One year in and I’m extremely depressed I don’t even know what to say about it anymore. I try so hard to keep positive, but this feeling of being “broken” won’t go away.  Especially since everyone and their mom seems to be getting pregnant with relative ease. We’ve been trying since January of 2018, with one very faint positive that disappeared six hours later. I’ve done two cycles of Femara with the only success being a a longer luteal phase.  Next week my husband goes in for a semen analysis. I want to give up sometimes, but this is something I’ve wanted so badly for so long. Part of me is mad at myself for prioritizing my career and education before a family, and I’m afraid I’ve missed my opportunity. I’m just so sad right now.  