your ritual everyday a mild shower soak in aftershave best clothes do your best look in the mirror go on belittle yourself yourself yourself belittle yourself yourself yourself you go on day after day dreaming on a lie that you keep locked inside of yourself yourself yourself of yourself yourself yourself can you sleep tonight cast aside for some pouting young pup sink into a slurred veneer alcoholic haze so now least you can like yourself yourself least you can like yourself yourself you go on day after day reservoirs of guilt that your fixed grin always hides and yourself yourself yourself of yourself yourself yourself and yourself yourself yourself of yourself yourself yourself you look at ads all day everyone is perfect and you re so lame free scent burns your skin but no smell can really cover sin too many teenage holes to fill too many teenage holes to fill  you go on day after day speak to your despised blanking your loved ones and yourself yourself yourself and yourself yourself yourself and yourself