i m sick of running so sick of running somehow i turned around and found that i was far away i wanna hold ya i need to hold ya i can t pretend to comprehend how things end up this way it s been a while i m in denial i d hate to hear you say it s over i wanna turn back but can we turn back i ve got my doubts and i m thinking that our fate is always in my hands the gun is always in my hands so i ve just gotta know is it something real or will it fall apart will it come crashing down if i give you my heart so i need to know that you will hold on cause you know how it feels when you re finally home and you know how it hurts when you wake up alone so i need to know that you will hold on never fading cause we re waiting and i won t let go if you won t let go i wanna stay here can we stay here i m afraid that if we leave then we ll never know maybe we should have or if we would have we wouldn t have to say it s over but we can see it so we believe it i ve got my hopes even when i think the gun is always in my hands so i ve just gotta know is it something real or will it fall apart will it come crashing down if i give you my heart so i need to know that you will hold on cause you know how it feels when you re finally home and you know how it hurts when you wake up alone so i need to know that you will hold on but the gun is always in my hands always in my is it something real will it come crashing down i need to know that you will hold on is it something real or will it fall apart will it come crashing down if i give you my heart oh won t you promise that you ll hold on the gun is always in my hands