it s 2 am the lights are off and i m just laying down contemplating on some things that i ve tried to take apart and analyze crowding on my mind tell me if i have enough time for myself by myself and i always let my pride get in the way to call for help but is there help cause all these so called friends i have they always say i m down for you but no you not you take for granted what you got if you ever come around it s only when those bottles pop but never when i m down i swear i think i give too much to people nowadays maybe i should stop to give a fuck but i can t no matter how hard i try cause i care about your happiness more than i care for mine and i think it finally took its toll cause i realize i m better off alone so i m ma let it go tonight oh i m ma let it go tonight and i think i had enough no i know i had enough i gave you my all that you would take advantage of and i m sick of being used instead of being loved and i miss having those friends the ones that you can trust so i lay down in my room and i m flipping through the pages we hope for something new but never ready for the changes so this is where i stand and i hope you understand that i ain t going to let you be the one that holds me back so i m ma let you go tonight i m ma let you go tonight i m ma let you go tonight i m ma let you go tonight oh i m ma let you go tonight1