translation.en: My parents were totally stressed out about me going and auditioning and traveling and performing all over the place, but they knew that it was much better for me to do that than be preoccupied with my own mortality all of the time.
translation.zh: 我的父母很担忧我 出去试镜 旅行和四处表演， 但是他们知道我这样做我自己会感觉好很多 这样总比整日担心我自己的死亡要好很多。