Herald placed the teddy bear on the table and reached for the dairy. He opened it and flipped to the last page. "Today it was decided that I go to the hospital. This whole time I haven't seen my parents once throughout this whole criminal court stuff. I never knew why I did what I did but I hope that when I get to the hospital the doctors are nice. I never really felt like anyone genuinely cared about me my entire life or knew what it meant to feel love. My whole life I hid behind smiles and pretty dresses, and all the girly crap when really I knew that's not who I am. . . " He paused for a moment and looked up from the diary. He let out another sigh and keep reading, ". . . Because of that I never really thought anyone loved me for me. I hope who ever ends up watching over me loves me." Herald calmly placed the diary on the table and leaning against it filled with confusion. "I don't understand. . . are you saying that-"