you went out the next night to a bar , and ran into some of your buddies who acted like you were a total dumbass for joining the navy , but were still bitching about their crappy jobs and running after the same old girls who were putting on a lot of weight and then you ran into your sometimes friend todd who had gone off to fredonia and was in his junior year and majoring in economics , and you wondered if you could have should have , might have gone to college and then you remember how the guidance counselor had just looked at you when you brought it up to him , and then asked you if your dad got a deer this year and you knew that you werent going to college , and you remembered the year , it was fourth grade , when you all took the standardized tests and the next year when all the smart kids were in one class and you were in the other .