we both woke up alone in the night so cold it was i wishing you were by my side well i confess a muffle such a mess here as i sit and try not to break down guess i ll keep dreaming i can t bear to live a life without you by my side tell me am i alive can i confide you said we would survive yeah right you re only telling lies why am i surprised i m not alright i built this heart of stone in the night alone what a life right missing what was never even mine just confess you re lustful half a mess enough though as i sit here smiling soft guess i ll keep dreaming i can t bear to live a life without you by my side tell me am i alive can i confide you said we would survive yeah right you re only telling lies why am i surprised i m not alright i guess you re like a storm pouring onto shore listening is something i perfected on the floor i m cashing in my chords cutting off my tongue cause poison has to love me more than you ever could right i can t bear to live a life without you by my side tell me am i alive can i confide you said we would survive yeah right you re only telling lies why am i surprised i m not alright i can t bear to live a life without you by my side tell me am i alive can i confide you said we would survive yeah right you re only telling lies why am i surprised i m not alright