i just can t leave this alone meat for the wolves pulling flesh from the bone this is blood that i draw from a stone and a scar to remind me of where i was born this is what it takes to forgive myself for you don t ask me what i am becoming something that you cannot comprehend completely unacceptable results damaged and desperate i am crawling home and it feels like something is wrong when i m not tethered to this hotel bed i do what i can to make sense of this mess that i made for myself in my head one day at a time when i leave there will be no goodbyes no explanations this is just something i need to do for now when i die there will be no funeral make no arrangements what happens on the road will kill us all don t ask me what i am becoming something that you cannot comprehend completely unacceptable results damaged and desperate i am crawling home show me if this is where i belong