it s not enough to tear me up you need to watch me as i drop lying here in the wreakage of a life hit me hard push me down while you stand your holy ground blame it all on the one you blew away but don t you just feel fine all of your kindness all of your blindness i hope you realize this i m giving it back to you all of your hatred that you hold so sacred i am elated to give it back to you tell me how it s for the best you left me such a pretty mess cast away like flowers on the floor swimming in your scent and all the words you never meant but you always knew to leave me wanting more but don t you look so nice all of your kindness all of your blindness i hope you realize this i m giving it back to you all of your hatred that you hold so sacred i am elated to give it back to you i ve had enough of the blood and the blame down in the dust and the rust and the shame all of your kindness all of your blindness do you realize this it s all coming back all of your kindness all of your blindness i hope you realize this i m giving it back to you all of your hatred that you hold so sacred i am elated to give it back to you back to you it s not enough to tear you up i need to watch you as you drop