i ve tried to tell you so many times but my secrets have pushed me so far way from you it will never be the same i wish you understood useless thoughts run through my head as i try to explain what i ve been holding back it s never been the same since i moved back home i ve lost control of everything and each day i wait for an end it s just a matter of time before it all comes crashing down i ve tried to tell you so many times but my secrets have pushed me so far way from you it will never be the same i wish you understood useless thoughts run through my head as i try to explain what i ve been holding back it s never been the same since i moved back home i now know it will never be the same