sit idly on a fence i m throwing rocks and speaking loud ate it all just to puke it out it s fun to let the water spill like it matters i m not cleaning it up porcelain shatters calling out of work to place a knife inside the pit of your stomach i m twisting even when i don t wanna push it in too deep impatient vacant not opposed to spit in kind do you expect me to wait in this line your vacation i m calling it off to make you plan mine i don t show motivation envy no shame for not waking before the sun has descended to ground never on time trading seats to try and place a knife inside the pit of your stomach i m twisting even when i don t wanna look you in the eye got terrified imagine white hot pain for your stomach i m twisting even when i don t have to answer for the lack of motivation envy no shame for not waking before the sun has descended to ground never on time made honest attempts made you writhe again