<span style="font-family: 'Didact Gothic', 'sans-serif'"><i>No name. No Face. She didn't exist. Was she even a female? She wasn't even sure of her own gender.</i><br/>
</span><br/><i><span style="font-family: 'Didact Gothic', 'sans-serif'">She did not exist. She did not exist.<br/>
</span></i><br/><span style="font-family: 'Didact Gothic', 'sans-serif'"><i>'I do not exist.' </i>The phrase reeked havoc on her mind, tearing her mentally apart. She stood in the shower as the water grew cold. Crimson water swirling at her feet as she stared at the wall.<i> 'I not exist.' </i>Again repeated in her mind. Blood falling from her nose, her eyes and her ears. Her. It was a better way to describe what stood in that shower. It. A monster who feasted upon hearts. Flesh, blood and bones were what kept her alive. Life... was this really living? She could no longer feel, her five years up, it was time to take another life. To destroy something that someone cared for. Destroy it, crush it, devour it. <i>Devour? </i>The stomach of the beast grumbled as it slowly broke apart. Each organ shutting down, breaking. Weak steps out of the shower and blood shot eyes stared into the mirror.<br/>
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Hair falling out in every direction, a clump here a clump there. Wrinkled saggy skin, rotting teeth. How had this face become so terrible. How long ad she sat in darkness and pain this time. Blood, the heart of a mortal. She needed it. <i>Heart</i>. <i>Flesh</i>. <i>Blood</i>. Her eyes rolled in the back of her head as she picked up the nearest object and destroyed the mirror and the image that haunted it. She had seen this mangled look on so many different faces, but none of them were her own. NONE. <i>She did not exist.</i><br/>
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Face covered, dressed in tight black clothes she walked out of the home. Looking back she dropped the can of gasoline at the front door. Unfair that this life couldn't have lasted longer. It was so good. The work parties, the boyfriends and now it ended like the rest had. Flicking the match into the apartment it caught fire immediately. Closing the door she walked away. Having left her gas oven open and on it would cause a small explosion. She sighed as she walked down the hall and looked at the time <b>3:00 am</b> read on the digital clock. Soon she would need to feed. Exiting the building she could see the roaring fire and then the explosion. Chaos. She enjoyed the site of it.<br/>
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Catching a cab she rode it down town and then exited. Going to the corner where the drug addicts were, her eyes looking over them all. High out of their minds and with no idea the pain and disruption the creature among them was about to cause. Dilated pupils followed over the junkies until they landed on on. Sprawled out across the bed, needle in her arm, <a class="link link--external" data-proxy-href="/proxy.php?link=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.google.com%2Fsearch%3Fclient%3Dms-android-sprint-us%26biw%3D360%26bih%3D286%26tbm%3Disch%26sa%3D1%26ei%3DAtb8WeuaBJD8jwOc7Lj4BQ%26q%3Dkaya%2Bscodelario%2Btumblr%26oq%3Dkaya%2Bscodelario%2Btumblr%26gs_l%3Dmobile-gws-img.3..0l4j0i30k1.11036.12579.0.14104.8.8.0.0.0.0.678.3108.3-3j3j1.7.0....0...1.1j4.64.mobile-gws-img..1.7.3105...0i67k1.358.Q8mQ577oYLE%23imgrc%3DQi2wN9A4paSGhM%3A&amp;hash=4293e58d87511781c3d517bcc710e6d0" href="https://www.google.com/search?client=ms-android-sprint-us&amp;biw=360&amp;bih=286&amp;tbm=isch&amp;sa=1&amp;ei=Atb8WeuaBJD8jwOc7Lj4BQ&amp;q=kaya+scodelario+tumblr&amp;oq=kaya+scodelario+tumblr&amp;gs_l=mobile-gws-img.3..0l4j0i30k1.11036.12579.0.14104.8.8.0.0.0.0.678.3108.3-3j3j1.7.0....0...1.1j4.64.mobile-gws-img..1.7.3105...0i67k1.358.Q8mQ577oYLE#imgrc=Qi2wN9A4paSGhM:" rel="nofollow ugc noopener" target="_blank">she was a beautiful mess</a>. Her voice sounded like angels to the monster's ears. Pulling out razor sharp knife that ran along her left knuckles, her eyes focused on the pretty. Speaking to herself there was something else, she was mentally ill. Schizophrenic? Who knew. Climbing over top of her the girls eyes barely able to focus on the dark creature before she let out a blood curling scream. The razor opening her chest and a gloved hand pulling out her racing heart. <br/>
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Blood covered the bed as the monster decoured the heart, the other finally starting to realize that this was reality. Black eyes gocused on the first junkie who ran for the door. Slitting the poor fools neck and watching him collapse. That room was covered in sweet crimson goo and munilated body parts by the time she was done. In the middle of it all she jad fpund a card for a doctor, of the mental health kind. She cocked her newly formed brow as she shed the gloves and left them in the mess. Her DNA not like any other she wpuld never be caught because her DNA was like a contaminated sample, never just one set, no it was hundreds. Walking through the door shr left the scene for the cops to deal with.<br/>
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Her body was shedding its periods skin, developing a new one. She rounded Ann alley behind a clothing shop. Shedding the clothes and the skin she stood naked in the alley her eyes scanning the area before tossing the said clothes in the dumpster. Slipping quietly into the 24- hour shop she snatched some clothes beforeheading down the street to start get new 5 years.<br/>
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New blue eyes gazed at the card in her hand. She stated a good while before she twitched her nose and tucked it away. Maybe she would goo see this doctor,  not that she needed it. She didn't exist. <br/>
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Hour's passed and she had waited until long after the clinic was open before she walked in. <a class="link link--external" data-proxy-href="/proxy.php?link=https%3A%2F%2Fi.pinimg.com%2F736x%2F9b%2Fcb%2F53%2F9bcb53a5d26e0f616fd36f4fd125a943--kaya-scodelario-the-https%3A%2F%2Fi.pinimg.com%2F736x%2F9b%2Fcb%2F53%2F9bcb53a5d26e0f616fd36f4fd125a943--kaya-scodelario-the-queen.jpg&amp;hash=418e3a6d711799e65d628c44854c4eb6" href="https://i.pinimg.com/736x/9b/cb/53/9bcb53a5d26e0f616fd36f4fd125a943--kaya-scodelario-the-https://i.pinimg.com/736x/9b/cb/53/9bcb53a5d26e0f616fd36f4fd125a943--kaya-scodelario-the-queen.jpg" rel="nofollow ugc noopener" target="_blank">These new blue eyes, 5'6" slender body </a>came in and she handed the card to a nurse.  "My first time seeing him. I just need.... some help." She smiled at her and the nurse nodded asking her to sit which the girl did.  Soon she found herself staring in the reflection staring at herself. Curious. This girl was far prettier than she intended. When the nurse called her name, there was no response.  It wasn't a name she knew. Jill? Some bullshit, as she hasn't decided on a persona yet. Stashing she walked to the office where she entered quietly, looking around, quite fascinated. </span>