the other night i dreamed about a sudden realization that everything bad that can happen to me would woke up screaming god i hope i m not bleeding out my eyes or mouth when i die i have seen a sheepish wonder i see me three years ago today no one s gonna push my buttons no one s gonna have their say a little while later i was trying to remember but then it didn t seem quite as awful as it seemed can t believe i won t admit that i have seen a sheepish wonder i see me three years ago today no one s gonna push my buttons no one s gonna have their way feel about the same but i m 10 years older watched my cat die for a month now i have seen a sheepish wonder i saw you earlier today