and now you ve grown to hate me even more than you have grown to hate yourself but has it really made a difference sharing all that hate with someone else please tell me are you really happy do you think he s really worth the pain tell me are you really happy or did you simply throw our life away just to be unhappy does he worship and adore you does he make you feel so beautifully complete is your life so much better now or do the same old demons haunt your sleep is he everything you ve dreamed of i imagine he is so much more than me and i tried to make you happy but i believe you thrive on misery 