Alex grabbed the reading materials that where available and put them down on top of his notebook, he shifted his notebook to the side slightly so he could look back and forth between the 2 things. He jotted down a line here and there on his notebook and then would read through some more of the pamphlet. Still not ever looking up but truth was Alex was always like this and it was nothing personal against anyone and though it seemed he was paying little attention to what was going on around him anyone who knew him good enough knew that he was ALWAYS aware of his surroundings in a eerily strange way some would say.<br/><br/>Jesse flip back and forth in the pamphlet and back to looking up at Avery and her sister he didn't know which way to look. He felt if he only looked at the pamphlet he would be considered rude for not paying attention to what was being said by the girls but at the same time what if they got mad at him for not looking at the pamphlets the worked so hard to gather up and bring to the group. He let out a deep breath and a slight concerned sigh, He hadn't meant to it just slide out . Jessica looked over at him for a second he felt embarrassed and quickly looked back down at the pamphlet. Thinking to himself "what am i doing i have to calm down before everyone is looking at me..maybe i shouldn't have come to this meeting.."<br/><br/>Alex peeked up a few more times he was trying to sneak a glimpse at what Rylee was doing. He wasn't sure what it was but he had got the feeling she had been paying a little bit more attention then usual lately and was trying to make sense of the situation.<br/><br/>Jessica looked to the front again slightly more energy in her voice this time speaking but still with a soft tone " So Avery how should we start off from here. I think this group is a great idea. Doesn't everyone else? "<br/><br/>Alex " actually yeah i do ." Again Alex only gazed up for a moment His mind was fully focused on the meeting of the group for the most part but he couldn't let ideas for lyrics slip away without getting jotted down, he was always like this afraid that if he didn't write things down that came to his mind right away they would be lost forever. It wasn't just with Lyrics but with everything in his life. Alex probably had at least a dozen notebooks just in one box filled with doodles and thoughts.<br/>He sits back silently waiting to hear everyone else s thoughts and ideas.