fitter happier more productive comfortable not drinking too much regular exercise at the gym getting on better with your associate employee contemporaries at ease eating well a patient better driver a safer car sleeping well no paranoia careful to all animals keep in contact with old friends will frequently check credit at bank favors for favors fond but not in love charity standing orders on sundays ring road supermarket car wash no longer afraid of the dark or midday shadows nothing so ridiculously teenage and desperate nothing so childish at a better pace slower and more calculated no chance of escape now self employed concerned an empowered and informed member of society will not cry in public less chance of illness tires that grip in the wet a good memory still cries at a good film still kisses with saliva no longer empty and frantic like a cat tied to a stick that s driven into frozen winter shit calm fitter healthier and more productive a pig in a cage on antibiotics sample looping in background 