* one thousand memories suddenly flashed in front of angels eyes as quick as lightning : her and heather playing cornhole , eating hot dogs in the summer of 68 at one of the many smith/larson family get-togethers- getting chased by seventy five year old mrs. pritchard for playing in her rhubarb patch when they were nine- heather sitting on her bed crying to angel of how she lost her virginity to jeremy adams and that it hurt and made her bleed-walking the midway at the county fair , teasing boys and eating cotton candy- watching heather give birth to amy , seeing that look of complete happiness on her face at the sound of amys first cries- when they first met at age five and rode their bicycles around in circles for hours and angel feeling so shy- just one hour ago when she gave heather that look of knowing how much she loved her .