it s me i hate not you at all i am my own medicine turned into a poison i think i gave you a lot and not enough i know tortured myself same as you without losing my sanity where s my applause i see no reason to live in hell how can life make me feel so incomplete i had a weakness and my walls came down my tears won t reach the ground burn my new wound i know i cannot feel regret for anything if i was numb i d end this once and for all i feel the burn still i cannot face this day my guards are down i cannot love myself weak sad clown i see myself my fading color i see no hope there where i always used to i fear your words the things they mirror maybe that is all i am just a reflection please help me i see no reason to live in hell when you smile you make me feel incomplete but it s all ending the clock s rewinding we don t mean anything to me you think i killed this silence for us to make things right the words are loaded once connected one torso one head one solid reason the pain if love s the neck kept us together and apart now it s broken there is no cast no real salvation when it is broken it will stay that way believe me when i say this i would not if i did not care tears don t mean anything if we don t know when we re sorry no one will win today we can t play this game this way we cannot soar and still stay on the ground don t wanna see me hear me hate me hate hate hate jealousy s a phantom something that was never ever meant to find me but now its pale green eyes have destroyed everything you know how it must hurt and i know there is nothing you ve done to deserve this apology s a policy sometimes it really has to be it s kept me afloat thus far this sure nuf s one nice loose noose perfect times are we happy in this hell is there someone who can measure whose pain is bigger it all has ended the clock s rewinded we don t mean anything to me you think i killed this silence for you to end the night the words are loaded unprotected one torso no head one valid reason the life s suspended if love s the neck that kept us together and apart now it s broken there s no cast no real solution when it is broken it will stay that way believe me when i say this i would not if i did not care who needs who when and what the hell for who wants to suffer and be hardcore and who s strong enough to peel off the dead skin i cannot face this day my guards are down