SUBREDDIT: r/offmychest
TITLE: Feeling Stuck
POST: I'm on autopilot. I mean i don't even know how i got to work today. I remeber pedalling but that's all. I feel like someone else is walking, that my counscioness is on the background, screaming "LET'S GET THE FUCK OUTTA HERE" but no. I lunch. Take a coffee. Surf the web. Try to find something to do. Walk around the neighborhood. Nothing new to see here.

I've been in this company for 5 long years. I knew it was shitty when i signed up (my wife worked here), so i endured, i endured you muthafuckers for as long as i could, but i'm done, i cant' do this anymore. You don't change, year after year it's the same problems, same unprofessional behavior, lack of funds, lack of planning, ego, it's draining. And guess what boss, it's been a week i'm not doing shit! One month of not doing what i've been hired to do and last week i just did some random stuff yourself could've done. 

But i'm afraid to change jobs... economy is going down the drain, i want to become a teacher but i need a somewhat equivalent salary or we're gonna be fucked. 

Also this post-grad is ridicoulous... it gives me 0 motivation, the topics just don't interest me and i seroulsy lack the discipline to do it. The gym motivates me a lot more. And my wife keeps bugging me if i'm studying...
TL;DR: 
Job sucks. Want to change but need an equal pay. My post grad is unmotivating. What should i do reddit?