i lie screaming remembrance of the past emotions betray me below adversity my martyrdom rancid breakdown bethothed memories of passion overwhelming me corrupted love is displaced the insect onset death does not liberate deadfall her final embrace forced to watch her decompose putrefy it fills my nose tears in anguish i grieve smell the scent upon her shoulder festering begins to moulder maggots are conceived my delusions now torment me agonising the misery at this point of death we do not part visualise my partner s corpse i have but love and no remorse in the final death throes of my heart look her in the eye repulsive way to thrive death s spawn i feed choking on the fumes in this heat infested room my heart it bleeds lying trapped my mind is free hallucination fantasies relieve the life from when we met now i m in her death s restrain horrific visions through my brain her rigor mortis starts to set with her corruption i m paralysed optic fluids pour from the eyes foul stench of decay makes me retch sweetly smiling from her jaws death opens wide it s sharpened claws this death s erotic how i letch i thank god i m an atheist prolong my anguish subtract bliss and as she rots this nightmare never stops i long for peace in the end death is my lonely friend i crave release i lie screaming smothering in love now at the reaper s call a life that s seen adoration trapped in her deadfall