i can see the sea all the good infront of me feel the summer spring going under i can see the light the wrong are walking over right hear the thunder lean on my brother but i met you and you re too fond to be true hurts like fuck i don t know why the thought of you should blow my mind rose like fire i can t say how it all ends up hurts like fuck right now i know right now in a world full of plastic lips and tits in a world where there s nothing you can t fix with a scalpel and surgeon a slice here a cut there but out comes a brand new person change your breast size from a b to a double d change your nose like you change clothes you know how the saying goes love thyself and thats even if it means i jeopardize my health a botox is beautiful cosmo told me so i m nip tuck my way out of lonely it s a dream murdering your self esteem sick concepts sold by a magazine who profited only see the logic in dollar dollar bills turning women into objects who decides what s suitable and beautiful for business hurts like fuck i don t know why the thought of you should blow my mind rose like fire i can t say how it all ends up hurts like fuck right now i m sorry for the inconvenience i hope you weren t sleeping i know it s late in the evening i know it s been a long time since we last spoke approximately nine months since i last wrote last i heard you losing hope in liquid food through an iv tube still trying to stay afloat but it is hard when it is a hole in your boat you keep sinking a hospital bed means time for deep thinkin and it s amazing how one visit to the clinic could turn your life upside down in an instant never was it drugs or unprotected sex the medics say genetics put the lop in your breast and i know medicine could take away the lump in your chest how come i only cry when it s under my breath i love you to death so take that pain put a noose around its neck and let it hang hurts like fuck i don t know why the thought of you should blow my mind rose like fire i can t say how it all ends up hurts like fuck right now the thought of you should blow my mind so far right down my riot all ends up hurts like fuck rose like fire i can t say how it all ends up hurts like fuck right now