I just found my biological father on Facebook... So my mom sent me a photo first thing when I woke up this morning of my "real dad" that she found on Facebook. I never truly remember meeting him as I was so little but he was only in my life from when I was 1-2 yrs/old. I can't go back to sleep now and I am feeling a wave of emotions. I grew up without a true dad and I always wanted to have the "perfect family". It is wrecking me now that I am older to know that I wasn't worthy of his love. I want to just scream at him, but at the same time I want to get to know him. I feel horrible. I don't know what to do. I don't want to message him, but I do. 