Kane was reliving that day in his mind as he fled to the small oasis which he had once called a haven with Eden and himself the images playing before his eyes were all pure Hell though. He didn’t know any of the ‘rules’ when he had met Diana, they had met, they had fallen in love, he had never been taught anything from his human father and as a halfling no one paid him any mind in hell before. He was of no importance in the world but he found his piece of happiness and he could remember each part of it before it was ripped out from under him like the world opening up and swallowing him whole. He couldn’t live through again, not the same mistake again and he didn’t even know how much worse they could make this, what twisted thing would they come up with this time to punish him. His body felt like it was coated in sweat without any relief as his hands shook as he locked himself away sealing the place the best he could.<br/><br/>His teeth chattered from the rush his whole body shivering as he moved around the space feeling the previous dark shadow of depression that had once loomed now coat and suffocate him. He did the only thing he knew how to do in these moments, pulling out the seat of the small half hidden piano in the corner he sat down and started to play. His fingers trembled just a fraction less he focused on the well practiced movements as he worked the somber melody over and over turning it in his mind as if running his fingers over the wound but the repetition was calming and focused him. Every time he stopped one song he moved on to another and another not wanting to feel any of this as the music picked up in hectic frantic tones mirroring his panic. He had fucked up again, how had he fucked up again?