My cat Steve was hit by a vehicle today while I was away. My mom told me he immediately ran under the car in our driveway, where he died, eyes still open. He always seemed to me like the most affectionate, wonderful cat I've ever seen. (He was a ragdoll cat) We have another cat, Maiden, who is right now locked inside. I've lost thing I cared about most, my only source of happiness, and I feel to blame for believing any neighborhood is safe for a cat.   