lost it i m caught in a rage like an animal locked in a cage now i look into the barrel of a gauge boom made me into the fool experimented on me like an animal turned me into a common criminal i lost it but i gotta get with it motherfucker now you re gonna get it i ain t one that ll sit and forget it i got into a war i can never win where the nightmare never ever ends and i don t know what i m saying got into a war with reality that motherfucker it was waiting for me and i lost again i lost again took my dreams ya left them there shattered took my hopes ya dug them and they splattered took my mind like it didn t even matter entered a world that i didn t belong thought i could take it but i stayed too long thought i could handle it boy was i wrong fighting a war i can never win where the nightmare never ever ends and i m not into playing got into a war with reality that motherfucker it was waiting for me and i lost again lost it lost again lost it lost again lost it lost again i lost it i went to war with reality that motherfucker he was waiting for me i never thought this could happen to me damn down so low but i can t get no higher when i was burning up you put wood in the fire you ain t nothing but a goddamn liar liar took all my strength now i tremble and drop you got to be down to go over the top oh god can t you make this laughter stop died in a war i could never win where the nightmare never ever ends and i lost it again got into a war with reality that motherfucker it was waiting for me and i lost again liar killer lost again i lost it murder killer hell i lost again no no cleanse me from your evil you broke your promises what did i do to deserve this no one to save me from it oh lord please have mercy and now i ve come to see it something s gone wrong with me i guess i got lost in reality what s that gone wrong with me i guess i got lost in reality hell i lost again sure ain t easy hell i lost again 