every time i make a mistake, he takes it out on my mom i am 15m, a very flawed person, and to be frank, i fuck up all the time. specifically my life skills are very underdeveloped because of how my parents raised me. my dad blames this on me playing video games and whenever i make a mistake usually related to life or any small thing in particular, he’ll take it out on my mom. he’ll yell and scream, threaten to kick her out or smash my things if hes super angry, but most hurtfully he’ll degrade my mom, brother, and me. this led to me and my brother having depressingly low self-esteem and self-worth, leading to me becoming a cutter and my brother developing an eating disorder. i want to end my life often so that my mom doesnt get verbally abused... i’m too socially awkward to go anywhere in life anyways, and I’ve done everything I’ve wanted to do (by the age of 15 believe it or not).