The sense in which I can be uplifting and inspiring -- I mean, there's always been a kind of a certain grim dimension to the way I try to uplift, so if grim inspiration --  -- if grim inspiration is not a contradiction in terms, that is, I'm afraid, the most you can hope for. OK, today -- that's if I succeed.
Felul in care pot sa fiu inaltator si inspirational - a existat mereu o anumita dimensiune macabra in felul in care incerc sa inalt sufleteste, asa ca daca inspiratia macabra  daca inspirarea macabra nu este o contradictie in termeni, imi e teama ca asta este maximul la care puteti spera astazi, asta daca imi iese.