I'm like, I self sabotage. Like, if I go, I'm such a, I'll start Monday again or I'll start tomorrow. That. That hope of starting the next day, I have it so much. I remember, like, when I was training and Weidman said this to me, he goes, because when you're training and you get a flat, you don't get out and fix the flat. You get out and pop the other three tires. You literally do. And I do. It's like, once I go off, I go, ah, all right, I'm off. I'll start Monday. I do. I crush it. I do. Oh, man, I would love to eat with you. You know that? You know, but I'm saying, like, yeah, but you're right. And you can eat and do it in the right way. And I'm sure you enjoy food and.