in the dream i must be awake , but in bed like i am , and i know that i am aroused and i can feel myself being aroused , getting hard , and as i make a movement to sara , who is not asleep but not too receptive either , and by now i am fully aroused , like a rod of steel , and we start to have intercourse , in the dream , well i assume its intercourse because sara is not interested in the anal stuff , although id like to try if she wanted to , and in the dream im in a rhythm and approaching climax when i look up and its not sara im making love it .