whenever i got nothing going on i call my old friend jealousy up on the phone unpack my little blue bags oh throw them on the lawn wait for her to come strolling along here she comes she s getting high on the little white light it only meant i ve never been one to try i lost my candle didn t mean to make anybody cry it s too late to apologize what s the secret i don t know i m wasted what s the secret i don t know i m wasted there s a point when casts a spell i empty my pockets and wish him well we afraid of mercury leave in the cold don t believe in ourselves what s the secret i don t know i m wasted what s the secret i don t know i m wasted whatever you will feel it s real yeah it s real nothing else is true no one else is you  what s the secret i don t know i m wasted what s the secret i don t know i m wasted what s the secret i don t know i m wasted whatever you will feel it s real yeah it s real nothing else is true no one else is you