I wasn't thinking about this when I was young, but I started thinking about it at the time where I think it kind of mattered, that I could go one way or the other, and that was probably when I was 17 and I bought doctor Amen's book about understanding. Like, kind of. I get it. Why I can't get high enough, like, on drugs. Why? I end up doing more drugs than anybody else. I wrote a song where one of the lines says, I'll go toe to toe, like I'm Ali. Like, I'll just. I'll do more. That could be the biggest guy in the room, and I'll say, I'll be able to do more drugs than you. But it's because my level of what high is, is I felt it from. I mean, when you're having 15,000 people scream your name and sing along to your songs, it's like, you know how you're saying your float tank is getting high without drugs? It's like that, but times a billion, so it's really hard to come down off that. And I never luckily, had a problem with, like, taking downers to bring myself down, but there was a lot of people around me that was like, you know, just take half of these and you'll be fine.