now if you load your rifle right and if you fix your bayonet so and if you kill that man my friend the one we call the foe i m about to open up your mind a little bit more this time it s like a whole different world now when a was younger i hung around this kid who was like my third brother watched out for each other felt another s pain and back in the day we even used to dress the same i know things changed from the world to the game but the strange thing is i forget that kid s name we grew up on the same block come for 20 years i forget how he looks but the past is very clear we wrote our first rhyme together got drunk our first time together shit i thought we d get signed together these are days when we still got along chilled in the studio and killed every songs hey yo 1996 shortly after graduation he flipped his attitude we started having situations started acting weird stealing shit from the mall and i know it ain t that bad but i m the one who took the fall yeah that s when i realized that this guy was a asshole inside lying conniving can t deal with that shit keep on getting me in trouble i m about ready to split  now if you load your rifle right and if you fix your bayonet so and if you kill that man my friend the one we call the foe yo i let the record keep spinning and everything is different now from the beginning and try to hang with him and i can t say i miss him i m trying to elevate stay away from all the bullshit and keep a mental state and as the days goes by yo the months turn to years i was running in the clear but always felt that he was there always felt he was around i started feeling weird how s this kid affecting me when i ain t talked to him in years i couldn t take it son i had enough so i made my way downtown and got drunk as fuck 20 minutes walk home took about a hour tried to get sober quick by jumping in the shower got out slipped hit the toilet then my blood started to drip from the forehead i stumble to my feet and everything became clearer i saw my best friend bleeding in the mirror now if you load your rifle right and if you fix your bayonet so and if you kill that man my friend the one we call the foe