No, more than impulse or fancy, the girl knows what she's doing, the girl means something, the girl means to mean, because it occurs to her in that instant, that beautiful or not, bright yes or no, she's not who she is, she's not the person she is, and the reason, she suddenly knows, is that there's been so much premeditation where she is, so much plotting and planning, there's hardly a person where she is,
不超过冲动或幻想， 女孩知道她做的事， 女孩意味着什么， 该女童手段的意思是， 因为它发生她在那一刹那， 那美丽与否，光明是或否， 她不是她是谁， 她不再是曾经的她 她突然知道为何 就是有这么多有预谋 她是这么多的策划和规划， 几乎没有一个人是她，