I have strayed from the path and wish to return. Growing up, I always felt different. I had this need to explore myself spiritually and mentally, and this separated me from my family and friends growing up. I thought that things were pointless, and that everyone was missing the big picture. I'm 22 now, and I have let the distractions of society and my own vices take control of my life once more. How can I get back onto my true spiritual journey to becoming awakened and stay on that path?