SUBREDDIT: r/relationships
TITLE: Me [19 M] was caught trying to peek at my best friend [19 F] of 6 years, while she was in the bathroom
POST: A few days ago my best friend was staying the night at my house and I was having a really strong fit of sexual desire. My friend said she had to go to the bathroom and I the dumb ass that I am decided that it was a good idea to run all the way round my house to try to get a peek at her with her pants down. Needless to say she saw me and we didn't talk about it until now.

I hate myself so much for this and I don't know what to do. If I were to lose her I think I would probably do something drastic, like killing myself or some shit like that.
TL;DR: 
I was caught trying to peek at my friend while she was in the bathroom and now she's mad. wat do?