there are rooms inside of his heart each filled with different women the doors are shut the windows are sealed but each of their presence he still feels he touches himself sometimes pictures her in his mind not her body or the things they would do just the soft and tender moments when she would say i love you he gets in his car and he drives he drives and he drives and he drives and he drives he ends up on main street looking for company looking for clarity he asks what is love to the characters he would meet cleaver in his hand butcher tells him love is sacrifice the florist says it s purty it s gentle and it s nice the bookseller tells him well it s a long long story and the wounded vet tells him it s death and it s glory the drug dealer tells him well it s something akin to a drug the construction worker says it s a lot of work you re gonna need a hard hat and gloves the prophet on the corner yells at him why it s jesus christ the parking lot attendant says i don t know man but you owe me a buck and 25 he gets in his car and he drives he drives and he drives and he drives and he drives and he is no philosopher but he starts to asks himself how do you measure love in gold or silver losses and gains summer or winter and where is love where can it even be found is it flying through the sky or is it crawling on the ground is it in your head or your heart in your fingers or in your toes can you see it with your eyes can you smell it with your nose can it be found at all or is it off hidden deep in the sea is it captive and bound or is it wild and free is it a man or a woman one two few or many does it ever get enough or is it always wanting can the fearful know it or only the brave is it prone to wander or will it forever stay years gone by now there s grey on his head wrinkles all around her eyes he s lying on bed coughing up blood he s about to die he s far from perfect but he loves her so she s no diamond but she has a heart of gold he pulls her close kisses her face says i love you forgive me all my sins she kisses him back says i do i love you i ll see you again 