i felt bad but there was nothing i could do about it nothing i could do to make it go away i felt bad but there was nothing i could do to change it nothing i could do to make things change this is my shame i felt bad but i keep trying to kid myself about it trying to tell myself it was an honest mistake i felt bad but what s done is done just one thing remains this is my shame i know your mad at me i know you want to cut my throat i know you think i think it s all a joke i don t i felt bad but there was nothing i could do about it nothing i could do to make it go away i woke up and thought everything s going to be alright everything s going to be ok then it hit me like a wave this is my shame woh