where was i when god had shown how to make a happy home and where was i when god had shown how to make a happy home god make lie in bed and sleep don t come have some peace then give me some and i know the reason why you hold me down i won t let this fear of loss make me drown in my bed i lie alone scrape together bone to bone and i can t seem to seem to find my way i can t seem to find the break of day i ll stay just a step away i ll stay just a step away i ll stay just a step away i ll stay just a step away where was i when god had shown how to make a happy home and i have become my worst enemy i will survive this instability in my bed i lie alone scrape together bone to bone again i have become my worst enemy i will survive this instability i ll stay just a step away i ll stay just a step away i ll stay just a step away i ll stay just a step away  i need to breathe the breath of life you constantly drain my life why can t you see the breath in me i constantly need your need my butterfly don t fly away my butterfly don t fly away my butterfly don t fly away my butterfly don t fly away if i could just take this simple breath of life from me you couldn t take it motherfucker eternity if i could take this breath of life and come inside of me you wouldn t take it i need to breathe as i creep the monkey s back now she s gone and oh he s back and i know the reason why you hold me down i won t let this fear of loss make me drown in my bed i lie alone scrape together bone to bone and i can t seem to seem to find my way i can t seem to find the break of day i ll stay just a step away i ll stay just a step away i ll stay just a step away i ll stay just a step away i ll stay just a step away i ll stay just a step away i will stay i ll stay a step away i will stay i ll stay a step away i will stay i ll stay i will stay i ll stay