well my brother says i can t live in the past but when you re more depressed by what s ahead you start believing in old dreams very fast there were some awful times and then there were some more but now remembering the worst of it it doesn t seem to be so bad anymore well i don t know what to do whether i leave or stay with you i get the message either way i get the message either way well christian says that i don t want you now but what he doesn t seem to ever grasp is that i never cared about you anyhow it was a dirty way to leave me by the road and when i finally found my way to town you stood there with a smile so everyone would know well i don t know what to do whether i leave or stay with you i get the message either way i get the message either way