while you were fucking up i went and found something new packed up all my shit stole back all my tapes left your spare key under the mat this is not a joke you d better learn to take a hint cause i m not coming back maybe you ll understand when you re waking up alone in a cold and empty bed if you re reading this i m gone happy birthday ps don t write cause you will not get a reply while you were fucking up i got my life in shape somewhere along the line i found a hidden strength i didn t know i had standing on my own cutting all the strings that you used to control surprise surprise i am long gone if you thought you could keep me down by holding me up you were wrong you don t call the shots anymore  while you were fucking up i learned to love myself again even better now i learned to hate you c est la vie baby we re through see you around maybe on the sixth of never4