betrayal it s in built and guilt is relevant to whatever is relevant to whatever faith has been spilt i m awake to what you crave ah but you re always complaining you re always sitting with your legs crossed you re always saying you feel like you ve lost something but i don t want to lose myself and i don t want to lose you i don t want to be hanging upside down i don t want to be interrogated by the truth no i don t want to lose myself and i don t want to lose you i don t want to be pummelled by the truth disintegration i don t understand disintegration of the morals disintegration of the heart disintegration of common sense now i m broken but ain t everyone broken i admit i m lying over the tracks and i m praying for a plane i m confused but i m tipping my hat anyway cause i don t want to lose myself and i don t want to lose you i don t want to be hanging upside down i don t want to be interrogated by the truth no i don t want to lose myself and i don t want to lose you i don t want to be pummelled by the truth cause i don t want to lose myself and i don t want to lose you i don t want to be hanging upside down i don t want to be interrogated by the truth no i don t want to lose myself and i don t want to lose you i don t want to be pummelled by the truth i can t hold you now i can t hold you now i can t hold you now i can t hold you now i can t hold you now i can t hold you now i can t hold you now i can t hold you now