Had my assessment today. Apparently I'm too 'complex' to be diagnosed without a whole team assessing me. Finally had my assessment today! Honestly it went pretty great, and by the end of it she said she thought there was a high possibility that I've been misdiagnosed as unspecified bipolar. But I got a call from her this afternoon saying that she's giving a deferred diagnosis pending a second opinion. Apparently my case is too complex due to a TBI when I was 13. She's referring me to the public health system so I can get assessed by a full team. Probably will be waiting close to 6 months to get an appointment.

I know that setbacks should be expected, but damn I got my hopes up that I could start getting this shit sorted. I'm coming into my 4th year of uni and I was so hopeful I could start getting the right treatments so I could actually start achieving to my potential. I'm so tired of not being able to fucking study, shower, cook, I just want to be able to think.