Another crush that's heavily into bdsm and freaky stuff that hurts women, I AM ABOUT DONE WITH THIS SHIT! Just when it seems that I hit the jackpot with a guy, he is just another one of those "modern edgy assholes". His social media full of crazy bdsm weirdism, fetishism and darkness, just stuff to hurt women and then I felt rePULSION inside as I remembered my ex choking me without my consent in the past, IS IT REALLY A LOST CAUSE OUT THERE?