He hadn’t heard Eden approach but glanced up trying to muster up the anger he wanted to feel but he had exhausted himself and when he looked to see Eden all that his expression read was pain. “Just... leave me be. Haven’t you done enough?” He asked with a shaker voice as his hands plucked at the keys but didn’t stop as his eyes looked like they were far away. “Why Eden? Why in the world do you hate me so much you had to...” He released a shaky breath, “I know I’m a pawn to all of you Lucifer... you... everyone. I already told I swore my loyalty to Hell already I don’t know what else you want to milk from me. I don’t have anything left to give you.” He said feeling the tremors come back to him as he shut eyes.<br/><br/>It twisted him up inside that he could feel these things and he HAD to feel them and god help him he was just waiting for the other shoe to drop because he felt like they were ready to plunge the knife in and twist it. His mind was so low if he could die he was would have tried it already but the crash from the high he had been on with Dimitri was so deep and so dark. If there wasn’t a lesson in all of this... he didn’t know what was but giving his emotions away, even to a person he didn’t think could return them all came back to haunt him. That was the read curse, at least Kane felt, for himself is the need for all these things when he set up to be a high ranked demon in Hell when so few people understood. He couldn’t change his heart, but he could at least try and hide it away,