everyday is nothing new to me i m looking forward to a time when i can tell you that i don t miss a thing about your smile or your stupid face the jokes weren t funny but i laughed anyway i laughed anyway i m hating life and how you ruined me ever since you crawled into my heart and dug your way into my brain liar liar you set my hopes on fire when everything i love comes crashing down i swear i m trying harder and harder to get through this smarter don t meet me in montauk cause i will be long gone used up like a toy thrown in the chest with all the other boys but you never locked it got out when i had a chance built a plan i could withstand it was never worth it you were never worth it and now you ruined me liar liar you set my hopes on fire when everything i love comes crashing down i swear i m trying harder and harder to get through this smarter don t meet me in montauk cause i will be long gone i will stay far away with the bones that i break and the fingers i bruise from the tip of my tongue to the heels of my shoes my days have been turning from grey to blue this is me forgetting you for every night we could have slept we were busy making promises i knew we d regret i ll let the last words you said burn like a jar of fireflies inside my head