don t even tell me because i already know this fucking beast inside always ready to make a show never can i leave it behind a definite part of me it has controlled my life it is destroying me i don t need the drugs because the rage it gets me high i didn t say i won t do them though that would be a lie crashing inside my head the red it clouds my eyes i always ruin what i value the most existing in hell this is all that i know where the comfort lies you made me you can t help me god help you you can t help me god help 