you ask me if i love you and i choke on my reply i d rather hurt you honestly than mislead you with a lie and who am i to judge you on what you say or do i m only just beginning to see the real you and sometimes when we touch the honesty s too much and i have to close my eyes and hide i wanna hold you til i die til we both break down and cry i wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides romance and all its strategy leaves me battling with my pride but through the insecurity some tenderness survives i m just another writer still trapped within my truth a hesitant prize fighter still trapped within my youth and sometimes when we touch the honesty s too much and i have to close my eyes and hide i wanna hold you til i die til we both break down and cry i wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides at times i d like to break you and drive you to your knees at times i d like to break through and hold you endlessly and sometimes when we touch the honesty s too much and i have to close my eyes and hide i wanna hold you til i die til we both break down and cry i wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides