yeah this is how it ends after all these years tired of it all hopelessly helplessly broken apart he finally falls he doesn t want to think doesn t want to feel doesn t want to know what s going on says there s nothing he can do will change anything he doesn t want to know what s going wrong because he s in love with a drug one that makes him numb one that stops him feeling at all he s in love with a drug forget everyone he really doesn t care anymore anymore yeah this is how it ends after all this time everything just fades away worn out and empty and all alone with nothing left to say oh it s all too big to make a difference it s all too wrong to make it right yeah everything is too unfair everything too much to bear he doesn t have the strength left for the fight says all he wants is the drug the one that makes him numb the one that stops him feeling at all he just wants to take the drug forget everyone he doesn t want to care anymore just keeps loving the drug the one that makes him numb the one that stops him feeling at all just keeps loving the drug the drug that he s become he isn t really here anymore and that makes me cry1