She left me, looking for motivation 24M 6’1 SW 285 CW 202 GW 185

When I started this weightloss journey my biggest focus was to get in to trade shape to improve my self esteem and improve my dating life. I met her about a month into it, and from then on I was focused to keep grinding to make her proud and make her more and more attracted to me. Now she’s gone, and I’m struggling for purpose and motivation