<span style="font-family:Handlee">Octavia sighed softly, and rubbed a face over her hand. "I'm sorry, Jasper. I've been having trouble shoving my insecurities back into the box that I'd hidden them in for so long. You shouldn't have to put up with my constant issues. I just... I'm scared. I'm scared to fully commit. I'm scared to make any promises to you, or to accept any that you might try <br/>
to make to me. I know you wanna help, and if there was any sort of quick fix, I'd tell you. But the only thing that can be done, is that we have to give it time. We have to just be there for each other the best way we know how."<br/>
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After she spoke, the brunette reached out and took one of his hands into hers. A few moments later, with their hands locked together, she squeezed his hand that held hers. She took a deep breath and then slowly released it, before turning her lips up into a smile. "What do you say we change the subject from such a gloomy topic, okay? I have an idea. What if the four of us go camping tomorrow? You, me and the girl's. We'll pack food, clothes, tents, weapons, maybe a deck of cards, and we'll all just get away from everything for a day."<br/>
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"Sort of like a vacation from all the heavy shit that we've been dealing with for so long now. We won't go far, in case there's an emergency or anything. And I don't want to go too far in case Bellamy or Clark need us. But, you know, it's something to consider. It would be just the four of us, as a family. We'd be careful, but we'd also have fun. Besides, things have been a lot calmer and quieter since we took out Roan and Ice Nation. If you agree to us doing this, then I want to do one thing before we go. I want us to pop in and check on Clarke and the baby."<br/>
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"I need to know that they're okay before we leave. If you decide that we should do this, then we'll pack tonight. We'll take our turns manning the wall, have dinner with each other and the girl's, and then stop by and check on Clarke and the baby, before we start packing everything. Okay, I'm going to stop talking now, so you can tell me what you think."<br/>
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Clarke smiled as she listened to her husband's words.  She couldn't put into words how much this moment meant to her. To see her husband so in love with their daughter, and knowing that he felt exactly as she did. It was beautiful. She smiled as she listened to him speak. "I was thinking that maybe Octavia, Jasper and the girl's could come over soon. It would give them plenty of time to do whatever they need to do after, and  they could stop in for a visit, see and hold Aurora, and then we'd all spend the rest of the night relaxing or them doing whatever they need to do. What do you think?"<br/>
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She asked, and then shushed their daughter gently when she began to cry. "I guess that's my cue to start feeding our little angel. Bellamy, before you go? Kiss me." The blonde said, as she carefully shifted their daughter in her arms. After they kissed and he turned to leave again she said, "I love you." Once her husband was gone, she shifted Aurora in her arms, and carefully adjusted her shirt and then her daughter so that the baby could latch onto her nipple and feed.  Once they were settled she held their daughter carefully in one arm, as the hand of her other arm, gently caressed the baby's cheek. As the baby fed, she hummed softly, in what she hoped was a soothing manner for their daughter, wanting to comfort her as she ate.</span>