They were both worried about the condition of their friends after this was all said and done. It was a legitimate fear to have, Bellamy realized that. Despite that fear, he tried to remain rather optimistic. Then, the conversation quickly turned towards something else. He could not tell what was on Clarke’s mind, though she seemed quite nervous about something. He never liked seeing her like this, so he hoped that he could help out whatever she was feeling. The first mistake that Clarke made was believing that Bellamy would tell her it was not the right time. In fact, he felt the exact opposite that she thought he was going to feel.<br/><br/>He wanted to marry her. He wanted to have a family with her. They would figure out when the best time would be to try, as he also knew there was no such thing as the right time or perfect time to make a move like this. He smiled widely when Clarke explained this, looking deep into her eyes with a wide smile on his face. He hoped the happiness was showing already. He did not say a word yet, but he hoped he did not need to, that this look would say it all.<br/><br/>They were both in an agreement on this topic, which made things easier. Bellamy would be happy to do this whenever she wanted. The idea of marrying her was something he had considered for such a long time. They had been in love for a while, they had been in a relationship for a while now. He wanted to take the next step, but honestly, he did not know what Clarke would think. In fact, he was worried she would want to focus more on surviving instead of living, but he was proven wrong.<br/><br/>Before they decided to sleep, Bellamy wanted to respond. “Clarke, I love you, too. It seems you think I was going to tell you that we should wait on getting married, wait on having children. Actually, you’re wrong. I wasn’t going to say that. In fact, I think about it a lot. I want to marry you. I want to make you my wife. I want to have a child with you, or however many you want for that matter. We want the same thing, Clarke. I’ve just been worried about bringing it up to you.”<br/><br/>“Now, it sounds silly that I was ever worried, but I couldn’t help it. The only thing I do want to say is, I want to make sure we have all the necessities we need before deciding to have a kid. There’s no such thing as the perfect time, like you said, but we don’t have anything right now – no real shelter, no real food, and no supplies for the child or you during pregnancy. Once we figure something out, I’m ready to try whenever you are. As far as the marriage goes, I don’t think there’s anything we need to wait for with that, so, whenever you’re ready to have our own little ceremony, then we can do it.”<br/><br/>He wasn’t sure if she wanted to wait until they did get reunited with their friends, or if she wanted to just say to hell with waiting on that, and have a ceremony that only involves themselves. Either way, Bellamy was down, having long dreamed of Clarke being Mrs. Blake. “I love you so much, Princess. You have no idea how happy it makes me to hear you say these things.”