Lily looked at him as he spoke of being raised by humans. Her brow furrowed together as she thought a bit. Her eyes dragging over the Doctor before she just wandered over and flopped on the bed. She wasn't sure what she wanted to tell him but he was proving to be telling the truth about wanting to help. She tiltex hwr head towards him. "Every five years my face changes. I'm forced to become someone knew or suffer for a year before I die. I literally decay slowly. I don't remember my original life. I don't remember why I was cursed, though I remember the haunting words that haunted my mind. My first year in the hospital and no one could tell me what was wrong., I don't remember the voices. I remeber the nurse screaming.  Hey blood covering the room. I remember he taste of her heart as I devoured it." She was staring at the ceiling as the memory becane so vivid in her mind.<br/><br/>She spoke to him because he knew what she was, knew she wasn't normal.  "I have lived lives of those I kill. It never works out. It ends in blood. So much blood." She grabbed a pillow and pulled ot over her head. "So I destroy their lives, I destroy those who are close to them. No witnesses. No one must know. " she lifted her right arm to reveal a cut fron her wrist all the way down to hwr elbow. "I did this originally, I also have a burn mark upon my back that has never gone away." She muttered as she pushed the pillow off her head. "I'm a monster. A scary monster." She mumbled it more to herself than to him. Sitting up she looked at him. Bwfore she slid off the bed and grabbed another box, orange chicken this time and sat down. Focusing on the good flavor trying to forget the memories she had just given herself.