one year ago today i tossed away a quarter that i should have saved i faked a farewell fantasy and misbehaved i never made an effort my conscience went after all the time a spent dollars that i dropped on you thought you d say you missed me too so here i am a friend in the end i meant to disregarded that birthday card nailed upon your wall he sent i meant to turn my eyes from everything i shouldn t see an oath i took you kissed my cheek cried yourself to sleep but never would you admit to me i always laughed when you laughed cried when you cried danced when you danced i lied laugh when you laugh cry when you cry dance when you dance i lied san francisco payphone so far from home so many friends and i m alone i faked a farewell fantasy i lied you bother me my conscience gone this conversation s dragging on there was once upon a time when you would miss me too so here i am a friend the end i meant to disregard that birthday card nailed upon your wall he sent i meant to turn my eyes from everything never made a promise an oath i took i kissed your cheek cried myself to sleep i won t admit that you see i always laughed when you laughed cried when you cried danced when you danced i lied laugh when you laugh cry when you cry dance when you dance i lied