i was just a speck on a tiny stain a bloody splotch on the window pane i became a man by letting go of myself for the spirits flow now i soar , hear me sing laughing too , and wondering about the clowns i left up there because im on the soil and thats somewhere too beautiful to view from a tailspin so i hope you learn you really learn to sit before you fly before you flip because its so hard to keep your balance when youre high like that consumed by all your talents and your plans `` the eye is the lamp of the body if your eye is good , your whole body will be full of light but if your eye is bad ... '' i have been but now im back you say , where ?