what now i ve been ignoring this big lump in my throat i shouldn t be crying tears were for the weaker days i m stronger now or so i say but something s missing whatever it is whatever it is whatever it is whatever it is it feels like it s laughing at me through the glass of a two sided mirror whatever it is it s just laughing at me and i just wanna scream what now i just can t figure it out what now i guess i ll just wait it out what now what now i found the one he changed my life but was it me that changed and he just happened to come at the right time im supposed to be in love but im numb again whatever it is whatever it is whatever it is whatever it is it feels like it s laughing at me through the glass of a two sided mirror whatever it is it s just laughing at me and i just wanna scream i just wanna scream i just wanna scream i just wanna scream  what now i just can t figure it out what now i guess i ll just wait it out what now somebody tell me what now there s no one to call cause i m just playing games with them all but the more i swear i m happy the more that i m feeling alone cause i spend every hour just going through the motions i can t even get the emotions to come out dry as a bone but i just wanna shout what now i just can t figure it out what now i guess i ll just wait it out what now somebody tell me what now 