I want to be a boy so badly I want to be a boy. I really do so, so, SO badly.  I'm only 13 so I don't know if this is a phase or anything, but I'm so scared to talk to somebody about it. I don't want to be transgender, I just want to be born a boy. But I know that's impossible, and it breaks my heart every time I think about it. I feel like I sound like I'm crying for attention doing this, but at this point I don't care. I feel like crying whenever I see a boy because I'm so jealous of them, I want to be a boy so badly. I'm panicking right now because I don't know what to do.