You just publically admitted to a DUI/DWI. No one made you eat anything. No one made you drive illegally. And no, you wouldn't have died from an edible, you just think you did. The mind is incredibly powerful. I think you should read the packaging and consider starting off with far less if you are not sure how you will react, as all the free information provided by the state of Alaska indicates. You take enough tiny Tylenol and it will be your last headache ever, the burden of responsibility is on you to decide what you put in your body.