neque enim ex integro flecti umquam ad hoc possum, ut de peregrinantibus amicis, quippe quos bellicum militarisque tessera terit, donec secunda cognosco, non adversa formidem.
for until I get favourable tidings I can never quite avoid a disposition to fear the worst about friends abroad, particularly those kept busy by the war-trumpet and orders of the day.
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