starving searching this barren wasteland trying to grasp being this alone pleading for a breath of fresh air someone s standing on my chest dying i m asphyxiating myself break myself slave to my weakness choke on my words oh i m drowning and i feel so alone break myself slave to my weakness choke on my words the lights are on and i wish i was home break myself slave to my weakness choke on my words oh i m drowning and i feel so alone break myself slave to my weakness choke on my words the lights are on and i wish i was home my lips are screaming pretty nothings my ears are bleeding for want of words hope has left me fucking shattered someone s standing on my chest alone would be a pleasant change from here go how do you gauge loneliness how do you gauge loneliness how do you gauge loneliness have you ever felt so alone it feels like the light will never reach me here i am choking back my longing for shed tears so strangulated by my lonesome fears please don t worry too much it only hurts when i breathe  this only hurts every time i breathe it only hurts when i breathe