### Comment:
After hearing your story, I'm not worried about you at all. Just pointing out that there are far too many users joking about suicide as if anybody is actually laughing. Looks like you're level-headed enough to find a way out of this without losing all of your hair. Good luck.

### REPLY:
Well as I tell my therapist; “I have suicidal thoughts, but I am not suicidal.”

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