<b>Re: !!!BROKEN HOME: DYSFUNCTIONAL FAMILY RP!!!</b><br/><br/><i>Her hand extended, shaking as she was about to follow Derek's instruction when suddenly her mom's voice came from behind.  She recoiled backwards and to the side as the verbally violent exchange took place.  She started shaking... she looked down at the ground and thought.</i><br/><br/>"Oh god.... oh god... he's going to blame me... he's going to blame me for this..."<br/><br/><i>Her mind kept thinking over and over about how much this was her fault... when suddenly the large chunk of glass flew inches past her head and shattered with a loud crash against the wall behind her.  She tensed at the sound, her eyes wide as she realized that it could have been her the bottle broke against.  There were tears running down her cheeks as she thought of all the horrible things that might come because of this exchange.</i><br/><br/><i>Moments later Derek was gone, and she pulled herself together enough to traverse the rest of the way to the couch and sit down, she was silently crying... staring at the ground as her shirt slipped over her shoulder again, revealing the black lace of her bra and a little too much of her cleavage.  She didn't fix it this time, she was so scared.</i><br/><br/><i>Julie never noticed Brian sit down, or the television click on, but suddenly he felt his hand and almost jumped out of her skin.  Her eyes opening as she looked over to him, her beautiful features almost accented by the fact she was crying... and after a moment she just collapsed into his shoulder, silently weeping... she whispered, though it was not to Brian, it was to herself.</i><br/><br/>"He's going to blame me... I have to apologize... this is my fault, don't tell me it's not... don't tell me it's not... oh god... oh god..."<br/><br/><i>She whispered softly to the entity that existed only to her.</i><br/><br/>"You've done it this time... look what happens when you disobey.  Look what happens, you're ruining this family..."<br/><br/><i>She replied to herself, her voice sounding only a slight bit different.</i><br/><br/>"...I know... I know... I have to apologize..."<br/><br/><i>She didn't get up right away though, her body was still weak with shock from the exchange, so her head remain against Brian's shoulder, her skirt half-kilter and hanging from her body, her hair settling half in front of her face.</i>