i had it all figured out i wouldnt miss a thing i hope youre listening now i hope you hear me and im not sure what to say and i dont know how to respond tell me what to do if i cant be good enough i cant believe i stood so close to where i throw it all away theres nothing for me here anymore and no reason i should stay break my heart and make it fast cause its all already lost please say something just not that cause i can t feel anything at all i cant believe i stood so close to where i throw it all away theres nothing for me here anymore and no reason i should stay tell me something i dont know or i hope i just forgot and i hope he makes you laugh like i never could and thats hes everything im not and i just want the truth is it really all that hard and you wont get to watch when i fall all apart i cant believe i stood so close to where i throw it all away theres nothing for me here anymore and no reason i should stay tell me a lie that ill believe and then maybe ill forget and i cant be everything you need but i meant everything i said i cant believe i stood so close to where i throw it all away