yeah check this uh sage francis in an effort to salvage even the slightest percentage of what i once had has left me with vital organs which much has hemorrhaged my innards twist and turn i m convinced that sin is learned their lesson once the minutes burn not their soul i m sick with concern about my operative role deadbeat inhabitants on planet earth are programmed at birth to be apathetic at events even if athletic they re inadequate turning sexually active to abstinent mentally absent you re not accepting of me new accent different tone whether listening on the phone long distance or reading an interesting poem in this instance hearing a song spoken out i can fill my tub with confidence and still soak in doubt stick some soap in my mouth when i speak in bubbles it ll give me the appearance of a cartoon and weaken my troubles then with every step i take i ll be leavin puddles and though you damp everybody drowns when i flood town i m being to discreet and subtle man you figure this kid would be learning to stay away from ambiguous wording understand it s disturbing purposefully i stall how many times can i be treated rudely during a courtesy call i ve been left with a dial tone yes denied on the phone i m depressed i m alone time to forget writing a poem my mind s been set the light has been shown i ll confess on the microphone now in the past year i ve done some of the worst things imaginable not including making songs that hopefully bring capital i ve resided in places that are practically inhabitable and i know none of this really matters to you but i shall continue in recent months i don t think i ve been decent once my view of this world has been skewed i see all priests as punks respect for women all bitches freaks and stunts my mental is temporal cause my physical has increased with lumps that could be cancerous but i try to convince myself there s no chance of this since all i ve been doing is paying attention to physical health the medicine on my shelf goes untouched don t wanna admit i need help even though i know i need help but i can t help it i ve accepted a hard truth given by ma dukes see as a kid i always peeled off fresh scabs that left me with a scared youth you can check my blemishes and tarnished background if you want proof