i know the things i ve done and most i m proud but some i m not and it s those that speak the loudest that replay and keep me up broken and alone to face this on my own and if i can t learn from what i ve done the pain i ve felt has been for nothing all for nothing and if i can t forgive myself for the pain i ve caused it will always haunt me oh i m so sorry i m so sorry i don t want a second chance i just want to understand what led me down this path oh and how i can lead myself back i ll face this on my own and if i can t learn from what i ve done the pain i ve felt has been for nothing all for nothing and if i can t forgive myself for the pain i ve caused it will always haunt me oh i m so sorry i m so sorry i m so sorry i m so sorry i m so sorry i m so sorry and if i can t learn from what i ve done the pain i ve felt has been for nothing all for nothing and if i can t forgive myself for the pain i ve caused it will always haunt me i m so sorry1