i ve been up and i ve been down i ve been looking for you in a million towns but you don t even know that i exist i ll stay on this bumpy ride if i ever find you i will dive right into an ocean full of bliss all the times i ve tried before but i keep coming back for more of this somewhere under these dark clouds i ll find that magic kiss so here we go again i m not so tired that i ll give up our hope will never end i ll keep hanging from the edge cause i know someone is on the other side of this cold and lonely night here we go again here we go here we go it s like jumping in an empty pool going on thinking faith could be so cruel and you never know what mess you re getting yourself into oh when you thought you d never turn it around it s in that moment that something gives all the times i ve tried before but i keep coming back for more of this somewhere under these dark clouds i ll find what i ve been looking for feels like the world is spinning out of control there s no one to hold and i m so alone feels like the world is spinning out of control and it gets so old being on you own