وصفني بعدها كابلان بأنني كنت "أتلوى بلوعة" و حتى هذه الحالة ما يصفه بدقة اضطراب ذهني مزمن ومتنامي و رفضت تناول المزيد من العقاقير
Kaplan would later describe me as 'writhing in agony.' Even in this state, what he accurately described as acutely and forwardly psychotic, I refused to take more medication.