is it a sin to miss the hell that you survived with best of friends at worst of times i never got the answer they never told me if you re not careful what doesn t kill you can control you now it defines me and it reminds me that it will never let me go if we share the pain then maybe we won t have to bury memories away i try to change but the dawn escapes again i fight another endless night when it gets dark i cannot breathe it s only the sound of grinding teeth afraid of the silence and its lurking violence your empty words the feigned concern we go through the motions i ll never return cause it still defines me and it reminds me that it will never let me go if we share the pain then maybe we won t have to bury memories away  i try to change but the dawn escapes again i fight another endless night i try to change but the dawn escapes again i fight another endless night i try to change but the dawn escapes again i fight another endless night is it a sin to miss the hell that you survived with best of friends at worst of times i fight another endless night i try to change but the dawn escapes again i fight another endless night when it gets dark i cannot breathe it s only the sound of grinding teeth afraid of the silence i fight another endless night2