I could n't really believe before that Jonas would ever care for frivolous me . '' `` Phil , you 're not really frivolous , '' said Anne gravely . '' ` Way down underneath that frivolous exterior of yours you 've got a dear , loyal , womanly little soul . Why do you hide it so ? '' `` I ca n't help it , Queen Anne . You are right -- I 'm not frivolous at heart . But there 's a sort of frivolous skin over my soul and I ca n't take it off . As Mrs. Poyser says , I 'd have to be hatched over again and hatched different before I could change it . But Jonas knows the real me and loves me , frivolity and all . And I love him . I never was so surprised in my life as I was when I found out I loved him . I 'd never thought it possible to fall in love with an ugly man . Fancy me coming down to one solitary beau . And one named Jonas ! But I mean to call him Jo . That 's such a nice , crisp little name . I could n't nickname Alonzo . '' `` What about Alec and Alonzo ? '' `` Oh , I told them at Christmas that I never could marry either of them . It seems so funny now to remember that I ever thought it possible that I might .
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