When my wife developed Alzheimer’s, the story of our marriage kept us connected
It's a lovely story, but quite honestly, Alzheimer's/dementia is a shitshow. I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy and there are many people I despise. There is nothing crueler than dementia.My mom is suffering through dementia right now. We did something similar. We made photo albums, and went through them every day, until my mom stopped responding to them. Within a couple of years, she forgot who we were, or she would mix up my sister for her sister.After 7 years from her diagnosis, she no longer talks and she no longer responds to me. My sister is taking full time care of her, and she is cleaning her several times a day because she's incontinent. My mom recently has stopped swallowing. She also seems to have contracted a mild case of COVID, and my sister has been self-flagellating herself because she felt guilty about it. I of course told my sister there's no reason to feel guilty, everyone is getting it and it's something everyone will deal with, especially my mom. I secretly wish it would take my mom's life to end her misery.The worst part in the first few years were her lucid moments. During one of those moments she wrote a letter to God, asking to die, because she knew something was wrong but she didn't know what. We found the letter hidden in her dresser. Every time I think about it, I burst out in tears, even now. It's disgustingly cruel for someone who spend her entire life sacrificing her life for her kids and family, and asking nothing else.So when articles like this come out, it is extremely difficult to contain my contempt at any stories that don't paint the picture exactly how it is: a complete and utter shitshow. It's unfair for the victim and it's unfair for the caretakers. And it's extremely expensive and almost impossible to keep your loved one living in a modicum of dignity.