whatta you mean what was my childhood like what difference does that make yo my childhood was messed up so what everybody s childhood was messed up this is the 90s find me one person who had it right what s that got to do with me rhyming what s left now when my mother died i had to take it in stride there ain t no room for pride in watching your father cry and dad made it until maybe a year later when they found his suicide inside of a grain elevator got over it i had no other offers or options thought about whether or not mom and pop was watching never bothered with caution no time for fear saw my folks carry fear for most my early years and i learned from it turned numb and ignored the storm a burning sun waiting for the world to plummet finished growing up under my uncle s roof he taught me how to count all the way up to 100 proof from watching him i learned how to gather nourishment living off the different women that he had to nurture him and on the surface i became a normal pre teen more afraid of nuclear war than snake bites and bee stings my best friend was my tv game shows and cartoons substituted for puppies rainbows and balloons now here i am the shy type and i think i m doing alright considering what it was like living my life chorus it s nothing but sunshine it s all sunshine it s nothing but sunshine  now it s been 17 summers since i ve seen my mother but every night i see her smile inside my dreams when i was younger i didn t actually see the accident happen but every night i see her smile as it shatters against the screams i can only imagine dad s internal reaction strain inferno burning bound in his brain what s it take to make a man who owns acres of land abandon the family plan and drown himself in his grains i m glad i left that farm in northern minnesota where the time moves slower and the winters are colder became a city boy where everybody acts like they older where they stick to themselves and keep a chip on they shoulder 26 years of age no longer full of rage i think it s safe to say i ve turned a page on my childhood days ay yo look ma i m a productive member of society when i m drunk i make noise but otherwise i live quietly and on the weekend i go back up north to reminisce remember what it was like pretending to be a kid late at night i walked the fields and lurk in the shadows getting even with life by murdering cattle cow skit chorus it s all sunshine it s nothing but sunshine it s all sunshine fade out 3