everything depends upon him being in the dugout , and it 's so unlikely that he would go there , three days before the opening of the play , and as i walk , i start to feel like an idiot : his phone is off because he 's in rehearsal , and i ran here instead of running to the auditorium , which means that now i am going to have to run back to the auditorium , and my lungs were not designed for such rigorous use .