Betray
In this essay, the author questions the notion of vocation, starting from a presupposition : to arrive at a work is as much a question of betrayal as a desire to belong. She traces the stages that shape the work to come, probing the texts that have nourished her and the thinkers who have contributed to sharpening her eye for the creative mechanism, the materials at the origin of a rethinking of the self, and the creation of a poetic form. Outside the shackles of language, but on the margins of an interiority that can become a form of claustration, the author seeks a space within herself that can give rise to what Beckett named unnameable, and which nevertheless has much to say, to invent.