yeah my life s an open book to get here to this point you can t imagine what it took the courage and the struggle and the fear of being shook it seem like i was running from the obstacles they put in front of me but i was moving forward like a rook and never looking back just beacause the past is like a vault you can t escape it and it hurts because it was your fault the choices that you made you chose to run but you ve got to crawl before you walk you see it takes mistakes to put to a you learn from em so you won t make em anymore mistakes are like a they can on every door you need them for the to be connected to the we need mistakes to achieve the visions that we saw the goals we set come to life and keep us moving forward there is many path many roads and many have before sometimes we take the wrong one and we wind up in a morgue sometimes we take the right one and we wind up where we tought successful and the i want love but it s impossible a man like me so irresponsible i want love but it s impossible a man like me so irresponsible yeah now i ve been at the top and i ve been at the bottom i was doing well but still my attitude was rotten recently developed ways of life have me now thinkin about the days of my people picking cotton and forced to be a slave get on the bus and ride in back i guess i was a shame and shame had me hiding that fact that people hissed and might not view me as an equal kinda can really be so evil the people might get even by picking up a pistol clearer than the crysta expressing what they feeling by balling up a fist and being violent just to make sure you get the gist being violent so the people know just what it is violent for the sake and make you don t miss see if i start the war we have to talk the former treaty but if i acted peacefully people won t believe me simple overlooking but when a person screams overlooking ain t so easy i want love but it s impossible a man like me so irresponsible i want love but it s impossible a man like me so irresponsible