i am trying to make peace with where i am blood on the wall with a knife stuck to my hand i am trying to make peace inside today i am trying but it s not working i am trying to make peace inside a war it s been so long i don t know what we re fighting for i am trying to make peace but not at all sent to mud from the blood sent to mud from the blood i am trying to make peace with where you are so very near my dear but oh so very far one million miles while you re one step to my left all is gone all has left all is gone nothing left and it s a bloodsucker and it s a bloodsucker oh and it s a bloodsucker there is a piece hidden deep inside my mind it s hard to reach but i see it from time to time there is my mother i am cradled in her arms i am free i am safe from all that harm i am free from where you are i am trying to make peace inside today blood on the floor with a knife tied to my name i am trying to make peace with who i am an honest man an honest man an honest man an honest man and it s a bloodsucker and it s a bloodsucker oh and it s a bloodsucker bloodsucker bloodsucker bloodsucker