It's the feelings you can't seem to escape, the scariest part is that after a while, you become numb to it. It becomes normal for you, and what you really fear the most isn't the suffering inside of you.
逃れられない感情であり 最も怖いのが しばらくすると ― 何も感じなくなってしまい それが 普通になってしまうこと 何より 本当の恐怖は 自分自身の内なる戦いではなく