Yes, I have to know how to manage my mental illness. That's a very particular mental illness. And I think that mental illness, again, my formative years, from 15 till I was 21 ish, 22, those years were spent constantly obsessed with martial arts. That was my whole day. I mean, I trained almost every day. The only time I would not train is if I was either injured or if I was exhausted, if I needed a day off. But I was obsessed. And so that part of my personality that I haven't nurtured is always going to be there under the surface. And when it gets reignited by something, it's very weird. It's a weird feeling. And it can get reignited with a video game. You can get reignited with anything that obsessive, that, you know, whatever it is. That competitive demon. Yeah.