and i 'm conflicted because this means , with all that other shit i just laid out for you , i got ta look into attorneys and whatever else i got ta do to make certain my boys do n't spend the vast majority of their time suckin ' up whatever acid she leaks not to mention whatever-the-fuck her man is like , steppin ' out on their mom , if that 's even true , or anything else , and at least try to give them somethin ' good for more than four f**kin ' days a month .