ان ذلك الطموح قد دفعه لان يعلم ويطور نفسه بنفسه وان يتجاوز الازمات السياسية والايام العصيبة في اوقات الحروب
That ambition that had allowed him to laboriously educate himself by himself, to go through that string of political failures and the darkest days of the war.