I'm just saying that you know when your birthday is by virtue of the fact that somebody tells you when your birthday is, a mother, a father, a sister, a brother, an aunt, an uncle, a cousin, a grandparent. It matters to someone, and therefore it matters to you. Understand, I was 14 years old, tucked away in myself, into myself, and I wasn't touched either, physically touched.
我想说的是，你至少在你的生日 会有人来告诉你，生日到了， 会有母亲，父亲，姐姐，哥哥，婶婶，叔叔， 堂弟，祖父。它关系着人与人， 也因此牵系着你。请理解， 我在14岁的时候，把自己藏起来，藏在自己内心， 我不去与人交往，也没有肢体接触。