He bade his servants and military attendants go before him , and lingered a moment in the loneliness of the mansion to quell the fierce emotions that struggled in his bosom as with a death-throb . Preferable then would he have deemed his fate had a warrior 's death left him a claim to the narrow territory of a grave within the soil which the king had given him to defend . With an ominous perception that as his departing footsteps echoed adown the staircase the sway of Britain was passing for ever from New England , he smote his clenched hand on his brow and cursed the destiny that had flung the shame of a dismembered empire upon him . `` Would to God , '' cried he , hardly repressing his tears of rage , `` that the rebels were even now at the doorstep ! A blood-stain upon the floor should then bear testimony that the last British ruler was faithful to his trust . '' The tremulous voice of a woman replied to his exclamation . `` Heaven 's cause and the king 's are one , '' it said . `` Go forth , Sir William Howe , and trust in Heaven to bring back a royal governor in triumph . '' Subduing at once the passion to which he had yielded only in the faith that it was unwitnessed , Sir William Howe became conscious that an aged woman leaning on a gold-headed staff was standing betwixt him and the door . It was old Esther Dudley , who had dwelt almost immemorial years in this mansion , until her presence seemed as inseparable from it as the recollections of its history . She was the daughter of an ancient and once eminent family which had fallen into poverty and decay and left its last descendant no resource save the bounty of the king , nor any shelter except within the walls of the province-house . An office in the household with merely nominal duties had been assigned to her as a pretext for the payment of a small pension , the greater part of which she expended in adorning herself with an antique magnificence of attire . The claims of Esther Dudley 's gentle blood were acknowledged by all the successive governors , and they treated her with the punctilious courtesy which it was her foible to demand , not always with success , from a neglectful world . The only actual share which she assumed in the business of the mansion was to glide through its passages and public chambers late at night to see that the servants had dropped no fire from their flaring torches nor left embers crackling and blazing on the hearths . Perhaps it was this invariable custom of walking her rounds in the hush of midnight that caused the superstition of the times to invest the old woman with attributes of awe and mystery , fabling that she had entered the portal of the province-house -- none knew whence -- in the train of the first royal governor , and that it was her fate to dwell there till the last should have departed . But Sir William Howe , if he ever heard this legend , had forgotten it . `` Mistress Dudley , why are you loitering here ? '' asked he , with some severity of tone . `` It is my pleasure to be the last in this mansion of the king . '' `` Not so , if it please Your Excellency , '' answered the time-stricken woman .
`` This roof has sheltered me long ; I will not pass from it until they bear me to the tomb XXXXX my forefathers .
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