he knows this , and he says boundbydad : if i was there , i would stand behind your chair and put my hands on your shoulders , lightly , and would rub them gently until you finished your last sentence boundbydad : then i would lean forward and trace my hands down your arms and curve my neck into yours and let you turn into me and rest there for a while boundbydad : rest boundbydad : and when you were ready , i 'd kiss you once and lift myself away , sit back on your bed and wait for you there , just so we could lie there , and you could hold me , and i could hold you boundbydad : and it would be so peaceful .