Am I the only apnea sufferer who wishes not to wake up? I am so sick of dealing with this.  The CPAP didn't work for me, so I'm basically ostracised from the family for going on 6 years. Can't stay in a hotel room bc of my snoring. I'm a 50-yr-old woman sleeping in a sleeping bag in our den because hubby can't sleep with my snoring.  The only time I get a real bed is when people are out of the house or I'm on a trip alone. I just can't do it anymore.