Feeling sorry for my partner Found out I had CPtSD about a year ago. I’m doing much better than I was before knowing I had CPTSD. However, I Got triggered a few days ago and have been spiraling ever since. Luckily I got an emergency therapy appointment for this weekend. 

I told my boyfriend that all of this doesn’t seem fair to him. He said that he gets to decide what’s fair to him, and I get to decide what’s fair to me. I told him that it may be a long process, and it feels like he’s in a tough position, and he said that he’s in the best position because he’s with me. I feel so sorry for him that I will make his life harder, and I don’t understand why he wants to stay with me knowing I may get triggered sometimes for the rest of my life.