my heart s set on traveling out from the city in hopes that she d show the same commitment back to me even though the weather s cold i ll go got my maps out and my shoes ready she says she s sure but says it hesitantly even though my doubts have grown i ll go i try and ignore her criticizing in hopes that she d show the same patience back to me even though she s being cold i ll go things change so quickly from a loved one to some pest to feed i wear off so quickly so quickly down to these broken knees put my maps away and calm came slowly things are sure and i most certainly am staying home i feel so disposable