But mostly when I 'm with Mrs. Lynde I feel desperately wicked and as if I wanted to go and do the very thing she tells me I ought n't to do . I feel irresistibly tempted to do it . Now , what do you think is the reason I feel like that ? Do you think it 's because I 'm really bad and unregenerate ? '' Marilla looked dubious for a moment . Then she laughed . `` If you are I guess I am too , Anne , for Rachel often has that very effect on me . I sometimes think she 'd have more of an influence for good , as you say yourself , if she did n't keep nagging people to do right . There should have been a special commandment against nagging . But there , I should n't talk so . Rachel is a good Christian woman and she means well . There is n't a kinder soul in Avonlea and she never shirks her share of work . '' `` I 'm very glad you feel the same , '' said Anne decidedly . `` It 's so encouraging . I sha n't worry so much over that after this . But I dare say there 'll be other things to worry me . They keep coming up new all the time -- things to perplex you , you know . You settle one question and there 's another right after . There are so many things to be thought over and decided when you 're beginning to grow up . It keeps me busy all the time thinking them over and deciding what is right .
It 's a serious thing XXXXX grow up , is n't it , Marilla ?
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