lately i ve been feeling so strange wake up dreaming of cheap love and aeroplanes i could never take what i needed our moments of pleasure were fleeting and lately i ve been feeling so cruel this weak plastic portrait painted of you i could never draw out a meaning nothing more than a dishonest feeling but you know it s not in me tonight no words nothing in sight and lately i ve been feeling so restless i drove to a small town last weekend just to see where my head is it s not here all i found was a lounge with a jazz singer blue velvet but how high do we need to get before we see we re stuck on the ground i ve been saving money for a greyhound ticket and i swear i ll be getting out soon you know i love you but you know it s not in me tonight no words nothing in sight and you know it s not in me tonight no words nothing in sight then i broke down lost my keys but found my wallet on the nightstand spent the night in someone else s bed i can t stand spending nights away from home but that s all that i ve been doing it s all that i ve been doing then i woke up with the city on my mind i can t keep up with my mind it s always rushing to the next love but when i return i swear it will not be as a tourist will not be as a tourist  you know it s not in me tonight no words nothing in sight1