Now I say this all with remorse, and I was feeling a tremendous amount of remorse at that time, but I was conflicted, because, while I was feeling remorse, I was excited, because I didn't get caught.
现在我想说这件事让我追悔莫及， 当时我后悔地要死， 但是我又矛盾，因为尽管我后悔，但我还是很兴奋， 因为我没被露馅，