i hate the changing of the season reminding me my life is over and its never getting better the end result is a man without purpose ive been left alone hopeless and i m running out of room for this life ive been living it but at what cost i keep losing it now i write on the wall why i m worthless pointless and spineless i see no point in carrying on with this take me my life s a fucking mess even god wouldn t have me so im turning to the rest i m not a person with purpose a man with no life a hated drifter with no compass i m heading northern the point if the world where no one can find me no one to let down no point in hiding i see nothing i m not a dreamer but im lost in this dream the changing of the seasons remind me this is how i bleed i won t get on my knees im lost in dreams i wont get lost in dreams i wont get lost im lost find me lost in my dreams come find me im stuck in a life between light and reality someone help me im losing myself no time no space no time safe place no time erase i need to find my place were stuck in dreams upside down