i can t do this anymore stay in black out hit the floor i ve forgotten what i m hiding from but mama called and cried to me baby your anniversary was last tuesday that s right okay i guess it slipped my mind that s fine with me i guess though it came as a surprise i got to celebrate my memory s retreat it s finally forgetting things i pushed it away i let history lie finally memory sleeps goodnight it s going to be all right okay i m leaving everything behind so goodnight farewell and cheers to the new denial you re so exhausted with the born again routine you die a little bit each time you smile so grit your teeth they like you happy