borderline personality disorde
"This drug made me really tired the first few days. My emotions were almost non existent the first 2 days. After two days my emotions were back but not nearly as strong. I didn't have the impulse to commit suicide every day. I didn't have horrible crying fits when I was home alone. My self harm stopped almost completely. I gained a little weight on it but that's OK, but I'll work to lose the weight the old fashioned way. It makes me drive less recklessly, as well has stopped my want to binge and purge. It helped make me a little more rational and much less turbulent. I've been able to joke around a lot easier, and not take everything to heart. I'm able to get out of bed in the morning without wanting to 'sleep the pain away'."