It wasn't until I actually did a book and a retrospective exhibition, that I could track exactly -- looks like all the craziest things that I had done, all my drinking, all my parties -- they followed a straight line that brings me to the point that actually I'm talking to you at this moment.
这些是直到我写了一本书并完成了一次巡回展后，我才确切地回想出来的—— 就好像我以前干过的那些疯狂的事儿，那些酩酊大醉，那些狂欢派对—— 这些都连成一条直线把我带领到此时此刻 让我站在这里和大家说话。