will you be there when i fail the first time i swear it s my last try when i need the motivation you implant in me with your eyes i can see the sky i can see the sky but sometimes i m belly down and i was wondering if you d be a mirror so i could see my way around would you will you i was wondering be there do that catch me when i m stumbling will you be there for me will you be there watching me unzip my chest exposing my heart to the toxic air i need the antiseptic only your words can provide i can hear the laughter i can hear the laughter but sometimes it s muffled into fear and screams i was wondering if you d be an amplifier so i could pick up the little things will you be there when i m stumbling because of the war in my head between the static and fuzz i m numb to every touch but your hands on my back to push me on i can feel the weight i can feel weight but sometimes it pushes me in dangerous ways i wondering if you d be a compass so i could get my focus back will you be there when i kiss the third rail you know i haven t slept in three days again i need you to drag me inside and make me go to bed