i must be a masochist to go on like this i guess it s something i ve learned you were my return address the place i d go i called you home but that house is now burned you said you were mine just to remake like asking me dance and then breaking my leg i d hop next to you if you d want me that way i d crawl next to you if you d want me that way i must be a masochist to go on like this something is wrong you must be a poltergeist to be haunting my memories and ending up in my songs i must be a masochist to go on like this i guess i m found and you saw me at my worst and never my best and that was my one regret you saw me at my worst and never at my best and that was my one regret but i still haven t been able to forgive you