there was a bright light but it was an off white upside down memory i m caught in a landslide i m caught in a joyride as my blood begins to thin you say it s a fact you say it s a feeling to stab in my back so long sorry it makes me cry so wrong so rare but i don t feel and you re not there and i don t want you back well you had a hard day of pushing me away please don t push i fall easily well you put a hard strain hard on the membrane i react to words you say it s not like i care it s not like i m bleeding or numb everywhere but i don t cuz i stopped spinning around for you there was a bright light but it was an off white and all the world came crashing down i m caught in a landslide i m caught in a joyride as my blood begins to thin you say it s a fact you say it s a feeling to stab in my back but i don t feel it coming on again it s making me high cuz i stopped spinning around for you