id buy a suit a fancy coat and bonnets for your hair to make you feel alive when you dont i know you said long ago the lines you cross will cost you son its done more than youll ever know but i love you and then i loathe you you let me bend and break to suffocate and if i want to let me haunt you im in your dreams for nowbet you dont know how i go to eat and every street reminds me of the walks and talks and flowered sandals on your feet and happy times have gone behind the screen that flickers on until its gone while youre moving on but i love you and then i loathe you you let me bend and break just to suffocate and if i want to let me haunt you in your dreams for now til you dont know how i got out and all the time i thought that it was hard and then you rot within his arms thats what i fought for so long and if i love you why do i loathe you ive learned theyre both the same when i hear your name and if i miss you or just resist you youre in my dreams for now til i dont know how you got out