translation.en: This frustrated and confused me; I felt like I had been just given a homework assignment that I had to do, and I was excited to do, but no matter what I would do, I would fail.
translation.zh: 这让我沮丧和迷惑 我感觉我被安排了一个 不得不做的同时令人振奋的作业 但是不论我做什么，我都会失败