Because once John committed himself to putting his life back together -- first physically, then emotionally, and then spiritually -- he found that there were very few resources available to someone who has attempted to end their life in the way that he did.
Karena di saat John memutuskan untuk hidup kembali -- pertama secara fisik, lalu secara emosional, dan kemudian secara spiritual -- dia menemukan bahwa hanya ada sedikit sumber bagi orang yang telah mencoba mengakhiri hidupnya seperti yang dia lakukan.