"I'm not at all desperate!Bored maybe, they're different you know." Kevice bit back, trying to explain himself with the light slur in his voice. He was always bored, even when he snuck out and had himself a bit of fun, at the end of the day he was always a little unsatisfied under the face of excitement he put on in front of his peers. And that was likely just because he did corner himself into a life of present, the past didn't matter to him, his future didn't matter to him, both were stressful, and Kevice had become a master of running away from that stress. "I don't mind this, dunno if I'd call ya a... cool guy or whatever, doesn't fit does it? But you're alright. Stuck together in this whole circus business anyway aren't we?"<br/><br/>Over the years he grew a little self aware, knew he had many faults, that he probably treated a lot of potential friends unfairly when he brushed off their needs when the topics got too serious. The gradual realization that someone may have thought he was kind enough to impart personal experiences to, or insecurities, only to be deemed too much to handle, it left a bit of guilt. As much as it seemed so against himself, there was some desire to reconcile.<br/><br/>And the booze was making him feel a little too weary and sad for comfort.<br/><br/>"You're lying anyway! No expectations, hah! Everyone has expectations of me, you'd hurt my feelings if you think I'm so unimpressive. You know how much work this was?" He leaned close and pointed to his face with a tatted black hand. Aside from the mask and the laughing, fanged demons that sprawled down his body, his hands and feet were as dark as soot. "Not work-- I guess, ahhh..." Kevice took an extra moment to focus as the liquor started to work more of it's magic. "I was laying down, but getting needles pushed into your eyelids and under your nails, that's work innit?"<br/><br/>Kevice held a finger on one of his canines before grinning, "I'm full of suprises, whether you and your silly expectations..." He trailed off, hurridly changing his sentence, "Whether you expected or not, like how I don't have a gag reflex. Nothings harder than swallowing fucking steel, Vasyli!" He seemed rather proud of himself, despite the downward spiral that was his progressively crude admittance of accomplishments. "Going down on someone doesn't taste as bad either, you know that taste when you try something thats burnt? Every day with that." Kevice didn't really care at this point that he gave away some implications to his fondness of oral, his tongue was probably one of his favorite parts of the body, and everything he tasted was unique, sex or not. From candies to cock, all of it was a delight.<br/><br/>"The teeth though, it's stupid! I guess I like that they look scary, but I don't bite people-- or, I have, but not like that. he held two fingers in the wide gap between his sets of canines as if the demo were necessary, before going to grab the bottle for another drink. Both him and Vasyli were getting a little greedy with the booze, but Kevice couldn't argue if it wasn't him who finished it, both bottles belonged to the elf anyway, and he was a guest. Regardless he'd probably try to put on a show of complaint anyway.<br/><br/>It was tiring, leaning up on one arm, Kevice slumped his head to the side, laying on his own shoulder and staring at Vasyli sideways. "Heh, I take it with all that brothel talk and how you hate the journey you don't care for all that, do you? I like that, you know, foreplay and all.. It's just that, new things could happen, and sometimes a girl is a little strange-- you aren't surprised, are you? Strange girls liking me?"<br/><br/>Kevice found himself trying to laugh, offering nothing more than a proud huff instead. "See! Expectations."  He felt victorious, jeering at Vasyli now. Maybe somewhere down the line he misinterpreted what the elf meant by talk of expectations, but Kevice felt fine enough inventing his own context. "I think.. I was wrong about you, a lot. A lot. Like you being some prude and all, and goody-goody. And not nearly as scary."