it took me six years to find that everything you ever fucking said were lies but now i m feeling low and stupid for believing every word that you said i always just react i m always holding back i m always back and forth inside my head i m always back and forth inside my head staring at the ceiling tired eyes we fall into the floor tell me you ll find someone to spite i ve been lost and lonely in this ol mind everything i used to hold myself together came crashing down and the stars have gone out of my eyes i m not good with the distance inside i always just react i m always holding back i m always back and forth inside my head i m always back and forth inside my head i m always back and forth inside my head i m always staring at the ceiling tired eyes we fall into the floor tell me you ll find someone to spite i ve been lost and lonely in this ol mind