sometimes i try to do things and it just doesn t work out the way i want it to and i get real frustrated and i m like i try hard to do it i like take my time and it just doesn t work out the way i want it to it s like i concentrate on it real hard and it just doesn t work out and everything i do and everything i try it never turns out it s like i need time to figure these things out there s always someone there going hey buddy you know we ve been noticing you ve been having a lot of problems lately you know you need to maybe get away and like maybe you should talk about it you ll feel a lot better i go no it s okay you know i ll figure it out just leave me alone i ll figure it out you know i ll just work it out myself and they go well you know if you want to talk about it i ll be here you know and you ll probably feel a lot better if you talked about it so why don t you talk about it i go no i don t want to talk about it i m okay i ll figure it out myself but they just keep bugging me nd they just keep bugging me and it builds up inside you re gonna be institutionalized you ll come out brainwashed with bloodshot eyes you won t have any say they ll brainwash you until you see their way i m not crazy you re the one who s crazy you re driving me crazy they stuck me in an institution said it was the only solution to give me the needed professional help to protect me from the enemy myself i was in my room and i was like just sitting there staring at the wall thinking about everything but then again i was thinking about nothing my mom came in and i didn t even realize she was there and she calls my name but i didn t even hear her and then she started screaming buddy buddy and i go what what s the matter and she goes what s the matter with you i go there s nothing wrong mom and she goes don t tell me that you re on drugs i go mom i m not on drugs i m okay i was just thinking you know why don t you get me a pepsi and she goes no you re on drugs i go mom i m okay i m just thinking she goes no you re not thinking you re on drugs normal people don t act that way i go mom just give me a pepsi please all i want is a pepsi and she wouldn t give it to me all i wanted was a pepsi just one pepsi and she wouldn t give it to me just a pepsi  they give you a white shirt with long sleeves tied around you re back you re treated like thieves drug you up because they re lazy it s too much work to help a crazy i m not crazy you re the one who s crazy you re driving me crazy they stuck me in an institution said it was the only solution to give me the needed professional help to protect me from the enemy myself i was sitting in my room and my mom and my dad came in and they pulled up a chair and they sat down they go buddy we need to talk to you i go okay what s the matter they go me and your mom we ve been noticing lately that you ve been having a lot of problems and you ve been going out for no reason and we re afraid you re gonna hurt somebody we re afraid you re gonna hurt yourself so we decided that it would be in your best interest if we put you somewhere where you could get the help that you need and i go wait what are you talking about we decided my best interest how can you know what s my best interest is how can you say what my best interest is what are you trying to say i m crazy when i went to your schools when i went to your churches when i went to your institutional learning facilities so how can you say i m crazy they say they re gonna fix my brain alleviate my suffering and my pain but by the time they fix my head mentally i ll be dead i m not crazy you re the one who s crazy you re driving me crazy they stuck me in an institution said it was the only solution to give me the needed professional help to protect me from the enemy myself it doesn t matter i ll probably get hit by a car anyway1