It's the feelings you can't seem to escape, the scariest part is that after a while, you become numb to it. It becomes normal for you, and what you really fear the most isn't the suffering inside of you.
它是你不能逃脱的情感， 最可怕的是过了一段时间， 你变得麻木。它对于你来说已经很正常了， 你真正最害怕的 不是你内心的痛苦。