I wasn't talking about celibacy and pedophilia being related. I was just thinking out loud about how I deeply wanted a "contemplative, spiritual life" from an early age, was not able to realize this vocation, married, had a few kids, etc, and now I understand why people gathered and still gather together in communities, for this purpose. Maybe the celibacy requirement was and is an unnecessary burden... If everyone in the community shares in the child-rearing responsibilities. Who knows? But I was in no way implying that celibacy causes pedophilia.