I know now how scared he must have been, how easily I could have fallen into the empty of the night, that some man would mistake this water for a good reason to wash all of this away.
我现在知道了他当时是多么的害怕， 我可能很容易就倒 在这空荡荡的黑夜中， 让别人把这水枪中的水， 当做一个好的借口来清除掉我。