he leaned into me and it took everything i had not to rear back at the look on his face and he clipped , `` think i explained last night and i did it , incidentally , after i f**ked you during which you came twice , somethin ' by your reaction at the time and after , he never gave you , kia , my guess , not once , further evidence of what i explained last night and that is i am not that ass**le . ''