is this what i ve become someone who gets jealous of someone instead of open arms and honest praise i m closing doors and pushing love away when did i come undone when did the colors of my canvas start to run i can t control the teardrops on my face i know this ain t the girl my mother raised i used to wear love like an army i used to know nothing could harm me now fear got up all in my head i m all in my head and i made a mess i confess i m ashamed and i need grace to step inside my mind and help me be a better person or at least a better version of me cause right now all i wanna do is scream that i need grace cause i m running low on faith and i really wanna change my heart cause i m falling apart these days and what i really need is grace grace grace i feel like i m a ghost i forgot the most important thing i know that there s nobody else i have to be there s no one else i have to please i have the answers that i need i used to wear love like an army i used to know nothing could harm me now fear got up all in my head i m all in my head and i made a mess i confess i m ashamed and i need grace to step inside my mind and help me be a better person or at least a better version of me cause right now all i wanna do is scream that i need grace cause i m running low on faith and i really wanna change my heart cause i m falling apart these days and what i really need is grace washing over my mistakes yeah i really wanna change my heart cause i m falling apart these days and what i really need is grace2