in the closest alley in the first doorway he pushed up against her and closed his eyes he said this is probably the worst decision that i ve ever made she laughed and smiled she said i m sure you do this all the time right right right right right and as the morning came and the city woke and in the building people all went to work as their rides out of town came they parted ways she said do you know when you re coming back again dig it deeper deeper and farther still bury it up and over and into the ground all these lies will grow in ways that we never thought possible if you quiet down down down so soft of a sound you can hear it all coming back after you quiet down down down so soft of a sound you can hear it all coming back after you and now you want to take it back you think you might have fucked up waking dreams of concrete deafening panic cracked skull there s yelling all around get up get up please start breathing and the moment will come when you finally realize the results of decisions and choices in your life can you hear it all coming back after you down down down so soft of a sound can you hear it all coming back after you going down down down so soft of a sound can you hear it all coming back after you 1