alcohol dependence
"I have attempted sobriety several times, all resulting in returning to alcohol. I attempted Antabuse once and panicked. 

I have learned from my experiences. I have been sober for over 3 months now, started Antabuse two weeks ago. Now it is my system I could not rate it high enough but would stress being in the correct state of mind is essential. I have not succeeded in the past but am extremely confident that I can and will this time.

SIDE EFFECTS OF ANTABUSE

Tiredness
Headaches
Spots

SIDE EFFECTS OF ALCOHOL

Blackouts
Vomiting
Hangovers
Memory Loss
Cost
Time in Hospital
Loss of Bladder/Bowel Control
Physical Damage to self (accidents, broken bones)
Seizures
Embarrassment 
After effects due to behavior whilst drunk.

PREFERENCE?"