he s my lord he s my savior judges me on good behavior maybe i don t have a choice maybe i want this person maybe i like that one better maybe i just like poor weather maybe i like it here in hell maybe i like to curse i swear maybe there is no reason for any of this maybe it is beautiful even to exist it is to me you are to me maybe it was wrong for me to talk softly to that girl in church her mother had birth a girl that just doesn t care about anything spoken here maybe she was wrong maybe there is no god maybe there is no reason for any of this maybe it is beautiful simply to exist it is to me you are to me look what i ve done look what i ve done i ve gone and offended everyone look what i ve done look what i ve done i ve gone and offended everyone he s my lord he s my savior judges me on good behavior maybe i don t have a choice maybe i want this person maybe i like that one better maybe i just like poor weather maybe i like it here in hell maybe i like to curse i swear maybe there is no reason for any of this maybe it is beautiful simply to exist it is to me you are to me