translation.en: He didn't want cry in front of me, but he knew he wasn't going to make it back to the city, and it was better me than to allow himself to express these feelings and emotions in front of the women.
translation.zh: 他不想在我面前哭。 但他实在是忍不住了， 最好还是在我面前 而不是在女性面前去表达这些感情。