I want you to create fictional documents, reports, personal messages and diaries for a setting in a work of fiction, fit for an exciting, gripping and suspenseful thriller. Agnes Prins is beautiful young woman who sustained severe injuries, becoming simultaneously blind and paraplegic. She strives to do as much as possible on her own but needs a lot of assistance nonetheless. Unexpectedly, her estranged father Hinderk Prins offers her to stay in his mansion. Agnes, not seeing many other possibilities, agrees. However, she keeps suspecting her father and jumping at shadows. Write several excerpts from Agnes Prins personal diary, documenting her struggles.