. The music in her car seemed to become a random quit sound compared to the pounding in her head.<br/><br/>Just as she expected a image in her head appeared of him taking a machete to his neck. Tears streamed down her face. Her family was cursed as portalâ€™s to hell. When a soul dies they not only see it but are supposed to be at the funeral to help guide the soul. Normally they donâ€™t really know the person..so it would seem like they were there just to support the family. When in fact it was the total opposite.<br/><br/>Of course that still made her human, but human with a very deadly curse. Whoever she met died. Some might say it was her touch, others might say it was meant to be. But whatever the cu was..it was defiantly not good. No one other than other portalâ€™s are allowed to know she is a portal. If she even so mentioned it she would be killed by the spirits of hell. If she disobeyed them as she was now it was fated that she would have to die for disobeying. In all reality they were fated to die early no matter what.<br/><br/>But this scene inside her head did not mean he was dead. It was a warning. Her eyes scanned the road as the street light flickered back on. Did she have time to save him? Could she possibly turn back fate and say a giant Fuck You to hell?<br/><br/>She heaved a sigh and looked up -traffic seemed to suddenly appear around her. She slowly put her foot on the gas and carefully drove till she saw the next exit which was a small town in Indiana. Then she cut onto the other side of the highway which headed back the way she had driven from. She was heading for New York. Which was the state that she had grew up with, and fallen in love with him. Her feet pressed on the gas so that she would be moving a steady 15 miles per hour over the speed limit. Which meant she was going 80.