in my troubled mind lives the cold hard truth buried in lies to myself of how i feel about you sometimes i forget that you re gone and how lonely losing you made then your memory drops by to remind me why i m crazy and i cry like a man shouldn t cry it ain t easy being out of your mind not a night goes by i don t close my eyes knowing thoughts of you will wake me to remind me why i m crazy i can t keep a job i m my only friend i ll tell me i m doing okay then reality kicks in most times i don t know where i am but you never seize to amaze me how you find me and remind me why i m crazy and i cry like a man shouldn t cry it ain t easy being out of your mind not a night goes by i don t close my eyes knowing thoughts of you will wake me to remind me why i m crazy i got your memory to remind me why i m crazy