even if we tried to drive i wouldn t know left from right or the guard rail to the center line i m bouncing back and forth like some kind of survival game and you ve got twenty dollars that says i m full of shit let s put it on a receipt spike and we ll spend the last of me let s spend the last of me and i i ve been breathing pure hate into everything i only want to stare you down and i only want to stare you down and even if i had a light i wouldn t know which to use cause there s something that ll put me straight to sleep and there s something that ll wire me and make me pace around on every fucking floor board in this tired place and it s been so so long since something didn t come too late and i i ve been breathing pure hate into everything i only want to stare you down and i only want to stare you down and i i keep breathing pure hate into everything i only want to stare you down and i only want to stare you down and i only want to stare you down because it s the only thing that ever feels okay yeah it feels okay and even if i got it right i wouldn t know no no i will never no no no