Every part of Drake's body felt too weak now and he wondered if Jas was going to take more from him, something told him that if he so wanted then there might be more in store for him but no words or struggle was capable of escaping him at that moment. He found himself fully melting as he entered the water even though he didn't really feel extreme heat or cold anymore didn't mean it didn't ease his muscles and feeling Jas behind him added to that comfort. He lay there for a while letting Jas help him to come down from the high of the feeling coursing through him. He had failed to notice how much he really needed this his thoughts drifted and finally settled. "I must be quite the challenge to love..." was more of an absentminded thought that came out without Drake even being aware of it happening.<br/><br/>He didn't know how Jas had already mentally compared him to a past dragon lover who couldn't every truly give himself over. "You know I wasn't always like this... I mean a bit but not like this." he didn't know if he was making any sense but the need to express it was very present. "I'm sorry I can't seem to..." he trailed off fishing for words he wasn't sure what to say, couldn't give in? Couldn't offer more? Couldn't seem to let himself fully go? Couldn't trust again? "It feels like I got broken somewhere along the way."