Soon she watched the young girl suddenly slip away from her...her eyes wide open with shock as she stood there watching her suddenly go...soon she fell to her knees as she eventually disappeared. She felt totally lost and hurt not understanding for the moment...then it hit her, " Amelia....why?" Yuma's lips started to tremble trying to keep her feelings inside away from him, she was worried and scared about being collared up like this one day but decisions had to made even when they were hard. But she made those decisions to help both of them, not think that she had abandoned Amelia.<br/><br/>Growing up she remembered that most of the time Amelia was the one who acted like the stronger older sister always going in to protect her from people.... "I don't care about me!! I care about you more than anything!!" She said almost yelling it out for almost everyone outside around the campus could hear her. Already she felt the guilt and pain that she didn't seem to do enough to protect her. Maybe...she was too young to understand the hardest choices to make. She had already seen that she wouldn't be able to pay for another month....thing had  already started to go wrong and as the big sister she had to react in a fast but also the hardest way possible. " you don't understand how much harder it is to smile....how hard it was for me to give you something that another neko would have been happy about taking..." the girl had already started beating herself up for her failure as an older sis...as a friend...as her sisters open and dreams... she stood up holding  onto the collar, " I won't go without my sister..." slowly she turned started to run off where she saw her disappear to though not knowing exactly where she was. " if your gonna hate someone...hate me then..I'd rather hear you say how stupid and weak I am and I'm the worst sister ever...I'd rather hear you say that...while...I'm holding you in my arms...while I tell you how much I love more than anything in the world..." she called out still trying to find her.