<span class="fixed-color" style="color:#00b300">Oliver sighed as he listened to Sara speak, having drop the whole thing about her mother. He just listened to her as she spoke. He hadn't even considered any of that. Actually, now that he thought about it, he wasn't even sure how to approach the whole subject of sex all together as it never occurred to him. Hell, he can't really recall his parents going through that whole talk with him. Though, now that he thought about it, his parents approach wasn't the best, it was rather awkward, which now he could understand and see. Well, his mother was a bit awkward, his father had a better time with him. Sighing, he ran his hand down his face before running it through his hair. "I didn't even think of that honestly. How do I even begin with that? Or even go about it?" He was starting to feel the burden of being a father right about now. Was he a bad father for not thinking about all of this? Everything rather came naturally to Oliver, and he's been that way for so long that he hadn't even begun to think about how all of it might not be so natural to William. <br/>
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"And yes, it would be bad if he turn out like me. I mean, yeah I have my good points, but I have so much more bad ones. I mean, have you not seen what I've done to all the people around me? I mean, everyone's been done with me and left me at least once at this point. Sure, they come back, but it's never the same as before, which I don't blame them for. I mean, I broke my promise to my own son for god's sake, that's pretty bad. I just hope he can see my faults and be better than me. I want him to be better than me." That was his hope and his goal as being a father. If William turned out to be a better man than him then he would know that he was a good father, but only time will tell. "God, how did my parents do it." He sighed, rubbing the back of his neck a bit.<br/>
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Then there was the fact that he had a newborn on the way, that was going to be a while new adventure right there, a very interesting adventure. Sighing, he ran a hand through his hair a bit before leaning back against the kitchen counter with his arms crossed. "I really need to get better at this father thing." He sighed softly.</span><br/><br/>___________________<br/><br/><span class="fixed-color" style="color:#4da6ff">"Psh, he's a big brother, of course he's not going to be in favor for a while." Serena chuckled with a roll of her eyes before washing her hair. "But yes, that is kind of funny, her dating a cop when her brother is a vigilante." She had to agree with him there, it was rather funny. Serena finished washing her and hair and body before stepping out of the shower, wrapping her towel around herself while grabbing a smaller one and drying her hair with it. She continued to listen to Roy talk as she got dressed, letting his words sit in her brain. Of course, it was easier said than done. <br/>
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"A lot of people hurt me Roy, there's a small list. It's hard to just put it away and tuck it somewhere else. I'm still trying to get over everything too, it's not everyday I find out my boyfriend, well ex, is working in cahoots with his father and abusing their position with my father and the company and selling the drugs on the side along with overcharging people then to have them violate me with their little buddies in front of my father before killing me, well they thought they did. To them I'm still dead. Just seeing them ruining my father's image and name with him dead just aggravates me so much, and just where they drove the company that my father worked so hard to build. It's just..." Serena had to pause for a second in order to breathe and calm herself down some. "And just losing everything in a heartbeat like that, and my father... My father was everything to me."<br/>
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"I'm trying, it's not like I'm not. Besides, not much I can do about it but just live my life and make it the best. I mean, what am I going to do? Throw on a mask and go out there and hunt every single one of them down? That's not my spiel." Actually that's exactly what she did and is still doing. "But hey, so far I think I'm doing pretty good. I mean, I actually got a good job, one that I'm going to enjoy doing, I let you into my life, I'm slowly opening up again." Discount the fact that she was copping by going around and exacting her revenge, she was actually doing pretty well. </span>