we ve all got to play dead for our own good sometimes close our hearts and our minds and our eyes and make out like we ve crossed the lines into the next realm we ve dropped the helm we ve all got to retreat into our own wood sometimes where your mother your brother and every other can prop you up like old times so you ll climb up to the top of the tower you ve descended and don t come back down until you are mended and regale your loved ones with how it all ended and you will be fine but for now the poets words are contradictions in terms and you curse their rhyme cause you have loved and you ve lost and you feel star crossed and you search to find any sweetness in sorrow won t see you tomorrow\ well fare thee well my first my fairest i need time you were the best the dearest one i held nearest every joy will be thine but i need to climb up to the top of the tower i ve descended and don t come back down until i have mended and regale my loved ones with how it all ended and i will be fine but for now when you lost him feels like you ve lost a limb and when you can get another feels like why bother when hindsight s review has painted you a fool and when cruel to be kind feels like cruel to be cruel so you ll climb up to the top of the tower you ve descended and don t come back down until you are mended and regale your loved ones with how it all ended and you will be fine but for now you will be fine but for now you will be fine but for now it s gonna take time