claude amognes is afraid of bugs , deathly , horrifically terrified of bugs , so much so that when he sees one he might not sleep for days because of the nightmares , so much so that he can be taken advantage of by people like warren taylor , who would come over and squash bugs for me so i could keep my job , so i could keep providing for my wife and family , so my wife and daughter could have food and clothes and a roof over their head , and all the time i never knew he was up to his ears in drugs , never knew he wasnt helping me as a friend , or as a union brother , but as someone biding his time until he could use me for his own purposes .