all it took was five months for all your feelings to change pop another pill erase everything because once you want to leave you never want to stay please come back to me was i not the son of your dreams unpack your bags i swear i ll do anything i know it must be hard dealing with me you ve made me come to believe that i m just a fuck do you see no hope in me i m just a fuck there s nothing left to believe just walk away and try not to look back this time i don t have the strength to fight don t worry i ll be fine just say goodbye come inside your whole family is waiting this is something you ve built your whole life don t waste it all for this i know there s nothing to miss look your son in the eye and try saying goodbye just walk away and try not to look back this time i don t have the strength to fight don t worry i ll be fine just say goodbye this time will there be a next time if we don t exist what i thought was love was just a trick on me i ll say that i fucked up so you can blame it on me what would bring you back to the mother that i thought i had am i what causes your fucking stress i ll be back home waiting to start again please just hold on i can t bear to watch you fade away like a candle light in rain without you i m withering like a dahlia in flames i disintegrate you have no idea what this did to me what i thought was love what i thought was caring was just a trick on me how could you do this was this what you want for me and don t worry i ll take care of everything i ll feed your sons and give them a place to sleep is this what you wanted for me maybe you d be better off without me