i m still not able to understand i m struggling here to deny it for if i knew this was all we had i wouldn t have said goodbye then it s only water no spirit broken and all these things we ve held on left unspoken still the thought s enough to make me choke again i had a friend who couldn t sit still he d think until his hands began to spill things every morning he woke up and never thought he d done enough the night before and its hard to break the habits that we make but don t you know that life could take it from you anyway if i could say it again i d make you remember when all the things we shared were unimpaired by anything the feeling s not weathered out just yet there s no real way to describe it in thinking of all the plans unmet we ve all been hardened to hide it it s only water no spirit broken and all these things we ve held on left unspoken still the thought s enough to make me choke again