she did n't bring very many clothes what she does have she lays on the bed a few slacks a pair of shorts her socks neatly folded thick and white and her shirts a sweater a jacket a few pairs of underwear somehow it all looks childish she feels embarrassed dc never cared what she wore but here in his house and him dead now she feels embarrassed she should have packed something classier something with style she does n't want joanna to see her like this in her jeans with the ragged hem and her sweater with the baggy arms that slide down over her hands the one that hangs on her body formless and bulky but why should she care what the old woman thinks ?