the lights begin to dim and i ve been a wreck because i m just so scared to lose my greatest fear my worst condition i never mention how i i haven t slept in weeks i lie awake because i fear the time it takes to say goodbye i don t ever want to wake up without you by my side i don t ever want to have to fill those shoes i ll just hope you stay close to me i ve lived i ve lost but learned i haven t found how to cope and break my habits my greatest fear my worst condition i never mention how the house begins to speak and i can t listen to the things i need to save me from my own life i don t ever want to wake up without you by my side i don t ever want to have to fill those shoes i ll just hope you stay close to me i don t ever want to wake up with out you by my side i ll just hope you stay close to me