this used to be all that i d need i think it s still all that i ve ever wanted i still give a shit i swear more than i should more than i thought i could care i ll be free from jaded doubts and frills that don t mean anything eventually i m scared to death you won t love me yeah clearly i still cling to external dependency we all want humility but not some crippling unhinged tendency to devote ourselves without believing that we ll come to be anything i m off the floor i tell myself but this feels the same and these feelings squelch but who s keeping score except for me this used to be all that i d need i think it s still all that i ve ever wanted am i ambitious young and free or is ambition getting the best of me adding expectations up like dreams when you can barely sleep and don t believe i m off the floor i tell myself but this feels the same and these feelings squelch but who s keeping score except for me