Sam hesitated when Ryan moaned. He thought he was in pain, but he remembered Ryan had said that it felt good to have his wings touched. The sounds only seemed to get louder, more pleasurable. Sam shuddered and had to tell himself that this wasn't about his pleasure. He leaned down and gently turned Ryan's face. He<span style="font-size: 16px"> frowned at the sight of tears. "Hey are alright? Do you need me to stop?" He hated to think he was coercing Ryan to feel this way, and any erection he had flagged at the mere thought of it. He really was easily oversensitive. He'd seen the way Ryan had clutched at the bedding, heard his moans. He brushed the tears off the angel's face and then laid down next to him. "Take slow breaths," he murmured, scared that he'd done something against Ryan's wishes and he hadn't been able to stop him. Worry lined Sam's features, waiting for Ryan to come down or clarify how he felt. Of course he hoped that he'd want more. But he didn't speak on that. He just watched and kept his hands to himself.<br/>
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Rai finished the omelette and served it on a heated plate, then poured him some orange juice and set about making his own food. His ears lowered. "I still believe, as stupid as it might sound, that there's someone out there for each person. I was taught to love, once. I want that again. But I just don't go actively seeking it. Because I've been hurt so many times." His tail flicked. "I was angry too for a really long time. Love causes so much pain." He dished himself up and came to sit across from him. He looked him dead in the eye. "But it can also cause a lot of joy." His eyes glinted mischievously.  "And pleasure." He quieted then, shoveling a large bite into his mouth. He hated when he caught himself rambling, and didn't want to worsen things by sharing his dream guy with the other. He was already fitting the bill too much for his liking. The situation was too impossible, not to mention they didn't really know each other all that well. Just because he liked him in bed so far didn't mean they would mesh otherwise.</span>