another day goes by i m hoping it s my last i m sitting and waiting i ve got my head against the glass i m wondering where i d be if things were done differently i ve found that time can t heal everything i want to disappear vanish in thin air cut ties from all the secrets i ve kept for all these years this is my fate the person i m to be the illusion that separates the world from me there s no escape there s no recovery i can t replace what s been taken from me this is my own hell my incurable disease the shadows that follow they won t stop haunting me death is the only way out of here broken and beaten down nothing can save me now