I've always liked being feminine but I know literally nothing about anything really related to it. To preface, I am a 19 year old Asexual (most likely caused by lower testosterone, but I've never really gotten this checked) guy, and I've always enjoyed being at least somewhat feminine. I kinda realized this about a year ago, and started growing out my hair, but I don't know what I can do without my family really finding out past this (not that my family finding out would be disastrous, but I would rather not until I'm on my own).