Ever since my breakup I felt like I lost something within me I don't know what it is, but since he left me two months ago I feel like I lost something within me. Of course, besides the obvious loss of a relationship, I can't pinpoint what it is. It's not joy, because I haven't been feeling sad per se (well, sometimes I do but I think it's bigger than that)...it's a sort of goofiness that I had. I feel like everything just became very serious all of a sudden, as if I had aged 20 years. 