so who have i become a nervous wreck obsessed with second guessing myself and its getting harder to keep still cause im so sick of walking when my lungs are begging me to run so dont act like im not choking while you drown a picture perfect image that isnt clear and now im back to the same place that i swore id never return to and now im back to the same place that i swore id never return to let me break it down for you of what its like to be stuck in between dishonesty and the happiness that you call greed the writing s on the wall but you never took the time to read at all i tried my hardest to let you know im dying and im stuck in time i tried my hardest to let you know im dying and im stuck in time  and now im back to the same place that i swore id never return to and now im back to the same place that i swore id never return to 