shut it lock it forget and look the other way my head is buried under clouds and playing pretend and we ll lie and we will spurn every chance to take a look breathe take that next shot and breathe fall off the edge of your seat maybe closure s all you need i pray that this could be the next year rainclouds been trailing me for weeks on end it s the worst i ve ever been could things change if i believed you then i so was wrong maybe you exist can you burn this year in hell and save me oh god can you blame me for my doubt in your life and existence shut it lock it forget and spare yourself the shame i m giving up at any chance on letting you in closed my blinds and my doors shut and you ll never see my face again  i might be dead and gone and you could bury the year but we ll still sing this song i pray that this could be the next year rainclouds been trailing me for weeks on end it s the worst i ve ever been could things change if i believed you then i so was wrong maybe you exist can you burn this year in hell and save me so count from ten and watch the lights get lowered i ll crack a smile and forget each every moment that was so hard we ll make mistakes as we keep growing older three hundred new days to redeem all that we ve done wrong and i thank god i swear i ll be much better this time maybe this time i swear i ll be much better this time i swear i ll be much better this time