Processing the information took Drake a while to understand what he was saying but he felt like a flower turning towards the sun at the moment with Jas's affection in a similar state of when he let go before and submitted. It was adorable really he looked and acted as helpless as a kitten even though he was in fact a vicious vampire capable of taking out a coven leader so young in his vampiric life span. "Not hungry... feel like I want to throw up." he mumbled found his voice sounding a little dry his eyes still shut as he leaned into any offered touch. "I want you here. With me." it was funny that Drake reminded Jas so much of his other male love, the one that from the sound of it was so prickly he would never let Jas close. It wasn't like Drake was prickly as much as he was hurt and distrusting. There was the strong sense that he didn't want to hurt all the more and his emotional insides were battered and bruised.<br/><br/>In that moment though Drake opened up and let Jas closer to him the longing was more than his fear. "I can still... feel him... inside my head." he said so quietly it was barely audible as if admitting it was going to bring him about. Drake was still scared of course, scared Jas would get sick of this song and dance sick of the high maintenance of his personalities as he knew they were a lot and it almost made him want to be on his best behavior for Jasaiah who had been nothing but patient and understanding with him. He wasn't going to deny he was drawn to the man but it was still an intimidating prospect to try to be with someone as himself if there might not be any of himself left at some point soon. The vampire powers may have delayed his mortal death but they made the problems of his fragmented mind all the more urgent and prevalent.