toulon is a pretty good town and the first night you hit the bars with some of the supply guys and you all drink beers until you are pretty hammered , so you can sit back in the little wicker chair and smoke a smoke and close your eyes and breath out and forget about all this shit , and then you go back to the port and outside of the gates a guy is selling smash sandwiches [ 131 ] and you all get one and carry it warm in your hands back down to the pier and you get a beer from the beer on the pier guys and you sit on the edge of the pier and look back at the lights of the town and eat your sandwiches with meat and runny cheese in big bites so your stomach feels warm and your head is at ease finally and the next morning you get up and find out that the war has started for real .