would you at least write me one more song live under a bright light you take the bus home i don t know where i am most of the time i base it all on the neon lottery signs maybe i ll buy a ticket it s your lucky day i ll move away yeah i d be so brave not worryin about seeing you or you and her becoming you and me i know people change and we re both moving on i can t be involved in this you were my only family now you feel foreign in a way an expatriate would you at least write me back today most people think you re scattered but i think you re hasty and i m alright with that even after a disaster some things remain intact and i am worried yeah i still worry all the time the things you used to hate about me are all heightened now but i love myself or i m figuring out how to not always apologize just cause i m the one who s always so upset i am losing my shit all over your summer plans in the backseat of the van or in hotel bathrooms i will always love you but i will throw my suitcase down i m a tourist in this town