It was true as far as power and ability to cause chaos and wreck armies Kane knew he had a big flaw and that had been his mixed blood origin. Partly his humane nature that allowed him to feel things that often demons didn't understand or if they did only in small pieces. No... He felt things deeply and he could really truly love in a meaningful way but that left him this anxiety mess on the floor from past events that he was sure everyone else but him had long forgotten. Written off like a footnote in history. He shivered as his body wouldn't stop barely registering the door being pulled open and being dunked in cold water.<br/><br/>He would have tried to make to the shower if he knew the freak out was going to be on this scale but the sink helped and he was starting to get his bearings as shameful as this whole thing was. God this was pathetic, maybe it was no surprise they wanted to retire him and put him up in the country if this was the state he was going to be. He had a small impulse to fight against Abbaddon but it quickly vanished followed by resignation. He felt drained, sucked dry or any energy as he gasped for air and found his breathing slowing down. He shut his eyes as his brain willing him to only think about the present moment. "Thank you." He said knowing he must be quite the sight right now.