It 's beautiful to have my mother think that about me -- but I do n't deserve it quite . I 'm not as good and strong as all that . There are heaps of times when I have felt cross and impatient and woeful and despairing . It is mother and Susan who have been this family 's backbone . But I have helped a little , I believe , and I am so glad and thankful . `` The war news has been good right along . The French and Americans are pushing the Germans back and back and back . Sometimes I am afraid it is too good to last -- after nearly four years of disasters one has a feeling that this constant success is unbelievable . We do n't rejoice noisily over it . Susan keeps the flag up but we go softly . The price paid has been too high for jubilation . We are just thankful that it has not been paid in vain . `` No word has come from Jem . We hope -- because we dare not do anything else . But there are hours when we all feel -- though we never say so -- that such hoping is foolishness . These hours come more and more frequently as the weeks go by . And we may never know . That is the most terrible thought of all . I wonder how Faith is bearing it . To judge from her letters she has never for a moment given up hope , but she must have had her dark hours of doubt like the rest of us . ''
20th August 1918 `` The Canadians have been XXXXX action again and Mr. Meredith had a cable today saying that Carl had been slightly wounded and is in the hospital .
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