i ve burned some bridges and i ve torn down some fences some i m still mendin some i m leavin the ashes where they lie i ve cursed at my mother and i ve stole from my father turned into a stranger right in front of my lover s eyes oh but once in my life i found freedom that was bigger than myself or a song i guess that surrender was something i needed to show that i was needin all along cause people like me have to live in hell to see if heaven is worth it take the worst of unanswered questions and try to find purpose but if forgiveness never comes i ll understand but if i die i m gonna die with me knowin who i was ain t who i am i ve made excuses sold a million lies i blamed it on the devil when it was me this entire time but it s been 26 days since i felt that release since i stepped out from the corners let go of the mast to kill the shadows holdin me people like me have to live in hell to see if heaven is worth it take the worst of unanswered questions and try to find a purpose i m not prayin for acceptance but if forgiveness never comes i ll understand if i die i m gonna die with me knowin that who i was ain t who i am  cause people like me have to live in hell to see if heaven is worth it take the worst of unanswered questions and try to find purpose but if forgiveness never comes i ll understand but if i die i m gonna die with me knowin who i was and who i am people like me have to live in hell to see if heaven is worth it take the worst of unanswered questions and try to find a purpose i m not prayin for acceptance but if forgiveness never comes i ll understand if i die i m gonna die with me knowin that who i was ain t who i am if i die i m gonna die with me knowin who i was ain t who i am