well ive been having trouble sleeping ive been having trouble believing as soon as i close my eyes i see the world as one big disguise cause ive been having these nightmares what is the difference from asleep to awake as far as i see its all one big mistake sometimes i wish it all would collapse and i could finally fall on my ass cause ive been having these nightmares i cant seem to get it out of my head these thoughts just haunt me again and again ive never been good at letting things go but i know that this time i just have to let go cause ive been having these nightmares