turn the track up a little bit we need to rock in here oh oh oh i wanna make you happy i m not at all happy or elated this category ain t my favorite it s my story i ma state it you could love it or hate it i m just a misfit blessed with good dick and intelligence hood nigga holding no grudges on petty shit i started why are we cold hearted so guarded scared to get hurt trying not to love the hardest that s garbage remember when we loved each other bathtub scrubbed each other chillin champagne spillin uh feelin like the shit gon last forever time went so fast we had a blast together laughs we had friends we spent time with now i be seeing your friends out then i m reminded how we all used to gather up for the holidays now your friends all nervous to speak they act afraid i was your bestie how it get to this as i reminisce takin off my mjs in my empty crib mary i wanna make you happy but you just don t see it i wanna be around babe but i m so tired of competing we say all the wrong things til we make each other cry what are we doing will it ever get better my heart my soul i gave it s yours i can t get back all the things that i lost boy i love you but you re pushing me away i gave you everything that i got watched my feelings walk on by ever get sick of trying this is how i feel inside i feel inside this is how i feel this is how i feel  now i was hoping we d get through this together you said you d love me through all types of stormy weather wasn t it you who said we d be together for all time but it keeps messing with my mind oh oh my heart my soul i gave it s yours i can t get back all the things that i lost i need you here near me but i can t make you stay i gave you everything that i got watched my feelings walk on by ever get sick of trying this is how i feel inside i feel inside this is how i feel this is how i feel i never thought that i would have this feeling do you think for once that you can truly mean it wasting so much time disagreeing see i m to the point where i don t know what i believe in if you don t want this i don t want this i do my morning crunches play my jazz pray to the east and watch the sunset uh but yet i was blowin you up the other night could tell your girl was telling you what to write back tell me why it s like that so make up your mind boy decide we can t go on like this this ain t right feeling really bad feeling kinda low think it s time to go oh oh i gave you everything that i got watched my feelings walk on by ever get sick of trying this is how i feel inside i feel inside this is how i feel this is how i feel sir nas mrs mary j blige and this is her life yeah this is her life yeah yeah yeah this is how i feel this is how i feel yeah let me hear that brook lynn brook lynn brook lynn brook lynn brook lynn2