I guess I was pretty near a fool ; but those thoughts and things helped me through , so they are all solemn true to me , and I ca n't let them go . The dear shiny head , the white gown , the eyes like stars , and sweet , calm ways that set her as high above me as the moon in heaven . Do n't take it away ! it 's only a fancy , but a man must love something , and I 'd better love a spirit like her than any of the poor common girls who would care for me . ' The quiet despair in Dan 's voice pierced Mrs Jo to the heart ; but there was no hope and she gave none . Yet she felt that he was right , and that his hapless affection might do more to uplift and purify him than any other he might know . Few women would care to marry Dan now , except such as would hinder , not help , him in the struggle which life would always be to him ; and it was better to go solitary to his grave than become what she suspected his father had been -- a handsome , unprincipled , and dangerous man , with more than one broken heart to answer for . ` Yes , Dan , it is wise to keep this innocent fancy , if it helps and comforts you , till something more real and possible comes to make you happier . I wish I could give you any hope ; but we both know that the dear child is the apple of her father 's eye , the pride of her mother 's heart , and that the most perfect lover they can find will hardly seem to them worthy of their precious daughter . Let her remain for you the high , bright star that leads you up and makes you believe in heaven . ' Mrs Jo broke down there ; it seemed so cruel to destroy the faint hope Dan 's eyes betrayed , that she could not moralize when she thought of his hard life and lonely future . Perhaps it was the wisest thing she could have done , for in her hearty sympathy he found comfort for his own loss , and very soon was able to speak again in the manly tone of resignation to the inevitable that showed how honest was his effort to give up everything but the pale shadow of what , for another , might have been a happy possibility . They talked long and earnestly in the twilight ; and this second secret bound them closer than the first ; for in it there was neither sin nor shame -- only the tender pain and patience which has made saints and heroes of far worse men than our poor Dan . When at length they rose at the summons of a bell , all the sunset glory had departed , and in the wintry sky there hung one star , large , soft , and clear , above a snowy world . Pausing at the window before she dropped the curtains , Mrs Jo said cheerfully : ` Come and see how beautiful the evening star is , since you love it so . ' And as he stood behind her , tall and pale , like the ghost of his former self , she added softly : ` And remember , dear , if the sweet girl is denied you , the old friend is always here -- to love and trust and pray for you . ' This time she was not disappointed ; and had she asked any reward for many anxieties and cares , she received it when Dan 's strong arm came round her , as he said , in a voice which showed her that she had not laboured in vain to pluck her firebrand from the burning : ' I never can forget that ; for she 's helped to save my soul , and make me dare to look up there and say : `` God bless her ! '' ' Chapter 22 . POSITIVELY LAST APPEARANCE ` Upon my word , I feel as if I lived in a powder-magazine , and do n't know which barrel will explode next , and send me flying , ' said Mrs Jo to herself next day , as she trudged up to Parnassus to suggest to her sister that perhaps the most charming of the young nurses had better return to her marble gods before she unconsciously added another wound to those already won by the human hero . She told no secrets ; but a hint was sufficient ; for Mrs Amy guarded her daughter as a pearl of great price , and at once devised a very simple means of escape from danger .
Mr Laurie was going to Washington on XXXXX 's behalf , and was delighted to take his family with him when the idea was carelessly suggested .
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