Well, all those things you said are perfect. As long as you have doubt, as long as you want to do better, as long as you're recognizing who you are is not exactly who you want to be, you want to be better, you want to figure it all out, you want to work it all through, and you have this weird guilt from growing up in this weird way. It has to be. You're a fucking superstar when you're a little kid.