"I have to go get everything together.  Shelly will be here soon."  She said as she gently removed herself from his grasp.  She gently touched his cheek but kept it simple.  Alec was scaring her.  He was starting to get violent, like their father had.  She didn't like it.  It reminded her too much of her past, and though she was trying not to show it, she was on the edge of breaking down.  He was acting like she should be grateful for what she'd become.  She felt empty inside ever since she was turned.<br/><br/>She had a weak smile as she walked to the door once again.  She couldn't stand being what she was, sometimes she wished that Alec hadn't saved her that night.  It seemed almost as if he were treating her like she owed him.  She hated it so much when she was treated her like she were in their debt.  She wished that Alec would let her handle things in her own way.