stress without wine! super stressful day today, and really wanted to hit that floating devil-may-care three glasses of wine feeling. deep breaths, loving words from my sweet man, and more deep breaths. i remembered a friend who goes to NA saying "play the tape through to the end" and i made the choice not to drink. now enjoying a soda water with a dash of maple syrup and trying not to feel anxious about the dreams that will come tonight. breathe deep, friends. we are stronger than we know.