Kent felt her behing him. Shaking his head. Not able to talk for a moment. Fists unclenching and reclenching into fists. "I tried to kill myself to be with you. I have tried. My damn souless body wouldn't let me. I kept trying. I really did. I even forced myself to walk into a holy church. One of those that were truly holy. It hurt like hell. Touched holy items. When I came to...I was still alive. Cursing the fact that nothing would let me rejoin my beautiful love." He says softly. He lisstened to her as she talked. "I wouldn't have reacted well...but I would have been there by your side. Helping you through it. Trying to help you learn it." He shakes his head. "That is where you are wrong Renae. I might have at first thought something like that. However, I held you in such high trust...I would have believed you." He says with gritted teeth. "I may not have known that...but I would have understood it. It pains me that you doubted me so much." He says. Looking at the ground. A blood tear trailing down his cheek. Make a slow trickling path down onto the sands he so stared at.<br/><br/>"No. I don't have any idea why you came back." He says. His tone sharp as barbs or knives. He looked up and at the sky. Listening to her talking. "How does my become a block of ice. A block of anger and self hatred...keep you alive?" He asks. Rather confused on this. "It would have killed me...to know how low I've fallen. Had I really even cared anymore. Nothing had mattered. Without you...nothing mattered. There was no purpose. No reason for existing. None. None at all. So I froze over again. Like before we met. Before you brought me to life."<br/><br/>He listened as she kept talking. He understood what she says was true. His heart ached and at the fact she would actually have her father kill her he let out a feral growl. Whirling around and glares at her. "You left me remember?" He says. Out of habit wiping the tears away. He shakes his head. "If you died again...I would take on the most powerful vampire of all time. Hortu or Dracula. Doesn't matter really. I would take the on with the soul purpose to be killed. To die. I couldn't take you dying again." He says truthfully. Pulling her into his arms. Burying his face in her hair. Holding her in a tight embrace. "Don't leave me again. Swear you won't. Even if we have to start over to remove the ice from me...don't leave me." He pleads. "I still love you. I never stopped loving you." He says softly.