winter dreams short stories & first chapters by david l. ruggeri winter dreams by david l. ruggeri copyright 2012 by david l. ruggeri smashwords edition dedication for kelly and sean , my children , with all my love table of contents winter dreams expiation a view from the sanctuary lemmenkov 's lament from beginning to beginning radzinsky 's lunch a house in the suburbs breakdown the tenant charlie 's big trick christmas past the last christmas tree first chapters author 's note the other father everlasting in hopes of heaven the luxembourg amendment let us do evil the haunt forbidden flowers the projectionist a faint cold fear the fanatic a river of time nightangel two cats in the house winter dance for my grandfather victor sons-a-bitches !