And I'll do a lot of things, but I don't do that. And so I think that that's where I've gotten the idea, which, actually, I'm glad you just said that to me. Cause I get this kind of beaten into the brain from all different angles. My mom's like, you know, everyone else is proud of me for being, like you said, resilient. And I have a lot of guilt. I'm a very guilty person.