There are many "lost victims" who have been stonewalled for decades. They played kick the can down the road with us for a long time. We have been betrayed, abandoned and re injured too many times.  You have no idea what its like to be repeatedly raped by a priest as a child.  Being raped by a revered priest crushes your attempts at a comforting relationship with God. The churches response was even worse for us 'lost victims"  
I am sickened by your comments as they are just another abandonment. You would be happy if we just ended our lives. You may get your way, from this victim. There will be one less that you have to worry about taking away from the real work of the church which makes you feel good.  It would be a waste to take care of those who were most betrayed and continually abandoned. If your views are what being Catholic has become, that is pretty sad.
You have no idea how it feels to have dreams so real that repeat the abuse over and over that makes one afraid to go to sleep.