the one thing she would never tell anyone was that her body was reborn from her heart when the day finally came when she snapped the button on her jeans and slid down the zipper and felt her cold hand moving into the warmth of her body and she touched herself tenderly and sensation returned in the blackness and she could smell and feel the power and the beauty of desire flood through her body until it flung itself over a great precipice like a roaring rivers waterfall .