Payton looked up at Alex through his lashes and ran his hands up his chest. His heart was beating quickly. This was different when he was sober, more intimate. Did he really thinkbhe was sexy? It made a hot chill run down his spine. He kissed Alex's jaw lightly loving the feeling of the warm hands on his cold body. It was so comforting.  "No, but you're special and incredible. You can do whatever you want. You're so brave.