you shouldn t wait you couldn t walk it wasn t written out in chalk it wasn t fate it s not divine the lacerations in your spine but that s no excuse i could have been so much better for you you should take it out on me but you won t take it out on me you should hate the water you should hate the world you need to cut me out because i ll only let you down and you deserve attention i can t give you that it shouldn t be that every week i m thinking promises i can t keep well that s not fair that s not right cause you re not sleeping much at night but i m no good use i should have been so much better for you and all i ve done in half a year is send one letter out of here on your birthday september s end and i haven t sent again because it s no use because i can t seem to stitch you you should take it out on me but you won t take it out on me you should hate the water you should hate the world you need to cut me out because i ll only let you down and you deserve attention i can t give you that because i m no good use i should have been so much better for you1