Would have been 40 days I knew i had to stop drinking. And i did for 39 days.It was very lonely for me. None of my drinking friends contacted me.  I tried to reach out to a friend who had been going through the same thing hoping atleast she would give me some time but she was always to busy. So fri i drank felt like crap then Sun overboard again. Just cant go out around drinking and have just one. So now i am back to nit drinking again.  It is so hard when u have to face it alone