i took 5 tabs of acid and i ended up alone google searches for a casket google searches for a home for the right words to ask fi you would like to go get stoned or for freedom from a 40 for myself to feel my own or maybe a 40 ounce to feel free is a pretty small price for me now i m out in california west coast waiting for the dream i guess i m saying that i m hungry but refuse to fucking eat if that don t make sense to you imagine what it s like to be me stupid self deprecating drunk and lonely misery they tell me i can t just wait i tell them all one day they ll see and they re all silent they don t want me to make a scene maybe i ll go back to jail i don t really give a fuck i could probably stand a sentence just to use to readjust anyone who knows me knows i don t love anything too much to not tell it to fuck off with the rest of the world then wonder why i feel stuck oh oh oh i been dancing with the devil though sinful waste like a centerfold slightest touch to suspend my soul sexy thing talking in circles like feel the dope feel the dope feel the dope etc don t you want some more go ahead silence this world saying all your friends are gone let me be your heroine 