And if you reach back into the dark corners of your memory, you might remember something like what I felt when my grandfather died and when I realized it could happen to me too, that sense that behind all of this the void is waiting.
并且如果你回想起 你记忆中的最黑暗的角落时， 你或许会想起和我感受相同的的一些事情 在我祖父去世的时侯我意识到 同样事情也会发生在我身上， 背后所有这一切的感受 是空虚的等待。