maybe like a year from now it wont be so hard once this wound has scabbed over and this scab turns to a scar the scar tissue will take its turn and harden around your heart and after all this ill still hold you in the highest of regard and if youre at the bar ill try to buy you a drink and ask hey girl what do you think about getting out of here and going somewhere where it is warm the entire year where you can show off that skin that youre so good at fitting in i could tell you that youre the prettiest but im pretty sure you wont be interested but there is not a place id rather be maybe like 5 days from now we could have the best time weve ever had if it werent for my advanced abilities to fuck shit up so bad i am still less of a man than times this week ive held your hand id ask you again to forgive me but i already know you cant i just wish i could show you all the lessons i have learned with no you i have half the mind to blow through your front door to tell you no two people should be together quite like this and it would be unfortunate if i saw you in public because i made myself a stupid promise that i wouldnt try to buy you a drink and ask hey girl what do you think about getting out of here and going somewhere where it is warm the entire year where you can show off that skin that youre so good at fitting in i could tell you that youre the prettiest but im pretty sure you wont be interested now theres still not a place id rather be