but that does not mean the last three days i have not enjoyed thinking that , if clemence was still with us , grown up , grown beautiful and off on some adventure and she found herself where your mother lives , your mother would see her and think that she reminded her of you , take to her and share with her like i have with you , giving her something more than she would have found on her own , a gift , a treasure , what i hope i 've given you . ''