To all the people who are currently reading this post and know they are abusing children right now and just haven't been caught yet:  PLEASE end your own life now before you take another child down with you. People who know you probably think you're a great person right now because they don't know what you do to kids in your spare time (this includes buying kid porn.) So those around you may be sad you took your own life but it's better for us ignorant people to pity your lost life than to know that you continued to choose to hurt others when you had suicide as an option if you couldn't stop.  I am sure you are a victim yourself and if the person who hurt you had killed themselves prior to hurting you, you wouldn't be hurting either now.  So do the right thing, please be brave and really stop yourself this time before another kid has to tell a teacher, counselor or parent what you did to them.