if i knew this would be my last day alive i d spend it panicking knowing i wouldn t survive i wish i knew how everybody slept and i wish i could figure out every secret you kept where would i go what would i do i have no clue i m just alone with no one to talk to waste away drink down the rain come back like a paper airplane thrown in a hurricane i ve heard enough about how i m eventually gonna die it s about time i heard about how i m still alive i m sick of thinking about my last breath or how love is just what happens before death scary how i learn about myself just by watching someone else in barrow you were a light on the coldest night you were the summer they all begged for frozen in february snow