Sometimes it gives me so much pleasure that it is almost pain . '' She stopped abruptly . `` I do n't know why I am talking to you like this . '' `` You are a strange girl , Magdalen . Have you no other companion than the sea ? '' `` No . Why should I wish to have ? I shall not be here long . '' Elliott 's face contracted with a spasm of pain . `` You are not going away , Magdalen ? '' `` Yes -- in the fall . I have my own living to earn , you know . I am very poor . Uncle and Aunt are very kind , but I can not consent to burden them any longer than I can help . '' A sigh that was almost a moan broke from Esterbrook Elliott 's lips . `` You must not go away , Magdalen . You must stay here -- with me ! '' `` You forget yourself , '' she said proudly . `` How dare you speak to me so ? Have you forgotten Miss Lesley ?
Or are you a traitor XXXXX us both ? ''
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