-that 's because you are n't an artist darling / i love you god i love you but you 're too clever to be an artist you 're too sensible / art is abandonment / art is pain / if you do not starve for it then it is not art it 's just a hobby just a distraction just a trick like a dog sitting on its ass and waving its paws for food and attention / art will tear you apart and nobody will ever understand nobody will ever appreciate it they will never see through your eyes / do you recognize this music ?