the dread she felt within the deepest core of her being for these warriors , facing an inevitable battle with a malevolent force many times stronger , along with the violent hope and camaraderie coursing like twin electric currents up and down her spine , had her holding her breath and praying fervently for them , for the saeire insu , wishing upon wish for their safety , looking at individual warriors and wondering : is she going to live or die ?