oh the last time i saw adrianne she sang about the seasons and what i cant seem to do she can the eternals moving in her hands and i knew her singing signaled spring and whirring my heart pounds for all the want and doubt are now upon me and i hear it in the sounds of all the rain and all the baseball games that it rains out in the garden by the blooming trees ants swarm the peonies and i took a look at lolos knees as she sneezed up at the sun and i thought her sneezing signaled something i dont know for all the want and doubt are not behind me though i blamed it on the snow is it all the sweetness of the bacchanals that ill never know and i look outside at the storm forming oer the lake i could not hide even in this wallpaper shirt is it all the sweetness is it all the sweetness and whirring my heart pounds