table of contents chapter 1 : the museum chapter 2 : a psychological disorder chapter 3 : life and its surprises chapter 4 : notes on a deranged chapter 5 : in the field but on the ground chapter 6 : triumphs and trials chapter 7 : the inquisition chapter 8 : discoveries chapter 9 : running in circles chapter 10 : spinning wheels chapter 11 : clarification chapter 12 : explanations chapter 13 : the rocky times chapter 14 : the asphyxiated press chapter 15 : rising above , falling below chapter 16 : struggling onward chapter 17 : letters of thanksgiving chapter 18 : distant memories 1 : the museum here at sodm , that is the study of the deranged museum , you will find only one cold stone building .