it all comes back to me it all comes back to me it all comes back to me it all comes back to me face to the floor heart in my mouth my forehead hits the pavement again numb again sharing this humility a circle of humanity momentarily black in me immomentarily black so black memory leave me be close that eye leave love blind i scratch the surface and see someone better than me whoa where did i suffer that wound what was taken from me as you walk through the ashes remember my name as you walk through the ashes as you walk through the ashes remember the shame whisper my name this blood proves me right in that the last move is all that counts if the beasts must bite vow to the floor oath to the taste of dust in my mouth never i bite the words never again will i let anyone else finish i ll be the end of every way  memory let it die left behind leave me blind i scratched the surface to find someone wicked and blind whoa where did it come to that end why can t these scars ever mend i have swallowed all these tears thought they d be gone after all these years now this heart is waking up with a new hunger for my own blood as i search through the ashes for someone to blame i m afraid to see my face as i walk through the ashes i whisper your name meeting you have forced me to meet myself it all comes back to me it all comes back to me it all comes back to me it all comes back to me face to the ground heart in their mouth foreheads hit the pavement again numb again sharing my hostility a streetful of insanity this is payback for every tear in me hole in me black in me black for every time you froze me out for every punch every shout for not believing in me for your stupidity for stealing what could have been me despite all these words not one could express what i had inside living was to hide it all comes back to you