Alex was being so sweet. He brought Payton food and was now trying to comfort him. He'd be lying he he said it wasn't working. It was amazing feeling so cared for. No one had ever looked at him like that. Plenty of people worried, but nothing like Alex's expression.  "No.. If I gain too much weight I might look less like a woman." He looked up at Alex smiling softly. "You don't have to be sorry either. I should have know that they'd come. They must want to be sure that I keep up with how they want me to live... I'm scared,.. But it isn't new. I just got my hopes up and I don't want you to see me in the mornings when I'm let out of my room.."