Even as his voice rose over her screams she cried, every nerve in her rear screaming at the demanding intrusion. It lessened greatly after the mass of his head passed the torn ring, but even then her body shook in agony. Iris whimpered, chest uncontrollable as it rose and struggled for deep breaths. Again she wanted to retreat back into her world, to escape the torture and only focus on the attention he granted her. Why even then did she still not hate him? Her heart could bleed forever but his delicate touches would always be enough to keep it beating.<br/><br/>"Stop!" Once more her voice shrilled, risen by the sharp tugs that pulled her body across the table. His fucking bounced her enough to tear the blade through her palms, sending her fingers to twitch and even a few to grow motionless. Her face kept damp with tears, legs kicking wildly as every ram of his hips sent tremors through her. There was no doubt she knew what he wanted to do, using unbearable words and expressions that toyed at her heart. "Roan, don't make me.. don't.. I do.."<br/><br/>She was unsure if her voice made sense, muffled by her sobbing and destroyed voice. Humanity was so painful, had she been an angel the stakes of her hands would be little. But there she was, defeated by two simple kitchen knives. It felt like a disgrace. Her throat choked in a gasp, heavy and almost sounding as if she was choking. It was time to pull away, mentally escape into the same corners that separated mind from body. Her eyes stared wide but unfocused, watching Roan yet not seeing him.<br/><br/>Iris needed to distract the pain, escape for a precious moment. Only then would she throat her arms up, destroyed flesh slapping at the handles as crimson poured down metal. The force was unexpected, strong, wedging the tips from wood after a second of resistance. The angel howled into the air, head tilted back as her ruined limbs fell uselessly back onto the table. His thrusts and pounding never aided relief  to the anguish of her nerves, but the self harm done was enough to numb the greedy cock inside of her.