you started crying right in front of me so then i embraced you and i swore i d never let you go i would never let you hurt yourself like i do then i pulled you tighter and i never wanted to let go try to see it through my eyes for the first time understand it s further from the truth try to see it through my eyes for the last time understand it s further from the truth just the other day you were standing next to me with tears in your eyes my eyes are blurring the colors washes out i need to see it with my own eyes i ve started i ve started to fade out i just wish i could believe in what i see don t show the tears in your eyes don t show what i m becoming