sometimes i swim right upstream the currents push and the ripples gleam on me do you know what i mean to find yourself in the thick of life river flowing deep and white you try but it s passing you by open up my heart open up my mind if i went back to the start wonder what i d find well oceans over everything no need to laugh no need to sing for joy into an infinite void when i was just a little boy uninformed unemployed and new i let the river through never really asked never really knew where i was coming from where i was going to over time i ve tried and strived to know from where it comes to where it goes but it s a hole i cannot fill insatiable i want more still it s filled when i m next to the deck is stacked yeah it s a wash when i fold up count the cost to you fall back in twos
['grand rapids indie']