For the first time, in a long time, their eyes met and were staring down at each other for more than a few seconds. An eyebrow was soon moved, creating a confused look on Sebastianâ??s face as Sonnora was getting ready to leave. He then heard Davidâ??s question and he lowered his window and shouted as they began to leave out of the parking lot. â??<span class="fixed-color" style="color:#ff8000">Sheâ??s CRAZYYYY</span>â?<br/><br/>When they were out of the schoolâ??s parking lot Sebastian turned his head a couple of times to look at Sonnora. Wondering why she was giving him the silent treatment? Wasnâ??t it a bit late for that? He sighed and stared out at the window. The scenario that he was seeing was familiar. This was the first place they hung out after school, when they first started to date, though it wasnâ??t their first place of making out, though that doesnâ??t mean they havenâ??t made out here at the park.<br/><br/>He remembered his brother and someone from Sonnoraâ??s family was calling out to them and trying to find them in this big park. He suddenly realizes the houses, trees stopped moving, which meant that they had stopped. He looked at Sonnora thinking maybe sheâ??s ready to speak now. Suddenly, Sebastian face went from somewhat depressed to somewhat laughable. He was trying to hold a laugh as he heard the first sentence that came from Sonnora.<br/><br/>Sebastian may have over thought it, but he seriously didnâ??t expect her first words to be (How effin dare you Sebastianâ?¦). In his mind, he always thought sheâ??ll open up with (You hurt me when I loved you the mostâ?¦) some bullshit like that. But (How dare you?) it was somewhat comedic. He then bit his lower lip to stop himself from bursting out laughing. The Sebastian Sonnora knew, probably wouldnâ??t have laughed at those first few words, because back then, just her nostrils blowing would make Sebastian all (Please, please, please), but now he seemed indifferent.<br/><br/>Here were the words Sebastian knew heâ??ll hear sooner or later. He looked at her like a man ready to face his punishment, never one moving his eyes from looking into those beautiful eyes of hers. Sonnora was done; it was now his turn to speak. Sebastian looked at her then down, her punches didnâ??t bruise him, but it did hurt, emotionally.<br/><br/>Letting the words Sonnora unleashed at him sink in as his eyes stared at the trees and swing in front of him. She was hurting just as he was back thenâ?¦ he was so caught up in his own world to even acknowledge the fact that Sonnora could be in pain. Some boyfriend he wasâ?¦<br/><br/>He then turned around to look at Sonnora. There was nothing on this earth he could say to win her back. Did he want her back? She was too good for him...she was right, she did hold out longer than one would expect, he was surprised she didnâ??t dance with a punk sooner.<br/><br/>Sebastian cleared his throat.<br/><br/>â??<span class="fixed-color" style="color:#ff8000">A lot has happened between usâ?¦ I alwaysâ?¦ </span>" he said looking at her then turning around. He didnâ??t felt secure enough to say what was in his heart, yet. â??<span class="fixed-color" style="color:#ff8000">Itâ??s not like I went over and asked Britney â??hey letâ??s fuckâ?? it just happenedâ?¦that time at the cafeteria, when our hands touched when reaching for the last milk, something sparkedâ?¦and our relationshipâ?¦if you can even call it thatâ?¦was purely sexualâ?¦sure we pretended that we were datingâ?¦whenever we were aloneâ?¦weâ?¦</span>â? he said turning his head back and looking down at his sandals.<br/><br/>The confidence was building, his heart was beating so fast, that it practically wanted to come out, and show Sonnora his heart.<br/><br/>â??<span class="fixed-color" style="color:#ff8000">You knowâ?¦My shrinkâ?¦said that you didnâ??t try hard enoughâ?¦that your love wasnâ??tâ?¦ enough</span>â? he said continuing to look down. â??<span class="fixed-color" style="color:#ff8000">A betâ??s a betâ?¦right?</span>â? he said, jerking his head up and looks at her with the corner of his eye, as his head slowly began to turn to look at her.  â??<span class="fixed-color" style="color:#ff8000">Whatâ??s wrong with suggesting a threesomeâ?¦I want to taste you againâ?¦and nothing wrong with having another want of Britneyâ?¦I tasted both of youâ?¦itâ??s only logical to want both of you at the same timeâ?¦</span>â? he said slamming his right hand at her dashboard.<br/><br/>â??<span class="fixed-color" style="color:#ff8000">If you donâ??t like it, take it like a jokeâ?¦or however you want to take itâ?¦whatever helps you sleep at nightâ?¦</span>â? he shouted, moving the hand that slammed at the dashboard to point at Sonnora. He was feeling angryâ?¦at herâ?¦but mostly at himself for still not able to open to her. The hand was slightly tilted, as if Sebastian was about to slap the beetch.<br/><br/>No, he couldnâ??t, he couldnâ??t hurt herâ?¦physicallyâ?¦he had already damaged her emotionally. He lower his hand and went to unbuckle his seatbelt.<br/><br/>â??<span class="fixed-color" style="color:#ff8000">Fuck youâ?¦Iâ??m out of hereâ?¦</span>â? he said opening the door and getting out of the car.