i tried to love but i ve grown so empty inside i tried to love until something inside me died i try to live with this hatred inside i hide i close my eyes as i lose my fuckin mind i look back upon the days that have gone my wasted youth all the shit that s gone wrong with me i see the world slowly slipping away my silent scream goes unheard every fucking day with all my soul i never wished it to be this way i ve lost my faith but i fall to my knees and pray i rot away in this world not meant for me and thoughts of murder are the only salvation for me i walk the streets this violence grows inside me the people s faces i see i want to make them explode i want to take back from them what they ve crushed out of me i want my soul my youth my faith my life and the love i can t see these scars that poisoned my soul they just continue to bleed i feel this rage this hatred it s killing me the days go on with no end this violence inside me grows i feel the end s coming soon but i won t go alone i hear it i know you won t believe it voices in me that makes me paranoid there it is do you hear it i know that i m not crazy but day after day i lose my sanity my life i ve always been alone i ve always been alone there s nothing left of me the game is over the game is over for me i m left without a soul the game is over why why must i cry why why must i die alone no love left inside my kindness has give way to an endless barrage of emotional scars no love left in my heart i ve been dead since my innocence faded away why why must it be this way i ask myself this question each and everyday my anger runs out of control i just want to die