This meme references a clipped moment from one of IShowSpeed's [[Fortnite]] streams on 31 December 2021, where he plays 1v1 wager battles against his fans. 

One of Speed's opponents, a seemingly financially-challenged teenager, starts to hysterically breakdown from his continuous defeats, crying about his struggling economic situation and how his mother is 'kinda homeless', which humors Speed from his delivery. However, he is called out by another fan for almost laughing, which forces Speed to suppress it, making a smiling, tight-lipped expression.

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* "EARLY STREAM!":https://youtu.be/ZIPCptw_Otg?t=7677 @ 2:07:57
ishowspeed trying not to laugh (meme)