all i seem to do is hurt making you feel like dirt i don t mean to cause you pain there s no filter on my brain now i try and be a nicer guy it s so hard but i ll try i don t know what i will do i don t ever wanna lose you i don t know what i will do i don t ever wanna lose you she used to sing a lot she did used to sing a lot with me beautiful voice she had beautiful voice she did no i should be sure of this heard her a lot when i was a kid beautiful voice she had beautiful voice and now she s gone away but i have her voice on tape i feel a seam between my rib bones and when i run my fingers up and down it opens i feel around between my skin and rib bones i hold my lung in my hands bye bye bye bye bye i can t see it can t bend my neck that far and so i feel it with my thumbs i don t bleed much my eyes closed i still see them come undone bye bye i turn my bone i close the seam open my eyes and go to sleep bye bye bye 