should i be safe at home a stronger man who really should know better than to reach the edge and try to fight this on my own can i be something i have yet to see in my close friends they ve all lost their heads and it s bringing me down to the place where i m supposed to be responsibly for now i want it i need it just one more to satisfy can t help it feel nothing and nothing feels right should i be safe at home i relapse quicker than you could know my past compulsions breed convulsions a sorry scene unfolds can i be weak when i m stable strong in the cradle strung out in a fable where the hero gets saved i ve tried this before routines and rewards what s gonna change i want it i need it just one more to satisfy can t help it feel nothing and nothing feels right i tried to find inside something civilized stolen borrowed bought any remnants of a man took on too much too soon too afraid to fight struggled lost and won just to realize that i can t understand i want it i need it i want it i need it just one more just one more just one more to satisfy like nothing will like nothing will like nothing will like nothing will like puzzled missing pieces they don t fit in can t help it feel nothing feel nothing