why do i do what i hate how can i give what i take i m twenty four with my hands in my pocket why can t i stop this pushing away is easier than the chase chorus but you promised to wait so what does that make me i just keep sinking down with this feeling am i in too deep i feel trapped beneath the weight i just want an honest way to say i need a change son you grew up faster than the fall of rain you ve always been the man that i gave to this world to this world you ve always been a miracle time flying past me like a bullet train and i ve fallen underneath all the weight of this world this world relying on a miracle why can t you stop this promised to wait so what does that make me i just keep sinking down with this feeling am i in too deep i feel trapped beneath the weight i just want an honest way to say i just want an honest way to say i need a change i need a change why do i love what i hate how can i give what i take but you promised to wait so what does that make me i just keep sinking down with this feeling am i in too deep i feel trapped beneath the weight i just want an honest way to say i just want an honest way to say i need a change i need a change a change