my hearts been heavy first day of 12th grade i m not ready surrounded by fake friends that i ve lost faith in over the past years i ve lost too many i feel alone in these halls with everybody walking in em i should probably give god a call but i ve been feeling too lazy to be talking with him i m caught in rhythms and honestly i don t even know what i ve been called to be what i ll do after school it s been hard to see still scared of the future it s dawned on me ever since they started partying i couldn t relate i m an outsider fingertips grip the gate tryna find myself in a different place cause this life s my hell and i just hope things change tryna find my way and make a great escape all these thoughts that kill me they don t see the real me tryna find my place live in my pain now oh don t let me let you down thank god things changed last day of 12th grade and i m ready cause i found real friends who helping me heal and deal with these issues and keep me steady never fall god s pickin up even if i didn t call felt lost and in love i was living in it all they were chugging beers i just didn t get involved used to think it was a loss now i know it paid off yeah got art opportunities i never thought would happen realized i could make a career out of my passion asking god to show me all of his plan and whether that includes these graphics or rapping i m good yeah finally found myself in a different place cause my life s been saved ever since things changed  tryna find my way and make a great escape all these thoughts that kill me they don t see the real me tryna find my place live in my pain now oh don t let me let you down1
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