I'm scared of losing my eyesight It's 5.37 am and I'm crying. I have this irrational fear of going blind (I'm 18f) and I have myopia, around 4 in each eye. I have a history of crying after every doctor's appointment because every time my power increases by .25 or .50 and I use my phone a lot it's totally on me. Right now because of the lockdown I'm on my phone more often and I'm not sure why I started freaking out right now about macular holes because I was checked for it last August. I didn't have it but I started looking at the symptoms and eventually about myopia, now I'm scared. I know times are hard and people are dying, this is very dumb and I shouldn't be thinking about this but I'm really scared. I know I won't go blind but I'm scared. My throat started closing but now I'm fine, I'm just scared.