bipolar disorde
"I admitted myself to a mental health facility 7 days ago and asked for help after 4 days. I was diagnosed with  bipolar disorder and social phobia. I've been on lithium  for six days and I've totally changed and it wonderful! I'm no longer in a manic or depressive state. I no longer have urges of hurting a complete stranger. It was that bad. I still can't go out in public but at the same time I want to be able to go out in public. I'm just relieved that I'm not volatile ,depressed, or manic anymore."