i ain t gon lie i owe a lot to you thought we was brothers held the spot for ya man i thought we d fucking rule the world doing everything we could for your wife and your girl i mean you put me on the team gave me the inspiration and a dream that every time they d go and mention us it s greatest there ever was in the suffix sucks somehow it seems you lost touch every time you made a change you actin like it s for us more artists more content more donations damn when did money become motivation i still remember everything you said that day and how you treated me when i chose to walk away life gets hard trust me i can see that now but i m still here hoping that this finds you well i m hoping that this finds you well i m really hoping that this finds you well naw it was nothing like love but that doesn t mean that it wasn t enough to have me twisted up thinking that s what happy was maybe too presumptuous thinking that you cared for us and then the moment that i went and turned my back i catch you on your back with the homie in his flat fuck he was my brother thought you were my girl in just a matter of minutes you can lose your whole world just a kid heartbroken without a single friend screaming that i d never love again saw you two years later i finally did forget and then you acted like we d never even met damn that had me messed up for too long been 10 years and it s still here in this song writing a story that i never thought i d tell hell i hope this finds you well i really do girl in order for us to explore these beautiful blank pages we must first turn the pages that we ve already written and i know it s hard to let go of the pain and troubles of the past but i m here for you we can do it together  i am nothing without honesty in truth i hated you for how she s blamed wrongfully never mind the fact you never cared but to act like it s her choice that you was never there then to speak dirty on the only one who loved us and to take advantage of her and beat up my little brother when you d go i d pray to god that you were gone for good lost faith cause despite my prayers knew you never would i used to dream about killing you just a boy wishing such an ill will on you can you imagine how you have to treat your son to have him wishing on a star for a bullet and a gun pain begets pain but forgiving you is beautiful god damn man i pity you and even though this one is hard as hell honestly i hope this finds you well i really do 