anxiety
"I was diagnosed with renal cell carcinoma when I was 36. Kidney Cancer.  Luckily it was found by accident and very early. Stage 1.  It was the best possible diagnosis you can get when you are told you have cancer.  My Grandmother (78) died of cancer.  My mom (57) died of cancer, My dad (68) had skin cancer which was removed and now my sister-in-law (47) was diagnosed with stage IV Ovarian cancer and has been doing chemo and will have surgery tomorrow (Feb 12, 2014).  To say I have anxiety is a huge understatement.  I am in remission. It's been 6 years.  There isn't a moment that goes by where I don't think about cancer. It came to a point where I couldn't get out of bed. Xanax has changed my life. I can move on and live."