you know i m bleedin but you re still wonderin why you heard me screamin cryin out just to die you thought i loved you but that was all in the past as i start crawlin i don t know if i can last pretty soon i ll be gone on a long one way ride tell your friends not to call say it was suicide i thought of hangin but i knew it was wrong then thought of poison but what i had wasn t strong electrocution i thought would make me a star i stood in the rain with my electric guitar pretty soon i ll be gone on a long one way ride tell your friends not to call say it was suicide i then decided and put a knife in my heart it was the answer but it was only a start i found a shotgun and held it close to my head and pulled the trigger just to be sure i was dead pretty soon i ll be gone on a long one way ride tell your friends not to call say it was suicide