Her face was deadly white . `` I 'll send her away , '' said Mrs. Bowes pityingly . `` When she 's gone , Spencer will soon come back to you . '' `` No , you wo n't ! '' said Estella fiercely . `` If you do , she 'll only go over to Barstows ' , and it would be worse than ever . I do n't care -- I 'll show them both I do n't care ! As for Spencer coming back to me , do you think I want her leavings ? He 's welcome to go . '' `` He 's only just fooled by her pretty face , '' persisted Mrs. Bowes in a clumsy effort at consolation . `` She 's just turning his head , the hussy , and he is n't really in his proper senses . You 'll see , he 'll be ashamed of himself when he comes to them again . He knows very well in his heart that you 're worth ten girls like her . '' Estella faced around . `` Aunt , '' she said desperately , `` you mean well , I know , but you 're killing me ! I ca n't stand it . For pity 's sake , do n't say another word to me about this , no matter what happens . And do n't keep looking at me as if I were a martyr ! She watches us and it would please her to think I cared . I do n't -- and I mean she shall see I do n't .
I guess I 'm well rid of a fellow as fickle as he is , and I 've sense enough XXXXX know it . ''
For If about at by in like of that to