when i was young i never thought about all the shit that now is starting to drag me down i knew someday i d have some trouble figuring this out sometimes i sit inside my room at night with my head face down into the pillow and i tell myself i m never gonna feel this way again and i have been so hard on myself these days finding my escape i m trying desperately and i can t face this world alone i never could direction misunderstood i m writing songs down in my basement 15 years old about my situation it was so easy just to feel alive and now the weight is pushing down my innocence in burning out and i have been so hard on myself these days finding my escape i m trying desperately and i can t face this world alone i never could direction misunderstood broken mirrors seven years my luck is getting worse and worse my superstitious thinking will be the death of me and i have been so hard on myself these days finding my escape i m trying desperately and i can t face this world alone i never could direction misunderstood