this group has divided in two separate crews that at times reunite just to celebrate life with some news now that we re split me and you we make everyone awkward and force them to chose all we can do is check our baggage at the door i ll force a smile and a one handed hug try not to notice your eyes burn the back of my head as i bullshit and fill up my cup call this healthy friends buy me some time i need another drink or three just to unwind lend me your ears and your eyes and i ll show you what your life would be like as a mess how i wish in my head were a mario pipe that could warp me outside of this null and void mindset i m in look there s a door in the floor that i open and fall right outside of your head all you can do is watch so confused as i burn every memory you have left of me in this room friends buy me some time i need another drink or three just to unwind lend me your ears and your eyes and i ll show you what your life would be like i guess i m so fucked i could die guess i m so fucked i could die first we re best friends don t ever talk again i guess i m so fucked i could die alright friends i propose a toast i ve done a lot of dumb shit in my life i don t care to boast here s to a brand new year of making new habits and breaking old fears oh friends raise up your glass you can tell those non believers kiss our ass this one s for everyone out there looking to let go let go lend me your ears and your eyes and i ll show you why a change of the mind oh a change of the mind works best