But what actually happened when he signed the contract -- and by the way, he didn't want to sign that contract, he wanted to go to college -- which is what my mother, who actually does love me, said that I should do too, and I did -- well, he didn't do very well. He struggled mightily.
但事实上当他签约后 -- 其实他并不想 签约，他想去上大学 -- 而这是真的爱我的母亲 说我应该做的，而我也这么做了 -- 但其实他没做多好。他挣扎着去适应。