mr. hyde was pale and dwarfish , he gave an impression of deformity without any nameable malformation , he had a displeasing smile , he had borne himself to the lawyer with a sort of murderous mixture of timidity and boldness , and he spoke with a husky , whispering and somewhat broken voice ; all these were points against him , but not all of these together could explain the hitherto unknown disgust , loathing and fear with which mr. utterson regarded him .