i did this making a mental note that after whatever happened to bill , happened to bill and i got the kids beds , clothes that fit and were n't stained or worn out ; shoes of the same caliber ; kept them fed ; got them decent afterschool childcare ; and gave them a life that would lead them directly out of the one to three zone and straight to the seven to ten zone they deserved to live in that i would buy some tools , learn about plumbing and cars and also start reading the paper .