every time i go to sleep i kick and scream and dream a little bit violently awakening to what s real is really bullshit and there s no light for me every time i go to sleep i kick and scream and dream a little bit violently awakening to what s real is really bullshit and there s no time waiting all this space we stretch to bend to pull to keep our face on the other side of the world and there s no going back and there s only change uh huh all my life has been on the edge of falling down one cool night they re gonna put my heart in the ground and there s no going back and there s only change uh huh