c mon man oh my fucking god man oh shit what the fuck did i do it s all my fucking fault man it s all my fucking fault fuck man fuck am i doing man why man why god why did you have to take him fuck why why why god why everything i love always seems to die answer me speak to me i don t hear you answer me motherfucker i ain t scared of you is there even a god do you even exist what i gotta do to speak to you slit my wrists i m talking to a god that i can t see can you see me can you see me are you confused my son and scared let me make things more clear so you re more aware fuck who was that all this shit is freaking me it is i god did you not say you wanted to speak with me bullshit i am talking to myself i m going insane you are talking to yourself we are one of the same it can t be it must be the drugs i m high and if you are then why are we born if we live to die is there life after death what were we before birth why is this whole earth plagued and cursed is killing a sin is there life in other planets is adultery wrong did you write the ten commandments easy my son one question at a time we were never born and we will never die in the essence there is no such thing as death how could i write commandments and not have them kept the soul is eternal you just change form then you come back with a new face on you can not limit love unless you lack understanding to answer you yes there is life in other planets the futures a mystery the past is history today is a gift that s why it is called the present life is so simple unless you make it confusing the wise ones stand this and the clever will use it  wait god there is so much i want to ask you god god where are you god i need to talk to you if you could talk to god exactly what would you say if you could talk to god exactly what would you say if you could talk to god tell me are there psychics that can speak telepathically yes but few use more than one tenth of the minds capacity i can t think i feel life going down the drain in the streets everywhere i am surround in pain don t think your thoughts are just that thoughts your feelings are real erase what you been taught feelings are the language of the soul the soul is truth i speak through you to aware the youth but why let the suffering go on why not just stop it in order for anything to exist so must its opposite how can there be left if there was never right how can something know death if it never knew life how can you lose if nobody won how can it be dark if there was never a sun that which is not grandeur the soil still blessed form must exist for part of themself to manifest but i never asked to be born i hate my life and if you are god dammit then show me the light and tell me what s the meaning of life the process of all life is an ongoing never ending process of recreation of self is god a he or she is there one true religion i m the alpha the omega the beginning and ending we are all one and everything is living if you could talk to god exactly what would you say if you could talk to god exactly what would you say if you could talk to god2