well the feelings coming on again like a whisper thats knocking down a doorway and everything it says i just believe and i fear that i m nothing and alone so i pour another drink and take a hit and i wonder where the smoke goes and i m feeling more and more like less and less and it comes from so far down deep inside but you can t get to it no matter wht you try and i m far far away from my heart far far away from my heart it s just a voice thats bent on telling me i m too good and there really is a shortcut and i ve been through this so many nights before that you d think it would be easier by now so i let the chemical reaction cloud over the pain that keeps on hurting as i slowly but too slowly drift away to a place where i know i don t have to think god i hate myself all over so more i drink and i m far far away from my heart far far away from my heart and now i m staring blankly at the tv holding this guitar for some comfort but it s so hard to write a simple song and try to turn this feeling into melody so i put it down get on my knees close my eyes real tight now i m praying to anyone that maybe can hear me tell me everything will be ok and i don t think i can make another day and i m far far away from my heart far far away from my heart