well , lizzie , the thing is , the accident , well it was a few days ago and we days ago she , her body was a bit , well a bit battered , we didnt want to upset you , to see your sister , we thought it best , and shes been cremated , a little service , but were going to place a stone in the little church , you know where we go at christmas and a few of her friends will come , a colleague or two from work a little service , a little stone to mark her death , in a little church a short walk away from the concrete garage where on a damp day my bright-eyed sister , pedalled backwards and pretended to be hurtling forwards to a life of everything , watched by me , but i wasnt watching close enough or well enough .