i close my eyes to no avail three days of aching sleepless i wish these sheets would suffocate me while i wait i love the cuts that made the lines arranged in beautiful designs my fight with the sharp side of a razor blade sing at the back of my throat sweet release of self intervention im back from being gone and all is well one last time to get free when there s evil in me i want to be alone cause im not coming home ill lose my self tonight use my new lie alibi against the enemy inside of me its getting harder to inhale quick fix to clear my secrets eyes dilate and storm the winding second hand it turns the hours into days behind the sunset my life fades to grey alone again with a razor blade and how did it get like this i haven t fucked up in so long i lost my innocent bliss where did i go wrong one last time to get free when there s evil in me i want to be alone cause im not coming home i ll lose my self tonight use my new lie alibi against the enemy its quiet now like the moments after murder the younger me inside cant believe the things he saw tonight face to face screaming at myself for help im through fuck you one last time to get free when there s evil in me i want to be alone cause im not coming home i ll lose my self tonight use my new lie alibi against the enemy