caught up in the rhythm push pause and restart turn off the news and the mood is dire head spinning i give up the fight im so tired wake up push pause and restart hit snooze while my rooms on fire still dreaming while my sheets ignite im so tired maybe ill put it out in another life but now the smoke is filling up my lungs and since the flames are getting higher ill embrace it til it s done my world is anything but sane just me and all my problems just me and all my shame my world is anything but sane wish everything would blossom wish everything would change wish everything would change  back to the beginning push pause and restart behind the wheel and the gauge is rising no tread and the brakes are shot that s it ill get it fixed in another life but now the grounds above me and my vision starts to cloud at least the radios still playing but my song is fading out my world is anything but sane just me and all my problems just me and all my shame my world is anything but sane wish everything would blossom wish everything would change i wish everything would change scatter my ashes along the coast or dont i dont even care i have no wishes left in my head or heart ill meet you in hell yeah this is where we belong yeah this is where we belong yeah this is where we belong yeah this is where we belong my world is anything but sane just me and all my problems just me and all my shame my world is anything but sane wish everything would blossom wish everything would change i wish everything would change i wish everything would change