in the night hour i wander through the streetlights this dead city is as bleak as my existence my senses are numb tranquilized by my self abuse wishing for each of you to stop breathing in the coldness of this tortured life i see more darkness coming i m fully aware you think i m a sick junk i chose to dismiss my salvation nullifying tomorrow erasing our will to be counting down the days expecting the one when we won t awake putting compassion to sleep heading for a killing spree a selfish final exit the only way to set ourselves free in the coldness of this tortured life i see more darkness coming im fully aware you think i m a sick junk i chose to dismiss my salvation it s so hard for you to accept what i say is what i believe in there s a difference between you and me you just pretend i fucking mean it let s nullify ourselves let s nullify our place in this life