malady my self destruction abstract words through shades of lies paralyzed a life of shadows a black horizon i want you to die you re struggling in vain a continuous cry an end to the pain the throes of dying inner conflict brings division separates the mind and the flesh through the darkness i ride confusion may the blade bring the answer and set me free you re struggling in vain a continuous cry an end to the pain the throes of dying razorblade your bones it squeals salty teardrops upon wounds your skin so soft so tender fixed smile of horror i am terror impenetrating fears my resurrection through your screams feel my hands tightening i ve killed you before in my dreams so you can ease my withdrawal now take a look in the mirror that fear enlightening your eyes that fear is me you re struggling in vain a continuous cry an end to the pain the throes of dying you re struggling in vain a continuous cry an end to the pain the throes of dying