or if there is, it's not her, or not wholly her, it's a self inhabited, lived in by her, and seemingly even as she thinks it she knows what's been missing: grace, not premeditation but grace, a kind of being in the world spontaneously, with grace.
或者如果有，这不是她的，她的或不完全， 它是一个自我居住的她， 甚至她像是已经获晓 她知道什么东西被丢失： 尊严 并非智谋，是尊严 那种浑然天成的气质 带着尊严