i guess the only reality is the one you seem to believe in well i m walking out this is the last time i feel like shit this isn t the way to treat old friends let s go again set me up watch me stand on top of my old house watch me spinning and watch me seeing the melon sky oh look it s so beautiful tonight but i was feeling so sweet i could barely breathe so deep but you had to come along you had to shatter everything why d you even fuck her in the first place friends don t mean a thing when you can actually feel the knife sticking in your spine for a second there i thought i was fine but oh whatever i ve tasted my own blood and now every time you walk on by i feel like spitting in your eye this is not the way i pictured getting hurt