god i never thought it would be this hard so hard to drown out to drown out how i feel to see through to see through my emotions then i heard your call but is this for me i m questioning everything everything is this it for me is this what i m supposed to be i can t give up on the boy who made a promise two years ago but how could anyone love a selfish ego driven self titled man this is me see i made a promise to chase these dreams to be what i m called to be god is this your will is this what you have for me i m questioning everything everything is this it for me is this what i m supposed to be i m questioning everything everything is this it for me is this what i m supposed to be what i wanted and what i needed are completly different things why pick and choose why pick and choose pick and choose creator i m leaving this all behind creator by god the voices have fled my mind what will remain when i m gone heaven s songs about my faith in god i can t see now where my dream lives this is our prayer is this your will god this is our prayer is this your the will you have for us this is our prayer is this your will god this is our prayer is this your the will you have for us this is our prayer is this your will god this is our prayer is this your the will you have for us 