his incredible vision already a trillion times sharper than that of any ordinary being super beast gazes farther out into the universe than any human has ever dared or even tried to see they love me when i m crazy love to feel my pain so they sit alone and know they re not the only ones insane i m perfect a mentally blurred disturbed serpent a merging of murderous words that serve purpose from fresh air walking the dogs with birds chirping to death stares talking to god it s not working it s not fair have to give it time be patient i m just a spec of sand compared to all creation from bleach blonde addict to creature of habit thinking in my dreams it s time to reach out and grab it down to the furniture each detail imagined loft in vancouver venice beach house and cabin in the middle of the forest with a creek that s serenity can t wait until the day i go to sleep with no enemies walk around the city knowing i could be killed from an old beef a sociopathic s cheap thrills yeah i ll make a little money with awfully steep bills and some awful big debts it s an awfully steep hill but i mma keep on climbing while i grind and i hustle fist clenched white knuckles till my knees fuckin buckle addictive personality destructive give me more pain laughing while destroying i m the joker wearing war paint with a scorpion on my thumb i just wanna get some head taking opiates till i m numb feeling so alone watch this orphan come undone to a shape shifting ape lifting weights having fun acid spewing speed demon feeding on the weak i get paid for words literally eat from what i speak they talk a lot of shit without even one try while i m delivering the sun till the rivers run dry new found strength so i might go forth bax war that s disciples of a psycho dwarf they say i could be bigger if i just conform but i don t wanna be in clubs i detest the norm i m a monster that s heartless creator of darkness eccentric collector with a shrine for an apartment writing rhymes on my noguchi coffee table burning incenses they say that i m insensitive at least i m intense harboring my agony and pain let it unleash then breathe fire pounding on my chest like i m a dumb beast dapper demigod snob i m a label whore sentences is full of savagery it s a crazy war going on inside my fuckin head no rest for the wicked dog i just want to kick it but these twisted rhymes are racing will it won t stop spinning might be mental demented but i m bent on winning clarifying that i m verifying that i m a terrifying scary giant every line i spit s an arrow flying  addictive personality destructive give me more pain laughing while destroying i m the joker wearing war paint with a scorpion on my thumb i just wanna get some head taking opiates till i m numb feeling so alone watch this orphan come undone to a shape shifting ape lifting weights having fun acid spewing speed demon feeding on the weak i get paid for words literally eat from what i speak it was a mile long thrill ride through total darkness some thrill certain people said it was mind expanding in fact it was mind shattering 5