Taking a deep breath to steady himself, Morr turned to the man in response "By all respect, sir, it was not you specifically I sought when I travelled for this temple, but rather anyone who could answer this question for me, although I may have to elaborate a little: I have been a knight for as long as I care to remember, my purpose and desire only to follow the path of righteousness, standing for those who cannot stand for themselves. I may have made mistakes, certainly, but I always followed the purpose and did my best to never stray.<br/><br/>But, I have also lived a long time, not as long as some of your monks, but enough to have seen so many die, some following the same purpose as I, some being those I should have been able to save. I can not change the past, but over these many years I have grown weary. I have lost all my hope for a future, I have grown what could be best described as apathetic.<br/><br/>I have continued in my purpose, despite all, always defending those who would be swept away if villains had their way, but I no longer feel even the most remote emotion demanding that I do. Whenever I look at someone, I see nothing but an object that will soon wither and die, one whose existence serves only to further its own existence, not someone whose need for help should justify my own existence. I fear I have come to look at them the same way I do myself.<br/><br/>I have lost faith in the purpose and thus myself, but I still continue to follow. I am beginning to be afraid of what I might have become.<br/><br/>My question is: Can I regain faith in my purpose?