staring out your car window i feel my size hudson palms the catskill gulf stream the worlds alive i knew your fullness from the start i felt your size and i saw an ending in your face your arms your bed at night and whats better than looking for it something you wont find ive grown so thick skinned lately but i wanna cry you couldnt see the way i let go surfaced from sorrow and sunk into something more gross cause i still fear the unknown dont wanna leave the earth even for a moment cause whats better than looking for it whats better than lost time ive grown so thick skinned lately but i wanna cry so will you hold me close then open your arms i want to feel you missing to feel your warmth cause whats better than looking for it something you wont find ive grown so thick skinned lately but i want to cry but i want to cry but i want to cry