Andrew took her hand, and amazingly, he began to feel better. Like a dark hole in his soul was slowly being refilled. He looked in her eyes and spoke honestly. “I am here in holiday...As you can probably tell Hannah I haven't been myself lately.  After that night I wanted to talk to you, but I couldn't find you.  I called SugarSin, and they told me you never came into work...I went through my life in a haze.  I drank too much, quit eating regularly...just quit living.  Finally it got too much and I had a nervous breakdown.  My boss made my take two weeks holiday."  He took her other hand and looked into her eyes, trying to hold back the tears in his eyes.  Finally he looked at her and just spoke "Hannah...why did you leave?  Did I scare you?  Did I hurt you?"