It'S an awesome life. And I also. I didn't hurt myself beyond repair in my experiences. I survived. And I don't even mean heart still beating survival. I mean, I have a lot of people that love me around. I didn't kick all the people that had my best interest at heart. Outlandish. That's where you die, is you kick everyone that says, hey, are you okay? You know, out. No, of course I'm okay. You don't trust me, get the fuck out. And so now that I have people that I've had in my life, I feel that I have people in my life that I've known for 1520 years. And not many people in my position get to say that my parents are awesome. My dad's loopy as hell, but I love him so much. He has no way of ever hearing this. Cause my dad doesn't have wifi or anything but a BlackBerry. So I can tell you what I got on my birthday. My dad has two blackberries, which equal an affiliate, which is not true, but that's what he says. So for his birthday, he said that he wanted to see if he could go 365 days without eating pizza. Cause he had never done it before. So my dad has now gone a year without having pizza. And my dad loves bubble baths. He's gonna kill me for saying this, but his country ass loves bubble baths.