The worst part is that after so many years of being conditioned to living alone, i dont believe i can have a gf at this point, i dont believe i can have sex, those things seem alien to me, its insanely frightening I almost got used to being a FA virgin, like it's part of my personality


Let others live and enjoy their lives while im gona be stuck here rotting


When i think of breaking out, i feel like whenever it gets down to sex with girl, i wont even get it up, cuz i wont believe its possible