there s times in my life where i just i just wanna run away i just i just wish the pain would stop i don t wanna cry no more i wish the pain would go away start a day bad hands make it hard to deal sometimes i wanna pull it end it all with a bullet hard to live life to the fullest with all this bullshit mad as fuck a nigga had enough from jump street saw my father murder massacre slain one shot took half of his brain i recapture the pain twenty three years three when it happened twenty six now still i can t stop the tears then my mood switch thinkin about this sheisty bitch kinda funny cause they fake it when they callin you honey on your dick when they think a nigga might be rich that s when i shit cause i know you fuck with me for my money learned the hard way ain t no correctin the grief baby moms starts sexin my so called beef don t give a fuck if they marked me for death like steven or relievin your breathin long as i m even fore i m leavin pain i wish this pain would go away i wish this pain would go away i wish this pain would go away i wish this pain would go away i can t relate to them cats who hold gats at the gate is it my fate am i that nigga that they love to hate solely slowly cause i rock a roley they want my brain gone cause of a fuckin chain on migraine s on now the pain s warm i stagger and i m hopin i don t know the cat with the dagger penetratin my heart rushed thoughts etched in grief to the city college deceased may you rest in peace to the families i never meant to cause no pain i know the truth but if you want then i shoulder the blame overcome at times by uncontrollable flames and multiple pains now it seems like i m goin insane for the love of you and hip hop i expand the news but before my shit drops i stand accused don t you think i wish we all was rich one for all it s pain to see your people when they all can t ball the pain  i wish this pain would go away i wish this pain would go away i wish this pain would go away i wish this pain would go away i can still hear the shots that left my man big layin on my knees cryin and prayin then i said god why got to know how hard we try don t let him die please don t let my nigga be dead but it was too late california sealed his fate gone now hard to move on now fuck making songs now wish i could die i could fly if they don t give a fuck fuck it why should i that s when big spoke pulled up in a glistening three with platinum wings and said puff listen to me he puts his hands on my head and said i live through you make hits continuous this is what we do i know it might be strenous and times is hard just keep the faith cause now we rhyme with god plus you owe it to yourself and don t forget the kids that s when i opened up my eyes the new bad boy lives i wish this pain would go away i wish this pain would go away i wish this pain would go away i wish this pain would go away i m tellin you man now don t let these motherfuckers fuck your shit up dawg i don t give a fuck who it is don t let em fuck yo paper man please big focus your mind man do your albums make them hot joints man fuck these niggas man fuck these niggas man and i ma tell the same thing to you when you get your shit done watch your money and hopefully i pray for you you ll be the shit and soon motherfuckers start screamin your name out like they screamin all these other so called hot niggas never take your eyes off that shit yo try to get everything you can out of these motherfuckers yo ain t no guarantee they gonna love you next year i wish this pain would go away i wish this pain would go away i wish this pain would go away i wish this pain would go away i wish this pain would go away 1