breathing i am fading i feel like i m losing myself wanting wishing i could be someone i m not just give me a mirror show me who i really am i will never really know drowning engulfed by my past i m letting go beyond everything i wish i could be i wish i could be like a pendulum i forgot where i came from with the weight of the world swing me back and forth again like a pendulum i forgot where i came from darkness i gave in now i m picking up the pieces from my broken heart darkness i gave in now i m picking up the pieces from my broken heart darkness i gave in now i m picking up the pieces from my broken heart like a pendulum i forgot where i came from with the weight of the world swing me back and forth again like a pendulum i forgot where i came from  american satan american satan american satan 