translation.en: But this wave started, and if I question the wave, or try to stop the wave or look back at the wave, I often have the experience of whiplash or the potential of my neck breaking.
translation.zh: 但它开始兴起了，如果我心存怀疑， 或试图阻止，或回首张望， 我就经常会有一种备受煎熬的感觉，