Although they were a single income family there were benefits from that. It cost money just to go work! If they did succeed in having a child it would be cheaper to have Emma stay home than to place the kid in childcare later on. Daniel had done the maths many times over and there were tax breaks for Emma not working as well. He was concerned for her lack of interesting things to do though and wished that their dream of having a baby would come true.<br/><br/>He could feel he was going around in circles himself and it was time to shut up or let the cat out of the bag. Was it really that weird? In the past Emma had dressed as a cheerleader, a nurse, a schoolgirl, it wasn't like she was any of those things, it was just all play.<br/><br/>He stopped his rambling and listened to Emma speak. Was he that obvious? It seemed she was thinking that he might want a free pass of his own. Strangely enough he hadn't been thinking about being with anyone else at all. It was more Emma being with someone else. It upset him that she would think that he might want to have sex outside their marriage.<br/><br/>He took a huge breath. Extending his hand he held hers.<br/><br/>"Baby, no. No.. just no!" he said wanting to be very clear and so there wasn't any misunderstandings.<br/><br/>He took another breath...<br/><br/>"Emma... I don't....." he paused, no, he did know. "Ever since you came back from that trip..." he started cautiously, "the free pass thing..." he gulped a little. "I am not sure if this is even fair.... but... fantasy wise... I have been thinking about you with someone else...." he looked down ashamed but happy he at least got it out.<br/><br/>"It's terrible, I know. But I just have that thought and I have found it really turns me on" he confessed to her. Not knowing if he had just ended their marriage.