I’m surprised of how well I’m dealing with this I (18F) have been dating my SO (21M) for a few months. He came to visit me about a week ago and stayed for two weeks. I cried my eyes out when he left and continued to cry until 2 days after he was gone. Now I just feel normal and incredibly happy with him and really excited because I might be going to him in April. As a person who has BPD(borderline personality disorder for those who don’t know),I’m extremely proud of myself for not bursting into tears every time we talk or not getting his chat full of messages because I feel lonely. I do miss him A LOT and he’s the love of my life and I hope we get to close this distance soon(we have plans to close it in 2y), but I do not feel like I want to die because of the distance. Is this normal? 