و كان كل فرد يفترض ان يكون سعيدا في ذلك المجتمع و في الواقع كانت حياتي جحيما لقد عشت مع اب مدمن على الخمر
And everyone was supposed to be happy in that community, and, in fact, my life was hell. I lived with an alcoholic father who beat me and molested me, and it was all inside that.