I go to anxiety meetings...in my head I'm 20 years old and I've been suffering from severe anxiety for as long as I can remember. My mum wasn't exactly motherly so I spent my entire childhood watching tv. I didn't have friends and my mum didn't really hang out with me much. My dad didn't want anything to do with me so whenever it was his turn to see me he'd drop me off at my grandparents. So to recap; 20 years of neglect. It's so bad I can't go outside. I can't get a job because of it. I'm terrified of people I guess. I really want to go to anxiety meetings but like I said I'm massively terrified of people, so I create a meeting in my head. I tell them my problems. And more than often I cry. I went to my CPN the other day who I haven't seen in ages, again, from fear. And she's going to get me a therapist.