His feelings , indeed , appeared to me more excitable than those of a younger man -- or , at least , the same degree of feeling manifested itself by more visible effects than if his judgment and will had possessed the potency of meridian life . At the pathetic passages of his narrative he readily melted into tears . When a breath of indignation swept across his spirit , the blood flushed his withered visage even to the roots of his white hair , and he shook his clinched fist at the trio of peaceful auditors , seeming to fancy enemies in those who felt very kindly toward the desolate old soul . But ever and anon , sometimes in the midst of his most earnest talk , this ancient person 's intellect would wander vaguely , losing its hold of the matter in hand and groping for it amid misty shadows . Then would he cackle forth a feeble laugh and express a doubt whether his wits -- for by that phrase it pleased our ancient friend to signify his mental powers -- were not getting a little the worse for wear . Under these disadvantages , the old loyalist 's story required more revision to render it fit for the public eye than those of the series which have preceded it ; nor should it be concealed that the sentiment and tone of the affair may have undergone some slight -- or perchance more than slight -- metamorphosis in its transmission to the reader through the medium of a thoroughgoing democrat . The tale itself is a mere sketch with no involution of plot nor any great interest of events , yet possessing , if I have rehearsed it aright , that pensive influence over the mind which the shadow of the old Province House flings upon the loiterer in its court-yard . * * * * * The hour had come -- the hour of defeat and humiliation -- when Sir William Howe was to pass over the threshold of the province-house and embark , with no such triumphal ceremonies as he once promised himself , on board the British fleet . He bade his servants and military attendants go before him , and lingered a moment in the loneliness of the mansion to quell the fierce emotions that struggled in his bosom as with a death-throb . Preferable then would he have deemed his fate had a warrior 's death left him a claim to the narrow territory of a grave within the soil which the king had given him to defend . With an ominous perception that as his departing footsteps echoed adown the staircase the sway of Britain was passing for ever from New England , he smote his clenched hand on his brow and cursed the destiny that had flung the shame of a dismembered empire upon him . `` Would to God , '' cried he , hardly repressing his tears of rage , `` that the rebels were even now at the doorstep ! A blood-stain upon the floor should then bear testimony that the last British ruler was faithful to his trust . '' The tremulous voice of a woman replied to his exclamation . `` Heaven 's cause and the king 's are one , '' it said . `` Go forth , Sir William Howe , and trust in Heaven to bring back a royal governor in triumph . '' Subduing at once the passion to which he had yielded only in the faith that it was unwitnessed , Sir William Howe became conscious that an aged woman leaning on a gold-headed staff was standing betwixt him and the door . It was old Esther Dudley , who had dwelt almost immemorial years in this mansion , until her presence seemed as inseparable from it as the recollections of its history . She was the daughter of an ancient and once eminent family which had fallen into poverty and decay and left its last descendant no resource save the bounty of the king , nor any shelter except within the walls of the province-house . An office in the household with merely nominal duties had been assigned to her as a pretext for the payment of a small pension , the greater part of which she expended in adorning herself with an antique magnificence of attire .
The claims of Esther Dudley 's gentle blood were acknowledged by all the successive governors , and they treated her XXXXX the punctilious courtesy which it was her foible to demand , not always with success , from a neglectful world .
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