translation.en: And I think what disgusts me more than anything, looking back, is how the hell did I let my personal happiness get so tied up with this business thing?
translation.zh: 而那次经历最让我感到厌恨是，我竟然会把我快乐与商业上的成败挂起钩来。 现在回头看看， 最让我感到愧疚的是 我怎么会把我个人的快乐与商场的成败联系在一起？