my heart is closed to everyone i see feels like the weight of the universe is hanging over me nothing to do and nothing to show let me tell you this is all i know push away the pain that brings me down theres nothing left to say i can t change the weather or future days is this getting better or will we stay the same my heart is close to everyone i see this is what i call insanity i press my hands against my ears drown out the noises that i fear sometimes i close my eyes and think about those fucked up wasted years and think about those fucked up wasted years can t sleep can t think with this weight upon me my back is breaking theres nothing left to say find me all i have does this hurt im waiting here i push away the pain have you ever let yourself cave in have you ever let yourself rely on anything that exist the damage is done why can t you see this is all i ever was and who i ll always be my heart is closed to everyone i see feels like the weight of the universe is hanging over me nothing to do and nothing to show let me tell you this is all i know i press my hands against my ears drown out the noise that i fear sometimes i close my eyes and think about those fucked up wasted years and think about those fucked up wasted years my heart is still closed to everyone i see theres no pill for curing what i ll always be