when you dream of masturbation on the bottom or the top and even now you 're praying that she 'll ask you to stop then kiss her with compassion button up her blouse assume the pose of wine and roses in miss molly 's tall in miss molly 's wall in miss molly 's dream dollhouse death to my anima ( a jungian trope ) 'it 's a private party ' she said in her sleep 'for happy-go-lucky people to meet in carnival times and carnival ways ' then i woke her and i swear she 's been crying for days o sweet seorita your body is true but your mind never knows what your spirit might do so you slap me with kindness then you kiss me so cold i swear it makes me feel ten million years old no seaside retreat to the malibu coast could cure you from thinking that all hope is lost so i tell you you 're pretty and i tell you you 're cruel and by the end of the night ( i swear ) i 'll be playing the fool 'it 's a private party ' she said in her sleep 'for happy-go-lucky people to meet in carnival times and carnival ways ' then i killed her and i swear i 've been laughing for days can you dance ?