the beast is trudging through the darkness the picture s flashing now brighter than a camera lens could ever capture all the sadness that s lying deep within my heart s design is shattering this is my last goodbye this hate is pouring out from my eyes stick your straw into my chest suck until there s nothing left because i feel so dry the word family sounds more like enemies i ll take you all to the grave it s time to face the monster that you have made my lungs are filled with black and their hate i see the shadows casting under my door it s getting darker the lights the only cure my flashlight s fading out these are the ghosts that haunt the darkness inside my chest is growing and it will never be stopped before they blacken out both of my eyes stick your straw into my chest suck until there s nothing left because i feel so dry the word family sounds more like enemies i ll take you all to the grave  it s time to face the monster that you have made my lungs are filled with black and their hate i may be hopeless i know i m reckless i may be hopeless i know i m reckless i may just be everything that you never wanted wanted wanted wanted wanted oh give me the respect that i m fighting for give me the respect that i m dying for that i m dying for that i m dying for1