Seriously?! Bravo for trying to make it interesting, but caring for what other strangers think about one, only makes one deserve the outcome of one's pitiful actions in response to those perceptions. This can also be applied to family relationships, but all depends on one's emotional intelligence. Family and "friends" are not everything for an educated and intelligent person. They probably are for "just another (emotional) brick in the wall". Our thoughts and "self" perceptions are the sources of our own depressions, although the causes may be external.