i m sorry that joke flew right over your head that time it s not my fault it wasn t mine it s not my fault i couldn t tell if you were gonna laugh or cry at least when you were here i had someone to blame i had someone now it s not that easy and it s not the same well i m filing all the changes down i can turn the pages now i think i m doing okay by myself it just seems a little lonely now just a little while longer now to make myself understand how at least when you were here i had someone to blame i had someone now it s not that easy and it s not the same