if i told you that i d stay that i d never be okay would it mean anything and if it meant i d never see all the love you gave to me afraid i ll go and walk away sometimes i don t think that i can think hard enough about all the shit we ve been doing with our lives and how we re growing up screwing off scratch my head until it starts to bleed and i ll never know exactly why i m here or what to think times are hard and it s a fact but i m never looking back going gone and out the park some people they can t relax with all that shit put on their back in a way i think we ve all lost our track sometimes i don t think that i can think hard enough about all the shit we ve been doing with our lives and how we re growing up screwing off scratch my head until it starts to bleed and i ll never know exactly why i m here or what to think so if i go i walk away with nothing while you sit there with that smile plastered on your face you ll never know just how much that i dread on this i don t think that you care you just never seem to care scratch my head until it starts to bleed but that won t tell me anything scratch my head until it starts to bleed but that won t tell me anything i wish that i could show you all the love i give i wish you d shut up for a second and just let me live i know that times are hard it s a fact but i m never looking back so let me be you ve gotta let me be the kid i ve always been