translation.en: But thankfully, a light bulb went on over my head, and my next reaction was very different, and I took a step back, and I thought, "Whoa -- you know, has it really come to this?
translation.zh: 但还好， 我头脑一清醒，而我的下面的反应就非常不同了， 我退回一步想， “停，真的达到这种地步了吗？