shades drawn across no light may enter in my moment of weakness and this world is bearing down again so hard to clear my mind why do i persist i ll endure another day it s just so hard to resist and i can t continue on so hard to clear my mind to see the thoughts i wish were true my face versus the stone and i blame myself plague my mind with these insecure thoughts whispers in the back of my head telling me it s all wrong why do i persist i ll endure another day why do i persist as self loathing strangles me push past the veil of helplessness love can t catch me not today take your hand and just surrender it s just not worth it why do i persist i ll endure another day why do i persist self loathing strangles me but i ll endure another day