translation.en: I thought if I skipped it might help my nerves, but I'm actually having a paradoxical reaction to that, so that was a bad idea.  Anyway, I was really delighted to receive the invitation to present to you some of my music and some of my work as a composer, presumably because it appeals to my well-known and abundant narcissism.  And I'm not kidding, I just think we should just
translation.zh: 嗯..我想着我如果跳过这段会使我缓解下情绪 不过我对刚才鼓掌有个矛盾的反应 所以..嗯..不太好. 不过呢,作为一个作曲家 我非常高兴能得到这样一个机会 去向你们展示一些我们音乐作品 因为这正符合我出名和很强的自恋倾向 我没开玩笑,我认为我应该说出来