Leunan laughed at Alissa as she came from his cock. His laughter was cold and heartless, and Alissa knew that he did not care for what he was doing to her. He, just like every man she’s known, simply took what he wanted, and in her mind it further affirmed her already existing belief that men only saw women as objects to use in order to satisfy themselves.<br/><br/>Especially when it came to Leunan, Alissa was also not wrong. He had of course planned everything from the start and the only reason Leunan had participated in Alissa’s game of pretend was because it would give him another sweet toy to play with. And play with Alissa Leunan would, for he would not just be satisfied to dress her up in pretty clothing, but he would only feel truly entertained when she desired it herself.<br/><br/>Indeed, Leunan had a very strong idea of how he’d turn Alissa into his personal toy, so thus he scolded her for being useless, poorly behaved and selfish and this is why she was alone and unloved. His words rung with a strange truth that resonated with her inner being even though she would deny so was the case, and Alissa could not have felt more isolated. Despite her body still pulsating from the heat of lust, she felt cold and stranded in a place that could not be more unfamiliar to her. She could very well have taken a ticket straight to hell, and with the the Gothic interior of pointed towers and gargoyles gaping at her with their open mouths, Leunan too felt like a hungry devil whose only purpose was to act on his evil nature. She was defenseless here, and there was no one to protect her. Now being so stripped of her pride, her only bastion against those willing to tear her down, she had nothing.<br/><br/>Full of regret, she wished she had never come here. With her faith in herself rapidly diminishing by the minute, Leunan ensured that he would never allow her to stand up as an independent woman ever again. Pulling away any foundational support she stood on from under her feet, his words were sharp and whipped her naked body bloody. Being much too exhausted to cry anymore, Alissa could simply lie on top of his office desk like a deflated balloon while thinking about what Leunan told her about herself. It was true that she was selfish, for there had been no other person to look after her but herself. With her father choosing his comfort in other women and her mother withdrawing by locking herself away in her roomt, there had been no one for Alissa during her childhood. She was spoiled but only because of the neglect of her parents who had chosen the easy way out by giving her everything she wanted rather than trying to shape her character in a positive way. It was an empty form of love where materialism replaced genuine care, but not knowing any other way to live, Alissa had grown accustomed to always having it her way.<br/><br/>At least until she had met Leunan.<br/><br/>Pulling himself out of her, the renowned doctor told Alissa that she wasn’t even useful enough to get him off. He had fucked her hard in her aching cunt, but he had not been able to cum in the time it had taken her to climax. With Alissa’s body so limp, Leunan handled her however he pleased. Pulling her by the hair, he held up her head and slammed her hard into the wooden desk. The impact was so strong that her ear began to rung, but Leunan would not give her any respite as he pressed his still hard cock against her face. The smell was a mixture of her own juices and his, and she felt like throwing up but could not. Leunan sounded upset with how he told her that she was a complete failure, and with the state Alissa currently was in, she struggled hard to not believe so was the case. She did feel useless. She had let down her goal of being a great journalist and put Leunan to justice, she had let down her family by jeopardizing her career, but above all else she had let down herself to be the strong woman she believed herself to be. She hadn’t even managed to defend herself from being raped. In fact, she had let him do it and deep down, though she was still not at a point where she would admit such feelings to herself, she had desired it.<br/><br/>Gulping hard, she looked intently at Leunan’s hard cock. It was difficult to take her eyes off it, for it was so foul that she could not ignore its presence. With his tip leaking of precum, he smeared over her face as he asked her if she was still going to be selfish or allow herself to be useful by getting Leunan off. What would she do? If she did what Leunan wanted, would he let her go? Would he tell her that she was good and useful to him? If men were only driven by the desire to use women however they wanted and this is the only use women had, was there actually something wrong with that? At least she’d finally feel useful, something she’s never felt in her entire life. Always having looked up to her parents to acknowledge her, no matter how well she performed, it just never seemed enough.<br/><br/>Slowly pulling herself up from where she lied on top of the desk, she kept staring at Leunan’s hard member and reached for it with her mouth. Only one time, she told herself, hoping that if she’d satisfy Leunan enough he’d let her go. Having been raped already, Alissa thought she could not sink lower than this anyway. Barely conscious of what she was doing, she felt how her soft lips press against his tip. The experience was so revolting she almost throw up right away, but she swallowed several times and took him into her mouth and began to suck on it. Feeling so completely worthless, she began to cry again as she sucked on Leunan’s cock, and she was wondering if she would be better off dead once she was done, because she was unsure how she could go back to his normal life after this.