I went to church for the first time in years... So, I went to church with my grandparents on sunday. I'm an atheist but my girlfriend and I where staying at my grandparents visiting and she(my grandmother) asked us to come with them. It's a petty casual church, some people where dressed-up, some where in jeans and t-shirts. But it's a fairly conservative church. Both my grandparents are extremely accepting. But for some reason I was really uncomfortable. I was raised mormon and for a while really hated myself because I was gay. And I guess being in the church kind of dug all that shit up. I guess I was being kind of distant from my gf. I wouldn't hold her hand things like that. When introducing her I called her my 'friend'. I've never really had this problem since we've been together. I feel really bad about this whole thing. Now she's kind of upset with me. I'm not really sure what to tell her. I don't even know why I was acting like this. Am I, like, a secret homophobe? 