i want to look you in the eyes and tell you that i m sorry cause i know that i was the one to blame i can t remember why your words made me feel so afraid but my fear of judgement left me standing here to dig my own grave and i forgot about the sacrifice and heart that you gave i can t get you off of my mind and i m hoping that you feel the same i m hoping that you feel the same get this off my chest i ve come to see you were the one who robbed me best you got me thinking back on everything i left i can t close my eyes because my heart won t let me rest and now i know that i m the one i can t accept i guess i m living off the lies you spit lying awake i hate the fact i left you standing here alone in the sea wish there was something that would make you feel like everything s okay i ll be right there if you ever needed me and now that i look back i see that i m the one to blame get this off my chest i ve come to see you were the one who robbed me best you got me thinking back on everything i left i can t close my eyes because my heart won t let me rest and now i know that i m the one i can t accept i m realizing more and more that i m the fucking problem i hate the fact i made myself look like the victim i m realizing more and more that i m the fucking problem and now that i look back i see that i was the one to blame get this off my chest i ve come to see you were the one who robbed me best you got me thinking back on everything i left i can t close my eyes because my heart won t let me rest and now i know that i m the one i can t accept