don t mean to scare you but i ve i ve not been sleeping lately and phone calls aren t doing much to help so if it s all the same i d just ask to never have to offer explanation or excuse again we make believe every day we make our lives seem like they re still worth living when we find out in the end it s only us that we ve been kidding so find the darkest place and search under blankets for me smothering myself in this darkness i am lying down tonight and you re not lying with me but honesty doesn t sit so well on you some things you just can t fake we make believe every day we make our lives seem like they re still worth living when we find out in the end it s only us that we ve been kidding just another stupid drama that no one notices but you and you only take an interest when there s nothing else to do but you won t mind wait for all of it i can t go wait for all of this but you won t mind you wait for all of it i can t go and wait for all of this  we make believe every day we make our lives seem like they re still worth living when we find out in the end it s only us that we ve been kidding just another stupid drama that no one notices but you and you only take an interest when there s nothing else to do