baby i was not the one i guess you know that now but i kept you real distracted for a while i look back and nothing much ever comes to mind sometimes i can picture half a smile we were thick as thieves hung on each others sleeves kissing all the time but if i ever loved you shouldn t i be crying shouldn t i be cracking up and drinking all the time yeah if i ever loved you how come i feel alright how come the nights are so easy and the mornings look so bright i try to figure what has gone i seem to look the same maybe there s a tightness around my eyes sometimes the evening comes i think i miss someone and then i realise that if i ever loved you shouldn t i be crying shouldn t i be cracking up and drinking all the time yeah if i ever loved you how come i feel alright how come the nights are so easy and the mornings look so bright  love it can make your world bring you alive but i wasn t dead before so baby you ain t hard to survive maybe i was not the one but i had to try and in the end there s no such thing as wasted time i was the interim between nothingness and him so how is that a crime but if i ever loved you shouldn t i be crying shouldn t i be cracking up and drinking all the time yeah if i ever loved you how come i feel alright how come the nights are so easy and the mornings looks so bright 