Some things on hormones such as the change in emotions and loss of muscle mass are simultaneously great, and so, so shitty. I work at a grocery store, and so that means occasionally I have to move large numbers of carts around.  I used to be able to get exactly ten of the small carts around all at once, but today I wasn't strong enough to move them whatsoever.

I've always been an emotional person, but my emotions have been getting in the way a bit lately.  Today at work, something happened that could be really bad for my job (don't worry, it's a long story that ends with nothing happening) and when I went on my lunch break I went out to my car and just fucking bawled for like ten minutes.

Don't get me wrong, I love how my arms look right now, I've always hated being semi-muscular by default, and I love the fact that I can physically cry now, but both of these things are just shaking my life around right now.