you went into the top compartment and looked down the maze of gratings and ladders and watched as the oil fed fire curled up from below , lighting off like a big gas barbeque , and felt the heavy hose in your arms firm with water pressure and then the hose team leader pointed and the nozzleman opened the nozzle and the hose bucked in your arms as you helped the nozzleman point it down at the base of the flames by arching it up behind his head and the guys behind you pushing forward and kinking the hose and the cooling spray come down on your helmet and mask in a shower while the fire burst up to the deck below you and you felt the heat through your suit and you gloves and felt a little bit of panic creep down your neck to your guts .