Kryner was shocked when she wrenched it out of his fingers and she tossed it, tears still in his eyes as she looked at him and he sobbed, "You think I didn't know that! I thought I could trust myself to protect you against Nathan and demons and what ever horrible things out there. But I can't protect you against me... I hurt you, I was... I." He sank back in his chair head in his hands, "I-i-I'm no better than them... I was gonna hurt you, I did hurt you I did it our of anger... that's not like me. But I did it... I remember thinking such horrible things saying horrible things. I'm sorry I'm so so sorry... I can't be there for you something is seriously wrong with me." He sobbed in his hands as he cried.<br/><br/>"The love of my life... I hurt the love of my life because I couldn't bust a nut. That's disgusting I'm disgusting." He cried looking down at his hands as he curled up on the chair feeling his hands tightly wrap into fists. "I'm no hero I'm just as terrible as.. as.." He sobbed into his hands as he hated himself, he wanted to fix it but how, how could he fix it. He had no idea what to do he thought of himself as a threat and was going to deal with a threat as he knew how... but she stopped him.