Drake didn't expect sex after mentioning someone's beloved dead wife. It was easier to be reminded of where things stood and being it back to reality that they were not perfect sweet lovers together and Drake was disappointing him. He wanted to say that the act really was him, that he and who he played at being were mingled together and it was for the best but he knew it would be wasted breath.<br/><br/>He didn't want to go downstairs thought and deal with the house of angels right now still feeling raw at the idea that the choice of who to marry might be ripped from him. "You or anyone else can come give me a shot after breakfast... I'm not hungry right now and I have reading to catch up on that I lost time on when I slept." He explained simply hoping the angel wasn't thinking he was refusing again. He just didn't want to deal with that or the questions the two of them might bring up with how nosey they all were. "I will be a good little patient and take it all." He said wjth a mock salute.<br/><br/><br/>-------<br/><br/>All the questions at once were hard to pick which to tackle and Kane flushed a little as be licked the easiest one first. "yes it hurts. A lot. Depending on the method even more so." That much was true and he had found many painful ways now. "I simply mend my body on my own, my soul can't leave and even if I have been vaporized all the cells pull back together one by one. I don't know about anyone being mad at me. Usually I'm just mad at myself." He couldn't explain how frustrating not being able to check out when you had no will to live could be.<br/><br/>The final question was the hardest to address, "it's forever and been that way ever since j was sentenced to murder my wife. This was part of my punishment for the crime... Never to find peace in death and never to have the hopes of joining her. So I have been told." He said softly as he glanced down not sure what else could be said about this, "it's very real if you ever get the desire to test it."