For me, going home meant returning to the work of writing because writing was my home, because I loved writing more than I hated failing at writing, which is to say that I loved writing more than I loved my own ego, which is ultimately to say that I loved writing more than I loved myself.
对我而言, "回家"就是回去继续写作的意思, 因为写作就是我的家, 因为对写作的热爱, 远大于被拒绝带给我的伤痛, 或者说我对写作的热爱 胜过我对自我的爱, 更直接的说, 我爱写作胜过爱我自己。