###Human: I am having fear about something bad happening along with crying. Why is it so? ###Assistant: Hi. Your history is clear that you have relapse depressive symptoms along with anxiety symptoms. You have obvious reasons for your symptoms like you live away from your home, poverty, basic needs of life like home and your sensitive personality like you are most of the time uncertain that worse could happen. I would suggest you should start antidepressants as soon as possible. 1.Tablet Escitalopram 10 mg at night daily. 2.Capsule Dexlansoprazole 30 mg two times a day for your acidity. If symptoms do not get better or get worse, kindly visit mental health service nearby.