sit outside in my car with a milkshake chase down a xanax and smile i m drooling but i love the way it feels when i can t feel like breathing when you re dead i love every moment when i m fucked up i love every moment when i m fucked up i love every moment when i m fucked up i wish my old friends could stand me now but they wouldn t last a minute i m boring but i can t even be bothered to listen like speaking to the dead i listen so closely when i m fucked up i listen so closely when i m fucked up i love every moment when i m fucked up sit outside in my car with a milkshake chase down a xanax and smile i m drooling but i love the way it feels when i can t feel like breathing when you re dead i love every moment when i m fucked up i love every moment when i m fucked up i love every moment when i m fucked up i love every moment when i m fucked up i listen so closely when i m fucked up i listen so closely when i m fucked up i m so happy when i m fucked up