don t you dare tell me i am the reason we are here i spend enough sleepless nights in this bed to know this isn t just all in my head d d d don t you say that i m ruining what we ve made we know enough to know we re both to blame it s like you re leaving but you don t know the way so i say i can t believe myself i m wishing to be anyone else and i m feeling like all this hell might change something good in the end and i oh i just can t find a reason why why you intentionally say goodbye if this mess were up to me we d see eye to eye but you get bored and run from the honest life sometimes it s where you re making me lose my mind so i ll keep singing i can t believe myself i m wishing to be anyone else and i m feeling like all this hell might change something good in the end it was the look on your face when i called out your name it was the days waiting for you alone in the rain take me back to the top when i wish you could stay now i m here it s the first step where i watch you fade away i can t believe myself i m wishing to be anyone else and i m feeling like all this hell might change something good in the end oh my god this town it feels like a headache you were a safe bet a safe bet i m falling in and out of love finally stopping what we were made of 