He didn't want cry in front of me, but he knew he wasn't going to make it back to the city, and it was better me than to allow himself to express these feelings and emotions in front of the women.
Dia tidak ingin menangis di depan saya. Namun dia tahu dia tidak akan tahan hingga kembali ke kota, dan lebih baik baginya daripada jika ayah mengekspresikan perasaan dan emosi ini di depan para wanita.