is it because there s a little part of you that wants to be dead or is it because your life feels empty without some ritual or is it because the rebellion against the adults hasn t ended yet but the adults sell cigarettes and you are young and rich for now you have the ritual for free you wake up each day don t you it s no excuse to start smoking where is the rebellion in acting like a fuck up why not embrace simple health it is obvious there is work to do strong and deliberately we are the ones we have to do it no more parents no more gods taking responsibility living in the world on our own there s no punishment only knowing what to do no excuses do not wait go improve yourself right now