you have brought me to my death to live with all of my loyal friends in the dirt where you re not dead you re breathing separated from your hospital bed we re gathered here today to celebrate a life they said they said i said i said that it s my fault it s my fault you re all gone and it s my fault its my fault so i throw my head into the drywall now i only measure time in days since you died and for every rising number there s a gear of mine that ceases to grind on the day of your funeral i looked from behind and your casket started to dance and the flowers grew fast and intertwined this is me saying i don t know how to live without you and never have so sing me to sleep as those flowers start to weep love is dead but still the thought circles my bed i don t know if i can walk this road again love is dead love is dead can t miss what was never alive i said as i blew one last kiss the end