when she got out of the shower she opened her diary and wrote : wednesday , november 27th if i hadnt ever given up on jason to go to homecoming with scott , we wouldnt have ever done anything , and i wouldnt have ever had the operation , which means i wouldnt have gone to see grandpa in the nursing home , which means we wouldnt have gone to the storage shed , and i wouldnt have been driving back home that night , and i wouldnt have had my head filled up with stuff about helping people , and i would have had the sense to never even considered stopping for that man , and none of yesterday would have happened .