-very clever / you were always so clever silly little me i could n't keep up could n't understand you and your complicated thoughts all your knowledge you made me feel stupid you know i 'd sit there beside you just smiling dumbly laughing when everybody else laughed wishing i could understand what you and all your clever friends were talking about wishing that it mattered to me / all i wanted to do was play the piano but you ruined that too they all ruined it i felt like a freak a dumb freak all you clever people watching me contort myself for your pleasure just an amusement an animal in a cage .