ida kept a map on the kitchen table and every evening shed talk to god and tell him where he was needed : in holbrook/joseph city , arizona where the power plant lit up the nights with a vision of hellwhen lance was there that god-forsaken strip of route 40 was blessed , in gallup , new mexico and shiprock and farmington , in del norte , pueblo and greeley closer to home , wherever lance went to risk his neck for a dream she could neither understand nor accept .