i ve told myself so many times before but this time i think i mean it for sure we have reached a full stop nothing s going to save us from the big drop reached our natural conclusion outlived the illusion i hate being in these situations that call for diplomatic relations if i only knew the answer or i thought we had a chance or i could stop this i would stop this thing from spreading like a cancer what can i say anymore what can i say i m heading for the door i can t stand this emotional violence leave in silence leave in silence we ve been running around in circles all year doing this and that and getting nowhere this will be the last time i think i said that last time if i only had a potion some magical lotion that could stop this i would stop this i would set the wheels in motion  what can i say anymore what can i say i m heading for the door i can t stand this emotional violence leave in silence leave in silence leave in silence leave in silence leave in silence leave in silence leave in silence1