Absolutely, absolutely. I think about him all the time. You know what I mean? Think about him all the time. I wish he could saw my kids. I wish he could have probably seen, you know, what I did, how I did and how my kids turned out and how they all went to great schools and they did cool things and they're just kids and they really, they just really sweet kids that really don't understand life yet. And maybe because they didn't have a father like I had. Things are different than it was for me.