there s a little lake of tears in the middle of the kitchen table and she s watching as another drips from his nose into the deep and he keeps talking and talking and talking but talk is cheap and weak and watered down just another awkward sound she doesn t need to hear he s just a shadow only half a man and she can hardly muster even half a damn about this sorry situation in the back room kids are watching frozen fate s our only opponent hey annabel whatcha gonna do girl hey annabel whatcha gonna do now hey annabel whatcha gonna do girl hey annabel whatcha gonna do now put your brave face on there s only so many times a grown woman can swallow this hallowness before her itchy trigger finger starts to wake her in the dead of night and she goes walking and walking and walking but these old streets don t change there s no metamorphosis here were you really gonna wait until the coast was clear were you really gonna wait wait wait she s just a shadow only half a human living a half life inside the institution of what will she only ever get what she s got with the voices in her head oh screaming hey annabel whatcha gonna do girl hey annabel whatcha gonna do now hey annabel whatcha gonna do girl hey annabel whatcha gonna do now  in agreed on silence her hands are shaking to hard to hold a secret cigarette strange kind of violence when the blows never land and the bloods never let in agreed on silence her hands are shaking to hard to hold a secret cigarette strange kind of violence when the blows never land annabel you re one of the best we ll always love you even if he don t we ll always love you even when he won t oh annabel you re one of the best only a winner on a losing stresak and when you can t find strength doesn t mean your weak oh annabel these were always someone else s decisions this was always someone else s life these were always someone else s decisions this was always someone else s life these were always someone else s problems this was always someone else s wife this was always someone else s husband it was always someone else s wife