So -- so this was my nature. The thing was, I saw that the route that I took to discovering this focus in my work and who I was, I saw it as just this road to discovery.
因此， 这就是我的天性。我曾回顾 我追寻我工作的 这个重心的历程， 以及曾经的我， 我当时认为，那只是一条通往探索的道路。