I just didn't have, I didn't have the bulk to be able to do it anyway. So yeah, I just didn't have that weight behind me. And so what I did was when back then, in order to do aerials out of pools, you had to, like, reach down, grab your board and sort of muscle it into the air and above the coping. And I learned how to launch into the air without grabbing my board and then grabbing it at the peak. And that allowed me to get the height when I was still really scrawny and weak. And they said that technique was cheating. Like, they literally wrote that in Thrasher magazine. It's just like, well, Tony hawk cheats. Cause he always into his heirs and that way he can just grab it wherever. And I was just like, yes, that's exactly it. That's what I'm trying to do.