my pain my pride these scars are mine my pain my pride these scars are mine i will tell you a story that s never been told i will tell you a secret 5 lifetimes old my life has been a prison a labyrinth built beneath the mountain of tragedy i m a stain on the cloth i m just an after thought but i would die for this but through the veins of decay i ll remain to betray to live like caesar to die like jesus to build my own religion no gods no laws to celebrate pain forsaken ashamed to watch them all crawl beneath us on this bed of nails regret dying of fevers betrayal sweat i cry my organs are rotting my enemies are plotting i am made of pages paragraphs inspirations paper girl burn the world i pass the flame to you murder mayhem hurt her hate him murder mayhem hurt her hate him murder mayhem hurt her hate him murder mayhem fuck her slay them my pain my pride these scars are mine my pain my misery has been formulated into an equation of nien my sanity wrote a suicide note but one of us is illiterate and the other is blind my 1st act of treason was picking up a pen my 1st act of love was finding myself again the hardest thing to do was standing up to you now i m off my knees now you re begging me please i m the wound the weapon the fracture the fist my organs are rotting my enemies are plotting i am made of pages paragraphs inspirations paper girl burn the world i pass the flame to you murder mayhem hurt her hate him murder mayhem hurt her hate him murder mayhem hurt her hate him murder mayhem fuck her slay them that stabbing in your heart that black hole in your soul slowly ripping you apart that s me that s me so let it be written so let it be done the brighter they shine the darker we become vae victus abomination 