translation.en: Because I'd had such a bad problem with self-injury that most of the cutlery in the house had been hidden, so I ended up arming myself with a plastic fork, kind of like picnic ware, and sort of sat outside the room clutching it and waiting to spring into action should anything happen.
translation.zh: 因为在那之前我自残过好几次 所以家里大部分的餐具都被藏起来 最后我拿一支塑料叉当武器 就是那种野餐用的，然后坐在门外 把叉子夹在腋下高度戒备