and that sucks but you help get the boat back in the davits and secure it while the helo is chocked and chained , and you all are thinking of that poor bastard back there in the water with the ice in his veins and the lungs frozen and full , and his body floating half in and half out of the water in the swirling wake of the ships , and by the time you hit berthing roadhouse is almost over but you still go back to your rack and with a hundred other guys wait until everyone is asleep before you whack off [ 84 ] .