Search for jobs every day, I don't think I'll ever get a job again let alone keep one at this point. My Resume is trash, large gaps and short employment. I get disability but that is hardly anything. Unlike most here being I hate being NEET it's fucking depressing and could cause me to go insane but I also hate working but I need money to do things, move out, travel and just live. I'd like to make money on my own terms, passive income or have my own business or something where I'm in charge but it's a pipedream. I know I need a job right now, my savings are dwindling but at the same time, I know I need to at some point get or create a job or way of making money that I will enjoy, as working full time at a job I hate would make me suicidal. I can't get a job, let alone keep one, I suck at every job I've ever done. 