But I was scared, and the idea of taking the existential elevator to see my granddad sounded a lot better than being swallowed by the void while I slept.
但那时我很害怕， 乘坐可能存在的升降电梯 去见我的祖父 相比在我睡梦中巨大的空间吞噬 的想法更容易接受。