( 15 ) father tells me the tales 1974 , the one used is the banana ripening plant and the ethyl gas and tarantulas , the stenographic shorthand book from the library , the transcript i take of him getting a leisure suit and complaining about it and his work , the imagination , how i wrote it so dully and how the shorthand filled in the big chief tablet ( 16 ) tearing apart the cloud poem and ripping it apart on the metate at gumms porch quickly when no one is observing , 1974 ( 17 ) meredith at college and do you know about sin ?