i am not here i think i ve never been here at all or ever will i feel like a place where no one goes anymore why can t you see that everythings broken and why can t you see that my lifes turned grey i can t believe in anything sacred when i don t believe that i am real i need someone to break the silence screaming in my head and in my soul it seems so bizarre but none of this matters thoughts disappear and hopes have died but now i am safe nothing can hurt me here why can t you see my need for forgiveness the truth and the lies so confused as one i can t believe in anything sacred when i don t believe in anything i need someone to break the silence screaming in my head and in my soul i am alone locked in my memories there s nowhere left for me to hide but i am not real i ve made all i am with lies why does it seem that everythings different and why does it seem that only you are real i don t believe in anything sacred so why do i feel so damn alone i need someone to break the silence need someone to break the silence i need someone to break the silence screaming in my head and in my soul