Jasper sighed as she sank into her chair slightly "When I was younger I wanted to be an athelete. When I started to grow.. Well into me I started getting into fights, an soon enough I was training to be a pro fighter and I met the first person who liked me. An I thought she liked me for me.. Long story short, because I would rather not get into details she wanted to control me.. An I let her, I let her tell me what to wear, what to do, how to train and when to train. An then when I was sixteen I was offered a scholarship, full ride and full training to get into the championships, she then told me she wanted me to have her child.. It couldn't wait.. And like a fool I did as I was told. I was afraid she would leave me.. An at the time she was more important to me then anything in the world. Which was the stupidest thing I've ever done.." Sighing Jasper stopped talking as the waiter delivered their food along with a refill of their drinks.<br/><br/>"An she did leave, an you know the story after that. But when Mala turned three I tried dating again.. Each woman would leave me for a different reason. My skin, my temper, my kid each and everyone of them left after the first date. Only two slept with me, an even then they proceeded to tell me I was horrible. So I put up a wall, I cut myself off and refused to let me people love me. I was angry all the time and at everyone and everything, it's been bout two years go Amethyst sat down with me and told me I needed to let go of my hate.. So I went to therapy, after a year and half I decided to open up again.. An some how you just happened to be the lucky one. Granted, the fact that you're Mala's favorite teacher has won you many more points then I expected. I always figured it would be me trying to convince Mala to like my lady interest, not the other way around" smiling as she dug into her large T-bone steak after giving Pearls hand a gentle squeeze.<br/><br/>Soon Jasper rattled off her answers to the simple questions, the answers were pretty basic. All one had to do was look at Jasper's life style. Returning the questions to Pearl before sitting back in her chair "This maybe hard.. But why is someone who seems so level headed like you in such serious debt? I meam you've literally worked yourself sick over it and Shay seems like the person who used it against you several times. Especially if you two got into an argument"