woke up this morning at the end of another bottle i don t know what s really going on my hands are shaking my heads reminding me that last night i must of have had some fun i ve been here so many times you get used to the pain but i don t want to play these self destructive games once again i will say today will be the day today i m gonna change locked inside another dark day wondering just how i m gonna turn my life around throw me a rope something to save me cause i m sailing on a ship that s goin down so lift me off my feet and hang me up to dry i know i ve been around the block but i ll give it one more try today will be the day today i m gonna change today will be the day that i ll give it up i ll just give in and let a brand new life begin it s getting late and i see the lion s den i ll be tempted once again shining bright like a thousand little lights all just begging me to come on in for one it s not gonna kill me today will be the day today i m gonna change today will be the day today i m gonna change today will be the day today i m gonna change