"I will not throw in before I experience the real me inside out! I will not give in before I look through the eyes of someone content, someone in love, someone mature and above all, someone healthy! I will not let go before I sip that cup of tea sitting across my dad... that sip him and I have been imagining all through the way.. that sip in that tea garden we visit during the summer nights so as to escape the asylum we live in even for a few hours... that sip followed by a sigh and a statement which will go, "Why it was a long fight, wasn't it? But we survived it all!"