translation.en: "I've kissed numerous other boys and it hasn't felt good, the kisses felt messy and wrong, but kissing Lucas feels beautiful and almost spiritual."
translation.zh: “我与其他许多男孩接吻，但这感觉并不怎么好， 这些吻让我觉得肮脏并且是不对的， 但与卢卡斯接吻的感觉很美好，甚至是精神上的。”