hesitation thoughts coming and going isn t easy to know what to do good or bad a step up and two back don t wanna play more a stop play pause to all this shit which makes me crumble and taking me to an eternal struggle i know where i come from but i don t know where i m going i m afraid about what i may become in for that reason i don t know if i wanna keep rolling and see what s coming against my own i m my own enemy against my own i m my own enemy against my own i m my own enemy against my own i m my own enemy i m my own enemy living under other s shadow it s what i gotta be facing others who declare war and don t stop till you re bleeding being someone i m not i will be pretending part of another falsehood i will be living against my own i m my own enemy against my own i m my own enemy against my own i m my own enemy against my own i m my own enemy against my own i m my own enemy against my own i m my own enemy i m my own enemy