Husband just recently got out of rehab. Hello all,
I’m having a hard time. My husband just recently got out of a 30 day rehab at a treatment facility. I thought he was going to take sobriety seriously this time since he was so sick when he went in. He was having really bad liver issues and thankfully his liver was able to recover. 
He has been drinking since his 2nd day out of treatment. He has this thought that he can control it since right now he only has a couple drinks at a time.
However, I can’t help but be scared. We have 2 kids together and I don’t know what to think at this point. I paid thousands of dollars just for him to go into treatment and now he’s drinking again. At times I fantasize of having a normal marriage and not having to go through any of this. I feel awful for having those thoughts but I’m sick of this disease.