Looking for support. Also major dysphoria TW 


I’m so fucking upset. I’ve tried pretty much every single method to stop it. Even tho I’m over 10 months on T it hasn’t stopped. It makes me wanna die. I was prescribed lupron by my gyn and she wanted me to lower my other pill, one pill a week, I was on five. I’m now at 3 and found out the lupron isn’t working. I hate my life. I hate my self. I hate everything. I wanna hysterectomy. Idk why everyone is so against it when I’ve been asking for it for years and have always said I don’t want kids. I can’t do this anymore. I just wanna lay in bed for the rest of my life.