broken all by myself saying woman dont pay no mind forgotten like a hotel bible phone keeps ringing and im trying to keep my mind off it and if you walk by my window ill open the blinds to watch you walk by like you didnt know i was inside still praying for the day to be easy heard youre doing fine on the outside smelling like a fresh picked rose me im still mothballs and lost minds down on the pavement praying trying to make some sense of it and if you walk by my body would you stop to breathe or would you walk by never knowing that im cigarette smoke floating in the glow of the tv what would you expect from me im right back where i started i never lost that first touch dreaming of that one first feeling that convinced me you were leaving and how would you expect to breathe with all of this around you now im in this old empty room tracing back my steps to the place where i found you ring twice never come in so people dont change like time im sticky like the front doors deadbolt the side door exit wish i couldve learned to let go and if i came knocking on sunday would you wear your white dress for me or would you watch love through the peephole talk through the chain blindfolded so that you never see me i heard you like picking at wounds girl open up and let this one bleed i never thought that youd be the scalpel to open up my doubtful and leave me in the backseat and if i pull up from the attic would you wipe the dust off your dreams or would you buy back what you gave up open up fact to your nature and admit you were human what would you expect from me im right back where i started i never lost that first touch dreaming of that one first feeling that convinced me you were leaving and how would you expect to breathe with all of this around you now im in this old empty room tracing back my steps to the place where i found you leaving x2 you made me battle alone dont make me battle alone x51