it s autumn in gothenburg i m walking home to my suburb rain falls hard on the city on every homeless kitty oh please god bring relief even if it s only brief that she says that we were just make believe but i thought she said maple leaves so we talked for hours and you cried into my sheets and you said you hated your body that it was just a piece of meat i disagreed i think you re beautiful but it s impossible to make you understand that if you don t take my hand i ll lose my mind completely madness will finally defeat me she said it was all make belief but i thought she said maple leaves and when she talked about the fall i thought she talked about the season i never understood at all i thought she said maple leaves and when she talked about the fall i thought she talked about mark e smith i never understood at all i never understood at all i never understood at all1