she did n't get into hawk , she did n't press , she did n't pry , she just dug into cam 's famous , spicy red beans and rice ( well , actually , it was n't cam 's recipe , it was her great-grandmother 's and i tried to get her to give it to me but she said we had to exchange blood transfusions and go through adoption proceedings for her to do that without getting disowned so i just ate hers and considered myself lucky ) and sucking back her cosmopolitan so i was free to continue obsessing because hawk still had n't called me .