but as each soulor at least some -- wants to be reunited celestially with parents and other loved ones , human or gecko , that happen to be rattling around in their brains , as their parents with their parents , and so on , which would include animal and microorganism progenitors as well , i suppose , it would seem that the heavens are an overpopulated hell hole much worse than the earth in which every organism , good or bad , is temporary ; hence , my only care is to be the soulless reality that i am and upon my cessation let me be equal to a dead rat that a street sweeper scoops up with other components of the days trash .