i dialed 911 a long time ago now i see how late they re reacting here shakes a former lover husband and there lies the wife of a train wreck just waiting to happen my god make this a dream because i really can t believe that she s gone i m not here and this isn t happening make this a dream because i really can t believe that she s gone we ll wake up and she ll be next to me i can t believe that she s gone marvel at this madman as this make shift monster rips through the room watch in in fear as he comes completely unglued gaze in horror and amazement for a frightening instant as he christens the walls with broken bottles of perfume her few final moments must have been a nightmare in waking victim lies violently shaking my god make this a dream because i really can t believe that she s gone i m not here and this isn t happening make this a dream because i really can t believe that she s gone we ll wake up and she ll be next to me i can t believe that she s gone i can t breathe i dont deserve to take these breaths all i need is to sit and rest my head on my knees the ambulance and police will be here soon i can t see i m numb to everything i can t feel i m numb to everything i can t see i m numb to everything i can t feel i m numb to everything except my body shutting down as they enter my home make this a dream because i really can t believe that she s gone make this a dream because i really can t believe that she s gone make this a dream because i really can t believe that she s gone make this a dream because i really can t believe that she s gone make this a dream because i really can t believe that she s gone make this a dream because i really can t believe that she s gone make this a dream because i really can t believe that she s gone make this a dream because i really can t believe that she s gone 