I feel like I might be focusing on the food and shutting out everything peripheral... possibly the stress of the past couple months, the moving, the job situation? Oh well duh, how long was it going to take me to reach that conclusion? I've said before (although I don't know if I've written it here) that I think one of my emotional issues with food is control, that it's an area of my life where other people cannot control me and I'm the one making the decisions. Maybe when I'm feeling particularly helpless, I want to eat because it puts me in charge.