If you will be , I 'll go back to Janet and leave the lantern here with you . '' `` Yes , that will be the best thing to do . I may not be ready to go home for some time yet , '' said Mr. Leonard , thinking that the death-bed of sin behind him was no sight for Felix 's young eyes . `` Is that your grandson you 're talking to ? '' Naomi spoke clearly and strongly . The spasm had passed . `` If it is , bring him in . I want to see him . '' Reluctantly , Mr. Leonard signed Felix to enter . The boy stood by Naomi 's bed and looked down at her with sympathetic eyes . But at first she did not look at him -- she looked past him at the minister . `` I might have died in that spell , '' she said , with sullen reproach in her voice , `` and if I had , I 'd been in hell now . You ca n't help me -- I 'm done with you . There ai n't any hope for me , and I know it now . '' She turned to Felix . `` Take down that fiddle on the wall and play something for me , '' she said imperiously . `` I 'm dying -- and I 'm going to hell -- and I do n't want to think of it . Play me something to take my thoughts off it -- I do n't care what you play . I was always fond of music -- there was always something in it for me I never found anywhere else . '' Felix looked at his grandfather .
The old man nodded , he felt too ashamed to speak ; he sat with his fine silver head in his hands , while Felix took down and tuned the old violin , XXXXX which so many godless lilts had been played in many a wild revel .
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