We had a “accident” in the bedroom SO(32) and i(30) had a oooppps a week ago and I’m kind of freaking out that I’m pregnant. I’m working full time and going back to school as well... it’s just not the greatest time. I think i lean more towards wanting a kid but not right this second, I’m literally freaking out. I know whatever happens we will be okay but I’m still on the fence and now i may just have made the choice on a drunken night. 🤦🏼‍♀️🤦🏼‍♀️ I’m so terrified of child birth and just being a mother in general... i enjoy my time just with my SO, i dont want to lose that. Thanks for reading this i really just need to vent to people who won’t judge me.