Friends and their babies I’ve been dealing with the loss of my baby for a  while and like to think I’ve been making some good headway in terms of coping with everything. But, my due date is this week. If that hasn’t been bad enough on its own, I’ve had FOUR friends have their babies within the past three days. I want to be happy for them, but it feels impossible right now. Just feeling super sucky about all of it, I want my baby too.. hoping that when my due date officially passes it’ll go back to the upward progression I had before, but we’ll see. 