wish my pedo mom would just die she's a whore she's just a fucking whore who knows how to molest children and groom them into fucking the pedo men in her life. im so sick of everything i fucking hate it here so much. she asks me to cook and clean and i feel so helpless and pathetic, i hate how im just a shell of a person. i want to stab her with a kitchen knife of stab myself. i can't survive here anymore. there's a fucking rat in my room. it's such a disgusting place to live. 
i just want to slit my wrist tonight and die.