<span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family:Open Sans">Eivind heard the audible sound of relief that Blue made when he halted all movements, and that made him feel even worse. Blue hadn't been sure he would stop, and Eivind couldn't imagine the feelings taking that sort of control away from him had dug up. Blue was apologizing a few moments later, and Eivind was confused. Blue had said it wasn't his fault, but Eivind wasn't about to let Blue take the blame since it had been his rough actions that had caused all of this. He was being thoughtless again.<br/>
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"Blue, it's okay. I'll help you get it to feel right," Eivind promised. Maybe not now, but perhaps after a time.. He'd stopped now, and with further understanding maybe that would help him with his control. His desire to keep Blue pain free would have to win out over his other, more base instinct. Eivind was determined to see that it had, and with Blue's declining arousal and obvious upset, it wasn't nearly as hard a task as he imagined it to be.<br/>
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"You're not broken, Blue." Eivind tried to reassure, frowning. Carefully, Eivind pulled out of Blue but he kept his body pressed close. "Maybe this is just too soon. I'd rather us get it right. It's okay that it's not perfect right now. We'll get it there, I promise." When Blue mentioned the lubricant in frustration, Eivind never would have thought to pack anything to help accomodate sex, but it was true, they could have used it now.<br/>
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"We'll find something.. even out here," Eivind told him, hoping to placate him for the time being, while willing his cock to stop aching for just a second. "This isn't all on you. I need to be more careful, and I obviously need to pay better attention." He should have been able to tell when things were getting uncomfortable for Blue, not finally when Blue had told him to stop. He couldn't help but feel if he'd taken things slower, they might have been okay, but he'd gone off thrusting away like an undisciplined teenager.<br/>
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Blue cursed, and Eivind wasn't sure why he was suddenly bringing up Sig after their failed attempt at sex. Did he have some sort of insight into the situation that Eivind wasn't aware of? Blue was laughing, and the flip-flopping emotions had Eivind worried for a few moments. He was trying to indicate to the parcel Sig had left though, and Blue was suddenly spewing about aloe. Eivind didn't know what for. He'd only ever used it on burns, when he'd spent too long working beneath the sun. Blue made it clear why he was thinking about it, and dawning clearing the confusion from Eivind's face. He remembered the viscosity of aloe, and suddenly Eivind could have hugged Sig himself. <br/>
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Blue made his urgency clear, demanding it right that second, and Eivind kissed him hastily on the mouth before following his order. He unwrapped the parcel, finding three fat, perfect aloe leaves. He grabbed one, and rummaged around for the knife, returning to Blue to sit once more between his thighs again. He kissed Blue's knee and then set his chin atop it, cutting away the skin of the aloe to reveal it's clear innards. He tossed what was unneeded away, including the spikes, and folded what remained in half. A thick clear substance was produced along the edges, more when Eivind pressed harder.<br/>
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"You want to try again now?" Eivind made sure, but Blue didn't seem as if he wanted to wait again any longer. He collected the substance on his fingers and used them to penetrate Blue once more, feeling the way the aloe gel responded to the warmth of a body, and also testing to see it if seemed to dry out. It didn't, not nearly as fast anyway, and there was plenty more if it did. It thinned out some once it adjusted to body temperature, and Eivind was pleased that they'd found a solution so quickly. The last thing he wanted was for Blue to feel broken and defeated.<br/>
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"How is that?" Eivind asked, pulling Blue up into his lap with two fingers still tucked deeply inside of him, teaching himself to learn the body he was manipulating a little bit better before plunging his dick back in. It got Blue off the colder stone floor of the cave, and Eivind hoped that if he wasn't on top, at least initially, that he might be able to root himself better. <i>Pay attention, you single-minded wolf.</i></span></span>