i m sorry for all the things i said the stupid notions in my head i m sorry for all the things i ve done i m sorry for all the pain and grief i m sorry for wasting all your time i m sorry for taking wasn t mine i m sorry you ever saw my face and now i m standing in disgrace i m sorry i tried to steal your pride i m sorry for all the endless lies and i haven t got nine lives so i think i ve had my time i m gonna be a long time gone maybe you might miss me i m gonna be a long time gone and i don t know what i ll leave behind i m sorry for screwing up your head sleeping in someone else s bed i m sorry for being so f king weak ashamed that you could be so strong but i can t promise i will change cause i don t know if i can change and i m still scared of f king up maybe i ve had my share of luck i m sorry for all the shits i ve done but i haven t got a gun and i haven t got nine lives so i think i ve had my time and i m gonna be a long time gone baby you might miss me i m gonna be a long time gone and i don t know what i m leaving behind you always hurt the ones you leave behind i m gonna be a long time gone