i m doing everything i can to get my buzz on trying not to feel this pain no more that s why i m pooping these pills and smoking this dro and drinking this henney straight trying not to feel this pain no more i came from the bottom of the barrel to everyday new apparel from a shoe string budget to more jewelry than a pharaoh up out a place called vallejo house smaller than a hut first city in california to go bankrupt came a long way let the truth be told penitentiary chances sweating over the stove seen them come and go i m the last of my crop don t compare me to nobody unless you re talking bout pac just trying to survive and stay alive so many of my people done died nowadays you re an o g if you live to be 25 my partner in there with his grand daddy doing 25 lifting water bags doing burpees exercise i hand pick my friends cause people ain t trustable feelings like broads their motives is questionable suckers sneak diss me and call me up on the phone they say 40 water i just wanna be on i m doing everything i can to get my buzz on trying not to feel this pain no more that s why i m pooping these pills and smoking this dro and drinking this henney straight trying not to feel this pain no more they say money makes the world go round and since i m worth twenty mil i wanna see this bitch spin like the rims on a schwinn hop on that bike ride through the neighborhood compton on smash them boys get cash money like baby do i got a scar over my heart cause that s what hating ll do so watch your back like a tattoo artist a coffin don t fuck about who the hardest you lay where the people who mourn pray get your name etched in stones with your born day small talk over a glass of grand marnier as i sip from the glass my mind starts packing this louis vuitton bag take a trip to the past hear that shot going blast see my brother lying dormant iv s in his arms can t you see he got a piss bag 17 years old and you niggas wonder why i m so cold i m doing everything i can to get my buzz on trying not to feel this pain no more that s why i m pooping these pills and smoking this dro and drinking this henney straight trying not to feel this pain no more let me get a fifth of some brandy a plate of some candy cindy sandy mindy mandy tina brandy keisha angie man we can t we all get along two shots of patron i did it till the break of dawn big fish in a pond running my triathlon doggy dogg keep the bone one of a kind blow you mind just like einstein born to shine i m getting mine prime time like 21 get er done everything in my life i make it look like fun everyday of my life i m trying get my buzz on cuz on some other shit i m keeping it on the under bitch so much pain i overcame same thang me e 40 and game came from the same gang but you wouldn t understand i m populating with my s translation that s my main man let me hit that damn thang i m doing everything i can to get my buzz on trying not to feel this pain no more that s why i m pooping these pills and smoking this dro and drinking this henney straight trying not to feel this pain no more