i ve got some deep scars from a little black heart that s miles away i sent it packing after i saw what it did and i couldn t believe and now my chest hurts from the hole that i dug it s getting harder to breathe i m really gasping wishing i could turn back and that would fix everything for once my life i might as well live it along with the bad times just happy to be living so it s my time i know it sounds selfish i m really not like that we live and we die for this so now my head hurts and it s only getting worse every time that i think i feel like choking every time i have to sing it s getting harder for me and now my stomach hurts as long as i m in love it s so hard to leave i feel a bad pain moving through my chest and my knees start to shake my knees start to shake it s bringing me down this is my life i might as well live it along with the bad times just love to be living so this is my time i know it sounds selfish i think i ll have some ice cream we live and we die for this there s one thing missing every time i step outside one thing missing every time i leave and drive one thing missing every time i m far from home there s one thing missing every time i leave for months one thing missing every time i lose control there s one thing missing every time that i stay home i ve got some deep scars from a little black heart that only make me stronger and now i don t sleep seeing any relief that gives me some perspective this is my life i might as well live it along with the bad times just glad to be living and this is my time i might as well share it i ll give you all my money we live and we die for this