Yes, probably, man, probably. So as far as like, the meaning of life, that's a bit. Without that, you have nothing. One of the biggest failures in life is to be extremely successful financially. But everybody hates you. Everybody hates you, and you're just miserable and alone and angry and depressed and sad. When you hear about rich, famous people that commit suicide, like, wow, you missed the mark, you got some parts, right, but you put too many eggs in one basket. You put too many eggs in the financial basket or the success basket, or the accomplishment basket, and not enough in the friendship and love basket. And there's a balance to that. And when I talked about the violence and all that stuff like that, to me, is me understanding, recognizing that is me trying to achieve that balance is to like, go kill those demons so that this boat is level, you know? Because if it's not, then the boat is like this, and then everything's all fucked up, and every time we hit a wave, things fall apart. Balance that boat out. Figure it out. Like, know who you are. Some people don't have that problem at all. Some people, they could just go for walks and they're cool as a cucumber. I need more, you know, I need kettlebells. I need a heavy bag. I need. I need the echo bike, you know, the air assault bike. I need some hardcore shit. And if I don't get that, I don't feel good. So I figured that out, too. And that makes me a nicer person, and that makes my interactions nicer. It makes. It changes the quality of my. My friendships and my relationships with people.