I'm turning 21, and have no interest in celebrating... I'm full of regret, and hate were I have ended up in life.i have literally accomplished nothing, and i have like no social skills. I don't wanna celebrate because of this, kinda just want to lay in bed all day till it's over so I can get back to my boring life.i have lost interest in life, used enjoy a couple of things, that kinda kept me going, now it's just meh. I don't know what the fuck is going on, so lonely all the time. Everyone I know is getting on with there lives and look so happy all the time. I really don't understand how people can be so happy, I feel depressed, inadequate and lonely. I can't even approach and talk to people without freaking the fuck out inside, and then beating my self up about it later. So tired of the same shit all the time.