translation.en: In the middle of my traveling, I turned 40 and I began to hate my body, which was actually progress, because at least my body existed enough to hate it.
translation.zh: 在我的旅行中， 我度过了40岁生日，然后我开始憎恨我的身体， 这实际上是个进步， 因为至少我认可身体的存在了，我才懂得去讨厌它。