? i doctored him most throughly in the perverse direction least opposite to good healing , hitting him every where not hurt , loudly wailing and howling my sorrowful hatred of all these misfortunate deaths to the veriest highest skies , my lordly soul completely lost in jealousy from my nobly acquired ( and thus forever innocent ) lust for pow'r , unable to touch or hurt this young jackal 's proudly fulfilled serenity , one brought about manifestly throughout and through my odious and well-borne illicit greed and monumental jealousy .