bipolar disorde
"I feel like this medication has saved my life.  At the beginning of 2010, I had a mental breakdown.  I was suffering from crying spells for no apparent reason and just did not want to live.  I felt like I was watching someone go through the motions of my life and my true self was suffering and hurting.  I made an emercency appointment with my psychiatrist.  He started me at 50mg on day one, 100mg on day two, 150mg day three, 200mg day four and 300mg as maintenance.  I used to have passive suicidal thoughts all the time and can now say that I don't.  I've suffered from this condition for 12 years (Depersonalization Disorder).  I've not known what it is like to not have depression until now.  I feel like I owe my life to Seroquel XR."