the way i feel is the way i am i wish i d walked before i started to run to you just to you what kind of people do you think we are another joker who s a rock and roll star for you just for you the faithful image of another man the endless ocean of emotion i swam for you yeah for you the shock troopers laying down on the floor i wish theyd fallen into my private war with you yeah with you are you metal are you man you ve changed a lot since you began yeah began ladies digging gold from you will they still dig now you re through yeah you re through you bought and sold me with your lying words the voices in the dark that you never heard came through yeah came through your fallen phallic god dismembered and gone a poisoned father with his poisonous son that s you yeah that s you i beg you please don t let it get any worse the anger i once had has turned to a curse on you yeah curse you all of the promises that never came true you re gonna get what is coming to you that s true ah that s true are you satan are you man you ve changed in life since it began it began vultures sucking gold from you will they still suck now you re through the search is on so you just better run and find yourself another way rob the dead they don t feel a thing leave the living for another day you are nonentity you have no destiny you are a victim of a thing unknown a mantle picture of a stolen soul a fornication of your golden throne a smiling face it means the world to me so tired of sadness and of misery my life it started some time ago where it will end i don t know i thought i was so good i thought i was smart i feel my world being torn apart but everything is gonna work out fine if it don t i think i ll lose my mind i know i know i know yeah yeah i know listen to me while i sing this song you might just think the words are wrong too many people advising me but they don t know what my eyes see but everything is gonna work out fine if it don t i feel i ll blow my mind yeah