fuck a cold chill always resting in my bones my words thoughts will remain unknown no one will ever see the appalling darkness that rests in me i lay contemplating whether my thoughts are clear the curse of life contemplating every single fucking fear tie the noose around my neck kick out the chair tie the noose around my neck kick out the fucking chair there s something calming about my body just hanging there we all smile pretend that were okay but life s a bitch it gets harder everyday why am i so empty why will this ever go away no why won t this go away i always find myself on my knees looking up at you for the answers for the questions that i seek are you there can you help me i sit stare expecting the earth to stop i can t fathom what has come over me nobody sees it nobody feels it dear god do you think i m insane can you hear me do you feel me do you feel me do you feel me i isolate myself like a prisoner on death row no place i like to call home this feeling that rests in me i turn it off so no one will see i lay contemplating whether my thoughts are clear the curse of life contemplating every single fucking fear tie the noose around my neck kick out the chair kick out the chair kick out the chair i don t want to be here we all die alone that s how our story will close am i scared are you scared are they scared so say your prayers so you know you re prepared
['downtempo deathcore', 'progressive deathcore']