my best friend is back in town there s a bad taste in my mouth her eyes fell low and heavy with shame and cum she must have been desperate she acted so lonely she is deserving of affection i am glad that she found love what love lays bare in me is energy so i give up that which keeps me going and i still end up lonely sick with loss and shame so i edit for mistakes to determine what i d done that made her act this way she ll forget her actions someday i ll forget her actions ashes to ashes to ashes to ashes we will all die someday i am full of light i am full of light i am full of light i am full of light i am filled with joy i am filled with joy i am filled with joy i am full of peace i am full of peace i am full of peace i am full of peace i had this dream that i forgave my enemies my enemies2