i dont know how to dance uh momma told me pull my pants up so my style is kinda random you dont know my life you dont know my life i aint have the newest jordans we we couldnt afford them when youre the youngest of five kids uh you got to sacrifice you got to sacrifice used to want to be the man get an ovation when i stand till i realized i was walking like you got to make my own footprints in the sand had me fucked up like diddy and da band identity crisis an overly nice kid discovered the vices the liquor provided the sex i hide in ive changed so much so my memories priceless who am i being in my twenties ive kinda treated liquor as a way to free me of my insecurities as though theres a better me i can only reach when im intoxicated but thats not true i control who i am you can take me to the water but ill die if i drink got to find my soul got to find a place to think what is me if im you what is black if im blue theres a kink in the system gonna find my way through where i go i dont believe in god but i think its pretty obvious theres a higher being inside us in every living thing in every living thing fuck who you try to make me you can pray if you wanna save me if your force feed your bible what does it really mean what does it really mean i mean cancers real i mean cancer kills i dont really care if i dont make it to sixty if heavens there you think gods against me if our president can fuck lewinsky were all human were all doomed and no ones perfect dreams are lucid i just try to be the best i can so when i die im not just pollution on this fragile earth  i dont really follow any gods or religions though ive always believed in a connection between all life forms but if there is a god i highly doubt that id be faulted for not reading a book written by the hands of men you can take me to the water but ill die if i drink got to find my soul got to find a place to think what is me if im you what is black if im blue theres a kink in the system gonna find my way through where i go where i go getting high when im low just a flake in the snow where i go where i go getting high when im low just a flake in the snow i hope im not being too preachy about not being preachy it just heheh it comes out that way sometimes i live a second life in my head but lately ive just been tryna put the real one in perspective you see my mother turns sixty this year a number that shell wear so well and although she didnt live a perfect life shes one of the most beautiful souls that i know she believes in god but shes never pressured me to do anything other than live a life of values and purpose because thats all you really need so fuck all that other bullshit and what they want you to think we all have to find our own way to the light and that light is not always in the shadow of others thoughts and often involves some bad decisions but those decisions dont define you just live1