always realize what i missed in a conversation AFTER it happens its soo frustrating because then i realize how stupid i sounded T_T like i get jokes but it’s always the wrong way than what the person intended, and when i realize i was laughing at something completely different im like ohh oh shit. or i just dont get it at all and when i *do* get it a day later i ruminate over it cuz i could’ve saved myself an awkward silence lol