I am running projects to generate self employment in India for last 30 years(ref: kittuselfemployment.blogspot.com).I came to visit USA on a sight seeing. Moved by the unemployment scenario I decided to launch a project Arranged with some person to start a chain of units with Natural Health Drink powder for 5 Lakh USD as lead unit. Just before finalization accidentally I saw the film "Swadesh". I felt as if a big slap on my face. I broke down cried like a baby. How can I leave my mother. My mother India.So I canceled everything and returning back. I have no word to express my immotion, I am crying every day to return home return to my mother's lap the golden land where the heroine is standing,the serene mountain the loving river the temple,the panchayat s,villages the trees forests,lakes and above all the loving people. How could I ever think of leaving them and stay in a country where I am an alien. I was so stupid and an idiot. Sharukh Khan was not acting but reflecting what is going on inside me.My million thanks to Ashutoshji. He saved me from sinking.