you won t see me in the big house you won t see me when the train leaves town i fall and break to sounding brave uncertainty and doubt almost feels like i m wasting treading water while the tide keeps changing around almost feels like i m wasting paralyzed by my own dreams then i m running but my time is running out are we gonna start am i falling apart am i making a mess trying to play this part is this the way i am am i falling apart am i taking a stand everything that s right choose the opposite getting tired of the chasing going harder just to make it for a while but i m wired to replacing almost feels like i m wasting treading water while the tide keeps changing around almost feels like i m wasting am i falling apart am i making a mess trying to play this part is this the way i am am i falling apart am i taking a stand everything that s right choose the opposite am i falling apart as i take this chance trying to change their hearts is this the way i am oh as steady as you are steady as you planned you re even from the start it s better than i planned oh as steady as you are steady as you planned you re even from the start it s better than i planned