Lyle shook his his head and leaned against Dante. Surely that wasn't the last of Ashton.. The warmth and soft breaths coming from Dante help to calm him a bit better. He could feel that Alcohol mixed with that scare making him want to vomit once again be he fought it. He hating throwing up in front of Dante he hated all of this. "No.. Joe and Mira would kill him and Dean has a fiance and baby to worry about. He cant be getting into fights." He moved his arms around Dante and held him close. "Thank you for being here.. I'm sorry that i have so much baggage.. I'll try to fix it.. I'm sorry.." He hid his expression in Dante's chest, not wanting him to see how scared and unsure he was. This just made him feel so unworthy of Dante. He was used and damaged and Dante deserved better. What if making things official was a bad idea..? What if Dante belonged with someone else? The mere thought hurt his chest so bad that he wanted to cry.