here it comes again that old familiar pain here it comes again now it has a name what am i to do and where am i to go here it comes again i am not myself do you think of me do you think of me here it comes again i m tortured and deceived here it comes again if only i d believed what am i to say and where am i to die here it comes again and i am not myself do you think of me do you think of me i ll tell you something that you don t know i ll tell you something that you don t know once is always so don t call me once is always so don t call me