i m sorry mom i hope that praying starts paying off holy schizophrenic sinners pigs headfirst in the trough they can t string up a dead man dying free to forgive is to set a prisoner free but i discovered that prisoner was me they locked me up and threw away the key make them go away all the leeches in my brain i feel them tugging at the strings and singing songs inside my veins i ve been locked inside for so long cause motherfucker i die with grace front and center with god s spit on your face i am a lone lifer cause motherfucker i die with grace make them go away all the leeches in my brain i feel them tugging at the strings and singing songs inside my veins i ve been locked inside for so long let me count the ways i tried to die today oh sweet angel find father justice and tell him i m not okay for fuck s sake drilling in your holy slogans welcome to the city of oblivion where it doesn t matter if you have an opinion c mon c mon let s take our medicine don t tell me your troubles cause we all had it rough make them go away all the leeches in my brain i feel them tugging at the strings and singing songs inside my veins i ve been locked inside for so long holy schizophrenic sinners pigs headfirst in the trough a dead man dying free i am the adapter a bipolar master actor you will feel my rapture they tell me i am the lone lifer stay out of my head i won t take your medicine cause i will die with grace