in a moment i figured out why i m alive like the tired boxer who rests his head on the chest of his opponent like a tired lover grateful for a moment of peace dear i know it was out of my hands i got lost in the crowd and always somehow it s your fault some believe in nothing some believe everything i believe that answers are never underneath of what we thought was covered it s always in front of us always in front of us dear i know it was out of my hands i got lost in the crowd and always somehow dear i know it was out of my hands don t believe what i said don t believe what i did it s my fault don t believe what i did whenever i go to sleep i have a dream about it you re always there and i am saying all the right things but you never hear me you can t hear me it was out of my hands and always somehow dear i know it was out of my hands i got lost in the crowd and always somehow dear i know it was out of my hands don t believe what i said don t believe what i did it s my fault don t believe what i did it s my fault it s my fault