hey melissa with lips like no other n hey do you miss her she used to love my brother she tells you you will see i will fall youre the only one who looked inside and hid but didnt run if i could start again tomorrow you know id keep myself pristine no dirtiness or sorrow take the compliments in between but its like you know when you just cant let go you better leave this place behind and take total control well i know theres another person in me and i know theyre not as kind and theyll take all of your money and theyll waste all of your time but they wear my clothes and they have my eyes even bear my soul and they speak in my voice yeah they speak in tongues they are ancient i am young well i think they call it sad or lonesome if you please well its ugly and its painful but its kinda beautiful to me so ill wear these clothes and accept these eyes and be young but feel so old and ill learn a language maybe fly to france start a life of real anguish