No, I know. I know you're being serious. But, I mean, no one will understand that other than you. Like, that's your. Your mindset, like no one wanted. But I think that, like, all the things we were talking about before the way you drive yourself, the way you push yourself, the way you put yourself into that frame of mind, no one's gonna understand that other than you. So no one's gonna understand you get an erection from thinking about hurting someone more than you will.