Beginning to admit to myself that I have serious problems with alcohol, but I work in a bar. I've been a bartender for a couple of years and recently got moved up to manager, so quitting my job is not a realistic option right now. I'm just starting to admit to myself how much alcohol is damaging my life. I'm hungover every day, my kidneys constantly hurt, I don't follow through on anything unless it is mandated by work. My personal life is falling apart. I drink daily, and usually wind up getting drunk every night after work. I scored Zone IV on the alcohol screening test in the sidebar. Is it possible for me to quit drinking while being surrounded by alcohol all day, every day? I feel conflicted, and I'm not sure what to do. But I know I can't continue like this.