SUBREDDIT: r/Advice
TITLE: Need a really smart and experienced person to help me .
POST: Hello , im writing this out of desperation as i am in the hardest predicament of my life . Basically i just finished my first year of dental technique and had to pay 1k euro for the first year , and now i went to a private lab tolearn how dental technique in real life actually works , not the bullshit they teach us in school , but the thing is that the boss there is a completeley arrogant prick , hes not an evil person , hes just arrogant calling everyone stupid and makes sarcastic jokes about me implying that im not passionate enough , too slow and will never make it , at this point hes given up on me completeley but he is willing to let me come look at them work , maybe i can learn trough that .
The second problem and the biggest one is that i realised im not really passionate about this profession at all , thats why i cant put the effort that i know i could put into it to really learn and excell , i would instantly quit but i REALLY dont want to dissapoint my mother and my grandmother because they have supported me financially for this whole year and i dont want their money to go to waste and to crush their hopes
TL;DR: 
Im a little bitch and i just now after 1 whole year realised i dont like dental technique but i dont want to quit to dissapoint my parents.