And if you would like to know why I am not a father -- I, who by a miracle have 22 godchildren -- the answer is in this poem, which upsets me every time I read it.
如果你想知道为什么我不是一个父亲- 我，创纪录得有22个教子女， 答案在这首诗里。 我每次读的时候都刺痛着我。