panic attack i thought it was over i thought i was dying told myself i could get past the depression there was no water yet i was still drowning head full of cotton no nothing was working a part of me that never goes away i feel it s presence every single day someday i ll find a way to break free from anxiety i ve had this on my back for years this dread i m felling dread i fear i ll figure out a way to break free from anxiety so dizzy unfocused i had trouble breathing afraid all alone and to be around others the pain seemed so real but it s hard to fathom it s not in my body it s all fucking mental no time for the mind to wander won t cave into the weight i m under small steps but i m moving forward 
['hardcore', 'hardcore punk', 'melodic hardcore', 'punk', 'skate punk', 'straight edge', 'thrash core']