-i 've had plenty of practice funny how it goes sometimes / i never wanted to be the domestic one never wanted to be a mother certainly not david 's mother especially not her / he was like a child in a lot of ways / david never really grew up he was so used to having things done for him / it was an incredible thing to see vanessa absolutely incredible the way he could write the things that he did / i moved in with him while we were trying to publish the first book still and he was just starting the second .