get out of bed go brush my teeth i shave my face with the blade dug in i watch the blood fall to the sink man it s so strange i didn t feel a thing then the water turned a lazy shade of pink my eyes rolled back the room began to spin i felt like i was in a dream with blue sky glossy magazines i wish someone would help me pinch my skin reality walked down the stairs to my kitchen i eat the fruit the less sugar in turn on the tube on my tv there s just too much too much choice for me so i opened up the window for some air my head went back my brains fell everywhere and i just can t help living strange these lonely nights and smoke brained days i wish someone would help me pinch my skin reality felt just like a dream felt just like a dream so hard to explain so hard to explain when you re feeling lonely think of me i ll pick you up please don t call me baby call me buttercup if you really think you d make it at the time baby you would be somewhere good somewhere worthwhile yeah