I feel like I'll never be able... ...to have the skills needed to have a career. I'm in a pretty bad low and I'm really hard on myself.

I'm in my 30s and haven't been stable enough in a few years to work. I have no passions, no goal, sometimes the best I can do is get to tomorrow. I don't understand myself.

I don't want to be looked at as mentally ill and worthless to work. It's not like that. But then again, who the fuck cares. 

Who the fuck cares.

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