So why was it that, just a few nights later, as I stood in that same E.R. and determined that my diabetic patient did indeed need an amputation, why did I hold her in such bitter contempt?
但是为什么，仅仅过了几夜 当我站在同一个急救室并且决定 我的这位糖尿病病人需要截肢手术时 为什么我的心中带着蔑视呢？