we re told that we re all special at a very young age but maybe we re not i know i believed every television commercial until my work ethic rots the internet prepared me for a world full of fantasy where fear of adversity eliminated diversity and i need an audience just to have an original thought and i tried to get right with god so many times it doesn t feel right anymore so put the salt of the world in these wounds and blind me with the light and let me see this pain in a systematic brain so i still have some fight in me the lover in my heart says it s okay to break be vigilant cause vigilance is something i can take the fight that s in my heart says love can t be made you said loving me is such a pensive way to let yourself break she said love isn t always fun so it s hard to commit darling just sleep on your stomach so you don t choke on your vomit getting it in your lungs it s the only way you could still say we re in love you said you would never lose a man who had to use a paycheck to make you break he said we ll use the next one to get rid of your scars but you said you wanted to keep them cause you re beautiful that way and if it s right with god it s right with me i ll see we re shaming darling the lover in my heart says it s okay to break be vigilant cause vigilance is something i can take the fight that s in my heart says love can t be made you said loving me is such a pensive way to let yourself break  and god i love you and i hope to make sure you remember my name so take these memories and make me feel sane i pushed everyone i love away and it hurts to say but i deserved to break just sleep on your stomach so you don t choke on vomit when it fills up your lungs it s the only way you could still say we re in love say we re in love say it even if you re being dishonest i was dishonest when i said when i said you were better than what i lost