i ve always said someday i was gonna leave you some april when all the land is wet some spring summer fall or maybe winter i ll leave someday but i m not ready yet i know i should of left the day i knew your love was dyeing but i passed up every date that i ever set but i know i ll leave when my heart tells me it s ready but i m still around but i m not ready yet yah know i must have left you a hundred times but you don t know that cause i was afraid you d laugh when you found out just how far i d get but you didn t and you don t i know you ain t gonna ever and someday i ll go but i m not ready yet i know i should of left the day i knew your love was dyeing but i passed up every date that i ever set but i know i ll leave when my heart tells me lord willing but i m still around but i m not ready yet but i m still around cause i m not ready yet