wasting so much time wishing and wondering what could i do to recapture my past because all my memories seem so much better than anything that i m feeling today now it s fading away am i losing hold on the only piece of you that i have left why is it easy to forget when nothing could take that place you left behind every night i lie awake worried that each day i am forgetting a little bit more i need to remember you that way when i was not afraid to forget wasted so much time wishing and wondering and i wasted my time wishing and wondering every night i lie awake hoping my tears will dry will i ever shut my eyes 