Well, author Dan Stockman:  you say potayto & I say potahto:  

The entire experience was years of hell & death, terror & fury. I thought I would die.  

The few in my family who hadn't already left the church & all organized religion, over the many vatican & bishops' clerical idiocies, were gone after this blasphemous abuse  of the sisters.

Do me a favor, Mr. Stockman: Try to realize that you have no right to paint a pretty face on this Inquisition of c. 50,000 sisters, just because it eventually ended.