And then the child turned two, and I started using the cheap and easy treatment, and I wonder" -- and she wondered, like all parents who lose children wonder -- "if there isn't something that I could have done, like keep on using that complicated, expensive cure."
然后我的宝宝两岁了，我就换成 用那个便宜的，容易用的解决办法。如果（我没有换成那个便宜的方法）......” 她不断地想着如果，就像其他所有那些失去了他们的宝宝的家长们一样，想着： “如果我能为我的宝宝做什么， 就是我应该继续用那个又复杂又贵的方法。”