before i sat and relaxed in this peaceful state there s many things which i had to alleviate there s many things that were hard to release with change most of us don t learn the easy way i ve had my fair share of drugs and my fair share of violence fair share of pubs clubs and all nighters relationships they made me skitz but i stomach the downfalls and take them in it s a puzzling world it s hard to make shit fit it s a challenge like a parent trying to raise ten kids it s one step forwards and two steps backwards and what s important we soon stop to practice i ve been a boy and a man who got burned and i ve seen the barren landscape of a wrong turn i m only 21 i ve got a lot more to learn and i m sure i ll learn more in the long term it s like sometimes we take a wrong turn if we try we can get back on track again and faults in the past can lead to improvement learn from mistakes and just keep moving sometimes we take a wrong turn if we try we can get back on track again and faults in the past can lead to improvement learn from mistakes and just keep moving if you were there and saw how my family split when my world crashed down and calamity hit you would ve seen the tragic detour down the liquid devil river lighting wicks to my c4 vice was a bottle and that s what i reached for lost in oblivion move ignorantly forward till i backtracked and re formed and the journey gave a new appreciation to a clean norm a lot of people see shit in their lives i find the dark days give a definition of light i find the dark days and the truly miserable times are the ones that give us strength and the will to survive and at the time it might not be easy i know this when all avenues will seem hopeless with all these sensations experimentation can lead to the road less taken  sometimes we take a wrong turn if we try we can get back on track again and faults in the past can lead to improvement learn from mistakes and just keep moving sometimes we take a wrong turn if we try we can get back on track again and faults in the past can lead to improvement learn from mistakes and just keep moving i m no preacher no saint no teacher no sage and i know it s clich but no pain no gain i ve learned to accept some things won t change but you ve got a chance though if you hold faith i don t know my destination yet i bet i ll make plenty of mistakes again and again i respect that with faith you won t see what s ahead you won t learn a lesson if you hold the press i guess it s just a mixed bag draw it up when you travel down life and the course is rough when we don t know we hold support for us when we don t know what type of wars will come and you gotta keep moving on even when the turns that we take are the ones that are wrong it s the ones that are wrong that are keeping us strong so we get to the place we belong sometimes we take a wrong turn if we try we can get back on track again and faults in the past can lead to improvement learn from mistakes and just keep moving sometimes we take a wrong turn if we try we can get back on track again and faults in the past can lead to improvement learn from mistakes and just keep moving sometimes we take a wrong turn if we try we can get back on track again and faults in the past can lead to improvement learn from mistakes and just keep moving sometimes we take a wrong turn if we try we can get back on track again and faults in the past can lead to improvement learn from mistakes and just keep moving life stays that way life stays that way life stays that way