i don t know if i can open up i ve been opened enough i don t know if i can open up i m not a birthday present i m passive aggressive the past is over and now the passive seems so pathetic are we fated faithful or fatal are we fated faithful or fatal i feel stoned and alone like a heretic and i m ready to meet my maker i feel stoned and alone like a heretic i m ready to meet my maker lazarus got no dirt on me lazarus got no dirt on me and i rise in every occasion i m the mephistopheles of los angeles don t know if i can open up i ve been opened too much double crossed and glossed over in my pathos are we fated faithful or fatal are we fated faithful or fatal i feel stoned and alone like a heretic and i m ready to meet my maker i feel stoned and alone like a heretic i m ready to meet my maker lazarus got no dirt on me lazarus got no dirt on me and i rise to every occasion i m the mephistopheles of los angeles los angeles