The fact that he wanted to change excited him. It made him happy and not only that but he felt like he was finally going to make someone happy. Even as she told him that they could look at it and might buy it, it made him happy. She didn't know what this meant to him to not want to kill anymore. But as she undressed him, he still felt bad about making her hurt. Because he had forgotten and once he got in, he cleaned himself off real quick and tilted his head at her and even stayed mute as he was afraid to say something wrong." You mean the world to me. You did back when you were a little girl in a friend kind of way and now as a lover. I even told your father back then.... if he got shot in the line of duty or both of your parents. Me and the wife would have taken you in. You.... we're always going to be taken care of." He bit his lower lip and held her in his arms and kissed her softly on the lips and bit her lip." I love you. I would have as your father too if it came to it." He smiled and felt like she needed to hear it and that she needed to know that there was always an honest man up to bat for her whether it had been as a guardian or where they were. But he was glad it was the latter as he washed her face slowly before laying down and beckoning her to lay with him." The water hitting your body from down here will help you calm down. Come lay here."