depression
"I have been seeing a counselor regarding some personal issues going on.  She thought I was mildly autistic or had some sort of social disorder because she couldn't read my body language.  I am in my mid 40s and work in PR.  Nobody has ever brought it up. She said to go to a behavioral specialist anyway to see what they says.  The Specialist diagnosed me with Cyclothemia, which seems to be bipolar light, or rather just moody.  Certainly the latter is true.  I'm not a fan of meds but this has really changed me, for the better I believe.  If I forget to take it, boy can I tell.  Not sure if it's withdrawals or how I used to feel.  If I lose my insurance I can keep taking it.  It's cheap thank goodness."