Any PPD/PPA\birth trauma bromo survivors out there that had more kids later? Pregnant with #2 and could use some encouragement 12 weeks along and starting to really doubt myself. Am I fucking crazy for doing this again? I felt really stable emotionally the first month but the past few weeks my mood has really been flip flopping and my anxiety has been kicking up. Just worried everything that went wrong last time will go wrong again and that I won't be strong enough to handle 2 kids. Or I get paranoid something bad is going to happen to this baby to "punish" me for being depressed during my first uneventful pregnancy and after having my first since she was practically angelic she was such a good baby and I still had PPD/PPA. It doesn't help everyone keeps telling me I better buckle up because this baby is going to be WAY harder than my first! I dunno.....just feeling down and full of doubt. Encouragement and stories/thoughts/advice would be very much appreciated ❤