i like not getting what i want i guess i m just reporting what the facts suggest i ve read my journals and it appears i like torture a lot i ll top or i ll bottom try your cold maneuvers on me if you ve got them my endurance is awesome but i m not as easy to woo as i once was since i got jumped by the girl of the month club i ascended from dumper to dumped remind me sometime i ll tell you about it i heard a rumor that i was amazing and i tell myself everything i hear about myself i knew that it was bad when she bought the crucifix earring at the yardsale that man was an actual witch when i wish for pain i get my wish one good heartbreak and you ll sing for a decade this one could wound me to middle age i was splayed i said go ahead then in walks a nurse from a hot french movie and tells me she can do things to me i like getting things done to me but just then getting wrecked seemed more fun to me and pleasure writes fewer good songs so i kicked out the nurse but we did some stuff first they say you are what you eat and i was starved for attention i ate every eyeball that aimed my direction i was desperate for someone to mess with me but so few could do it successfully here we come in a slow motion strut it s all four of me the cool one two more and the one careless whore of me i heard a rumor that i was amazing1