It took a moment for Tao to even realize he was grinning, he turned his face away. He shifted so his legs weren't up under him anymore. His left hand moved to rub at his face before picking at his choppy hair absently. Tao's attention settled on his right hand which by now had dipped into the top of his underwear. Not that he'd get any satisfaction from this, his cocktail of medications rendering his manhood lifeless, it was more about the tactile sensation.