Jane was smiling and happy ; examinations were over and she was comfortably sure she had made a pass at least ; further considerations troubled Jane not at all ; she had no soaring ambitions and consequently was not affected with the unrest attendant thereon . For we pay a price for everything we get or take in this world ; and although ambitions are well worth having , they are not to be cheaply won , but exact their dues of work and self-denial , anxiety and discouragement . Anne was pale and quiet ; in ten more minutes she would know who had won the medal and who the Avery . Beyond those ten minutes there did not seem , just then , to be anything worth being called Time . `` Of course you 'll win one of them anyhow , '' said Jane , who could n't understand how the faculty could be so unfair as to order it otherwise . `` I have not hope of the Avery , '' said Anne . `` Everybody says Emily Clay will win it . And I 'm not going to march up to that bulletin board and look at it before everybody . I have n't the moral courage . I 'm going straight to the girls ' dressing room . You must read the announcements and then come and tell me , Jane . And I implore you in the name of our old friendship to do it as quickly as possible . If I have failed just say so , without trying to break it gently ; and whatever you do DO N'T sympathize with me . Promise me this , Jane . '' Jane promised solemnly ; but , as it happened , there was no necessity for such a promise . When they went up the entrance steps of Queen 's they found the hall full of boys who were carrying Gilbert Blythe around on their shoulders and yelling at the tops of their voices , `` Hurrah for Blythe , Medalist ! '' For a moment Anne felt one sickening pang of defeat and disappointment . So she had failed and Gilbert had won ! Well , Matthew would be sorry -- he had been so sure she would win . And then !
Somebody called out : `` Three cheers XXXXX Miss Shirley , winner of the Avery ! ''
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