<i>I thought you were dead</i>five words that ran in her head as she got her things together checking her herbs and blades tying the belt about her waist making sure she knew each herb in the belt her sword at her side was sharp as her mind. A dagger in the boot for extra caution. How could she travel with him to the east and not let her feelings get in this. "He will not cause me to falter no mater what he says. We have leagues to travel time spent will not be wasted." She spoke to herself there ad be traitorous tears on her cheeks. Now she was preparing herself for what was to come.<br/><br/>This had to end before they got tot he east or it would be her undoing. She would not risk everything that she helped build because she has a woman's heart. Checking everything once more she packed her horse and gave one more check worried for the trip to come. Saddling and mounting was a quick task but she drew it out. Once she could no long prolong it she road to meet Rowan, once she saw him she sat up a bit straighter looking stronger than she felt. "Sir, I hope you ready for this track it will be well over a fortnight before we see the East" She spoke words with out feelings despite the war in her head. "I hope you brought your own bed roll as well" She spoke as she started out towards the east.