god don t you think we should talk i m having trouble knowing if you re really listening at all if there s a hell you might as well mark a spot for my soul if there s a god i m sorry for i won t pass the gates i m not quite sure if i deserve to wake up i want to sleep forever if it means never looking in the mirror son this is not a mountain that i ve put before you to fall from this is but a small peak that i need you to overcome i didn t give light to this earth just to watch you fall to the dark i m so sick of feeling like i am a hollow shell of the one that i know so well we all seem to show our true colors mean the most only when we re seconds from a grave unmarked if you listen for my voice it will echo for centuries everything beneath your feet the colors to make the black and white fade i exist in all you see i need someone to see the difference between who i am and who i want to be i m so sick of feeling like i am a hollow shell of the one that i know so well we all seem to show our true colors mean the most only when we re seconds from a grave unmarked i need someone to see the difference between who i am and who i want to be oh my god build me as i m meant to be shattered son in the sea know that where you sink is temporary because you ll rise and you ll see when you pass what you find from the depths of your grave will end your suffering  carry the cross until your bones break it s never too late to change