he 's back on the bed and his hands are on mine , and he 's pushing my fingers between my thighs , and i feel a zing of electricity as our joined hands find my core , and then our fingers circle my clit and i gasp , and his fingers move into my opening , and i moan , and i push my fingers inside me beside his , heat billowing and pressure clenching and clamping and spreading , and i close my eyes and my head falls back to the pillow .