translation.en: Underneath, I was actually deeply unhappy, insecure and fundamentally frightened -- frightened of other people, of the future, of failure and of the emptiness that I felt was within me.
translation.zh: 只是我内心其实不快乐而且不安 骨子里很害怕…… 怕其他人、未来，怕失败 还有内心的空虚感