you say there s a god and you say you ve got proof well i ve lost friends to heroin so what s your god trying to prove you say he s alive his spirit flows through your veins well i guess my best friend was just trying to help the spirit escape and if there s a god do i make him proud put a smile on his face my mother she gave me a crucifix she said pray to anthony if you lose this well how can i believe in god if he won t believe in me i let my anxieties overwhelm me tell me why am i blessed with this curse that rips holes through my head and put holes in my chest i get the feeling maybe id be better dead i wanna get over the feeling that i ll never be good enough and if there s a god do i make him proud put a smile on her face and if you re with god am i making you proud by waking up each day and if you re with god well i hope that you re proud with a smile on your face and if you re with god well i hope that you re proud with a smile on your face3