try try try again is easy to say when your body isn t broken and your feet aren t chained but when you re mumbling things will be ok with a gun to your brain things change now i just want to control all this rage there was a moment in time when i swore to my mom that i d shoot a cop s face off or put a bomb in the middle of a federal court house in the name of trayvon when they glue your eyelids to your forehead and tape your mouth shut you can t say much so i m just gonna keep faith in what i love oh oh my my is there anything better that we can ever achieve in this whole whole lifetime i don t want to be another martyr for a cause that never grows grows wide wide don t tell me everything is gonna work out fine i could never find the time to design a time machine or rewind back into a better life those those bright lights all they re ever gonna do is blind eyes only really want to redefine my life as it sits on this timeline when i die i will explode into the night and take a few stars with me to show this world i put up a fight try try try again s easy to say when nobody s pulling teeth out of your bloody face with a razor to your neck watching you suffocate it ll be okay that s what they all say there is a fire that won t stop burning try try try i swear i tried my best but was left on the side of the road with a hole inside my chest and a heart can only beat so fast fore it decides to rest when it s been so stressed and it feels like you re fighting for a single breath am i becoming an animal clawing away underneath my cage expecting to find something better outside of this world when i reach the grave when the nihilism sneaks into my brain will i still keep on trying to convince myself that a human race can change lord won t save me i could never put faith in make believe so don t go pray for me need to find the motivation just to get me to my feet growth has painfully taught me to lift myself up even when i felt numb when the tears have welled up in my eyes bruises swelled up grow those great seeds vines can wrap around enemies i don t mind if no one remembers me but don t let this fire end with me they can try to kill every single goal i ve ever had i ll just watch and laugh knowing that all vines grow back
['abstract hip hop', 'underground rap']