i m stuck inside a body that i don t like sometimes i try at night to turn out all the lights and pretend that i am in the shape to fight every weight that s caving in on my body and mind alike and i was just trying to make things better for myself for my health shit i feel like someone else and that s not right i m not alright this isn t right i m not alright i ve caught myself avoiding mirrors like the plague i try to write down some self praise but i can t even fill the page i feel afraid i feel alone feel like a captive in my own bones and i need out but i m so in doubt i ve caught myself avoiding mirrors like the plague i try to write down some self praise but i can t even fill the page i feel afraid i feel alone feel like a captive in my own bones and i need out but i m so in doubt i m trying everything i can to help i just want to love myself i just want to love myself i m hurting more than anyone can tell i just want to love myself i just want to love myself i want to love myself i just want to love myself i just want to love myself i just want to love myself i just want to love myself
['alternative emo', 'anthem emo', 'bubblegrunge', 'dreamo', 'emo', 'midwest emo', 'pop punk']