i know that i ve been fleeting away call afraid even when i know that you wont come down on me i see that youre hiding when i needed you to fight it isn t this the mess that you made so where are you jesus are you somewhere in the season and i know you didn t mean it but you strayed and all that i ever needed was the innocence and the freedom not the lack of simple reason you praise you cant call me a fake but you know everything someday we ll talk about it oh you dont hear what i say contemplate the time it takes to hear me out am i on your mind or did you take the time to drown me out im coming to you as the calm before the storm even when i know that you wont shake me off im forming a habit and i swear i fucking had it and its holding me it s hostage a slave why do you leave us why are you always retreating and i know you must be feeling ashamed bleed out fall to the ground embrace me you cant call me a fake but you know everything someday we ll talk about it oh you don t hear what i say contemplate the time it takes to hear me out am i on your mind or did you take the time to drown me out when you say what you mean when you show us all your insides when youre caught up in a dream i will show you what it feels like