aye yo you stupid loving mother whoa you almost made me swear i swore i ll never say another word outside my character but you re pushing all my buttons i was tripping off your arogance you was airing it like aerosole and you ain t even care at all about my own feelings to all your words i conceal it slide a picture in my heart so i ll never once forget it i hope one day that you feel it hope you feel like i do cause this anger is like murder hey you kill it like i do so everything i thought i knew was everything you said was true and that was a bunch of empty words that i might get over you now until my arms start to hurt or these songs start to work or the rain heals the hurt whichever one comes first see i ve been tryna sing a song but i forgot all the lines and what my mother used to say when my brother was crying i wish i had the strength to say that everything here is fine but it ain t naw naw it ain t i know sometimes it s hard to find the words to say to finds the word to say was i forgive you i forgive you much i forgive you much i forgive you much yo i got a long list of regrets and some people i disrespect see i gave you my all you gave me your second best i call that a fail and i wish i could wish you well that s why i m crying this river to fill up a wishing well and it s hard when i can hardly even mention your name all the scars from never forgiving i ve been reliving this pain because all of the years been shifting the year but really been shifting the blame just look at the plank inside of my eye guess i ve been doing the same don t get me wrong cause you was wrong that was simple and plain but the way i ve been holding on i ve been prolonging this thing call it healing and lord willing i can show you love despite the way i m feeling i can show you love even though you really hurt me i can show you grace even though you aren t worthy and i can still forgive you even when you didn t ask it s about time i started living instead of living in my past i was living in my past  i know sometimes it s hard to find the words to say to finds the word to say was i forgive you i forgive you much i forgive you much i forgive you much i m letting it go i m letting it go yeah letting it go yeah letting it go i am letting it go