you can smell the same thing in any of the fair-sized towns we 've traveled thru , it 's a smell like decayed tomatoes , and oh god i 'm crying again , but is it right for people not just to die but then to stink like wait ( later ) there , i 've had my second good cry of the day , whatever can be happening to l'il fran goldsmith , our gal sal , who used to be able to chew up nails and spit out carpet tacks , ha-ha , as the old saying goes .