i pass the time with tediousness watching my life pass hour by hour these destructive patterns of life set my mind spiraling downward will i allow what is expected of me to dull the sharp edge of my life or will i take into my hands the use of my time this is not what was meant for me a weak existence of shallow priority this is not what was meant for me so i quiet my mind to hear the inner authority no more resistance destroy the dominant power of fear control my existence when im listening the answers are clear i am what i seek i now understand so from here on out i will not seek what i am i will not seek what i am