the mattress the ladder the man the dream the kerchief alive the voice days window miranda colour people red door chapter 2 : i had a dream chapter 3 : beauty in the breakdown chapter 4 : the woman chapter 5 : i hear chapter 6 : filling me chapter 7 : i love chapter 8 : smile chapter 9 : dreams chapter 10 : depression chapter 11 : always and for today chapter 12 : three simple words chapter 13 : you are my love chapter 14 : carry on chapter 15 : letters from the heart september 6 , 2003 september 13 , 2003 september 21 , 2003 september 28 , 2003 october 3 , 2003 october 10 , 2003 october 11 , 2003 october 18 , 2003 october 28 , 2003 november 5 , 2003 november 6 , 2003 november 7 , 2003 november 8 , 2003 november 15 , 2003 november 18 , 2003 november 23 , 2003 november 24 , 2003 november 28 , 2003 november 29 , 2003 december 1 , 2003 chapter 16 : i hurt chapter 17 : light chapter 18 : i am chapter 19 : you are chapter 20 : the beat chapter 21 : the field chapter 22 : vengeance chapter 23 : puppet chapter 24 : the sunset chapter 25 : ring about the author connect with me online chapter 1 : the red door awaken all he could remember was the flash !