beneath the earth i glance from afar daring forward calculated motions ensure a safe distance to admire you from soft white skin with almond shaped eyes shining blue overtaken by emotion my heart palpitates the delicate materials concealing my victims will be easily cast away the fragmented delusions i cannot control lead me helpless along this melancholic course silence slips as i watch you walk away a final glance ties me to you a manipulated coincidence decreases our void leading us straight to your comfort i conceal my desires by cloaking them in more familiar ones what i need has nothing to do with innocent for it is a consensual act all the while the urge rising up to leave you bleeding with a smile i grip your back as i remind myself to play nice for a while it s too late now i ve prematurely spent my load wipe the remnants clean and move on to my next feed patience is not for the meek i already feel hungry after only a few weeks binding time through self mutilation i lay in wait for my next treat a shining light presents itself as i cross dorchester at night a smile and a wink declare it a feeding night a swift social exchange and a few home remedies send me back to my paradise guiding me to puncture skin and rip fleshy mounds fueling me like a wild hound dump the body leave in an easy place to be found fascination will strip this world down return to the site just to meditate obvious as the panic escalates fear spreads wide and reduces my opportunities but my methods are distinct and i continue to haunt