you kept saying it was the girl with the scars on her breasts thathad upset you , only her and nothing more , and when i tried to tell youwhat you 'd said in the kitchen-about how you and your father hadbeen alone at your place on dark score lake when the sun went out in1963 , and how he 'd done something to you-you told me to shut up.when i would n't , you tried to slap me .