look ayo this marks a day in history i never catch no feelings but something done got up into me it s gotta be them texts i fell for everything you sent to me i really fuckin wish you was this nigga you pretend to be you been more than a friend to me it s something bout the energy i never kissed your lips but i feel we connected mentally damn you had me fooled you one hell of a nigga usually wise these feelings ain t what i m telling a nigga but look these past few years you made me feel like a lame bitch the ones who get too geeked but don t really know what they lane is the ones who think they matter but to you them bitches ain t shit them thots that hit you up but you never as what her name is maybe not that bad but i just wanted you to know these feelings that i have for you is something out the usual i ain t gon stick around because i know when it s my queue to go and runnin in a circle witchu deader than a funeral yo i remember you said trust was everything all that time i waited up for you but my shit never rang i never played i always kept it real i just wish you could ve told me how you actually feel yeah how you actually feel so tell me how you actually feel how you actually feel look so tell me how you actually feel like is you fuckin with my heart or is you actually real met you in grade seven back in twenty eleven fast forward to twenty fourteen i see you doing your thing feel like its something deep that you be holding inside you got a girl you say you done but boy i know you a lie like is it hard to keep it real i just don t get what you playing for if you ain t want me when you say you did then what you say it for told you how i felt and i don t feel i need to say it more that bullshit you be talkin a dummy s who you should save it for look i m smarter than what you think you put these feelings in my soul now my heart is startling me it look easy to keep it in but it s harder than what you see pardon me i just wish you d keep your honesty with me like honestly part of me where i outta be the other half say go to you but you too fuckin hard to reach feel like you got me on a leash real is something that s hard to teach so if you ain t got that trait then i caint give you all of me for real  yo i remember you said trust was everything all that time i waited up for you but my shit never rang i never played i always kept it real i just wish you could ve told me how you actually feel yeah how you actually feel so tell me how you actually feel how you actually feel look so tell me how you actually feel like is you fuckin with my heart or is you actually real look too many hearts too many lies too many starts too many tries it s funny i don t fuck with too many guys thought you was real thought you could tell me how you feel but you flipped it up in the end and that wasn t part of the deal yo i remember you said trust was everything all that time i waited up for you but my shit never rang i never played i always kept it real i just wish you could ve told me how you actually feel yeah how you actually feel so tell me how you actually feel how you actually feel look so tell me how you actually feel like is you fuckin with my heart or is you actually real4