Relief, but no pride One thing I hate ny dual disorders is not being  able to feel proud about something. If I accomplish something that soneone might consider difficult, I don't feel any pride or sense of accomplishment. Instead, I just feel relief that the stress of doing it is gone. I especially hate it when I have double depression. I want to feel something to relieve the blackness. The ironic thing is that due SPD,  I' ve been called arrogant and prideful. If only I could feel tge good type of pride.