a smile has never been hard to give but i have learnt that for some it is i saw an ad on a bus last night two pounds a month could help save a life but that s not for some that s not for some it s only for some if it s not for one special someone then it shall be for none and i m not sure just how much more of this i can bear i try to talk to god but it seems even he doesn t care i ve seen the new one he s building and my how he s made not one mistake he told me son i promise you this one will be so much better than the last one i made all my life i ve tried to fit in and it s been hard given the colour of my skin but that s okay because i know that in a thousand years or so there will be love there ll be enough love to cushion all the falls and wistful thinking never stopped us from wanting it all but i m not sure just how much more of this i can bear i try to talk to god but it seems even he doesn t care i ve seen the new one he s building and my how he s made not one mistake he told me son i promise you this one will be so much better than the last one i made as i walk through the valley of death i am alone i am alone and all those words that you once said they no longer take me home as i walk through the valley of death i am alone i am alone and all those words that you once said they no longer take me home i am alone i am alone i am alone and i don t know how much longer i can wait he told me son i promise you this one will be so much better than the last one it will be so much better than the last one i made 