pain
"I have been all the way up to 150-200 mg with 30 mg breakthru.  I really had a life then but wasn't really "there".   I couldn't find any doctor in my area to presribe fentenyl so all I got was 15mg oxycodone and that's it. I have a 30 degree curve in back, left hip damage, Crohn's disease and now colon cancer.  I'm back on them but only at 50 mg every 72 hours.   It's a joke.  The DEA here is cruel to people that truly need it.   Tolerance included, I don't absorb oral meds but do receive very few 15's for break thru.  I am waiting for a pain pump once my colon is removed but can I make it?  I'm angry, depressed and want to just sleep without screaming."