so you look around and you can see some kind of iraqi fort down the hill about a mile away and you point it out to mr. holden and he says lets wait a second and you both crouch back down in the tall grass and you say what if they fucked up and dropped us in the wrong spot and mr. holden says like 29 palms where the marines got dropped off in the middle of the freaking desert by accident and like five of them died trying to get back to base and you reach into your web gear and pull out a magazine and slide it in the belly of the rifle and feel it click home and then you pull back on the charging handle and let it slide forward and then you thumb the safety on and say lets go get a closer look sir and mr. holden says sure and so you walk all hunched down through the grass playing war until you get about a quarter mile away and see a humvee come around the corner and you stand up together and breath out and then you put the sling of the m-16 on your shoulder and realize that you were shaking all the way .