You would be wrong. So I sat there that night beside a bottle of pills with a pen and paper in my hand and I thought about taking my own life and I came this close to doing it.
でも 違います あの夜 ― ベッドの上で 薬瓶をかたわら 紙とペンを手にして 自らの命を 絶とうと考えていました 一歩手前でした