translation.en: It takes a long, long time to make these scores, and right now I'm working on a piece that's 180 pages in length, and it's just a big chunk of my life, and I'm just pulling out hair.
translation.zh: 花很长很长时间才做出来 现在我正在作一个180 页长的谱子 这占用我生活很大部分,我就不停地揪头发