self talkin to talkin to god talkin to anybody talkin to talkin to god talkin to clouds fast forward i was jealous of ace i was jealous of mikey i was jealous of b i was jealous of anybody i thought who was better and at the time i thought everybody was better than me when it come that time and you look inside and see a whole lot mo than what you ready to see i hope you deal with it better than i could ve ever imagined or at least pick up a pen and write it out to a beat maybe somebody need to hear what you talkin bout or what you goin through so you can talk it out with someone just as close to you as shawty was to me when i was goin through what i was goin through these ain t just white folk problems hood niggas ain t heartless i mean i know seem like that how you think lyfe jennings learned how to sing like that girl that s pain i know you feel it dawg cause that s that shit that s sittin in the back of yo brain i remember when pinky died i was thinkin bout suicide but i was busy tryna take over the world nigga workin like three jobs while shawty was in the hospital dyin i ain t even go and see ol girl think that shit don t haunt me well this ain t sposed to be no sad song but if i still got yo attention after that long that mean you must be goin through somethin too and i feel you can t even front man i pray that somebody gon have yo backbone atlanta georgia memorial god blessed me with the sauce and a gap toothed smile never been a fan of followin protocol and tell that box that you thinkin in that ain t my style my momma told they ll be parts like this them southside niggas love it when i talk like this them eastside bitches love it when i talk like this so every now and then i talk my shit gotta feel me a true american idol my life story somethin you prolly read in the bible i m moses with the staff while niggas stuck in denial i make waves trust me i m so sure of myself ya ll got me feeling entitled who want it with young poseidon i ll wait not even jay hova the wait s over you bout to witness a takeover god of one s self i move mountains and break boulders black as fried chicken and grape soda but that s too easy nowadays i d rather say something heartfelt like how lil shawty from outta town make my heart melt or in the back of mind how i thought we had somethin but ultimately decided that she was bad for me cause i was strugglin to picture what would my girl think and i was strugglin to picture what would the world think plus i was strugglin to tell if the shit was real or not or if lil baby just had me thinkin just how a squirrel think but all in all to be human is to be flawed right but i thought the goal was for niggas to have it all right but what if happiness is all i ever wanted all the cash in the bank can t help me with my withdrawals i feel ya you gotta get it how you live dawg i ain t no teller i just tell it how it is i mean we all dreamin flow merrily along in the boat of life stuck on a stream i been ventin to queens lately about my problems and they can t solve em but still i talk cause sometimes all we need is somebody to listen to what everybody else brushed off what i call nonsense may be yo last reason for livin and if so baby i ll hop off fuck me if i hated on you i m still learnin tryna do better til then i m just blessed to lost still talkin to god  talkin to talkin to god talkin to talkin to clouds talkin to talkin to god talkin to myself talkin to talkin to god talkin to anybody talkin to talkin to god talkin to clouds1
['atl hip hop', 'underground hip hop']