is this sorrow or devotion that drives me to my knees waiting for an answer desperate in the dark is it paradox or play when you hide yourself from me longing for affection just for my heart oh i must find you oh i must find you i ve been gasping for a breath in the torrent of ambition i m drowning but i m thirsty and this river this river is deep but it s dry oh i must find you oh i must find you arise lord deliver my soul arise lord can you hear me call arise lord and deliver my soul for this heart cannot back anymore i ve been clawing on my shadows with a fabric of desire no more dressing for a daydream and no more fashioning the lies oh i must find you oh i must find you oh i must find you i must find you