And so I went back and I studied my first two acts, trying to see who I was then, who I really was -- not who my parents or other people told me I was, or treated me like I was.
于是我就回过头 去探寻我人生的前两幕， 去看看我曾是谁， 正真的自己是什么样－ 这个自己不是我的父母或别人告诉我的， 或他们对待我的样子。