I won't feel anything, but if I could, I would feel triumphal at having lived at all, and at having lived on this splendid planet, and having been given the opportunity to understand something about why I was here in the first place, before not being here.
我觉得 - 当然我不会感觉到任何东西，但如果死后有感觉的话， 我会觉得生存过就是一种胜利， 在这么一个辉煌的星球生存过， 得到机会去了解， 为什么我会在来到这里之前存在。