everything in balance drown myself in the white noise just to come home and love the silence it wasn t always like this my mindset took a little adjustment now i only answer to myself and the supreme no need for your judgment another suburban teenage cliche fine but i stayed trusting the haze more back then days after days of feeding into little misbehavior drugs and the liquor roaming the streets ready to pull the trigger on myself and my identity i d rather just let it go i d rather just let her be rather than learn how to love myself i d rather quite literally settle into this darkness because it feels like home now welcome the clouds into my mind like i m fluent in the language of storms now doesn t everybody love this letting yourself be defined by what chisels you away i don t have that kind of weight i m not michelangelo i don t see the angel inside the marble i only see i only feel i only love the demons inside the mortal it took me years to climb through the jungle and cut through the thicket to see clarity to feel emotions because this world is far too intricate offer yourself up as a canvas and let the world paint your soul with a million colors as the paint hovers above the black remember that without feeling a human is artless never forget where you and i came from right up out of the darkness