i ve been drinking and sleeping smoking and thinking sitting and writing using the kitchen cleaning the dishes now i got you crying screaming that you didn t but you just had to fuck it up you just had to fuck him up i guess that i was not enough for you didn t know you had guys not enough for you now you make me so uncomfortable in my own skin wondering when it gon end i don t know so i just count the days i don t know so i just count the ways that you made me feel my heart is broken only time to heal charlotte drove you to a school just so you can fuck em soon as you got upstairs i m sure those pants unbuttoned she waited outside to take you back after more than once more than him do i even matter to you didn t think so now i sip slowly just so i can fall asleep but i lay awake cause the pain follows me this ship is sinking and there is no one round to save it thought you d always be the one but you had other favorites games you always playin have me believing you will never leaving but now you gon leave me but i know you still need me this ship is sinking and there is no one round to save it thought you d always be the one but you had other favorites games you always playin have me believing you will never leaving but now you gon leave me but i know you still need me pains are ingrained in my brain how could i forget it but you had to go and fuck jack jason and kevin this life is hell thought you were my heaven but your love is a pitchfork and you re the fucking devil oh and i could never trust you can t believe you were someone that i had to give my love too had it all we had a go we were the coolest kids prove me right why the fuck you have to do this shit yeah was hoping you were different now i sit here with this bottle just getting belligerent drinking til i pass out train you how to smash mouth want to be an allstar but you ain t taking that route just another slut who always gave it up and i promise you ain t gon find love just another fuck  this ship is sinking and there is no one round to save it thought you d always be the one but you had other favorites games you always playin have me believing you will never leaving but now you gon leave me but i know you still need me this ship is sinking and there is no one round to save it thought you d always be the one but you had other favorites games you always playin have me believing you will never leaving but now you gon leave me but i know you still need me ohhhhh why you gotta play with me ohhhhh why the fuck you gotta play with me ohhhhh ohh ohh ohh why the fuck you gotta play with me ohhh