And as these dark clouds were circling me, and I was finding it really, really difficult to think of anything good, I said to myself that I really needed a way to focus on the positive somehow.
我的头顶愁云密布， 我竭尽全力 也无法振作起来。 我告诉自己，我真的需要 让自己把注意力转移到积极面上。