when i was 15 i was nothing i was stupid and angry when i was 18 i was blinded i was drunken and lazy but now im 19 and then ill be 20 and i will be king of everything and ive been sad for most of my life ill probably be sad tomorrow i dont like getting drunk whenever im drunk i feel the same but a little more dumb but ill probably keep getting drunk when i say i m fine im surely not i just dont have a reason why im just not fine i write these songs to give my pain a name to hide my shame but i feel so lame i write these songs to give my pain a name to hide my shame but it always ends hey well it always ends im not in love i dont believe in love but i believe in her she was a different kind and at another time she could ve changed my mind but the past is gone and just like this song hey well it always ends