: h-k journal3/3/2008 again , the one i care about , this alwyn moorei enjoy to simply write that name : alwyn moore , alwyn moore , alwyn moore , for i feel that i have a right to , a right to write : alwyn moore , alwyn moore , a name now somehow partly mine to hold , to say , to think , to write : alwyn moorethis dream of mine has fallen asleep , and again not only did i not forget to write , it was more like a need : i had to capture the day , somehow cajole it down onto paper , lest perhaps it would otherwise not have taken place .