for everything ive done wrong im only right till im wrong again reborn of thought whose thought was gone the more ive failed the more ive learned the man whom i say i am reborn of thought whose thought was gone i see myself in front of crowds as big as if you can imagine your life without the possibility of a distraction my state of mind is controlling my thoughts to reach a level of emceeing no emcee has ever crossed from going into places they dont wanna hear my voice and put a rhythm to their body like it doesnt have a choice and knowing who i am is knowing who ill become so even when i took a loss i found the reason i won the real loss is i decide if im no longer in rap its everything i ever wanted you can quote me on that im living my dream right now as weird as it seems for people who dont love a beat enough to know what i mean grew up a part of the first emcees where im from that made a person try to be the person i already was when a pair of turntables decorated your place the only cut youre gonna make is when youre shaving your face friends never used to talk about the good ole days with a future so bright they had to put on shades we had the same people out to fuck us over on assignment to ride it out hornier than inner city driving on our own or disappearing with time thats why im here nobody has a spirit clearer than mine the kind of emcee when all i came to do is perform they wanna battle like they thought they heard their name in a song im on a path thats gonna redefine the meaning of rap until its easier to take your own life and come back the only reason why the musics getting harder to sell is cause its time they figure out they sound like everyone else and its why it never came all the same why you stay the same so you say the thought was gone you need to understand how much it took for me to be here before youre telling how much i need to change my ideas cause if you know that theres a sun above the clouds when it rains then my answer to your questions been already explained and if you wanna talk about if theres a struggle i hold its my decision to continue it or grow on my own i was the kid that didnt wanna live as long i as i have i use to be a lot older than as young i am so i dont need advice on what i need to do to be rich by any of you if you arent someone who already is ive been the problem for almost everyone that ive known that im keeping others from me of getting too close i found it easier to deal with things when no ones around then i become the only reason why im bringing me down my heart is strong enough to make you take a look at yourself and change the way youre gonna think in front of somebody else i understand if youre mad but this is who i am and this is what i know now i wish i knew back then im not inspired anymore by other people ive heard im inspired i continue on with writing these words its my life my decisions and its full of mistakes but how im living wasnt meant for if im playing it safe to rip a man so bad that who hes kicking it with his chick is going home as though her dick was bigger than his im here to make you lose your mind as if youre on the desert sand where the things can disappear like they were never even there go and act as though theres nothing i can say or do im always gonna have me whether with or without you right now another rapper got arrested for bail and cant wait for their mugshot taken in jail keep fighting over nothing just to get me to watch im too busy thinking having everything that i want and its because 1