pray for me now my thoughts are getting too loud voices shuttering everybody s well being is suffering speeding up not slowing down just waiting for the crash when bad is good just get higher observe and lose through the wire i wanna know your story i m sick of being boring after this i ll leave i will lose another for these balances that i need to achieve to control i m figuring it out i think i might be done negative energy a vampire entity sucking with force intent to implode your glow is lesser my dragging it shows i will drain myself for surfacing and promising every little problem on you everything is a distraction here the moral debts i know will never clear though it s not pretty you won t be ok without the experience to know that i am no good i fought myself before and then i fought you too use the sharp end cause i took the scissors whatever you have just make sure that it s bigger i run with weapons and fall down the stars i aggravate midnight vets on their bikes getting weird if i had enough sticks i d aim for every spoke without first giving thought to whether they re friend or foe it s all obstructive self destruction i ve run out of all other fun something s wrong my vision is changing i get scared it keeps taking my eyelids are shaking i m still afraid it s taking me it s anti matter it ruins and it shatters where i go is void of direction there are no other questions there are facts and there s pressure separation and fractures from the left to the right to the whites of my eyes that pry at the lights that come when we die consciously bring rest to me