One of my internet friends died the other day. :( He was apparently walking along a highway around 3am and was hit by a car and died on site. I never got to meet him irl even though he lived like 20 minutes away. I feel so sad and angry and it sucks. My grandma passed the other month and that didn't even feel as weird as this does. 

He was only one year older than me at 28. I couldn't imagine not living past this year. 

Ugh now all the reality of death is making me super anxious (which happened before this at random times) but now it's really terrible and I feel so creeped out and sad and all the feels man. :( 

Rip buddy. 