and when i talked to my friends and found out that you re having fun that you re swallowing life that you re in the sun that you re fucking around that you re growing a new one i bellow out my voice i yell out loud i have my shirt off in front of a crowd i tell them about you and how you re gone you re gone you re gone you re gone you re gone you re gone you re gone you re gone you re gone you re gone you re gone you re gone you re gone you re gone you re gone you re gone you re gone you re gone you re gone but in my lying don t i have you in my mind the entire time yeah i can leave all the places we went but i can t leave without my bones you bent so i bobble along and now it s me who s gone and now it s me who has your fear of opening hearts and all the false starts we could tear hope apart with all this deep gouging and biting back with the way that you get all my friends in the sack what s left i scream when i look up at night where the novelty has worn off of the blue moonlight who cares and i roll on the ground what gives and there s no answering sound and there s nobody around and there my answer was found7