this night is something else i guess i missed the mark i ll show up late again so i can count the stars and stay outside until i freeze it s what i want not what i need and we can sing in harmony i look around this room i try to plan my escape i told my friends i d leave the house i guess i made a mistake the windows down so i can freeze cause if their not i ll fall asleep cause everyone has fallen asleep i m so tired of everyone i know and cigarette smoke and attempts at parties and their all drunk and stoned while i just sit at home and write words to songs so i don t feel alone and i m not saying that i m any better but at least i do all my dumb shit at home cause everyones the same and everyone is lame but they can sing bad songs and dance ironically so f ck the world now i feel a little better i don t care what s on your mind i m feeling happier today i haven t changed at all which is something that i m proud of cause it s more than you can say so f ck the world they don t understand it i couldn t do it if i planned it it just happened this way and all this time at least it isn t wasted i ve got stars that i m still chasing i don t know why i complain