it s too much to take too much to take sometimes it s too much to take had to say it three times one for me one for you one for all these little lazy bitches tryna hate i ve been on my grind for too long but i ve been letting this shit fly for too long the irony the harder that i work the harder life is tryna check me there s a reason more and more these fucking people hate sobriety i do i run from problems that i ve got inside of me i open one door and two lock it s tiring i don t even have no one to call i m dialing at this point a stranger probably help me more than friends that lie to me it s like i ve been working so hard it s like i hit a wall entirely too proud to quit and shit is getting hard society has placed me in a tank inside the ocean i just get to see them free but i m stuck in a bubble i m fucking dying in anxiety