i m still here biting my nails i can t say how i feel it s escaped i listen too much i m wasting away on the other side i m still green and i m still blue and i m still me but i m not sure just what it takes to get a grip i ve got to let go and i know you want it you want it you want it go find it somewhere else well it s not here it s not this way my dear disorder no no no i m still bidding biding fighting i m still treading trapping trying and all i find i m falling so hard for your sweet high and it does no good and i know you want it you want it you want it go find it somewhere else well it s not here it s not this way my dear disorder let me go