this is my aberration from the world i ve come to know opposed to all that hinders the freedom of my soul faithless in a future disregarding my conviction remove me from the mindset of man i hope i m not just counting down the days until i relapse and forget to relate there s got to be more than what we re all conditioned to expect from this self centered world of hate and regret pain and neglect i m trying my best i ve had a change of heart you have captivated this dead man i will sing praises to show them a chorus carried up on high ignoring importance ignoring the critical existential urgency ignoring our purpose ignoring the vital bled dry by apathy avoiding moral imperative death without life an end with no means a population of selfish men who have no one to blame but themselves the world is plain and simple depravity of the heart living in a constant spiral of moral disregard you will be my haven for the rest of my days refine me from my self centered ways i ve had a change of heart you have captivated this dead man i will sing praises to show them a chorus carried up on high i ve had a change of heart you have captivated this dead man i will sing praises to show them a chorus carried up on high i ve had a change of heart you have captivated this dead man i will sing praises to show them a chorus carried up on high