a pause then , `` no , your answer will be bullshit so do n't even say it because i know because you told laurie and laurie told me that you knew before you even approached her to see if she 'd accept you back in her life that you looked for a way out of the dea so you could concentrate on her and give her what you did n't give olivia and you could n't give bree seein ' as the bitch essentially killed herself and took her time doin ' it . ''