is that me who s closing up again like a fist or is it the fear did you see they re coming after me like a storm it s always raining in here and i feel like drowning relax she said it s not that bad at all you crack your head you make yourself so small relax she said it s coded in your cells is that me who s pulling down the blinds at high noon or is it the fear there used to be a tattoo on my heart with a smile but now the smile is a sneer and i m going under relax she said why don t you dare to fall i ll catch you man you don t even have to call relax she said it s coded in your cells you re special to me no need to beat everybody else