Mom, I'm about to lose two people and I don't know what to do. I'm scared. I moved away from my unsupportive biological family when I started T back in 2017 and have been living with a friend and his aunt. She's been in the hospital for a few days and isnt expected to make it, and my friend wants to commit suicide when she passes away and won't listen to reason. I've been suicidal before and I know how hard it is to accept help but I honestly don't think I can cope with losing both members of the closest thing to a family that I'll ever have. I don't know where I'm going to go, or what I'm going to do with my pets because with both of them gone I won't have a place to live. What do I do?