depression
"I was taking Lexapro for years up until 2013 when I was brave enough to try to get off of it.  I successfully got off after a long and gradual dose cutting process.  I've been doing well until a recent bump in the road that sent me down into a hole.  I went to my doctor and took my first dose yesterday.  Holy hell wagon!  I've honestly never felt worse in my entire life.  This drug showed me what depressed really means.  My ears were ringing, extremeties felt like they were being electrocuted, lethargic, and a feeling of utter devastation came over me.  All these feelings just came rushing to the surface.  All this guilt I felt about breaking up with my ex.  I reached out to her last night and we might get back together.  Maybe worth it?"