i been trying cry my pain away but i swear them shits ain t even trying to fade away and i just pray that i won t go insane today cause i did some shit that i know i can t erase away do anything if i could see my brother no matter what i can t seem to stay out of trouble i do not owe no motherfucker but my mother she the only one who tried to get me out that gutta my father is my life and he fighting for his life and all my life i was fighting for what was right stick with my brothers even when they wrong or right i been in the dark i m trying to come to the light just want to live aight shit fucking me up they say my nigga snitching i keep fussing with my bitch cause she won t stop the bitching she want more time with her then i do in the kitchen i know my daddy pissed cause i won t even listen cause he told how to move but i still end up in prison he told me watch these niggas but i ain t keep my distance but now i see the affect of that back burner just to keep myself intact i gotta keep that burner i swear i know a lot but i promise you i m still learning gotta keep myself from the fuck shit that s re accuring it s sad with my gang i gotta take memberships but that s what happen when they ain t living this life i live that s how it is 