i can t stand the way i was that day speechless with so much to say i wish i had run away but maybe it s not too bad things didn t happen that way at night when there s no moon no one has a history the dark ages last a few hours but that s all the time that s needed to erase memories create horrible dreams ruin sleep destroy all possibility of elimination it s hard to live through this it s harder to react when everyone s behind your back it s hard to know when you re being attacked it ll tear you up someday that s a hope i can t betray these ages will go away maybe they ll turn to darker days