how am i to act how am i to think suddenly you are from a thrash of heat little recklessness little consequence little waking breath stirring in my chest oh what am i to you you do not belong to me my heart wrung out i still feel you swinging from my family tree should i stick around to watch you from the window you are safe and warm ill only confuse you hold tight to what i thought i knew about decision my womb is sheltering a swelling soured emotion hold tight to what i think i know about redemption lord kill this phantom swinging gaping hole sensation i am still a child raging in my bed can you hold us both 