i guess this is the fade in 11 pounds at weigh in i see these people talkin but i dont know what they sayin i see my arms movin but i dont have control feel like ive been here befo and they just recycled my soul cause i aint been here long yet i still understand how to do things like grab whatever s in the palm of my hand doctors put me in the cell i thought id never get out until a couple people scooped me took me out to they house and it was then i started learnin what this place was about when im alone in the room sometimes i stare at the wall but i got tired of that and so i started to crawl crawlin done turned in to walkin walkin to runnin to ballin ballin to playin with other kids until mama was callin for me to come inside run inside trip on the curb skinned my knee on the pavement and said some horrible words that i heard from the other little kids round the corner of the block mama heard me i got popped so i stopped or maybe i just learned how not to get caught somethin s strange tell me why everything it startin to change i guess this life aint all about chasin material things and pleasin me me its all bout mine i d do anything just to make that dime i shouldnt have never see him pullin out that dime it never wouldve made me wanna choose that grind now im feelin like everybody s out to get me gangbangers took me in now the hood s ridin with me and im livin in the fast lane gotta make that fast change cause time change quick ask mike vick now my ride clean im only 17 pockets on creatine im on top of the world im in the club free all in vip all drinks on me im on top of your girl i got a lotta funds employ the young guns so i can sit back and get the kick back feel like im missin somethin so i bought some mo stuff money jewelry houses cars women still it aint enough i gotta get mo g gotta get mo because the tv says i need mo greed mo cocaine ball out baby momma so i crank it up i made a little money than i made a bit mo with the money that i made from the day befo and i aint ever had this kind of pay befo and these models aint never gave me play befo cause now im on on spaceship gone im so gone i forgot my home didnt even notice cause of all that chrome and cant nobody touch it cause im in my zone so now im in the club chillin out one night broad came in with a dress so tight swag on check game spit just right yada yada yada yada now she my wife ten years greater and three jits later im still makin hits knockin out these haters god pullin at me but ill try that later cause im livin on the dark side runnin like the pharcyde took a breath now back at it didnt mention that i picked up a cigarette habit and it got a little harder to breathe doc said got a disease smoke smoke i need that to cope cause life is still cold if u aint got hope the world is a stage so try not to choke my swag done got so perfect that i feel like im surfin i sold my soul to earth and i wonder if its worth it cigarettes are testin me and they gon get the best of me baby mama stressin me and i thought god was blessin me this aint what i thought of when i was getting caught up in that terry benedict aint nobody benefit all my life was filled with this now my body feelin sick this is raw as feelin s get and aint nobody feelin this this media is killin us but aint nobody feelin this i know god is real in this aint nobody feelin this if i could do it all again id do it different id do it different id do it different if i could do it all again id do it different id do it different if i could do it all again id do it different id do it different if i