i spent my whole life chasing dreams like nigga where you going man it ain t fasho knowing everything that shines ain t golden i been smoking weed for days like tell me where the hope is guess i been waiting on the people tell me who s the dopest welcome to my world where we all stay high and we more than get by don t trip ima get mine have you ever been inside of a sick mind everybody wanna see better get in line i can t feel pain cuz ive already died she s not coming back man i already tried and the old me doesn t know the new me i prolly pop pills i was never prescribed i m hard to get thru to and harder to find not a fuckn friend look at the times lost in the rhymes pretending like everything i stresses are fine and my family never even gets a fuckn text from me could i look them in the eyes if they were next to me did i let the music get the best of me i been busy fighting demons for my destiny can you pick up your phone that s the shit my momma texting me damn i ain t been home in years  i spent my whole life chasing dreams like nigga where you going man it ain t fasho knowing everything that shines ain t golden i been smoking weed for days like tell me where the hope is guess i been waiting on the people tell me who s the dopest man i swear i hate when i get this high people never know what it takes its fine gimme just a minute till the feeling subsides i never gave a fuck about just getting by i want it all i don t want a little want it all i was working hard while they balled i was goin in while they stalled my sister in pain i never called surprised that i made it this far not me saw it coming like 3d even when the people couldn t see i was fucked up drowned in the deep and everyones a critic eventually and everybody thinks they know the feelin i didn t even know in the beginnin i was on a mission hopin i could make a different now it all feels different like something is missin i miss it i just need a minute or some time to myself for a small intervention i going thru changes most people don t get it i spent my whole life chasing dreams like nigga where you going man it ain t fasho knowing everything that shines ain t golden i been smoking weed for days like tell me where the hope is guess i been waiting on the people tell me who s the dopest