stay away from us you nasty little cunt joanna said and somewhere inside the hate the blazing fury there is a hard quiet knot of fear not a fear of the girl but a fear of what the girl has made of you that is not your word cunt you do not use that that 's a dc glaser word you once asked him please do n't use it and he frowned and he asked you what you were talking about he never said that and you said i know you do n't say it i do n't want you to write it do n't use it in your books and of course he did n't stop using it in the books only stopped caring what you thought of them and now you 're using it on this girl and why ?