so , as if i 'm running with the kind of focus i need for 26 miles-blinders on , nothing but blinders-i ignore the fact that patrick is the most beautiful man i 've ever seen , that his honey blond hair looks thick and soft and that his light brown eyes draw me in with their warmth , just as they did all the times i skipped class in college to see matinees of rent to watch him play roger , or wicked to see him as fyero .