i wish i could use the euphemism made love to refer to that auspicious event , but there was no love there in the back of your moms car in that awkward , uncomfortable , sometimes painful groping then probing then sweaty panting release by you into my undefended vaginawell , lets call it what it was : my unprotected , pristinely vulnerable womb ( a flagrant risk we both were aware of before we started , as we commenced , while we continued , and when you climaxed , and in the heart-slowing seconds after you finished that turned into a heart-stopping anxious wait through the ensuing minutes , hours , days , and weeks till the onset of my long-delayed periodno doubt delayed by the probing of your penis and the stress of our waitfinally granted us a reprieve ) .