so you flip that book over to erickssons lap and while he sits up and spins around to look for a pen in the nooks behind him , he says you see a pen anywhere and you say if it was up your ass eating a ham sandwich youd know where it was wouldnt you [ 112 ] and he looks at you and says i guess i would and he goes back to looking for a pen and then you dig one out of your sock [ 113 ] and toss it to him .