schizoaffective disorde
"I have just been on the medication for 2 weeks and finally feel like a human being again.  I am sleeping better, not overeating, feel happier, am more talkative and actually feel like living.  I have not had a psychotic episode in the past 2 weeks but I know this might not be the reason since the medication is so new.   I truly was a real burden on everyone because I was upset, angry, seeing or hearing things and crying all the time.  Not many people understood just how bad I felt.  I'm hoping to get feeling even better but if this is the best that it gets I will sure be okay with just feeling like this.  No one knows how hopeless this disease can make you feel."