last , he dreamt he was satan 's livestock , forced to eat and drink dreams from a trough , his nipples and penises milked daily for the blood that satan drank , and then one day finding himself laid out , while still alive , upon a banquet table as satan casually devoured him , plucking out organs one by one with a fork , scooping out brains with a spoon , and carving the flesh from his bones with a butcher knife to devour raw .