When I was having a bad day of driving home through ice storm and traffic jam and so lonely and tired, I asked, ‘Lord who is my beloved?   It was about three month later one day, I stood outside looking at the beautiful blue sky and all of sudden Lord said to me ”Whoever do the will of  God is your beloved.”   At that time, I thought that was not all that helpful answer.  How would I know who is doing the will of God?         Not every mystical graces are helpful!