ive got no future at all I dont think ive got a future, i suck at school, and now with my mental health going down under its affecting my schoolwork even harder, im pretty much going to fail the year, which will fuck me up more, which will fuck up more my school and it will just be a cycle of failure. And without success I won't be able to escape my conservative ass shithole of a country and transition and I just dont think I've got a future at all. I think about ending it all the time knowing, Ive really got no reason to keep alive, ill just be a fuck up all my life.