this ain t like me i m airing my dirty laundry out on the line for you to see know you ve read me some other time another place but the word never hit quite this hard now you re looking at me in some kind of new light well this new light is not as new as you wish we ve turned it off so many times before i can t count the times what s left for me to say here i m airing it out again so here i am cleaning up myself again when you wake and hear those words i ll be there to clean you up too i just hope it s not a vain and these words pouring from my mouth well i know they ll be pouring forever