Well, it's just, you don't know whether or not it's gonna work. Anytime you're going down, you're taking the first couple steps on a path with no certainty whatsoever. It's terrifying. You don't know. But again, I was 21 years old. I was reckless, and I had been accustomed to doing dangerous things, so it was exciting. So I was like, well, let me just try this. And again, there was no future in it. I did not know whether or not it was going to work. And the odds were, when I looked at all the people around me that were falling off, that didn't make it, the odds were not good, but I just did it. So then I started doing everything like that, and it kind of set a pattern in my life where I just. I follow my instincts. Does this seem like a thing to do? Like, what if I started doing the podcast? Like, my friend Ari famously, I always mock him, he said, you gotta edit it. You gotta edit it. It's too long. I go, why? He goes, no one's gonna listen in 3 hours. I go, then don't listen. I want people to listen to your show. Trust me. Edit it. I go, I'm not editing shit. Fuck off.