post traumatic stress disorde
"Was untreated for bipolar 2 disorder until age 30. Diagnosed with chronic PTSD after service. 

Vets. Request this from the VA. I've tried it all, and this is the only one that works for me. You wanna feel joy again? See things in a positive perspective? Realize how jacked up PTSD effects your judgement? Brothers and Sisters, this is your light. 
Saved my life. Thank you thank you."