Pulling back Drake's eyes tried to meet Ryah's face to see his reaction, "That should be... for another 12 hours or so. If I take any more it will make you sick... or I would have to go slower and take longer." He knew those things weren't really an option but he felt the relaxed state he always got from a feeding as well as the coiling of arousal also present. He did find Ryah attractive but he wasn't about to act it out on a guy who had all but lectured him on the sins of his gay antics. "And I will let you know. If you want to send feelers by all means... I'm just worried that you yourself said that your family is pretty tight-knit with vampire hunters everywhere and I can't exactly hide my condition from a trained eye. Regular humans maybe."<br/><br/>He did wonder to what extent there was anyone outside this world that Ryah kept in touch with, just the way he spoke about things made him seem like not many were. "It wasn't so bad was it?" He asked tentatively not knowing why he wanted approval for his actions but he had avoided even feeding properly at the start of his condition because of how much he hated subjecting people to it. It forced him to TAKE in a way that never sat right with him but he had no choice and one thing his lover at the time was very patient about having to endure his terrible bloodlusts to teach him that he didn't have the right to neglect his hunger.<br/><br/>"I will let you know. I don't fuck around with that anymore... I get... terrifying if I don't eat. I was strong and dangerous before but with the condition, it's 50 times worse and I'm not exactly able to be reasoned with. If... if I get that out of it I give you permission to disable me on sight. Kill me if you need to because I won't be able to stop." It was almost like a feral condition and it got worse the hungrier a vampire got. At the start, he would just be aggressive and needy but it didn't much of devolving into pretty much all animal no longer seeing friend or foe until it gorged on blood.