i m a curse it works in no one es favor i won t be dead forever prepared for the worst that s what i am you wouldn t understand don t think i wanted to feel how you made me feel today everyone i know leaves this rain cloud is following me no secret i m sinking from all this overthinking i m no saint but i m not what you believe i m not running like you think i have no more blood to bleed can you blame me i just wanted to be happy yeah you ll blame me because it s easy if the thoughts what counts then you counted me out i ll make this count