Up until I was 16, I healed my sadness by crying, mostly at nights when everyone would sleep and I would sob in my pillow, until that one night when I found out my friend was killed in the name of honor.
直到十六岁时， 我用哭泣抚平了悲伤， 大多在别人都入眠时， 我把自己埋在枕头中哭泣， 直到我发现我的朋友被杀害， 以维护荣誉之名。