Yet even as Sam spoke the itching of his shoulder blade moved into a needling sensation and Ryan knew he was in trouble. The concern flashed across his face before he accepted the touch to his face feeling elated that Sam felt this way and knowing he had to go because tempting fate by staying never ended well. "You are... very kind." the longer he stayed the worse this was going to be he looked anxiously to the side though, glancing to his car. He needed to make it home... "I... I have to go though. I'm sorry." he moved to get to the car handle finding himself in a bit more of a rush but not wanting to look like he was fleeing. This was fight or flight right now and he could feel his heart fluttering like a bird as he knew the pain that was going to set in and the wings he couldn't hide. He didn't want Sam to know... preferably ever but certainly not now. It was too raw and he didn't know why it was happening so soon either.<br/><br/>---<br/><br/>There was a long moment of silence as Kane seemed to considered the other as his eyes remained unreadable. "You want more?" he asked low and almost a seductive whisper as if there was a promise that it could very much be his. Maybe it was no wishful thinking after all as Kane seemed to want to get away, "As you probably know... I'm not always nice in bed. I like to push." he knew more about Rai but he wanted things to be clear. "I'm not in the mood to go easy either." there was time and place for romantic but the rage inside him was manifesting in this sort of violent sex need that hadn't been fed since he last had Rai.