I miss the awesome sex. I can't get the images and thoughts out of my head about the sex we had together. It was awesome and she did so many great things for me. I feel like I'll never have that kind of sex in my life again. How do I stop thinking about this? She's already with a new guy and I feel like shit because he's getting to experience all those awesome things that she did for me. Its killing me. I'm tempted to contact her about all of this and its pathetic.