you changed something in my heart my chest is different you led me down a path of eutrophying swamps the algae blooms got big and now they cover the top i exist underneath them it s easier without feeling you were everything to me including bruised knees not including chipped teeth not excluding bare feet in grass in spring i really feel like leaving think i ll go home now dive into the tub to scrub my anger out take a brillo pad to my fist do my own damage better to contain my outbursts in my own skin