self-deception and dissimulation are imperative for survival and to any sense of reality as attested by appetite depreciating a living presence to such a degree that in the mind it becomes a comestible that , in its insolent tendency to scurry away , has to be overpowered and made to that which the mind under the influence of appetite has relegated it as being ( appetite itself , or at least the tastes that it assumes , largely influenced , if not directly induced , by the rife microorganisms and mitochondria living within that survive on specific substances ) , and in descrying a bitch at a local convenience store that is licked into romantic submission of an inseparable three day union culminating in her pregnancy and their rupture and a return to a more forlorn dispositionsuch being the state of escapism from lifes travails into society and bliss that both redeems and ruins a being , animal or human animal , like a mouse at its first bit of cheese when the metal of the trap snaps down .