translation.en: Now in this situation where I was faced with so many different kinds of realities, I was unsure how to judge, because I didn't know what it would mean for me.
translation.zh: 改变周边的环境。 如今，我身处在这个纷乱的环境中， 我不知道该如何决断， 因为我不知道我的决断对我而言意味着什么。