After a 2 year break, I find this game too difficult. Before I quit I was relatively decent player, I never really felt outmatched or whatever. Sure I had bad games, but nothing like what I get now. I do so bad now it's almost like I'm intentionally feeding, which is basically what I've been accused of doing in multiple occasions now. Either the community as a whole has grown into much better players , I'm just downright terrible or perhaps a bit of both.

Any suggestions? I obviously want to keep playing as I do enjoy the game.