Later, while I was getting ready to head out, I realized that this mood swing was going to linger until it faded away naturally. I could not disregard it, nor could I fight against it. Still, I instinctively knew what I need... I definitely need to make love (not give birth to a baby nor lament for my disabilty of it as many would err to think. I've passed beyond these "consciously", at least)... and the vacuum of love alongside someone to love me in the process is not making things any better but I will cope with it.