as he comes : coming in the so many ways he has told me ; coming with every sense , him as moisture , him as heat , him as pressure here and there , him as smell , smelling him , and in and through all these images allowing herself to be undone , to be unbounded from bone and flesh , untwined , to be spread out , spread across a piece of bread and eaten by him ... his so many comings : receiving his adoring gaze , laughing at the impishness in his grin , feinting and being playful with his kisses , lying to him as now he knows she lies , and now knows she wants him to lie , `` youre the biggest ! ''