i operate a searchlight from a tower through a window many hours i spend looking for you ever since you ve been gone so i ve been looking for you baby every morning and every evening you never said the reasons but you said we d meet again and when the storms that you once threw get thrown back at you and you just can t stand to stand in your own skin i ll let you in i m nailed to the tail of a whale at the bottom of an ocean any day here i ll have to come back up for air i ll be waiting for you baby in the city in the jungle sitting pretty waiting for you knock on my door so when the friends that you once knew don t remember you and they tell you that you can t be born again i ll let you in i control the weather from a dial in the kitchen lighting fires from the burner it s absurd but it works just fine i ve been thinking about places i ve been to and have loved me and i ve had to been sad to had to leave cuz things got lost and you just don t think you ll ever learn again i ll let you in