then you pull your hand back and stand up and pull up your jeans over your cock which is hard as a rock , and you zip them up over your boner and then reach into your pocket and pull out all the paper and coins in there and you say to her no more you take this and dont do this anymore and you pick up the envelope and , and shove all the money and coins in there and you , you hand it to her and you say no more no mas you dont do this any more no mas you understand and your voice is shaking like you are going to cry or some shit and she takes the envelope from you and sets it on the bed and picks up her shirt and pulls it over her head and picks the envelope back up and looks at you and says okay and then she goes back out in to the hallway , and down the hallway out of sight and you sit on the edge of the dank dark dirty mattress like the one on your rack with one sheet and a flat pillow and shut your eyes as tightly as you can .