The tears that fell from her eyes were of joy not sadness. But she was to overwhelmed with emotion to say anything at the moment.  This was the first time she has ever been kissed by a woman. Her first kiss was with a boy who she thought she liked back in meddle school.  But when they kissed, she knew something didn't feel right to her. She dated for a short time before he broke up with her when he felt like she wasn't really into him.  She didn't mind. Sense then she's been incest fantasy. When she got to high school she notice she was usually looking at the girls rather then the guys. She would try to be friends with them so she could get close enough that she could touch them.<br/><br/>But over time they grew to get a little creeped out that she liked to hug them a lot, to the point that they asked her to stop. When they  did, Core built a wall around herself, thinking she shouldn't try to get close to anyone else.<br/>Her memories of that time ran though her mind as she cried into Athena's soft pillowy chest. Which made her desire Athena even more.  When Athena asked if it was he fault, and that she pressured her. She shook her head, face still buried in her chest.<br/><br/>Athena's grasped made her quiver, she wanted to melt into her. But she couldn't stop blubbering. When Athena pulled her head out of her chest so they could look at each other again. Athena could see her face was flushed, her eyes red was tears ran done her cheeks.  She felt disgusting because her nose was running.  But when Athena said she wanted her another fit came over her.<br/><br/>She didn't move away. She took off her classes so she could riper her eyes and her nose on her sleeve. After a few minutes she calmed down enough where she could talk again. "I... You..." She took in a breath to gather her thoughts of what she needed to say.  She hung her glasses on her hoodie before look up at Athena. "You the only person to make me feel this way. I've felt alone in this world my hole life. But when I'm around you, everything negative inside me fades away.  Like I can truly be myself around you, without fear or rejection." She took Athena's hands in her grasp. "But I still have fear, that I might drive you away. You bring me so much joy, my heart wont stop beating.  Almost like I'm close to death.  I don't just want you, I feel like I need you. And that scares me." She looked down. "Because I know you don't need me." It hurt, but she needed to say it. But she feels a little relief frame having said so.