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Suggest remedy for depression and suicidal tendency
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Can a person be emotionally damaged to such an extent that help is not possible? I get tired of hearing that life will get better and suicide is never the answer but I disagree. I attempted suicide in college and 12years later,  I am not grateful that I survived. I am so screwed up and know I'm not worth saving. I hate myself and I'm OK with that. Quick history: 31yr old divorced female. Sexual abuse, cutter, abusive ex husband, drug addict. Basically I graduated college as a people pleasing perfectionist that hid my depression from everyone except. My doctor and somehow turned into the disappointment I am today. I can't get better and don't deserve to be better. Am I correct that I'm just too damaged?
gpt
HiI admire you for better outlook.I understand your concern that you have emotionally disturb.you faced a lot of problem in your like and i appreciate that you have faced it and grow.This kind of condition can be treated by both drug therapy and psychotherapy.In psychotherapy and counseling CBT is the best.CBT means cognitive behavior therapy in which active participation is must.It is multi session therapy to identify emotional and cognitive error and try to modifying it.For which you have to consult psychiatrist and CBT specialist.In drug therapy Antidepressant will help you to gain confidence and self esteem.So please consult and evaluate your self.You will improve soon with therapy.Get well soon.Thank you.Hope for the best.