on mondays i do the laundry at a twenty four hour place next to the dollar tree i know that i could walk but god i love to drive i thought about calling and asking forgiveness but hell i m afraid of the dogs that i live with i guess you take it one thing at a time i thought about jesse on tuesday morning last i heard he was still doped up in portland i could call and ask but hell i know he d lie like my neighbor he s got business if you don t know about it better keep your distance ain t no one on this street ever called a cop in their life on wednesday ran into connor drinking like he was already a goner he said he d like to change if he could grow a spine i said when you talk like that it makes me real nervous no don t be inviting me to your funeral service throw down your fucking chips let s play for keeps this time like on thursday when you called and woke me up i heard you started smoking crack again and got caught up catching cases robbing houses just to stay alive so i hung up i called vanessa and i told them that i left the rent on the dresser it wasn t even half of three weeks late this time on fridays i do the laundry at the twenty four hour place next to the dollar tree past the neighbors reaching heaven with their trucks so high i thought about calling and asking forgiveness but lately i don t even know what that word is i ve got police on my six because they think it s a crime