slow times hard times close wound open wounds come on yo uh i m gettin sick i m gettin sick of fightin for it this bullshit dream when all these people like ignore it i take my life record it get on stage and i perform it but the fear of bein broke is quite enormous it s like i m dormant i only got the budget for some rice and porridge hopin that i m never dressed up in a jumpsuit white and orange in the county jail servin 25 to life for horrid crimes cause i resorted to sellin these white imported lines and it gets worse when these labels throw major money at me but all these deals are so shady i can t be fuckin happy i just know this shit could not move any slower i just know the only thing i need to move this shit is some exposure people questionin my flow people questionin my motives when its nothin but confessions at my shows and now i m terrified of bein vulnerable to my family these people got me questionin my sanity uh it s just a quarter life crisis uh you ain t got to follow it but at least acknowledge it once and understand that all the things that i am feeling are true and try to show respect to me while i reveal em to you it s just a quarter life crisis you ain t got follow it but at least acknowledge it once and understand that all the things that i am feeling are true and try to show respect to me while i prove it to you yo i m gonna get em i swear i m gonna get em fuck these young rappers man there arrogance don t fit em i need to keep my mouth shut because i know it s right but nowadays rap careers happen over night and i m bitter honestly i m bitter even though i m full of energy and startin to get bigger i think about the 90 s when you had to pay dues slay crews and truly prove you had some heart as a beginner nowadays it s retro sounds like its techno i feel like i m a dinosaur that needs to learn to let go i wonder why the hell i keep on actin so polite nowadays rap careers happen over night and i wonder you know sometimes i wonder why the people that surround me are so rattled by the thunder they re lookin for some comfort they re lookin for an angel the people i m surrounded by are so fuckin delusional it s painful and shit  and if i knew oh brother if i knew you d be this type of enemy to me i never woulda been a friend to you you only do a favor if it s benefiting you your just a bitter dude you should admit its true if i hurt you by bein happy i m sorry but if you hurt me for bein happy you re sorry you can take it however you wanna take it there ain t a fuckin thing on this planet that you hold sacred it s all a cheap way for you to get famous you buy clothes neglecting bills and rent payments i d rather feel a cobra bite our whole friendship transformed over night you s a backstabbin motherfucker and if i knew you would be this type enemy i d never been a friend to you i swear to god the person you ve become just isn t you look me in the eyes and tell me what i m sayin isn t true 