She did not want to leave the proton of his arms no matter if it just provided a false sense security. His arms around her was playing a trick on her mind. She felt like she had waited her entire life and more to held by him again. She didn't think it was possible to feel anymore incomplete in her life, but in that moment she knew exactly how unhappy and empty she had been. It was so confusing.<br/><br/><br/>"Sorry Milo." She looked down a little ashamed that she did not want to let go of him. "I didn't think he would do that to me. I..." She blinked slowly. "I didn't think he would do something like that. I mean he's never done anything like that before and I don't know why..." She stammered off not really knowing what else to say or if there was anything more to say to what just happened. She always thought she knew Yi Long well but he made her feel unsafe and him untrustworthy.<br/><br/><br/>"I guess you'll have to always by me then huh?" It was a bad joke but she had to crack it. She was just still a little shook up from the encounter to be focusing on work. She took a few breathes, some more labored than the others, before she finally pulled herself together. She parted from him looking up into his eyes. She didn't have time to think the next set of words over before they rolled off her tongue. "Don't ever let me go." Her voice was in a barely audible and very intimate. "I know it a strange request but please just don't let go while we work."