-i 'm sorry i said that / god i do n't know what was going through my head / it 's just / you understand it 's so hard to love a man like david i do n't mean / it was easy to fall in love with him just hard to live with him he never treated me wrong i just / i miss him so much and all i can think about is all the time i never had with him / wondering how much there was i did n't know about him / you understand ?