i never really thought that you could be the one to change i can t understand did i fail or did you but if everything they said is true you re a fraction of a nickel s worth in a golden field and i don t really mind if you re not my friend it doesn t make a difference because all i am a lonely floating weed is all so i ll stay with you in my mind and i won t let myself believe you re mine because i never ever thought that it would get as hard as this my whole family the side of the antagonist and all the people i thought i could trust have just let me down so don t waste your life at home go and get hurt on your own i never really thought about my life until i died i can t understand why my sister didn t even try to understand me but if everything they said is true you mean less to me than a tiny grain of salt and i don t really mind if you re not my blood it doesn t make a difference no matter what a fleeing bird is all i was so i ll stay with you in my mind and i won t let myself believe you re mine because i never ever thought that it would get as hard as this my whole family the side of the antagonist and all the people i thought i could trust have just let me down so don t waste your life at home go and get hurt on your own