Aries nodded softly as Luca spoke, he was sure that Luca had felt the same about the friends and lover he had before... And Aries was sure he missed them too. It wasn't until Luca continued that Aries' smile faded again, his eyes taking on that quiet hollow look to them as his toes curled slightly against the seat and he softly shook his head. "I won't be able to see him again. I can't..." He murmured, his arms tightening around his legs. "I think... He must be upset with me. I was selfish and took a lot of things from him. And... I got jealous of him..." His voice tapered off and he closed his eyes as he sat there.<br/><br/>"I don't want to see him again... I'm scared to. Because he was nice... Because he was kind... I know he'll forgive me, and I don't want that. I don't want to be forgiven anymore." He buried his face again against his legs as he found it too hard to continue. How could he see him again? Surely... Surely it would never be possible anyway, Aries knew that. There was no way he could end up in the same afterlife as his brother, not a monster like him... No, he wouldn't be able to go there where he was sure his brother, and eventually, Luca would be. In some ways... It made the thought of death just a little scary, but he had lived with that fear right from the moment he awoke this way... But the fear of living was so much worse.