I had, to me, a fascinating job writing about world affairs, but I could never separate myself enough from them to hear myself think -- or really, to understand if I was truly happy.
我有个对我来说绝佳的工作， 这工作让我得以撰写世界事务， 但我从来未能将自己和它清楚分开， 让自己倾听自己的思绪， 或，去理解是否我真的处于喜乐之中。