My last and Final conversation with her was a disaster She said she shouldnt feel bad for what she did, cause I agreed to it (even though I didnt). She said she didnt compare me to him but she did. She said that I wasn't there for her when she needed me even though I was. She said I dont take responsibility for my past relationships, even though she has cheated on partners in the past and has never met any of my ex's. She said our realities don't match up, even though I have a journal of everything. I brought up the fact that I was there for her while she dealt with the things from her previous relationship and I brought that up and she said that's a bullshit thing to say. I am not sure I believe anything about her past relationships. Why do I feel like shit and she doesn't, I didn't do anything to deserve the way she treated me she acknowledged that in the past.