Tears stream down my face as he gags me.<br/>I breath heavily and close my eyes tight when he removes my bra.<br/>It didn't matter how many times he bound and gagged me I could never get used to this. I refused to give in to him.<br/>I cringed when I felt his cock against my pussy. I trembled knowing he was right. No man would ever want me.<br/>James will probably leave me the moment he finds out about this. I can't let him find out, but... eventually he'll have to know.<br/>I tried to move so that he wasn't between my legs, I shuffled up the bed and managed to close my legs pressing them tightly together so that he couldn't just slide into me. I knew this wouldn't stop him but at least it will delay the pain for even a minute.