and now the premonition of some new piece of black work hung heavily on her , and she could n't get rid of it , it was crazy , arnie had been in philadelphia at a chess tourney , she had asked around that day , that was all there was to it and she would not think about this anymore she would turn on all the radios the tv fill the house up with sound not think about that car that smelled like the grave that car that had tried to kill her murder her .