Not sure if I should feel good about myself, or like a shitty mom BabyMonstre naps like garbage. Only twice ever has he napped long enough for me to finish once I started the exercise bike. Today he woke up when I was at 16 minutes. I unapologetically muted that goddamn baby monitor so I could finish my 20 minutes. I did 5 and a half miles. I feel pretty good about myself from a fatty who is trying to lose weight perspective. But also, I let my kid wail in his crib for 4 minutes. 

I guess he got to work out his lungs while mama worked out her body.

 I miss my mom. It needs to hurry up and be September so she can be back from vacation to play with my little dude for an hour in the afternoons so I can work out and shower in peace. Haha.