repeating words until they re true it slows the breathing pretend they never came from you it kills the feeling i m not what you want you said what i never could we re falling apart you said that we never would it s not what i want it s wearing you down we re back where we started no turning around we re falling apart i m tearing you down it s not what i want now before you walk you ll learn to fall we ll stop and count to ten we ll take these pictures off the wall we ll stop and start again i m not what you want you said what i never could we re falling apart you said that we never would it s not what i want it s wearing you down we re back where we started no turning around we re falling apart i m tearing you down it s not what i want for always always in all ways always  we only go so far it s not what i want for we only go so far it s not what i want now you re not in my heart i m wearing you down i m back where i started no turning around you re falling apart i m tearing you down it s not what i want for always always in all ways always 