i m down again and i don t know how to tell you but maybe this time i can t come back because i might be too far down i wish for real that i could turn it on and off like hot and cold and up and down because i m down again i m too far down i couldn t begin to smile because i can t even laugh or cry because i just can t do it if it was so easy to be happy why am i so down all i can do is sit and wonder if it s going to end or if i should just go away forever when i sit and think i wish that i just could die or let someone else be happy by setting my own self free and you don t want the emotion because the taste it leaves is for real but nothing s ever real until it s gone and i might be too far down and is this just another thrown away or is this the end of the whole stupid road but you wouldn t want to know how i feel anyway because the darkest hole is at the end of the road i m down again and i guess i m not the only one who dreams that there s not any way to tell you because i might be too far down
['alternative pop', 'alternative rock', 'gbvfi', 'hardcore punk', 'new wave', 'post-hardcore', 'post-punk', 'power pop', 'punk']