however , now , upon seeing the pathetic spider being mocked so relentlessly by the deity who was , in part , responsible for making him this way , he began to feel for the first time that he had held her to too high a standard in assuming , without provision for his own navet , that her words , actions , and mannerisms should all accord to a logical and infallible pattern , the rudiments of which were to be dictated by the role she fulfilled : not just as any deity , but in fact , as that specific deity , who oversaw and advocated the eternal advancement of commerce , industry , and trade .