I can't even get out of bed Really, I don't have any energy, to eat, to get up and piss, to shower. I wish I could just sleep the rest of this day away. 

I just don't see the point in doing anything anymore. The only reason I had the energy to get on here is because my laptop was right by my bed. I go in to fits of crying out of the blue, with no prompting sometimes. It's not a good feeling. I'm completely down and for no good reason, I don't deserve to feel this way, I don't deserve anything I have. Idk what's going on. 