lilith first knew this pregnancy the moment she was `` in africa '' knew all that prissy and lan , even lacy lil : mormon women , daughters of previous ascends , more : of those in the embrace , itself knowing that it was them as four-square which was the embraces own pregnancy , not in mere body , but as to fuller body , fuller soul collective , communal , cosmic : ascended presence : on every dimension knew as she looked at priscilla , at her varied sisterly manifestations that there was a difference : knowing from marks fierce nothingness that near-ascends were reborn towards their final ascension : so , too , this both the mystery and the obviousness of the embrace now , all her children born : all souls ascending : and priscilla with mark , just the first-times , souls barely formed , some yet dead : soulless how to convey this ?