Im in love with my straight bestfriend Ok so me and my friend are both 18 we've been hanging out since about 15. No one from highschool knows in gay except one guy. I have had a super crazy crush on my friend eli for a long time now and I think he might now I'm gay and I think hes been trying to hint he is curious. For instance whenever we wrestle, I go and try and make sure that I end up with my face in his crouch. Well the other day we were wrestling and i did that again but this time I could feel his dick with my face. Normally he would try and wrestle harder to get me away but this time he kinda humped the ground and my face. I could feel his cock getting harder too like it was turning him on. It was so hard to resist the urge to not put his dick in my mouth through his shorts. It was kinda awkward after cause I had such a big boner and I was trying to hide it.  

What should I do