i plant my feet in the mattress and spread my knees as far apart as they 'll go and feel him slide in , sigh as he fills me , his huge rough hands cupping my breasts gently , his breath in my ear , his heart beating at my spine , his stomach tensing under me as he thrusts , thrusts , groans my name on a whisper and thrusts , harder and harder until my tits shake and my thighs are tensing as i move with him , my ass grinding down to push him deeper , my hands on his thighs gripped tight and pushing , pulling ... `` i love you ... '' `` i love you ... '' i 'm not even sure who says it first , who comes first , only that it 's all a surging exploding fiery blazing blur of love and breath and his come shooting wet and thick and deep and his hands all over me and his lips at my ear .