The order he keeps is scandalous , that 's what , and he neglects the young fry and puts all his time on those big scholars he 's getting ready for Queen 's . He 'd never have got the school for another year if his uncle had n't been a trustee -- THE trustee , for he just leads the other two around by the nose , that 's what . I declare , I do n't know what education in this Island is coming to . '' Mrs. Rachel shook her head , as much as to say if she were only at the head of the educational system of the Province things would be much better managed . Marilla took Mrs. Rachel 's advice and not another word was said to Anne about going back to school . She learned her lessons at home , did her chores , and played with Diana in the chilly purple autumn twilights ; but when she met Gilbert Blythe on the road or encountered him in Sunday school she passed him by with an icy contempt that was no whit thawed by his evident desire to appease her . Even Diana 's efforts as a peacemaker were of no avail . Anne had evidently made up her mind to hate Gilbert Blythe to the end of life . As much as she hated Gilbert , however , did she love Diana , with all the love of her passionate little heart , equally intense in its likes and dislikes . One evening Marilla , coming in from the orchard with a basket of apples , found Anne sitting along by the east window in the twilight , crying bitterly . `` Whatever 's the matter now , Anne ? '' she asked . `` It 's about Diana , '' sobbed Anne luxuriously . `` I love Diana so , Marilla . I can not ever live without her . But I know very well when we grow up that Diana will get married and go away and leave me . And oh , what shall I do ? I hate her husband -- I just hate him furiously . I 've been imagining it all out -- the wedding and everything -- Diana dressed in snowy garments , with a veil , and looking as beautiful and regal as a queen ; and me the bridesmaid , with a lovely dress too , and puffed sleeves , but with a breaking heart hid beneath my smiling face . And then bidding Diana goodbye-e-e -- '' Here Anne broke down entirely and wept with increasing bitterness .
Marilla turned quickly away to hide her twitching face ; but it was no use ; she collapsed on the nearest chair and burst into such a hearty and unusual peal XXXXX laughter that Matthew , crossing the yard outside , halted in amazement .
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