here i am as broken as the day they brought me in soaking wet connected to my mother by some skin in a foreign world i ve never seen before before soon i ll see nothing s ever truly what it seems they opened up my head and put in things that i didn t need to get back again before and i ll wait for you here under the sun waiting like my life had just begun burning all my memories saving room for love for love here i am as perfect as the day they brought me in complicated combinations bend me in to outer space i m so afraid to look in soon i ll see nothing s every truly guaranteed they gave me every reason i should leave i refuse to go this is my home before there s a place in my mind where the miracles burn at the seams if everyone dies what is life and what does it mean every time someone cries there s a smile somewhere in between numb under the sun