When you go to your, when you go to your doctor, these people who have this alternative stuff, and you see the development, you see the healing process, and you say, come on, tell me this. Why did this? Why is this happening to me? Why not name it? Why? Guy like me who just got off drugs, who just gave up his life and don't care about nothing, this is happening to him. You know, since I married my wife, all this good stuff started happening. I'm saying, wow, what is this stuff all about?