So I'm somebody that's the same, probably with sharks, too. I'm not taking unnecessary risk, but certain things that just mean a lot to you, you take the risk, and so a little bit of risk willing to take to discover something about myself, honestly, it's probably what it all boils down to try to understand myself, because so much of my me is from that place. Well, this is the beautiful thing about America, is it's like, stitches together all these different cultures. Everybody came from somewhere else. And you try to understand, in order for me to be a good american, I need to understand who I was, where I came from. And that's. Nothing reveals the spirit of a people better than war. It's like there's something about this conflict that's really cuts all the bullshit. This is who we are. This is who we are as a people. So I want to. I want to see it. I want to understand. And I, like I said, when I come back, drink some whiskey with you.