birth control
"I only took this medication for the first month, but I refuse to continue with it. The first week everything was fine, but over the course of two weeks I've had extreme mood swings that just kept progressing to the point that I couldn't stand to be near my two year old. Every little thing she did set me off and that terrifies me because I've always had so much patience with her. I was having horrible vivid dreams and the last day I was on it I had been having suicidal ideations. I'd rather just risk getting pregnant than to risk feeling like that ever again."