what if you had to come face to face with the reflection of yourself that you lowest point in your life what would you do what would you say if you knew those words depend on how your life is now if i could ever look at me i d take apart everything that i see the feet to my crooked teeth a point of view to see through it but just what would i say to me if i was listen into it and nothing of what they d believe in maybe i ll be better off maybe i will be worse in a single minute then i m setting off i ll be tickin and tickin until i blow the only way i m livin and kickin is if i flow and really if i ain t doin it now then i m slippin through the cracks if i m missin i ll be back even if i ain t intact but what if woulda submitted in my tracks if i threw it all away would i have wished it wasn t fact no body s got all of the answers just questions and if someone even had em would you even answer their suggestions cuz all i know now is if i known then what i know now i d probably speak to myself with the soul s cloud on another when the nights so cold and in the back of my head is you when you were looking right at me looking so happy and all that s left for me that i can do is watch you waste your life away i ll watch you waste your life away for every minute that we lose reflecting accept every decision that you choose regret never got anybody a thing in life and at least the lesson is lying inside of every fight for your peace if you could ensue change if you could pursue lane if you could remove any memory that induce pain take advantage of it learn what you can and run it there ain t a sense of you seekin sources and tappin nothin i know it s hard to throw your self in the dark open up to the scars and focus on what you are it s sort of anesthetic and you ll know this when you re numb descent into regression and you ll open up as one perception is your everything and through it you can alter it an alternate design swtichin up various parts of it hard azit is to believe in what if you were given a minute to tell yourself what it is and just what it isn t  on another when the nights so cold and in the back of my head is you when you were looking right at me looking so happy and all that s left for me that i can do is watch you waste your life away i ll watch you waste your life away i ll watch you waste your life away i ll watch you waste your life away