I am so fucking bored with my life It’s winter and I live in a vacation town on the beach so my entire town is basically shutdown from November to February. I’m moving to Florida in about 5 weeks but I literally have nothing to do until then. 

There’s absolutely no where for me to work, I’ve applied to more places than I can count the past two months and I haven’t gotten anything.

All I do is sit in the same tiny room all day playing video games and I literally just need the time to go by faster.

I take Xanax some days, codeine some days, always smoking pot, drinking when I can. I’m just so fucking bored and I feel like I’m rotting away. 