i find myself i m just awastin my time away no matter what i do it always ends up the same one minute moves into the next my life was simple but now it s complex and it doesn t seem to mean anything at all and everything i wanna be is just another silly dream you see but i ll keep dreaming just the same sometimes it s hard to be me when people stand in my way i get so easily discouraged well what can i say they try to mess you up they try to push you around they ll do anything to bring you down well i m not gonna be stuck in mediocrity when everybody s trying to bring me back down to reality oh why can t they see just how much this means to me maybe one day i ll be special  your dreams are special to you but maybe others don t care it brings you down when you find them disregarded and when you re out on your own it s hard to make yourself stay and finish up what it was that you once started i m not gonna be taken down that easily when everybody s trying to tell me what i m gonna have to be oh why can t they see just how much this means to me maybe one day i ll be special i ll be special it means nothin it means everything it means somethin to me yeah ah ah what you tryin to say i m not gonna play in this little game that you have created for me you had your chance to do what you needed to and now it s time for me to step right up and spin that wheel this time s for real it s not gonna work this time cause in the end it s going to be mine there s no need for me to stay cause everything is gonna go my way my way my way my way my way my way my way