She felt all the ill and unrest feelings drain from her body flowing into the water. Finally some peace. Finally something that felt right. She had longed for that since she stepped inside the camp. Atti, Serenity, and Robbie were all so different. Of course she had known time had already done that to them all. Why the lies? There had not been a single letter? Why had Robbie even mentioned that? It was so cruel of him. It had hurt her deeply because she was madly….She shook her head trying to push the thoughts, the feelings away, but it was to no avail.  The thoughts and feelings had already crept in. All the times she saw him, when he spoke to her, how it made her feel, it was all there right in front of her. Her face scrunching up as the tears threatened her, she stared at the stars. Robbie had always made her feel so different than any of the others. Serenity and Atti were her best friends, and she loved them dearly, but Robbie was special.<br/><br/>The sudden splashing startled her from her calm, and she jerked about in the water until she was upright, bobbing with her head just above the water. As the water settled, she heard his voice. “Robbie! What are ya doing?” She covered her mouth embarrassed that she reverted back to the same young girl she was back then. Taking a deep breath, she lowered her hand into the water tilting her head at him. “You scared me. You came out of nowhere. Wh-What are you doing here?” She pushed the tears back and down. All she wanted to do was swim over to him and embrace him. Her old familiar feelings of anger and distrust started to rear their ugly heads though. She in fact began to distance herself from him. "Why did you lie? I thought we were friends! Why would you lie about something like that? Why would you say you wrote me letters? I waited every single day! A letter from you....well....it NEVER CAME! I....I liked you Robbie! I mean I really liked you! Why," she asked her voice beginning to crack. The tears she had pushed so far down were fighting their way back up and winning. "Why did you lie? Why didn't you write me?"