Maternity leave ends Monday and it breaks my heart My three month maternity leave ends Monday. I have everything ready to go back to work. I keep saying that I didn't go to school to not work but... I don't believe it at all.

His smiles are everything. The thought of leaving him makes my heart ache.

My husband says I can't stay at home because we both make too much for it to make sense. I never thought I would say this... but I wish I didn't get my master's degree. All that hard work in school and that massive debt and all that effort to get a good job and now all I want is my baby. I feel like I cheated myself from what I really want.

I will do my best to adjust but my heart is breaking.