`` Jesus Christ forgave and loved the Magdalen , Naomi . '' `` Jesus Christ ? Oh , I ai n't afraid of HIM . Yes , HE could understand and forgive . He was half human . I tell you , it 's God I 'm skeered of . '' `` They are one and the same , '' said Mr. Leonard helplessly . He knew he could not make Naomi realize it . This anguished death-bed was no place for a theological exposition on the mysteries of the Trinity . `` Christ died for you , Naomi . He bore your sins in His own body on the cross . '' `` We bear our own sins , '' said Naomi fiercely . `` I 've borne mine all my life -- and I 'll bear them for all eternity . I ca n't believe anything else . I CA N'T believe God can forgive me . I 've ruined people body and soul -- I 've broken hearts and poisoned homes -- I 'm worse than a murderess . No -- no -- no , there 's no hope for me . '' Her voice rose again into that shrill , intolerable shriek . `` I 've got to go to hell . It ai n't so much the fire I 'm skeered of as the outer darkness .
I 've always been so skeered of darkness -- it 's so full XXXXX awful things and thoughts .
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