But you can see for yourself . I ca n't stay here alone . I 'd go crazy with trouble and loneliness . And my sight would go -- I know it would . '' `` You wo n't have to stay here alone , Marilla . I 'll be with you . I 'm not going to Redmond . '' `` Not going to Redmond ! '' Marilla lifted her worn face from her hands and looked at Anne . `` Why , what do you mean ? '' `` Just what I say . I 'm not going to take the scholarship . I decided so the night after you came home from town . You surely do n't think I could leave you alone in your trouble , Marilla , after all you 've done for me . I 've been thinking and planning . Let me tell you my plans . Mr. Barry wants to rent the farm for next year . So you wo n't have any bother over that . And I 'm going to teach . I 've applied for the school here -- but I do n't expect to get it for I understand the trustees have promised it to Gilbert Blythe .
But I can have the Carmody school -- Mr. Blair told me so last XXXXX at the store .
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