### Comment:
If it were humanly possible, the sensible choice would be to dedicate *all* of your cognitive capacity to these fears and none to enjoyment. Instead, it's impossible because enjoyment eventually becomes increasingly necessary to the sustenance of cognitive function. So the best choice is to find whichever balance enables you to have the highest amount of cognitive capacity available to dedicate to the fears. It's incredibly complicated and difficult, but that's what I'm trying to do.

### REPLY:
Indeed it is incredibly complicated. I really suggest talking to a therapist if it's an option for you, I had no idea how fucking useful a Professional Talker could be until I hit rock bottom with my anxiety and couldn't take it anymore.

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