look up to ya this here is the story of an unfortunate piece of shit by the name of shugston brooks born 1959 died 2004 over some bullshit he heard from a friend i ve lived the good life though i ve beat my wife for years she don t listen to the man i simply bring her to tears see i believe in keeping order in front of my daughters and their little brother shit i put the boots to they mother after i calm down i might apologize put some ice on her eyes and we think up some lies to tell the rest cover up the bruise on her breast then she do me up a plate of hot food on my chest yes often my drinkin leads me to overthinkin screaming in her face breath liquorly stinkin this time though i beat her ass something ferocious a friend told me something left me feeling explosive he said he thought he d seen her at bennigan s with another she cried i told you three times i had lunch with my brother i wasn t sure plus i m buzzing so i dealt a skull fracture and for the first time she called the police i got captured i don t believe it she actually called the cops i got booked sentenced all of that after fifteen years of our love she called em she s going down for this she s going down hard a thirty day bid ruined my life up in the pen i got fired plus i have to face my family and friends where to begin i met a thug in jail named ben and for just under a grand he put a gun in my hand thunk up a plan she will definitely die for doin this my whole family betrayed me how could they ruin this i can t live with the shame all the pain of how could he i m thinking murder suicide take us both out bloody they freed me and i fleed for her job up town tried to shoot through the glass they seen me and screamed get down she got away but i tried now it s time for me to end ran about a block cocked it put it under my chin i squozed it neck frozen stiff click damn my nine gun brand new but the shit got jammed pandemonium desperate sweat sting in my eyes all because i heard somebody singing me lies i said i i heard it from a friend damn i wish i never heard that man i tried to kill her and then i tried to kill myself i failed at both now i m stuck out here on the streets with this gun people tripping out i m tripping out  there s a mad gunman in the city big news spreads quick people step aside they see it in my eyeballs i m sick i heard a cop s radio spun around to react looking at him like i ll blow your fucking guts out your back jack back off me set down his coffee with ease and slowly pulled his weapon out and calmly asked me to freeze we stand off i back around the corner i m bookin within seconds the perimeter heated up and it s cookin i m not an athlete on top of that i got bad feet so i snatched up a hostage innocent and mad sweet kissed her soft young face pressed the gat to her cheek whispered in her ear i m sorry dear i m having a bad week forty five long minutes passed nerves was tweakin the negotiator pleaded no i wasn t speakin they finally ordered the marksman carry through with the solution it all started with some verbal pollution because i heard it from a friend who o o heard it from a friend who o o heard it from another you been messing around heard it from a friend who o o heard it from a friend who o o heard it from another you been messing around heard it from a friend who o o heard it from a friend who o o heard it from another you been messing around heard it from a friend who o o heard it from a friend who o o heard it from another you been messing around party music talking indistinct chainsaw starting screaming 