the next four days you only slept standing up in line [ 40 ] while they shoveled shit at you and you got about 20 shots in about 20 seconds from the air gun needles that blasted all sorts of weird shit into your arms and ate standing up while some asshole screamed at you to hurry the fuck up and marched in the cold august air of the great mistakes [ 41 ] naval training center somewhere up near chicago .