There looked to be some serious consideration on Ryan's face before he shook his head. "I don't think I'm ready for that... I don't mind being near by though. Clearly seeing you naked does more good than harm." he said with a grin as he did a once over of Sam's body looking quite happy with what he saw. He lowered himself down to sit by the tub as he looked affectionately upon Sam and then down at the water avoiding his eyes as he spoke. "I can understand you being... hesitant about the future considering I'm so... different." he didn't want to say broken but couldn't manage to describe himself that way. "I want you to tell me if any of this bothers you now." he said firmly because he himself wasn't sure how or when he would heal or be alright. Only time would tell and he needed to feel like he had some when it came to Sam and his patience.<br/><br/>----<br/><br/>Learning all his had Kane frowning further, "Somehow I'm not surprised by any of that... and yes he is too cute. Doubt it would make you feel better to know he did something similar to me as well." he had a small flash of memory of someone else too... but just rubbed his head as he couldn't seem to place the memory in his mind. "Alright, I will go see if there anything to be done." he didn't have to tell the other wait here and he wasn't going to stay to keep fucking someone who while appreciated the sex was clearly trapped in Hell against his will. He attempted to try and leave the room to find Eden.