i hate when people say how have you been cuz i m a relatively nice girl but i ll lie every time its not you its me no its you i dont really even know whats wrong just know i never quite belong so i m sorry if i stay in bed gotta do my best fix whats left of my head i dont mean to cause an uproar its just these cracks in the armor don t think you know how sick i really and truly am i wanna whisper in your ear and sing those pretty little songs but i forgot the words oh how it hurts its not you its me no its you i dont really even know whats wrong just know i somehow must keep strong so i m sorry if i stay in bed gotta do my best fix whats left of my head just know i somehow can t belong