all the pain in me i wish that i could fly away all the things i ve seen i need to try to get away you can hate on me but i m never gonna change you re to blame why you hate on me jealousy s an ugly trend never wrong i see why you gotta be so fake tearing at the seams but yet i m the one to blame one to blame all the people that did me wrong they never stopped me from chasing my dreams all the mean mugs i had to deal with so much hatred and jealousy too much envy it gets hard to take it i ll never fake shit that just ain t me they wanna see me fall off and lose my placement but i ain t stopping till i rest in peace till i m finally free and they call me a freak cause i speak my mind always been a black sheep never judged but always deal with judgment when i die they ll finally leave me be i wanna live but not like this honestly i m tired of suffering ocd and add got me so stressed i can barely breathe always worrying man i m scared for my life cause i just might take it suicide s on my mind as i sit here fadin but it s not gonna kill what my mind created god forgive me i ve lost my patience a selfish creature i m forever tainted i relate with the pain and anguish blow my brain to fragments for your entertainment fuck the world and the prick who made it hypocritical fucks grab a shotty like kurt cobain leave a blood stain or i ll just od just remember the pain you ve caused was the one thing that fuckin murdered me tearing at the seams chasin broken dreams i wanna fly away one foot in the grave and i m prayin for better days  all the pain in me i wish that i could fly away all the things i ve seen i need to try to get away you can hate on me but i m never gonna change you re to blame why you hate on me jealousy s an ugly trend never wrong i see why you gotta be so fake tearing at the seams but yet i m the one to blame one to blame leave me alone let me drown in my madness so far gone and i ve finally had had it sick of the world so i burn it to ashes i m a cult leader like charles manson listen to me and drop some acid i can make you see all the pain i manage i can make you feel like you re from another planet i imagine you all in a casket i m like a plane crashing i m blowing up it s only a matter of time i m cocaine uncut they get pumped when i m servin these lines am i out my mind for being out for mine most these cats would rather see me die than shine i wanna fly away today find a better place i can decay in the hate and raged i m faced and i feel like i m so fucked up and i m so far gone that i can t control it and i break myself down to the point where i can t even breathe it gets hard to focus i don t think most people notice this sorrow i ve been holdin i m a dead corpse rigor mortis i m a zombie on this earth that god will never forgive so don t forget it i ve been a misfit pissed off at my own existence you fans are the reason i m livin i m so thankful ya ll even listen i stand for any kid that got picked on wanted to die or struggled with an addiction let s go all the pain in me i wish that i could fly away all the things i ve seen i need to try to get away you can hate on me but i m never gonna change you re to blame why you hate on me jealousy s an ugly trend never wrong i see why you gotta be so fake tearing at the seams but yet i m the blame for the blame