I did expect it to be difficult, have sleepless nights, constant feedings, but I did not expect the feelings of isolation and loneliness that I experienced, and I was really surprised that no one had talked to me, that I was going to be feeling this way.
我也预料会比较困难， 会有不眠之夜，不断地哺乳， 但是我没想到我会 感到隔绝和孤独。 而我也很奇怪没有人告诉我， 我会有这样的感觉。