table of contents chapter 1 : 1939 chapter 2 : dead eyes chapter 3 : escape chapter 4 : the something else chapter 5 : auntie chapter 6 : csars turned chapter 7 : rachels loss about the author credits editor : john hudspith http : //www.johnhudspith.co.uk/ cover art : fiona jayde media http : //fionajaydemedia.com/ dedication : to my beloved mina chapter 1 1939 rachel pushed against the drowsiness that glued her eyelids together .