Now, the reason I say that, because, afterwards, I was thinking -- well, I went back into the school -- I felt dirty; I felt betrayed; I felt ashamed, but mainly -- mainly, I felt powerless.
好了，我之所以那么说，是因为事后，我觉得， 嗯，当我返回学校时，我感到肮脏，觉得受到了背叛， 我觉得耻辱，但更主要的是--我感到很无力。