Day 9: I almost gave in last night... I had a great day yesterday. I went on a long solo hike and then spent some quality time with my parents. 

But it's a long weekend, and I haven't been sleeping well. All day, in the back of my mind, I was wondering if it would be so bad if I bought 1 joint from the club. I thought about how nice it would be to smoke a little and watch Netflix. 

After leaving my parents house, I drove to the cannabis club and parked in the lot. I pulled open the website to place an order and then I stopped. 

I thought about this group and all the great support I have received. I reminded myself of why I want to be sober from weed and of all the progress I have made in the past week. 

So I turned on my car and I went home.