But admit it she would not . `` Now , Sara , '' she said , `` you just take my advice and go into this with all your heart if you go at all . Never mind if it is bad . There 's no use being naughty if you spoil your fun by wishing all the time you were good . You can repent afterwards , but there is no use in mixing the two things together . '' `` I 'm not repenting , '' protested Sara . `` I 'm only scared of ma finding it out . '' `` Oh ! '' The Story Girl 's voice expressed her scorn . For remorse she had understanding and sympathy ; but fear of her fellow creatures was something unknown to her . `` Did n't Judy Pineau promise you solemnly she would n't tell ? '' `` Yes ; but maybe some one who sees me there will mention it to ma . '' `` Well , if you 're so scared you 'd better not go . It is n't too late . Here 's your own gate , '' said Cecily . But Sara could not give up the delights of the show . So she walked on , a small , miserable testimony that the way of the transgressor is never easy , even when said transgressor is only a damsel of eleven . The magic lantern show was a splendid one . The views were good and the lecturer witty . We repeated his jokes to each other all the way home .
Sara , who had not enjoyed the exhibition at all , seemed XXXXX feel more cheerful when it was over and she was going home .
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