even though youre gone you still haunt me even with new love ill never be happy youre a ghost in the back of my head buried beneath but still inside youre the hole in the black of my heart tearing a seam and leaving me dry i i want to jump into the river i i want to drown drown in the river losing hope i feel that i could never be happy i can t cope this pill will save me and i will be free death i feel it close in please just let me go and please just let me say good bye youre a ghost in the back of my head buried beneath but still inside youre the hole in the black of my heart tearing a seam and leaving me dry i i want to jump into the river i i want to drown drown in the river take my life take my life from me i m giving up i ve had enough