at this stage in your life, you also very personally are in this state of confrontation with a sort of dissonant -- I suppose it's an electromagnetic force that somehow governs your Parkinson's and this creative force that is both the artist who is in the here and now and this sort of arc of your whole life.
它好像在你生命的舞台上 占据了一个位置， 你自己也 正处于一个矛盾的， 有一系列不协调— 我想有一种类似电磁力的东西 在控制帕金森症， 而这种创造性的力量 是艺术家们 朝思暮想的， 也是贯穿你整个生命的一道弧线。