What the hell is she up to? This is supposed to be a chase and rape rp. Is she trying to seduce the guy who wants to rape her? That would be weird. But interesting to try to get into a guy's head if that were to happen. Perhaps I should let her take the lead on this and see how it goes.<br/><br/><br/>"How could I explain this to Mia? She had a point. Any full-blooded male would surely have tried it on with her. I needed to come p with a good explanation and quick. And it had to be one that protected me from suspicion when I finally raped her.<br/><br/><br/>'It's difficult to talk about,' I said, giving myself time to think.<br/><br/><br/>'I had a difficult time in prison. Convicted rapists aren't the most popular and there was this female corrections office who made sure I had a particularly bad.'<br/><br/><br/>So far so good, but this was far too vague to satisfy Mia. I look down so she couldn't see my brain working frantically.<br/><br/><br/>'Well, after a while it all began to have an effect on me. I thought I'd be fine once I got out, once I met someone ...'<br/><br/><br/>I paused for effect. Would she pick up what I was hinting at and save me having to spell it out? I paused but she just waited patiently. Letting me take my time.<br/><br/><br/>'I'm sorry, this is embarrassing. It's not that I'm not attracted to women any more. It's just that I don't seem able to take it further once we get close. I've tried a couple of time, but it didn't work out. They were only whores, so it didn't matter. I mean they weren't going to broadcast it. They'd got their money anyway.'<br/><br/><br/>I looked up with what I hoped was a pitiful expression.<br/><br/><br/>'Do you see what I'm trying to say?'<br/><br/><br/>It's strange, isn't it, how difficult it is for a guy to use the word impotent even when it isn't true. I hope she's spare me the ordeal of actually saying it. But what better cover could there be for a rape?"