Why do I feel so old when I'm only 19? I'm not saying in a "I'm knowledgable and have a lot of wisdom" kind of way, I mean it in "I feel like I've already inevitably fucked up my life". Everyone seems to at least have a plan for their future and a group of besties, and I'm over here, not sure what I'm gonna do after I graduate and if I'd have people attending my funeral lol 


I feel like I already peaked in life and everything from now till I die is bleak. Also I can't imagine myself being wrinkly; I just don't see a future