now we re constantly walking the line between wasted dreams all i need is a place where i fit with these thoughts of mine i can t help but think why i even try when this journey of mine just breaks me down i feel you always watching me judging me don t waste all the apologies honestly there s no means to an end when we always start again why is this so pretend now we re all just losing friends oh we cut so deep now we re bleeding out i ll admit that i need you now cause you build me up i need a quick fix psychologically oh i m a sucker to the american dream when i die young i ll turn into a legacy i m gonna kick back sit back never gonna look back never gonna look back never gonna look back never gonna look back never gonna look back i feel you always watching me judging me don t waste all the apologies honestly in this world i wanna elevate i wanna find my fate my destiny i ll admit it that i need you now slowly find myself in a messed up way  kiss up wake my soul sing me lullabies close my eyes when you send me off to die ward away what you said could never stay you turned your back on what could save this place i feel you always watching me judging me don t waste all the apologies honestly in this world i wanna elevate i wanna find my fate my destiny i ll admit it that i need you now slowly find myself in a messed up way2