i ll die smiling something i heard someone says to me will make me laugh and i ll lay back and fade away let me go i ll be fine frozen here in time sick of being alive eaten up inside let me die go away i never got what i wanted i never got what i needed what s on my mind who can say it s my infection i m feeding i cannot stop all this bleeding i ll be ready give me the morphine and i ll go to sleep as i dream maybe i will just slide away let me go i ll be fine frozen here in time sick of being alive eaten up inside let me die go away i never got what i wanted i never got what i needed what s on my mind who can say it s my infection i m feeding i cannot stop all this bleeding eaten up inside let me die go away i never got what i wanted i never got what i needed what s on my mind who can say it s my infection i m feeding i cannot stop all this bleeding eaten up inside 