I think of how hard it must have been, how profoundly unfair it must have felt for them to feel like they had to strip away parts of my childhood just so that I could come home at night.
私がちゃんと毎晩 家に帰って来られるように 私から子供時代を奪うのが 両親にとってどれほど辛く どれほど不公平に感じられたことでしょう