enabler mom deny my traumas and sending me to hell I'm retraumatized rn in my entire life ihad no friends I'm homesick since decade been 13yp on useless therapy because cptsd unknown where I live i got destroyed from my psychopathic abusive father and enabler mother until this last few months I discovered about cptsd and I never was happy like found the clue of my life although been in death mode since started claiming myself none even was by my side I tought mom is all I have but she preferred let me die in torments then confronting my father I'm been months no eat sitting on basement in dark isolated i am suicidal but all I want my traumas Be validated so this decades get reclaimed I live with them because I'm impaired and have avpd too and no way out of here seeing my abuser is constant retraumatizing but my enabler mom just killed me denied gashliethed me i felt death really