i am counting backwards i m still in love with the flesh and the fears but i m trying to catch up to the moon that still sinks to the deep of the sea every night oh who am i now all of my heart is back home beautiful colors i see guide me home to my own someways i ll never be free but this hope carries me can you still believe it that i ve seen the world through the eyes of a child now i m desperate and sinking cause i ve seen the dark brinks of saddness to those in love oh who am i now oh who am i beautiful colors i see guide me home to my own someways i ll never be free but this hope carries me i m not going back no i m not going back no oh who am i beautiful colors i see guide me home to my own someways i ll never be free but this hope carries me beautiful colors i see guide me home to my own someways i ll never be free but this hope carries me yeah this hope carries me