So it's ironic that the landscape I'd worked so hard to escape from, and the community that I'd more or less abandoned and exiled myself from should be the very landscape, the very community I would have to return to to find my missing muse.
这倒讽刺了， 原来我曾想尽办法逃离的那些东西， 还有我几乎已摆脱的环境， 正是要找回灵感的我必须重拾的。 就在我付诸行动后，