Because once John committed himself to putting his life back together -- first physically, then emotionally, and then spiritually -- he found that there were very few resources available to someone who has attempted to end their life in the way that he did.
因为一旦约翰决心把自己 拉回到原来的生活的时候 -- 起先生理上的，然后心理上的， 接着精神上的 -- 他发现只有极少的可用资源 来帮助那些像他一样曾经尝试 自杀的人