no you first well you brought it up i m just swimming in my temptation my blood my wine now i m having a whirlwind of a time confusion is mine i own it i can never get to you if i m going back and forth backwards forwards back and forth backwards forwards wake up in the twilight you re a dream in black and blue you re in between the sky and the ground and i can never get to you a dirty compromise a dirty split in the making well that s an abyss of a thought truly no one knows what they ve got back and forth backwards forwards back and forth backwards forwards maybe it s all because i m not made for it give me back my brain let me sugarcoat it all is well when you re lost and then you re found seriously it s like moving back and forth backwards forwards back and forth backwards forwards