and that is when bill reilly , twelve years old , small for his agehe would not reach his fathers stature until his mid-teensshocked the congregation from their toothy smugness back into the misty november night as he suddenly he turned to them , pale as death and shaking with humiliation and rage , and hurled at them , in a quivering , desperate voice , three words that he was never able to adequately account for : satan knows you !