february days are good for nothing but split lips a winter spent exhausted but sleepless but i ve always heard it called a problem when someone does something alone so i ll just keep spinning further west and i ll get my five hours a night at best at least if i don t wake up in the morning my head can t start hurting so here s to waking up shaking balled up on the floor of an iced over winter lake superior raise a flag at half mast and a half empty glass in a toast to remembering what it s like to not have to know she s sleeping somewhere else tonight it s quarter past the third double blur on the right and this apartment s pale yellow lights are really bringing out the blue in the bags under my sunken eyes i still can t shake this fucking cough and i still catch myself way too often hoping that i only have to miss her till i finally find my way to sleep well here s to waking up shaking balled up on the floor of an iced over winter lake superior raise a flag at half mast and a half empty glass in a toast to remembering what it s like to not have to know she s sleeping somewhere else tonight  well here s to waking up shaking balled up on the floor of an iced over winter lake superior raise a flag at half mast and a half empty glass in a toast to remembering what it s like to not have to know she s sleeping somewhere else tonight