Can you see how it can break a person? Cause I've gotten the chance to experience small, small attacks here and there, ones that get to the core of things, like even just talking to, about Russia and Ukraine, to Stephen Kotkin or Oliver Stones, looking at different perspectives. You gain a, for me, feeling like a sizable number of people who really don't like you and say things about you that are. That may be cut deep for a reason. I don't understand why. It's just my own psychology.