right now we re sick of everything tonight we ll bind up our brains again with eyes pinned i ll fly around on your bed we ll grow close while our hearts disconnect morning is limping into the room pleading that we blind ourselves again rip out that heliotropic rose back off please let the lost get lost i know my faith has meaning but i ve forgotten why it s so important to me i can t remember why living a phantasm of the nerves girlfriend s chemicals in your head good days eventually oxidize put them with thoughts that escape your mind s eye i know my faith has meaning but i ve forgotten why it s so important to me i can t remember why seems like i m fucked forever seems like at least right now but i forgot why i need to feel these things 