tell me why do i try to find a way out when this hole leads me back to a hole tell me how does strength make a difference when all i ever strongly feel is indifference watching smoke explore the canals of my body from cocaine to caffeine and all in between disgusting family sitting in a restaurant passing animals and stories around the table child actor in art school explores perversion like an unwanted roach dancing in your ear tell me why am i even listening when you ve never said a thing i want to hear