im so self conscious of the way i look and act that i dont want to even be seen by people. I hate my body, my face, and my personality so much that i wish i could just disappear off the face of the earth. i don’t wanna die, i just want to be invisible. i dont want people to even see me. i don’t want them to have the displeasure of looking at my face. i want people to forget who i am and start over. i wish i looked different.