For the moment Alan wanted to stay there just a little longer. He found himself relaxing into the breathing and having Nate curled up felt… nice… much nicer than he thought possible. A smile tugged at his lips at how out of it his pet looked, “In a bit, you need to rest.” He admitted leaning over to his bedside to get the water bottle there for Nate to drink from as he was sure they had drained more than a little fluids. “What do I fantasize about? That’s a loaded question…” he chuckled his eyes narrowing as he thought about all the things he wanted from Nate. “I don’t know if you want to know, like I said I’m not nice and I can be very needy.” He sighed a little as he propped his head up with his arm.<br/><br/>“I know I can be more than a little overbearing with my attention and rather intense. I want all of you.” He didn’t add just how much and all the time and just how controlling he could be. “I don’t wan to scare you.” he added as an afterthought figuring that might bring up more questions than answers but if he allowed to run wild he knew he would want to do all sorts of dirty things from fucking Nate, to dressing him up, to caging his cock and control when he got to cum and how. Yet this had to be enough more than enough…