when i look into the future i see failure and fear and death and endless tragedy when you look ahead tell me what do you see is it still something involving you and me or did i stay too long in your arms and the safety of your touch have i lost the will to fight these devils off did i stay too long in your arms sheltered from the storm am i too detached from what you saved me from when i look to the night sky i see darkness with well lit interruptions in between when you look above tell me what do you see is there a heaven in the sky for you and me or did i stay too long in your arms and the safety of your touch have i lost the will to fight these devils off did i stay too long in your arms sheltered from the storm am i too detached from what you saved me from when i get upset when you try to help when i pretend i m not feeling well so i don t have to hang with your friends in a crowded bar of idiots when i ask you what you really think and i freak out about everything when you try your best to clear my head but i sink a mile under the bed is it all my fault or just most of it my potential turns to worthlessness and you reach to pull me out of it but the weight just starts to suck you in you say it can t be me no not again i ll drown in the rain before this storm ends all the missteps flash inside my head and i m wondering  oh did i stay too long in your arms and the safety of your touch have i lost the will to fight these devils off did i stay too long in your arms sheltered from the storm am i too detached from what you saved me from did i stay too long 1