for you dedicated listen couldn t imagine it would hurt like this the first to admit that it overwhelmed me my shades drawn closed off hardly spoke to family or otherwise butterfly nerves in my stomach so hard to summarise emotion a page and going through phases mostly a maze that ends abruptly knowing that change is the only thing immanent slowly configured it pieced it back together seeing that life plans a tin of this you were scheduled to relocate west would have been fresh on tour stopping through to get caught caught up with you but all that s left is a shoe box and pictures just like 2pac and biggie wonderin who shot ya figure with shorties around the way forty dollars in change put you under got your mums reeling from solemn pain i felt her heart break but what was i to tell her no shelter from the rain but i offered her my umbrella you hopin that the fact this shit was real like this said you know how it go it s only a matter of time in life planets collide a star appears that s the street speaking nothin s shaking every day of the week you act different a star appears yo knew i was supposed to get back at you but after you was different second look it had me mad again i had a friend when i was younger used to ask me when we spent time lyin i told him every other holiday hard to contemplate the pain at age ten knowin i couldn t depend on you for a damn thing advancin from a boy in the ring what life knocked down you not around to see me develop into a grown man no consolin my moments of crisis knowing the price is paid by both who s posed to be thicker than water thinkin why bother you that father playing deadbeat bein the bigger man left me to return the phone call you told me you saw my face in the papers hope it s not a case of the vapours you askin for favours and shit could be legit i don t know how to trust you i d love to but it s been a while since you come through you hopin that the fact this shit was real like this said you know how it go it s only a matter of time in life planets collide a star appears that s the street speaking nothin s shaking every day of the week you act different a star appears i survive on intimacy and tomorrow that s all i ve got goin and the music was like smack and you knew about that and still refused my dance was not enough well look junkies layin on the floor and dyin that s some man coppin some kicks to the dead and the music was like smack now suffer s old sign to feel him up for anything else that s been left and the music and the music this is uh kind of a special piece of music it s autobiographical in nature there are not too many secrets there