Is a relationship even possible when depressed? So I've been seeing this girl for quite a while now and we hit it off pretty well. She really is great and she takes good care of me. I love the cuddles and the food. But something deep inside me keeps telling me I can't give her what she deserves.      

I know it sounds cheesy but sometimes I just behave in ways I don't wanna behave.. like complaining too much about life when I'm with her or canceling plans for the evening hours before because I'm too depressed to go outside. It really fucks with me because I don't wanna hurt her or make her think I don't like her anymore :(   

But I also don't wanna make my depression responsible for it, although it kinda is, but I am not sure if I am willing to share that part of my personality with her yet   

why can't it be easy yo?