staring at the ceiling the roof has a face it s telling me i don t belong with the human race he s asking me to join him in eternal sleep i give him my soul my body i can keep reaching just above me i see my pillow s there but yet i have no head my head is on the chair i m staring at my body i look as if i m weak so give me back my soul my body you can keep sitting on the lawn it s just before dawn i listen to the screaming another life is gone i m playing with the children children of the pit my mother says they re evil my dad he gives a shit their eyeballs are bloody their skin is ever pale they re asking me to follow i shall i shall they dress me as a clown i m screaming as a loon we dance about the cemetery underneath the moon here i come there i go i m a night walker i m staring at you sleeping through your window like a stalker i m tapping on the glass i lick it with my tongue i notice that the house is vacant i m staring at no one i must ve fell asleep i woke up on the floor underneath the carpet underneath the boards i m gagged with a dead rat i lay for many weeks the rat comes back to life and is chewing through my cheeks mental warp sick death pain help my brain is gone my mind is gone my time has gone sick death pain help my brain is gone my mind is gone my time has gone sick death pain help my brain is gone my mind is gone my time has gone sick death pain help my brain is gone my mind is gone my time has gone keep away away keep away away i m losing my mind toying with my temper tangling my brains something s very wrong i can t describe the pain i m calling for my mother i m crawling up the stairs my mother s laughin at me and she s been dead for years i m falling down the staircase tumble to the floor i land up in the attic next to the cellar door i m play with the pigeons they tell me many lies they tell me i ll have wings if i let them peck my eyes i hear a woman s voice calling from the dirt i plant my little seed and slowly she will spurt and now she is a tree i hear the heart pound i take her in my arms we make love to the sound the wind is my enemy blowing evil thoughts carrying the demons soaring with the hawks i breathe it in my body the wind will bring no pain only lay its demon eggs deep inside my brain they re calling me a killer not saying that i m not my daddy s tried to kill me ever since i was a tot by poisoning my bottle i feed it to my friend cause if he dies my buddy our friendship will never end i m sitting in the darkness talking to the dark it s singing lullabies and stringing on the harp i notice that the floor is warm and kind of sick it s cause i m sitting in my stomach mental warp  sick death pain help my brain is gone my mind is gone my time has gone sick death pain help my brain is gone my mind is gone my time has gone sick death pain help my brain is gone my mind is gone my time has gone sick death pain help my brain is gone my mind is gone my time has gone sick death pain help my brain is gone my mind is gone my time has gone sick death pain help my brain is gone my mind is gone my time has gone sick death pain help my brain is gone my mind is gone my time has gone sick death pain help my brain is gone my mind is gone my time has gone mental warp