I did expect it to be difficult, have sleepless nights, constant feedings, but I did not expect the feelings of isolation and loneliness that I experienced, and I was really surprised that no one had talked to me, that I was going to be feeling this way.
夜も眠れず 休みなく授乳するのは 覚悟していたのです でも 私が経験した孤独や寂しさは 予想もしないものでした 同時に こんな気持ちになるのだと 誰も教えてくれなかった事実に驚き