i knew my mouth was hanging open but i could n't close it because i was staring at a page that was a melange of photos of tate from what appeared to be high school , through penn state ( not just playing football but also walking to class and sitting on barstools and the like ) - i shoved jonas 's hand out of the way , commandeered the mouse and scrolled down - through tate at awards ceremonies , his short-lived career with the eagles ( mostly shots during practice ) - i scrolled down further - and shots of him in carnal and doing bounty hunter things , like dragging fugitives into police stations or standing over them with their bellies to the pavement and their arms cuffed behind their backs .