and i must admit that , in addition to his almost ridiculous degree of sleek masculine beauty , oliver was quite the charmer as well ; a full fifteen minutes after watching him disappear into his office , i still felt the heat of his stare , the feel of his full , warm lips on my hands , the lingering effect of his citrus-tinged scent i still heard that smooth , deep voice echoing in my ear , singing my praises endlessly as he flattered and fawned over me .