You Are Not Lazy or Undisciplined. You Have Internal Resistance
It's weird how we don't want to admit we are overworked. Competition is such a horror show.I really disagree with the whole "procrastination" thing. It's normal to feel depressed, it's part of nature of being tired, our brains are fragile and require a lot of energy and sleep.I bet that I would generally would be much happier working at a moderate pace in a farm rather than using my brain to do some other complex thing.I went to do some military training for 2 weeks, it was quite difficult and demanding, but in a way, it has the good stuff of a holiday: you're outside, you use your arms and legs, you have no time to use your brain which often demands more energy.Do you really understand how stressful it is for a brain to perform programming? Our bodies are not made to sustain such mental effort. Brains are small but they consume a lot of energy to function.