"It was a slip of the tongue, Damnit!! I'm sorry I'm not perfect like him!" Noah cried as he slammed his balled-up right hand onto open air, his face red with anger and contorted in sadness over yet another argument involving Galilahi. His hand then turned to point towards the area Lloyd had just disappeared into, his heart racing in his chest as adrenaline fueled his actions. "I wasn't calling you a bitch, I was saying in general! Y'know, bitch, what everyone in the entire fucking -world- call FEMALE CANINES!!!" he cried, flailing his open palms, facing towards him as was used as an act of annoyance. He didn't quite understand why everything between them just couldn't be as perfect as his daydreams, and this thought constantly caused his nightmares to be as cold and painful as they now were.<br/><br/>It then struck him, he realised exactly what was wrong with the relationship. "Why can't I just be good enough for you. I always try to help you, you know I do Galilahi. And the reason I never seem to do anything right is simple, isn't it? I'm -not- him! I'm not perfect, unlike him, or at least that's what you think. But, you know what makes me better than him? I -tried-, at least I just didn't run away for years and leave everyone I care about behind! But I guess that's just not good enough you for you, that I tried to help my friends, my family, the only person I ever loved enough that I would easily give my life for her; You.  Well if I'm so worthless to you Galilahi, why don't you just go with him..?"<br/><br/>He spoke in quick succession, body turning to point out the area Lloyd had moved into with a slightly limp hand. Obviously something she said had hit a nerve, probably about him never helping her with anything. To him, that really did hurt; He was always trying to help at least a little bit, especially with Ehawee, because he thought of her as something of a daughter, even though it was obviously she was not his biological child. "Just go.." he recited once more, turning himself away from the girl and woods, and walking further towards the opposite area, where the packs own territory was. His posture was somewhat slumped, his eyes sullen and his head dropped. He looked defeated for some reason or another, perhaps thinking that his entire pack would act as Galilahi would and thus he thought they would turn against him.