and you say i remember going up to iraq now , and you think with mr. holden , and you say wheres mr. holden and the corpsman looks sad and he says he got killed up there in a truck accident , it rolled over on him and crushed him up pretty good , guess youre lucky youre a dumbass and cant walk in the dark , though i heard you were pretty fucked up when you did it , getting drunk in a combat zone thats not going to play good at mast and you lost your rifle up there and thats not good either and you lay back on your rack and you stare at the ceiling and you can feel tears in your eyes and you kiss your supply gig goodbye .