Cognitive Dissonance In-Action? Born and Raised 15-year-old PIMO here. Used to be PIMI++ only a matter of months ago...

After reading/watching/hearing something that disproves God, the Bible, The Governing Body, The Watchtower, etc. I quickly forget what it was. Almost instantly, I cannot recall what was learned, and need to go through it all over again. I've watched a single video around 3 times, but still vaguely recall what it has said.

Is this brainwashing in action? If so, how can I interrupt the process?