translation.en: And so as I contemplated all of this and looked at what was happening, I suddenly realized that there was a paradox that was emerging inside of me, and the paradox was this: in all of those sermons that I preached decrying the violence, I was also talking about building community, but I suddenly realized that there was a certain segment of the population that I was not including in my definition of community.
translation.zh: 当我仔细思考整个事件 想着刚刚发生的一切 我突然意识到 我内在的意识出现了一个悖论 这个悖论就是 在我布道的过程中 我不仅在谴责暴力行为 同时也在宣传构建社区 但是我忽然意识到 有这样一群人 我一直把他们排除在社区这个概念之外