what makes you so much better than me constantly judged for what i ve grown to be you find a reason to stand on your own feet and turned yourself into a fucking black sheep i really can not believe it no rhyme or reason no method to fight this identity crisis get a grip living so lifeless wake the fuck up this is not the american dream i try my best to cut the bull shit out of my life and all you do is push me farther and farther down what will you do when you re left out to dry standing above you i ll make sure you know why i can t take this shit anymore i m so sick of it underneath your calm exposure is a pitiless fuck just waiting and begging for attention you know you re full of shit and don t you fucking forget it there is no heaven above you re not a victim of fate and every day s a new step closer to a foot in the grave no hell beneath your feet you just end up in the dirt with no purpose but to end up six feet deep in the earth human nature no complexity forget about it your time is up heart of stone cold to the touch this is not the american dream one more step forward and two steps back three chances you threw away and now you won t get them back fuck it all no remorse just let yourself go let your shitty life take course fuck it all i fucking hate this nonsense waste of life you ll find your consequence i don t understand who you think you are but you aren t shit to me you don t hold a place in anyone s heart how many years how many years did you waste looking for false friends and material possessions god damn it no point in my confessing what the fuck kevyn feed your bones to the wolves of these social norms drain your blood in the pool of society peel back your skin calloused by the american dream you spent your whole life pretending you don t know the difference