you see the rain its in the sky you see the pain its in the eyes just a man prone to minimize at midnight i can hear the bitter cries love and hate is thinner line i see you swallowing your pride to pretend its fine i wish i would have seen this ahead of time then i could avoid all the pain you feel inside cant sleep odd memories crying out to god like would it ever leave lord remember me whats the remedy i dont want to feel like im sleeping with the enemy man this whole thing is bittersweet i should forgive since christ is forgiving me at least i know this in my head but its so much easier said they say forgiveness is a choice disappointment and anger give bitterness a voice but swallow my pride and follow my god till i finish this course forgiveness is a choice disappointment and anger give bitterness a voice but i gotta swallow my pride and follow my god till i finish this course it takes time the minutes pass erase the lines you finish last but you keep submitting to whats in the past going through the same cycle like a spinning glass and i know that its a process still trying to get past what your pops did yeah now youre feeling like a monster explaining to the counselors everything your mom said it cuts you king sue god know everything youve been through how you been bruised hes in tune but forgiveness is the healing for them wounds so you gotta let it go let it go itll kill you if you let it grow unforgiveness is a poison the choice is yours im just a voice here to let them know that  they say forgiveness is a choice disappointment and anger give bitterness a voice but i got to swallow my pride and follow my god till i finish this course they say forgiveness is a choice disappointment and anger give bitterness a voice but i got to swallow my pride and follow my god till i finish this course you say i cant forgive i cant forget they apologize you cant accept demand respect imagine that when every time you sinned god cancelled debt and every time hes forgiven you every time that you ate a piece of forbidden fruit i know youve been abused i aint in your shoes but i know if you let him dig up the bitter roots and show them love youll overcome loving enemies is part of growing up wanna hold a grudge i know its tough but if joseph the dreamer forgave his older bros and christ forgives and died for sins and likes to give life though we aint got the right to live then we should know how to waive our rights to win whether were gray or our life ends gotta show them love forgiveness is a choice swallow my pride and follow my god till i finish this course forgiveness is a choice swallow my pride and follow my god till i finish this course swallow my pride and follow my god till i finish this course swallow my pride and follow my god till i finish this course