all of my life i ve tried to be like the man in the pictures with outstretched hands wearing purple around his neck and he s saying words that i can t forget won t you tell me just who made you judge and ruler over me little girl can you tell just who made you so very god damned holy cause i tried to be the best i could and i did the best my frail mind could i d trade it all just for one touch i d give it all to be enough to make things new yeah to make things new cause one in a million is all the same i ve taken aspirin for my pain empty bottles just seem to say i cannot make this go away hey you tell me just who made this judge and ruler over me i can tell what i want just to make it so very goddamn holy cause i tried to be the best i could and i did the best my frail mind could i d trade it all just for one touch i d give it all to be enough to make things new yeah to make things new yeah inside so i could be like  i d trade it all just for one touch i d give it all to be it cause i did the best a boy could do and i did the best my frail mind could i d trade it all just for one touch i d give it all to be enough to make things new inside to make things new so i could be like you i tried so hard to make things new