Why do i not that “euphoric” high all the articles Write about. I just get edgey and mean. I hate being manic.  Yeah I do feel like the man while manic, but everything ticks me off.  Like the world can’t keep up with me and I get really mad.  Bumped my dogs dish this morning, I didn’t even feel THAT mad, but i punted it down the hall like a nut job.  I’m also hyper vigilant, the littlest noise grabs my attention.  

I actually work in the mental health field and people who say it’s “euphoric”to be manic I feel are missing a huge chunk of what it means to be manic.  I feel like my nervous system is on over drive for ALL emotions, happiness, anger, sorrow, etc.