SUBREDDIT: r/relationships
TITLE: F20 broken up with by M20. 2 years. First day. I can't enjoy food, I'm afraid to sleep. My heart hurts.i want to connect to others that feel this way.
POST: The future was so bright, we were going to live together. We never fought. I tried so hard to make him happy. We talked through everything, I always admitted when I was wrong and we seemed so good at fixing problems. I couldn't make him happy. He was depressed, but in a way that he hid from me. I didn't mind when he was sad I tried to comfort him. 

It was never perfect but we were so close and now I feel so lonely. He said he used to love me but doesn't now. Then he changed his mind, said he could love me, and when he saw me again he said he couldn't. He said he saw me like a sister. I got furious with him, yelled at him, I cried, I bawled my eyes out. 

It was so sudden. The last time we were together we were cuddling and laughing.

I have a lot of love to give, faithfulness, and affection. I've already been asked out twice but It's too soon and I don't know how to function yet. I can't eat the food I ate when I was with him, watch the shows, listen to the same music. 

I lost the future that I thought I had with him. I wanted it so bad and now it's gone. 

I want to be able to sleep. I want to connect to other people who's hearts are hurting like mine, so I know I'm not alone.
TL;DR: 
He loved me, then realized he didn't. Then he told me he could love me, and as soon as he saw me he told me he couldn't.