this time there is no turning back like dust in the wind i will wither away deep down i feel this is the only solution as i face my haunting destiny i no longer feel the pain that i once did my feelings are different than before i see everything in black and white but you are still by my side am i to blame or is it someone else emerging from everything that is filled with life forced to live here on this planet but we have a choice between life and death not able to comprehend my inner self one part of me is till not ready to let go emotionless i strive towards the silent end will i reach it this time preparing for my final departure as i behold the crescent moon i am still in control of my life as i make my timeless departure