I feel like I've given up Hi guys, I've got a serious problem with masturbating and pornography. I've been exposed to this explicit material at the age of 10 and was never able to stop. Nowadays I can't move on with the day unless I masturbate at least once. I used to fight hard, I grinded so much to the point where I stretched it to masturbating once every 2 days and that took me 5 years. Now I feel exhausted and dead. I used to be much closer to God and I'm very insecure that if I don't stop this then my life will not be as good as I hope it to be. I may know a lot of tips on how to resist temptations, but I need real spiritual help, I feel like a demon stays on my soldiers, patting my shoulder and neck hard. I want to be free and I think maybe motivation to move on.