if i gave you up for gone quit all of this holding on would i wake up tomorrow feeling better what if hopes the only thing keeping me from crumbling the last thread holding the pieces together and it s hard to tell the one that i ll regret just letting you know that i m not giving up yet such an ordinary day you know the one you went away i ve relived each minute a million times and all the things i almost did then didn t do instead keep running around in circles in my mind this heavy heart just won t let me rest till i ve convinced myself that i tried my best and i wonder where could you be i wonder why did you leave without me chorus i want to run out to the edge of town scream your name for hours out loud turn this world upside down to find you i want to build myself a time machine to go back and change everything to see you here with me that s the closest i ve ever been to who i want to be