this is not a test not a test there can t be any secrets do you think that i can see you i know it s late i need you to open my chest my chest fix whatever you need to be fixed so long as i can hold you breathe in rhythm with you it s all that i ve waited for this is payback for all of the words that never meant enough to keep me concerned every homesick letter that never had the strength to find your door this is just enough to keep me concerned with every hope i had that you would return and now i ve learned that you ve become everything i once hated and still depend on this is torturous torturous so close i can feel your touch i d be patient but i lust for you i ll do anything you want me to i ll be the best chance you take lost in the rhythm our bodies make girl you know i lust for you i ll do anything you want me to it s all that i ve waited for this is payback for all of the words that never meant enough to keep me concerned every homesick letter that never had the strength to find your door this is just enough to keep me concerned with every hope i had that you would return and now i ve learned that you ve become everything i once hated and still depend on and if all i can do is just sit and wait for you then i guess i ll just be waiting till the end oh i guess i ll just be waiting till the end