my neighbours keep gettin mugged so we sleep with the alarm on bedroom filled with nike sbs and comme des garons staring at the ceiling listening to so far gone tryna make the world pay me pay me daily like carson my mom say i need to put on weight like kelly clarkson she say i work like a soldier steady marchin left right left right left right left right tryna keep it smelling like elizabeth arden ahh apartments yard river garden money in the jeans car key in the cardigan when i was a kid i wished that i could be in narnia every time my father disregarded an argument ahh wishin i was sitting on the moon watching videos wishin i was living on a shoe with dishonest youths doing things i didn t wanna do wishin i could see the world through a different point of view leave your baggage at the stairs and your worries at the door you don t have to think about problems anymore uh i know that everything s changed but i m under this illusion just so i don t go insane  uh you ever been too fed up to get up or wish you had a huge shredder for a few letters dreaming up these stories of these whole new adventures like blue louis vuittons on the new cinderella check your sense of humour on the new rumours getting better but i mma teach you a lesson and i don t mean a lecture cause only fake dudes get jealous and we ll never let a dude get near us cause we re up with the stars somewhere in outer space cause on the underground i felt so out of place i got tom dick and harry all lookin at my face i know they wanna say safe but don t know how to say it bad body language i don t understand it when they see patrick then they all turn to gangsters hehe and that s a passage from my mantra i started reading from a whole different chapter leave your baggage at the stairs and your worries at the door you don t have to think about problems anymore uh i know that everything s changed but i m under this illusion just so i don t go insane i can make you i can make you i can make you believe in anything