i havent spoken to you in a long time but it feels like yesterday i left your car a lonely kid with tears in my eyes what did you expect from me a little kid too fucking weak to stand up to my enemies dad come on im just thirteen ill never be your prodigy accept that its not meant to be im sorry for falling short the things that i left behind dont make me upset cause your apologies they never meant that much to me im so sick of trying to fight this sense of contempt cause your priorities they never once included me youre patiently waiting in this hole again but i kept in my head and to myself so force your ways on someone else you never gave me room to grow on my own i feigned my interests in all your hobbies just so i could have a shot at making you happy you know i tried god how i tried but its so hard with no similarities the things that i left behind dont make me upset cause your apologies they never meant that much to me im so sick of trying to fight this sense of contempt cause your priorities they never once included me youre patiently waiting in this hole again but i kept in my head and to myself so force your ways on someone else you never gave me room to grow on my own it took some time but i find comfort in this message that i write cause you werent much to lose i never needed you it was time to shed that callus skin cause you were too hard on me so ill say goodbye to all the times you called and breathed honesty and breathed honesty and breathed honesty