since the death , judy had actually manifested a desire to please her man , not unlike the advice the radio-accredited doctor would give to countless self-loathing women throughout her tenure on clear channel syndication , and then conservative talk 98 on the satellite radio : the meat-centric sunday dinners with jims disgusting brothers and their zombie-like wives , the countless pairs of lingerie ( which , judy realized after her latest spring cleaning , either resembled pilgrim or angel halloween costumes , a realization that unsettled her deeply ) .