evacuate my life evacuate the afterlife it s so much worse when you smell a smell you know so well even so i don t know what to say to you i try to speak but you start twisting my words again the dread of facing another day everything is so black i live a life of loneliness filled with pain living life with nothing surrounded by dismay unthinkable shame i will run and i will hide all the pain she felt inside i want to scream i want to cry why can t i let her die let her die i don t know what to say to you i try to speak but you start twisting my words again the dread of facing another day everything is so black i m lost in life you ve lost me i ll run and hide away from all your deceit and lies forget me once but don t forget me twice who is this that you want me to be who is it that you want me to be late night thinking not blinking i m sinking re thinking my choice of words it s so absurd disbelief in the reincarnation of aphrodite love deceased you bury me in sorrow i took your heart with me i sleep beneath the soil deep below the trees blinded by tears my lips are laced together they can t be torn apart i don t want to go back to the life i was living before i will never see the sun again fuck this life fuck this life evacuate my life evacuate the afterlife it s so much worse when you smell a smell you know so well even so this will end