lie enough to try to convince me of your plans all these people asking questions of why all the sudden distance and i can t find enough words to spit into your face to suffice all my dues is it so hard to just take me as i am why is it a contest of who shall take your hand i deserve to abandon this toxicness but you still intoxicate me hastily trying to forget i want to know what you think inside that head since the days you lost your relevance and traded it instead for new friends and trends that you wanted so bad but you got what you were looking for so now say that you re glad is it so hard to just take me as i am why is it a contest of who shall take your hand i deserve to abandon this toxicness but you still intoxicate me hastily trying to forget  all the times running to confide in him it doesn t make a difference because i know what i did forget all the times running to confide in him it never made a difference because i know what i did forget all the times running to confide in him forget all those times it never made a difference is it so hard to just take me as i am why is it a contest of who shall take your hand i deserve to abandon this toxicness but you still intoxicate me hastily trying to forget is it so hard to just take me as i am always a contest of who shall take your hand i deserve to abandon this toxicness but you re so intoxicating making this harder to forget