i don t like the words that the birds are singing i hate their ugly voices and the messages they re bringing but if everyone can start again and everyone can win then i ll rearrange the place that i m in and i can t stick the way that they flap and flutter they whisper i m a cunt then they cackle and they mutter but i m sure i heard them reassure me everything ends as i walked away from all my fake friends they ve scrutinised the mistakes i ve been making they know who i ve fucked they know what i ve taken they ve seen me in the shower with shit down my legs they ve seen me searching a stranger s house for dregs i used to think they loved me but now i know it s pity and they know that they can always flee this fucking city they even said they d help me out and give me a head start and they know that these days my cock s as numb as my heart new blood flows old faces go i like the new ones better i think i like these girls feels like i ve travelled miles now i want to party all the time now i want to party all the time again