ever live a life that s real full of zest but no appeal ever had to really cry cry so much you want to die ever feel like you ve been had had so much that you turn mad ever been so depressed that those who turn to you bring distress ever sit in tormenting silence that turns so loud you start to scream ever take control of a dream and play all the parts and set all the scenes ever do nothing and gain nothing from it ever feel stupid and then know you really are ever think you re smart and find out that you aren t ever play the fool and find out that you re worse ever look at a flower and hate it ever see a couple kissing and get sickened by it ever wish the human race didn t exist then realize you re one too well have you ever i have so what 1