waste away i m breaking down who am i and how did this happen never thought i d be this way the ceiling s low i m growing taller each day seems to be still longer no escape there s no escape close my eyes my head is pounding searing knives that slice my skin every moment still worse than the last fury my friend here we are again you were never far away nothing s really changed the sky is still the same the same dead fixtures a different name hate draws you in wishing for an end how i plotted and i schemed living a lie failing though i try teeth are falling out in my dreams nothing matters nothing it s a fraud it s a lie nothing matters still we try exhausted i scream it with open arms i give up and fade away to silent sleep hatred lights the way a torch through the dark death can t help but laugh and taunt us with eternal slumber all our hopes and our dreams are sand beneath our feet