Regret and lack of care I feel almost stable now but I never quite lose the feeling that I should have killed myself. I regret it alot, daily probably. And I dont even know why. Nothing is wrong with my life, and I'm lucky for so many things - a career I generally like, friends and colleagues that I like being around, a great relationship, and family that cares about me. Why am I like this? Why do I just not care about much anymore. Why am I overflowing with regret about not ending it.