nicholas she never really had a chance on that fateful moonlit night sacrificed without a fight a victim of her circumstance now that i ve become aware and i ve exposed this tragedy a sadness grows inside of me it all seems so unfair i m learning all about my life by looking through her eyes just beyond the churchyard gates where the grass is overgrown i saw the writing on her stone i felt like i would suffocate in loving memory of our child so innocent eyes open wide i felt so empty as i cried like part of me had died i m learning all about my life by looking through her eyes and as her image wandered through my head i wept just like a baby as i lay awake in bed and i know what it s like to lose someone you love and this felt just the same she wasn t given any choice desperation stole her voice i ve been given so much more in life i ve got a son i ve got a wife i had to suffer one last time to grieve for her and say goodbye relive the anguish of my past to find out who i was at last the door has opened wide i m turning with the tide looking through her eyes