so i ve stayed up for the past few nights and over time i have realized that after all of the time that i gave and i gave it never kept you awake but it pushed me to stay right here and wait around for you just wait right here i ll be back for you and i have lost my chance to give this my best you re not mine and i know it but that night i couldn t hold it in because i feel just right when you re standing next to me i ve got these perfect pictures in my head of possibility it was the words you whispered then they led me to believe you led me to believe you re not mine and i know it but that night i couldn t hold it in because i feel just right when you re standing next to me and i ve thought about this night and day and oh i wish that you could stay with me and hide inside the summer heat and i could get better and i could give more and i can be better than you ve had before you re not mine and i know it but that night i couldn t hold it in because i feel just right when you re standing next to me when you re standing next to me i ve thought about this night and day and oh i wish that you could stay with me and hide inside the summer heat green leaves to gold as autumn blows cold air outside of your window 