i can still see you sucking the life out of me i can still feel the chill down my spine when you told me always one fateful night that turns the tide always one fateful night with nowhere to hide to live and die in a day there s nothing left to say time will not erase the counting down of the days you finally got what you ve been waiting for a handful of pills didn t soften the blow one month of sucking it in it started to show waking up to realize it s not a dream was the hardest thing