they say that if it bleeds it s alive and god created all of us but right now at this point in time i m feeling discarded as the sun hits the shades and tiger strikes my nightmares i m finding all the feelings i ve been searching for are right here in the moment look into my soul break that boundary that s empounding me to forfeit what i hold and move past it i keep my dreams wrapped in plastic retrack my past steps to catch it with my last breath so who wants to know what it s like to feel the things i touch and wipe the blood off of my life cause it s all broken bones here open wounds that don t heal chokin on my own fears drowning in my own tears human and that s the way that i remain fuck fighting my beliefs and limiting what i should say fuck standing with my arms out hoping i ll be saved and fuck screaming at myself tying to make it through the day i write life down and it s coherent when i speak raise the hairs up off the back and the neck like a static cling go i said if luck was a lady she d never let me buy that drink the tongue slipping in my eyes won t blink and if your god was a woman her boyfriend would beat her kids now i got more scars than teenagers wrists and if the time was my father he d missed all of my birthdays drinking with his friends and now it s hurting in the worst way and i can say it just the way that i know they say the pain sticks with you i m training to let it go so hold onto this one and save it for your bad days open up that passion in my words to make the glass break and i don t know if my written words can affect you but listen to my heart and every single breath i stress through come on this is not a note to hip hop all i m trying to do is make that quiver on my lip stop and chase out the bad scent purpose thinks he s got me figured toward science now and i ain t even ass checked tell meet the treading water champion the other side of happiness the most that y all are standing in raise up and try to capture the trust cause i move with all my passions and extract what i must and i move with all my people and i act when i must to take a con honored stab at them peeling the rust now despite all of my efforts i ll always play the low now if something in this catches you you best to let it show i said if luck was a lady she d never let me buy that drink the tongue slipping in my eyes won t blink and if your god was a woman her boyfriend would beat her kids now i got more scars than teenagers wrists and if the time was my father he d missed all of my birthdays drinking with his friends and now it s hurting in the worst way and i can say it just the way that i know they say the pain sticks with you i m training to let it go
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