I feel so worthless. (vent) I wake up, go to school, come home and do homework. If I'm with friends, I'm the odd one out. I feel so alone, even if I'm surrounded by people. Just started my last year of school too. I constantly feel like my life is worthless. No one truly cares. My dad doesn't care about my anxiety, hell, even saying the word he laughs. My mum is caring but doesn't listen. No one does. My school is "working with me" aka won't let me forget that I planned out my death and almost did it. 

I never wanted to die, I just wanted the pain to stop. Nothing helps me, therapy takes too long and I can't breathe on medication. 

What's wrong with me? 