all the bullshit that i see so much i can t believe grown man just tryin to be true to myself impossibly i may not ever get rich might wind up diggin a ditch i won t cry no i won t bitch i won t back down and i ll never quit it is my badge of pride hardcore til the day i die just tryin to survive i won t back down or apologize say what you wanna say i m not listening anyway i ll believe what i wanna believe true to myself that s how it s gotta be all the methods that i use all the things i use and abuse it all leaves me confused i ve beer torn up beat down and bruised but somehow i was saved and i m standing here today now i do things my own way cause i m never going back again 