The words cut into him as they usually did and he really was shocked that the upbeat hug everyone healer was here mounting a full-on assault. "I don't want to take him down. He can just... live his life. I'm not going to stop him from doing what he wants." Kane said trying to defend his inaction. Confronting the pile of problems just felt insurmountable at this point. "As far as my other relationships they aren't going to heal by magic and all those people are better off keeping me at a distance because I wreck everything I come in contact with!" Kane had gotten progressively louder without even realizing it. "I know what I am, I know what I do to people and that's why I pleaded with your brother to just move on, treat this as the treaty marriage that it is! I may be fucked up but he can still be saved."<br/><br/>Finding himself breathing hard the sad truth was that Kane had given up seeing himself as worthy of help or saving a long time ago. He tried his best to mitigate the disease and thrus locking himself away in the process. The pain radiating off him in that moment was rather palpable but he reigned it in and swallowed, "If you think this is easy or an escape from it I beg to differ. This is it's own special kind of Hell masterminded for me because I did the very thing that now seems everyone wants from me to end a damn war." Swallowing he sat down on the bed but still keeping his distance from the angel. "I don't know anything about me and you stand there and judge me for it... just... leave. Go see your brother. Impart to him that he doesn't need to tie his life to my shell."