So, as things got worse, as we really began to hate each other, I became progressively depressed over a period of a couple of years, trying to save this marriage, which was inevitably not to be saved.
所以事情变得越来越糟，我们开始相互憎恨， 我在那几年里逐渐变得抑郁， 虽努力挽救婚姻， 但却无法挽救。