I had forgotten my true self ... My therapist recommend to "be an version exaggerated of my own self", to contrast my tendency of emulate others/masking myself really well. 
 I don't know what to do!!!
 When I was chatting with him, I said to me "Wooow, the coming week will be so fun!" and... now... I don't know. What is me? Had I forgot what I wish, and dream? 