She sits there watching the program change from Jerry to Judge Joe Brown with seamless continuity, blinking. "It's hard to communicate," digging around in one of the pockets, she pulls out a small stack of business cards and lays them out before her making a tarot cross "because at times there's an intense euphoria, the drug in the blood and in the skin" still trying to explain things, Penny turns card after card over. They all say the same thing: RYAN REEVES - REPORTER in a stocky block print. "so 'I' can only observe."