translation.en: My mind became a tool that I could use to either close down to retreat from my reality or enlarge into a gigantic space that I could fill with fantasies.
translation.zh: 我的思维变成了可以被我利用的工具 我抑或压抑思维，用它来逃避现实 抑或无限扩大， 使它成为一个可以被幻想填充的巨大空间