`` Yes , '' he said briefly . `` Mrs. Rennie will be there , '' I said . Sidney nodded . `` Do you think her so very handsome , Sidney ? '' I said . I had never mentioned Mrs. Rennie to him since the day we were coasting , and I did n't mean to now . The question just asked itself . `` Yes , very ; but not as handsome as you will be ten years from now , Nic , '' said Sidney lightly . `` Do you think I 'm handsome , Sidney ? '' I cried . `` You will be when you 're grown up , '' he answered , looking at me critically . `` Will you be going to Mrs. Greaves ' reception after the dinner ? '' I asked . `` Yes , I suppose so , '' said Sidney absently . I could see he was n't thinking of me at all . I wondered if he were thinking of Mrs. Rennie . * * * * * April Sixth . Oh , something so wonderful has happened . I can hardly believe it . There are moments when I quake with the fear that it is all a dream .
I wonder XXXXX I can really be the same Cornelia Marshall I was yesterday .
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