and the gathering on its millions now legs and small feet feet feet with map in handa giant giant caterpillar with unkind eyesknows shes hiding in this little padded room in arcadia blue and even though shes hiding in the past it knows how to follow her back there and into dream , and now its outside the door and rattles the handle harder and harder and she knows that if it enters this little roomthe room so small , and this outside rattling the door thing so bigshell suffocate .