i couldnt give a damn that someone had once smeared feces and blood on canvas and had sold it for millions of dollars , or that an italian artist had packaged his own shit into tuna cans - merda dartista - and now those cans were being sold for hundreds of thousands of dollars at auction - dont get me wrong , i dug it , i really did ( i found it especially amusing how a major theme in modern art seemed to be shit and no one was picking up on it ) , it was right up my alley : bullshit , bullshit , bullshit , but i think thats why i didnt bother going , because i felt that i got it and didnt need the lectures , whatsoever .