lying in my bed i watched the flowers growing in my head i hear the knocking on my forehead they wanna grow out they wanna grow out out my boring body sittin on the floor i watched the needles puncture in the wood i guess i need them all the things that hurt cure your body this is not just dirt this is my whole standin here and lying they re selling feelings each one is too tired i cannot breathe in everything i wear is just illusion they re hanging in my closet and slowly getting dust this rubbish is good this rubbish is precious this rubbish is golden underneath but nobody sees cause everyone fears it this is not just dirt this is not just dirt this is not just dirt this is not just dirt this is my whole i don t wanna tell you what it feels like to be on your own cause i would life if i said i feel bad when i m all alone when i m all alone i am at home