youre dying i fear and youll be gone from here lost it does not work as you say to die is to lose to be lost you will ride the wind follow scents of memories that are not yours feel emotions not your own feel them so deep it hurts to not be alive you may grow jealous become a tormentor rabid guilty hateful despising the living for their life i remember with each word you write i remember the me that was me with you sebastian i remember tell me of you who are you now what have you been you almost died i watched from here watched the life seep out of you youre losing you but it tied you down with a promise to forget tell me he read it again and again , mouth held by his hand , heart in the other .