he walks out takes his last bag right before he flicks his cigarette takes his last drag takes his last puff he swore he had enough he s overwhelmed with disgust it s hard when someone that you trust they betray you so here s a dilemma he s married to his highschool sweetheart emma instead of going to college they went and had a kid he said he gonna make if it was the last thing that he did the stench of failure smells the aroma it s hard to get a job when you barely got a diploma your baby keep crying so you keep denying that your girl think you re a failure you get suspicious like she lying so one day he came home and he walked in and he heard her moan he ran up to the bedroom and he came to finally see his girl was cheating with a guy who s laying where he should be be be i wish that i knew what i was in for somebody get me some info all i see is rain through this window and now i m feeling cold like when the wind blow so truth be told all these worries that i hold and it s like they got me feeling cold truth be told all these worries that i hold and it s like they got me feeling cold she got a hand on a knife the other hand on a bottle mind of a physicist body of a model she been in the fast lane been going full throttle i know they say the truth is hard to swallow so instead of that she swallowed these pills and she swallowed this throne talking to him i won t tell her that she wanna come home cause that small town moving to the big lights everything she ever done well she did right wanna do it big right wanna be a actress but the fact is can t get a role unless you roll up on a mattress so she plays the game starts sleeping around her friend s trying to call her but she s nowhere to be found cause one day she came home and she realised she s on her own so she just said fuck it they found her where she fell with a note that says i m looking for heaven cause i don t wanna live in hell  i wish that i knew what i was in for somebody get me some info all i see is rain through this window and now i m feeling cold like when the wind blow so truth be told all these worries that i hold and it s like they got me feeling cold truth be told all these worries that i hold and it s like they got me feeling cold what happens to a dream that s deferred i wanna make this money the cream is preferred my girl been looking at me like your dream is absurd i know you good baby i ve seen and i ve heard but well this rap ening really just isn t happening when the bills are stacking then promise that i ll be packing and then i won t be back again you made me sick to my abdomen you don t got a back up so now it s like you have to win i said i know you bringing me the tears these years now i realise that i m behind all my peers almost work myself to death the shit that i ve been through i thought you knew that everything i do i do this shit for you she said one day you ll come home and you will realise you re all alone and that s when you will see there s no one left to save you not even me i wish that i knew what i was in for somebody get me some info all i see is rain through this window and now i m feeling cold like when the wind blow so truth be told all these worries that i hold and it s like they got me feeling cold truth be told all these worries that i hold and it s like they got me feeling cold truth be told all these worries that i hold and it s like they got me feeling cold truth be told all these worries that i hold and it s like they got me feeling cold 