i can t fucking think and these bookshelves of stress fill my apartment i don t get why no matter how hard i try i can t seem to get anything right and i don t know what you could see in a waste of a man like me i ll just hide away and hope i don t make it till sunrise i ve given up on giving up my life has fallen apart and nobody gives a fuck i hide away almost everyday i m afraid of everything i don t deserve anything but i still try to craft these lies that i m doing alright are you listening because i haven t heard a thing at least that s what i keep telling myself and i don t get what you could see in a waste of a man like me i ll just hide away and hope i don t make it till sunrise because it s been so long since it felt like i belonged just lay it to rest a lost cause i ll close my eyes until the sounds fade i ve given up on giving up my life has fallen apart and nobody gives a fuck i hide away almost everyday i m afraid of everything i don t deserve anything