quaenam autem mentis vel quae discordia fati? Parcarumne latens fraus est? abrumpere cuncta iamdudum cum luce libet; sed comprimit ensem nescio qui deus et meme ad graviora reservat.
But what means this divided mind, this change of fortune? Is it a trap laid for me by the Fates? I long to make an instant end of all things by taking my own life. But some god arrests my sword and keeps me alive that I may suffer even worse.
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