Kane supposed he didn’t want to see and he didn’t want to think about where those scars came from but it was hard to deny when presented with the evidence before his eyes he searched his back like he was desperate not to see it. He hadn’t been talking about what Eden did back then so much as Eden fucking with him now. VERY few people knew about how he had gotten his curse and what happened, it had all been hush hush in the highest council. The accusation about he had done to have it inflicted upon him had Kane growling and lashing out though, “I didn’t fucking BETRAY anyone!” He shook his whole body coursing with fear and adrenaline as he tried to keep a grip on his powers knowing he was feeling like his sanity was slipping. “I DIDN’T DO ANYTHING WRONG!” Those were always the words that bounced around in his head, he had screamed them over and over again when he was being sentenced, when he tried to cling to himself and the one he had sworn to love forever till the day the both died... well... he didn’t know one of them wouldn’t be able to ever die.<br/><br/>“You can have this fucking shitshow of immortality, because I never asked for it, you can have my blood you can have it all, just LEAVE me ALONE.” He said as he slit his arm the long way down blood pouring out of it hard and fast, it should have been a worry with how much blood he was losing and how quickly but Kane didn’t seem to care as he drained it into one of the bowls that Dimitri had sitting near by, “Go ahead, drink your fill.” He almost spat the words out as the paranoia was spinning out of control in his mind. He had been... in a bad state after what happened to him and it was like his mind was back there again not able to make heads or tails of anything. All of it was a mess, none of it should have happened, how did he think he was safe? With his body pale and shaking he finally sealed the wound by burning his flesh shut and turned to leave Dimitri to these fucked out mind games of his he wanted no part in.