how d i get so different when did i lose interest in the plans i followed all along now they just feel all wrong as if i ve been gone enough to leave the ghost of what you loved in me behind redefined all beyond belief but it s still me and everything that suits me just not whatever makes you happy anymore i ve been about opening new doors and sweating on concrete basement floors not letting the world decide for me what i should be or know but i know i know i know i know i know i know i m not the option that you chose but could you see yourself with me i d be lying if i said i didn t wish that we could be friends again or anything at all could you see yourself as me i d be lying if i said i ve never fucked up anything are we friends again or anything at all could you leave it up to me i d be dying if i said i d wait for you to choose it seems