i spend most days in this bed that i abuse on these pillows that you can t get used to i spend entire days putting off that which can wait until i m knee deep in my own waste and i think that i m justified cause i ve seen what trying s done for those who ve tried i spend most days in this bed too small for two misplacing time like i ve got it to lose i spend endless days thinking of all the different ways that we make love and i think that i m justified cause i ve seen what living s done for those alive  i spend tired days in this bed too small for two on these pillows that you can t get used to and that s why i don t sleep at night and that s why i don t feel right in this city it s more me than you