if i had i drink i d drink it if i had a drug i d take it i d do anything to peel away the pain i feel right now it s a mild december 31 and snow cries hard onto flooded earth but it can t compare to tear soaked beds shared by forbidden lovers again one more time before we fade away and turn the page one last time with a final kiss remember this 12 31 now i m the one who sits alone it s my fault i can t hold my own you see i m broken down and bleeding from a six month scab we peeled away tonight in the years last hour the swan song will fade at last and i will sing no more so just let me go