*** dialed courts number , like a stalker or someone about to ask him on a date or someone weird from craigslist , nervous really , this is stupid , nothing to do , like were 8 years old in the summer , should be working on my summer reading list or should be scanning ebay , should be finding homeless men and feeding them , should be finding stray animals and guiding them to shelter , should mow the grass for old people ... hella .