i am nothing i am no thing i am not incessantly not of the sun nor the moon nor of the stars immeasurably not without me nor within me nothing sees inwardly i will not sleep i will not wake i will not rest impatiently oh pralaya let the thousand suns disperse free us free us free us from the chains of the universe rouse our minds from sleep and raise our heads in scorn for when he walks we rise and we shall sleep no more with all my heart i curse you whom i love so much your emphatic malediction how i hunger for its touch i bow down at your altar the wasteland of my soul for i shall abound in pleasure and i shall hide my goal out of the many comes the one to lay waste the all and return to the none i call your name devil of a thousand faces burning point oh endless disjoint great and pristine provider of nothingness and death oh how the wolves are now howling they plead for rape and grim demise and becoming them i left my body in the night s blood haunted eyes only a coward stands in sunlight on the shores of god s forbidden streams so spread your wings oh samael and darken this beggar s dream and make him slither through the river as the snake did through the tree he prepared a gate for all of us and we await the final key blessed be from the branches of death s tree the fruit is finally falling down and the harvester is free oh pralaya let the thousand suns disperse free us free us free us from the chains of the universe and no more progression and no more duration now make the clock to break and the heavens cry for time nothingness and death 