so sedate me sedate me so i can die happy im not okay im not alright im sorry these tongue tied words dont come out just right but it was nice to know you it really was ive watched everything ive tried to reach for just slip through the cracks thats why i overreact maybe youd understand could understand why im desperate why i beg for attention so sedate me sedate me so i could die happy but it was nice to know you it really was a backwards life im a burden of a person and i know that i do always feel out of place in a crowded room even my own fucking room when its just one on one who i am and who ive been coming undone just me here to pull the trigger a freudian slip arms dressed with the slits my dirty little secret a freudian slip shoulder to wrist murderous and self loathing eyes shut veins coated with cyanide im hoping that it stops my heart real slowly maybe ill start a trend load up your guns for your friends help them put it to their heads the end 