she let out a sigh and said "but I find you so hard to believe are you really there or is this all a dream". she reached up like she was going to touch his face but pulled it away saying to herself but out loud "if i let him close in the end will i get hurt is it safe to let the walls down and let someone in".  She wanted to so badly but part of her that kept her alive kept all others away but the more she did that the more she hated life so maybe this time she might let him close only time will tell. Who will she love and who will she be friends with is there hope for her lets see where this goes shall we.