everyday i wake to find nothing has changed still down on my luck i pray alone still has to be this way above me the skies will remain grey got jealousy for anyone that s happy you don t know i hate you want to hurt you see you suffer you won t hear the cries for help in me my fear i writhe in pain i was born to lose angry and alone is what and how i was meant to be hatred and fear will always be a part of me there s no salvation for me i know that i am cursed for all eternity maldito yo naci maldecido bastard cursed with life and endless disappointments monster learn to deal with what i ve become outcast there s no reason to live there s only hatred sometimes that s all that s real terror sometimes that s all i feel paranoia s got a strangle hold on my mind i want to sigh in relief but not this time it seems now a days to stop this torture need to drink and drink to forget the future even the people in my life hardly know me the malice and rage i stride to hide and control i want to end this pain my luck drains away like rain there s only endless pain maldito yo naci maldecido bastard cursed with life and endless disappointments monster learn to deal with what i ve become outcast there s no reason to live there s only hatred sometimes that s all that s real terror sometimes that s all i feel we re the cursed hide behind friendly smiles there s a need to crush and hurt to avenge our loss day in day out the pain is too immense to bear my hatred grew cause no one ever cared i fail and fail at everything i do i hope i lose to me it s nothing new i try i fail i crash and burn i ve lost again i die this curse will never end hatred sometimes that s all that s real terror sometimes that s all i feel hatred sometimes that s all that s real terror sometimes that s all i feel1