Sam groaned when Ryan pulled him in for a kiss. He missed this. He missed him, and he let Ryan know through the kiss they shared. His face was flushed after the kiss and he ducked his head. Rubbing the back of his head, Sam glanced up sheepishly at him. The comment deepened his blush. "Really?" He asked, his voice breathy. Like he couldn't believe this was happening. "No, no, not at all. I want you. I want what we had. I just want to make sure we don't move too fast. But I don't think this is too much." He reached out and lightly touched his face. "I really would do anything for you." He had said the same thing to Kane, and it made him tense. He didn't want to repeat the past.<br/><br/>~~~~~~~~<br/><br/>Rai lifted his head and stared at him. "I already told you that you aren't responsible for what happened to me. I know you think otherwise but I'm not holding a grudge." He took another sip followed by a fry. "Hmm. In truth? I can see how miserable you are, and they say misery loves company." He leaned back and fiddled with his drink. "I'm what I am, but I don't want to feed. I want more." He gave a bitter smile. "Though that's likely wishful thinking on my part."