Ayaan drew in a slow shakey breath and froze as Sebastian's hand went to his neck.   Soft supple lips parted as he slowly silently let go of that air as he watched Sebastian's lips curl into that smile.   After a subjective eternity he closed his eyes and tilted his head slightly, offering more neck to touch.  Sebastian's gentle touch sent tingles through his body that only turned that fire of need into a raging inferno.	He felt goosebumps rush over his skin as he licked his lips to wet them.<br/><br/>"I.. I..  Uh.."  Ayaan was finding it hard to think through the moment.  Perhaps it was the thrum of power that he wasn't used it and couldn't place.  That's what Accendos were suppose to do, wasn't it?  When they paired with something they truly wanted, the power became more than either half could be alone.  "No.."  he shook his head in effort to clear his thoughts.  "You're a man... and Lydia would be so so angry with me ... if -if she saw this.  She... She might send you away and I might never see you again."   Ayaan forced the words out of his mouth.<br/><br/>His tongue slid over his lips in a slow gentle motion as he tried to wet them again, then he swallowed hard as he braved Sebastian's gaze.   Ayaan whispered as if Lydia might be able to hear it,   "I don't know what she would do if she walked in..."