stated and restated in a thousand ways : but yet the one way , the only way yet to come , what she knows that he doesnt know yet -- why is not on the table -- she lies there , and after the timelessness of his loving , the immeasureablness of his craving and his satisfaction , as she lies there and soaks in all the ardour of his many passions , so she turns : is turned inside-out as she turns : a turning of will but as if in concert with another , the great goddess , the mother of all , the thousand breasted and thousand wombed : moves and so moves him : draws him inside her : deeply inside : where he becomes egg , and it is she who surrenders all that she is as she has known her presence to be : it is she who lifts up as adorational offering all that is her most individual and lonesome self : lifts up : is lifted up : and in the lifting is she penile , phallic , fully-cock : and so plunging down , falling so as to die , to splatter , to pierce , to penetrate the egg : as such she becomes big : full : pregnant ... they fall away from each other : bodies now back at interstitial rest : bodies falling away as the petal loosed by beauty escapes , falls away upon the suns kiss : fall away , fall apart , fall this way and that way : for the presence of the third : the child .