this is the last time i ll ever lie to myself i ve seen a glimpse of the truth let it bring me to my knees this is the last time please let it be true the wind that i chased has led me right back to you how many times have i said these words how many times have i fallen short how many times will i repeat this cycle over and over again i ve gotten used to this it s like i m addicted to my failures cause i keep going back to my sins but i don t want this anymore i want to surrender once and for all once and for all i can t believe i ve been stuck in this place for so long i lost my way and i can t go back the same path i can t believe i ve been stuck in this place for so long i lost my way i don t know what i m thinking i ve been looking for a silver bullet anything to take this away i ve been looking for the easy way out instead of pushing through the pain this is the last time i don t care if i m wrong this is the last time i m prone to failure but i won t give up this is the last time i ll ever lie to myself i ve seen a glimpse of the truth let it bring me to my knees this is the last time please let it be true the wind that i chased has led me right back to you i ve tasted and i ve seen but still i want more i ve tasted and i ve seen but once is not enough come back to me make me a servant make me a slave anything at all just don t turn me away make me a servant make me a slave i m not worthy enough to bear your name i m too lost to be called your son