i m wide awake i know the truth some people are poisoned and i m the proof i hear the voice inside that says everyone is beautiful but you one mind any weapon i m in heaven my nerves start to deaden everything is the same to me when i let go i become who i might be why do i hate what they love my insecurities and everything i m made of i m okay with being something i m not we live we die we rot every single day i will struggle to just be happy again to feel normal i know i m in trouble is this the way that it feels to be no one i will struggle every day that i survive feels like a miracle i m in trouble this is the way that it feels to be no one i hate myself i want to die i can t find meaning in this life i never asked to be alive and i don t think i was born to survive the needle breaks the skin i feel it sinking in my god what have i done my mother s only son i m far from invincible and some days i feel invisible every single day i will struggle to just be happy again to feel normal i know i m in trouble is this the way that it feels to be no one i will struggle every day that i survive feels like a miracle i m in trouble this is the way that it feels to be no one life is so hard but we share the same struggle they say better a live coward than a dead hero i thought i was chosen but really i am broken i m fragile i could break at any moment don t be like me oh don t be like me if you know there is hope set yourself free if the good die young then i ll be around for a lifetime if the good die young then i ll be around for a lifetime don t be like me don t find comfort in the places i go i m too scared to look in a mirror too afraid to live but too cowardly to die i m selfish i m a liar i m flawed i can t control my anger i can t face my appearance i can t love the right way but it s time to face the truth i will struggle every day for the rest of my life and i ll always in every way and every day i will struggle and i ll always in every way and every day i will struggle and i ll always in every way and every day i will struggle and i ll always in every way and every day i will struggle