sometimes i envy my best friend for being dead feeling sorry for myself wishing that it was me instead sometimes i wanna cry sometimes i wanna die almost everyone i love is in the sky can t help to wonder why same game but i m gonna reset it and every ex who ever dumped me is gonna regret it so you say i ve got a fucked up aura you just remain innocent i fucked up for ya forrest gump i m in it for the long run feels like time s suspended while the song runs the earth s freezing so quiet i can hear a bird sneezing but i m freezing out here but i m tryin a make it a different season out here what s your reason out here i wrote a few new campfire chants guaranteed to make a few vampires dance damn right anti stab meet at the camp side as i burn my advance on the curb by the branch till it burns right to ash booked to the future but learned by my past tell the world i am mad and we re not on speaking terms maybe in a week i learn lately i ve been needing a burg going crazy i mma need some church now i lay myself down to sleep at thirty thousand feet the earth s down beneath what i m looking around to see i parachute miles above the clouds i m coming down smarting up before i dumb it down centrum depends on the ground how far it gets how hard i hit tic toc and you don t stop or we can go up at a friend that i quit now won t cop tic tic or you don t quit today i owe my dealer and a friend made a bet with a whole lot quit tryin a figure out what changes people i say famous egos go to nameless zeros in a race against time and i don t even know what i m running for i m just doing it cause i m fucking bored no reason to lie give me one of yours try cover up my lies no cover tour here s where copy goes beserk hold your perks now only being sober works oh for sure next week you ll be phoning jerks check out what the price goes for perps maybe but uhh what if i m wrong what if you re right pat yourself on the back and get my butt up to fight i won t shut up in life i know too well what struggle is like go change you i got angels my dad is a left my mother s a right dad s left cause he left and my mother was right she told me never quit you ll discover the light remember the end of the tunnel with the sun in my sight i see clearly when i m deep in thought she hears me and she talks back to me it s no weird theory i m just waiting to meet up with her with no clock to the to the tic tic you don t stop 