translation.en: So here I was wallowing in a vortex of emotions and depression and what have you, with the enormity of the situation, wanting to go to a place of healing, health and happiness.
translation.zh: 所以现在我沉迷于 一种情绪的漩涡中 沮丧，和那些令你 感到情况的严酷的思绪 我想得到痊愈，健康和幸福