flocking as a quadrum of docile sheep to her ornately and sleekly clothed side , i created and manipulated her steady relaxation through the worthiest of the masculine charms entrusted me by sacred god , ensuring at the least her momentary happiness and at the most installing my ultimate vindication , the which i put little hope for , in thrilling reward and harrowing sterner punishment , mayhaps suffered with her , and facing the end together ?