i dabble in the flame finger in the fire hand on the stove leave a lingering desire dance with the devil wrestle with the beast blessing from a sinner confession from a priest step up on the sheets lesson for today heat up in the moment come second to the pain pecking in the rain kissing in the dark effortless we came love missing in my heart clutching at the walls tossing in my bed picture your physique so often in my head feel my heartbeat beat pumping in my chest heavy on my mind stomach full of stress cuddle and caress keep it on the low everything we re speaking on secret on the phone leave it all alone love will make you sick sick of being all alone go and take a pic finding for a fix itching for your touch knowing you with him been wishing it was us packing up my bags gathering my things spin around again gain scattering my brain walking out the pad breaking up the trees we can be together if n it was up to me waiting on a storm standing in the rain thinking we can never ever fire up a flame smoking in the green room thinking with the blues drinking with the band aids linking with the crews sleeping on the bus dreaming on the road praying on the weak praying on your soul staying on the phone saying i ll be home hoping you don t stray because you re feeling so alone tearing up the pavement turning up the dial keeping covered isles while speaking with a smile fall up through the cracks try to call her back flipping out on niggas if she don t know how to act lying through my teeth laying in my bed and she ain t nothing to me i m just trying to get a head sit sitting in the pews staring at the roof heart up on my sleeve sleeve wearing it for proof burying the truth digging up the past threw away my thoughts stinking up the trash conversate with god couldn t think of what to ask to be in love is hard being single just as bad maybe even worse they say that it s a gift but they came to be a curse so maybe we should quit hiding like a thief why am i discrete you can lie to him but don t ever lie to me fire in my eyes burn a hole in you you apologize and i m sure it s overdue all over us glimmer in the lights thought it will be sweet but it s cinnamon and spice do it what you want did it in my sights pay for my mistakes now i m living with the price  4