i ve got an ice cold cup of coffee and a paper i haven t read a canyon in my heart and a hammer in my head and a waitress with an empty stare that looks right through me i m sitting at a table and i m balancing the salt weighing out my choices baby it s nobody s fault and i m torn up by these voices talking to me you say there s no good reason for me to walk away you say there s so much good between us who wouldn t want to stay but how can i be with you if deep down i believe i ll lose a part of me sometimes goodbye is the only open door i can t turn back when i know there s something more i gotta find what my heart beats for i ve got a half a page of reasons and a napkin full of tears from trying to pull my spirit through the pocket of my fears as the lunch croud emptys out into the city and there may not be a way for me to make you understand i ll write down the words i m feeling and i ll leave it in your hands but the memories of our love i m taking with me you say there s no good reason for me to walk away you say we re meant to be together and i m making a mistake but this emptiness inside me has brought me to this road and i have to let you go sometimes goodbye is the only open door i can t turn back when i know there s something more i gotta find what my heart beats for for the passion everlasting for deepest dream for a chance to love like that there is no in between sometimes goodbye is the only open door i can t turn back when i know there s something more i gotta find what my heart beats for