translation.en: Because I didn't think of that.    Because, you know, the one thing, one thing that you get with this disease, this one comes with a package, is you get a real sense of shame, because your friends go, "Oh come on, show me the lump, show me the x-rays," and of course you've got nothing to show, so you're, like, really disgusted with yourself because you're thinking, "I'm not being carpet-bombed. I don't live in a township."
translation.zh: 因为我没想过要振作呢  因为有一样东西 得了这种病你会得到它 这是整套附送的 就是你会感到很羞耻 因为你的朋友们会说 “来 给我看看肿块 给我看看X光片” 当然你什么都没有可以拿来展示的 你就会变得很厌恶自己因为你觉得 “没有很多人来看望我 我不是在城镇里生活”