i feel like something is wrong deep in my soul searching for one perfect song while losing control and even though i don t believe in your god why do i pray i never thought breathing could be so hard can i be saved am i alive or am i livin dead i ve been trapped in my head i don t wanna fall behind i need peace of mind i ve been trying to find myself i ve been meaning to find myself and i ve lost my faith in the world a world i despise when even the smile from a girl is tainted by lies and i don t know nothing about who i am only because i feel like i m only half of the man i never was am i alive or am i livin dead i ve been trapped in my head i don t wanna lose my mind i don t wanna fall in line i ve been trying to find my find myself can you save me from myself dead i ve been trapped in my head dead i ve been trapped in my head i don t wanna lose my mind i don t wanna fall in line i ve been trying to find my find myself inside this shell of the person that used to be who i used to be 