i m looking back on a time when i could say i actually thought i cared about you but after everything i ve been put through i realize i ve been living with false hope it s drowning out my senses i realize i ve been living with false hope it s drowning out my thoughts this has gone oh so confusing and i ve only got myself to blame i can t believe oh what was i thinking i ve only got myself to blame you mean nothing to me and you never fucking did i can t stand to listen to your excuses anymore i can only pray that you feel so alone and a guilty conscience hangs over your head i can t believe oh what was i thinking and i ve only got myself to blame in all of this i ve got nothing to depend on oh i ve got nothing to depend on i realize that i ve been living with false hope it s drowning out my senses it s drowning out my thoughts with nothing to depend on anymore you mean nothing to me and you never fucking did