uh just let it ride let it ride this shit it sound like pain i can relate yo maybe it s the drugs i m giving you nigga shrugs i m unplugged disconnected and bugged out i m all hugged out and all i got is bars all i got is scars but they just want to light cigars over slow guitar and watch me do the pole dance underneath the stars hold up i ll take it back to learning to tie my laces familiar faces ran races in intimate places and maybe one of those intimate paces that move at fast paces and seek better spaces i was divorced in the family portrait i know my limits step daddy trying get up in it i ain t with it so i did it bought a ticket and split it coach class leave my pass on a one way had to take my life into my own hands some way hoping i can rise above it one day it wasn t easy like sunday what you know about pain the kind that leaves stains on your veins i ll tell you why the cage bird sings think i m going insane okay i stayed in school tried to remain in a booth cause it was just me four walls and the truth put my dreams on hold for survival mode cause the nights were long and the wind was cold vultures of our culture praying on my young ambitions telling me schemes selling me dreams push to the extremes till the hell of me screams i m lost in mans nothing s what it seems nightly at the spot but i m from your block light as a rock and i m locked if you knock i m patient but i m anxious see they re not the same thing i just catch an overdose of adrenaline to my brain cold sweats nausea dizziness chest pains automatic panic frenetic in the fast lane this shit is odd and i m looking to god for a nod i need a sign not another facade but while i m waiting and contemplating i keep the weed burning keep the page turning like a long sermon got a curse for nervousness that s hitting the surface guess that all i m trying to say is that i m flawed but i m working 