had the operation get myself unsick silence all the surgery i heard the needle prick and just as i went under i saw the nurses scream doctor we ve lost another to this here surgery and the pain don t stop for me and a gold day shot is what i need and it s all i really want to live and it s somewhere to begin i feel as if i ve wasted all my life i woke up in the morning to see my parents gleam surprise was in the nurse s face i made it through the sleep they said relax take it easy i never knew their names it seems that god was watching was watching over me and the pain don t stop for me and a gold day shot is what i need and it s all i really want to live and it s somewhere to begin i feel as if i ve wasted all my life and it s all i really want to live and it s somewhere to begin i feel as if i ve wasted all my life all my life all my life