translation.en: And I think I learned a lot about what happiness was by going through such unbelievable grief, just standing on the edge of that abyss and just wanting to jump in.
translation.zh: 我想，我之所以知道幸福是什么 是因为我经历了这些难以置信的悲痛， 就站在深渊边上，只想要跳下去。