my heart is tainted by what i did see it s cause a undesire upon desire for me in my mind thoughts are no longer mine how can i get control of this i m in a place where i don t feel like i m your anymore but i need your help cause i m dyin sometimes i felt like job wanting to curse my life how could you give me breath when i can t even get this right my mistakes hurt you but you still give me life oh lord when i m with you i m strong and your love covers my weaknesses even in dead of night i can be confident so please restore joy please save me again cause i m dyin fear of judgement has kept this bottled it has cause this sense of bitterness this pain has got to end you can have the house the cars the cars the clothes with emptiness inside but you would give it all away if the lord would hear your cry help me help me help me help help me help me help me help
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