ليس لأنهم وجدوا السلام أو السمو لكن لأنهم مهزومين مما أصبحت عليه حياتهم في كلمة ,معزولة أو بشعة
Not because they had found some final peace or transcendence, but because they were so repulsed by what their lives had become -- in a word, cut off, or ugly.