say goodbye say goodbye say goodbye to yesterday say goodbye with a smile to yesterday im here tomorrow but im gone today verse 1 i laid in wonder for hours with a certain stare couldnt sleep henry fuckin like we wasnt there he was pulling hair and i was minding mine the reverend preacher sunday morning power 105 one of the reasons i decided i should give shorty just another try her rejection injected a shot to my left side by side with a crush from 2005 and it was just a kiss maybe more than that like crack it felt good i kept coming back maybe not exact but it was something close and now its something closed no regrets plus she opened up the eyes of certain live who never gave a fuck what am i to do what i got to lose i ask as i sit with half of my nine leaves crew a year and a goddaughter later yo im out to prove say goodbye to yesterday say goodbye with a smile to yesterday verse 2 before my final farewells a bid lets take one last spin in last years whip just to get excited for next years ride for a sec i reflect on all of my lows and highs like hov and nas i made amends with some friends and some friends have come to an end so when i stopped at bus stops some couldnt get in hey it is what it is and we couldnt pretend i have three beautiful mothers two beautiful kids and one beautiful crib where i live man gods been good to me birthday a beach and the breeze every oleg day was a sight to be seen a lot of goals werent achieved i wont grieve cuz every day ive been blessed to breathe as for me and the leaves last year dropped our own cd blood i wish you were here to see dad i miss you and you know how your sons love you im seeing myself in the places where i once saw you so i struggle at times not to be ourselves i see your signs from heaven when we need help so i bail for that new wheel shine and chromed out my resolve for new probs and plans to drive out at the square theyre counting down but dont count me out because thats what lifes about say goodbye to yesterday say goodbye with a smile to yesterday verse 3 december 22 is the day i tell em about an angel by the name of helen and how her life served as my perfect guide much like her sweet kind soul inside seems to lift up my awareness high to a point not far behind 365 rewind a new chapter begins laughters not wearing thin and on and on the weeks go by stress on the rise collapse now well disguised meanwhile three days out the week blood is cleaned and leaves her very drained and week and when you work 14 hour days or right through the night till the next morning says hey and on through the next workday life begins to feel like its across the way but when a memory fills you with hope and smile then its from a good life and despite the trials and tribulations these were days when her soft heart would change men no imitation ive been blessed by your patience touched by your strength when you became faced with a fate no one would soon take but if given the chance would damn sure have booked straight left it vacant now your time on this plane was sacred and the last years of your stay a gift if i could just say i wish you well i wish you well