re-assembling and in doing so c-tearing up , o-ripping apart , m-severing , e-gouging , in every way dismantling him : his heart , his eyes , his soul - towards her he comes , absolutely thrilled , as hard as hes ever been hard : not aware of being not aware : she in a magical instant reclined upon the divan , in that magical instant she is light , all manifesting light : her flesh glowing cool white fire , her eyes sparkling , prismatic allure , her arms an embrace of suckling innocence ... . by her , near her , falling down and in , falling into her , all consumed by the falling , allowing himself to fall , willing himself to fall , falling to fall : there is no halt , there is no end , there is no terminus , there is only ecstasy : into her : into her : into her ... `` just one look ! ''