Alex wanted to look, oh he really did. He wanted to take in Andreas' form to touch it to explore it, to drink down the sight of him. But ultimately he didn't know if that was ok, or not. He was just so uncertain about a lot of things. Maybe one day he could be as comfortable with his body and his form as Andreas was. Maybe he could wear sexy little Tshirts and low cut jeans to show off his waist and hips. Or maybe a skirt or two if Andreas didn't think it was silly.<br/><br/>He was still trying to figure out if Andreas liked the girly underwear or was just trying to be nice to him. He was sure he could have handled it either way. Actually, his whole suitcase was packed with various types of "girly" undergarments. It might have started out forced or maybe it is the whole reason, but he grew fond of the prettier things. Soft lacy, delicate silk, sheer, ruffles. He even had a few baby doll things to sleep in, but he figured tonight would be a good night for boxers and a Tshirt.<br/><br/>Alex had lost himself for a moment in thinking about under things and night gowns. His eyes went wide as he laid back against the other man. He could feel... everything. The feel of Andreas' sex against the small of his back sent a shiver down his spine. Alex stilled a moment when Andreas pilled up his hair and tied it up in a messy bun. No one had ever played with his hair like that, so gentle and sweet. Another shiver shook his shoulders causing a soft sound to come out. There was one thing that Alex absolutely loved was his hair played with, though the only gentleness it ever received was when he, himself, played with it.<br/><br/>Alex melted back against those strong bare muscles. The heat radiating from the other man was a great comfort and he let out a relaxing sigh. Alex tensed right back up though when he felt Andreas' hand moving the cloth around his stomach and chest first. Alex didn't know what to do with his hands, but placing them gently over Andreas' knees seemed like the right thing to do. His heart beat was steadily increasing the more Andreas touched him and while most of him seemed to relax again, all the tension seemed to settle in one spot. His cheeks burned red again and he wished it would stop doing that. Alex's hand lifted a moment and he almost went to cover it, but he remembered Andreas telling him not to hide. So he just closed his eyes and tried to tell himself that Andreas wasn't going to notice the way his chest began to heave with heavy breaths or anything else.