well , mr. nano , no let him speak , you 've had you 're turn , let him speak , mr. settles , go ahead , i ... jesus , that tripe , ca n't stand ... jesus had me , he had me , he had ahold of my hand , children , he stood next to me and spoke in my ear , and children , he ... mm , hm , there 's got ta be something , news , ad , shopping ... oh , rob ( laughter ) , friends down here at goodbelly nissan we 're not gon na give you the slick pitch to sell you a vehicle , no sir , we 're ... nickelodeon , discovery , goddam cnn ... she liked it , that 's my bottom line , at the time she liked it , whoa wait a min ... help me now , you got ta help me now , if you pray with me i can hear it , he can hear it , we got ta pray ... forty-four and authorities say they ca n't be sure of the exact count until morning and some of this smoke clears off , beverly , thank you ... ca n't do this , ca n't stand tv at this hour , lowest common denominator ... got ta get up , change position ... heat up some milk , the old time honored panacea , herbal medicine , witchcraft , that 's it ... something in the milk , someone told me , something in turkey , triptosomething , a chemical , of course it works , all the old things , something to them , like chicken soup , now they 're discovering ... shut up , for christ 's sake ... jesus ... just a ... hot enough ... impatience , look at me , heart rate up , stupid , jesus ... that 's good , yes , even tastes different , soothing , that 's it ... mm ... . back now , that 's it , turned the corner ... sweet sleep ... aw , jesus that 's dark ... slowly , slowly ... wow , that 's dark ... just get to the wall and ... there , no doorjamb , here ... and ... hm , smooth as skin , this wallpaper ... just here ... christ get back to the light ... here , just ... ow , damn ... just ... as smooth as skin ... lost ... the door is gone ... the door back ... it 's ... i ...