and she was not crazy , she knew she was not , she knew what she had seen and karen , bless her heart , karen had told her too that she was not crazy , but she then had also told her everything was going to be fine with brad , was going to be fine , and going to be fine meant things were not so fine with her little boy , and please god , please help my little boy , who was not so very fine , who was going to be fine , but who needed help , real help , please god , please help my little boy , please god .