kids aint ready for the style i got my lifes a fucking horror movie with the violent plot and i can feel my thoughts cracking and bending no turning back and theres no happy ending im climbing walls with anxiety walking zombie im not going quietly ay im the northwest best in the grey and black north face gore tex vest who want slide down my vortex next smoke tobacco shining with stars to a black hole thats what i get for being such an asshole want to put a rope around my neck like a lasso rains coming clouds rolling over head words pouring from my head be a warrior til im dead but i dont want to meet joe black im not ready yet long black box with roses and poinsettias yo yeah hit the stage with radicalised battle cries unintentional role model with bad advice between a rock and a hard place my favourite movies were goodfellas and scarface and god father guess i took that shit too literal wasted twenty years of my life rolling with criminals snort coke get a dirty and perverted mind its not a good look doing coke at thirty nine put that lame shit to bed change the chapter cause when my heads clear youll still feel my rapture plus theres so much out still to capture im recharged ready to go be an adapter through the storm to the path of illumination even if you feel like youre half of a wrong creation my whole life been babbling gloomy statements but now feel like my brains unravelling doom and hatred blow my brains out and drop to the pavement what if theres more then im locked up with satan burning for eternity does not sound appealing so now im kneeling looking up past the ceiling ask gods forgiveness and please start me healing cause if you mean it i swear you could feel it tears drop leaving stains on this paper im writing on you cant give up you just keep fighting on mad the destroyer or madchild the healer dont be afraid let your love out reveal it feeling chained to my list of regrets so many barely move breaking into a sweat and everythings dark and grey i see no colour break free from my past need bolt cutters unless its family or blood dont trust others im getting older but still cold crush brother1