Struggling to get over this hump... I’m a little over a month with no drinking and really struggling. I’m a 38 year old mom/wife in my last semester of nursing school. It’s the dead of winter...the snow just keeps growing. I’m stuck at a weight plateau. I’m just really feeling blah and down and my brain is constantly searching for some reprieve. My husband and kids are incredible and our lives are great, so I know I am lucky and blessed and all that, but damn, I just can’t shake the down/blah feelings. I’m scared I am going to break and drink and I don’t want too because I AlWAYS do around this time (I’ve never made it past 37 days...I’m at 33). Guess I just needed to get off my chest a bit and maybe look for some words of encouragement or ideas to push through this time. 

Y’all are awesome.