A doctor told me I don't have depression After years of suicidal thoughts, not once feeling happy for as far back as forever and a failed suicide attempt I finally went to the doctor to try and get help with my depression.

Several weeks later I'm told I don't have depression just "low mood." I want to die right now I didn't make a suicide attempt just to be told I don't have depressed. I'm crying here with a script for antidepressants I begged him to right but it just feels so wrong. It's been literal years and not even a doctor believed what I was saying