all my life i ve been selling the truth of a lifeless soul all my life i ve been waiting for something to lead me home you haven t seen what i saw 17 months a year when it rained by all the power in me i do what i have to now rolling out of my bed i still can t find the truth i ve been searching for going back instead i shut my eyes dream who i could be once more they say the trouble with me is that i m one who knows but i just don t understand rolling back my head i think i ve learned that i do want to live again all my friends they ve been telling me you are a kindred soul all my friends if they only knew who i was before but they haven t been where i ve been 17 months a year that s such a lonely place i don t want to live in fear i m rolling out of my bed i still can t find the truth i ve been searching for going back instead i shut my eyes dream who i could be once more they say the trouble with me is that i m one who knows but i just don t understand rolling back my head i think i ve learned that i do want to live again so i tried to go on still i d like to go on in this world well that s life we go on life we go on in this world rolling out of my bed i still can t find the truth i ve been searching for going back instead i shut my eyes dream who i could be once more they say the trouble with me is that i m one who knows but now i understand rolling back my head i think i ve learned that i do want to live again all my life i ve been telling the truth of a liveless soul all my life been waiting for something to leave me hope