SUBREDDIT: r/relationships
TITLE: Almost my [24M] birthday and one year since my break-up with ex [23F]. Tips on not drunk-dialing her?
POST: Ex broke up with me a year ago after 4 years of being together and being really serious. been a rough time for me this year since im in med school and she's across the country. she blocked my number and won't even listen to me now. i've given up on trying to contact her and whatnot and let her go. its just that i feel this weird urge reminiscent of weaker times this past year where i wanted to contact her. any tips for not drunk dialing her in someway from a friends phone or something, i really feel its because my bday is soon and want to just talk to my old best friend
TL;DR: 
broken relationship, blocked phone numbers, angry people, seeking advice for not drunk dialing and making a weak fool of myself