so a wandering ronin i became with a dripping blade and honor over everything uncomfortable in my own skin bound to sleepless nights and endless roads demon s in my very head if you look you can see me grasping for a world that makes some sense where through the dark there waits the light betrayal more than a dirty word for me painful everywhere i see trust became a diamond to me beautiful forever out of reach in came the sounds that would see me through clenched fists stage dives salvation found in gate fold sleeves at last a place where i could breathe and being no good with change i threw away the key you ll have to drag me out of here i failed to protect my only brother when he needed me the most so i ve tried to stand by those who i could and we were screaming all as one