god i ve been sent here blind to learn to see remembering you were always there with me but do you know just how hard that s been could all of this have really been foreseen i d like to say a prayer how does it go i m tired tell me god does it show what could have called for such a handicap i was sent out here without a map all this time i ve had to guess the way to keep moving when i wished to stay i ve been wrong as much as i ve been right you tell me walk by faith and not by sight and keep your heavy heart afloat you are a timber carved by knife but someday you may serve as a boat what i lose here on earth is lost in heaven if i ask you for help it will be given but you ve waited this long you weren t ready my devotion was strong it wasn t steady i have one more question you have the answer too but what does that mean you re i and i am you why speak in riddles then let me show the way that s all i ve wanted that s all you ve had to say well come on then god show me which way you would like me to go and i won t resume to question how i was ever supposed to know there have been signs along the way but they ve been so very obscure at times i thought i knew their meaning but how could i ve ever been sure god i was sent here deaf to learn to hear to have faith in you and never fear life is an ocean you its every wave your arms would cradle me and keep me safe you re right all this and more i need to learn all this unease just makes my stomach churn it was i not you who set this trap but you did leave me here without a map all this time i ve had to guess the way to keep moving when i wished to stay i ve been right as much as i ve been wrong so all i hear from you is you are strong enough for all you ll ever have to face the only map you need is love to guide you through this illusion of a maze our father who art in heaven hallowed be thy name thy kingdom come thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven give us today our daily bread forgive us father all our sins as we forgive those who sin against us and lead us not into temptation but deliver us from evil for thy is the kingdom and the power and the glory now and forever more amen