It will be good times when we all tell thee tale up at Mr Lurgan 's . I shall report you offeecially better . Good-bye , my dear fallow , and when next you are under thee emotions please do not use the Mohammedan terms with the Tibetan dress . ' He shook hands twice -- a Babu to his boot-heels -- and opened the door . With the fall of the sunlight upon his still triumphant face he returned to the humble Dacca quack . ` He robbed them , ' thought Kim , forgetting his own share in the game . ` He tricked them . He lied to them like a Bengali . They give him a chit -LSB- a testimonial -RSB- . He makes them a mock at the risk of his life -- I never would have gone down to them after the pistol-shots -- and then he says he is a fearful man ... And he is a fearful man . I must get into the world again . ' At first his legs bent like bad pipe-stems , and the flood and rush of the sunlit air dazzled him . He squatted by the white wall , the mind rummaging among the incidents of the long dooli journey , the lama 's weaknesses , and , now that the stimulus of talk was removed , his own self-pity , of which , like the sick , he had great store . The unnerved brain edged away from all the outside , as a raw horse , once rowelled , sidles from the spur . It was enough , amply enough , that the spoil of the kilta was away -- off his hands -- out of his possession . He tried to think of the lama -- to wonder why he had tumbled into a brook -- but the bigness of the world , seen between the forecourt gates , swept linked thought aside . Then he looked upon the trees and the broad fields , with the thatched huts hidden among crops -- looked with strange eyes unable to take up the size and proportion and use of things -- stared for a still half-hour . All that while he felt , though he could not put it into words , that his soul was out of gear with its surroundings -- a cog-wheel unconnected with any machinery , just like the idle cog-wheel of a cheap Beheea sugar-crusher laid by in a corner . The breezes fanned over him , the parrots shrieked at him , the noises of the populated house behind -- squabbles , orders , and reproofs -- hit on dead ears . ' I am Kim .
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Babu Bengali Kim Tibetan first forecourt lama pistol-shots reproofs sugar-crusher