six months of winter they go on and on i feel absolutely nothing until the frost is gone it bites me till im numb er then i remember summer thats when i know life will start again im not living half a life im living twice as hard half the time im not living half a life im living twice as hard twice as hard im not living half a life im living twice as hard half the time im not living half a life half a life romanticise depression until its fun i wanna ride home in the warmth of the sun the optimist in me has won how naive is that itll just come back around and thats a fact im not living half a life im living twice as hard half the time im not living half a life im living twice as hard twice as hard im not living half a life im living twice as hard half the time im not living half a life half a life  im not living half a life im living twice as hard half the time im not living half a life im living twice as hard twice as hard im not living half a life im living twice as hard half the time im not living half a life half a life im not living half a life im living twice as hard half the time im not living half a life im living twice as hard twice as hard im not living half a life im living twice as hard half the time im not living half a life half a life