doubt lately i feel like the weights on my shoulders i don t have enough strength depressing where am i going why am i stressin i need some answers pardon my questions i ve started reflecting sat with myself and confessed that i feel like i ve hardly invested it s hard not to mention thoughts infliltrating my mind in that case i should guard my perception i hate all these doubts stick to the plan food drive from apple i showed em ican didn t get my osap they owe me a grand i ll probably use that to grow and expand instead of some textbooks i don t even open ain t that i m dumb i just know when to focus not for a class that can t grab my attention only a few understand my intentions my dad is expecting success out of me i learn but sometimes they forget how to teach they take out your eyes then they complain at the fact that the people forget how to see man i can t be a number don t do statistics present to offer they told me i m gifted for sure they told me i m gifted no bow i took a different route i get to pick the route i have a hint of doubt i just can t figure out don t know what this about i am a seed that was meant to sprout even through concrete no matter conditions i wasn t born to tap into submission no no no no oh no no no no doubt is on my mind same thing all the time i just want what s mine everything that i ve earned but sometimes i just feel like they re better than me don t convince them you should tell it to me i ll believe it yeah think i need itwhen i m gone aye man this that yeah it s that this that aye yeah this the story hope that you relate it s crazy cause you don t know what i ve been through to date i m honest ain t from the trap and i ain t movin weight that s why i don t yell it out until i m blue in face straight this is just another obstacle to pass in my rear view as i m looking through the glass you don t wanna see me shine on em don t make me put a timer on em for a second let s rewind on em back when i was just a kid i always knew that i d be something big just so you know what the fuck it is never got the time of day now they ask a couple times a day but look i can t just give my time away what you thought it was i ain t him no more come correct cause you can t hit me on a whim no more outside lookin at the people that ain t in no more this is really how i live i can t pretend no more we do this shit on our own fuck wit me now like i told you to don t hit me up when i m gone we just do what we supposed to do and i know that you gon need me to be down for you when i go aye no that s not how all this work friends don t love you till the strangers do soon as the blessings come down they wanna act like they prayed for you and i know that you gon need me to be down for you when i go no