there was some kind of justice in that , but she wasnt sure what because kurtz never really hurt anyone at all and his fantasy was harmless because he had never done anything to the bridge either , not that anything could apparently be done to the bridge being that there had been explosions on either side of it and they apparently missed the whole damned thing and it didnt make any sense unless you believed what gil said and then it made even less sense and then maybe the explosions had been on the bridge like it really seemed which was the only way this made any sense at all .