translation.en: A hospital admission followed, the first of many, a diagnosis of schizophrenia came next, and then, worst of all, a toxic, tormenting sense of hopelessness, humiliation and despair about myself and my prospects.
translation.zh: 就在我住院后 精神分裂的诊断也一一确定了 最糟的是，那种不抱希望、屈辱 还有对自己和前途绝望的折磨 令人痛苦不堪