لانه حالما عاهد جون نفسه باستجماع حياته مرة اخرى -- اولا جسديا ومن ثم عاطفيا, وثم روحيا-- وجد انه يوجد هناك قليل من الموارد متاحة لشخص حاول انهاء حياته بالطريقة التي قام بها.
Because once John committed himself to putting his life back together -- first physically, then emotionally, and then spiritually -- he found that there were very few resources available to someone who has attempted to end their life in the way that he did.