chapter 11 : always and for today i feel my pain at your leaving my heart it is breaking my life feels so empty now that you are gone i carry on through the haze though i see no tomorrow just the same as today i wonder how to go on memories of you crowd my head though the pain is still there i felt your love and my heart still smiles you are my soul my mate for eternity though we live separate you always have my love tomorrow i shall smile when i think about you for how could i not when you were my gift be happy where you are shine through the murk let your troubles wash away for i walk beside you know that im here a simple word away caring for your happiness always and for today chapter 12 : three simple words three simple words to say , but so powerful and heavy once said .