how long did it take to find this letter i know it wasn t right when you got home was it about the time you started getting hungry and looked to see what i left on the stove did it ever cross your mind to even worry or wonder where i am is everything alright no that s why i left it on your pillow cause that s the only time i cross your mind i refuse to be with you and be forgotten so this afternoon i thought why not just go after all i m already lonely i might as well be lonely alone maybe i ve become a different woman or maybe you ve became a different man you wonder why i m doing what i m doing well i m not expecting you to understand cause you had no idea this was coming how could you when i ve always just been there but you just go on taking me for granted and for the first time in my life i don t care i refuse to be with you and be forgotten so this afternoon i thought why not just go after all i m already lonely i might as well be lonely alone after all i m already lonely i might as well be lonely alone