Demand.<br/><br/>He demanded they bring him the recruiting lists, particularly of the two-hundred men that had been his company, while refusing any and all position of authority that they tried to offer him. He was not a leader, that he had shown.<br/><br/>He read their names, every single one. Over and over again. It took him mere hours to make his decision.<br/>He needed to make amends, needed to redeem himself! He had to walk to every single family of the soldiers, confess and beg for either forgiveness or punishment, nothing would be too hard as not to force upon him! Only this way he maybe could stop seeing their faces whenever he closed his eyes...