so hard to choose my words so hard to tell what day it is you have a little bit to learn of what i want so she asked me for a light she asked and smiled and lit up had one look then walked out left me wanting more this is all on you this is what re you doing oh and i beg of you remember all that you told me down a shot or two blow the smoke blur my vision damn let it out then let me in so hard to choose my words never is just what it seems burning days till i learn it s still me you want yes she knows me all too well she never did liked me resisting damn this other voice leave me alone kill this voice leave me alone it s still you all i want me in her all i want this smoke is a promise to your lips these were her words these were her words that those will never that those will never taste the lips of another