And I realized so clearly in bringing my own life experience, from working with dying people and training caregivers, that any attachment to outcome would distort deeply my own capacity to be fully present to the whole catastrophe.
我清楚的认识到 在我的个人生活经历中 为临死之人工作 以及培训护理者的个人生活中 任何耽于结果的感情 只会深深影响 我自己的 面对大苦难的能力