Ayaan's cheeks flushed with the touch of Sebastian's hand and a soft sound escaped his lips.  His whole body screamed for more of that touch, but he knew it was wrong.   Sebastian was a man.  Ayaan had always been taught or maybe he just assumed that it was just suppose to be a man and a woman.  In the same breath, Ayaan had never craved a woman like this.  Never felt the ache and need quite so thoroughly as he did in this moment.   He swallowed hard as he watched Sebastian's eyes roam over his features.   That soft gravely voice made him practically melt.<br/><br/>It was true that Ayaan did not know his worth, but that was due to years and years of being worthless.   He licked his lips and murmured softly,  "I am not afraid of you."   It was mostly true.  He was sure that Sebastian wouldn't hurt him physically, but he was afraid of Lydia's reaction to any of this.  What would she do if she knew that Ayaan's body reacted to Sebastian the way that it did?  What would she do if she walked in and saw the larger man looming over Ayaan in bed who was laying down, hair spilled over Sebastian's pillow.	What would Sebastian do if Lydia didn't walk in and stop the moment?  His heart raced wildly with nervous anticipation, knowing he should bolt, but at the same time, not wanting to.