When you came , my lady , I thought it was Hester , and slipped into the bed , meaning to give her a fright in return for her turning the key on me . But when your cry showed me what I had done , I was filled with remorse , and escaped as quickly and quietly as possible . I should have asked pardon before ; I do now , most humbly , my lady , for it was sacrilege to play pranks there . '' During the first part of his story Paul 's manner had been frank and composed , but in telling the latter part , his demeanor underwent a curious change . He fixed his eyes on the ground and spoke as if repeating a lesson , while his color varied , and a half-proud , half-submissive expression replaced the former candid one . Lillian observed this , and it disturbed her , but my lady took it for shame at his boyish freak and received his confession kindly , granting a free pardon and expressing sincere pleasure at his amended fortunes . As he listened , Lillian saw him clench his hand hard and knit his brows , assuming the grim look she had often seen , as if trying to steel himself against some importunate emotion or rebellious thought . `` Yes , half my work is done , and I have a home , thanks to my generous benefactor , and I hope to enjoy it well and wisely , '' he said in a grave tone , as if the fortune had not yet brought him his heart 's desire . `` And when is the other half of the work to be accomplished , Paul ? That depends on your cousin , perhaps . '' And Lady Trevlyn regarded him with a gleam of womanly curiosity in her melancholy eyes . `` It does , but not in the way you fancy , my lady . Whatever Helen may be , she is not my fiancee yet , Miss Lillian . '' And the shadow lifted as he laughed , looking at the young lady , who was decidedly abashed , in spite of a sense of relief caused by his words . `` I merely accepted the world 's report , '' she said , affecting a nonchalant air . `` The world is a liar , as you will find in time '' was his abrupt reply . `` I hope to see this beautiful cousin , Paul . Will she receive us as old friends of yours ? '' `` Thanks , not yet , my lady . She is still too much a stranger here to enjoy new faces , even kind ones .
I have promised perfect rest and freedom for a time , but you shall be the XXXXX whom she receives . ''
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