one last goodbye the final closure the searing regret of countless wrongings an inner siege against the fears of pain rages on over and over again for all that i built for all that lost forever gone and forever forsaken the fear of lies the fear of abandonment closes around me like a putrid disease all the aggression melts with cries in vain cutting inches tearing skin from bone grinding teeth to dim this mental feast peeling skin to feel the dying pulse of a bleeding heart sever peeling skin to feel the dying pulse of a bleeding heart forever dying perfect yet obsolete but on the other hand i never got it caught a glimpse of the seeds soaked in rain clinging together longing to feel the pain for all that starts has an end you see for better or worse i wanna hear you plead the fear of lies the fear of abandonment closes around me like a putrid disease all the aggression melts with cries in vain cutting inches tearing skin from bone grinding teeth to dim this mental the fear of lies the fear of abandonment closes around me like a putrid disease all the aggression melts with cries in vain a torment so perfect nearly divine an existence so feeble and my god it breeds clinging on top of the foundation of deceit an existence so feeble and my god it breeds clinging on top of the foundation of deceit cherish the pain and grant me new life punish me for every day i ve lived as one of the dead cherish the pain and grant me new life brand me let everybody see what you ve made of me