i still don t believe it how much we lied last night you made it with him now i m supposed to be dignified just like a man well i spend my night times drinking and you spend your days in bed and i guess it s up to us to choose the methods by which we forget and just like a man he holds you gently and just like a man he strokes your hair and just like a man i still pretend that i m immune to the whole affair but i wanna die i wanna cry i wanna tell you that i was wrong yeah i wanna die i wanna cry but it s too late so i soldier on just like a man i don t believe it you were easy to leave but now i do my best to relieve it in the only way that i know how just like a man and i don t wanna possess you and i don t wanna take his place but i don t wanna see my last few pleasures written all over his face and just like a man he holds you gently and just like a man he strokes your hair and just like a man i still pretend that i m immune to the whole affair but i wanna die i wanna cry i wanna tell you i was wrong yeah i wanna die i wanna cry but it s too late so i soldier on just like a man and i have something to tell you but it doesn t matter now i ll stick to small talk and leave the little bits of flattery to him i could call you but why would i bother to you might not be in or he might misunderstand just like a man