LL,  "not sure of your ... formation."
Seminary "formation" was indoctrination.  Critical thinking was not encouraged, rather suspect. Seminarians didn't even have an idea of CT. In "ye old days" seminarians just wanted to "get ordained."  What do I have to sign, agree to? True education began after seminary if one was willing to study, read, reflect, interact, discuss, etc.  Many did not a'tall! Seminary gave 'em answers.
In visits to 1500 plus parishes, few had libraries, more cds, dvds. 
Uninterested in substantive conversation.
Overwhelmingly intellectually incurious like presidents Bush and our current so-called president. Dangerous.
I don't hold to an anthropomorphic god. Pagans were great for this.
Would the RCC make belief in such a de fide definita statement? It is afraid to.
Leaves people, like you, in the lurch, sadly.