it s safe to say we ve always been actors from time to time i think of what everything would be like if we made one good scene apathetic time turns us into awkward passing nerves where nothing is ever beautiful and everything hurts because i loved you first and we never sang those sad songs together our bodies they break down our honesty is breaking my heart whenever we re close neither one of us will change because i m chained to the past with the future in my veins there is a car in the driveway just drive she said there is a train downtown we could hop right on and get out of here we ve been running away from things we can t control we can never settle down we re always scared our hearts won t stop beating but we ve just got to stick this out until we reach level ground until the terrain gets easier and then only there can we rest our lonely hearts let s rest our lonely hearts because i loved you first and we never sang those sad songs together