<span style="font-family:Amaranth">Those words, the bitterness that he said them with, she felt the tears well up in her eyes. Her chest felt as if Beowulf had taken to sitting on it. Her bottom lip quivered as the hurt consumed every feature on her beautiful face. Once the tears rolled down her cheeks she dropped her eyes to the white speckled ground. It was all blurry now with her crying. Why did she have to look like this in front of him? Why could she not control her emotions like she had for all those years? She could barely breath but she had to force the words, but instead of what she had intended to come out, pain changed her words.<span class="fixed-color" style="color:#ff9999"> "Is that why you act like this now? You actually think I had something to do with what happened?!"</span> She was crying, her voice stained as she struggled to keep her voice level and not yell. The betrayl she felt in that moment, that sting of living someone so much that it hurt was becoming a reality. <span class="fixed-color" style="color:#ff9999">"Did you really love me, Aedus? Or were you pretending to get to know me all those years?" </span>She was making it clear how pained she was at this point and she was beginning to lose that levelness in her voice as it shook. <span class="fixed-color" style="color:#ff9999">"To think you actually thought I liked my father, that I abandoned you!" </span>Those words buried deep in her heart as the spilt from her lips.<span class="fixed-color" style="color:#ff9999"> "I never abandoned you... I would never." </span>She cell to her knees grabbing at her chest. Digging out a ring.<br/>
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She held a <a class="link link--external" data-proxy-href="/proxy.php?link=https%3A%2F%2Fae01.alicdn.com%2Fkf%2FHTB1LIBrKXXXXXb2XVXXq6xXFXXXc%2FBeautiful-jewelry-925-Silver-Thai-Silver-Rings-lotus-Adjustable-Open-Ring-For-Girl-Women-Rings-Gift.jpg&amp;hash=b7e8bba2cd7cb310b4cb9d42b5be1ace" href="https://ae01.alicdn.com/kf/HTB1LIBrKXXXXXb2XVXXq6xXFXXXc/Beautiful-jewelry-925-Silver-Thai-Silver-Rings-lotus-Adjustable-Open-Ring-For-Girl-Women-Rings-Gift.jpg" rel="nofollow ugc noopener" target="_blank">small silver ring</a> in her hand, nothing like the <a class="link link--external" data-proxy-href="/proxy.php?link=https%3A%2F%2Fae01.alicdn.com%2Fkf%2FHTB1ernVSFXXXXXraXXXq6xXFXXXX%2FBig-Stone-Ring-Red-Jewelry-Tibetan-Silver-Alloy-Ancient-Bronze-Super-Ofertas-Party-Decoration-Best-Friend.jpg&amp;hash=d28c46147f10d9ddb13475114ec40bfc" href="https://ae01.alicdn.com/kf/HTB1ernVSFXXXXXraXXXq6xXFXXXX/Big-Stone-Ring-Red-Jewelry-Tibetan-Silver-Alloy-Ancient-Bronze-Super-Ofertas-Party-Decoration-Best-Friend.jpg" rel="nofollow ugc noopener" target="_blank">ruby decorated thing </a>that was on her finger. <span class="fixed-color" style="color:#ff9999">"I was trapped in that room, for months, I didn't hear about you escaping until days later. No matter what I did, Aedus, nothing I did helped me escape that room. I was always dragged back." </span>She dropped her eyes clinging to the ring. She wouldn't give it up. It was the first time he had proclaimed his love to her, gave her the ring as a promise,  and yet who had truly broken the promise she would never know. <br/>
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Collapsed on her knees she could Whrn soeak anymore she was crying so hard, trying to hold back as she kept her face down, to hide her ugly crying face. <span class="fixed-color" style="color:#ff9999"> "I can't stand being hated by you." </span>She whimpered out through cries.  Her arms coming up and pulling over her eyes. She tried to stop crying. <span class="fixed-color" style="color:#ff9999">"I'm sorry. I'm sorry, Aedus. Please don't hate me...even ou'd you don't love me anymore. Just don't hate me,  Please..."</span> she continued to cry, not expecting much comfort. The last seven years she had learned to cry alone, to take the monstrosities given to her. She had learned to hide her emotions to become heartless, yet Aedus stressed all that and so now she was in front of him, showing him just how shattered she was. </span>