I came out to my brother. So many feelings. Is this normal ? I just came out to my elder brother (married) about being gay and it went well. He was surprised at this but not shocked and he is supportive but I can’t shake off these feelings of anxiety, uplift, awkwardness, and lightness at the same time. I’m reliving the conversation over and over again and thinking maybe It was bit too much to put out to him.

For reference I just turned 30 this year and coming out is tremendously difficult where I am from, even talking about sex is a taboo let alone sexuality.

So is it normal to have these mixed feelings after such an event ? And how to relax myself ?