had she only more fully understood and accepted the core procreative purpose at work within the pulsing gyrations of this modest sack and humble tube of flesh , had she only been able to communicate this understanding to the enslaved-by-his-cock ( at least periodically ) josh , then maybe , just maybe , they couldve made a life together ; then maybe , just maybe , devon would have her real parents and shed be lying in this bed beside her dying husband as a true wife instead of a stopgap interloper .