A [[meme]] based on an infamous scene from [[The End of Evangelion]].

The scene involves [[Ikari Shinji]] visiting an unconscious [[Souryuu Asuka Langley]] inside a [[hospital]]. After sitting next to her [[hospital bed]] for awhile, Shinji began to masturbate and ejaculate to relieve his stress while fantasizing about her. After looking at his own [[cum]] [[cum on hands|in his left hand]], Shinji realized what he had done and suffered a mental breakdown.

Commonly associated with the quote "I'm so fucked up" from the English dub.

h4. See also
* [[Chainsaw Man's handjob scene]]
* "pixiv tag":[https://www.pixiv.net/en/tags/%E6%9C%80%E4%BD%8E%E3%81%A0%E3%80%81%E4%BF%BA%E3%81%A3%E3%81%A6%E2%80%A6/artworks] (add it in "Other names" field when issue #4506 is resolved).
shinji's fapping hand (meme)