`` not once , '' i pulled in a calming breath before going on , `` not once , hopper , not since that very first moment when brick walked into my house with tyra , when she told me elliott was making whacked decisions and then you showed later to put me on the back of your bike and take me to ty-ty 's , have i ever , ever , '' i leaned in again , `` done one stinking thing to indicate i was a biker bigot . ''