Will I ever be normal again? I was in an abusive relationship but he's changed and now I can't let go of the past. I still get upset when I accidently read things that remind me of it and become totally useless. Right now he has the watch the baby because I read something that reminded me so I'm hiding in the shower burning myself with hot water. I want to be normal. I don't want to feel like this
 Will I ever get better. He doesn't think I should still be sad or upset or anything but I can't stop it.


