waging the war of nerves again the silence of the ones who failed i m craving for isolation a way to stop the screams in my head my reflection shows me a man battered by this life of neglect i dont feel like rising up again standing frozen idle in my longing for the end pills to ignore the pain booze to numb the senses smoke to fall asleep i don t fucking care about your help pills to ignore the pain booze to numb the senses smoke to fall asleep i don t fucking care i feel adrift deprive me of all self esteem im guilty of inducing my demise my health has went to pieces my joy rots somewhere deep inside your judgement wont affect me i already sentenced myself to death too fucked up to care about life dont call me self pity sick cause the only truth is that i really don t give a shit pills to ignore the pain booze to numb the senses smoke to fall asleep i don t fucking care about your help pills to ignore the pain booze to numb the senses smoke to fall asleep i dont fucking care i feel adrift another city another faceless crowd feeling more alone than ever my smile is so fake that it disgusts me i wish next motel room will be my tomb trust me when i tell you today i just don t care if i live or die i hate you all for giving me the illusion that someone cares were born alone we die alone pills to ignore the pain booze to numb the senses smoke to fall asleep i don t fucking care about your help pills to ignore the pain booze to numb the senses smoke to fall asleep i don t fucking care i feel adrift