i pushed all my problems to the back of my mind then they surfaced in my dreams vague on the light i sweep all my issues to somewhere i can t find in hope that i ll forget but there s just so many times why can t i be strong and just confront all my fears when my fear is hurting you by being sincere but how many more days can i run how many years emotions flooding and i was so soon and so clear crying for no reason feel the tears roll down i felt strong but am i breaking now crying for no reason cause i buried it deep i made promises i could not keep cause i never faced all the pain i caused now the pain is hitting me full force i pushed all my problems to the back of my brain a darkness deep inside where i just can t find my way how can i walk with a smile get on with my day when i decieved myself pretending it s all okay i tried my best to hold it all together i know the strings have worn away and now i m all exposed i try to hide it all away on top of the shelf i can lie to everyone but not to myself crying for no reason feel the tears roll down i felt strong but am i breaking now crying for no reason cause i buried it deep i made promises i could not keep cause i never faced all the pain i caused now the pain is hitting me full force forgive me now cause i said that i ll be there for you care for you i let you down i walked away cause there were things i couldn t say to you say to you i m breaking now i burned some bridges down there must be some way out the voices speak so loud will you forgive me now i burned some bridges down there must be some way out the voices speak so loud will you forgive me now crying for no reason feel the tears roll down i felt strong but am i breaking now crying for no reason cause i buried it deep i made promises i could not keep and i never faced all the pain i caused now the pain is hitting me full force