i ve been wearing soaked eyes for years now still i m pretending my heart is old always letting me in halfway before the sudden feeling isn t for you but for those who just don t know yet maybe we re the ones who don t know too blinded by the cynicism we believe we should be grateful for ah ah ah ah ah ah and i said i wouldn t break again now i spit on what is left and i wonder did i create my own heartbreaks by expecting too much you re the look of a soul so broken it will do anything just to make someone other feel more broken than yourself ah ah ah ah ah ah i want to see you again and i don t want to see you again but i m afraid i won t ever see anyone else all that s you i can hate you in front of everyone but in silence i m still tied by you in silence i still feel the same in silence i despise myself ah ah ah ah ah ah i wonder where somewhere else is now behind whose ribs it might be in you there s need of being needing cause you never had yourself ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah