translation.en: You would be wrong. So I sat there that night beside a bottle of pills with a pen and paper in my hand and I thought about taking my own life and I came this close to doing it.
translation.zh: 你就错了。所以我那天晚上坐在床上 旁边是一瓶药，我手上拿着纸笔 我想着要终结自己的生命 我差一点点就做了