my brain is split in two one half is far away far across the world close to the water and i need to find a way to reconnect in the new year and i need to find a way for you to come back here look what i did again i left you and i ran away you should be use to the metaphor i m a loose ship in old waves and i m going out to sea i need to see what i gotta need but now i know what i didn t do it took me so long and now i feel it too