I was afraid that people would see me for who I really was, that I wasn't the perfect, popular kid in high school everyone thought I was, that beneath my smile, there was struggle, and beneath my light, there was dark, and beneath my big personality just hid even bigger pain.
我害怕人们会看到我真实的样子， 并不是一个每个人都认为我是的样子： 高中的风光小孩，我其实并不完美 在我的微笑下面是斗争， 在我的光明下面是黑暗， 在我的人格下藏着更深层次的痛苦。