discarded a broken escape fortunate to be in this state firing on a boredom innate chewing on a ticking grenade listening to the comforting shade instinctive i m supporting a string of destructive habits and fighting more than i care to admit crumbling from a sudden dead weight here lies me now what s the meaning here lies me now what s the meaning oh won t you tell me now won t you tell me the point i was trying to find myself i wasn t looking for you but you gave me the point i was trying to kill myself what else was i what else was i gonna do i had a pretty good time i had a pretty good time a long goodbye ascension to demise a vow to break a lesson for the wise i was put here to survive why is your burden mine holding space for this there s a place we must have missed and they re open real late and i believe that we should go as a consolation but directions are unknown tonight would be the perfect time for us to reach the peak it takes a lot to try to care the truth s below the surface beneath the deep when you live on the thinnest air and even condescension comes with a fee slow to care slow to care now you tell me the point i was trying to find myself i wasn t looking for you looking for you looking but you gave me the point i was trying to kill myself what else was i gonna do gonna do i had a pretty good time
['alternative metal', 'american metalcore', 'mathcore', 'new jersey hardcore', 'new jersey punk']