Silence followed her question. It was uncomfortable and unbearable, and Nadia began to fidget. The moan and cries of the others made her uncomfortable. Where they so caught up they hadn't even noticed? It seemed unbelievable, but hadn't she felt the world melt away just a few moments before? She shivered as she thought about it. She'd never felt anything that good before, her body was still humming from everything that had happened. The memories were all so fresh that her body trembled with desire. She could still feel what it was like to have Carl burying himself inside her. She could feel Jamie's hands and her talented tongue, Nadia could still taste the blonde on her one tongue. After everything had felt so good, what had set her into panicking like that?<br/><br/>Nadia couldn't answer the question, and she had been just about ready to bolt for her clothes when Carl came up behind her. His arms came around her to hold her gently and draw her back against his chest. His warmth wrapped around her, and tears threatened to burn her eyes again. His voice lulled her into relaxing back against him, but embarrassment still weighed her shoulders down.<br/><br/>"No, no," she sighed, shaking her head. "You didn't hurt me, I'm not even sure what set me off, I mean..."<br/><br/>Jamie's soft request startled here, but shyly, she held her hands out to her. Her soft fingers explored the raw skin that was starting to bruise, and then explained that it would be gone soon. That made Nadia feel a little better, she even let a smile appear as Jamie kissed her wrist lightly. She was right, she shouldn't leave while the marks were still there. The ride she was offering didn't sound bad, either. If she was honest, she didn't really want leave the warmth of Carl's arms, either.<br/><br/>'Yeah, deal," Nadia laughed a little, finally actually feeling at ease again. Between the two of them, it was way too easy to feel relaxed. The reminder that they really cared how she felt eased her bruised pride and smoothed away some of the shame she felt at being so weak. They both handled her with gentle care, each trying to sooth away whatever had gone wrong.<br/><br/>"I'm not sure what did it," she admitted quietly, letting the words flow without really thinking. It made it easier. "I felt like I couldn't breath, and then I panicked because I couldn't move, I couldn't do anything. It felt like.. like drowning." Nadia sighed and shook her head again, shaking away the emotions that clung to the memory to keep it from catching her again. "I'm not even really sure why I felt that way, because I could breath just fine. That's... never happened before."<br/><br/>After a moment, she laughed, a little high pitched, but mostly normal. "Of course, I've never done anything like this before, either. I wasn't even sure I wanted to be here." She admitted as she blushed, almost forgetting that they were all standing around naked in a room filled with other people still having sex. "God, this is so weird." Her strength was coming back, fueling her mind and body with fresh stamina, making everything a little easier as each second ticked by. "Thank you... for.. being patient with me. Both of you."