i started using again left my heart in rocky hill and a whole burning in bed needed a distraction from my head devil on my shoulder said try this instead so i started using again i started sleeping again traded late nights and sheep for vicodin the guilt burning in my chest set in i started sleeping again i stopped wishing i was dead learned to love myself before anyone else become more than just a burden i know i m more than worthy of your time i started smoking again guess i missed coughing my lungs up every morning needed anything to keep my breathing to prevent my blood from bleeding i started smoking again i started loving again thought when i lost that will to live i could never feel again i ll give it one more shot and let someone in i started loving again i started loving again i started loving again i started loving again  i stopped wishing i was dead learned to love myself before anyone else become more than just a burden i know i m more than worthy of your time