shades on brand new sneakers red lipstick and ripped up jeans loud music in all my speakers baddest tom boy you d ever seen see i i may not be everybody s cup of tea but i ll be damned if i change for anybody but me cause in the end they always circle back around us to see if you became all the amazing shit you said you would be it s alright i m ok if i m alone best believe that i want it that way it might hurt but i m not afraid i guess that s the reason why they call them growing pains growing pains who said i need all the all the answers cause no one s got it all figured out i m not there yet but i m one step closer yeah to my vision and what my life s about yea yeah so what if i don t take directions from you you might see things differently if you walk in my shoes i m sure your heart it has the best intentions for me but i would rather blaze a trail then to follow your lead  what will i do if i never make it i must have asked myself a thousand times when it s my moment will i be ready show the whole world what i ve felt all my life what will i do if i never make it i must have asked myself a thousand times when it s my moment will i be ready show the whole world what i ve felt all my life can t see the future i don t know what s in store but i feel like i ll be fine as long as i stay the course hurts like hell to leave behind all the things from the past but i know that i ll be happy everytime i look back 