I should have realised it would make things more difficult to be so close to Mia. I had to find a way of being able to attack her without drawing attention to myself. It would have been so easy to advise her on location of cameras and locks that I could bypass. So easy but so obvious. And being around her as she went about her daily routine, she soon forgot I was there. The flashes of her half-clothed or even naked in her shower made it more difficult for me to keep control of myself, which I was determined to do. In the end, I avoided getting glimpses of her as best I could. No more peeking at her bedroom door. Always keeping my gaze averted until she was properly dressed. I wish I had never agreed to move in. At times, I thought about leaving, but that would have been suspicious too. Shit, what a mess.