it s been a hard 10 years do you see me now i ve been struggling right here and i am so burned out don t take that away from me it s all that i have left to hold on to and honesty died right at my feet and is breathing slower and slower now i feel so old and i ve been here before my heart is cold and tired my head screams no don t hope anymore just let it go this honest tongue has been a long time coming please god hold me back now and i m glad you never saw a single thing the way that i did it was all in my head and i was just a stupid kid and don t take that away from me it s all that i have left to remember i ll trade silence for wasted dreams i just want to fall asleep now i feel so old and swear i ve been here before my heart is frozen lifeless my head screams no what s hope anymore just let it go so take back every word you said of how you still see me the same and every thought thats in my head that made me think that i had changed replace these feelings that i had with anything that makes some sense you said in time that i ll be fine but can it get me over this the heavens scream you ve been here before a fool to hope for something more just take my hand i m shaking scared but hold me back right here just hold me back right here and hold me back right here just hold me back right here