لقد اصابني هذا بالاحباط .. والتشويش لانني شعرت ان هنالك واجب مفروض علي وانه يتوجب ان اقوم به .. وكنت متحمسة لذلك ولكن مهما قدمت من عمل لاتمام ذلك الواجب .. فانني سوف افشل
This frustrated and confused me; I felt like I had been just given a homework assignment that I had to do, and I was excited to do, but no matter what I would do, I would fail.