i m running back to your promises one more time lord that s all i can hold on to i got to say this has taken me by surprise but nothing surprises you before a heartache can ever touch my life it has to go through your hands and even though i i keep asking why i keep asking why no matter what i m gonna love you no matter what i m gonna need you i know that you can find a way to keep me from the pain but if not if not i ll trust you no matter what no matter what and when i m stuck in this nothingness by myself i m just sitting in silence and there s no way i can make it without your help no i won t even try it i know you have your reasons for everything so i will keep believing whatever i might be feeling god you are my hope and you ll be my strength no matter what i m gonna love you no matter what i m gonna need you i know that you can find a way to keep me from the pain but if not if not i ll trust you no matter what no matter what and anything i don t have you can give it to me but it s ok if you don t cause i m not here for those things the touch of your love is enough on its own no matter what i still love you and i m going to need you  no matter what i m gonna love you no matter what i m gonna need you i know that you can find a way to keep me from the pain but if not if not i ll trust you i know that you can find a way to keep me from the pain but if not if not i ll trust you no matter what no matter no matter what no matter no matter what no matter no matter what