to face what we are in the end we stand before the light and our true nature is revealed self revelation is annihilation of self mommy i dun wanna live no more i dun think i got nothing else to give no more its like i lost my passion for life its like all my actions are trite i dun feel like i used to about the world i dun feel like i used to about my girl i just want to die mommy cuz its to hard i just want to lie calmly and refute god ever since daddy died its been pain mommy its like there s something wrong with my brain mommy you was always there for me so i love you i d die for you and i place no one above you tell lenny and the kids they should stay strong and when i meet my maker that i m gonna pray for them and tell p that ill think he ll be a great father tell young that i think he ll be a great author tell planet that his wife and kids gorgeous and the same goes for andy and for marcus and tell syze that i have faith in him and never let the industry snakes get him the entire world s a graveyard that s all we are we re the ones who let the dying know the hour has come i got a few things more i should say mommy i never meant to hurt you in any way mommy i never meant to hurt anyone its gods work cuz waking up everyday for me is hard work and tell june that she was the love of my life and that i never stopped loving her even in spite all the things that we went thru together thru the highs and lows and bad weather  let frank know he always made me smile tell him back in the days was crazy wild tell stoupe that i always had his back mom and we was meant to be together on the track mom tell chique i consider him a brother when i die the pain will spit into another that s just how life goes mom this is painful i ll come back to you in dreams as an angel so don t blame yourself for what happened cuz you were the best mother that i could fathom so i m going into the first place that i can go i love you sincerely vinchenzo the entire world s a graveyard that s all we are we re the ones who let the dying know the hour has come mommy just tell everyone i love them know what i m saying tell my man magruff keep holding me down know what i mean tell them to stay strong tell des devious to keep doing his thing mommy tell locke to keep his head up things gonna get better know what i m saying everything s going to be good for everybody its just hard its just hard for me i know this may seem like its the easy way out but its not the pain hurt tell everyone i love them and i always had their back ya sincerely yours vinnie pazienza one love