life is a gift so lets live it well no one wants to spend every day in hell but every now and then it gets hard to tell why life doesnt care if i win or if i fail time will move on leave me behind in its wake and no one seems to care that its my life at stake every other day i dont wanna stay in this place with my face on display i have to fight whats in my head defeat the parts that want me dead so i can breathe again i have to fight whats in my head defeat the parts that want me dead so i can breathe again im not allowed to be me in this dumb society i look around the room seeing no originality all thats left to do is flee wondering who i could be i tried to run away but no one will ask me to stay and this problem will track me drown me in a cloud of grey with no possible escape i write this note and i slowly fade away this is a suicide note to myself i dont know that theres anyone else who can help i dont know if theres anyone out there searching for fighting for the answers we cant find in the places that we hide do you know what its like to think twice about your life to have a never ending fight recurring every single night i cant save myself from my own mind so ill take my life and save some time i have to fight whats in my head defeat the parts that want me dead so i can breathe again i have to fight whats in my head defeat the parts that want me dead so i can breathe again life is a gift so lets live it well no one wants to spend every day in hell but every now and then it gets hard to tell why life doesnt care if i win or if i fail time will move on leave me behind in its wake no one seems to care that its my life at stake every other day i dont wanna stay in this place with my face on display im not allowed to be me in this dumb society i look around the room seeing no originality all thats left to do is flee wondering who i could be i tried to run away but no one will ask me to stay and this problem will track me drown me in a cloud of grey with no possible escape i write this note and i slowly fade away