i keep the one i love at bay though i just want you near our hearts they meet then turn away i won t admit my fear no i can t see myself in love at all i m scared of us i hear you call deaf ears they fall i know that i can be better but i don t know where to start i want to tell you i love you but it just tears me apart why why the things i say and do conflict you try to understand i tell you go and leave me be but then extend my hand i know that i can do better because i don t want us to part i have to tell you that i love you but it just tears me apart why why why 