"If it weren't for me she'd still be alive." Shula stated, wiping her now swollen eyes. She was calming down down, the pain being replaced with a numb and empty feeling. "But your right, I guess..." She let out, solemnly looking at the grain of the wooden table. She sighed, wiping her eyes against and grabbing a napkin for her nose. Sniffing and taking a deep breath she closed her eyes for a second, trying to regain her composure.<br/><br/>"I still don't know what to do though- I'm so lost. And Faelan...I don't know what to do about him either. There's no way to undo this bond." She said, frowning deeply. She felt even more tired now despite already taking nap. She felt like she could probably sleep for another day...or two. "What should I do? Resent him and keep fighting this or try to... I don't know? At least get comfortable with each other? I have no fucking clue!" She said, running her hands through her hair again.