another day in life which way will i go will i pick suicide how do i say no the demons are calling me just one more line voices echoing in my head these thoughts aren t mine chop it snort it the kid ignore it life sucks i m over it save me from myself can t quit i tried it your love denied it can t fake it i hate it please help me god save me from myself i m beggin you god save me from my hell chillin in my own gutter i ve sunk so low i want to be a good father but here the voices go wake up wasted get up wasted go out wasted come home so wasted play shows wasted pimp hoes wasted life blows i m wasted no more living wasted drug use i kicked it abuse i kicked it i m through i kicked it i won t kill myself depression i kicked it suicide i kicked it telling lies i kicked it i won t kill myself father thank you father i live for you now oh my god i live for you now x2 