and every night he needs to party like it s the end of times gilded mayans descend from heaven desires in their eye they raze the landscape i ll raise a toast while wasted in strange arms no back alley lobotomy could tear me away from you oh i can feel it from my head to my toes the man i was you once loved is almost a ghost i feel it from my bones to my marrow the man i was you once loved is almost a shadow we used to drink to make trouble and fun but now we drink to forget we are drunks and everybody needs somebody to shovel their hurt on logistics say you burn all your bridges the savages stop attacking your village what s the point what s the purpose when you re left with a life that s pillaged and i i can feel it the man i was you once loved is almost gone and i i can t deal with it the man i was was weak but now i m strong and i i can t live through this the man i was was lost but now i m doomed 