a cold chill settled in my chest as my mind quickly did a rewind of yesterdays events : read coroners reports , ate spaghetti , took a shower , went to work , talked mr. belinski off chair , ordered pizza , got extra pizzas delivered , texted friends with leftovers , watched the food network , watched trudi grope jon , watched ivy devour jagger , watched vinnie leave with rudi , texted dylan , talked to murphy , got a visit from jinx , mightve peed my pants , found dead squirrel , grabbed a cookie i heard the record player screech in my mind .