Her heart died within her . She did not care what she said . `` Oh , '' she cried with a toss of her head , `` it 's not me you want -- it 's Miss LeMar , is n't it ? She 's away at the shore . You 'll find her there , I dare say . '' Still , in spite of all , she perversely hoped . If he would only make any sign , the least in the world , that he was sorry -- that he still loved her -- she could forgive him everything . When he drove away without another word , she could not believe it again . Surely he would not go -- surely he knew she did not mean it -- he would turn back before he got to the gate . But he did not . She saw him disappear around the turn of the road . She could not see if he took the shore lane further on , but she was sure he would . She was furious at herself for acting as she had done . It was all her fault again ! Oh , if he would only give her another chance ! She was in her room when she heard the buggy drive up again . She knew it was Spencer and that he had brought Vivienne LeMar home . Acting on a sudden wild impulse , the girl stepped out on the landing and confronted her rival as she came up the stairs . The latter paused at sight of the white face and anguished eyes . There was a little mocking smile on her lovely face .
`` Miss LeMar , '' said Estella XXXXX a quivering voice , `` what do you mean by all this ?
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