they keep telling me to love myself heh how the fuck do you love yourself when you don t you don t even know who the fuck you are anymore like you feel like you re reaching your breaking point every fucking day and it s just it s hard man it s they don t wanna talk they don t wanna feel the voices in my head saying i don t think i m real they don t wanna talk they don t wanna feel the voices in my head saying i don t think i m they don t wanna talk they don t wanna feel the voices in my head saying i don t think i m real i don t think i m real i don t think i m real i don t think i m real i don t think i m i don t know where my head s been at and i ve been feeling like a nuisance just because of that it s like a headache but the funny thing about it s that the pain won t go away til my brain go splat and i ve been trying to decode my cells figure my shit out get a better grip and spark the spliff that s in my mouth i can t cope without the dope and time s just runnin out losin my patience i m vacant a hollow body now i m finding other ways to try to cope with all the pain and if i m being honest with you baby i am not okay the fucking voice inside my head is driving me insane and silence kills me lately it just hasn t been the same lost in my head lost in my mind telling myself that i ll be just fine nothing s okay and nothing s alright smoking all day crying all night and what the fuck you expect from the kid i got demons in my orbit that i m tryin to rid of all the shit that i deal with i act on a whim i m like a fish outta water trying to swim ah bedroom dweller i m feelin so fucking stellar when i empty my clip into the chest of the teller killed the man inside of me that s been lane switchin better grab the 9 grip the trigger this my suicide letter  they don t wanna talk they don t wanna feel the voices in my head saying i don t think i m real they don t wanna talk they don t wanna feel the voices in my head saying i don t think i m they don t wanna talk they don t wanna feel the voices in my head saying i don t think i m real i don t think i m real i don t think i m real i don t think i m real i don t think i m12
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