watching the sun come up like i have never seen it before i have been gone for a long time there is no place to hide anymore i feel the light on my face touching me down to my soul waking up from a bad dream something i had to let go cannot blame anyone for all of the damage i have done i had to face myself before i would fall down i found i could turn around walking away from the edge while i can still live to tell coming back from the dead on the road between heaven and hell freedom comes day by day till the demons are out of my head walking away from the edge walking away from the edge you do not know how lost you are till you are spinning out of control before you know it you have gone too far left the rest of the world far below friends are gone one by one i would pretend i am alright on my own my disguise just starts wearing thin until all i have become is alone i reached out to anyone who would tell me what i would want to hear but i am the one who could save myself i could not look down i turned around before it was too late 