sometimes i forget then i remember sometimes i hold on then i let go sometimes i fight then i surrender losing you s been harder than you ll ever know i m just caught here halfway there i m hangin in mid air somewhere in between in the middle of the darkness and the light all i can see is the hazy gray between the black and white i m not laughin i m not cryin i m not livin i m not dyin i m not flyin and i m not down on my knees until i m over you i m gonna be stuck somewhere in between the funny thing about your memory is how it takes me by surprise how suddenly it sneaks up on me comes around and cuts me down to size there s a crossroad up ahead i m just not there yet i m somewhere in between in the middle of the darkness and the light all i can see is the hazy gray between the black and white i m not laughin i m not cryin i m not livin i m not dyin i m not flyin and i m not down on my knees until i m over you i m gonna be stuck somewhere in between i m just not there yet i m somewhere in between in the middle of the darkness and the light all i can see is the hazy gray between the black and white i m not laughin i m not cryin i m not livin i m not dyin i m not flyin and i m not down on my knees until i m over you i m gonna be stuck somewhere in between somewhere in between