i felt so anxious for what we had in store but then you took that away for your dreams and your desires that i couldn t provide i ve got my hopes i m a fighter i won t answer what you need answered i won t say a word i won t say a word and i i won t say a word i won t say anything bury me in ecstasy and take the pain away oh you ve gotta be kidding me oh you ve gotta be kidding me oh you ve gotta be kidding me oh you ve gotta be kidding me i won t answer what you need answered it s so unfair i won t say a word i won t say a word and i i won t say a word i won t say anything bury me in ecstasy and take the pain away i m just selfish i won t retreat i won t retreat i won t retreat i won t retreat