shotgun to the face laying on the floor bleeding all over the place and i can t see and i can t breath but fuck it i m like fuck it so fuck it i ll never leave i m probably gonna live to be the oldest mc to ever grace the stage or lay down sixteen i ve been set on fire and soaked in gasoline but i still keep on walking like a crack fiend axe to the neck ugh chop took my arm clean off of my body and it won t stop bleeding i tried to block the impact with both arms now i m only pulling one back second blast gasp hit me in the ribs but luckily i shifted all my vital organs now the good arm is covering a big hole ten inch open wound leaking out my soul they keep on trying but i won t die and it hurts so bad they keep on trying but i won t die ain t gonna let go they keep on trying but i won t die it hurts so bad they keep on trying but i won t die won t die won t die won t die  lookout i just got hit by a guy in a pickup saying i fucked his bitch and now i hear him shift it and he throws it in reverse and i know he can t kill me but damn it really hurts now my legs are broken and his truck is coming fast but jamie from out of nowhere put a bullet in his bitch ass the truck crashed and i escaped unscathed a couple a broken legs that ll heal up in a day they chained me to the hood of the car and pushed me into the drink and i watched as i submerged and started to sink i took my last good breath as the water just about reached the tip of my forehead the more that i seem to descend the more i can feel the windshield beneath me caving in is this how it s gonna end as i take a deep breath and inhale two gallons of water in my chest overdose so many drugs so many holes in my arms am my lungs dilated zombie like pale skin just sitting here waiting to die concubine locked inside trying to find the sign to reveal what s behind the meaning of life ninety nine ways to die is just a lie and i m still here counting at a hundred and five ugh ugh shove me in the down pouring rain with a jumper cable hanging form my ear tryna fry my brain i try to yank it off and clean rip my lobe now it s hanging and sparkling dangling from my dome waiting for the zap to cold stop my heart but the jumper cables ain t even the worst part i m wrapped from head to toe in aluminum foil giving off sparks just like a conductor coil 