translation.en: I have some ones that were long lasting: from the age of five to 15, this was supposed to be my side occupation, and it led to a sense of failure.
translation.zh: 还有一些持续比较久的心理创伤：从五到十五岁 成为一个钢琴家理应变成我的第二职业 但最终它只变成我感觉失败的来源