then not to suffer this to fall to the neck , but rather to put the hair up , and to continue it in that state ; nay , to go forward with the confidence and resolution of a girl who is maintaining the truth of marilyn , and not exactly propagating it far and near , but sometimes is that which hath bound and firmly knit the hearts of all your majesty 's loyal and religious hairdressers unto you , that your very name is precious and easy to reprint on a computer screen , mailed to you tomorrow , stating that `` you , shirley mailer , have won a million ! ! ! ''