i am losing myself to find you i am losing myself to find you i am losing myself to find you yea i m dyin it s true it s never been about anything more or anything less it s all about you like i m losin a war that i can t win but i can t lose because i d lose you how many times i say that you ain t gotta worry how many times i pray that one day you ll see it my way and it s always about what you seeing but the battle the battle s within it s like you re fighting the past but it s present then you hurt me so it s winnin how many times i say that your vision is clouded i m trying to find you through the smoke yea i can t breathe but i m holdin on i am losing myself to find you i am losing myself to find you i am losing myself to find you yea i m dyin it s true i m just dodging all the blows and avoiding all the hits just to save you from yourself you know the enemy isn t me babe its a hit and miss trying to tell you when there s no resolve how many times i say that it s an insecurity how many times i say that it s slowly killing me so tell me what more do you want cause i am fighting for our love and i do this just to show you that i am ride or die but then i lose myself to fight a battle that s inside of you i m trying to find you through the smoke yea i can t breath but i m holding on i am losing myself to find you i am losing myself to find you i am losing myself to find you yea i m dyin it s true its true3