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</div><b>Name:</b>Arisa Victoria Taylor<br/><br/><b>Age:</b>25<br/><br/><b>Sexuality:</b>Pansexual<br/><br/><b>Hometown:</b>Tokyo Japan<br/><br/><b>Date/Time:</b>Sunday, the 4th of July, 2021<b>Location: recoupling<br/>
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Wearing:</b><br/><a class="link link--external" data-proxy-href="/proxy.php?link=https%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FovDA2Xu.jpg&amp;hash=90e780aceae05127acd14fb01269bb5d" href="https://i.imgur.com/ovDA2Xu.jpg" rel="nofollow ugc noopener" target="_blank">Pajamas</a><br/><b>Coupled With:</b>Matt Moreno<br/>Music:<a class="link link--external" data-proxy-href="/proxy.php?link=https%3A%2F%2Fyoutu.be%2F4NhKWZpkw1Q&amp;hash=33962a3cf395338cc791cc3e688b543f" href="https://youtu.be/4NhKWZpkw1Q" rel="nofollow ugc noopener" target="_blank">Sia- Big girls cry</a><br/><br/><b>Tagging:<br/>
<a class="username" data-user-id="6688" data-username="Swashbuckler" data-xf-init="member-tooltip" href="https://blackdahliaroleplaying.com/members/6688/">Swashbuckler</a> </b><br/><a class="username" data-user-id="2019" data-username="Mellifluous" data-xf-init="member-tooltip" href="https://blackdahliaroleplaying.com/members/2019/">Mellifluous</a><br/>Mentioning:<a class="username" data-user-id="3317" data-username="Mehlia" data-xf-init="member-tooltip" href="https://blackdahliaroleplaying.com/members/3317/">Mehlia</a><a class="username" data-user-id="35" data-username="Cay" data-xf-init="member-tooltip" href="https://blackdahliaroleplaying.com/members/35/">Cay</a><br/><b>OPEN TO ALL</b><br/><br/>Arisa was not going to touch that ticking time-bomb. No. Not tonight. Once her routine was done she figured her bed was safe and at least that was were she had sanctuary.<br/><br/>Getting comfortable as best she could her silence was interrupted but the voice she heard sent fear and nervousness shooting through every nerve ending. Graces voice wasn’t as harsh as before but the knee jerk reaction from her showed that it made a lasting impact as she pulled her covers up to her chin.<br/><br/>For the moment she listened. Trying to take in everything. Still raw from the nights events she was slightly mad at the woman for not allowing her to have a grace period snd cool down but here she was in the same room. Everything was still fresh in her mind.<br/><br/>Grace got a long silence and with her kneeling and it caused her to sit up and swing her legs over the side of the bed. Her first thoughts were was this trap and was she going to call her names. If she was she really wasn’t sure she could take it.<br/><br/><span class="fixed-color" style="color:rgb(153, 0, 204)">“I did not push the first domino from that stage.” </span>Arisa struggled with her answer not because it was difficult but it dealt with confrontation and one that she was not even prepared for. Drawing a deep breath and placing her hand on her chest over her heart as if that would slow down the rapid fire beatings she felt resonating through her tense form.<span class="fixed-color" style="color:rgb(153, 0, 204)">“It killed me when Rebeckah took Marcus. I’m not used to feeling that. Shook? Yes. Out of body. Very much so…..” </span>proceeding with caution since her voice was still in that trembling unstable state and all she wished to do was be left in silence but that choice was made and fate told her a resounding<b>no</b>.<br/><br/><span class="fixed-color" style="color:rgb(153, 0, 204)">“I looked to the crowd and picked a friendly face. Should I have picked Victor? Maybe? She picked Marcus and that left me empty and alone maybe it was the M name ni can’t be sure I picked a kind face. Trust me I’m suffering for that.” </span>she said and it was silent but obvious that Grace’s words left a dark mark on her but she wasn’t going to repeat them but move on as best she could. Was she going to rub it in? Only time would tell there.<br/><br/><span class="fixed-color" style="color:rgb(153, 0, 204)">“Snake….I see…” </span>time didn’t take long there did it. The hand on her chest clenched once as she fought back tears. Maybe Grace didn’t understand how word choices mattered. She got what she want. Matt was sleeping with her. Marcus no idea. Even coupled up she was alone. Was Grace enjoying this?<span class="fixed-color" style="color:rgb(153, 0, 204)">“Will it make you feel better if you explode again? If so please get it out now. I can’t take more of this tomorrow..” </span>finally making eye contact she pleaded for her to unleash it all now.<br/><br/><span class="fixed-color" style="color:rgb(153, 0, 204)">“Matt’s name came out and I’m sorry. It happened and I can’t take it back. Rebekkah picked someone’s who she never talked to and I went well I hace nothing left to lose since she took everything….” </span>now what she was holding back came bubbling to the surface. Great, she still had tears left when she thought that she ran out. But she would press on!<br/><br/><span class="fixed-color" style="color:rgb(153, 0, 204)">“I didn’t mean to hurt Matt either by standing up for Leon. That really triggered me.  Last kid picked syndrome there. But I digress that’s none of your concern. I didn’t mean to hurt you but if I’m a snake to you I can’t force your opinion to change. I’m not standing in your way. Just take him. I’m not here to fight you. I’m not here to cause you pain I’m only human and I made a mistake. I’ll pay for it as long as i have to but at least your bed isn’t empty.” </span>offering a forced smile as she could taste the saltiness of her tears at the corner of her lips.<span class="fixed-color" style="color:rgb(153, 0, 204)">“I don’t know which way is up anymore I just know I’m at the bottom and not sure if I can fix anything….” </span>that’s when she broke pulling her hands to her face and hiding it. You’d think have a job like hers made hiding her emotions any easier that was a lie.<span class="fixed-color" style="color:rgb(153, 0, 204)">“For what it’s worth and to you it’s most likely not much I’m sorry…” </span>with that she figured Grace would take the win and rub it in her face. This was a game and her points were in the negative right now. Even Oliva was someone she fucked up with. That was another thing she needed to handle but not now she couldn’t take it. Not after that ceremony. She was sure that bridge was burned too. This was harder than she thought….