giving up everything my hungry ghost of hopefulness giving up everything not haunted by wanting this giving up everything the fortune i was saving giving up everything i mercy killed my craving giving up everything ive opened up my eyes for this giving up everything see the whole magnificent emptiness gave what i want for how it is for the stone inside and the bitterness for the sweetness at the core of it giving up everything the master plan the scheming giving up everything my cursed search for meaning giving up everything the compass and the map i was reading the hinterlands im leaving im finally leaving behind  giving up everything the big to do the hullabaloo the tug of war for some twisted truth for the everlasting ache of it no longer slave not chained to it no gate no guard no keeper no guru master teacher see the slow receding faces dissolve to black no traces 