after all , she had caught the doll naked and urinating with a naked girl from an adjacent cabin less than a kilometer away , discovered a pornographic magazine under his mattress , and identified a smell on the linen attesting of one finding other fluids and usages for the male apparatus , shooting it off as a cap gun when enveloped in temporary night and perennial void ( in both cases , she trembled and stated how mortified she was in having a son who would do this to her ) .