And so as I contemplated all of this and looked at what was happening, I suddenly realized that there was a paradox that was emerging inside of me, and the paradox was this: in all of those sermons that I preached decrying the violence, I was also talking about building community, but I suddenly realized that there was a certain segment of the population that I was not including in my definition of community.
私はこのことを深く考え 何が起こったのか調べました そして突然 私の内なる矛盾に 気付いたのです その矛盾とは 説教では 暴力を非難し 地域社会の再建を話してきたのに 私の地域社会の定義には 含まれていない階層の人々がいることに 突然 気付いたのです