but at a complete other level , both above and surrounding her real worlds demands and commands and confusion , angie felt cradled by someone or something that would keep her safe from the very real threats and chaos that surrounded her , would keep her whole and intact even as her world was in danger of being blasted into tiny bits like the body of the suicide bombera woman not much older than she was , though you wouldnt have been able to determine that from the pieces that were left of hershed had to help gather as evidence last week .