stop fightin that s what i scream from my bedroom it seems like lately this is all they ever do sayin things to each other like shut up and i hate you now every word cuts me deep like knives that stab you i bury my head under the covers cause i have to drown out jus hearin my mother now tellin my dad to get out the house i wonder when i ll get the bad news i hate it when they scream loud plus when they shout too i can t stand it when i see and i really hate the sound too as these tears run down my eyes until i can t do nothin but hope and pray and to try to understand to i guess i m gonna have to wait do whatever i can do i lie in bed and shake cause this ain t what i planned to go through plus i m only six years old too and i miss you so much and i jus want to hold you but on the day you walked out this is what i told you oh i miss you so much mommy please don t go well you re gone but i see you on the weekends but you and dad right now really ain t speakin and when he drops me off i can jus feel the tension between you and him but it something i didn t mention sometimes i close my eyes and jus start pretendin that you re back together and i start to imagine you both pick me up and you hold me tight and i m laughin but when i opened them up i realized it never happened and deep down inside my own mind i jus feels so sad and most of the time in the night i jus wake up cryin something ain t right cause now at school i m fightin i wish i was someone else and livin some other life and i ll never forget the day i think i was just nine when ya told me the news that you two was divorcin and i ma live wit you now cause its the courts orders and i said this to my dad jus wit tears in my eyes that oh i miss you so much daddy please don t go it all changed that year in that one summer a new family a stepfather and a little brother new neighborhood new school and a new mother but how i m a gonna make it through now i got to wonder but out of nowhere you appeared right there placed your hands on my face and jus brushed away the tears watched it all fade away you just chased away my fears showed me for always for all days that your re always here you told me no matter what my love will never disappear and there s more then enough you demonstrated that you cared ya shed the blood of your son you didn t ever spare gave him up for me even though it wasn t fair ya hung up on a tree where everybody could stare he died so violently naked and jus bloody there it was all jus for me nothing even could jus compare i think back in the day that i used to jus declare that oh i miss you so much mommy please don t go 
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