i feel the ocean and it s weight against my skin flow past my body as it slowly wears me thin i hold my breath and close my eyes to take it in i let it pull me under i won t stand again i feel the tidal waves they come until that rhythm in my blood takes it all away i feel the tidal waves they come until that rhythm in my blood takes it all away i see my own reflection dancing in the waves it s like a mirror showing me i ll be okay i take a step to walk to shore and turn away for one last moment i look back from where i came i feel the tidal waves they come until that rhythm in my blood takes it all away i feel the tidal waves they come until that rhythm in my blood takes it all away never thought that i could feel this never thought that i would feel at all the pressure under my skin i m not numb to it anymore i found the rhythm in my blood in the shadow of the things i ve done when it come like a wave at night i found a way to feel alive i found the rhythm in my blood bring myself to be someone i love now i know i m not holding on to what i ve lost i feel the tidal waves they come until that rhythm in my blood takes it all away i feel the tidal waves they come until that rhythm in my blood takes it all away i m not numb to it anymore in the shadow of the things i ve done bring myself to be someone i love