`` when i 've been wrackin ' my brain since you curled up to me in order to get in shauna 's face because you thought she 'd humiliated me and you wanted to get mine back for me and i knew , i knew a woman who 'd stand by me , especially one i barely knew who 'd do that for me , thinkin ' what you mighta been thinkin ' after shauna ran her f**kin ' mouth , i knew what that woman would mean to me , so , once it came clear how your crazy , f**ked up head works , i 've been wrackin ' my brain how i 'd tell you about my dead wife . ''