table of contents acknowledgements : note from the author : chapter 1 : away from you chapter 2 : playing with fire chapter 3 : time chapter 4 : mayhem chapter 5 : addiction chapter 6 : live a little chapter 7 : everything changes chapter 8 : how it could be chapter 9 : in the end chapter 10 : straight from the heart chapter 11 : secrets kill the weak chapter 12 : another pill to swallow chapter 13 : take backs chapter 14 : got ta be you epilogue : about the author : upcoming releases : acknowledgements : theres a lot of people i would like to thank this time around .