who do i hope to finally be is it not your life in me yet the how s too hard to see too many times will i ever finally be the true intented me and the old in me be freed and left behind too many times i m back inside wanting desperately to hide yet i know i know you say you have to die too many times you hear my cries i m at the end of all my tries so i m open lord so teach me how to die here i am again alone afraid i ll lose all that i own yet you see me as your own i cannot fall and what i am i still am not at times i count the cost yet i find there s nothing lost if i give it all 