SUBREDDIT: r/relationships
TITLE: Me [17F] confused about my feelings for my Boyfriend[17 M] and relationship of 2.5 years
POST: My boyfriend and I have been dating for 2.5 years, He has been my first everything and he is very dear to my heart. I truly do love him. 

We're both in our last year of high school and I have been feeling very sad/ confused/ fed up. I have been feeling very confused about whats going to happen to us. I haven`t been 100% happy with our relationship for a couple of months but I do still love him. I feel like the relationship is starting to feel like an old married couple. I do kinda wonder what it would be like to be single, but my heart hurts when I think about losing him in my life or potentially seeing him with another girl. 

I started to get angry with him over little things that I would have not gotten angry about before. Things like not texting me "good morning" every morning, or when he falls asleep when we cuddle etc. I do feel quite bad when I do get angry at him for little things like that, but I have no clue where this anger is coming from and it feels so real.

I do tend to have some pessimistic/ depressive thoughts and I do suffer with anxiety. And losing my boyfriend tends to flair up my anxiety quite a bit.

Thanks for the help!
TL;DR: 
Girl confused about whether to stay in relationship with boyfriend when she still loves him to death, but is really bored with it.