well i wouldn t have it any other way your body s fine but your mind is not ok well i think about some other day my only wish is that you would stay and i wish there was something i could do cause i hate myself more than i hate you and i told you once and i ll tell you twice there is nothing in this world i would sacrifice and i can t be real and i can t be nice there is nothing in this world i would sacrifice sometimes my mind feels like an ashtray but i m blinded by the smoke and the grey that s just the price you have to pay feel like shit tomorrow but i feel fine today and i wish there was somehting i could do cause i hate myself more than i hate you 