Aries managed to make it inside with Luca, relieved to have the human somewhere more easily protected than the streets. He followed him upstairs, and once in the room he merely wanted the human to clean himself up and rest… Aries’ mind too muddled, too worried… He hated himself. He was disgusting, he knew that… He knew that he had no business being with Luca, but he still didn’t have his answer. What was worse? Was disgusted him more? Those humans touching Luca or him? Even though he wanted to say he knew, even though he wanted to say that those people hurting Luca was definitely worse… He still knew that a monster like him was just vile…<br/><br/>He tensed when Luca turned him around, he still felt ill, and all the more when he realized how filthy his hands were with his own blood… He couldn’t touch Luca with them, he didn’t want to make the human feel sick by being touched by him. And here was Luca assuring him that he’d done the right thing. He wanted to try to explain, but he couldn’t… And when his eyes finally tried to meet luca’s he noted the other leaning in to kiss him.<br/><br/>Aries wanted to accept it, he wanted to be kissed and coddled, to be told it was all okay like Luca always did… He was horrible, the voices in his head screaming that he was taking advantage of another person's kindness. He would have too, but the sharp taste of his own blood in his mouth had him pulling back. Luca was still injured, and… He wanted it. He wanted to lick the blood from his wound and silence his thirst, he wanted to be kissed to silence these hateful words in his mind. “I… I don’t want to make Luca disgusting.” He managed to whine, hands balled into fists at his side as though to hide how filthy they were. “I… If I was still human then… Then I…” He finally felt himself crumbling to tears, his head was aching… He didn’t want to be like those hunters. He didn’t want to do anything bad to Luca.