She looked sad now as she spoke "I didn't have them...not till my temper the other day, I shatter every glass in my aunt's house..." She explained then looked at him "my cousin thinks I was the cause of the accident that landed me here..." She looked somewhere else "I was hoping this place could help me understand things, piece things together, and where they came from." She finished saying then looked at him again, a tear fell and she quickly whipped it again "sorry...i don't know why I opened up...it could be you might not judge me like them..." She turned to put the book in her hand on the shelf