please see e.l. farris on http : //elfarris.com also visit http : //www.facebook.com/runningfromhellwithel https : //twitter.com/runningfromhell http : //www.youtube.com/user/runningfromhell1 support resources crisis support universal emergency number nationwide : 911 national hopeline : 1-800-656-hope ( 4673 ) national suicide hotline : 1-800-273-talk ( 8255 ) rape abuse & incest national network ( rainn ) direct link to immediate online chat intervention http : //online.rainn.org direct link to search all local crisis centers in the us by state or zip code http : //centers.rainn.org/ survivor support about.com post traumatic stress disorder http : //ptsd.about.com/ after silence http : //aftersilence.org after the rain http : //aftertherain.com arte sana ( english/spanish ) http : //arte-sana.com/arte_sana.htm dancing in the darkness http : //dancinginthedarkness.com/ healing through creativity http : //healingthroughcreativity.org/ incest survivors anonymous http : //lafn.org/medical/isa/home.html let go ... let peace come in foundation http : //letgoletpeacecomein.org/ loris song http : //lorissong.org/ malesurvivor ( for male survivors ) http : //malesurvivor.org/ 1in6 ( for male survivors ) http : //1in6.org/men/ pandoras project http : //pandys.org/index.html project unbreakable http : //projectunbreakable.tumblr.com/ recovered memory project http : //blogs.brown.edu/recoveredmemory/ sexual abuse & rape survivor links http : //aswaterspassingby.org/sexualabuse.html safe horizon http : //safehorizon.org survivors network of those abused by priests ( snap ) http : //snapnetwork.org/ survivors of incest anonymous http : //siawso.org/ witness justice http : //witnessjustice.org/resources/hotline.cfm time odyssey : the souls memory part i : dreamtime by j.f .