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Banner Issue One
This is the first issue of Banner, a biannual magazine which will tell you about, among other things, a Guatemalan coffee fincha run by ex-guerrillas, what could happen when you hold a Shell garage petrol pump to your ear, and the nature of a pilgrimage, from Tottenham to Hampstead, for milkshakes. We've also got interviews with poets and filmmakers, a few good poems and stories, and an exclusive first chapter from the novel Homecoming. Oh, and something to eat if you're hungry.
This is our pilot edition so we've decided to dedicate the issue to the "scheduled" time of its release: SUMMER
And that's sort of what's happened. Our contributors, through their various endeavours, made us think about what that meant: Is a timeframe a cohesive enough theme for a project like this? Is a season a timeframe? Are seasons always the same? Is 'being the same' the same as 'being cohesive'?
Do we always need a theme? Some of those questions were answered and some were not, but fortunately for us (and you), the response was varied. We have musings about old summers, happenings this summer, interrogations of our obsessions with summer; we've got things that interested us this summer, and things that aren't really summery at all… What's coming in Winter 2011? We're not sure yet. Issue two might be all about Tesla coils, or trainers, or have no connections at all. But we thought this was a good place to start.
*The copyright of 'Summer' and 'Homecoming' remains with their respective authors.With the exception of those pieces licensees may copy, distribute, display, and perform this work and make derivative works based on it only for noncommercial purposes, according to the copyright agreement licensed under the Creative Commons Attribution-NonCommercial-ShareAlike 2.0 UK: England & Wales License. Any of the above conditions can be waived if you get permission from the copyright holder.
Alex Allen is a poet, and a blogger at sondryfolk.blogspot.com Alex Dimopoulos is a lover of food and a photographer. He runs creativekite. com and my-lovestory.co.uk. Ben Baruch likes burgers, bolognese and books - in that order. Ben Paynter is 24, at the moment. Ben lives in London. Ben is pleased that you would consider reading his work.
Dan Eltringham is co-editor of The Literateur - www.literateur.com. His article is adapted from his travel journal. Leah Feltham is completing a Publishing MA at Kingston University. She is currently working on her dissertation on children's book apps but enjoys the distraction of writing about interesting things.
M.Wray is a New Yorker currently trying on London for size. Michael Nelson was a student at the prestigious Parsons School for Design under the womenswear fashion design program. Molly Macalpine is a recent graduate with a degree in studio art. She currently lives in northern California, with intent to eventually escape the U.S. in order to become one of the many starving artists of London. Rosi Crawley works in the children's book industry and spends many a day with authors as they entertain school pupils. She would like to one day own a bookshop and to spread the joy of reading a little further.
'Isabella Chydenius studied the womenswear fashion design course at the prestigious Istituto Marangoni in Paris. She graduated in 2011.
Ryan Whatley was born in Hastings in 1986. After graduating with a BA from the University of East Anglia he has published poetry in the UK including Stand, Magma, Agenda. He was shortlisted for the Basil Bunting International Poetry Prize in 2010 and received acclaim from Strokestown Poetry Festival 2011. He is currently working on his new collection The Casuals.
Jo Stobbs writes poems because it's the quickest way of making both the most and the least sense at any one time, and dances because that's even more efficient. See attestationyo.blogspot.com
Sarah Carter is a graphic designer. Orignally from Bath, she studied design in Birmingham and now works in London, living the graphics dream. She gave a helping hand to the design of Banner.
Shaun Spark is a London based musician and video editor. His literary output is sparse and he doesn't write as often as he should. He is currently working on a short story which is intended to be read alongside a favourite album of his. Sophie Bew loves words, pictures & magazines. She co-edited Banner. Silvia Barzakova is an artist and designer who works within a range of mediums. She worked on the design and layout of the magazine. silviabaz.com Tom Smith lives in the attic of a house on Shacklewell Lane. He draws comics and works in a bookshop. Tom Walker is a 24 year old film-maker based in south London. He has worked on music videos, shorts and corporate films. His most recent project is as a director of a series of anti-cuts films for the public service union UNISON. William Kinnear is 23. His first novel, 'Homecoming' is a story about love, death, poetry and alcoholism, set in the Scottish Highlands where Will lives. Zak Klein enjoys travel writing, but at home he is a scriptwriter. With a number of film projects in momentum, his writing tends to explore modern, urban landscapes.
Chris Woolfrey writes, reads and records. He co-founded and -edited Banner. GSOH, WLM. See chriswoolfrey.co.uk.
Mark Shaw is a graphic designer based in North London. He helped with some of the layout of this magazine and enjoys digitally illustrating woodland creatures. markshaw44.wordpress.com
– by Benjamin Paynter –
'Summer.' That's the title. The theme. I have to come up with something about summer. Why that, I wonder? They said it was to do with being seasonal. The thing is supposed to come out a couple of times a year, with the seasons, so it is fitting that the first should be called 'Summer'. But what about next year? Next summer? What then? Will we have exhausted our reserves of interest in summer, will we still be able to write (or whatever) about it? Perhaps the title/theme will change then. Instead of 'Summer', it'll be something like... 'Holidays', or something. Not that I should really be worrying about that; my primary concern is to come up with something about summer. Now I come to think of it, the word has its mental connotations, is itself illuminated like in a bible, the letters themselves, furled in ivy and eared with pinky-radiant flowers and leafed with gold, luminous. That's it. Nature. The first inspiration. Of course. This is all so easy. I can write about the summer's effect on nature, about the meadows and fields pierced through with the sky-smit blaze-shard, prone as wounds cauterize, fluxing through liquid deleriums, whilst ravenous insects trade over it, and yet in shady dells and woodlands – or rather above them, in seraphic strata of redgold emblazoned beech leaves – the sun-potency hyperactivates lust. The air fills with spore ushered by the hand of wind to endless destiny. Proceeding through the hall of light and air before going through silken curtains to deep and almost-earthy chambers, beyond sight. Insects buzzing like the commonfolk. Yes, insects everywhere. Crawling up your skin. Dragonflies: announced with a drumming, a skinny scuzzing, and boldly scanning your face like some drone from the CIA. Buzzing over lilypads in the lilypond; the water reflecting the sun, a dissemination of the more lurid facts of the shallow deeps: the pondsnails, the upside-down boatmen, the miniscule worms and things. The heat on the back of your neck as you contemplate this all. In the garden. The somewhat shocked, beauty-treated garden. Beyond it, in the fields.... summer in the fields? That is: dry
sharpened cereal stalks, broken dirt, mice, relentless heat.... But I've already covered the fields, and it seems this one is different. Yes, this'll do. This is a decent enough effort. I mean, it will have a simple beauty, a... a.... It'll run the risk of seeming... dozy, somehow. Sentimental, Romantic.... Think of it: a whole long story describing all the goings-on in nature at summertime. It doesn't exactly sound original. Sure, each person's experience and expression is in itself original but.... Well, I mean, I'm not even from the countryside. The people who'll read it will know that. However honestly I portray my thrill at summer's natural bonanza, it'll ring false, synthetic. And, after all, they are simple thrills. Much enjoyed by many. Perhaps I should wait to write things like that until I really know what the score is. Crap. So what now? I wonder how long ago I had a coffee. That was my breakfast coffee. I think it's a forgivable sin if I make another. [Pause]. So: 'Summer'. 'Summer'. 'Summer'. Haven't got very far with this yet. Not necessarily a bad thing. It's best to be sure of what you're doing: it's all too easy to write something facile or mundane. Summer as natural phenomenon: that I've decided against. Why? Too vague, credibility too slender. What alternative vision of the topic could I then draw on? What meanings does the season conjure up for me? ... Hot lawns. Parched grass. This is in an urban setting. Sub-urban, to be exact. An area of parkland surrounded by horse-chestnut trees, beneath which are benches. We – or do I, or is it just generic people? – play a sport. I can't believe I was a participant. I must have been an onlooker. Perhaps I was sitting on a bench with friends. Perhaps we (they) were smoking and listening to Kyuss on mini-speakers. Yes. We would leave the open area and head to the mysterious garden of Canizaro, on Wimbledon Common, wherein were many a hedged maze and perplexing gravel path, not to mention the shady shrub-
I saw that girl, that woman.... Like something from The Great Gatsby, her face shaped like a rare stone that seems to have been frozen in mid molten drop, a blue (I fancy) gem fired to an azure, pure intensity and stilled forever; in the woman, stilled in eternal youth and beauty. Her azure eyes flicking along her shoulder-line to clusters of guests whom she scorned, her sylphlike body poised against a fake quartercolumn in perfect balance of rest and potential movement. Her frankly pulled-back hair. Oh, so much. I swept by her a couple of times with the champagne tray. The second time she took a glass and smiled at me. Boy! I barely made it back to the bar. I hid behind the servingscreens and collected my thoughts, tried to tame them like wild horses. Bullshit. Why tame them? I took a deep breath and stepped back out into the tent and strode over to her and humbly asked if she might consider joining me for a drink after the after-show-party. She said no. I was crushed and hid some more. Nevertheless (easier to say now), the evening acquired a sensual glow from that moment on. Of course, the glow came from within as much as from without: my juices had got flowing and I saw every modestly pretty female with an eye to sex. I fairly glided about the place. Adding to the charm was the balminess of the summer evening. The women legitimately wore slender and slight garments. Their faces were genuinely flushed. The forest of flowers seemed more just. The champagne was the proper drink, the pooled condensation of sunlight, a preserved concentration of the day's delicious headiness, made palatable. People drank and laughed and swished their gorgeous gowns and laughed and drank and ate off platters and took detours into the toilets to snort coke or rub a little something along their gums or who knows what. 'Summer!' I thought. I glided about. I tripped and spilled a glass on a woman. She almost threw up with horror and slapped me. I got shouted at by my boss. I went outside for a cigarette. This model was standing there, in the alley, smoking also. She was the most miserable looking person I'd seen all evening. Barely raised an eye to me. It seemed an effort. She simply took forceful drags on her fag and gazed glazedly at the pavement. I said, 'Are you alright?'. She said, 'I fucked it up.' I said, 'What?'. She said, 'The show.' I knew better than to say more. I went back inside. Two people were arguing by the fire-escape, hissing at one another and compensating for that restraint with sharp gesticulations. I ambled slowly by and overheard their debate: one was berating the other for not seizing an opportunity.... I served more champagne. I didn't meet the woman I'd spilled drink on but I was later accosted, suddenly, by the beautiful sylph I'd asked out. She caught me by the arm – luckily I had no tray – and asked me to arrange a taxi for her. She was clearly close to annihilation. I asked her where to, she told me the address (with strange lucidity) and then said, 'I've got to get out of here', and slumped back into the whirligig of guests, never to be seen again, at least not by me. Summer. ... Well this isn't getting anywhere. I really ought to get out of the flat and go for a good long walk, to a park somewhere. Take advantage of the day. Except... it's too late. The sun is waning into its western dissolution: look at its trailing plume. The streets are filling with grey evening. I've missed my opportunity, and summer is one death closer to death.
dens with purloined furnishings... and all around, these inexplicably Wonderland ornaments. We boys enjoying the freedom of the mild climate and luxuriating in the prospect of long summer holidays.... Which inevitably meant trips taken with the family, often to the countryside (hence the initial notion) and sometimes to exotic places, like Australia. (The latter case resulting in a seasonal reverse). Perhaps I could write a story called 'Winter', set in Australia.... No, that's a lame idea. Anyway, the holidays would mean time spent with my sister. Doing all those lovely time-wasting sorts of games that the warm months encourage. Monopoly. Playstation. Games outside: make-believe worlds with umbrella-houses, and so on. Occasionally I would have the company of a school friend and we would play army games, usually. Pill-boxes in the wildwoods. This is when I was young. When I was older.... I suppose I would have been yearning for girls and... just generally, going around in a wistful daze. What on earth happened in those long drawn-out teenage years, other than the rituals and scandals ingrained in memory? Damned if I can remember. At times, filled with exam-results angst. Sporadically, study. Increasingly, time spent with my girlfriend. Stop. This isn't going anywhere now. What good is idle reminiscence? I'm daydreaming. The artistic side of me is utterly failing to produce anything worthwhile. If I thought it was a bad idea to write a story about nature, it's an even worse idea to think of writing a kind of fictionalised autobiography, consisting only of the most run-of-themill middle-class sojourn recollections that could possibly be collated. I wouldn't want to inflict that on my friends, who must have a higher expectation of me, artistically speaking. Artistic: that's a risible claim at this point in time. Here I am, supposed to be coming up with something to contribute, and I've managed to write sweet F. A. of any interest. Aha: it speaks, the silken voice of my subconscious nemesis, the Dark Prince of Privilege. The banner of artistry hangs especially heavily on the gilded mast: since long-ago woven of most expensive thread, so heavy with its golden fibres that it can be nothing to the eyes of working men, who hold the guiding ropes of civilization. It can have no significance. What am I-? No. Wait. There was something meaningful in that. It was this: that the Art must come from within and must connect to something living without and in that sense must be moral, inasmuch as it is a mediation, validated by sincerity both of heart and hearkening. Anyway. I'm no closer to writing this damned story. But on the topic of artistry... why don't I just write something, you know, snappy and clever. Something that looks nice, feels smart. A parable or something. Yes, that'd work. You could even say that parables are voguish right now. Like folk music. Parables are free-style versions of folklore. And anything folksy is very, very popular. Easy to do. The question is: what parable could be made up that did 'Summer' any justice? ... Obviously: lust. Sexual appetite. Wet glands and all that. Perfect. I've got it: the crazy feelings I got that weekend, at the London Fashion Show. Waiting in the after-show-party tent,
– Image Molly Macalpine – Words Alex Allen –
In the lifeless water of the pool a matted scalp of reed grass drifts. Below the surface, algae blooms in a pocket of sunlight, a brilliant, vital green. How quickly it must have settleda whole civilisation in an infinity of summer. But then there is moss on the archway too, great grey beards of it that disclose like teeth the shimmer of abalone shells. In the shade of the house the smell of wet soil survives. The flowers are powerless And now, approaching your porch I half expect to see your mother with a watering can, or carrying a tray of sweet tea, ice cubes clinking in the little French glasses. But instead I only find a white cat lying stretched out on the terracotta tiles, watching flies dance on a fallen lime. And here outside the screen door is where I last saw you. Here I kissed the tears from your face and heard someone whistling a song I didn't recognise and listened to the palm tops crash like a monsoon passing through the night above our heads.
in this heat.
landladies in brooklyn can make for a claustrophobic summer – by Zak Klein –
I stand here holding the key to my apartment. Its jagged copper edge reminds me of a downward graph, like the Wall Street crisis. This is Brooklyn, though. I breath out slowly, push the key in the door, and enter. h
Sally used to tell me to 'please take off my shoes', and do a little 'tsssts!' to show it wasn't serious, as long as I did it. Now she just gives a tight smile and says 'shoes please!' I once asked why she doesn't like shoes in the house when there are no
carpets. She said that high heels can damage the floor. I have no high heels, I said. She said it's also a spiritual thing. What can I say - it's a spiritual thing. h
I am sitting in my room. From the lounge I can hear Sally talking to Uma, our matured artist lodger, about her life. I have my fan on, which only drowns out part of the noise. This is the first time in ten years her chemical balance has been . . . but that chapter is closed. All those years before the . . . and
now things are looking ok. Because, they have to be. Hopefully that was the last . . . who can say. Uma is understanding. She knows how to listen; she has a grand-daughter. h
I am in my room reading the list of rules Sally gave me; rules for maintaining the apartment. "Water is the enemy of this home." I never knew there were so many ways to avoid flooding. I find a rule for smoothing out the chopping board with mineral oil, so it doesn't dry out. I have never done this.
She has the impression that I am a well-mannered British professional. I work eight hours a day, I take my job seriously, I come home, and I do my own thing. I am polite, I answer all her questions, and I do not probe. I am the opposite of nosey. h
Sally and Anita are on the couch watching a TV talk show. Anita is happy to sit there, accepting Sally's commentary. She does not make an excuse to leave, or appear to be preoccupied. Anita is a trilingual artist who grew up in San Francisco. She is very laid back. Now the talkshow host is consoling a tearful mother. You've gone through a lot, says the host, but you must look to others. Don't try to bear it alone. Sally is nodding wisely. 'Mmm,' she says, 'it's true.' h
When Sally takes some of my bread or milk or cereal, I say 'Oh no, that's ok.' When she awkwardly buys some compensatory bread I say 'Oh great, thanks.' When I find the empty packet of bread she has bought, I say nothing. h
I am enjoying an empty flat, watching Seinfield, when she returns. I do not look up. She quietly makes her meal and eats it at the table. Normally she would speak, but somehow I have summoned silence. Later she walks over and offers me The Sunday Times books section. I take it, barely looking up, and thank her. h
She is asking me about my work. I tell her I read manuscripts. That's funny, she explains: she has
Anita is telling me about the last guy who stayed here. He was getting so many calls from Sally during work hours he started to shrug her off. She wanted to know his moving date, and when he failed to offer one, Sally kicked him out with only a few days notice, and never returned his deposit. I hope I will get back mine. h
I do not get to say goodbye to Uma when she leaves, because I am at work. When I return, Sally is staying in Uma's old room, right next to mine. h
Anita's bedroom is a separate part of the flat. She shares our bathroom, kitchen and lounge, but her room is secluded. She likes it this way. h
It is Saturday. My head throbs with hangover. A low brassy sound pricks my ears. A musical scale, going up and down very slowly. Sally is practicing her trombone. h
In the kitchen she is on the phone, sitting by the far wall, facing away. If this is engineered for secrecy, why is she talking so loudly? Something about an episode . . . something about three years. Three, of all numbers. There is gravity in this. h
Anita is ready to move out. In two days time it will be just Sally and I living here. There will be no replacement for Anita, since that room is going to be repainted, and after: the other rooms. Pretty soon everything will be covered in sheets. I am moving out in three weeks time. Maybe less. Maybe less.
I would like to live somewhere during the latter half of October. Anita says the flat she is moving into has a spare room. There is a chance they would let me stay there. The pre-election debates have been running on TV all week. Everywhere I see images of Obama - talking of hope. There is hope. h
People say smoking pot can be relaxing. Things become less stressful. You are more aware of little details, but you are less affected by them. h
This morning I go for a jog. When I come back Sally is showing the flat to a potential lodger, who would be filling my room. This girl seems very positive about the flat. h
I am doing press ups in my room when Anita calls my name. This is not normal. I answer the door, a little sweaty, and say 'Hi.' Anita says that Sally had a word with her. Sally thought she could smell "hash" from my room last night — or "pot", she couldn't tell. She plans to speak to me about it later. Anita says 'I just thought I'd let you know'. I say 'Ok.' h
I've heard that one of the last lodgers told Sally he didn't mind pot. She became increasingly paranoid that he would smoke illegal substances in the flat, and he ended up leaving the flat before his time was due. h
I have always distanced myself from Sally. I'm aware that this probably makes her nervous. This is a small sacrifice. I am a professional, after all. I need space, comfort, privacy. I need conditions in which I can stay focussed. For my job. I do not need to smoke pot. It's not in my interest. h
I am preparing to be accused.
I come home from work, and Sally says, 'Oh, quick question'. The question usually concerns some minutiae of the flat, and by extension, everything else. I keep a hand gripped on my bedroom door, smiling, with raised eyebrows. The best way to retreat is to appease.
written a memoir. Two, actually – so bursting were her ideas. Her writing traces the spiritual connection that grew between her and three musicians who all used to perform together. In the first instance, 'perform' refers to their music. In the second, it does not.
– Poet Ryan Whatley – Filmmaker Tom Walker – look, we both say moon is a new collaborative work between film-maker tom walker and emerging poet ryan whatley. the short film, shot throughout east sussex in a twenty-four-hour tour, comprises ten sequential vignettes of place, poem, and poesis where both poet and photographer are edging its audience to look and consider the mutually defining structures of acquisition. the film-based projection piece is due to premiere at electric palace cinema, hastings. if you want to know more, email us at bannermag@gmail.com and we can point you in the right direction.
what was the inspiration for the project? RW: Well, for me, it's an opportunity to put some of the more untrodden avenues of poetry - or, more precisely, poetic thinking - on the map. It's a chance to make clear the street savvy and pragmatism that reading and writing poems has offered my own development in terms of how I think and feel through things-in-the-world, but to do it in a way that is detectable to a media sensitive audience and a reader accustomed to that quite modern, voyeuristic sensibility. TW: It's exciting for me to have the chance to try and translate to film someone else's thoughts and feelings. I've always been interested in the
adaptation of words to film and how something very personal can be formed visually. I loved that Ryan associates the written with the site-specific in his poems and that gave me the opportunity to create small tasters of each poem and how it relates to the chosen location. RW: I'm sure that there will be a number of people out there who agree that a project like this runs the risk of offending the more puritanical camps in poetry, but I think having a practical awareness of other modes of communication is a great 'way in' to reach the communities who would not, for instance, choose to go pick up a copy of a 'high-brow', socio-political poet such as Octavia Paz, but who were still shaken in the same sort of way by passing a 'Beautiful
face / That like a daisy opens its petals to the sun' before turning into Greggs to pick up a pasty. TW: I'm very much that person, in the sense that I would find it extremely hard to put down those feelings into words but much prefer the use of film. It's very much two people with a shared interest bringing their strengths together in exploration. It's wonderful to be given a sort of abstract script in which you have total freedom to express feelings, textures, colours and light. RW:I remember reading an article by Paul Farley, the popular Liverpudlian poet, who said that poetry is so much about meeting your reader half way.
I definitely agree with this sentiment. And in these terms, my 'reader' does not leisurely read poems. No, they are more familiar with TV adverts, Nuts magazine and the like. They are more accustomed to dusting down their sparkling DVD collection than an absent bookcase. Does this mean that they are unreachable in terms of cognitive poetics? This is one question that the project sets itself to bridge. and what's the relationship between poetry + image, or the contrast between stills + film?
TW: It's only very recently, the last few years, that I've read any poetry. I was always excited by what I could see, touch and experience and possibly felt that I'd have to give a great deal to
one by what the situation of writing, or to paraphrase a Frenchman, the 'electric fluid' of writing, can produce. The 'how' is certainly in Tom's hands...TW:...I shot on a DSLR as it gives me a lot of freedom, enabling me to change the look and feel of each short to fit with the location and poem. Although the locations were set in stone everything else was very spontaneous and free. Most sites were new to me, which means I had fresh ideas about each place and was able to film without being forced into preconceived shots.
how did you choose the location for filming? how did you film?
how about 'aesthetic'?
RW: The 'where', in terms of location sites, were through Bexhill, St. Leonards and Hastings. This was my call, really, partly because of my obsession with locality and its defining effects on rhythms and language - in the broadest sense - and partly, also, to explore how poem, place and poet can be formed as
TW: Although Ryan showed me to a place of his choosing and I then filmed whatever I saw fit, the editorial stage is a collaborative project. RW: In terms of what I will call the film's principle movement, the shorts will develop alongside the beat of the poem up until the poem's resolve or anti-resolve -- be it epiphany, some attempt at inception, or envoi etc. -- at which point the moving frame becomes a still frame, a bit like a tree top waiting to register its breeze, before becoming a moving frame once again. Then, I guess, Tom and I will quibble and arm wrestle over aesthetics during future editorial stages... TW: I want each short to stand alone and be a fitting accompaniment to the poem. Therefore it's important that each film has a distinct feel and a strong focus on a subject. I'm keen to explore different subject matter throughout and try and keep things on a human scale. I want to include whatever is around me, from architecture to animals, whatever feels right and is in-keeping with the poetry. For me film making is all about pleasing the eye and keeping the brain interested.
RW: Umm, I guess I'm a little schizophrenic when I'm asked my opinion on the arts. I mean, I definitely have a side to me, a critical side, that luxuriates in most artistic forms, or mediums, or whatever you like to call them. And that same persona regularly hogs and obstructs a familiar corner at Tate Britain, spends nights buzzing around on espresso championing Walker Evans in sight of Hart Crane, and might have been stirred yonks ago as a high school student by a reading of 'The Thought Fox' - and I have definitely grown to enjoy that side. But there is an always energised voice in me who lives to disrupt the typical gallery pomp, who plays the fool at parties and can hold a pint better than a cocktail, and who arguably learnt more during high school lunch breaks turning jumpers into goalposts than I ever did in the classroom. Which, in terms of taste, is why what I like about art is usually because something made it past both filters of consciousness. Perhaps, I'd say, a purely human element..
actually get anything back from poetry. I suppose I wasn't ever a very inward looking person. I remember being stunned by hearing Larkin read 'The Whitsun Weddings' and being desperate to jump on a train and begin filming. It made a lot of sense to me as I could translate it into a moving picture and I suppose that's how the collaboration came about. For me, poetry with just a still doesn't take you far enough. The observations in the written form are often more detailed than a still can portray. You need to see and hear the rhythm of the poem.
by Jo Stobbs
With affection listening, but a pin drops The volume slides, a tap on my shoulder My sneaky eyes hook ahead left Turning, I slink off Leaving hollow eyes to fill, on Politely vacant nodding setting. I peer At first I just catch the last few strains, a sigh Touch the wallpaper, that friendly old blue With courage bust the door And catch the watermarked girl, buttoned up, a stoic in mascara I wail THERE'SNOTIME And clamber to pack, knocking brushes and ink Dresses flying, NOMATTERWE'RELEAVINGCOMEON
I hear the last words, the countdown and I'm spinning in my blood Hurled back fast balled fists last I've lost her, again. It's not always the rescue, but nor is it the old pier A creaking hot day, with ice cream; we drive home Tired, with madder cheeks, licking the salt from our lips I cannot choose where I'm called. There's three summers for her, by now She has felt it and will begin To see me more and more, packing her things Soon, she will tell her mirror. Soon.
She's dumb, this one Smiling pallid and fat Barely sees my renegade ways but I know it has stirred The air of this room
Eat Malaysia – by Alex Dimopoulos – "Malaysia Truly Asia" is a slogan you will have seen everywhere if you've been to Malaysia -- and especially at airports – but it's also gone abroad, into places like London. Only the other day I was travelling on the tube and two girls pointed out a fellow passenger with a bag carrying the quote; they laughed, one saying "Japan, China Asia? No! But Malaysia is Truuuuely Asia." Why? Malaysia is in a bit of an identity crisis; counting native Malaysian people, Indian Malays, Chinese Malays, and even Eurasian Malaysians, this only names a few of the types of people who live there.
The government is trying to get all these groups within the country to unite and become one, producing songs like "Satu Malaysia" which means "One Malaysia", and running adverts on the radio, urging that everybody remembers that, when you think of Malaysian people, "they are not India Malaysian, they are not Chinese Malaysian or even Eurasian Malaysian. But they are Malaysian." I did some work a few years back for a new Malaysian restaurant chain on a similar idea to Wagamama or Pingpong, and the one thing they struggled with was trying to explain what its brand
was and what its food was about: it was trying to compete with the likes of the big boys of the Asian world; Chinese, Thai or Japanese food, which we all love and understand. But Malaysia's beauty and its curse, as the propaganda-like materials show, is its diversity. As one of my heroes Rick Stein said "I would like to be able to sum up the cuisine of Malaysia but it's practically impossible. Malaysia is a crossroads where so many different nations have had influence - Indians, Chinese, Portuguese, Dutch, British, Indonesian, Thai and Burmese - that no clear identity arises."
– Serves 4 – preparation
1. Cut the papaya in half, length ways. Scoop seeds out and discard. Use one half for each person. Use a dessert spoon or a similar sized spoon. Scoop out about 4 pieces of flesh from each half, as you would ice cream. Place these 4 pieces in the individual plates that you're serving from. Repeat this for the other three halves.
2. Peel the cucumber and cut into semicircles about 1cm thick. Place about 6 pieces in each bowl.
3. Add 5 basil leaves to each plate and gently toss with your hands until it looks nice on the plate.
4. Break up the peanuts into rough small pieces and sprinkle a few over each dish. 5. 'Add the juice of the limes along with the pepper, salt and sugar, into a bowl. Mix untill sugar is dissolved. Drizzle about 4 tsp of dressing over each portion. 6. Grate or sprinkle over the coconut and serve.
salad ingredients 2 ripe papaya 1 cucumber 20 fresh basil leaves handful of peanuts without skins (not roasted as the flavour will be too strong) some fresh or desecrated coconut (Instead of whole coconuts, small pieces of fresh coconut can be bought from most supermarkets. Don't worry if you can't source coconut; it won't detract from the dish)
dressing ingredients 4 limes 2 tsp coarse ground black pepper 1 tbsp of palm sugar or caster sugar salt to taste
peppery papaya salad
– by Shaun Spark – – Images: Alex Dimopoulos –
curved to a grin that my sodden eyes saw as earnest. We left the bar and stumbled along the road. Several miles later we found a 24-hour Shell petrol garage. A bright yellow silo of solitude. In that logo I saw the answer. I threw my suitcase to the floor and ran towards the pumps. My friend followed behind, supportive and giggling. As I picked up an Unleaded, tears gushed into my mouth, adding salt to my Carlsberg tongue. Laughing and smiling, I held the end of the pump to my ear. With a desperate, feral moan, I sighed the words "I'm there! I'm there!" and pulled the trigger. The results were disappointing. The cancer is inoperable. I haven't been in touch with my friend since that night. I hear he is travelling abroad, trying to find himself.
I met a close acquaintance in a fashionable bar by the airport. The usual post-break exchanges were made. His jovial complaint regarding not receiving a post card was met with assured chuckles. I relayed my experiences of endless sunshine with fondness. As the drinking continued, the warmth in my tales became soiled with a fresh nostalgia, and soon evolved into frustration and distaste towards the country to which I'd returned. By closing time, I was awash with tears, violently lamenting every gauzy grain of sand. My friend, inebriated, offered consolation through an urban myth he had heard. Apparently, if you hold a Shell garage petrol pump to your ear, you can hear the sound of the sea. Some sort of promotional quirk that never got off the ground. His face
– by Leah Feltham –
We're like reptiles: we rush out to bask in the sun as soon as it shows its face. This year our first day of basking was a Saturday in May. It was the first hot day of the year and I headed straight for our nearest spot of green, Clissold Park. Everyone within a few miles radius had done the same. They were lounging with bare torsos, poking at disposable barbeques and chasing waddling toddlers around the grass; all of them desperate to squeeze out as much of that summer feeling as possible before the sun disappeared again, taking our high spirits with it. What is it that makes us so desperate to feel its warmth on our skin? How does it create that intoxicating lazy feeling and lift us up out of our winter gloom? But we've not always been such sun-lovers. You wouldn't see a respectable seventeenth century British lady exposing her skin to its glare, believing as they did that the palest complexion was the most beautiful. Bronzed skin was a mark of lower social standing, the look of those who toiled in the fields. Ladies would douse their skin in lead to bleach it, rather than 'fake bake' as we do today. Richard Cohen, author of Chasing the Sun, explains how the trend for avoiding the sun even found its way to America: 'no Southern belle or Northern debutante dared go out without her parasol for fear of losing her lily-white colouring'. But our love of summer cannot just be a modern obsession, despite the twenty-first century fashion for a tan. In literature, summer has long been a metaphor for a feeling of joy and light-heartedness. The poet John Vance Cheney wrote, 'Beyond my heart I need not reach, / When all is summer there'. And in Shakespeare's Sonnet Eighteen ('Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?'), he uses the season to conjure the beauty of his subject: 'Thou art more lovely and more temperate'. And winter has always conjured opposing concepts: dark times and dark moods. The eighteenth century poet James Thomson wrote, 'See! Winter comes, to rule the varied year,/ Sullen, and sad; with all his rising train, / Vapours, and clouds, and storms. Let these be my theme.' Many would agree with Thompson's words: winter can be a time of awful depression. Two million people in the UK and Northern Ireland are thought to suffer from Seasonal Affective Disorder (SAD) or ''the winter blues''. They can feel sluggish, socially withdrawn and hopeless. They can even suffer from sickness and insomnia.
Despite how unlucky we think we are with weather, it isn't just an affliction for the British. Commenting on an article about SAD, one reader of the New York Times posted online the miserable comment 'I feel like a prisoner to the ice and snow and darkness'. Winter depression is thought to be linked to melatonin, a chemical in the brain that is produced when we are in darkness, to help us sleep. SAD patients have been found to produce melatonin for longer each day during the winter, like animals that hibernate. This is thought to disturb our circadian rhythm, the body clock that makes us want to go to bed at night and get up in the morning. As would be expected, SAD is common in Nordic countries where the seasons are exaggerated; just a few hours of silvery light can fall each day in the winter, a season local people call 'the dark times'. Cohen explains how depression figures soar in the dark times, along with those for illness, divorce, arrests, brawling and suicide. But he also explains that the cause of this behaviour is by no means conclusive. Iceland confounds expectations by standing up as an odd exception to the rule. Despite their dark winters, a lower prevalence of SAD is found there than in some parts of the USA. Some believe, as Cohen argues, that those diagnosed with SAD are already vulnerable to depression: the seasons exaggerate what the person already feels. Which begs the question: are we all affected in some small way? Maybe the seasons direct our moods more than many of us realise. The evidence was certainly there at Clissold Park, in a crowd of smiling faces. In the early 20th century, many recognised the uplifting effect of sunlight, even going so far as to prescribe it as a cure for ailments as varied as knife injuries to tuberculoses. And the concept that the seasons have a power over us is one that cultures throughout the ages have understood. For centuries, pagans have celebrated midsummer by watching the solstice sun rise over sacred sites. Christians hold the feast of St John the Baptist at a similar time and the Chinese celebrate the festival of Li, the Goddess of Light. Many of us may not be religious today, but we still have our summer rituals: barbeques, beach days and lunch-time visits to the park. Chasing the Sun: the Epic Story of the Star that Gives Us Life, by Richard Cohen, is out now. Published by Simon & Schuster.
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Recent statistics from the Reading Agency suggest that three in ten children in the UK live in a home without books present. How can these children ever be expected to attain reasonable levels of reading, let alone read for pleasure, when they are not offered reading materials outside of school, where admirable reading programmes meet with budgeting responsibilities? If they do not own books then the next logical step, as we know, would be for them to use their library. But with cuts facing libraries all over the country, how long before this is not an option for them either? In Philip Pullman's trilogy His Dark Materials, the characters of Lyra's world are accompanied by their "daemons", animalistic representations of their souls,wherever they go. When Lyra is separated from Pantalaimon, her daemon, it is one of the most upsetting and distressing scenes I have ever read. In a recent interview with the Guardian Pullman was quoted as saying "Reading is a huge part of my mind, my soul if you will. Depriving anyone of their soul is unthinkable." I couldn't help but think of this scene of separation and understand exactly what he meant. What other activity brings you out of your mind, and expands your horizons like reading? I have been lucky enough to be raised in a family where I was given books, and there were plenty in the house. With the encouragement of my family and my educators I used my own money, when I had it, to buy more books. But what if you never grew that love of reading, were never offered
the opportunity to fill out that cavity in your chest, that desire to adventure through a story? The government seems to be bolting the doors on all opportunities to get into reading by making cuts to public and school libraries, literacy schemes and education. 'We are running a great risk here: those who already have a love of reading may, because of the challenge this is getting hold of books, give up. Will the next generation be raised without that love at their very core, without their souls at all? Like Lyra leaving Pantalaimon on the dock, will we have to watch our children's passion gradually fade away? A love of reading has been proven time and again to translate into success in many other areas: socially, academically, and emotionally. How else would I have learnt what it was like for a child to live through their parents getting divorced, relatives dying, feeling depression and angst, when I had not yet or never would experience it for myself? Not just this but how else could I imagine what it was like to die, to be in love, to fly? Everything you may experience and everything you never will is possible, within the pages of a book. And other entertainment forms have become prioritized. This is not to say that the storytelling in films and even video games is worthless, but rather that they are often easier to absorb, and because of this often override the choice to read a book. Perhaps if parents do not have the time or inclination to encourage reading alongside other entertainment forms, then the practice
who feel libraries are obsolete because they do not fulfill their own narrow needs. But the rest of us (with brains) can see the vulnerable groups of people who rely on libraries. Not only this, but we feel in our hearts the need in society for the sanctuary of libraries, for the storage of all their knowledge. Just like banks, but storing something much more valuable than economic funds, they too will collapse on themselves if we do not pay them enough attention. Some branches may be neglected and not support their communities as much as they should – but this should mean investment and support, not closure. But amidst the cuts, the brilliant yearly scheme of the Summer Reading Challenge continues. Around 760,000 children will take part this year, first registering in their local library and receiving a membership pack. They can track their progress on the included poster, and return for stickers, which celebrate each book they read. The aim is to read six books over the summer holidays – no matter what kind of book, what length or subject. When they succeed they are given a medal (yes, it's shiny!) and may choose to attend their branch's awards ceremony at the end of the holidays. It's a clever way to get children into libraries, to encourage them to read as much as they can over the summer, and to be part of a national reading initiative. This year's theme being "Circus Stars", books will be recommended to them if they're stuck for ideas. All summer long children will be filling up with words and fictions, and this is delightful.
of reading will become harder to teach. Where else can children find books? If they're not at home, you could look at school, if you still have a school library, and even luckier a librarian you could ask he or she for advice. If there is no librarian you may fumble your way through the shelves in order to find something vaguely appropriate. But the government also wants to prescribe the texts children should be reading as early as primary school. I can hear publishers putting together their pitches to be featured on these reading lists now in order to guarantee bulk sales, but how can you prescribe reading for an entire country in such a limited way? Perhaps then those with school libraries will find themselves facing shelves of pre-selected "suitable" titles. How soon will they be put off by this, I wonder. And what about their local library? Again if it hasn't been cut, it may be staffed by well-meaning but poorly informed volunteers, as per David Cameron's "Big Society" suggestion. Getting children to read is a tricky and delicate process – a single poorly selected choice can put them off for life, and that is no matter to leave in the hands of untrained staff. If libraries are cut to the threatened extent, those children with no books in their home will not have little hope obtaining one elsewhere. But all is not lost. The book world and beyond has sprung into action to protect its libraries. This heartening passion is why I love the book industry , even in times of gloom: we're all in it because of one single desire to love and protect stories. There may be those middle-class folk
Exploring the grey areas of fashion's bipolar nature
– In Conversation: M.Wray, designers Michael Nelson and Isabella Chydenius – MW: As new ''seasons'' come to be added to the fashion calendar, almost without warning, one must consider the impact this will have on new designers. This debate has almost become old news for those more established within the industry, as several have moaned "woe-is-them" since the introduction of Pre-fall and Resort collections. However, up-and-comers with less of a voice have been forced to adopt this quickened production schedule in order to compete. Is seasonality still the point of fashion design? Is it even relevant? Being a current student at Central Saint Martins, observing the fashion department from afar, I can't help but wonder whether this topic is something that boggles their minds, as designers, as much as it does mine, as a consumer. Does seasonality, still apply? What does 'Summer' mean?
IC: I'm a spring and summer person, so for me it's about happier thoughts and energy. Summer is the sun and the sea, bare feet and naked bodies, the positive colours and fabrics that you dream of in the winter. It's carelessness and being impulsive. MW: The notion of ''seasons'' is quite a personal thing, if only because of location. Do you think your definition or ideas of summer are rooted in nostalgia? MN: Of course, all seasons are rooted in memories. Summer, for example is always a constant memory of the pool and racing barefoot over sun-heated tiles: the hot sting only bearable for the watery finish line.Winter is the bane of my existence. It is when I stay in, turn pale, and only venture out to get a coffee. Summer on the other hand, is the reason I live, tan; I'm always out, and always in the best of moods. MW: So summer is in direct contrast to Winter? Or do they compliment one another? IC: I see winter as something that follows summer and the other way around. It's a continuous cycle and they build up and support each other: one can't live without the other. I see how they could exist in a love-hate relationship but normally in my world they choose to work together. Its very important to have both, even if I love summer and am not so much a winter person. After a long summer I do
MW: Do you design your collections to reflect the seasons? Or would your collections be referred to as "Spring/ Summer" simply because it is shown in coordination with the fashion calendar schedule? MN: For me, designing always starts with a conscious belief that we will have two true seasons, not four. One season for the heavy wool, the dark palette, and the fur; the other for gauzy cotton, bright colours, and tons of skin. I purposely leave the word winter out of my lexicon. Autumn and Summer, that is it. I need to take a Klonopin to think about bearing another New York winter. There should not be so many presentations for fashion labels; Pre-Fall and Resort, in addition to the main collections, are too much, and it leads to oversaturation and frustration for the designer. IC: The seasons need different fabrics. I always remember the freezing winters in the north of Finland when I'm designing winter, and warm 24/7 lit days when I'm designing summer. I try to keep the collection wearable for its related season. Of course its fun to mix it up but for me its important to keep it realistic and reflective of the season's temperatures and moods. I believe seasons are very important for the industry. It's a big part of consumerism and people getting bored of what they have and wanting to see what comes next. MW: Does seasonality determine your choice of fabric for a collection then? MN: By way of fabrics for summer, there is nothing better than a washed silk or great chiffon with a lively print smattered all over the place. As for colour, I love nude for summer. I actually love nude all year, but will only use it when a tan body is the canvas underneath it. Pardon the art referencing. MN: Was the idea of 'season' something that was emphasized at University? Was the contrast between production schedules and the actual calendar seasons something that was talked about while you were at school? Do you find this contrast to be an annoyance or a non-issue? MN: At Parsons, as students, you are given assignments with specific seasonal guidelines. No one is at liberty to choose season with each collection submitted for review. As a class, you must present among your peers on a
MN: Summer, for me, is that time of year when skin glistens and afternoons turn into nights without any recognition that time is actually passing. The idea of summer starts in the creases of my winter jacket. I hate bundling up- I dislike all the weight. So summer, for me, is the exact opposite: the absence of clothing. Sheer nothingness.
look forward to putting on my big winter cape for a hide away escape from all the summer exposure. Life would be a boring thing if all you did was walk around in only summer clothes all year round.
seasonally-equal playing field. IC: At my school in Paris, Istituto Marangoni, the production schedule was not spoken of too much, but I learned about it properly while working. For me the actual seasons and working with something else is a non-issue, I find it only interesting and fun dreaming of the coming.
MW: Are there parts of Fashion than can exist without the Fashion industry? Or has the creative side become too engrained in commerce? MN: Fashion cannot exist without the fashion industry; it becomes artisanal without it. We must all remember it is called fashion design, not fashion art. At the end of the day we are selling a product, a product that has been made in quantity. Even couture, the idea of making an exceptional singular garment, has to be financially subsidized with a brand's other categories, like perfume, ready-towear, and accessories, all of which are manufactured in copious amounts. IC: I believe fashion lives in the people as a part of culture; its always going to find a way to live on. Maybe not in the same was as now, but I think the industry is really going too far in a few aspects right now. I believe in fashion as wearable art, and I wish fashion was appreciated as more than just something that comes, goes, gets used and then thrown away. I feel like fashion is getting confused with the concept of trends more and more. But it's good to reach that point. To have created something that lasts is a great goal, but very hard to reach right now.
Present Imperfect Sometimes a language school might turn out to be a political education, too. The author reports on Spanish and socialism in Guatemala's Western Highlands Words and Images: Dan Eltringham the Capital from the break with Mexico in 1820 until 1840, when President Carrera relegated Xela permanently to the status of provincial capital. The reason for spending so long in Xela – almost six weeks – was the excellent Proyecto Linguistico Quetzalteco, where I studied for five weeks. The school and its maestros are committed to educating its students not only in the Spanish language, but also in the political and social reality of Guatemala, whose recent history and current situation are characterised by coercive repression on the part of the government, the monopolisation of business interests by USA firms and by the eight very wealthy Guatemalan families who allegedly run the country, and the continual marginalisation of the countryside and the indigenous people that live there. It is difficult to sum up PLQ, and instead part of the lyrics from two songs, sung at the weekly graduation dinner by the staff, will serve. The first is 'Bella Chao,' a song originally written (in Italian) by and for the Italian Communist party in the early Twentieth Century. It goes like this: Una mañana de sol radiante Voy a buscar al invasor Soy Comunista toda la vida Y Comunista he de morir Y si yo muero, en el combate Toma en tus manos mi fusil ('One morning of radiant sun, I am going to search for the invader. I am a Communist all my life, Communist until I die. And If I die in combat, take in your hands my gun.'- trans. mine) And the second, 'No Basta Rezar' ('It's not enough to pray'): No, no no basta rezar – hacen falta muchas cosas para conseguir la paz
Mountainous Quetzaltenango, or Xela as it is known locally, deriving from Xelaju (pronounced 'sheyla-who'), the settlement's pre-Hispanic name, is a resolutely normal town, relatively unmarked by foreign influence considering the large number of language schools. The second largest city in Guatemala feels as though no one other than its inhabitants is paying much attention to the town, unlike many tourist locations that, for better or worse, have been attended to by people that don't live there. Xela's bizarre architectural style is the product of historical accident, in the form of a devastating earthquake that in 1902 levelled most of the colonial churches and buildings, ending the town's rivalry to Guatemala City. The re-build was in neo-classical style and at least partially the result of dictator Ubico's wish to incarnate his power in Doric columns, many of which serve no purpose, terminating in mid-air. Likewise the extremely odd Templo Minerva, out of town near the bus terminal that bears its name, is incongruous and now pretty much ignored. The highest concentration of this Grecian style occurs, naturally enough, around Parque Central, where the facade of the old baroque cathedral remains standing, with the bulbous new version squatting behind it. There's a window high up on the old facade that now opens onto empty space. Xela being a mountain town, and the Parque being situated in the valley's declivity, the new cathedral's fairy-tale domes are visible from most places in the city. It's all highly unusual and in its own way characterful. In a way Xela's development is the opposite of Antigua's, as the destruction caused by an earthquake stimulated a strange re-build rather than the preservation of ruins, which is one of the reasons Antigua is so popular with tourists, the town fairly overrun by North American culture. Inhabitants of Xela are proud of their town's historic importance, which can still be seen in their football team, the Xelaju, whose fans carry banners reading 'Sexto Estado,' the sixth state. This is in reference to the independent Western state of Los Altos, which took Xela as its capital and resisted central control from
En el mundo no habría paz mientras haya explotación Del hombre por el hombre y exista desigualdad Nada se puede lograr si no hay revolución ('No, no no it's not enough to pray – many things are lacking before peace can follow. In the world there won't be peace while there is exploitation, man for man inequality exists. Nothing can be achieved if there is no revolution.' – trans. mine)
Guatemala has had a troubled last sixty years, troubles that began with the 1954 CIA-backed military coup that led to the next 36 years of internal conflict. The takeover occurred because then-premier Árbenz's moderate, socially liberal administration was pursuing a policy of expropriating land from United Fruit Company and returning it to the peasantry, who had farmed it for centuries before it was taken from them by the American fruit-producing giant known as 'El Pulpo'- 'the octopus' - in Latin America. The UFC were only paying tax on a fraction of the land that comprised their vast plantations, and the government reduced their holdings to an area correlative to that. On the back of Cold War era Communist scare-mongering, and a deliberate unwillingness to distinguish between Socialism and Communism, a rightwing militaristic government was effectively placed in power with covert US support, beginning years of bloody repression, abuse of the countryside and eventually, in the '80s, civil war, as guerrillas organized to fight the government. The situation was only diffused in 1996, with the Peace Accords, most of the concessionary terms of which have still not been met. A maestro in PLQ spoke of the need for a broader and more diverse higher education system, as most universities only teach Neoliberal economics and political science. And of course many children don't go to school at all. The Catholic Church is a conservative presence at best, and the increased number of Evangelical congregations in recent years appears to be a fairly calculated move on the part of the US to retain purchase in Guatemala in the absence of the UFC, which never returned. There is still a lot of resentment, and the political atmosphere in Guatemala is currently very tense. In early January 2011 a camioneta (public bus) was bombed by terrorists in the capital, and most people seem to expect that the election in November 2011 will only increase the levels of violence as politicians use coercion in order to gain votes, and are themselves controlled by business interests. From the windows of various camionetas I noticed various coloured designs painted on rocks or the sides of the cliff from which the road has been cut out; the most common are a blank red, and a pattern like the German flag except the yellow is proportionally larger. Until the New Year election campaigning was apparently illegal: the explanation I received for the colours was that
it was the parties trying to get a covert and subliminal head start. I also later heard that the reason for the German colours is that the candidate they advertise is of German descent and is using that as a premise for electability, on the grounds that he will run the nation with German-like efficiency. Whether this is true or not I do not know. I heard a female ex-Guerrilla speak when I visited Santa Anita, a coffee fincha owned and run by ex-guerrillas who gave up their arms and re-entered society after the signing of the Peace Accords in 1996. She spoke of the equality between genders in their mountain camps, that men and women would both spend the time when they weren't fighting, or walking all day, reading political philosophy, and that all cooking and washing of clothes was shared equally. Guatemala was then and is now an extremely traditional society with regard to gender roles, and the position of female guerrillas was extremely radical, as of course it was intended to be. How easy can the process of re-integration have been after the conflict ended, I wondered. I suspect not very. And more generally, how disappointing must the years following the Peace Accords have been for the ex-guerrillas, as successive governments failed to implement the agreed changes, especially concerning land ownership and campesino (peasant) rights. The transition from a free and equal community of people sharing a common aim to an at least partial regression to the problems and engrained prejudices of life before the conflict must have been extremely difficult. And that difficulty is exacerbated by the current powerlessness of the Guatemalan left.The four main guerrilla groups, after giving up their guns, elected to continue the struggle politically rather than militarily, forming the URNG (Unidad Revolucionaria National Guatemalteca), the current left party. But it has always been poor, and votewinning in Guatemala is a matter of institutionalised bribery. Consequently there is no real hope of legitimate representation for the rural poor, and no way to alter the system by operating within its legal limits. One pertinent thing about all this is the way in which patriotism and radicalism are very much aligned in this context; how 'la lucha por la tierra' ('the struggle for the land') - common parlance and a common concern in PLQ - is quite explicitly a patriotic struggle. My normal instinctive aversion to openly expressed patriotism doesn't hold here. Being patriotic seems more imperative in Guatemala, a way of relating to one's nation that stems directly from necessity and hope for social change. It is for and because of this that some chose to become guerrillas and now continue to resist politically: it is imperative that the persistence of conditions that motivated such decisions – continuing inequality and structural violence - are not obscured by contemporary Guatemala's uneasy peace.
City Living There's Nothing To It – by Ben Baruch – – Illustration: Sarah Carter –
In our imagination we construct a unique version of where we live, work and play, joining up the dots between places and streets we move about in everyday. This is how we mould the landscape around us.
In one way or another most people will be familiar with that idea. Arguably, in a sprawling metropolis like London, this is a process that is speeding up all the time. So goes the thesis in Jonathan Raban's 1974 work, Soft City. Raban explored the idea that there was a beauty to urban living; more so than in, for example, the rural world. He wanted us to think about the way we imagine the urban experience, because the associations and familiarities which bind us to our daily city landscapes are far richer, broad-ranging and unpredictable than any A to Z or tube map could ever be. Raban further asserted that, try as they might, no town planner, architect or politician has ever been able to truly shape this process: "The very existence of the city, with its peculiar personal freedoms and possibilities, has acted as a license for sermons and dreams." It's an appealing idea, particularly when weighed up against all the endless complaints and criticisms that are levelled against city life. It also drives a powerful wedge under increasing attempts, usually on account of technology, to map London and Londoners. Take, for example, the 18-month old online community Secret London. During its inception early last year 150,000 people joined its ranks in little more than two weeks. The site promised to "inspire Londoners" into endlessly rediscovering their city through mutual recommendations including anything from restaurants to restrooms. One might see such schemes as another example of technology being used to re-map and re-imagine city life. In this way some
-- Jonathan Raban
bigged it up as an exciting new phenomena whilst others saw it as an ominous addition to the 'culture-vulture' guides you tend to get in Sunday supplements. Either way it never really lived up to the hype. There were probably practical reasons for this. The site plods on, no doubt with a respectably sized community. Raban himself would surely have been ambivalent about any movement that seeks to construct a single, uniform social geography for thousands of urban dwellers. And it's a nice idea to think that Londoners might agree. Rather, Raban would have asserted that there's no explanation to how we behave within cities – nor should there be. A good example of this occurred to me recently. I was with a friend who works as a teaching assistant in a number of schools across London. He was talking about an unusual American themed milk-shake bar located in the heart of Hampstead village. Two of the schools in which he taught were located in working class areas of Tottenham where English was often a second-language for a large second-generation Bangladeshi community. He became aware of a particular trend amongst this crosssection. Every Saturday night many of these kids would make a pilgrimage across London to visit this specific milkshake bar in Hampstead. It's known amongst locals that other second-generation immigrant communities from across London frequent this bar. First of all it's peculiar that this milkshake bar even exists. Hampstead is one of those unreal London hotspots which people
either love or hate. Some people are drawn towards the rural feel of its windy, bucolic lanes and many-centuries-old chocolate flower box pubs; others regard the place disdainfully…identifying much of the local populace as pseudo-intellectual, stuck-up snobs. Either way the place has retained a peculiar rural identity despite the fact it was absorbed by a larger and modernising urban project, many hundreds of years ago. Which perhaps makes it all the more of an anomaly that a sixties diner playing Buddy Holly until two in the morning is plonked right in the middle of it. Why are these teenagers prepared to travel miles from all over London to spend their weekends in what might be seen as socially and culturally incongruous territory to their own backgrounds? The motives for these kids might be aspirational – to spend their leisure time in a desirable area which presumably contrasts starkly with their own daily surroundings. Or they might just like milkshakes. In reality, they probably didn't even consider where the bar was located – or why their decision to hang out there might be seen by others as unusual. Conversely, you could take the example of Brick Lane. A part of East London which has been enriched by successive waves of immigration going back centuries, the area is admittedly famous today for its numerous curry houses. However, it also hosts an attractive nightlife with a plentiful array of clubs, bars and concert venues. Once upon a time Brick Lane was perceived as an area defined by a single, homogenous immigrant group (e.g.
the French Huguenots in the 18th century, Ashkenazi Jews in the 19th century or Bangladeshis in the 20th century) but today secular, white middle-class graduates live next door to working-class Asian families. Culturally, economically and socially the area is now so diverse it has effectively become impossible to categorise. There's something to be said for a city that has the ability to retain and sustain landscapes that contrast as much as Hampstead and Brick Lane do. Arguably, both areas have lost a sense of authenticity about them. Hampstead is no longer a reserve for the rich and famous whilst Brick Lane is no longer stigmatized as an undesirable immigrant ghetto. In terms of landscapes cultural anomalies become extinct. Nothing holds a pattern or ever remains consistent. In addition, with cities as vast as they are today and with technological accoutrements so standardized, people become liberalised through anonymity. Possibilities for reinvention and reimagination are endlessly allowing us to move about more freely than we ever have done before. Certainly problems arise as a result of this process but on the whole it is something to be celebrated. Today, the reasons why people are led to work, socialise and live in different areas of the same city are multifaceted and infinite. They are still rooted in obligation and necessity but increasingly we have a choice. In sprawling cosmopolitan centres these processes continue to evolve at an unprecedented pace whilst we constantly struggle to keep up. Let's keep it that way.
From the debut novel – by William Kinnear –
"Light's all very well brothers, but it's not easy to live with." Ruaridh wrote to me just about every day after he was sectioned. At first the letters were friendly. They spoke about books or poetry or gardening or anything that was on his mind that day. As the weeks went on they became increasingly hopeless. I began to skim through them or discard them all together, after reading only a few lines. I never wrote back. I couldn't bring myself to, and in any case, I was struggling myself. I had enough to cope with trying to work long hours, getting to sleep at night, forgetting myself so to speak. I took some time off work and went away for a week. When I came home there were dozens of letters waiting for me. I sat down in the kitchen and read them, properly. My feeling about Ruaridh's state of mind, from my own experience, was that everything had finally fallen apart. I'd seen him almost every day for four years, so I'd watched his physical health deteriorate. First he became bloated; then his hair fell out in clumps. By the end his feet had swelled until he could barely walk and his eyes were as yellow as his skin. He writhed in his filthy armchair, doubled over with Pancreatitis, sipping whiskey to make the pain go away and sobbing when he couldn't hold it down. He lived to drink and he drank to pass out. Everything in between meant less than nothing. It passed like a dream. Ruaridh's body had disintegrated and his mind was dulled, but it was still brilliant. Hidden somewhere behind the broken bottles and burnt matches, I glimpsed the man that I loved. The ideas were there, I suppose, those great, sprawling ideas that I'd always admired. He slurred gently about books and philosophy; he ranted lucidly about the columnists or essayists that he hated. If he spoke about his
daughter he clutched his face. He winced and sobbed when he told me how much he loved her.Alcohol had clouded Ruaridh's genius, until he became a parody of his former self; it turned him into a bastard, too. But I also think that drinking allowed Ruaridh to express the emotions he suppressed when he was sober. I saw the humanity in him and the humility. Or I thought that I did. The letters he sent me from Craigdunain were different, though. There was no humanity there, just bitterness and enmity. Perhaps I could've forgiven him for what he wrote. He was very ill; I knew that he was dying. But I couldn't forgive him for the things he'd said to me that night before we went our own, bitter ways. There was no sign of an apology in his letters. With him there never was. Ruaridh wrote obsessively about his ex-wife, often for paragraphs and pages, but would stop, mid-sentence, and interject with a thought, which he would write, frantically in capitals, sometimes piercing the page. The letters annoyed me because they displayed a warped logic, which to my mind, came from a man who had been sober for a while. He started to include extracts from an essay he'd written, called "In support of sustained substance abuse", where he defended, in florid prose, his choice to alter "... radically and quickly" how he experienced his life. I knew this feeling well and really hated Ruaridh, for the first time in our long, tumultuous relationship. You write a few poems romanticising your drinking. You stop sleeping and taking your medication. You begin criticising or sneering at those closest to you. Then you set out on a bender. The other notable thought which dominated Ruaridh's letters, was what he called, "The Saddest Poem in the
time by his daughter. Three months later my friend Ruaridh Munro was dead, aged forty four. In one of Ruaridh's later letters, he enclosed a poem, called "My Apology." "For Danni, mhor You useless whore who broke my heart, and chewed it up, and left me drunk in Craigdunain. And Shane, blind bastard Shane, who rages against consumerism but for all his learning still cannot see. I'll see you at the gates of hell slurring and lurching like Behan in Les Halles, I'll write my epitaph with this shard of glass. Though I'm not here just now I hope you'll have a drink on me and forget yourselves and stumble through the streets at dawn and never understand the cruel logic of it all." At Ruaridh's funeral there were about eight of us. As Ruaridh's daughter Ruth said, this definitely didn't reflect a lack of interest, rather a lack of information regarding time and location. Her father had spent the last years of his life avoiding publicity and refusing interviews, so when we made the necessary arrangements, she suggested that details should only be provided to those who Ruaridh really cared about. "It's best if we keep things quiet," Ruth had said. It was a few days after he'd died and we were sitting on my settee drinking coffee. "Quiet but tasteful and sincere," she said. "I don't want anyone there out of, you know, nosiness." "I've spoken to my mother and she won't," she touched her wavy, golden hair. "She isn't coming." Ruth was making little circles on her palm with her fingers. "Neither is my brother. But Jamie will be there," she said, smiling. It was a warm, dreich morning, the end of July. We went to the church early to meet the mourners as they
World," and his search to find it. I didn't give a damn about Ruaridh's quest, or his fantasies of oblivion. I wanted to thrash his bare feet with barbed wire, until he recalled our first meeting, shaking and sobbing across a crowded room. When Ruaridh realised that I was never going to reply to him, his letters became nasty. He began accusing me of something, something he had absolutely no right to interfere in. I stopped opening them altogether, allowing them to accumulate in a pile at the back door. Ruaridh Munro would never publish anything again, after the disgrace of "Homecoming," a novel he never wrote, but recorded onto cassettes so he could be busy drinking the last few thousand pounds of his advance in The Clachaig or The Antler. Around this time, Ruaridh's daughter was practically his full-time carer. He was completely incapable of looking after himself, never-mind his tattered literary career. Ruth faithfully transcribed Ruaridh's drunken ramblings, trying in vain to produce something coherent that might appease his publisher. They'd waited for years and were losing patience, but just when things were finally moving forwards, Ruaridh vanished, taking the rest of his novel with him. He was last seen boarding a Caledonian MacBrayne ferry in Oban, wearing a lopsided toupee. After several letters and confused phone calls from a London publisher, a young man was dispatched to The Highlands to discern Ruaridh's whereabouts and recover the remaining cassettes for "Homecoming". He found Ruaridh, holding up the bar in a tiny hotel in Arisaig, off his face on alcohol and benzodiazepines. Ruaridh slurred something about tragicomedy and collapsed. When he came to, very early the following morning, in a room in the same hotel, the young man was there, holding a bottle of vodka. Ruaridh knew he had no choice; he'd played his last card and he was already rattling like hell. He handed over "Homecoming" on several cassettes, and the young man left again for London. The following year "Homecoming," was published to dreadful reviews. Critics agreed that it was a dismal book, littered with clichés and plagiarism; Ruaridh's loyal readers were disappointed, even appalled. In hindsight, this was the beginning of the end for Ruaridh. He was distraught and penniless. Whilst his drinking was already uncontrollable, it became tragic. He was sectioned, this
arrived. I had a drink that morning, the first in a few months. I needed it though, it wasn't my choice. Someone had cut back the bracken in the church yard but it was almost knee high, again. The toppled graves were white with lichen and strewn with dandelion stems. Wild roses grew amongst the fallen elm branches, draped with deer wool and spider's webs. Clematis crept on the corrugated iron walls. A little smoke rose from the houses in Ardnamurchan, mixing with the thin mist that cloaked the mountains. And as the sun burned through the clouds above Ben Bheir, a gentle breeze blew Ruth's hair across her eyes, and I realised that she was crying, silently. Ruaridh's father Jamie was first to arrive. He shuffled up the mossy path, hunched forwards, a tartan scarf trailing from his coat. "What a beautiful church," he said, hugging Ruth. "I wasn't sure I'd come to the right place, it's awfully well hidden." "You must be Ewan," Jamie muttered. He grasped my hand, tightly and uncomfortably. "Ruaridh spoke a lot about you. And Ruth tells me you've been a big help." He peered at me. "Aye, very helpful I hear. So thanks. Thanks for looking out for my granddaughter." He scowled and started rolling a cigarette. Dr Tweedie, the Consultant Psychiatrist from Craigdunain arrived. He held a few envelopes. "I'm sorry I'm so late," he said. "These are from the staff at the hospital." He gave Ruth the cards. "They were upset. Everyone adored your father. He told them things you see, stories about what Ruaridh and I got up to at university." "All lies I suppose," Jamie said, laughing. Ruth smiled too. She had a beautiful smile. Dr Tweedie touched my arm. "How're you coping?" he said, handing me a cigarette. "There was a young man with a camera down there," he said, nodding towards the road. "He said he was
writing something for a newspaper. I told him to get lost," he said, lighting a match. "I'm so sorry, Ewan," he whispered. "I don't know how the hell it happened. Patients try to slip out every once in a while, but, well, they never get very far. Of course, there'll be an investigation." He shook his head and brushed crumbs from his coat. "But it's lovely here Ewan. You've both done him proud." Ruth may have done him proud, but I hadn't. That's what I thought. Jamie was speaking to Dr Tweedie when two locals arrived. I recognised one of them, a postman called Ronnie. He held a bunch of flowers. "We spoke on the phone Miss Munro," he mumbled, shaking her hand. "These are from me and Johnny here," he said, holding out the flowers. "I think I said on the phone, we didn't know Mr Munro personally. But Johnny's Dad loved your father's books." "All he read," Johnny said, nodding. "I'm sorry about your father," he said, glancing at me. "This is Ewan," Ruth said, quickly. "My brother Shane can't be here today." "I'm sorry son," Johnny said, blushing. "I could've sworn you were," he muttered, pulling nervously at his woollen tie. It was a very short service. Ruth stood up and spoke a few words. "Few people can say that their father won the adoration of the country with what he wrote. But my father did. Critics used to write lovely things on the backs of his books. But my father didn't care about that, not really. He was most proud of the fact that ordinary people, who didn't really read novels, seemed to love his work. This is because he wrote about them." Johnny, Ronnie's friend nodded. "I'm told that my mother, who sadly can't be here today, encouraged my Dad to write a best-seller. Eventually he did," she smiled, "Although he insisted
And all the others who came and went And those who have felt how I've felt And been how I've been. And all of you homeless or helpless alone or displaced, hopeless or dispossessed I know it. So I'll face it and tear at it, until I squirm and weep and I'll try with every sob to give you a voice you'd be proud to call your own. You know me, either writhing in the dust or grasping at the stars. Drunk, or stoned or confused and hopeless I will write it all to you. Only what my own eyes have seen." After the wake I walked by the loch on Lismore and for a few seconds nature was magnified. Everything was alive and teeming and beautiful, and I saw a sketch of the dead man, crawling and possessed, dancing amidst the ghosts on the shore. And for the first time in a while I cried. I cried and cried for a long time, and watched the drizzle fall on the water. When I arrived at my aunt's empty house, I fell into a deep and peaceful sleep. As I slept I dreamt about my grandfather, a kind, decent man, a doctor who wouldn't do private work because he felt it was immoral, even though he was always struggling for money. As we walked by the quarry at Ballachulish he took my hand and comforted me. He took each of my hands and wrapped them in my scarf. As I sobbed I felt his hand on my shoulder and he whispered, "Grief, grief I suppose, and sufficient grief makes us free. To be faithless and faithful together, as we have to be." For a second I understood, but when I turned around to face him he had gone.
it was just a lucky mistake. A few of you will recall the bold, handsome raconteur who appeared in the newspapers when I was a child. But I'm happy to say that everyone here also knew the real man. He was gentle, charming and modest." I smiled. It was nerves, I suppose. Dr Tweedie coughed. "My father produced less than he hoped to in the last ten or so years of his life because of his illness." Jamie nodded solemnly. "So though many enjoyed reading his last novel, it never lived up to the exacting standards he set himself. But I know that had my father lived into his fifties or sixties, he would have produced more great novels. For him, writing was the most natural thing in the world." Ruth looked up from her hands. "My Dad was a brilliant man. I couldn't have asked for a better, more loving father." Her eyes were wide and pleading. "In conclusion, his best friend will read you a poem, written by my father a few months before his death." As I stood to read what Ruaridh had written, Ruth returned to the pew. She touched my hand, and I shuddered slightly as I remembered her make-up smudged all over the pillows as I woke up beside her that morning, and glimpsed her naked again. "This is called, 'The Parting Glass'," I said. I sensed Jamie was peering at me, but I didn't care. I felt slightly drunk. "After the last time I passed you the cigarette and said 'I'm sick of this nightmare.' But you just laughed and passed it back. It's spring now and it's been nearly two years, but I still see you sat on the windowsill as the dawn comes, and Christ I still feel about as empty as the day it happened. So I wish you well, wherever you are, this is for you.
– by Tom Smith –
This is the first issue of Banner, a biannual magazine which will tell you about, among other things, a Guatemalan coffee fincha run by ex-guerrillas, what could happen when you hold a Shell garage petrol pump to your ear, and the nature of a pilgrimage, from Tottenham to Hampstead, for milkshakes. We've also got interviews with poets and filmmakers, a few good poems and stories, and an exclusive first chapter from the novel Homecoming. Oh, and something to eat if you're hungry.


That's a rather simple answer to a profound question. But this answer says a lot about the influence mothers have on the home and on their children. While both parents have an important role in early childhood nurture, it is usually the mother who makes the home and shapes the minds of little children. The mother is often the first one to tell her children about the Lord.
As a child, the first person I looked for when coming home from school was my mother. After she passed away, our home life changed radically. My father did what he could to keep our home special, but it was never the same without our mother.
If your mother is still living, tell her how much you love her and respect her. In the nine years I knew my mother, I never once told her that. Thank her for who she is, and for how she has shaped your life. And if she is gone, thank God for who she was in your life.
If perhaps your mother is or was not the mother you wished you had, ask God to help you forgive her even now, and to give you the grace to love and accept her as she is or was.
Lord God, we thank you for our mothers. Help us to love and respect them. Help us to be loving children as well as loving parents and spouses, for your sake. Amen.


Home/Frequently Asked Questions About MBA Degrees/What is the Average Cost of a MBA Degree?
The average MBA cost varies depending on the type of MBA degree, the school, the concentration, the location, and other factors. These include an important element that many might overlook- the forgone salary from spending time out of the workforce instead of earning money at a job. Average MBA costs help contextualize the decision of whether to attend an MBA program.
In terms of tuition, MBA degrees start at around $40,000 a year, and the traditional MBA is two years long. This cost rises based on the ranking of the school: according to US News and World Report the annual cost can reach $57,000 for top MBA degree programs. However, the tuition is not the only direct cost of earning an MBA. Investopedia reports that costs for books, room and board, and other expenses like computers and trips can total to an additional $20,000 per year, giving a cost for a two-year MBA of around $120,000-$140,000.
Someone considering entering an MBA program generally holds a job before they apply. Then they need to leave that job for two years to pursue the degree. This adds to the effective annual cost of the program, because they give up two years' worth of salary in addition to paying the costs listed above. The amount of this cost depends on the job the MBA applicant held before entering the program. For example, if they were making $75,000, the total foregone salary from entering a two-year MBA program is $150,000.
In addition to giving up a salary, an MBA entrant also gives up time they could have spent gaining specific on-the-job experience. That experience can be valuable, not only in terms of personal growth, but also because it can lead to promotions or better job offers. Giving up that experience is another cost of attending an MBA program. This is a "soft" cost that is difficult to quantify, but potential applicants should be aware of it.
Combining all of the above information, the total cost for an MBA degree can range between $250,000 to $300,000, with the cost being higher for schools in areas with higher costs of living, schools with higher rankings, and students who have better-paying jobs before they enter the program. Some of this cost can be alleviated with a part-time MBA, but this also extends the length of the program. Companies may offer to pay for part or all of an MBA's costs for their employees, although this may come with the stipulation that the employee continue to work for that company after graduation from the program.
The final price tag can be high, so it is important to weigh the cost of the MBA carefully and obtain a good estimate of the expected benefit of the degree. Additionally, due to the wide range of cost estimates, average MBA cost numbers do not necessarily predict the exact cost of a specific school. However, they are useful for an initial analysis about whether applying for an MBA is worth further consideration, taking into account MBA cost.


Edmonton Excellence: Team Penske has enjoyed solid results at Edmonton since the IZOD IndyCar Series added the popular airport circuit to its schedule in 2008. The team has won the pole there in each of the past two seasons (Ryan Briscoe in 2008 and Will Power in 2009) and it's earned three podium results and one victory (last season with Power). Team Penske will look to make it two wins in a row at the City Centre Airport circuit this weekend.
Power Play: Power enters this weekend's race as the hottest driver in the series. He won last Sunday in Toronto for his fourth victory of the year and his second straight win. It marks the second two-race winning streak of the season for Power, who now leads the series standings by 42 points over defending champion Dario Franchitti. Power was sensational at Edmonton in 2009, winning from the pole position while leading 90 of 95 laps. In addition to leading the series in wins, Power also has five poles to pace all competitors this season. Power will strive for his third straight win this weekend at a track that he dominated last season.
Power-ful Visit: Power will visit Stollery Children's Hospital, located at 8440 112th Street in Edmonton, on Thursday, July 22 at 10 a.m. MT as part of the "Racing for Kids" program.
Canadian Reign: In Canada, Power has posted impressive results throughout his career. In nine races spanning Power's career in both Champ Car and IndyCar Series competition on Canadian soil, he has produced three wins and two poles to go along with six top-five and eight top-10 results. In four career races at Edmonton, Power has earned a win, two poles and he's led 118 laps of competition. Power thinks his Canadian heritage may have something to do with the success north of the border. His grandmother, Jean Ella (Buchan) Power, was born in Brandon, Manitoba, but grew up and worked in Lethbridge, Alberta. Overall, Team Penske has earned two wins, two poles, five podium results and eight top-six finishes in its last four races in Canada.
Landmark Victory: On Sunday, Penske Racing earned its 150th all-time open-wheel racing victory as Power won on the Toronto street circuit. A total of 16 drivers have teamed to produce the record number of wins for open-wheel racing's most successful organization, since 1968.
Going for Seven: Team Penske has earned six victories in 10 IZOD IndyCar Series races in 2010. The team won the first three races of the season with Power capturing the checkered flag in the No. 12 Verizon Team Penske car at both Sao Paulo, Brazil and at St. Petersburg. Castroneves won in the No. 3 Team Penske Dallara/Honda at Barber Motorsports Park in Alabama to make it three in a row. Briscoe then took the No. 6 Team Penske machine to Victory Lane at Texas, before Power won the last two rounds of competition at Watkins Glen International and Toronto.
New Streak?: Team Penske saw its record streak of eight consecutive pole positions won in IZOD IndyCar Series competition snapped last week in Toronto. The remarkable run included poles won by all three drivers (Power -- 5, Briscoe -- 2, Castroneves -- 1) and poles at all types of tracks (road course, street circuit, short oval, 1.5-mile oval and superspeedway). Eight in a row tied the all-time open-wheel racing record for consecutive poles. Last season, Team Penske swept qualifying at Edmonton as Power won the pole and Briscoe and Castroneves qualified second and third. The team looks to begin a new run this weekend at a venue where it's won the last two pole positions.
Helio's Edmonton Experience: Castroneves has run well at Edmonton over the last two seasons. He has qualified and finished among the top three at City Centre Airport in both 2008 and 2009 and he's led 37 laps of racing at the venue. The three-time Indy 500 winner started second and finished second at Edmonton in 2008 and he started third and finished second last season behind Power.
Ryan's Race Ready: Briscoe has also produced good results in his two races in Edmonton. He won the pole on the fast and physical street circuit in 2008 before finishing sixth and last season he qualified second and finished fourth. Currently fourth in the series standings, just seven points behind third place, Briscoe hopes a solid result this weekend will earn him a spot among the top three in the championship chase by the end of this weekend.
Helio Castroneves: "I'm really looking forward to racing in Edmonton this weekend. It's a very tough, fast circuit and the No. 3 Team Penske car has done well there, finishing second the last two years. We've been very close to a win there and I hope this is the year we can bring it home. I love the fans in Edmonton. They appreciate our racing and they always seem to draw a big crowd. Last week was tough at Toronto but I'm looking forward to putting that behind us with a strong result this weekend."
Ryan Briscoe: "Edmonton is a unique track that our Team Penske cars have always been very fast at. I enjoy racing at the track and I have started on the front row in the past two years. Hopefully this year I can have another strong qualifying result and convert that into a win in Edmonton."
Will Power: "I am looking forward to getting back on track at Edmonton. It's a great place to race and the fan support is always good. I think it is going to be very competitive in qualifying and really tough in the race this weekend. I was pretty strong there last year and the Verizon team has been great all year so I'm hoping that we can come out on top in this event."


The City of Ferndale has a Winter Maintenance Guide in place to keep city streets clean during inclement weather. The Guide prioritizes which city streets will be cleaned first during a snow emergency. Streets are divided into five priorities and are cleaned in accordance with the schedule below.
For information about snow parking and snow emergencies, see the City's snow parking page.
We as a community are responsible for keeping Ferndale safe for pedestrians and neighbors. Ferndale ordinance requires that property owners are responsible for clearing property sidewalks within 24 hours of the first accumulation. Snow that accumulates overnight must be cleaned by noon the next day. Snow that accumulates during the day must be cleaned by noon the following day. Failure to do so may result in a code violation.
Find yourself in need of snow-removal assistance? Have a shovel and a few extra minutes to help your neighbors? Check out the City's volunteer community community snow removal doc.
Remove all ice from sidewalks. After the sidewalk is clear, sprinkle sand, salt, or cat litter to provide traction. Pile snow onto your own yard or boulevard; it's against ordinance to shovel snow into streets and alleys. If you have a corner property, you are required to clear the curb ramps at crosswalks down to the street gutter.
Avoid a ticket! If the City of Ferndale receives a complaint or discovers that a sidewalk is not properly cleared, Ordinance Enforcement will inspect the sidewalk and give the property owners an opportunity to clear it. If the sidewalk has not been cleared upon re-inspection, the property owner may be issued a citation with a fine. Abatement crews will remove the snow and ice from the sidewalk. Property owners will be billed for this service.
You are as responsible for clearing ice and snow on your sidewalk. The sooner and more completely you shovel, the less likely that ice will form. Make arrangements for someone to take over while you are on vacation.


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NFL quarterback blasts school for nixing valedictorian: 'If you want something bad enough, work for it. People are too soft.'
'This is so dumb. You're telling me competition doesn't bring out the best in people?'
Dave Urbanski
Photo by Dustin Bradford/Getty Images
Cleveland Browns quarterback Baker Mayfield — who lit up the league in his rookie season last year, throwing for 3,725 yards and 27 touchdowns — had a few words for an Ohio high school that did away with its valedictorian and salutatorian awards due to concerns about students' mental health and the school's "competitive culture."
"This is so dumb," Mayfield noted in a tweet that's going viral. "You're telling me competition doesn't bring out the best in people? If you want something bad enough, work for it. People are too soft."
This is so dumb. You're telling me competition doesn't bring out the best in people? If you want something bad enou… https://t.co/oGIaKPDJLu
— Baker Mayfield (@Baker Mayfield) 1557601160.0
It was among several changes Mason City Schools announced last week, including capping grade point averages at 5.0, the Enquirer said, adding that the latter was needed because students have been pursuing higher and higher GPAs instead of other endeavors.
"Kids were using their summers, using time during the year to stack themselves up with even more classes," Tracey Carson, a district spokeswoman, told the paper.
Mayfield is familiar with the benefits of competition
Despite leading his Austin, Texas, high school to a 25-2 record over two seasons and a state championship his senior year, Mayfield wasn't highly recruited by colleges, WKYC-TV reported.
So what did he do in response? Only walking on at Texas Tech University as a freshman and throwing for 413 yards and four touchdowns in his debut.
After some issues at Texas Tech, Mayfield enrolled at the University of Oklahoma — again walking on — and beat out the returning starting quarterback.
Mayfield won the Heisman Trophy in 2017, becoming the only walk-on player to ever win the premier college football award. Mayfield then became the 2018 NFL draft's No. 1 overall pick and was headed to the Browns. He went on the break the NFL rookie record with his 27th touchdown pass last December, having started only 13 games.
Here are some Mayfield highlights:
Baker Mayfield's FULL Rookie Highlightsyoutu.be

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