The new information Carter held didn't make him scared of Asa, he was just curious. But it did make him think about the world outside of their protective walls. If humans were able to kill without a need, he'd need to be more careful with supernatural at his door step. He'd hardly watched anything 'horror' related films because Asa always said things weren't as they seemed. Carter had never understood what Asa muttered under his breath. It tended to add more questions than answers, but he wasn't able to watch the films by himself and sleep alone at night, so he preferred not to watch them.<br/><br/>How much of the films were facts? Seeing the small smile from Asa was enough to make him slide onto his guardians lap and hug his strong frame. "But I don't understand...." he could feel how tense Asa was, but he wasn't sure how to comfort him. What was the worst that could happen? They'd been living under the same roof for years and their need for one another was obvious - to some degree, so what was he missing? Why was Asa so tense?<br/><br/>"Please don't be mad. Nothing is going to happen. My image of you hasn't changed, I just... I want to know everything" he said shrugging his shoulders and drawing back slightly to look at Asa. "You know... How long have you walked on the earth for. Are there more like you?..." he asked searching Asa's expression. "Have you made anyone else?. I want to know you. What's different from a human?" he questioned curiously. He'd read some things within the journals, but he wanted to hear it from Asa. Words written on a page were sometimes hard to judge. It was easier to hear them spoken and Carter could never get bored with listening to his guardian.<br/><br/>He wanted to know everything about the vampire life. What was needed? Could Asa read his mind? If so... well, he'd be totally fucked if he could. His mind quickly sprang back to the showed they'd had the night before. Asa would have been able to read and see every thought that entered his mind... was that why he'd stopped. Damn, he could feel a chill running through him. Hopefully that wasn't a gift he possessed.<br/><br/>But then what of the friend that came to visit? Did he share the same thing Asa did? The thought made him feel slightly jealous. To think someone could spend their whole life with Asa, never growing old or I'll and just to simply be... Why couldn't anything be that simple. Carter always felt damned. He just couldn't win.