Kane paused as Dimitri asked him about the dumb letter. He hadn't thought much about it and when be brought up the 2nd houses project he simply shrugged, "wouldn't know I tend to stay away from angels." It was part of the condition he had his own form of a fall from grace with what he had done. Yet Dimirti kept talking about why oh why did he keep talking? Why hadn't he shut up? The blood pulsed in Kane's head as pieces started to hit him and really sink into a deep panic in his gut. He should have fucking known better. He should have read the journal... There was no way that this wasn't a cruel joke. He knew Dimitri was mean but this... He had to know what he was doing to him, right? "You're lying ..." He whispered even as he didn't quite believe it. No.... There was no making this shit up and it wasn't the betrayl or anything else that stucknout in his mind it was the fact that Dimitri was a turned angel.<br/><br/>A fallen and yet... His gut twisted again and his expression played hurt across it. "Stop. Stop talking right now." He said with a growl thinking he was going to be sick as his body went into a cold sweat. That whole event that whole part of his life was such a deep festering wound he was still afraid of looking at it as he turned sharply gripping his head wishing he could unlearn all this. Eden had warned him.... Eden had known! The fucking bastard had known and known what Kane had been through and still.... No no no there was no way he was going to go through this again. Not like this. He swore to himself never again never a hand on an angelic body fucking hell they had fucked him up so bad he had wanted to die for so long and he didn't even know how he pulled himself out of it.<br/><br/>He thought he had been safe lavishing affections on a fellow demon how the fuck had it turned into his worst nightmare? "Eden put you up to this didn't he? DIDN'T HE?!" Now who was being paranoid and irrational but Kane felt his pulse kick up the need to flee his breathing shallow as he realized then they were both each other's worst nightmares manifested. This was a test it had to have been and he had failed and now he would have to pay.