im in that place again i couldn t soon forget the pain i felt that night taken away my life there s nothing left inside please still my beating heart i m everything i hate i failed to be what i need i hate my life no more to hide it makes me sick as i live through it prepare to die i lie in the bed i made it s buring me far away no more i need the air i breath save me from myself i m quickly loosing control stripped away bare i lie without eteys i see you clearly you re breaking me so i can see this pain i feel is sweet surreal i can see it tonight i dont t want to feel this pain inside what it feels like to loose my minde i would rather feel this death inside than not to know what i d be like to feel alive you re breaking me so i can see this pain i feel is sweet surreal i can see it tonight you re breaking me so i can see this pain i feel is sweet surreal i can see it tonight