already over trying to be alone and brushing up on feeling free cellphones a weapon of surveillance all the distractions i dont need your naked body in my dream last night it was like you never left there was a stranger in my bedroom i thought she never would leave im always watching i need to see you im always watching if i cant be with you im always watching call it voyeurism or masochism im always watching follow you down digital rabbit holes who you like where youve been so i continue to pine for the time when you were somewhere with me i wanna follow you into your sleep and gently wake you up maybe youre naked on his bed right now maybe tonight you give him a shot im always watching i need to see you im always watching if i cant be with you im always watching call it voyeurism or masochism im always watching watching me watching you watching me watching you watching me watching you i feel so stupid and spun out and spoiled all of my deficits unmasked this game is torture but its all ive got since i got what i asked  i know youre watching i need to see you i know youre watching and i keep doing this to you cause im always watching call it voyeurism or masochism at a cowards distance voyeurism im always watching im always watching im always watching im always watching watching me watching you watching me watching you watching me watching you