i often think about life and where it all began because it makes me feel so small and feeling small is better still than watching people look straight through like i dont exist every days another way to pick apart every mistake i do it because it helps me sleep at night and ill never get this right but fucking everything up makes me feel alive i often think about death and where we all end up because it makes me feel so weird and feeling weird is a okay we all feel strange from day to day its what it means to exist and every hours another who what when and how did i get here i care too much cause i dont wanna die ive got so much left to try and fucking everything up makes me feel alive