* unless this knob , as usual swollen the way each star still has to be pulled sideways -- what makes the door shriek is just its darkness reaching out for crumbs , hungry , terrified -- for a long time now these hinges have n't worked clogged by your hand turning on the light to tell from where it falls the year , the month : the sides closing in -- night after night and once alongside they forget how dark it was force the door to stay awake count from the beginning and over your shoulders .