like the one that hit the stark [ 61 ] that you watched videos of the damage one night on site-tv while the dca [ 62 ] explained just how much it would suck if you got hit by one of them and how we all have to watch our asses and practice damage control , and no one laughed much or even talked in the whole dark berthing while you were watching it especially when you could see a sneaker from one of the guys who got killed and you remember when you had sneakers like that nike high tops .