Haha, I hear ya on baby fever! I had it for the 20 years my husband and I have been together!! It only went away after caring for our (more than likely) autistic toddler daughter (baby #4) and our new baby (#5) all of last year. Now I know I’m done!! Incidentally, I had that missing child thing happen after our fourth child was born, but I haven’t felt it in ages. I’m sorry for your loss. 😦 I’ve had three miscarriages and they all broke my heart.