saturdays have never been the same and i still can t believe you re gone so many things i wish that i could say i guess the hardest part of moving on are these memories that have overtaken me once again i m right here on my knees i m barely hanging on with all these empty feelings i m hurting in so many ways and though i can t begin to understand the reason i still believe that you re god saturdays have never been the same that moment keeps repeating in my mind the ringing phone i ve called to change my world and emptiness that words cannot define all these memories that have overtaken me so once again i ll fall upon my knees i m barely hanging on with all these empty feelings i m hurting in so many ways and though i can t begin to understand the reason i still believe that you re god and as you cried i cried with you i ll never leave i ll carry you through and can t you see that i was always there these ashes of pain will fade i m barely hanging on with all these empty feelings i m hurting in so many ways and though i can t begin to understand the reason i still believe that you re god i m barely hanging on with all these empty feelings i m hurting in so many ways and though i can t begin to understand the reason i still believe that you re god