<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span class="fixed-color" style="color:#99ff99">"I'm sort of on both sides of it, for when I want us to get married. Half of me wants to marry you right now, and the other half wants to wait until we're reunited with our friends, your sister, my mother. So, I'm just going to say, when do you want us to get married? And don't say, whenever I want. I'm asking when you want." After she spoke, Clarke shifte</span></span><span class="fixed-color" style="color:rgb(153, 255, 153)"><span style="font-size: 15px">d a little on the floor of the rover, and curled into both Bellamy and the blankets even more. It had started to get cold outside, and the blonde fought to keep her eyes open. <br/>
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They still had plenty of time where they were going to be stuck in the rover, before they could leave to go and try to get the others out. "You wanna know something strange?  I still dream about my Dad sometimes when I sleep. Even all these years later. I dream about him and my mother, about Wells and Jaha. And sometimes..." She sighed softly. "Sometimes, I even dream of Finn, Charlotte, Lexa and Lincoln, and I wonder what they would be like today, if they would have lived. So much has happened over the years."<br/>
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"We've lost so many people. Sometimes I wonder if we're stupid to keep going, and if it would just be better to simply give up. Our lives have been one form of chaos or pain or heartbreak since we got to the ground. We've been fighting for our lives for the longest time, that it's all we even know anymore. I mean, do you even remember what life was like on the Ark? Because I barely do. I try to cling to memories of my father, of both of my parents, of Wells, and how simple things used to be once upon a time. But it's not like that anymore."<br/>
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"And I'm scared that it never will be again. When I think about our first days on the ground, it seems like a lifetime ago. Compared to who we all are now,  we were all practically innocent kids back then. Huh. I guess that old saying is true. 'If only we knew then, what we know now..' " She said, and rested her head against Bellamy's chest, as the two of them laid there together. "We all make choices, and we have to live with the consequences. After everything that all of us have been through over the years, I choose to believe that our friends are all still alive."<br/>
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"After the loss of Jasper last year, I can't stand the thought of us losing another member of the original 100. Hell, I can't stand the thought of us losing anyone else, period. I mean, I know that that's unrealistic. But, I'm just tired of us always losing people." After she spoke, the blonde paused for a moment, and then said, "Bellamy? You never talk about your mother. I know that you miss her, and it's hard. But.. I was wondering if you'd tell me about her? What she was like. What you remember of her. She'd have to be pretty amazing, I mean, look how you and Octavia turned out. You're both strong, and kind, you both believe in right and wrong. Most people don't care about any of that. Most people only care about themselves and how they can get what they want, and screw anyone else, no matter how bad it is. I like to think she's been guiding both of you, this whole time."</span></span></span>