i ve been wasting all my time waiting for the day when thoughts of you don t cloud my mind and i ve been trying to repair not that i think you should care i m just clearing the air but do you think that we could still be friends and just pretend i don t love you we could get to know the newest versions of each other act like we were never lovers too or is it too complicated well maybe it is so just do me a favor and tell me how to forget all of this cause i ve been spending all my days wishing that the rain would fall and wash this all away all this aching in my chest that s been making it so much harder for me to breathe how could i be so naive to even think that maybe you and i could still be friends and just pretend i don t love you we could get to know the newest versions of each other act like we were never lovers something that i ve tried to do since the day that i lost you since the day that i watched you leave cause i ve been wasting all my time tormenting myself with foolish ideas i wish i could just leave this all behind it doesn t pain me like it used to it just gets on my nerves i don t want to fucking think about you anymore i try to sway my mind away but no matter what i just always come right back to you