There was no doubt that Drake trusted Jasaiah but he also knew that he often trusted people he shouldn’t have because of this need, this need to feel the pain bend into pleasure and giving himself over to a dominant energy. He had made mistakes in the past with his trust even if he wanted to fully give it now there was no doubt Jas would have to earn it. Sure, Drake was probably going to let him do whatever he pleased to his body but that didn’t mean he wasn’t going to take a while to have his heart given over again. The first strike brought a small intake of breath but Drake controlled himself quickly and was able to contain his sounds for the next strikes staying still and not fighting the feeling as he let himself sink into the right head space. The words washed over him and settled like a stone at the bottom of the lake as he wanted to believe, or felt like he did, that it was true and to really feel it again.<br/><br/>The strikes didn’t evoke anything but small twitches from his body until he felt the other lube up his fingers and press them inside right against the bundle of nerves. The pleasure was sudden and brought forth a small whimper as his body half arched away from it, somehow that was more overwhelming then the pain. He almost wanted to sob to be hit again as his nerves felt like they were on fire on the outside and now in but he knew that he was in Jas’s hands and he needed to trust that the man was going to give him what he wanted, no NEEDED in this moment. The other man knew him, wanted him, and was no good to him why couldn’t be easy to give himself fully?