i feel like im having a heart attack and i cant breathe youre putting me into a box and i cant escape my friends lie over borders my leaders just lie my beliefs change with the weather and i dont believe im right and i know now i wasnt cut out for this i know now that i couldnt exist as a tiny dot in a concentrated city with no spirit and i know now i wasnt cut out for this i know now that i couldnt exist as a tiny dot in a concentrated city with no spirit it happened that night in berlin i lost my self i stood to the back of the venue and i worried about my mental health no one could ever help me i sat in that van for hours i changed my mind with the weather each day and now im learning to live with the outcome and i know now i wasnt cut out for this i know now that i couldnt exist as a tiny dot in a concentrated city with no spirit and i know now i wasnt cut out for this i know now that i couldnt exist as a tiny dot in a concentrated city with no spirit  london you re killing me where is your heart you ve felt the wrath of a thousand empty departures and now it s my turn my friends lie over borders my leaders just lie my beliefs change with the weather and i don t believe i m right and i know now i wasnt cut out for this i know now that i couldnt exist as a tiny dot in a concentrated city with no spirit and i know now i wasnt cut out for this i know now that i couldnt exist as a tiny dot in a concentrated city with no spirit2