i feel alone in a world were nobody knows me like a leper at the gates of the city you won t hold me being my one and only not being the one who owns me its funny how you show me no fear of being lonely but well see what happens when theres no submission when youre the captain of this ship and i just won t listen as if i just happened to get out of this stone prison why you laughing at my feelings right now like you won t miss them its just another blow to the heart like you know when to start hitting cus my shoulders will drop holding a rock frozen till youve open the spot now you throwing the rock hoping to have opened the lock hold up stop while you take advantage of my defense youre damaging my reflex i can t manage my secrets when im standing on regrets deeper than sea gets im weak from the sleepless nights speaking on respect just seeing how we get when we let loose i m me feeling like we reject to see that truth its the evidence the proof that we re hesitant to use instead of getting a win itd be better to let us loose and whether your looking cool like whos to blame or pressuring me to choose which rules to change im forever your tool in this useless game together baring the wound of a useless pain goodbye i wish i had the courage to say to you all the words in this song i play for you goodbye i wish i had the courage to say to you all the words in this song i play for you alright forget it lets get deeper you ain t thinking forever so i ain t either but yo im scared to be alone so i just cant leave ya there i said it yeah its pathetic but i cant deceive ya and i dont believe ya being in the moment ain t right yo a moments just a second when your hoping for life and i know you dont agree but when your older you might i dont mean to condescend you im just showing you light and this advice i should take with me after we break quickly walk in the opposite way all for my sake simply so my escape will be easier to make in me i lack the strength to leave even when youre aching me i know its taken me a while to say this id smile and say yes and try to look painless relying on my eyes more while using my brain less you knew i was your fan base cause beauty is famous so blame us exclusively abusively we grew to be the two who soon will be singing tunes on how things use to be when i was choosing you but you werent really choosing me but now i see were through you dont love me your just use to me and our excuse will be how we remained strangers and the proof will be written in the same language the same you the same me the same us now that we understand this truth lets let it change us good bye i wish i had the courage to say to you all the words in this song i play for you goodbye i wish i had the courage to say to you all the words in this song i play for you goodbye credits