i can t believe a single word that you re saying i see your lips moving but nothing s coming out who can believe a single word that you re saying i see your lips moving but i can t figure it out i m afraid of the crucifix hanging on my wall you hear yourself screaming but nothing s coming out i m afraid of the shadows dancing on my wall i hear them laughing at me but i can t figure it out i know my limitations i just don t know when to quit i know when i m addicted but no i can t get enough of that shit what jesus make everything all right where d everybody go i know i m losing but i don t know what to do sweet jesus make it go away mary joseph what i should i say what do i do when i was alone you just laughed at me i held out my hand you just closed your eyes i only wanted to be good all i wanted was a chance to make things right twenty thousand leagues deep on the mic mass murder court convicted terroristic creature of the night no don t let me get freaky tonight no don t feed me tonight i been drinking way to much jagermeister mommy pray for me cause i m not feeling right i ve been hearing these voices they re telling me to take my own life breathe my last breath eat my last meal you got what you deserve how s that feel 