bipolar disorde
"It made my "down side" not go as deep, but I felt like I could not leave the house - I didn't want to.  No visitors - didn't want any. Since I'm a very social person my friends and family were concerned. My "up side was better - I wasn't POed all the time and the thought racing slowed way down. Not the best experience, but better than the whole trip down the rabbit hole it would have been."