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</div><br/><b>Name:</b>Rebeckah Spencer<br/><b>Age:</b>21<br/><b>Sexuality:</b>Heterosexual<br/><b>Hometown:</b>Los Angeles, California<br/><b>Date/Time:</b>Sunday 4 July 2021 - Wake Up Call<br/><b>Location:</b>Terrace || Dressing Room<br/><b>Wearing:</b>See Picture over<a class="link link--external" data-proxy-href="/proxy.php?link=https%3A%2F%2Fi2-prod.dailystar.co.uk%2Fincoming%2Farticle24422291.ece%2FALTERNATES%2Fs1200c%2F3_Love-Island-TV-show-Series-7-Episode-2-Majorca-Spain-29-Jun-2021.jpg&amp;hash=51bb32b5eb8bc7b23e80a9f4899d1721" href="https://i2-prod.dailystar.co.uk/incoming/article24422291.ece/ALTERNATES/s1200c/3_Love-Island-TV-show-Series-7-Episode-2-Majorca-Spain-29-Jun-2021.jpg" rel="nofollow ugc noopener" target="_blank">Sexy Little Devil Costume</a><br/><b>Coupled With:</b>No one<br/><b>Tagging: Olivia (<a class="username" data-user-id="3317" data-username="Mehlia" data-xf-init="member-tooltip" href="https://blackdahliaroleplaying.com/members/3317/">Mehlia</a>)</b><br/><hr class="bbc-hr"/>Rebeckah hated that she had to have this conversation. She just had to keep asking her what could have possibly gotten into her the night before. Still, she knew the only thing she could do was to talk honestly with Olivia. Nobody wanted to be in this position, but here they were. There was no avoiding it.<br/><br/>But just as soon as Rebeckah could get the words out of her mouth, Grace chimed in. Beckah felt a flash of heat course through her body when the silver-haired girl stepped in without even giving Olivia a chance. If Olivia needed the support of the rest of the girls to have this conversation, Rebeckah would deal with that. This was her fault, after all. It wasn't on Liv to accommodate her rather the other way around. And Bex was a big girl, right? She should be able to handle herself, right?<br/><br/>Luckily, Liv stepped in pretty quickly, shooting Grace down. The young woman was able to let out a sigh of relief that Olivia was able to stand up for herself. No, it wasn't just herself Olivia was standing up for. Bex recognized the woman's attempts to protect both of them from the assaults that might have come if the conversation hadn't been taken away from the majority of the islanders.<br/><br/>As soon as Olivia turned to face her, Rebeckah's show of thick skin melted away. Her eyes were filled with a pain and fear Rebeckah didn't allow herself to show. She had thought this would be much easier. Her eyes darted between the other girl's before she finally took a deep breath and closed her eyes.<br/><br/>"I'm so sorry, Olivia." Rebeckah finally burst out, her words desperate and drawn out yet unable to leave her lips fast enough. Then she started gesturing, her hands and her arms moving frantically.<br/><br/>"I'm the absolute worst." She admitted, both to herself and to the other girl as her hands moved up to lay on her chest as she spoke.<br/><br/>She could hardly look directly at Olivia, scared that Olivia might actually see through her tough shell. No matter how bad things got, that was one thing she always had. That was the one thing that always protected her from the dangers of caring about other people. If she let Olivia see through that, what would the girl think of her?<br/><br/>"You never deserved this. It never should have happened." Rebeckah's hands raised to the sides of her head, her fingers brushing through and pulling back on her hair in frustration. She had to take a few deep breaths and sit down on one of the stools provided before she could calm down enough to actually manage anything.<br/><br/>"When you left the living room last night," She finally started, holding her hands in her lap and focusing directly on a spot right in front of her feet. "Danny left too and Victor and I got to talking. I never meant for anything to happen and he seemed so enamored with you I never thought it would."<br/><br/>She took another deep breath before finally looking up at Olivia. "I don't know what came over me, Liv. One minute, we were talking about you and the next, I asked him to kiss me...and he did."<br/><br/>The girl had to look down again, the pain of hurting someone she had hoped would be a good friend threatening to destroy whatever protective barriers Olivia still saw within Rebeckah. "I don't know how it happened." She started before quickly retracting her statement. "No. I know how it happened. I just don't know why. I haven't let myself connect with someone in years. And now, everybody's getting hurt and it's my fault."<br/><br/>Then, she slowly looked up at Olivia. Her eyes held the pain and the sincerity of the words that were about to come out of her mouth. She couldn't believe she was about to say them. She knew she was ignoring everything the producers told her to do and that she could very easily get hurt. "Liv, I want you to know that I am so sorry. I never meant to hurt you. I think there may really be something between me and Victor but..." She bit her lip for a moment, the feeling of being punched in the gut returning to her abdomen. "If you tell me to stay away from him, I will."<br/><br/>She hated herself for saying it but it was the only fair thing to do. Besides, Rebeckah had learned what happened when you put your heart on the line too many times. Olivia didn't deserve to learn the same lesson and Rebeckah certainly didn't want to be the one to teach it to her.