i have become a god i have dismantled my future to shape your affections laid out my own perdition sold my soul to have yours in the palm of my hand i will crush your heart you will grow another i will ask for nothing add another tally as more of my humanity decays my perdition is all of you you that said you are different not like all of you all of you are the one of you who never could match up to me i have been dead for many seasons my corpse is feasting on the pseudo vengeance all of you killed me the rest of you will pay you worship an angry god unafraid of your infidelity unafraid of your absence welcoming inviting preying give yourself to me for i am nothing and have nothing to give anymore so i ll take and die alone with all of your hearts in my hands and the tallies on my back