There was a small shift in Merman's expression when Jasaiah mentioned boyfriend but it wasn't clear from what to what. It was like he had placed the other somewhere in his mind but the doctor was hard to read. "Of course. Anything I can do to help, I worried about Drake for a long time after he left but it's impossible to help those that are not willing." he took the journal flipping through and running through it very fast. It appeared Merman did plenty of reading and could navigate the pages no problem in a very short amount of time. He would ask a question here and there but sometimes he would simply look up to Jas or Ryan and seemingly get the answer he wanted without words being exchanged. Getting to the last entry he slowed down considerably his finger skimming the line in thought.<br/><br/>"It's odd to think one person can get split personalities in different ways." he shook his head before closing the book, "From what I read, and as you probably know, these personalities are in place for Drake to cope with life, emotions, and memories long buried. Often time in patients they are generated seemingly at random but for Drake they are based of different younger representative version of himself. Except... the last one. The protector personality is often generated in response to trauma, a sort of 'I will be stronger so they never hurt me' persona that is often modeled on what the mind sees as strong. Often times in females its modeled off strong males, or thugs, or something else scary." he tapped the page, "It's hard to tell his condition but this personality might have been the one molded yet... he is so different and Drake's exposure to the outside world so limited he might very well be based off someone he knew." he shook his head to clear it, "These are all theories of course. When I treated Drake we did intense sensations of hypno and other therapy, he had never asked outside of wanting to know his birthday, which we couldn't get, anything about what I learned. It scared him to, but even what I got were bits and pieces and the personalities at that time were very different from what you described. More developed and stable despite everything. I feel like a just ripped off the stitching from a wound that never healed right and is now infected."<br/><br/>Merman got up from his seat moved around behind his desk, "This doctor though... I heard his name before. I... I must admit I got curious and found him. I never reached out though, it wasn't my place and I wouldn't even know what to say. Despite my bed efforts Drake's thoughts were always torn in fragments like a kaleidoscope and time and place never made sense when he tried to speak of them. His personalities felt like they had fabricated their own lives and memories all together living in some fantasy world. The only option we have now might be finding the whole picture..."