when my mother gets knocked to the floor , my father kicks me hard in the stomach - which makes kenny g vanish and kills the music - and when i fall back gasping for air , dad jumps on my chest and punches me in the cheek , and suddenly my mom is trying to pull dad off me and i 'm sobbing like a baby ; my mother is screaming at my father , telling him to stop hitting me , and then he 's off me and she 's telling me everything is going to be okay even after my father has punched me in the face as hard as he could .