soon i ll hold you down to keep you around i pushed so hard to give in to try and pretend let i feel it now but i can try and try until the end of time ill try to keep ahead of time and i i thought i had it i thought i had it right trying so hard to pretend this time i thought i had it right trying so hard to give in this time i thought i had it right i make it so hard to tell the difference between this and reality i feel so out of my head i love you baby now but i can pretend but i can try and try until the end of time i ll try to keep ahead of time and i i thought i had it i thought i had it right trying so hard to pretend this time i thought i had it right trying so hard to give in this time i thought i had it right i thought i had it right tried so hard to pretend this time i thought i had it right tried so hard to give in this time i thought i had it right