i am trying to make it through day by day and i just cant stay bottled up inside myself i suffered in my circled steps for far too long i will never make the same mistakes again its tearing at the seams and i cant take it im giving up my hopes until i make it on my own they say dont play the victim you brought this all on yourself planning ahead has never been my strong suit but if i was given a chance to try again i would give it all i got i would make my time here worthwhile and never waste a single day i hate to say it but i told you so thats what they all say this sinking feeling wont go away but somewhere along the line ill find a place to mend my mind but until then ill just stay here restless waiting for something getting nothing in return getting nothing in return and im still waiting for something more they say dont play the victim you brought this all on yourself planning ahead has never been my strong suit but if i was given a chance to try again i would give it all i got i would make my time here worthwhile and never waste a single day and never waste a single day and never waste a single day some say they bend then break when its all over the guidelines i got made me who i am all of this was harder than i thought and make it worth it while you still can dont toss it away like its not worth a thing make your mark and make them remember they say dont play the victim you brought this all on yourself planning ahead has never been my strong suit but if i was given a chance to try again i would give it all i got i would make my time here worthwhile and never waste a single day while i am wasting away trying to find where i fit in