it s been a long year anxious and waiting as life passes me by while i m here looking for something i don t know if i ll ever find i hate how this ends words from an old friend that i never wanted to hear they ll find me again out in the ocean just smiling as she pulls me in this is who i am i m lost and alone hoping tonight i find my way home this is who i am i m lost and alone hoping that i find my way home my home now my mind fears screams through the morning like words i wanted to say but this time i swear i won t fuck up a good thing by thinking i know anything this is who i am i m lost and alone hoping tonight i find my way home this is who i am i m lost and alone hoping that i find my way home my home if all we have are castles made of sand then i fear this storm will take me and all my plans will fall right through my hands no i can t let you defeat me no i can t let you defeat me  this is who i am i m lost and alone hoping tonight i find my way home this is who i am i m lost and alone hoping that i find my way home my home