i ve been blanking out over simple situations no matter what it takes i need to gain some confidence and the hardest part is trying to keep up with everyone else i ll bite my tongue and keep on thinking i ve got to get back on my feet before i sink too deep and i developed a distaste for everything surrounding me and i won t ever come back again no i ll never set my foot here again i need to catch my breath every single time i didn t know that everything get s harder all this time i wasted getting nowhere there is something more to this i m sure and i can t deny the truth anymore brace yourself here comes the truth say it like you all do just fake it like you mean it every action brings a consequence now i ll just leave you with that i didn t know that everything get s harder all this time i wasted getting nowhere there is something more to this i m sure and i can t deny the truth that i would dig myself deeper down this empty hole and eventually you ll see that there is things you can t control but i couldn t care less what you do or what you think good luck next year i ll make sure i won t be here while everybody else is fast paced i m stuck here clenching my teeth again and my patience is wearing thin i can feel my bones cave from within and i can t seem to come to terms with the fact that i was good for nothing how did i end up here i could do better i could do so much better where do i go from here i could do better i could do so much better still i don t know what s keeping me from running away from here1