two years ago i was sitting on a tiny blue couch in the basement apartment of a college town the tears rolled out as i started to break down cause i was lost and i was scared i was graduating school and for the first time in my life i felt so unprepared with no idea what direction i was heading to and i was trying i was trying not to lose my mind do do do do yea i was trying i was trying not to lose my mind do do do do one year ago i was sitting on the edge of the bed at my sister s house in edison i pulled the needle out as i started to break down cause i was hurt and i was scared i tried to make it on my own and i found out that i was just so unprepared and that was how i learned that in order to be fixed i had to be broken first and i was trying i was trying not to lose my mind do do do do yea i was trying i was trying to stop getting high do do do do four months ago i met a girl with pretty brown eyes she looked at me and she said i want you for mine it made me happier than i d been well in a long time and when i found her i was scared love never seems to come when i m prepared and i want to write her a song but everytime i try the words never seem to come out right and i m just trying i m just trying not to lose my mind do do do do but she makes me yea she makes me lose my god damn mind do do do do