dear merriet when i was a young boy i used to think about how i would die and the scenario always played out the same lonely alone and with no money so it looks like for once i ve done something right i crept inside your head but i cant pretend i know a single thing about what youve been feeling a heavy burden to withhold take my word a tortured soul is not a secret worth keeping the sum of all fears closing in over these last few years it pulls you under so much deeper than i can venture the light you knew overcome with black and blue become the light see me through so i m im writing songs staying strong call me back its been so long like a falling tide i recede to the void and belong until the better half of my indifference proves me wrong scars heal in time but im bleeding inside if im honest you havent left me very hopeful but i hope youre wrong and i promise agony wont be the only voice i carry on call me back it s been so long so im writing songs staying strong call me back its been so long life just like you always said if it can it will go wrong writing songs staying strong off the ropes im already gone always falling could you call me back its been so long im writing songs staying strong call me back its been so long life just like you always said if it can it will go wrong  i crept inside your head but i cant pretend i know a single thing about what youve been feeling