translation.en: And by 20, I had the sense, I really had the sense that I could overcome this, that I was now strong enough that by an act of will, I could blow the obsessional thinking away.
translation.zh: 第20次完成，我真的感觉 我可以战胜忧郁症， 我已经很坚强，可以靠意志力 扫除强迫性思考，