Now essentially, this represented taking an aggressive stance towards my own mind, a kind of psychic civil war, and in turn this caused the number of voices to increase and grow progressively hostile and menacing.
本质上，这等于要我 与自己的思想为敌 就像是心灵内战 结果我听到的怪声音反而变多了 且逐渐衍生出敌意