i lost the meaning in the fire it s like it s something i was never meant to find i ve called and they say that there s no use but it s been using me up split my actions three directions looking for something outside my mind i ve always found myself outside your house at night i ve always found your fingers snarled into mine and now you re walking with no shoes on down a dirty street in allston i ask you why you left me and you re saying that you didn t my belief in you shakes and stirs but it will not ever dissolve