they would meet out on the street they would find a place to eat she said she hands out fliers in pride of her sexuality i could do without her reservations for me but i m okay right now i ll be okay for now she just sits alone all by herself at night she said i once said no but now i think i might she just pressed her hand against her television screen can t you just for a moment pretend you know what i mean but i m okay right now i ll be okay for now lost faith lost hope so many times i ve lost faith lost time you re right i m sorry i changed my mind this is not the way i meant it to appear you re still thinking that there just might be something more out there i could be aware i could disappear but i m okay right now i ll be okay for now