the snow creaks under your feet on the fragile wood of our back stairs and i m sitting alone wrapped in crawl spaces and broken melodies through thin walls wrapped in crawl spaces and broken melodies through thin walls through thin walls please forgive me and i just want you to stick around stick around long enough to realize that i m that i m worth all of the all of all of the trouble that i cause because i m sure that i will fuck this all somehow so don t let me get away let me get away i think of all those nights asleep in our bed swearing we will always be always be this close always be this close always be always be always this close flesh to flesh heart to heart i will never let this go i will never let this go i will never let you go i will never let you go and i will i will never let you go and if you could forgive just this one i swear that i would love you forever so when it all passes passes will you still run your fingers through fingers through my hair and trace my lips with your hands we will still watch our shadows dance on polaroids and loose leaf paper and i don t want you to be scared anymore and even though i hear angels calling my name calling my name it is you they are sending me are sending me to are sending me to they are sending me to you they are sending me to you they are sending me they are sending me to you sending me to you sending me to you