and you think that the bosun is one tough motherfucker and you realize that the shit hed seen you were never going to see and then you remember how hed once seen rattled up a ladder on the starboard sponson when you were unrepping [ 121 ] and caught a chunk of falling rigging just above kileens head while kileen a total boot was crouching down with his hands over his head the bo sun held the huge piece of steel there for a second and then carefully dipped it and tapped the kileen on the head and said how the fuck did you expect that your little pin-dick arms were going to stop a 100 pound turnbuckle from crushing your fucking head , you dumb-ass motherfucker .