i wish nobody poked these holes at the top of this goddamn jar i never knew i never knew that you re my least favorite part i crossed my heart you say you want it i say you don t you say you want it but you won t there s only needles there s no more eyes you say you want it but you only get so many tries i ve given you so many tries cross my heart and hope to die i ll never understand so i won t try it s been a while since i let you breathe it doesn t matter how many times ive tried to make you leave were the same and there s nothing i can do i accept this part and i think i love it too cross my heart and hope to die i ll never understand so i won t try bad luck bad luck bad luck bad luck i won t fight it i won t fight it were fucking stuck stuck together here to stay do you know what it s like to have the worst in you glorified by fucks who only care when youre sad or if you cried positive reinforcement for feeling suicidal for wishing i was dead why didn t you ask if i was okay instead 