everyday cold suffering but everyday i resurrect i expect nothing from this world of shit disappointed i m standing away confused and lost i plunge in suffering am i just idiot or vain and every time i have to breathe in every way i can feel the pain a liquid fire burning my lungs an acid nail into my brain confused and lost i plunge in suffering am i just idiot or vain why should i agree with common apathy self destruction seems so sweet denial is what i choose to preserve sanity i m caught into a dynamic of hate like a relentless movement leading to our damnation existence is a bitch happiness is a word love is such an empty lie confused and lost i plunge in suffering am i just idiot or vain what is given today can be retaken fast in constant wait we dwell vanity is all we share whatever we do we stay blind rewarded with fast demise massively divided we ve lost all faith how to size how much we ve failed i vanish purified and escape through decay all i could do will never clear the veil before your eyes wrapping the constrained minds into a shape of fear there s no more way to reverse destiny or destroy reality