I'm lonely, bitter and can't stop thinking about being FA I need to get this out and share it the whole world. I'm 25/M/Indian/Virgin

And I feel all the above. Certain days, I'm okay, but this week I've been feeling like shit. In three months I turn 26 and nothing has gone right for me. On the outside I put up this perfect facade, but inside I'm dying. Being so inexperience scares me and the thought of being with a girl who has more experience than me intimidates me to the point I just want to give up and stop thinking, but I can't stop thinking about it. I truly don't offer much in a relationship. How do people formulate relationships, in my head I can, but in reality I just can't.