every day i can not bear waking up sleepy and scared when it s enough i can blame hell as long as i m well i fell in love with faking my death every day making my bed when it s enough i can pretend that i m overwhelmed and some days i m all ears caught in the water i put out the fire drowning is now such a humbling desire lost in the street near the corner of time falling asleep to the sound of my mind i want something when the dark starts to leak into light and the two look alike can i keep it all in line in my head in my head in my head in my head barely brave barely in depths of heavy waves under my neck and what is strange stranger than this i know how to swim and some days i m all ears caught in the water i put out the fire drowning is now such a humbling desire lost in the street near the corner of time falling asleep to the sound of my mind i want something when the dark starts to leak into light and the two look alike can i keep it all in line in my head in my head in my head in my head