Maladaptive daydream sucks It sucks not having friends to talk to. I tend to talk to myself and imagine talking to “people” in my head like we’re having a great time and sometimes it’s so good where I genuinely feel like this is much better than talking to real people and other times it’s so depressing because I find it so pathetic in a way that when I did have friends the conversations weren’t as extensive as it was in my head(even though most of it it is just none sense ). I’m very awkward when talking to people and don’t like the being vulnerable due to the fear of rejection… yikes I really hate being lonely :s