by this time jiddu had told her as well , because she hugged me and cried and spoke to me in snake talk about how unfair the world had been to me and about how much i looked like harriet brown , really , if you paid no mind to my black hair ( it was so black by then it was nearly blue ) , or my dark face , and looked at me as i would look had i been born a scandinavian prince , which is what madhuri said i was , wasnt i ?