The touch did ground him and Kane recalled the small amount of therapy he got when these attacks had been a lot worse. It had been years maybe decades since he had one so it caught him off guard. He also just felt very very tired as he looked on over to the shower. It felt like his body was heavy but he forced himself up as he did need to get cleaned up and they had made a bit of a mess. Yet the question of him talking had his stomach churning. He didn't think Abbaddon would understand.<br/><br/>Not only that but his instinct was to reject the man's offer and tell him it was none of his business. That this was his truama and his to bear and be didn't want the angel belittling it since it sounded so stupid when recently he had managed to become a dangerous weapons and ruined so many. He was sure he had dealt out more damage than this small piece of his past. "No." He replied not sure what the man expected. Sure they were married and they had fucked but Kane still felt them to be strangers and trust was hard won for him. He had given up resisting the angels effort to play good husband but that didn't mean he had bought into the whole thing.