Dry addict problems..... Probably not the right place but this is all I have on my mind. Craving are worst some days.  Days like today when I have been not spun for 82 days but it’s all I can think about but have no access to get it bc I never bought for myself.  My husband had a friend and now that is gone.  

He is gone for along time and my only access is gone and I’m angry that i had to stop and i don’t feel that I was ready and my brain is messing with me all the time.  

I live in IN in the middle of no where and don’t know where to start. But had to get my craving thoughts out there.