i haven t been myself lately i don t blame you for not wanting to stay saying things that i don t mean not meaning what i say when it s good it s so good when it s bad it s so bad maybe i really have gone mad what am i supposed to say when i end up driving everyone away cause i am on fire a crying burning liar seeing nothing nothing but myself and i m the one with the lighter every inch of me is charred god what happened to my heart i m about to fall apart again again and you re never coming back and i m not okay with that and i should ve never let myself get attached again again what s done is done and nothing s gonna change i should be moving on but i still feel the same and it s like every day is a fight for my life to get some self control and when you ve forgotten who i am it just feels it just feels i m nobody at all i lost myself hitting the ground i tried to scream and made no sound i should have known it was no use to try and run from the cycle of abuse the cycle of abuse i am on fire a crying burning liar seeing nothing nothing but myself and i m the one with the lighter every inch of me is charred god what happened to my heart i m about to fall apart again again and you re never coming back and i m not okay with that and i should ve never let myself get every inch of me is charred god what happened to my heart i m about to fall apart again again and you re never coming back and i m not okay with that and i should ve never let myself get attached again again 