i desecrate myself while i masturbate a fucked up horrid action seen through christian eyes profanity in despite of the holy trinity i trampled down the cross and spat upon it i reach out for the morbid master he who shuts their prayer in human filth and sickness i lust for the dirt in your minds i remind myself every night of this fucking decadence and a life in lies and blasphemy perversity of the absence of purity and purgatory in the ashes of paradise as the serpent rises from the garden of eden i erect like the daggers of this sacrifice hear me mother of harlots and abominations of the earth of the girl you sent i lifted her feet and entered her domain i wander in all her cavities with my serpent tongue and i heard the whimpering within the unborn child stared in it s mother s womb ignorant of it s disease to come drown in poisonous spawn in which i ejaculate the child gasps and suffocates chosen to die and rot inside i inflict her virgin anal tract which i pierce with the same intense pain i caused upon myself the lust in me grows strongly now i slit her throat and gain control