looking back on the past through a charred pane of glass wondering where did i go wrong wondering where his bright mind turned to shit he through his shell into the sea lost under a sea of blues days go by hes still a burden on his family years passing by hes still long gone now just a memory that i stay haunted by his voice still lingers through my head i never said goodbye as he sits dead in his chair full of the poison he so cleverly sought he tried so hard to leave us behind his mother barely just hanging on she s still waiting for him to come back home a diamond necklace his youthful innocence still shining bright in her eyes but she was never shamed looking back on the past through a charred pane of glass wondering where his bright mind turned to shit she through his shell into the sea thats how she remembers her pride and joy still shining bright in her eyes