had a girl who i treated like the wind and i gave up on her love before we began i m a board with nails coming out she is grace which would be fine if we weren t both trying to just save face we are on the threshold of saddening times we are on the verge of severing torrid ties met a girl today who says she likes to cut her legs but that i shouldn t worry but i do her ambiguity is cruel but i guess that i m okay maybe its crazy but i don t see in lieu in here why do i seem to rub everyone the wrong way and fail to make myself clear i am on the threshold of offing myself for the pain that i seem to cause everyone else i don t want to use my throat to vote anymore but i can t seem to help it mama i m so clean that they used to call me mr sheen and i guess that i believed them i refuse to use my heart to roam anymore but it cannot be helped trust me somewhere there s a crack in the sidewalk bigger than the shadow of death in this town and i will find it and out in l a where the kids say oooh i really am someone cool or i m just bored