Depressed after i started vaping Depression isn't something new to me. I've been depressed all my life. I used to smoke one pack a day, I quit smoking one month ago and switched to vaping. It was fun in the beginning but my depression is getting worse and worse to the point that I'm having suicidal thoughts (more often than I used to). I don't want to go back to smoking since it's getting quite expensive and I barely make $300/month but I also don't want to jump off the cliff while vaping.

Are there any juice out there that are relaxing? 

I moved to India (from US and I've been depressed ever since) and I"m living with my mom and she gets all suspicious when I buy something online and it gets delivered to my house. There aren't many vaping shops here and equipment is quite expensive and limited. $150 just for decent mod that costs $30 in USA.

