why what have they done who has the culprit crossed and forced in another year why have some gone but we are still here sitting in a circle of clouds enforced upon my head above my eager eyes misplaced my mind abandoned seized to substance abused in months of excess heat flashes of memory breathing in good health to stop the nightly excess pounding on the walls of the temple beside the cross bury me in the bay tempt me with throated swords no longer bury me in the bay oh i am weary i am tired tired of leaping collections of caskets i am lurking death an animal a curse to myself harms way for those i cherish i am tired done forced in light versed to live as the child on and on i am home i i am home done forced in light i am home done forced in light i am home i am home3