verse 1 this silence got the best of me im sitting here life is stressing me these thoughts wanna mess with me im scared of my destiny ill close my eyes tryna find peace hoping i can tell myself i can make it but i cant take it i cant take it wait i m ok i m ok i m ok it s all in my head im ok im ok no im not ok no im not ok no im not these thoughts wont stop have chest pains they exceed me heartbeat take it easy losing breath i see me dying jesus please dont leave me pre hook looking around tryna catch my breath scared this moment will cause my death visions blurry hands are shaking thoughts wont rest have trouble breathing im pacing back n forth for air run to my phone call someone hands are shaking im too scared my throat is closing now cant swallow now keep breathing dont stop keep breathing dont stop inhale then exhale take it slow youve got this locked dont let this overcome you close your eyes the panic will stop hook do you know what its like to live like this when everything is screaming get me out of here do you know what it s like to live like this well if you do then im with you verse 2 maybe some pills would help me they say it could numb the mind if i could live one day without these thoughts then i d be fine sitting in traffic scares me flying on airplanes scare me the thought of never escaping its like you cant prepare me i feel like im barely making it living this life with fear no breaks in it put all of my days in it put all of my shame in it im tired of living this way i dread it they say dont sweat it it s clear theyll never get it pre hook imagine living your life in fear never in peace never be near the joy of living in freedom everythings gone except your tears crying for someone to save you if anxiety could replace you if theres someone else ill trade you take my place i need a break through my heart is growing tired all the drama that i put it through this life is too short i shouldnt do what fear inside tells me to inhale then exhale take this slow ive got this locked dont let this overcome me close my eyes the panic will stop hook do you know what its like to live like this when everything is screaming get me out of here do you know what it s like to live like this well if you do then im with you verse 3 everyones gotta story to tell sometimes you see heaven sometimes you see hell this life ain t easy believe me hard times come at times they need me sometimes they leave me but i made my way through this battle saddle up never throw in the towel it s ok to be anxious it s ok that were not perfect it s ok that im broken copin through this life i know that its worth it my savior s hand is lifting me uplifting me he lives in me his promises he gives to me pre hook panic attacks are real but steal my heart they never will know gods will im standing still feel his presence know it fills every part of me hes a conqueror he told me dont quit theres no blocking ya when trials come ill rock for ya ive finally found this peace im making it im chasing it it s here wit me im embracing it anytime it leaves im takin it proclaim my story to the nations patience all im facin lifes amazing keep on racin dont give up god is waiting hook do you know what its like to live like this when everything is screaming get me out of here do you know what it s like to live like this well if you do then im with you