grey smiled at this , while again impressed at how tightly the trust had these matters tied up ; but he hadnt time to linger on the thought as , unlike with derek waldron , rachel sowtons answers were coming thick and fast , stella always said to me at register time , rachel , if you love me do this for me and let me leave it blank if i fall ill ill settle my own medical bills , if i die then sell my flat and put the money to the extensions .