There are times when I sit down, close my eyes and wonder if this is truly what it is meant to be for me. When you live your life in a chaotic environment, you realize the importance of the concept "home" in your daily lives. Whatever negativity you may encounter in your daily lives, even the after effects of the trashiest occasions do slip away from your soul if you have a place of your own that you can lock against the turbulents of life and shelter yourself in its silence.