home for a minute but i m living in it did you even notice the way that i m hopeless to long for a feeling is better than nothing so close to the crumbling inside of my stomach remember when your lie was that you like to read and it didn t seem so long when you were hugging me it just seemed like time was freezing it just seemed like i didn t need a reason i guess you are tired i m still feeling wired on the phone with my friend i ll just meet you in bed my mind is just racing so fast that it s aching my thoughts are just racing so fast i can t face them