Pretty sure it's not there. Yeah, yeah. I don't know. I think I've looked. I mean, it certainly had an. I think the positive effect also was compounded by the fact that when my mother married my stepdad, who's a great guy, who was a hippie, very different, we moved around a lot. And so the bad thing about that was I didn't really develop long term friends. The good thing about that was that I was forced to develop my own opinions about things. Instead of adopting an opinion of the neighborhood and the group about anything, I was forced to form my own thoughts and opinions about almost everything. And so it made me much more of an independent thinker. So that on top of the fact that losing my quote unquote hero very early on and then having to form my own opinions about things, it left me with a very, very independent streak, you know, in terms of. And if I hadn't done the things that I got interested in, martial arts and then. And then comedy, if I hadn't gotten interested in those things, I would have been fucked. Cause I was just too independent for normal jobs. I was too independent for school. I just didn't want to listen to people. I was too feral. I just didn't want to. Didn't want to sit still. If I was with the wrong parents, especially today, I most certainly would have been medicated.