we ll keep calm and carry on with good intentions they ll prescribe the rights and wrongs until we re perfect so maybe one day we ll be safe in control and full of grace never making a mistake so flawless cut us deeper to the core we won t feel a thing imperfections we ignore embracing difference i wish this wasn t all so hard to be yourself and not on guard to stop the racing in your heart we ll fight it put me under now i m powerless i ll take it all i ll take it i can t breathe without you you won t trust me i won t trust you too you bring me back you bring me medicate me hide me deeper in my shell until i m all alone i m hearing voices in this cell hallucinating i could have sworn i heard it too a sad and beautiful adieu it s telling me what i should do i follow put me under now i m powerless i ll take it all i ll take it i can t breathe without you you won t trust me i won t trust you too you bring me back you bring me medicate me now  as i m turning into this reflection you control me my body and my mind my emotions and my pride the simplest things became the hardest part now the easiest parts have taken all my dreams i m afraid i ll never be okay i m afraid i m scared i can t be happy i m afraid this silence of fear is not a way to be sincere and it s a way to cope a way to deal but not for me when i can t feel the subtleties that make me want to be alive and not a statue breathe the air be here to talk to i m afraid 