Killian rushed around as he gathered up all of Kaden's things. The younger twin watched, overwhelmed with the situation, it felt like his head was spinning.<br/><br/>"A sweater is in your backpack incase you get cold." Killian would say as he packed the bag that was on Kaden's back.<br/><br/>"It's summer though-"<br/><br/>"There's also a water bottle if you get thirsty." He stuff the bottle in with the sweater.<br/><br/>"I'm going to a café-" Kaden spoke softly wiggling his toes in his shoes. He was very nervous, today, was his first day going out all by himself. He used to do it when he was younger but it got more difficult the older he got. He wanted to get over his fears, and this was the first place to start. A trip to the coffee shop down the street. It shouldn't be such a big deal, but it is, for Kaden.  It's a constant feeling of somethings wrong or something terrible is going to happen.<br/><br/>Killian had place a small yellow car into the hands of his brother. "And you have this as well."<br/><br/>Kaden looked down at it, rotating it around in his hand. It was a small wooden car, the paint chipping off. This was his childhood toy. He'd always carry it into his pocket. It felt silly. Kaden shook his head and went to give it back.<br/><br/>"Just, incase. Y'know? It helps you." The blonde twin gave him a gentle smile and scratched the back of his neck. Right now, you wouldn't be able to tell who's more nervous, the one who's conquering his fears or the supportive brother.<br/><br/>Killian had always been overly protective. It's been the two of them for so long that he took on a role of a caregiver. Kaden was spoiled and still is babied by his older twin. He doesn't have the heart to tell Killian to stop.<br/><br/>Putting the car into his pocket he thanked Killian and started to head out the door.<br/><br/>"Remember, be safe, you can do this! You have my number too if you need to call me. OH, better yet call me when you get their and call me before you leave."<br/><br/>"Okay okay," Kaden said his cheeks heating up in embarrassment.<br/><br/>"One more thing.."<br/><br/>Kaden looked over to him, his big blue eyes wide.<br/><br/>"Please come home."<br/><br/>Killian had a major fear of those he loves leaving him, today is just as hard for Killian as it is for Kaden. You can never say these two don't love eachother.<br/><br/>On his way to the shop Kaden would play with the toy car in his pocket and count his steps, this kept his mind off things. It was very beautiful out, blue sky, bright and sunny, a nice breeze. That's why Kaden chose today to go out.<br/><br/>Kaden stopped in his tracks, his eyes in the sky. Oh no, dark clouds in the sky, far to the left... maybe he should go back home before it rains, it's gotta be some kind of sign. Right?<br/><br/>Kaden closed his eyes and held his breath before breathing out. "I can do this." He muttered.<br/><br/>Now outside the coffee shop Kaden was about to open the door when he remembered to call his brother. He took out his cellphone and dialed the number, the call was brief.<br/><br/>The small boy opened up the door and stepped in. His chest was tight and he couldn't tell if it was beating so fast he couldn't feel it, or that his heart stopped all together.<br/><br/>A shakey breath and four steps forward.<br/><br/>"Can I help you?" Asked the man behind the counter with a smile. Kaden looked up at him in fear before reverting his eyes.<br/><br/>"Uh, uh, yes.. may I please get a Chai Tea?" He asked his one leg bouncing.<br/><br/>The man smiled at him being patient. "Alright and what size would that be?"<br/><br/>Kadens belly flipped.<br/><i>There are more than one size? How many sizes are there? He's gonna judge me on the size I pick. I should go for a small. Wait, what if I don't have enough money? That would be so embarrassing ! I'll look like a fool! I look like a fool now! Everyone is staring at me.<br/>
</i><br/>Kaden's breathing became quick and unsteady as he began to take a few steps back. His vision was getting blurry and it was hard to focus on what's happening. He felt an attack coming on.<br/><br/><i>Oh god, not now. </i>