for three days i fought my way along roads packed with refugees the homeless burdened with boxes and bundles containing their valuables all that was of value to me was in london but by the time i reached their little red brick house carrie and her father were gone the summer sun is fading as the year grows old and darker days are drawing near the winter winds will be much colder now you re not here i watch the birds fly south across the autumn sky and one by one they disappear i wish that i was flying with them now you re not here like the sun through the trees you came to love me like a leaf on a breeze you blew away through autumn s golden gown we used to kick our way you always loved this time of year those fallen leaves lie undisturbed now cause you re not here cause you re not here cause you re not here fire suddenly leapt from house to house the population panicked and ran and i was swept along with them aimless and lost without carrie finally i headed eastward for the ocean and my only hope of survival a boat out of england like the sun through the trees you came to love me like a leaf on a breeze you blew away a gentle rain falls softly on my weary eyes as if to hide a lonely tear my life will be forever autumn  cause you re not here cause you re not here cause you re not here as i hastened through covent garden blackfriars and billingsgate more and more people joined the painful exodus sad weary women their children stumbling and streaked with tears their men bitter and angry the rich rubbing shoulder with beggars and outcasts dogs snarled and whined the horses bits were covered with foam and here and there were wounded soldiers as helpless as the rest we saw tripods wading up the thames cutting through bridges as though they were paper waterloo bridge westminster bridge one appeared above big ben ulla never before in the history of the world had such a mass of human beings moved and suffered together this was no disciplined march it was a stampede without order and without a goal six million people unarmed and unprovisioned driving headlong it was the beginning of the rout of civilization of the massacre of mankind a vast crowd buffeted me toward the already packed steamer i looked up enviously at those safely on board straight into the eyes of my beloved carrie at sight of me she began to fight her way along the packed deck to the gangplank at that very moment it was raised and i caught a last glimpse of her despairing face as the crowd swept me away from her like the sun through the trees you came to love me like a leaf on a breeze you blew away through autumn s golden gown we used to kick our way you always loved this time of year those fallen leaves lie undisturbed now cause you re not here cause you re not here cause you re not here