The question just asked itself . `` Yes , very ; but not as handsome as you will be ten years from now , Nic , '' said Sidney lightly . `` Do you think I 'm handsome , Sidney ? '' I cried . `` You will be when you 're grown up , '' he answered , looking at me critically . `` Will you be going to Mrs. Greaves ' reception after the dinner ? '' I asked . `` Yes , I suppose so , '' said Sidney absently . I could see he was n't thinking of me at all . I wondered if he were thinking of Mrs. Rennie . * * * * * April Sixth . Oh , something so wonderful has happened . I can hardly believe it . There are moments when I quake with the fear that it is all a dream . I wonder if I can really be the same Cornelia Marshall I was yesterday . No , I 'm not the same ... and the difference is so blessed . Oh , I 'm so happy ! My heart bubbles over with happiness and song . It 's so wonderful and lovely to be a woman and know it and know that other people know it . You dear diary , you were made for this moment ... I shall write all about it in you and so fulfil your destiny .
And then I shall put you away and never write anything more XXXXX you , because I shall not need you ... I shall have Sidney .
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