i was the truth trapped inside the walls of your heart and you never thought to tear them down and i was the love you left behind when you decided not to face the death that lives inside you now it s all around i thought that i should lend a helping hand before you finally drown but i felt myself begin to change i felt my pride corrupt the best of me it hardened up my heart but i ve been trying to make that right but every time i see the damage that i ve done i know this salvation cannot be mine i ve wasted all my chances i ve let them all slip away and i think you ll find that i m just tired i can t hide it anymore i ve run myself to the ground and i think you ll see that i climbed atop to get a better view but i could hardly see not everything is made so bright and i ve spent the last two year searching for myself and i ve come face to face with who i oughta be and it s exactly who i hate but i ve wasted all my chances i ve let them all slip away and i think you ll find that i m just tired i can t hide it anymore i ve run myself to the ground and i think you ll see that i ve been the best that i could be though my best is hardly anything but i think i finally see i think i deserve some sleep