jackhammers outside my window woke me up again today and all the voices in my head but it s so hard to make them go away staying out all night looking for something i ll never find i m fighting with myself and i m losing control of my mind i reached out in anger i reached out in love i lived a life of self abuse i prayed to the heavens above jackhammers outside my window woke me up again today and all the voices in my head well it s so hard to make them go away looking for some new stimulation but all of these things just never last i know i have to move forward but i keep holding onto the past i just want to be happy with the way things are i just want to look up at the sky at night and appreciate the stars destruction leaves an empty space in emptiness again i begin to create feeling good again now in some new kind of way feeling good again now