birth control
"I got the implant on the same day that I had a d&c procedure for my miscarriage. I thought my weight gain was just extra pounds I didn't lose from the baby and I just needed to try harder. I thought my depression and anxiety was because I lost my baby. It's been a year now, I've done alot of work. I haven't lost a pound. I start crying out of nowhere at work. I have no motivation to continue trying and have had a lot of suicidal ideation. I am getting this thing taken out of my arm on the 7th and I couldn't be more excited. I just want to be me again. Oh and I forgot to mention that almost every pair of underwear I own have become "period panties" because I bleed on a constant basis yet it's rarely enough to need a tampon. Yay.."