i could see his hands were shaking as he took the microphone he said my little boy is not gone he s just gone home then he opened up his bible and read from john 14 he said i m here to celebrate his life not grieve it hurts how bad i miss him but what better place to be he s with his other father who loves him more than me i wanna have faith i wanna have faith like that let it be who i am i wanna see the bigger picture and trust s in god s hands i wanna have faith i wanna have faith like that well i walked up to him after not real sure what to do i hugged him but wondered who was hugging who before i could say i m sorry he say it s gonna be alright and as we stood there i could almost hear him smile i thought i could give him comfort yeah i thought i believed i went there for him but he was there for me i want to have faith like that let it be who i am i wanna see the bigger picture and trust it s in god s hands i want have faith i want to faith like that i want to walk the walk not just talk the talk i want to make it who i am i want have faith yeah i want to faith like that