If Jas was a different man, he would have beamed and gotten excited over the fact that Drake was willing to let him hold him. Instead he climbed up onto the bed and slid behind him. His legs parted so that Drake could sit between them, and he gently wrapped his arms and tails around him in a protective cocoon. He closed his eyes and inhaled the scent of him. Everything was different about him. Jas used a tail to bring the trash bin closer, in case Drake did need to throw up. Those words were repeated over and over in his head, and right at the moment he felt more content than he had in a very long time. No, he wasn't sick of this roller coaster. He was frustrated, yes. Angry, yes, but not really at his Drake. More at the other personality that was so determined to ruin everything good in Drake's life. Though if Ryan hadn't stepped in, Jasaiah would have done what he needed to to protect the angel. He knew Drake would never, ever forgive himself if he knew that he had been the cause of Ryan's death.<br/><br/>But the truth could wait. Or at least, some of it. When Drake spoke next, he let out a little sigh and his ears lowered back. He nuzzled against Drake's neck. "He wanted to protect you," he murmured. "But he is only a small part of what makes you so...special." He kissed his pulse point, then leaned back and just relaxed with Drake in his arms. "And I do not mean that in an insulting fashion, not in the slightest." He kept the pressure off Drake's stomach, his tails just draped over him like a really soft and fluffy blanket. His arms were resting against Drake's arms. He was still reluctant to mention Ryan, though he knew Ryan would like to see him, and vice versa. Content as he was, he wouldn't remain selfish. "Ryan is here," he murmured, brushing a lock of hair out of Drake's face. "Would you like to see him? If not it can just be the two of us for now."<br/><br/>There was a little bit of eagerness in his voice, that desire to have it just be the two of them, but it wasn't even their home. He wasn't going to hurt Drake's ears either by calling for Ryan. No, this was just fine.