Jackson bit into his arm this time when he pressed against the sensitive area, the only reaction he got was a jolting of his body. His legs began to shake when a second finger was added, his face wincing as he bit into his arm a little harder. He could feel the pain fading from dry fingers going in, there was pleasure but he refused to accept it. He wanted his first time to be with a man he loved, he has rejected sex on so many occasions with men, but it didn't matter anymore. He fought and struggled and still ended up defeated.<br/><br/>Finally raising his head he looked back at Onin to see the other's cock standing proud. His face felt like it was just shoved into a fire as he looked away and up at Onin. "Y-You can't... put it in like that," He didn't see lube, there was nothing, not even a condom. "It'll tear me, are you a virgin?" Jackson had doubted he was, but if he didn't even have lube he didn't know what to think. He wasn't a girl, he didn't get wet and ready just by being touched.<br/><br/>Maybe it wouldn't leave a scar, but it'd sure fuck him up on the insides. His mouth began to tremble, did the other really care if it hurt him? He clenched his hands into fists and just turned his head away again. He wanted to scream, but he'd do plenty of that soon enough anyways.