i dreamt i was carrying my baby through a crowd and then suddenly the baby was not in my arms and i found marcus to see if he had taken her but he didnt have the baby either and i was crying and scared and i told him ive lost the baby , ive lost the baby and when he came back that night i was still whimpering ive lost the baby , ive lost the baby and i was just bleeding and bleeding so i knew i must have miscarried .