I want to be loved so badly I’m craving it. I want love. I want the long hugs, the random kisses, the hastily written notes, the person who smiles when I do something silly. I want the inside jokes, the teammate, the best friend. I want to do and receive all of those things all the time. And the worst part is my ex wants to get back together and I know if I do I’ll get those things again. All I have to do is text her. But there’s a reason we broke up in the first place so I shouldn’t. 
Why is being responsible so difficult??
