Vanderly dropped his head, leaning his cheek against his chest. "You deserve to be spoiled."  There was more to his thoughts but he couldn' bring himself to mention his brothers atrocities or let his name pass his lips. He recovered, knowing that him grinding his crotch into this bear would make him scream even louder in hell.  "Play with me, Pookie. I want to play like momma did. Momma made you so happy and you made both her and papa happy." He was almost shy as he spoke, a rare thing for his normal bold personality, but this was new ground for him.