In a `` make believe '' assembly of choice spirits everybody says just the thing you want her to say and so gives you the chance to say just what YOU want to say . Attended by this invisible company , Anne traversed the woods and arrived at the fir lane just as broad , feathery flakes began to flutter down softly . At the first bend she came upon Miss Lavendar , standing under a big , broad-branching fir . She wore a gown of warm , rich red , and her head and shoulders were wrapped in a silvery gray silk shawl . `` You look like the queen of the fir wood fairies , '' called Anne merrily . `` I thought you would come tonight , Anne , '' said Miss Lavendar , running forward . `` And I 'm doubly glad , for Charlotta the Fourth is away . Her mother is sick and she had to go home for the night . I should have been very lonely if you had n't come ... even the dreams and the echoes would n't have been enough company . Oh , Anne , how pretty you are , '' she added suddenly , looking up at the tall , slim girl with the soft rose-flush of walking on her face . `` How pretty and how young ! It 's so delightful to be seventeen , is n't it ? I do envy you , '' concluded Miss Lavendar candidly . `` But you are only seventeen at heart , '' smiled Anne . `` No , I 'm old ... or rather middle-aged , which is far worse , '' sighed Miss Lavendar . `` Sometimes I can pretend I 'm not , but at other times I realize it . And I ca n't reconcile myself to it as most women seem to . I 'm just as rebellious as I was when I discovered my first gray hair . Now , Anne , do n't look as if you were trying to understand . Seventeen CA N'T understand .
I 'm going XXXXX pretend right away that I am seventeen too , and I can do it , now that you 're here .
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