`` It was a splendid sermon and I could have listened to it forever , and it made me feel utterly wretched . Oh , I wish I was like YOU , Anne . `` He caught up with me on the road home , and grinned as cheerfully as usual . But his grin could never deceive me again . I had seen the REAL Jonas . I wondered if he could ever see the REAL PHIL -- whom NOBODY , not even you , Anne , has ever seen yet . '' ` Jonas , ' I said -- I forgot to call him Mr. Blake . Was n't it dreadful ? But there are times when things like that do n't matter -- ` Jonas , you were born to be a minister . You COULD N'T be anything else . ' '' ` No , I could n't , ' he said soberly . ' I tried to be something else for a long time -- I did n't want to be a minister . But I came to see at last that it was the work given me to do -- and God helping me , I shall try to do it . ' `` His voice was low and reverent . I thought that he would do his work and do it well and nobly ; and happy the woman fitted by nature and training to help him do it . SHE would be no feather , blown about by every fickle wind of fancy . SHE would always know what hat to put on . Probably she would have only one . Ministers never have much money . But she would n't mind having one hat or none at all , because she would have Jonas .
`` Anne Shirley , do n't you dare XXXXX say or hint or think that I 've fallen in love with Mr. Blake .
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