there are so many promises that we make to each other but none that we really keep this is mine for you and this one will last us until we re taken off to sleep so if you start to fall i ll be the hand that won t let go when you re all alone i ll be that hand that won t let go and when your heart gives up and your lungs collapse for the last time i ll be there with you our hands entwined as you re taken off to sleep to whom this may concern i ve started to come to terms with how i ve lived my life so far and made peace with the bad decisions i ve made life disappears to quickly to dwell on the mistakes there are parts of my life that i thought i d wasted but they made me who i am if i keep on waiting for better days they ll never arrive i thought that i knew i thought that i understood but the wheels keep turning over and the lights keep on rushing by nothing s standing still for anyone when you feel so much loss that your heart almost gives up when you feel so much loss everything is in focus when you feel so much loss when you know that nothing lasts death has taught me that all the colours will bleed out death has taught me that each light will fade away