take a little more from the top give me another dose before i start to fade i m safe as long as i don t feel a thing i know it s bad when it feels so good i took a little more than i know i should today it s okay it s my affair with misery what did i become the moment i tasted excess on my tongue i couldn t see i was slipping through the cracks nothing good around me seems to last i m on the verge of a don t leave me on my own tonight if you were by my side then i know i might behave just stay cause i m my own worst enemy i m so close to breaking down by this time tomorrow i ll be in the ground yeah in my mind what i m doing ain t a crime there ain t nobody stopping me from crossing every line what did i become the moment i tasted excess on my tongue i couldn t see i was slipping through the cracks nothing good around me seems to last i m on the verge of a collapse i m laid out on the floor my legs are shaking and my body s sore i need it more and more i m on my own tonight everything is gonna be alright i m not gonna hurt no more what ll i become the moment i realize i m the only one who can save my life from slipping through the cracks the pain that surrounds me s gonna pass i m on the verge of fighting back 