Last night I was horribly lonesome all alone in my room and wished so much you were with me . I could n't `` cram '' because I 'd promised Miss Stacy not to , but it was as hard to keep from opening my history as it used to be to keep from reading a story before my lessons were learned . `` This morning Miss Stacy came for me and we went to the Academy , calling for Jane and Ruby and Josie on our way . Ruby asked me to feel her hands and they were as cold as ice . Josie said I looked as if I had n't slept a wink and she did n't believe I was strong enough to stand the grind of the teacher 's course even if I did get through . There are times and seasons even yet when I do n't feel that I 've made any great headway in learning to like Josie Pye ! `` When we reached the Academy there were scores of students there from all over the Island . The first person we saw was Moody Spurgeon sitting on the steps and muttering away to himself . Jane asked him what on earth he was doing and he said he was repeating the multiplication table over and over to steady his nerves and for pity 's sake not to interrupt him , because if he stopped for a moment he got frightened and forgot everything he ever knew , but the multiplication table kept all his facts firmly in their proper place ! `` When we were assigned to our rooms Miss Stacy had to leave us . Jane and I sat together and Jane was so composed that I envied her . No need of the multiplication table for good , steady , sensible Jane ! I wondered if I looked as I felt and if they could hear my heart thumping clear across the room . Then a man came in and began distributing the English examination sheets . My hands grew cold then and my head fairly whirled around as I picked it up . Just one awful moment -- Diana , I felt exactly as I did four years ago when I asked Marilla if I might stay at Green Gables -- and then everything cleared up in my mind and my heart began beating again -- I forgot to say that it had stopped altogether ! -- for I knew I could do something with THAT paper anyhow . `` At noon we went home for dinner and then back again for history in the afternoon . The history was a pretty hard paper and I got dreadfully mixed up in the dates . Still , I think I did fairly well today .
But oh , Diana , tomorrow the geometry exam comes off and when I think XXXXX it it takes every bit of determination I possess to keep from opening my Euclid .
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