waking up warm and waking up to see your cans and bottles thrown across the floor waking up hurting grabbing for a can of more someone s coat there hanging on the door can t remember the night before to the bathroom confess your sins and sing some early morning hymns stumble down the hallway upstairs to second floor feeling calm now as you reach the door just about to lose it someone s in they locked the door falling down now yeah here it comes the spinning room the crushing tons and not that pain that won t go away curse and wallow in shame hours later when you wake up again in a mess and a note from a friend it s signed kelly just hope you get well soon cause i wanna go out tonight sorry about that mean old fight who s that girl sleeping in your room they said she knew your tune