Tao looked to Ashley, his purple eyes full of horror and his vision blurred with tears. More tears welled in his eyes as he lowered his face, his hands covered by the cuffs of his sweater rubbed at his face before resting his head heavily in them. "... I don't deserve to be." His words were faint and got caught up in his sore throat.<br/><br/>By now there were a few attendants keeping an eye on Tao, ready to jump in if Ashley couldn't handle him.