yeah you know sometimes it s too late to say i m sorry i can t sleep so i decided to write this letter we haven t spoken weeks i hope you re doing twice as better cause i feel lost and i don t know how to fight this weather there s no denying the fact that i love you times forever i m feeling like my windpipe just got sliced and severed i can t breathe without you no matter my fighting effort i m hating life right now i just can t grasp this and any chance that i had with you is past tense i ve lost all hope i ve balled and choked i ve crawled to the toilet yeah barfing oats that s all she wrote we were at each others throats picked a part pushed each other all a cross the room i m exhausted fumes man i m crazy as fuck i even laid my hands on you why you hate me so much this isn t who i am why am i so angry and rough that made you give up i hate myself daily it sucks it s been a while since i saw your face last time we talked we fought at your place i told you i hate you but that s not the case i m sorry even though it might be too late too late too late too too late too late too gotta say my goodbye gotta gotta say my goodbye it s not that i kept making mistakes it s i kept making the same mistakes for heaven sake s i hate myself every day for the pain i caused these pain withdrawals have me banging walls i gotta live with this for the rest of my life knowing i put you through shit i could ve made you my wife of course i feel remorse for the course of action i took the force that i put on you hurts me more than you hurt i don t even know how to apologize for the shit that i did i won t forgive myself for the prick that i ve been i m not a bad guy i m just twisted a bit a psychotic prick that ll throw anything including a fit call me sir pissed a lot i m like a child that got his lollipop taken away from him i m like the fizz in pop shake me up a bit and i ll probably flip my top deep down i m sensitive i don t know why i picked hip hop  it s been a while since i saw your face last time we talked we fought at your place i told you i hate you but that s not the case i m sorry even though it might be too late too late too late too too late too late too gotta say my goodbye gotta gotta say my goodbye yeah i feel remorse for the things that i ve done to you i can t believe your gone it hurts i know your hurting too but i m hurting worse yeah i feel remorse for the things that i ve done to you i can t believe your gone it hurts i know your hurting too but i m hurting worse yeah i feel remorse