having trouble with myself these days i m caged by my despondent ways i wake up late leave early but it s the crux of me to communicate cryptically but i always speak softly when i m talking to you my friends and my habits they stick to me like glue but i always speak freely when i m venting to you but it s no consolation for the way that i act i will push you away i will push you back and you say you should get your shit together you could be so much better if you just get you re shit together i know you re right you re right you see the ugly parts i wish you never knew it s hard to sit and hide when i m always seeking you will you love me still if i can t get out of bed will you love me still with these sick thoughts in my head and i should get my shit together i could be so much better if i just get my shit together i know that i m right i m right i know when i m right i know when i m right i m right