i took a pill i went to sleep for the first time in weeks you kept me up with all your manic energy i had to go i put it out just like a cigarette i d never be a girl you d like or trust or you d respect when i think about it i wanna punch the wall when i remember everything i wonder if i ll always feel small you look for me in the broken glass and styrofoam painting yourself as a sufferer a stepping stone you work real hard to herd your friends into a gallery narcissistic injury disguised as masterpiece i just wanna run yeah i don t wanna fight i just want to sing my songs and sleep through the night i endured your criticism self loathing and all your doubt i held you up above myself trying to ride it out i got lost in your rendition of reality all my offering rendered boring hyperbole i couldn t see the sun from there just a beam i thought it would never come out yeah i had to leave