Drake seemed to reconsider once more really putting thought into what he was about to say before shaking head. "I suppose you are right. I will at least try to consider taking from you... maybe. The thought of just going in dry out of the blue churns my stomach even if some part of me wants it." he knew his senses were attuned to the warm blooded creatures nows and his desire to drink from them. Maybe if he attempted it during sex? He seemed to get more carried away then and was able to feed without too much thought then but he didn't know if he would be able to unless he tried. "And... I would appreciated it. I don't think I can handle a video tape of myself in that state, that always upset me but a diary of things would be able to help to try and remember. Maybe even give them the chance to write something down as I'm sure most of them would be able to I'm just not sure how... cooperative they will be." he suddenly felt very tired and the more tired he felt the more he realized that he his self control and barriers were slipping.<br/><br/>Maybe it was finally the adrenaline crash after Dimitri dying or seeing Ryan but he felt his body grow a little more heavy, or maybe it was time to eat again? Certainly he hadn't triggered a blood lust but the coffee sat uneasy in his stomach and when he looked to Jas he could almost feel himself salivating at the smell of the man and more than sexually. He found himself licking his lips without realizing the hot beverage all but forgotten. I suppose it was like when one learned to overcome being a fussy eater then they are really starving. "Can I... try?" he asked in almost a small voice but his eyes were predatory and his body suddenly felt tense but and most of him weary of the things he could do if he lost all control. Drake ended up gripping the edge of the table hard enough to leave a dent and he didn't even realize he was doing it as he was looking for a place to try and sneak off to feed... then again the table clothes were long enough here. Before Jas could say anything he vampire ducked up the table crawling between his knees as he nuzzled Jas's inner thigh, "Please?" it felt crazy how quickly he broke down from rational to hungry.