i ve tried a thousand times to make amends i ve tried a thousand times to stray away from hurtful ends i ll never understand you at all and i m never gonna make this right and i ve severed all the last of our ties you hurt me so bad this time hook i ve never cried the way i cried the day you left me the heartache was more than i can say oh oh but i never cry never cry anymore ever sense that you left me nothing hurts me the same love hate it s all the same the same happiness the same loneliness and shame the same understanding that somebody else can hurt you cause you left yourself open for somebody to desert you uh i don t think we will ever get it nor are we meant to forget it let it get to where it s headed let it be all we are are puppets on a string and just when just when you begin to love someone so much it s hard to breathe they take it back you try to cope but it gets harder every passing day murders all she wrote and you don t wanna text your call turning off your phone just so you can be alone and isolate yourself at home you re listening to those sad songs all cause you relate to them and somewhere in the back of your brain you can see your face again i never thought the hardest hand that id be dealt i was learning how to live without you and just tryin to love myself because hook i ve never cried the way i cried the day you left me the heartache was more than i can say oh oh but i never cry never cry anymore ever sense that you left me nothing hurts me the same