And I called my sister whom I'm very close to -- and had three children -- and I asked her, "Why didn't you tell me I was going to be feeling this way, that I was going to have these -- feeling incredibly isolated?"
我打电话给我姐姐 她跟我很亲近， 已经有了三个孩子， 我问她：“你怎么不告诉我会 有这种感觉， 我会有这种非常隔绝的感觉？”