Ellis slumped in her chair, feeling frustrated. She didn't know how to convey her feelings to them in a way that wouldn't hurt their feelings. "It's just...I'm tired of being picked on, I guess. I mean, I love doing math and playing DnD with you guys, I have the most fun in the world. And I don't know...dating would be kind of nice, but that's sort of the underlining reason. I don't see anything wrong with how we are...but what if...being popular is fun, too?" She rubbed her face, pushing up her glasses as she rubbed her eyes. "I can't believe I'm actually thinking this. What has gotten into me? It never bothered me before...but lately it seems that if we don't change...we might get left behind.." She said with a soft sigh. "But mostly, I just want to prove to those girls that I could be like them, easily, if I wanted to. Like it's SO hard to be a total slut..." She sneered.