translation.en: "And four months before this happened, four months before Myesha died, I thought I could really fix this man. So I had a baby by him -- insane -- thinking that if I gave him his own kid, he would leave mine alone.
translation.zh: 而且在事情发生的四个月前，Myesha死前的四个月， 我以为我可以治好这个男人。于是我给他生了一个孩子--太疯狂了-- 想着如果把他的亲生孩子交给他，他就会放我的孩子一马。