SUBREDDIT: r/relationships
TITLE: Me [27 F] with my SO [30/M] of 5 years, not sure how to get out
POST: So. I have a history of abuse - was raised by a mother with several screws loose, SO came in and quite literally saved my life, helped me move - grand gestures, all of which were appreciated and all of which helped me. We'd only known each other a year then.

The problem is that he has serious anger issues and has actually become abusive - most recently physically, as in he has attempted to actually harm me. I know I should leave. I'm not sure why I'm *not* running for the hills - I don't *like* being treated this way at all!

Today was another in a long series of last straws and I'm... not sure what to do about it, to be honest. I have a habit of playing games and the like on my days off - since, you know, days *off* - and he thoroughly dislikes it. Today he barged in on me while I was playing, took my car keys and told me to turn off "that fucking digimon fucking pokemon fucking shit" and help him move some of his power tools, or he was taking my car.

I fought back, he told me I was going to the psych ward (protip: nope) and here we are, several hours later, with me posting a disjointed ramble on Reddit.
TL;DR: 
toxic, abusive relationship, not sure why I can never get further than the very basic planning stages of leaving. Help me get my head on straight.