i don t think it s wrong to want to feel powerful like a force to be reckoned with but how far will we go and who will we step on to get there i ve been digging deep to find the roots that constrict my soul in the trenches i ll remain as i wage war against myself anguish marches onward to make its way into my heart but nothing s there i m letting go of doubts as they invade my brain to hold on is too much to bare it s harder when you care is it wrong to want to feel alive if it means disserving to survive i m directed by my circumstances blown to bits by my second chances i would rather live to bring the pain than be hurt by somebody s mistakes in the end it s a curse i m either my worst enemy or nobody s friend pain is not the measure of the man i am rather it keeps my demons in resolve when all i want is to know i m strong all i want is to know i m strong to make its way into my heart but nothing s there i m letting go of doubts as they invade my brain to hold on is too much to bare it s harder when you care i would rather live to bring the pain than be hurt by somebody s mistakes in the end it s a curse i m either my worst enemy or nobody s friend for too long have i put others before myself and if you re not first you re last i d rather climb than get stepped on and it s a long way to the top i m young i m learning with patience i m growing i look back on darker days for semblance of where i ve been and where i m going these thoughts of turmoil would often keep me up at night but at last i can hope for a sunrise it isn t wrong to want to feel alive after living this way for all this time i never thought that i could take control of a heart so cold with all these pieces of myself i throw into the fire without looking back i know i m headed there to where i must go and i ll make it on my own i m a man today i ll stand my ground blegh 
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