"It hurts too much to be in this whole goddamn house!" Damn it. Ari didn't want this. Why couldn't he just cry like a normal person? Why couldn't he just seek the comfort that he wanted so badly from Benny?<br/><br/>Ari shook himself free stepping back into that horrid room. His insides screamed to just go with Benny down stairs. To just shut up already, but he couldn't. Seeing Benny shake his heart sank. He was the monster that everyone thought he was.<br/><br/>"Go! If you want to leave then go alone! I'm staying right here where I belong!" He began to shake as well. This was too much. He felt like the room was spinning. He wanted to throw up. He wanted to just cover his eyes and ears and scream. Anything was better than being in that room alone and hurting Benny.