i went to see you at the hospital i found you laying in your room i stood beside your bedside every night i did my best to comfort you it s the morphine and the painkillers that left you tired and confused they said the cancer wasn t curable they said there s nothing they could do i don t believe a word they say i couldn t watch you fade away all i m saying is the ending scares me every time your words replaying over and over i save them in my mind now i m grabbing a hold of what s about to unfold i m walking hospital halls now that you re gone all i m saying is i still call your answering machine i know i ve been busy now the last little while i ve got a small apartment in ottawa i ve got a girl with a beautiful smile i ve got dreams i ve got needs i ve got things i believe that i just can not let go i still think about you every single day i still miss that old north hansen home sometimes i wanna go home all i m saying is the ending scares me every time your words replaying over and over i save them in my mind now i m grabbing a hold of what s about to unfold i m walking hospital halls now that you re gone all i m saying is i still call your answering machine  i m so scared i m trembling your words worth remembering i m so scared i m trembling your words worth remembering