i don t know what is happening to me i think my mind s finally come undone the city s quiet and the hour is late and i m afraid to face my life alone and i don t know why it s so hard to consider this i ve reached up so many times to find my hands full of emptiness there s been nothing to help me to sleep i ve got too much going on inside i never thought someone could pull me in this deep but now i find i m losing this time so many times i ve been put aside i was always second best but nothing s sweeter than to be picked from the vine like the treasure of a harvest i have never been seen except in glimpses of my dreams but you re waiting here in the wings and i m speechless and i don t know why it s so hard to consider this i ve reached up so many times to find my hands full of emptiness