lately life seems done up yo head in a ramble hard to take a risk when the outcome s such a gamble in shambles tryin to pick up the pieces the feeling decreases my objective thesis if you could read this and not these rhymes i m talkin this picture yo i ve created in my mind i ve made in this time dwellin above the ground waiting to be crowned maybe renowned yo fo the sound i do this for my town and this life i live from my birthplace to where i spent as a kid well shit the story goes on just holdin on goin strong still singing i know this song yo i ve sang it before like i knew every word just when it gets goin good it gets worse and i m submerged through the hate it seems bleak just give me a beat and i m creating relief when i m not feeling up this music holds me down i once was lost yo but now i m found there ain t no time not a minute to waste yo i m making my fate this amazing grace x2 do you know what it s like to be the main object in somebody elses life you try to talk but it feels like your brain is belted tight knowin that writing is the closest you ll ever get to portraying your mind i prepare for combat at night because devilish thoughts like to creep in and cut off my breath supply ain t notorious at all but i think i m ready to die branded myself stranded i m lost in deathly lullabys i do good but karma still acts cruelly i sin every now and then i m captivated by deaths beauty sometimes i wish i could sit back grab a six pack of my dads beer and just relax my pen counteracts with all of my negative thoughts while my sins interact with all of my positive ones it doesn t matter whether the weather is on the bottom or the top cause my stress level already popped when i m not feeling up this music holds me down i once was lost yo but now i m found there ain t no time not a minute to waste yo i m making my fate this amazing grace x2