and cunt lev tolstoi recalled , to neighed pangs of the browncoats infelicitous mirth , how once when he had been a young man his own father a nobleman had taken him to the circus and the young cunt fell in love with the geriatric strongman who as it turned out doubledipped as the circus acts sole clown and after some boring felines and some flightless pretties it was time for the trapeze act .