The demon watched the gentle flow of the river, listening as the man talked. She could understand how he felt in a lot of ways and she contemplated what she was going to say, taking his words in.<br/><br/>"well I mean...at this point there's nothing we can do about it, so I think we should get that out of the way." She said, almost snickering. "But uh, in all seriousness that's how I felt when I was drug to the facility." She stated, her frown deepening. "Actually, I think that's how I've felt for a while; just out of my element. I've spent my entire life fighting too Faelan and it seems like no matter what I do something is always coming to bite me in the ass. I don't know how Amelia...h-how she would have felt about this but...She's not here." She said quietly, her shoulders slumping. It hurt to say it, but she had to admit it. Maybe in the aspect of grief ,Shula thought, she handled it better then Faelan. Or at least differently.<br/><br/>"Maybe she would be furious...maybe she would sympathetic. I don't think she would be happy with what's been going on in my life but none of that matters because things change and I'm still here. And I feel lost without her here and I know you feel lost without your sister... You have very self destructive tendencies but I think you need to stop for a minute and let go. This is...new for both of us and I just don't want to spend the rest of my life fighting you because I think you and I are actually alike in a lot of ways. I didn't see the dream well but I felt the fear. It scares me how intimate this bond is but I<i>know</i>some of the things you feel because they're just too familiar for me and I don't know how to deal with it."<br/><br/>At this point Shula had to admit it was word vomit. She could feel tears pricking her eyes and she clutched her dress tightly, like a child would to a blanket. "Thomas is supportive and all but... I-I don't know. I'm sorry, I just...don't know what to do anymore." She said, pushing her knees to her chest and cover her face with her hands. She felt stupid at the moment, pouring her heart out to someone who she felt like wouldn't even give the littlest shit. It was almost infuriating but she still couldn't help but feel sympathy for the man.