how does it feel when they don t believe anything you say always got to show and prove yourself every single day man this ain t living nothing but drama all through the week and if they don t respect my words why they want me to speak i m feeling worse even though i put my family first i shed tears cause i feel as if i m closer to the dirt ghetto on on me stressed out my mama buried and dead ain t got no partners cause my partners put a price on my head have you ever told a lie to make the drama stop watch the ones you love turn against you no more family problems how does it feel to be the black sheep how does it feel to victimize yourself one time and evermore after that g and focus on the dresser bad liquor approaching fast sitting around waiting on death to come watching time pass my life my life falls under the wicked and shife i wonder where i got to sleep tonight my nigga how does it feel x2 when you can t make the pain stop walking in the rain so your tears can blend in with the rain drops when your kin people done turned they back every family that i know is just like that my nigga how does it feel i could of sworn i wasn t the only person on this earth but it seems that i ve been one deep ever since the day of my birth i m sick and tired of being lonely in this crooked land people think i m tripping cause of my facial expressions but they don t understand 24 years old and use to frowning daily trying to figure out who s the friend and who s the foe you know it s bout to drive me crazy mama tell jesus i can t handle the pressure look at the way they do me down here my vision is z ro on the stretcher can t i bleed in peace won t y all leave me alone like makavelli i close my eyes and picture home bout a mo city block a place that ain t no glocks and it ain t no sin no longer watching my back for the retaliation how does it feel to wish that you was dead i can answer that cause many of nights my pistol s to my head but i m so scared my life my life 360 degrees of being neglected stressing enemies my nigga how does it feel x2  how does it feel when these busters try to take your life lord knows i don t wanna to pull my 45 but see i must survive nigga don t make me use my tool get some of that bomb green from tom fore i lose my cool how can i make to it to the top i m like a crab in a bucket it got me hostile i see my pistol grab it and bust it nigga get off me i don t love not one of y all i m coming for what you owe me and killing every one of y all call me ceaser get em while they sleeping i m grim reaping busta never saw me coming left him with his blood seeping i m a soldier recognize the signs of the times it seems to kill or be killed up in this stony life of mine can you feel it when it s hard to rub against a real nigga how does it feel to see my blood spill my nigga my life my life feel like i m running out of time till it s over catch me running with my nine how does it feel x4