yeah many years ago i was told not to listen not to flow yeah many years listen to opinions blacks whites greeks and indians seen it all many years gone by facin my many fears has my change been sincere pains me to interfere millions stack up millionaires i m all done criticizing creflo dollar now its grace and it makes sense cant say it wasnt hard for me to let go i was told told not to listen to him afraid if i did they would hold that over my head like a mistletoe now i m tuned into joyce mayer yeah lifting up her voice higher and i m sitting on the porch now thinking bout the things that she said about the most high sitting on both sides like oh my cant believe i broke ties and theres praise in the living room now cause i know that i m living and i wont die crying these tears she s saving my life now i m coming out a mess she says its gonna be all right now i was in some bad relationships jakes got me out of that too but i didnt even want to listen to him years ago i was told not to let the ears glue then i got with kirk franklin how can i spell it out s e double l i n g they was saying i was selling out cause i went on tbn with him and i did the dvd with him then i did an eighty five city tour mary mary came and took little old me with em i aint wanna lose my friends got me up feeling like i got a phone call saying that i was couple miles and i was feeling bad all them boys was talking everybody concerned about t r u t h why you doing songs with this one make it feel like i had to choose now i m hanging out with the charismatics but i grew up conservative one showed me how i m supposed to think others show me how i m supposed to live one told me its ok to drink others show me how to forgive one came to the rescue i guess its just embracing all the differences too left for the right wing too right for the liberals but i aint trying to be either or really i m just tryna find the middle told tina that i m sorry and i apologized to erica i was way too hard on em i aint know no better then now they thinking that i m bad business cause i m hanging out with adventist promise i know some good catholics cant be a victim of the cast system can it be both and feel like we going round in circles why i gotta be red or blue how come i cant be the color purple