And I am sitting by my father's bedside in hospital, trying to work out whether I should let him drink the one-and-a-half-liter bottle of water that his doctors just came in and said, \"You must make him drink today,\" -- my father's been nil by mouth for a week -- or whether, by giving him this bottle, I might actually kill him.
Dan saya sedang duduk di samping ranjang ayah saya di rumah sakit mencoba memutuskan apakah saya harus menyuruhnya minum satu setengah liter air seperti yang dikatakan dokternya, \"Kamu harus menyuruhnya minum hari ini,\" -- ayah saya sudah tidak minum selama seminggu -- atau, apakah dengan menyuruhnya minum, saya mungkin saja bisa membunuh dia.