to burn the day again when darkness shows no end smile at the saddest times weep for a happy life eyes fixed on heavens high i tumble into holes i follow suit in dreams voice of the wind and streams wise men have none like mine i am the fools delight i beg by the moonlight the voice never consoles i wake with mind aflame my joy and sorrow same the gray fell all around a sickness so profound i ve earned this endless night i ve earned this bed of coals the world s come to a head the sun and moon are dead nothing more here to see the light gives up now it s leaving me i ve made myself a thief lived beyond belief if god s just a jawbone we re just his crooked rotten teeth i ll wear these mortal coils like snakes around my ankles i ll be thankful i deserve no less spend my last days under duress eyes fixed on heavens high i tumble into holes i ll wear these mortal coils like snakes around my ankles i ll be thankful i deserve no less spend my last days under duress eyes fixed on heavens high i tumble into holes spend my last days spend my last days under duress