she hesitated a moment , considered the request then proceeded to unfold the paper and read her poem ; i am bound by a curse that controls my reality victimized by fate making life a series of misunderstandings based on what outsiders say and want to believe i wish those people would just stop launching their warships and search for the truth instead of trying to rescuing me i know its not pretty though their lies are no better they cut even deeper wounds than my inner pain regretfully i have no choice but to fulfill my destiny while others keep walking in their never-ending circles the infighting continues ignoring my feelings accepting fiction as fact calling my tears sadness instead of frustration mislabeling my unconditional love as infatuation jackie was crying a little when she finished .