I have to sort of find some way to have a safe distance between me, as I am writing, and my very natural anxiety about what the reaction to that writing is going to be, from now on.
Saya harus memiliki suatu jarak aman antara saya, sebagai penulis, dan ketakutan saya yang wajar saat menghadapi reaksi orang terhadap karya saya, sejak saat ini.