everythings been changing everythings been changing everythings been changing somehow it s still the same shit everythings been changing everythings been changing everythings been changing somehow it s still the same shit everythings been changing everythings been everythings been changing somehow it s still the same shit everythings been changing everythings been changing everythings been somehow it s still the same awkward black girl in a skinny jeans cause you know life is never what it seems doesn t wanna tell living all my dreams and have me a vacation so close i could taste apocalypse shaking a nation so many rumors in the air so many died long gone too many shooters up in here this is for my people trying to do it but they scared never let them see the fear in my eyes i disguise it ever since a kid i decided always find beauty in the silence lost my auntie and a friend one to health one to violence swear to god i can t take it anymore losing my mind trying to provide cause i refuse to be a product of the place i reside and i lost so many friends and he ain t even die damaging amateurs disastrous flow kenny let cameras flashing in vogue located in the corridor in the back of my mind no matter what occurs in the future i know i tried never been the type to follow the hype been searching after the wave like a hawaiian surfing high tide good riddance to all these fake niggas really thought you had my back in the long run we could have all got paid nigga now tell me how it feels to watch me shine while you sitting on the sideline throwing all that shade at me don t hate me hate who created me cause it don t matter keep your chatter i m a win in the end and i m gonna make your bones shatter and just trying to make your life some right worth living with it happily ever after 