Aries could feel Luca's eyes on him, it made his small form only want to shrink further in on itself... But he had decided to stay beside Luca so long as the human wanted him to, and perhaps at least untilLcua was well again he would stay even if the human wanted to send him away. Hearing his name made his chest feel tight, his fingers gripping his arms softly, hugging himself as he waited for Luca to continue... Because Aries felt guilty, he felt guilty for what felt like lying to Luca, even if he truly hadn't been. He had forgotten, he had pushed away the pain until it was forgotten... And remembering was agonizing.<br/><br/>The other's voice was quiet, but the room was so loud with silence that Aries was thankful for the gentle sound even if the questions were something that made him uneasy. "You remember... What the book said? About what I am... What I did..." He mumbled against his legs, not raising his head to look at Luca. But as he spoke his fingers dug into his arms as he tried his best to keep his emotions in check... he didn't want to panic when he was supposed to be helping Luca, he didn't want to hurt Luca... He didn't want to panic and run away again when Luca needed him. He was trying... Trying to be strong for someone for a change. He was failing at it. "He told me it was okay... So long as I lived then it was okay... Everything... He gave everything... But I don't want any of it." He rambled quietly, shoulders shivering as small drops of blood appeared bellow his fingers. "He wanted to save me but I... I killed him. And I... I don't want to be forgiven for it." His voice was almost unintelligible, it trembled as he spoke, but admitting it to someone... Somehow it made his own mind feel just that little bit less of a prison... just a little.