my muse you are supposed to be my journey you promised me a way out three hour drives are three hours alone three hour drives are better than our broken home your lips were the softest yet when you promised me we d be out west the most desirable hues of greens and blues when i knew your skin for an eternity and we had everything we had everything we had everything and then you threw it away and i ll never understand why and then they withered away all the flowers in your eyes and how could i be the same after watching all my stars fall from the sky there s no light there s no light her lips as vermillion as burst capillaries can you feel the gravity when you love me do unto others as you would do unto you you with another i m what you were willing to lose that s what makes sweet exodus taste like pleasure i will reflect an end to my every endeavor was it all a dream was it all a dream was it all a dream and if it was can i go back to sleep we had everything we had everything our memories and how you always promised me you d forever be mine and then you threw it away and i ll never understand why and then they withered away all the flowers in your eyes and how could i be the same after watching all my stars fall from the sky there s no light there s no light don t try and tell me my feelings reach out and try fix me you ve got a big mouth for such a small person three hour drives are three hours alone three hour drives are better than our broken home i have never felt so lost like i let you break my heart by choice if you listen closely that s me forgetting the sound of your voice