`` painful , '' he repeated , `` seein ' as you hustle pool , you should n't , you had one date with me , it was f**kin fantastic , you felt it just like me because you givin ' that up means you wan na see where this is goin ' just as much as me and my gran is in the next room and i really , really wan na show my appreciation in a way that at this juncture i can not . ''