Not being part of my partners journey pisses me off. I feel like I am missing so many very important things because of corona. My partner amd I are both Transmale and transitioning, but I am far behind him. And now, because of Corona, I feel like I am missing so many very important steps from him. I was never able to join him when he gets his T-shots (at the doctors) and now I am not even allowed to join him at his appointment for top surgery. I know its just the little things but I really feel like I am not part of his journey and it pisses me off so much.