an endless descent into my personal darkness longing for nonexistence slowly holding my breath down down down so fucked up and so careless feeling so close to the end of this journey into cold death deprive me pave the way for my demise deprive me i will miss the morning rise deprive me cut me down close my eyes deprive me to deny the gift of life this torment so tempting the path of the joyless i took all my love and turned it into my own curse rape my innocence rip me apart leave me heartless the only place i fit in is into my own hearse deprive me pave the way for my demise deprive me i will miss the morning rise deprive me cut me down close my eyes deprive me to deny the gift of life deprived useless strains of sorry lies worthless days worthless nights deprive me klill my chances to survive deprive me through black waters let me dive deprive me waste my will to be alive deprive me take away what i despise