Having Trouble Visualizing I want to stop being an armchair mage, but I can't seem to visualize well, no matter how hard I try.

To put it in words, I try to imagine something in the black void I see with my closed eyes. For example, a red triangle. All I can manage is a fuzzy brightish spot, without any color. I can't even manage to get the spot to show up clearly on top of the void, if that makes any sense.

Am I just neurologically incapable of visualization? Or am I just an inept asshole?