the mind terrors would only continue if she stayed , and after enduring her worst dark world trip shes had since the age of fourteen ( that lovely trip from last friday on the anniversary of the bludenhale massacre of 74 , the one where she gushed blood from between her legs from being fucked over and over again by different men and then was chased by a raging flood of blood in a cavernous cornfield in hell ) , it was crucial that she stay away from cherrybombs .