my living and working condition at home were unbearable we used to live in a three room flat together with two more family the discord caused a change one of the family moved out the other family stayed with u but i drifted away from my fianct in fact we were two family in the flat then i found myself alone in the struggle for this life because my fianct did not stay next to me my grief and sorrow took on large proportion i wanted to commit suicide but instead i threw myself against the cause of the irritation