And I didn't really want to jump over these hurdles, because they seemed completely arbitrary, so I often wouldn't, and then people would threaten me, you know, they'd threaten me with this "going on [my] permanent record," or "You'll never get a good job."
而我真是不愿意去跨越这些障碍， 因为在我看来教育常常是武断的， 所以我经常放弃， 然后就会有各种人出来威胁我， 他们对我甩狠话， “你的成绩会一直记在你的档案里，” 或者是“你永远找不到一份好工作。”