anxiety
"I have very bad post traumatic stress disorder with severe anxiety. As for a back story for the medicines I've tried: all SSRIs, two MAOIs, and one tricyclic antidepressants to try to calm the anxiety and bad dreams, all did nothing but either make me a zombie or made me suicidal with severe panic attacks.  Now on to benzodiazepines:  Xanax, Kolonopin, and Valium, the first and last were not strong enough for me and being a 5'6" and 110lb woman, I could not get an increase in dosage because I was too small for that.  I was also on Buspar which did nothing but make me have fits of rage and very severe panic attacks.   
Now what I'm on: Ativan 2mg 3x a day and gabapentin 300mg 3x a day
How I feel:  my anxiety is nearly gone. I can only hope that it stays this way."