you never think twice before you go and let me down it would be nice to believe that you could change i gave more than i took i was just digging my own grave its time i cut my losses and learn from my mistakes i wanted all the answers i found them all in you it took till now to find out that none of them were true the only thing consistent was all this fucking distance the rest all fell apart in spite of every time i fixed it it isn t that i held a grudge bitter is a better word because i m getting numb to all the rumours that i ve heard the best that i can do now is to pick a new direction that will face away from you and set aside these recollections you never think twice before you go and let me down it would be nice to believe that you could change i gave more than i took i was just digging my own grave it s time i cut my losses and learn from my mistakes we don t know what we ve lost until the truth comes clawing out and frankly dear your chance is gone to alleviate my doubts in case you somehow missed it we just can t coexist in this illusion of perfection we built to hide ourselves from our own guilt you won by a mile but i m the one to blame they all say this too will pass so was it worth the game we played the countless days of waiting for you to come and save me do we just forget it all because we couldn t take the fall you never think twice before you go and let me down it would be nice to believe that you could change i gave more than i took i was just digging my own grave its time i cut my losses and learn from my mistakes i m trying my best to look at the silver linings it s been hell but i ll come out fighting i was your mistake you were my regret now it s in the past and better yet i think i ll be alright i m trying my best to look at the silver linings i m trying my best