heavy breathing what s this feeling i never used to act this way around you i m afraid of digging deeper cause if i fall i might lose it all it s the beginning of the end i know should i leave or should i go for broke don t wanna lose you but i can t go on without knowing you know me better than i know myself i m about to burst need your help don t wanna lose you but i can t go on without knowing now nothing could be like what it was before when everything s said and done i need to know do we even matter to you i can t choke at all keep my focus cause it s too late i can t just walk away break this silence stop this hiding cause all i want to is for the words to tell you it s the beginning of the end i know should i leave or should i go for broke don t wanna lose you but i can t go on without knowing you know me better than i know myself but i m about to burst i need your help don t wanna lose you but i can t go on without knowing  now nothing could be like what it was before when everything s said and done i need to know without knowing now nothing could be like what it was before when everything s said and done i need to know do we even matter to you 