i didnt mean to say it but i did so i guess here goes nothing i dont look at you the same way anymore it echoes off these walls through every room of my old house and the windows ache from holding it all in if you knew me then youd understand you have no idea who i am ill disappear evaporate ill be a distant memory youll bury me ill suffocate ill disappear evaporate into the air and pray it goes away for good this time i ran out of things to talk about so im hiding in this bathroom stall sending messages i know i shouldnt be i just wanna feel it one more time that rush of blood right down my spine but it barely gets me high anymore it barely gets me high anymore ill disappear evaporate ill be a distant memory youll bury me ill suffocate ill disappear evaporate into the air and pray it goes away for good this time