and the booters friend is standing by the elevator doors and hes saying holy shit and holy fuck and his first class is standing by him and saying that it makes sense because the motherfuckers already dead and theres no good reason to put other guys in danger , but the booters shaking and hes crying and still saying holy shit and holy fuck , and the first class pulls him away from the elevator door and down the ladder to the mess decks , and you think about that girl you knew from high school who put her mustang ii into a tree over by the thirsk farm flying off that long smooth curve and smashing into that big tree right on the top of the curve , and she died just one month before graduation and how this makes just about as much sense .