translation.en: I thought about it every single day, and if I'm being totally honest, standing here I've thought about it again since, because that's the sickness, that's the struggle, that's depression, and depression isn't chicken pox.
translation.zh: 我每一天都这样想， 如果我完全诚实的站在这里 我告诉你我有再次想过，因为这就是疾病， 这就是斗争，那是抑郁， 抑郁症不是水痘。