shredding apart with the knife waiting for death cutting my veins wide open free from the lie i am ripping it from my head living my life like the end is here i can t take it tonight we are gonna pay suicide never felt so good dripping blood from my head i ll never fail to die look and you ll know why i ll recover and strike i can t see the light lord hallucinations appear my omen god the angels of vindication breathe slowly i am in this world i can t expose my soul breathe slowly i am ending this life ready to face the god now it s a big fuckin lie it s the other side blow your fuckin mind with bullshit lies listening to scream when you re fuckin dead cheering on the war face to face with the devil tonight we are gonna pay suicide never felt so good dripping blood from my head i ll never fail to die look and you ll know why  i ll recover and strike i can t see the light lord hallucinations appear my omen god the angels of vindication breathe slowly i am in this world i can t expose my soul breathe slowly i am ending this life ready to face the god 