I read this book in either 2018 or 2019 I'm pretty sure. The cover was bright blue with yellow and pink butterflies on and I think the title had the word butterfly/butterflies in it. It is written in a 'now - then' alternating format. **Spoilers ahead** The main character is a girl whose mother was a world renowned opera singer before she damaged her voice and became depressed I think. The first chapter I distinctly remember her putting on insect repellent after them landing in a small plane in the middle of nowhere. She is carrying a small bag of belongings and realizes they won't be staying in a "resort" type place but camping outside. She is on this programme with other youths, one was a moody girl I think who refuses to sleep in her tent with the other girls and one is this really dominant menacing boy. Later on they camp on a small beach by a river and they are all in the water when the horrible boy in question grabs her and I think he says something disgusting like :"I can r*pe you and drown you at the same time' She is rescued I think and he gets in trouble. In terms of the 'then' perspective her mom was an opera singer but got depressed because her voice was changed forever, no one wanted her to perform anymore. She finds this new boyfriend who gets on really well with the daughter after a while and they try to cheer her mom up all the time. The daughter had a part in the school play (Wizard of Oz I think) and her mom didn't want to help because it brought back memories. One day the boyfriend comes home and the mom has gassed herself in the garage with carbon monoxide and died. It's just been bugging me so much that I couldn't remember the title!
Wild meets The Breakfast Club in this story of a girl who must survive an extreme wilderness experience to prove to her mother that she has the strength to pursue her dreams. Then Ingrid traveled all over Europe with her opera star mother, Margot-Sophia. Life was beautiful and bright, and every day soared with music.  Now Ingrid is on a summertime wilderness survival t Wild meets The Breakfast Club in this story of a girl who must survive an extreme wilderness experience to prove to her mother that she has the strength to pursue her dreams. Then Ingrid traveled all over Europe with her opera star mother, Margot-Sophia. Life was beautiful and bright, and every day soared with music.  Now Ingrid is on a summertime wilderness survival trek for at-risk teens: addicts, runaways, and her. She’s fighting to survive crushing humiliations, physical challenges that push her to her limits, and mind games that threaten to break her.  Then When the curtain fell on Margot-Sophia’s singing career, they buried the past and settled into a small, painfully normal life. But Ingrid longed to let the music soar again. She wanted it so much that, for a while, nothing else mattered.  Now Ingrid is never going to make it through this summer if she can’t figure out why she’s here . . . and why the music really stopped. ...more