Kent hadn't stayed. He had jumped out of his window. Landing and just ran away from the home. He didn't look back. He left the motorcycle there and just kept running. He stood on the ocean. On the edges of the water. Deep enough the water shook his pant legs. He just stared over the waters. The waters that stole her from him. The waters that rushed over him. He just stood there and let the waves run over him. How many times it had been that he wished the waters could kill him too. How he wished that the waves could take him into their eternal embrace. He stood there and closed his eyes. The tears falling. Away from everyone else and even after he heard the song he stayed there. He didn't care. She sounded like Renae. She looked like Renae. Yet she said she wasn't. So he wouldn't give a damn she was there.<br/><br/>Even if she was Renae and was just lying to him...it wouldn't matter. She said she wasn't and as such destroyed the sliver of hope that had kindled and sparked higher when he saw her. So deeper into the icy layers he went. He was no longer full of life. He was no longer happy. He was no longer caring about the world or anyone else. He wished that cutting would bring more than split second relief. He had sunk that far into depression. The razor blade brought the icy blood to flow from him but then he healed over. It was like life was cursing him to live forever without the woman who gave him purpose. Without the woman who he loved. He would never love again. Never that he knew of. In a twisted sort of way it portrayed more than just his feelings right now but how he felt in general.<br/><br/>He sings as the tears flowed again. Standing there with his long white strands flowing around in the wind. As the first song ended he paused just for a moment before singing the song song that he had written to deal with his pain that lay beneath the icy layers.<br/><br/><object height="360" width="640"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/1Tx2gK3vmRA"/><param name="wmode" value="transparent"/><embed height="360" src="https://www.youtube.com/v/1Tx2gK3vmRA" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="640" wmode="transparent"/></object><br/><object height="360" width="640"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/6rRaiT2ABIk"/><param name="wmode" value="transparent"/><embed height="360" src="https://www.youtube.com/v/6rRaiT2ABIk" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="640" wmode="transparent"/></object>