* later that night after the cruel visit by angels parents , when they permanently cut themselves off from their daughter forever , leaving her a snotty , tearful mess crouched in the corner of her room , she realized the dark reality of the words spoken by the judge the day of her sentencing : you are here by sentenced to life at the indiana state mental hospital , and as she sat on the floor of her small room , she balled up her fists in anger and slammed them on the floor , gritting her teeth .