So I remained with them, and the more I wrote that story, the more I got into those beliefs, and I think that's important for me -- to take on the beliefs, because that is where the story is real, and that is where I'm gonna find the answers to how I feel about certain questions that I have in life.
所以我决定留下来和他们一起 ，我写的越多， 我便越相信这些信仰，这对我来说是重要的 － 去真正接受这些信仰，因为这样，故事才能真实， 那便是我找到的答案 来解决我人生问题的地方。