How to stop hating myself? I know it's a dumb question, but I just seem to go through this endless cycle. Where I work for a few days, feel great, then feel shitty for a few days, and it just keeps repeating. I'm tired of going back down so hard on this rollercoaster, wanting to just completely cut everything out of my life. But there are just less and less things these days that even get me happy. I feel I have nothing to be excited for, and that I'm just on an endless march, hoping for some random event to come along and make things interesting again.

This was kind of a ramble, and I don't know if it's even the right sub but, anything helps.