they re my reasons for getting over this and it s not much better than waking up to your head in your hands when your arms are tired from supporting you it s better in the long run it s better in the long run but this is the worst day of my life i m giving in this can t be much better than dying i m giving in i m going back to my selfish ways i m giving up what i could forget i m going back to my selfish ways i ve tried came out better the first time if this is all you see then have a drink on me look who s laughing nowagain