searching for a mode and for a method what s he thinking and what the fuck is he saying and does it matter anyway never again i begin to think as the liquid seeps in and the agony escapes my lungs the simple concept of trust you can t take back some mistakes you ve come to see me now i know that my life must end and while i may be forgotten there will be no forgiveness you ve come to see me now i know that my life must end searching for mode or motivation what was i thinking dreaming in dog years and though i may be forgotten there will be no forgiveness you ve come to see me now i know that my life must end be it seven seconds or seven years it doesn t matter when you re dreaming in dog years just like the kiss that condemned christ it was such a pity to throw what we had away dreaming now i m not afraid to die just like the kiss that condemned christ what a pity you threw it all away dog years now i m not afraid to die there s nothing left dreaming splitting headaches and random thoughts what matters anyways hypertension diabetes i had it all now i can t feel my legs i heard the metal clank and guy just sold out good ole bud and it s not gonna be alright and it s not going to be ok 