I'm having a really bad day :( The a/c broke today. I've lived in Florida my whole life and I can barely tolerate the summer humidity even when I have a/c but this is just brutal. My hair is soaking wet with sweat. I hate this so much.

BD has been really mean in the past 24 hours. Like threatening my life (again) mean and putting his hands on me. 

I haven't felt my baby girl move at all in the past 2 days after a few exciting days of fluttering movements. My anatomy scan is in the morning (11 hours from now) so I'm trying to stay calm and remind myself that 20 weeks with anterior placenta doesn't warrant feeling movements everyday... 

I'm so over this today :( I wish somebody would scoop me up in a big hug and take me somewhere nice and cold and let me cry everything out instead of being around this asshole who only has really mean insults to say to me right now.