you didnt mean it when you said that youd try to stay away from the things that you had to hide you didnt mean it when you said that your vice was external youre walking in circles do you feel anything when you hide behind yourself or did you even know you did that and it affected someone else do you tell anyone that you cant sleep at night or is there no one to confide in when its in your bloodline its not the same this time you said it but i know its just a lie i hope it was enough to be dishonest with the people you took comfort in its not the same this time you said it but i know its just a lie i hope it was enough to be the way you are when everythings falling apart do you feel anything do you feel anything do you feel anything does it come to mind when you lay in bed and try to sleep at night do you find any shelter behind closed eyes is it on your mind its not the same this time you said it but i know its just a lie i hope it was enough to be dishonest with the people you took comfort in its not the same this time you said it but i know its just a lie i hope it was enough to be the way you are when everythings falling apart you didnt mean it when you said that youd try to stay away from the things that you had to hide you didnt mean it when you said that your vice was external youre walking in circles you didnt mean it when you said that youd try to stay away from the things that you had to hide you didnt mean it when you said that your vice was external youre walking in circles