abusive excuses are all i have to hold use and reuse to explain why i m so cold one for headaches one for stress but the one for fear s the one i like best abusive excuses they save me every time the slow slide down you never can see it the slow slide down you always believe it destructive impulses and cowardice and lies buzzing back to life like freeze dried flies flies for love and flies for sex but the flies for fear are flies i like best impulsive destruction is where my talent lies the slow slide down you re trying to change me it s all my fault but you never blame me it s in everything we do one for love and one for sex but the one for fear s the one i like best this act is a bore but it makes me who i am this act is a bore but it makes me who i am the slow slide down you never can see it my act is a bore you always believe it 