i ve been thinking about you and me maybe i was just seeing what i wanted to see well you can call me crazy but you know this time i swore that i wouldn t run but i can t do that anymore i can t find my way to stay and i can t see my way to go but i can t give up without a fight i can pack myself up in a matter of minutes leave you all far behind and all of my old world and all the things in it are hard to find if they ever were mine well you ve been trying and i know it s been hard and i m afraid of all this blood in my heart if there s one thing certain it s there ain t nothing for sure and i want to run but i can t do that anymore cause i can t meet you half way and i can t have it my way and i can t give up without a fight  i can pack myself up in a matter of minutes leave you all far behind and all of my old world and all the things in it are hard to find all of my old world and all the things in it are hard to find like they ever were mine i could count the good times we had on one hand all the rest was a sort of means to the end well now it s done and i can never go back where i was before and i want to run get myself clean in a matter of minutes get it wrong every time all of my whole world and all the things in it are hard to hard to find everything changed in a matter of minutes nothing was saved in time and all of my old world and all the things in it are hard to find but they never never never were mine