depression
"I've never been so happy in my life. It's not a fake, life is strangely perfect happiness. It's not the "I'm in my head, three feet away from everything and no one knows me" feeling I've gotten from previous antidepressants. I feel balanced and for the first time in my life (I'm 28, female) feel like I am actually coming from a well-grounded place. As others have said, when a dose is late or missed, the effects are pretty awful. The longer I've been on it though they are getting less intense. The first few times I was late, I became very quickly, extremely depressed, lethargic, dizzy, nauseous and irritable. I was having shooting lightening like feelings in my brain that would cause me to stop dead in my tracks and look pretty crazy."