Being confronted so directly did make Kane pause. He had gotten so used to Abbaddon being oblivious or not understanding some basic concepts that to be stripped so bare right away was a little disconcerting but the feeling passed quickly swallowed up by the void of 'it doesn't matter anyway'. He could deny it but something told him this determined family would have none of it. "Yes. My whole life I suppose. It's not.... terribly important though." Which was only half true. When Kane was wasting his own life away that had been okay. Not great but okay at least, but the condition had destroyed the relationship between him and Iris as well as many others.<br/><br/>"It is what it is." He offered with a shrug not sure what dragged this up was going to change. He had heard the 'it gets better' speech from so many before. "You don't have to spend time fretting. I can't leave this world if I wanted to and when I was younger I was desperate to. But my punishment is that I can't die... so I must live. I'm not going anywhere." He knew that to be truth now and didn't help ease the depression but gave that grounding sense of no escape when he had his rebounds. "As far as last night, well," He shrugged, "I can't do much about it. It's over now and what's important is that Abbaddon heals from it." His own damage he felt was beyond repair and he had brought it upon himself.