the worst year of my life and i m fighting so hard to survive the one thing that i cared about you destroyed despite repeated cries of no you pinned her down and so she cries in my arms each night i know she put up such a fight you better watch your fucking back it s not that easy yeah it s hard to smile with no front teeth your cowardice we all see i was instantly filled with regret that night i should have gone with you i ve lost my self respect and now i m paralysed with pain i dropped to the floor and stayed and then my weeping turned to rage you better watch your fucking back it s not that easy yeah it s hard to smile with no front teeth your cowardice we all see i know you re sitting back thinking you got away well it s been 7 years mother fucker and i ll never never forget this