breaking all the rules to see you disappear burning pictures with the help of little pills fighting memories that make me wanna puke trying to relax by drinking all the booze but sometimes i see you there in the deep trails of my brain killer spiders roamed around the room last night they took me hostage and put poison in my mind it s a funny feeling when you think you re gonna die in the back of a cab and sometimes i spent my nights waiting for the siren sounds you brought me up then tore me down until i got over it and made it sound it took some time to realize this game was over even before it started i m sorry but i have to fix you don t worry we re gonna fix this i guess i m talking to myself again and sometimes i can t explain what is going thru my head i brought you up then took you down until you got over it and made it sound it took some time to realize i have to take care of this little heart of mine reaching out today for some help please someone help me understand why sometimes i can t breathe anxiety don t panic don t panic just take these little pills they will numb your brain 