I don’t remember the relationship When we started dating, he was the best (love bombing I assume). It got progressively worse and he mentally and physically abused me. 
I managed to get out, it’s been 3 months (I got no contact + a 3 year DVO. )
But I had a realization today.
I don’t think about him at all. I can’t remember anything, good or bad, about the relationship. I KNOW bad things happened, and I have a physical reaction whenever I’m reminded that we were together, it makes me sick. But...I don’t remember...
Is this a symptom of PTSD? I’m glad he doesn’t cross my mind, it’s just strange to me.