I smiled and hugged you tight "Morning."<br/>I bit my lip for a moment when the pain hit me but ignored it. I couldn't let James know.<br/>I had no idea how he would react<br/>I hadn't gone that far with him yet and we'd been together for years. Yeah he wanted too but I always said no.<br/>How would he react knowing my Step-Dad took my virginity and uses me regularly?<br/>He'll flip. he might even leave me. And right now I need him more than ever.<br/>As I thought about my problem I held him tighter, clinging to him as if afraid if I let go he'll disappear.