“ She told me I was ugly once, thought I could lose some weight then denied she’d ever said it. Things just got out of hand, I think it’s cause she wanted me out of her hair. Cass will be eighteen in a month, she was barely five  when you left I was thirteen.... fucking thirteen! I’d cry myself to sleep every night just wanting my daddy, she thought I was childish for sleeping with the stuffed elephant you gave me. I brought it with me when I came but had to hide it.” Taylor said as she sighed, what she said was true she had video proof of her mother telling her she was ugly, needed to lose some weight. She couldn’t help that she was mixed, loved her heritage on both sides but her mom was the opposite of her grandmothers  who was a sweethearts.