i m talking to the mirror again but it s not listening i m cleaning my dirty mind like a toilet but it won t give in i m drinking spirits in the hopes that i will find myself one but all i can rectify is that the party s just begun party s just begun party s just begun party s just begun party s just begun i feel like falling asleep and never waking up it s not that my glass is empty but i need another cup when all of the doors around me just shut one by one i feel like falling asleep but the party s just begun party s just begun party s just begun party s just begun party s just begun shaky shaky steps in the middle of the day a fire in my path and a cool decay of limbs and tooth under my skin oh freedom where do i begin i m changing my inflection and how i say the words maybe it will sound like something they ve never heard oh death of the party i picked up the chalice of malice and drank till i was full i drank till i was full i was thirsty but i drank till i was full i drank till i till i till i was full there s a fever in my bones that i know so well i keep my head low low low to avoid the swell but it ll be cold in hell it ll be cold in hell before they put me in that chamber so i m cleaning up as fast as i can i m cleaning up as fast as i can cuz you can t unbreak what you break you can t unfake the very fake you cannot fuel without a tank no you can t unbreak what you break what you break party s just begun party s just begun party s just begun party s just begun party s just begun party s just begun party s just begun party s just begun