And you feel really quite -- believe it or not -- detached from the instrument and from the stick, even though I'm actually holding the stick quite tightly. By holding it tightly, I feel strangely more detached.
si ma voi simti -- in mod surprinzator -- detasata de instrument si de bat, chiar daca eu tin, de fapt, batul foarte strans Tinandu-l strans, ma simt, in mod straniu, mai detasata.