My living and working conditions at home were unbearable. We used á
to live in a three room flat together with two more families. The á
discords caused a change - one of the families moved out. The á
other family stayed with us but I drifted away from my fiancT. In á
fact we were two families in the flat. Then I found myself alone á
in the struggle for this life because my fiancT did not stay next á
to me my grief and sorrow took on large proportions. I wanted to á
commit suicide but instead I threw myself against the cause of á
the irritation.