And it was devastating every single time, and every single time, I had to ask myself if I should just quit while I was behind and give up and spare myself this pain.
Dan setiap kali selalu terasa menyakitkan, dan setiap kali, saya bertanya-tanya apakah sebaiknya saya berhenti saat masih tertinggal, menyerah dan menghindari rasa sakit ini.