it was one of the most bad moments of my life , my failure was getting heavy on me , it was after ten only when i realized that i had kept myself alone for a quite long time , and now there was no one in the garden , at that time one thing happened which make me think , forced me to give an exercise to my mind who was loosing it 's capability to think rightly , a boy with a shabby appearance came to me , there was a sincerity and maturity in his eyes which was far beyond his age .