translation.en: I believed I could keep him from dying, and I'd be embarrassed to say that if I hadn't seen so many people and have talked to so many people who have felt exactly the same way.
translation.zh: 我相信我能阻止他的死亡 这么说我会不好意思，如果我 没有见过那么多，跟那么多有着相同情况的人 交谈过的话