He sighed. Damnit all to hell. He hated these lectures but even more when she blamed herself. Why was what he did such a bad thing. Damnit. "No you weren't a bad mother. I'm sorry Mom. Guess I was a bad son. I'll do as you ask. I'll do whatever you want. Please just don't cry or blame yourself." He stepped towards her though he really didn't know what to do.