why is this pressure on my chest where the fuck did i loose myself what is this sickness in my heart we ve been forsaken from the start why am i bound to nothing while my stomach is filled with stones it s not that i don t want to feel happy even with you i feel so will there be release when you find me is there someone to see who believes in me i don t wanna be like this heavy rain on my parade will there be release when you find me is there someone to see who believes in me i don t wanna be like this heavy rain on my parade and everytime i dare to go out it eats me up inside it s not the path that i have chosen and i need to know what is this sickness in my heart where the fuck did i loose myself why am i bound to nothing while my stomach is filled with stones will there be release when you find me is there someone to see who believes in me i don t wanna be like this heavy rain on my parade will there be release when you find me is there someone to see who believes in me i don t wanna be like this heavy rain on my parade this is the moment of silence cuz i am still part of your disgusting show why should there be a masterpiece when there is no fucking god so whom the fuck you sold your soul you live your life by the same old lies day in day out you crucify you sleep with the wolves and eat with the rats you will take it all until there s nothing left when you open your mouth then it s like a disease i love that you hate the things you see in me i guess i never really gave a fuck about it all i d cut off my ears not to listen anymore traitors to the cross let them find their gods traitors to the cross let them find their gods traitors to the cross let them find their gods traitors to the cross let them find their gods