because for some reason i can not fathom my mind starts jumping from conclusion to conclusion , and one moment i 'm soaring high because everything was great and i just know we 're finally over this and i 'm really enjoying everything new that you show me - and the next i realize that means that i 'm just like you and that every f**king stupid thing jazz told me about you , all that shit why he thinks you 're bad for me and why he pretty much despises you - that 's also me .