... i 've lost the , mm , symbolic complex ... what the hell ... ca n't quite seem to make sense of this , too tired , too awake , too too something ... words , it 's all words , words colliding like trains of thought , yes that 's good , trains of thought , words jammed up , backed up , words clogging the door to sleep ... words ... got ta let it go , got ta shut up , infernal dialogue , who is this who keeps me up , who answers when i ask , who ... jesus ... tv , that 'll do it , idiot tv ... ... slept in the other room while you were with her sister , is that right , mark ?