translation.en: And I found myself in conversation after conversation with classmates and colleagues, professors, friends, even relatives, beginning to question my own role and my own aspirations.
translation.zh: 然后我发现自己无数次， 在和同学、同事、教授、 朋友，甚至是和亲戚的对话中， 开始质疑我自己的角色和志向。