the acid reflux in my throat hasn t appeased my taste for bitter blondes i ve twisted so many necks and now their souls daily blind my mind your presence i took for granted i deceived your confidence i ll never achieve emotional numbness nor will i enjoy a single peaceful rest your presence i took for granted i deceived your confidence your angelic hand touches my venomous spine through overwhelming nightmares i now stand under this damocles dagger i ll kill again to lighten apathy towards me the amazing brightness that makes you so precious and exceptional tears me apart i need your presence but my shadow is tarnishing your radiance i need your presence but my shadow is tarnishing your radiance i need your presence but my shadow is tarnishing your radiance i need your presence but my shadow is tarnishing your radiance i need your presence but my shadow is tarnishing your radiance i feel remorse but unfortunate events make my world uglier this morning repentance hurts but not enough let s start again tonight tonight