In fact, if I cling to one memory of this year, it would be walking down a darkened hallway with five spongy fingers grasping the handle underneath my hand.
实际上，如果问我，这一年里，印象最深的记忆是什么， 那便是用我浮肿的手指 紧紧撑着拐杖 走下漆黑的走廊。