But, in my life, the one fulfilling skill that I had was now invoking feelings of conflict -- conflict ranging from extreme sorrow and doubt at dawn to celebratory joy at engrafting the gift of life at dusk.
但是我一生， 我拥有的唯一在行的技术 使我产生了情感上的冲突 这种感情上的冲突 从清晨时的极度悲伤和疑虑一直延续 到黄昏时 庆祝移植器官成功的喜悦。