i don t remember much of anything of those years kind of strange kind of sad considering all the laughs and all the tears could be this quiet cul de sac or the cynical moon could be the neighbor s cat watching me from the living room either way these days i feel so strange so strange secretly so i comb the depths of the ocean floor of my memory grasping onto some shell some piece some evidence of you and me sunlight streaming mornings and your head in the sheets dancing naked in the living room i still practice secretly secretly secretly secretly secretly you re a mile away on your island so blue doing who knows what with who knows who haphazard lovers don t seem to drown out your tune goes for me anyway i don t know about you so no matter what or when or who you remember me i ll remember you remember me i ll remember you remember me i ll remember you remember you i ll remember