It felt like ages before he calmed down and it tore as Kane's insides but he was just holding out long enough for Michael to arrive, right? That's what kept him grounded there doing as instructed hoping for some effect to finally have it pass. Kane was drained by the end of it, drained enough that he didn't even feel anxious when Abbaddon made his love confession as he was the one feeling like he couldn't quite process any of what was happening. None of the monologue running through his head was any good and while he wasn't sure what he exactly did that helped he did at least feel relief that the tidal wave of emotions was over. He didn't feel like he could return those feelings of love, especially now more than ever.<br/><br/>Sure the other had confessed his love for him but this couldn't be a healthy relationship for the angel and Kane couldn't be that person for him. "This was a mistake." He finally said softly not even realizing that the thoughts circling his brain were spoken out loud. Yet here he was more aware than ever that he was no cut out for this. How inept was he that he had to follow instruction by phone from someone who knew what they were doing. "These feelings are because of me, and us being together and you deserve better." Heck Ashton would have been a better choice for this role than the depressed fuck up that he was. He wondered who he would have to speak with to appeal the choice in mates for a treaty but he hadn't had time to try before. They had all been holding their breath not wanting to change a thing just wanting it sealed but now maybe it could survive at least being handed off to a demon that didn't make Abbaddon seem like he was sliced up or tormented for fun in front of his peers.