I didn’t feel any strong emotions about the build up to the 2020 US presidential election until just now. Just 5 minutes ago, I got in bed. I should’ve just put my phone away and went to sleep. Now my heart is racing after checking the results and some news coverage. I’m anxious. I know many people are sharing similar emotions tonight. Idk what to do honestly, but I guess the benign part of this is that I’ve gone back to painting recently. Ordered some oil pastels, so if shit hits the fan, I hope I can escape reality through art.