i thought i had it long ago i held on but it let go it kissed me on a subway train and i melted it got my hand it brushed my cheek it moved right in it cut me deep you know it even had a name i really felt it i didn t know love not even close this is more beautiful and frightening than i ve ever known it s making me weak making me strong it s making me afraid i m going to wake up and find it gone i didn t know love it s a blessing it s a curse you know you ve found it when it hurts it can drive you off a cliff but it s worth it careful where you spend the night it s complicated when it s right you can make me such a mess yeah you re perfect i didn t know love not even close this is more beautiful and frightening than i ve ever known it s making me weak making me strong it s making me afraid i m going to wake up and find it gone i didn t know love  now you re lying in my arms beside me in the past i d settled for a touch i d tell myself it was enough i was lying lying lying because i didn t know love mmm i didn t know love not even close this is more beautiful and frightening than i ve ever known it s making me weak making me strong it s making me afraid i m going to wake up and find it gone i didn t know love i didn t know love i didn t know love i didn t know love i didn t know love