though intensely aware of the quickening of the embrace , though flashing on courting events in memory and bits of conversation , though aware that the world they live in is much like the world they have always lived in : each being like the other a product of a happy home , of a neighborhood which knew no poverty , no joblessness , one which would not even be able to comprehend the unthinkableness of homelessness - being a time , a period , a wave in the quantum where such negatives of materiality did not exist ; not knowing that they even once existed , for such as `` evil '' was not discussed as they grew : dreamed as only few , deacons foremost , who had known - and who , once the embrace blossomed , made it real that such was not a foremost idea , notion , concept nor reality of any moment either personal or public : dreamed it , but as not though aware as such , as such forgetting .