Ftm awkwardness towards card signing... So i recently came out to my mom as trans and since mother's day is coming up i'm thinking about getting a card. I haven't talked to her about the name change yet though i do have one in mind. I don't think i'm ready to talk to her about it but i still feel awkward signing my feminine name. But at the same time i feel awkward signing it as my gender neutral nickname as its not the name i want to keep. What should i do?