you ll never understand you ll never come close to seeing this place where clouds float by endlessly with a silent and morbid grace a place only i can find where memories come alive and nobody ever leaves and nobody ever dies you ll never come to realize you won t find yourself there don t try the attempts will nothing amend this place you could stay till the end disappear forever and never come back lost in the labyrinth of tracks where the wind makes yellow leaves dance where time is asleep locked in a trance where the dark alleys continue forever and the treetops prop up the sky the bottomless lakes the ghost inhabit in the meadows lie where the moon shivers in torn clouds where bitter black wind torments lost souls turning the tide of time leaving them behind wind carries the leaves towards the hole in the blackened sky over the treetops departs and is born anew raindrops splatter on the window of the room where you re asleep in the deep end of your dream you greet me as i m coming back in emptiness and utter devastation the autumn people sprout forth the secret place is my destination something i struggle towards where my memories come alive where my dreams of the past come true ages ago the forest was cold and skies over my head were blue