i just cannot cope with it anymore something is missing my old faith is dead i know you want some more force fed hatred and i m gonna fill you up with a kissi found my redemption i m od d and there is no more entertainment i found my redemption and now the scene is so utterly deadi failed you won my sin was pride excuse me my friends i have to cast all asidei have to clean up face the serpent s eyes my life has been so deadly fake guess it is a fine day to bow out with grace and at least angels are fading awaysuicide religion and i hate myself you know i hate you all suicide religion some time ago i d have to write this down guess we know it all alongthe light was shining in darkness and darkness couldn t seize it the light is shut in darkness it s the shining the shiningje ne suis pas des v tres et ce monde n est pas mien reste l ennui reste l orage reste la fracheur du soir et le droit eternal de rester immobile dans le temps suspenduthe light was shining in darkness and darkness couldn t seize it the light is shut in darkness it s the shining the shiningi don t want to hold this cross anymore i m bored to death i m abused and confused and i guess that s how you want me to feel shall save my soul and leave it all behindsuicide religion and i hate myself you know i hate you all suicide religion some time ago i d have to write this down guess we know it all along