One of the biggest denial that i had when I'm stil OWE is Jesus Existence before he was born as a human. I have to avoid all the verses that proves that Jesus lived as spirit before he was born as a human... I mean, hundreds of verses I had to ignore. Any same thoughts on this? Ive been debting many religions, specially Christians(muslims dont care jesus topic though)and all of them proves that Jesus existed before he was in a human form. I just believed myself I'm in the truth, if i were in the truth, then why do i have to deny those proofs? I felt guilty on this, while taking care of EVilMs photo(which i burned down eventually)