The sudden panic about the church surprised Milo, “Well Ryan has no problem stepping foot in there and nothing about your condition has told me that you wouldn’t be able to either. You didn’t fall.” He pointed out softly just as Sam launched into his next round of questions and he would have grimaced at that if he could. There was a long silence and pause as they stood outside the church in the nighttime winter wonderland that the city could be. “I was hoping you wouldn’t notice.” He admitted somehow gotten comfortable with the idea that if the other was blind then he would never notice.<br/><br/>It wasn’t in his nature to lie and it wasn’t like he could exactly dismiss all this. “I... I can’t express my emotions on my face. It., it hasn’t been able to move in a long time.” He knew that the other might not see him differently but he still felt defective admitting it to anyone. “It was nothing Luke did. Some in Heaven say it’s my punishment for the sin of doubt.” He explained quietly. “But this is not your cross to bear so please...” He sighed again finding it hard to speak for a moment. “Please accept the flaws that I have.” It really made him stand out and often made other angels whisper about him and the origin of his condition or why God hadn’t healed him of it.