It is well to have them , for thou wilt be heartbroken with Heimweh at the first , Nat , and need comforting , ' said the Professor , giving him several letters . ` Thanks , sir . Yes , I expect to be pretty lonely till I get started , then my music and the hope of getting on will cheer me up , ' answered Nat , who both longed and dreaded to leave all these friends behind him and make new ones . He was a man now ; but the blue eyes were as honest as ever , the mouth still a little weak , in spite of the carefully cherished moustache over it , and the broad forehead more plainly than ever betrayed the music-loving nature of the youth . Modest , affectionate , and dutiful , Nat was considered a pleasant though not a brilliant success by Mrs Jo . She loved and trusted him , and was sure he would do his best , but did not expect that he would be great in any way , unless the stimulus of foreign training and self-dependence made him a better artist and a stronger man than now seemed likely . ` I 've marked all your things -- or rather , Daisy did -- and as soon as your books are collected , we can see about the packing , ' said Mrs Jo , who was so used to fitting boys off for all quarters of the globe that a trip to the North Pole would not have been too much for her . Nat grew red at mention of that name -- or was it the last glow of sunset on his rather pale cheek ? -- and his heart beat happily at the thought of the dear girl working Ns and Bs on his humble socks and handkerchiefs ; for Nat adored Daisy , and the cherished dream of his life was to earn a place for himself as a musician and win this angel for his wife . This hope did more for him than the Professor 's counsels , Mrs Jo 's care , or Mr Laurie 's generous help . For her sake he worked , waited , and hoped , finding courage and patience in the dream of that happy future when Daisy should make a little home for him and he fiddle a fortune into her lap . Mrs Jo knew this ; and though he was not exactly the man she would have chosen for her niece , she felt that Nat would always need just the wise and loving care Daisy could give him , and that without it there was danger of his being one of the amiable and aimless men who fail for want of the right pilot to steer them safely through the world . Mrs Meg decidedly frowned upon the poor boy 's love , and would not hear of giving her dear girl to any but the best man to be found on the face of the earth . She was very kind , but as firm as such gentle souls can be ; and Nat fled for comfort to Mrs Jo , who always espoused the interests of her boys heartily . A new set of anxieties was beginning now that the aforesaid boys were growing up , and she foresaw no end of worry as well as amusement in the love-affairs already budding in her flock . Mrs Meg was usually her best ally and adviser , for she loved romances as well now as when a blooming girl herself . But in this case she hardened her heart , and would not hear a word of entreaty . ` Nat was not man enough , never would be , no one knew his family , a musician 's life was a hard one ; Daisy was too young , five or six years hence when time had proved both perhaps . Let us see what absence will do for him . ' And that was the end of it , for when the maternal Pelican was roused she could be very firm , though for her precious children she would have plucked her last feather and given the last drop of her blood .
Mrs Jo was thinking of this as she looked at XXXXX while he talked with her husband about Leipzig , and she resolved to have a clear understanding with him before he went ; for she was used to confidences , and talked freely with her boys about the trials and temptations that beset all lives in the beginning , and so often mar them , for want of the right word at the right moment .
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