Haven't been to Church for a while but I'm going back soon and I'm extremely anxious and stressed. I haven't been to church in 6 weeks because I'm visiting my Catholic grandparents who rarely go to church. Visiting them is an escape for me. I'm going home next week and the thought of church is making me want to throw up. I don't know where this comes from because nothing horrible has ever happened to me at church. I know there's no way out because I'm not 18 but I just want this anxiety to stop because I sucks. 



just needed to vent