Now, the reason I say that, because, afterwards, I was thinking -- well, I went back into the school -- I felt dirty; I felt betrayed; I felt ashamed, but mainly -- mainly, I felt powerless.
そのあと校舎に戻った私は 自分が汚され裏切られたと― 情けなく感じました　特に無力感でいっぱいだった なぜ今 私がこの話をするかというと―