I sighed, wiped away my wet cheeks that were soon to be wet again, "I need to talk, Angel.... with someone.... someone who is literally by my side.... someone who will be there for me... I have so many people caring about me... but...." For a few minutes I let the tears flow, "...it's not the same. It doesn't feel the same, too. Thinking I have many people caring about me doesn't help.... because... because they are not within my reach anymore."