then i strangled your neck because i love you too much then i kissed your red mouth because i love you to death now mother i need you i need your claws in my neck every breath that i breathe in feeds the life that i lack now right here i was born in the place where you kneeled in a burning white sand in the blood that you spilled far far in the distance i hear the howl of the beast i feel his breath on my face i feel the edge of his teeth and i ll swallow your sorrow and i ll inhale your fear and i steal your tomorrows and i ll inject your tears so please never forgive me please spit on my name but i hold on to my memory and keep me to blame please need me to blame yeah you need me to blame you need me to blame