i heard the last words you said ringing from afar they echoed clear inside my head while i was in my car i drive to work every morning it s three minutes from my house but i wish that i could leave this place and never be found out i made some friends while i was there and broken from myself but they all went their separate ways and left me to my hell but it s not like i could miss them even if i really tried and it feels like everything inside me slow but surely dies i finally determined that i m depressed and out of touch while i was looking at some photographs that reminded me of us and you re not the only one to blame we did it to ourselves but you don t have to run away i swear i would ve helped so please don t take it personally if it sounds like i m singing to you but it s what i mostly write about cause now i m fucked up too sometimes when i m drifting off as i go through my day i think of how it was before but it ll never be the same so when you do determine that you want to get it right i ll be right here to cheer you on and bring you back to life if you ever thought that i didn t love you then i m glad to say you re wrong but i m broken down and tired now from waiting for so long do your very best it s what you ve always said i ve heard it now for twenty years but you ve got some catching up to do on two other sets of ears listen to the words i ve said find some comfort in my voice take your time and come back home so you can see the boys