Why do we do this to ourselves?? I've been a serious Met fan since teeball and I don't know why I put myself through this. I was following the bullpen implosion on ESPN gamecast last night while my extended family all watched the Yanks win in 11 innings.  
It would be so easy to be a Yanks fan to enjoy good baseball but I know that A) I could never do without baseball and B) I could never have the Yanks as my primary team.  
I'm stuck with this ownership and front office incompetence and I can't help but think, "why do I do this to myself??"