i see the world it slips so far away lookin back on yesterday leaves me nothing more to say terror reigns my world lord please tell me why i m on my knees i start to cry i live my life that s another lie it feels good i m not proud to say but if i could just put off my guilt it can wait another fuckin day i search you out and now you re right within my reach and now you ll learn a lesson only life can teach now i m checking in now i m checking out now i start to scream it s what it s all about now shout it out can you hear what it s all about so shout it out now you can see what it s all about so you can chalk up another soul that s lost calculate the social cost you know not what s inside of me raging mad insanity scrambled brains i got a toasted mind look in my heart therein no goodness are you gonna find i turned my back to all responsibility i got no place for all your sensitivity now i m checking out now i m checking in now i start to pray just a fuckin sin why can t i win seems like i never win it s a sin after sin after sin why can t i ever win who am i i feel no pain i close my eyes and now i see so clear i slip away just left all fear not a sound but i still hear and now the world it slips so far away i m looking back on yesterday leave me nothing more to say i didn t think that i could ever try now tears of joy i start to cry i free my soul and now i fly  the hooter man goes he goes he goes i go you know my name you know my name my name is terror my name is pain and you re the reason i m controlled by hate controlled controlled by hate my hate it s gonna gotta gonna gotta gonna gotta get better it s gonna gotta gonna gotta gonna gotta get better i ts gonna gotta gonna gotta gonna gotta get better now the world my whole world s controlled by hatred the world m y whole world s controlled by hatred who am i i feel no pain could it be i ve gone insane controlled by hatred 