forget what i was saying bout my back and forth sometimey foolishness that was just a young mind trying to find truth in his need for affection blamed it on the music shit rappers should date singers and actresses yo thats ludacris and speaking of singers me and this famous chick kicked it for a minute we was both users cause i wasnt trying to hit it i was trying to get a verse on her album she said its finished but you still in the studio i dont get it she said we just mixing i said bitch you can forget it hit it now im thinking that i did it she turned into a critic wanna talk about my image said my baggy jeans might be keeping me from winning songs with a message aint gon make it in this business i just started grinning gave no response she said you know the pros im giving you the cons look i know im on an indie and i didnt go gold but you stuck on a major that knows you cant go bronze so they aint even putting you out she said you putting me out i said you blow but everything out your mouth aint good id rather be me and sell a g than be you and think the truth is a disease i hit it from the back so she aint know if i was coming or going and then i left her label dropped her that morning im slowing down do you mind if i share this chick that i was feeling never rocked her real hair i said im not saying that the weave shit is wrong im just saying be yourself she said my husband likes it long i mean my ex were separated we in her bed i hesitated she kissed my neck i elevated i got upset you never stated that you had a dude and we been rocking twenty weeks she said its complicated see he knows that im a freak i ran up out that crib and me and her we hardly speak the moral of the story shes a cheater a cheaters a cat curiosity kills cats and i murdered her but then i learned from her i shoulda known the way she looked so suspicious when we walked inside the room i saw her hide they fuckin picture the old stimuli would a had a lil liquor and made her scream his name im insane im slowing down now im looking deeper what if that was you you could be the creeper cool dude laid back telling him about your past he got a girl so you thinking he wont cross your path text and flirt here and there yall joke and laugh next thing you know you hiding our photograph nah fk that im growing now i aint waiting for the pain girl im slowing down and if it sounds like you won by default who cares im caught my young bird quit school to ball out like a model said her dream is to be a real housewife on bravo patterning her world after kandi kim and nene i aint balling girl at all i understand that when you see me girls know you broke but they still starving see your wallet get open and they will target took her out to dinner so annoying cause her greedy ass just kept ordering she a drill seargent look im slowing down im just playing with them stories but what goes around comes right back and i kinda know that now im slowing down im slowing down im slowing down