my name is staff sergeant shilo harris retired united states army unfortunately while serving our nation i was hit with a roadside bomb that was estimated at about 800 pounds of explosives i lost 3 soldiers my truck was destroyed my driver and i were the only 2 soldiers out of that vehicle that survived so what s the meaning of life what s the meaning of life man i don t know i don t know cuz all i know is when i grab the microphone and they let me up on the stage grand larceny cause i m stealin the show what s the meaning of life what s the meaning of life man i couldn t tell ya i can t tell ya all i know if you spend too much time without being refined then your life will be described as a failure let me tell you about these bitch ass half cocked pussy ass niggas that s never gon pull the trigger to protect no figures never seen a hard time in your life beating the shit out of your kids and your wife cause what you lack in a fight that we all fightin a similar self hated mutilation the lost angel los angeles congratulations from admiration to aggravation to the highest level don t be surprised you all alone when that dust settle heart colder than gun metal i done survived it all praying for my downfall got the fuck from around y all no more niggas bringing me down even including myself i celebrate life for nobody else mountains of wealth ain t really shit without health my mental shrouded in stealth cause hell is crowded with cowards who fell for the dollar now watch xzibit rise to power i turn these 15 minutes to hours but still asking what s the meaning of life what s the meaning of life man i don t know i don t know cuz all i know is when i grab the microphone and they let me up on the stage grand larceny cause i m stealin the show what s the meaning of life what s the meaning of life man i couldn t tell ya i can t tell ya all i know if you spend too much time without being refined then your life will be described as a failure  let me tell you bout these hypocrites and halfwits caught up in the politics work yourself to death but uncle sam is taking all of it prisoner to the policy the mark of the beast becoming one with technology surveillance a beach and everyone one of us some of us got no heart or no backbone the few will seek freedom while most of the masses will conform the woman you lust for is usually not the one to stick around when you go to war immaculate platform we back and prepared for attacking the landlords cause this shit too hot we bout to get what we came for and if i should die may it not be in vain more importantly more to see keep it cracking and orderly got my future in front of me focus is fucking phenomenal nobody can touch us i turn the impossible possible with it do me a favor man do not try to tell me shit it s just me and my bitch what s the meaning of life what s the meaning of life man i don t know i don t know cuz all i know is when i grab the microphone and they let me up on the stage grand larceny cause i m stealin the show what s the meaning of life what s the meaning of life man i couldn t tell ya i can t tell ya all i know if you spend too much time without being refined then your life will be described as a failure when i was injured i sustained 35 burns over my body i lost my ears my nose and have been through many reconstructive surgeries my father was there my wife was there my children that was a lot of my motivation was because i knew the way that they were looking at me i had to get stronger i had to become independent again and i think that s why i pushed so hard let me tell you bout these long days and sleepless nights penny pinchin trying to make it to the afterlife and not to mention time is short you better make it right before you see that final light get all your business tight this is the gospel gotta get it or get left alone so get it on until your destiny is set in stone the dead and gone can never tell us what comes after death so make it count and live your life out loud with no regrets this for the set this for the ones that s never wakin up livin a fantasy insanity they fake as fuck they out of touch they out of line it s time to face the truth that i wasn t supposed to make it now i m living proof excavated mountains of misery eventually found the fountain of youth it d been pissed in shit in violated so they pollute that s why they shoot have your ass in a box dressed in a suit bout time you got in touch with your roots so what s the meaning of life what s the meaning of life man i don t know i don t know cuz all i know is when i grab the microphone and they let me up on the stage grand larceny cause i m stealin the show what s the meaning of life the best help that you can do is help yourself you have to to step up you have to find the strength inside of you to pull yourself through it because you know you can you can have people pull you everyday but unless you re willing to move and you re willing to move forward then you re gonna be stuck in a rut and you re gonna be stuck in that bad place that is depressing and holding you back the only person that can set you free is yourself