I feared my truth, I feared my honesty, I feared my vulnerability, and that fear made me feel like I was forced into a corner, like I was forced into a corner and there was only one way out, and so I thought about that way every single day.
我害怕真相，我害怕诚实，我害怕脆弱， 这种恐惧让我感觉到 就像我被被逼迫到一个角落里， 就像我被逼到角落里，只有一个出路， 于是，我每一天都这样想。