And the problem is, that turns you into a shrewd animal who treats life as a game, and you become a cold, calculating creature who slips into a sort of mediocrity where you realize there's a difference between your desired self and your actual self.
那么问题就是，这会使你成为一个精明的动物， 一个把生活当做游戏的人， 并且你会成为一个无情的，爱计较的人， 最后堕落为庸人这一类， 直到那个时候你才意识到欲望里的自己 和真实的自己是有区别的。