June 30th<br/><br/>Okay... This does not seem good for me at all. After leaving Connor that day, I... I touched myself. I know I shouldn't have, but I couldn't help it. I kept myself quiet in the guest chambers as I thought about his touch. No... No I can't think about it. Mistress had always kept me away from the men for her own reasons. Of course... She seemed different after we came here. Lately, she's been leaving me alone more often. Half of the time its with Master Connor. I can't even look at him without blushing now.<br/><br/>June 31st<br/><br/>Things just took a turn for the worst today... I was alone with Connor again in his study. Mistess had be deliver him some tea she had made herself.