And you 'll not forget what I done good , not any more than you 'll forget the bad , I know . And I step aside -- see here -- and leave you and Jim alone . And you 'll put that down for me too , for it 's a long stretch , is that ! '' So saying , he stepped back a little way , till he was out of earshot , and there sat down upon a tree-stump and began to whistle , spinning round now and again upon his seat so as to command a sight , sometimes of me and the doctor and sometimes of his unruly ruffians as they went to and fro in the sand between the fire -- which they were busy rekindling -- and the house , from which they brought forth pork and bread to make the breakfast . `` So , Jim , '' said the doctor sadly , `` here you are . As you have brewed , so shall you drink , my boy . Heaven knows , I can not find it in my heart to blame you , but this much I will say , be it kind or unkind : when Captain Smollett was well , you dared not have gone off ; and when he was ill and could n't help it , by George , it was downright cowardly ! '' I will own that I here began to weep . `` Doctor , '' I said , `` you might spare me . I have blamed myself enough ; my life 's forfeit anyway , and I should have been dead by now if Silver had n't stood for me ; and doctor , believe this , I can die -- and I dare say I deserve it -- but what I fear is torture . If they come to torture me -- '' `` Jim , '' the doctor interrupted , and his voice was quite changed , `` Jim , I ca n't have this . Whip over , and we 'll run for it . '' `` Doctor , '' said I , `` I passed my word . '' `` I know , I know , '' he cried . `` We ca n't help that , Jim , now . I 'll take it on my shoulders , holus bolus , blame and shame , my boy ; but stay here , I can not let you . Jump ! One jump , and you 're out , and we 'll run for it like antelopes . '' `` No , '' I replied ; `` you know right well you would n't do the thing yourself -- neither you nor squire nor captain ; and no more will I. Silver trusted me ; I passed my word , and back I go . But , doctor , you did not let me finish .
If they come to XXXXX me , I might let slip a word of where the ship is , for I got the ship , part by luck and part by risking , and she lies in North Inlet , on the southern beach , and just below high water .
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