i d kill today to get out of this darkness of your shadow i am tired from believing anyone can do this thing i ve given everything away in hopes i could accomplish what so many groups have done before i barely touch the ladder oh it takes it s toll i ve given up enough to make it to the top it s tearing me apart i m singing from my heart but hey i don t wanna say it i don t wanna hear how much you re making always telling me to change our sound always trying hard to bring us down i said hey i don t wanna say it one look at our name and you hate it it don t mean shit i m over it oh it takes it s toll i ve given up enough to make it to the top it s tearing me apart i m singing from my heart take a deep breath hold it in until there s nothing left ohh i said take a deep breath hold it in until there s nothing left take take take a deep breath hold it in until there s nothing left oh it takes it s toll i ve given up enough to make it to the top it s tearing me apart i m singing from my heart