you can feel the helo shake in your butt and you suddenly feel like everything is real , you can see the walls of the helo very sharp and crisp , the shadows are like knives and the light through the windows is blinding , and then the up and your stomach drops out and you close your eyes and breath in deeply and you remember going on the roller coaster , the big wooden one , the comet , at crystal beach when you were a kid , and how the cars climbed the huge hill clicking and clicking and clicking and then the hill leveled out high above lake erie and you could see the park and the shore and the water all out in front of you everywhere , and then there was this moment where everything slowed down and stopped just for a second before the cars started down .