as i drift away far away from you i feel all alone in a crowded room thinking to myself there s no escape from this fear regret loneliness visions of love and hate a collage behind my eyes remnants of dying laughter echoes of silent cries i wish i didn t know now what i never knew then flashback memories punish me once again sometimes i remember all the pain that i have seen sometimes i wonder what might have been visions of love and hate a collage behind my eyes remnants of dying laughter echoes of silent cries and sometimes i despair at who i ve become i have to come to terms with what i ve done the bittersweet taste of fate we can t outrun the past destined to find an answer a strength i never lost i know there is a way my future is not set for the tide has turned but still i never learned to live without regret
['gothic metal', 'progressive doom']