Helplessly and hopelessly, I began to retreat into this nightmarish inner world in which the voices were destined to become both my persecutors and my only perceived companions.
なすすべもなく 私は悪夢の様な自分の世界に 閉じこもる様になりました そこでは”声”は 私の批判者となりながらも 唯一の友となったのです