it s been a long day when nothin seems to be goin my way i really don t need a lot just tryin to hold on to what i got lord knows it s been a while since my face has cracked a smile so hot in the midday sun seem to be burnin everyone oh the self destruction it is keep me from functionin and i try to build things up i build things up and i tear them down oh i m escapin i m escapin this big blue day and now i am tryin tryin to look out into the horizon oh i got no motivation oh i need some inspiration i try and get some motivation to help me help me get through this day and then the winter comes i m hardly seein any sun hibernation s takin me into a distant sleep lord knows it s been a while since my face has cracked a smile so cold in the winter months seem to be chillin everyone oh the self destruction it is keep me from functionin and i try to build things up i build things up and i tear them down oh i m escapin i m escapin this big blue day and now i am tryin tryin to look out into the horizon oh i got no motivation oh i need some inspiration i try and get some motivation to help me help me get through this day oh i m escapin i m escapin this big blue day and now i am tryin tryin to look out into the horizon oh i m escapin i m escapin this big blue day and now i am tryin tryin to look out into the horizon