And as these dark clouds were circling me, and I was finding it really, really difficult to think of anything good, I said to myself that I really needed a way to focus on the positive somehow.
そして僕の周りに暗雲が垂れ込む中 明るいことを考えるのが この上なくとても難しく思えました どうにかして前向きに物事を考える方法を 見つけなくては駄目だと自分に言い聞かせました