Welp I can joke about wasting makeup now My boyfriend was annoying me while I was cleaning up makeup (as per usual) and he made a really awful pun, I forgot what. 

Well, I threatened him with putting highlighter on him in his sleep and he gave a fake scream and ran into his room (the bathroom is connected). We had a good laugh about that, but I've grown a lot to be able to do this.

I had started out this year scrounging every single product I had, afraid to use any of it in case it wore out or people would judge me. Now I have knowledge of techniques, more than enough products, and a newfound appreciation for how fucking long everything can last. I think I'm in a better place.