i m trying but my vision is distorted i ve been fighting too long yeah i tend to run when things go wrong yeah it s easier to just give up cause it s only beauty when it s ugly i m trying but my feelings are distorted i ve been fighting too long yeah i tend to run when things go wrong yeah it s easier to just give up cause it s only beauty when its ugly love my broken hearts an open target i m standing on a wall they re throwing darts and is it my fault i m feeling so exposed huh feels like i m laying in an open coffin sometimes sometimes i don t know what to say when we re together it s an awkward space and i don t do to well wit this rejection so i wanna pack my bags can i walk away but i know i cannot get up please don t push me i m on one knee only want is to spend time but she don t want my company everything is so surface but i m trying to see what is underneath and i know love ain t perfect but i never knew it d be ugly i m trying but my vision is distorted i ve been fighting too long yeah i tend to run when things go wrong yeah it s easier to just give up cause it s only beauty when it s ugly i m trying but my feelings are distorted i ve been fighting too long yeah i tend to run when things go wrong yeah it s easier to just give up cause it s only beauty when its ugly love  i shoulda never listened what they told us they told us love was chocolates and a box of roses they told us love was bridal gowns and wedding bells but the darkest side is what they never showed us who ever said that it would be this way they never told me i would need to pray the picture painted was so rosy was so rose you couldn t see the grey i lit my candles thinking love would be a piece of cake but the relationships that go uphill try to win but they just fail they can tend to get messy like red juice when my cup spill who can i really trust will they hurt me or desert me and i m trying to figure out what s real like lord please have mercy i m trying but my vision is distorted i ve been fighting too long yeah i tend to run when things go wrong yeah it s easier to just give up cause it s only beauty when it s ugly i m trying but my feelings are distorted i ve been fighting too long yeah i tend to run when things go wrong yeah it s easier to just give up cause it s only beauty when its ugly love that s why i m like yes sir the kind of love i m talking make your flesh hurt when friends and family getting on your last nerve ain t no expert but the emotions is so funny because at first it s all rushing in with excitement fluttering and it s nice and sunshine and rainbows and it s thundering and lightning chest bumps and handshakes disappointment and heartbreaks but you don t know what that love about till you ve been through that and it s called grace when you re standing with me in the down times when the money s low and i downsize when the screams from the crowd dies if you love me when it s ugly then that s beautiful in god s eyes i m trying but my vision is distorted i ve been fighting too long yeah i tend to run when things go wrong yeah it s easier to just give up cause it s only beauty when it s ugly i m trying but my feelings are distorted i ve been fighting too long yeah i tend to run when things go wrong yeah it s easier to just give up cause it s only beauty when its ugly love1