and so you come to serve me now in the concorde of your arms i may rest for a while may the past be a hazy shadow cause you may think it s done with you i can t believe those grey eyes could ever be so blue turn the past to a hazy shadow from where we exit our comfort zone what is it good for in that aspect i was childlike they said because i couldn t see beginning nor end but on this bed i ride the guilt trip knowing in full that it s my own fault but aren t we all childlike i mean your crystal alp top dream of life in infinity amazes me that you re afraid of something beyond today death walks behind you i guess i ve always been childlike that way cause you will hear me when i can t have my say i have to keep from bargaining with some higher force to please extend my stay but why i don t even like it here and i do nothing but curse the very lot of you i hate everything and everyone except for the chosen few i often longed for this day as your grip tightens you smother me with love as good as it may feel suddenly i urge to break free and run watch me disappear dissolve into thin air i often longed for this day but now i want to stay my body lingers wants to fight knows nothing but to fight knows only how to stay as your grip tightens you smother me with love as good as it may feel suddenly i urge to break free and run watch me disappear dissolve into thin air i often longed for this day but now i want to stay and as i draw my final breath the world keeps spinning on like a worn out song from the 70s will it ever go off the air 