but on the heels of that thought came another : or maybe peyton will laugh and say the same things you heard every day at prewitt , about looking like you live in a box under a bridge , and stealing extra fruit from the lunch line-do n't think we have n't seen you do it , ava-and not being fit to clean the houses of your classmates because no one wants their house smelling the way you smell , and maybe you do n't live in box under a bridge , after all , maybe you live in a dumpster .