### Comment:
I’m glad your doing well enough to admit you were struggling. I’ve lost some fat cash myself though nowhere near $250k and it’s tough mentally knowing I could have changed a lot of aspects of my life instead of trying to hit the next yolo. 
  
 Stay strong bro and hopefully you see that there is hope moving forward. Everyday is another chance to change

### REPLY:
I'm still struggling and ended up starting therapy despite thinking therapy is bullshit. It fucking sucks and I feel I won't have my peace of mind until I see that amount again. Realistically I can't count on YOLO's to get me there, just not blowing up my compensation.

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