translation.en: A reaction to the medication the clinic gave me for my depression left me suicidal. And I remember thinking, "If I killed myself, no one would notice."
translation.zh: 诊所针对我沮丧开的药物的副作用 让我有点自杀的倾向。我还记得当时想， “如果我自杀了，可能没人会发现的”