You're afraid if you look for your passion and don't find it, you'll feel like you're an idiot, so then you make excuses about why you're not going to look for your passion.
Anda takut tidak akan menemukan gairah Anda jika mencarinya, Anda merasa seperti seorang idiot sehingga Anda mencari-cari alasan mengapa Anda tidak mencari gairah Anda.