what is our life comin to my respected brothers and sisters you say you can t focus it s hopeless cuz i ve been missin but here i am so deep in the streets you thought i was livin i found myself braggin on the cards i was given but this ain t life i need islam cuz i m just a nigga won t wanna leave this time shit never leave the 9 niggas trippin you used to bring the line yous a fiend this time life different never leave my mind repeat the crime on beats like this one close your beak listen to a g over the rhythm we must link shit that make ya think is all that i give em probably slap the grill out ya mouth cuz i don t feel ya it s hopeless forreal am i the dopest forreal or just a coke pusher huh hopin i live i m out here ever day stressin and shit can t jump in the car without the weapon and shit waitin on a problem cuz i m hard as a brick you niggas say you trill but about as real as it get out the window with the pistol bout to empty the clip reload jump up out the low empty out again we rarely live to be old men cuz there s so much against us gotta ride for my nigga but we killin each other i think about it all the time but i can t do nothin all happen just tryna grind just tryna be someone just tryna get my family out the slums why i m hustlin gotta be a reason why my heart still pumpin i seen a man today i think he tried to tell me somethin i thought about pac and what he used to rhyme about more than just a thug cuz he really tried to find it out it s hopeless forreal am i the dopest forreal or just a coke pusher huh hopin i live i went to jail they gave me a county year still was on some grimy shit but studied islam in there read a few books tryna get through my time in there met a few crooks swear the niggas can rhyme in here rapped about our cases tryna get out and shine again the life of muhammad sallallahu alayhi wasallam changed my state of mind read the pages all night long different stages he went on on his journey through jenner that s so deep i hold back cuz you re just a beginner i read behold a pale horse they got a plan for humanity on the field with the torch barely cock it insanity tryna deal with the voice that whispers in my heart i took my shahada and begged allah it would stop the more i embraced islam the more i got sharp i m sick of wastin time so was lifted from the dark the deen teachers kill the sickness of the heart  it s hopeless forreal am i the dopest forreal or just a coke pusher huh hopin i live 