Sappy Reflections of Nicole’s Season Out of everyone in the house I think Nicole has grown so much. She came in shy, intimidated by the gorgeous girls with tons of makeup and jocks. She had some hard times that were painful to watch but prevailed in the end. It took some time but she found her voice, got out of her “comfy” zone and stood strong in her truth. She finally realized that it’s okay to be different and she owns it. It’s okay to be silly, quirky and not be a follower. It’s ironic but It really doesn’t matter if she takes first place or third place because she will be able to walk out of the BB house with a new level of confidence and happiness that money can’t buy. Jackson and Holly both have personal issues from their past and in the end want what she has. Peace. So proud of her and can’t wait till she realizes how much she is loved.