The pain was still just below the surface as Caden demanded where he had been this whole time and he felt like he had failed the other and that was the worst feeling of all. As a dom he liked to have full control and he should have been able to somehow control this situation better than he had. The question had him confused at first as he suspected it was some dirty part of his past that Caden had stumbled upon but it was better to clarify than try to make a bunch of excuses for something Caden might not even know about. "It's late, I don't know if this is a good idea to do it... on such high emotions." He didn't know how far the submissive got in his fun or what state of mind he was in but they were both emotional.<br/><br/>Still tense he walked into the next room, which was supposed to his room, but feeling terribly tense. His eyes finally took in the other now that he was closer and able to look over what the robe couldn't hide. There were marks that weren't his and he could feel his skin like it was too tight across his body and just itch to re-mark the boy but it was not his place... no they were in limbo again and that was clear as they would try to rebuild the relationship. The twist in his gut didn't ease and he was torn between sadness and anger himself and he wondered just how productive this conversation would be. "I'm sorry I wasn't there. It was my mistake..." he bit back that he thought he thought he could trust the other to hold out at least a day! "I should have planned for this better but I need to know what exactly you have heard since some of the rumors around my life are more outrageous than others." He refused to be on the defensive and promised himself that at the first sign of bickering he was going to shut this conversation down.