i wish i was free of this i see her in my dreams wish that she wasn t there still feel her breath on me still want to taste her skin no damn her still i choke on her lies still reeling from her last caress her goodbye oh how this sickens me this wretched fools affair and now it permeates and every thought i feel the anger writhes in my soul no damn her still i feel my stomach turn choke back hold my head high i m strong no damn her still i choke on her lies not reeling i m strong  damn her still i feel my stomach turn choke back hold my head high i m strong no damn her still i choke on her lies not reeling i m strong i wish i was free of this 1