The kiss to his forehead had Drake closing his eyes and releasing a sigh. “The problem with me growing stronger is that the other parts of me will to.” he didn’t know how he felt about it. His thoughts felt all jumbled at the moment but he was starting to lean on Jas for support and that was a big change he was willing to let himself get saved for once. Usually being on his own felt like the only option but Jas had proved time and time and time again that he wasn’t going anywhere. Drake knew that he had feelings for Jas and he didn’t want to drag the man down with him it all felt more complicated than honestly it should have been. Yet it was hard and scary to trust but he wanted it now so desperately even if it was the last thing he had control over.<br/><br/>“As far as needing to know I’m worried I don’t want to… bring him out. Make him worry.” He said glancing down as he released a sigh, he felt tired even though he should be full of energy but he had this nagging feeling that something was unfinished. He looked over to Jas sitting so patiently by him. “I need you.” He said in a tone that spoke more volumes about what he needed in that moment. Jas had him tangled up and needing that release that only his trusted dominant could offer. It was scary to get out of his own head scape but at the same time it was the only escape from the building tension or the blanket of apathy tugging at him.