I mean, when I first got my violin and tried to play around on it, it was actually really bad, because it didn't sound the way I'd heard from other kids -- it was so horrible and so scratchy.
我的意思是，当我开始拉小提琴时 我试着拉，当时的小提琴 事实上声音很不好听 它发出的声音并不像其他孩子那样拉得好听 声音很糟，很刺耳