did i wake up weeping cause i long for less just smile of sense from the payments and the constant quiz this start and end and the day wont recognise ive reconciled with what i meant then what of your brains after your custard binge of a pynchon pace to human erased a colourful host you see or an overton overspent on a maybe did you think of it first the stick in the mud hello hello hello when to think of it first would be giving it up i know i know i know but youre making it worse just for better words i hope i hope i hope that ditty jumbo silly me more better luck than bitterly silly jumbo bitter me come alive with cup of tea pick a rule and make a lead too steadily thats a deal if i wanna what would it mean to another being if i stomach the worse kind of water just to reach for my chorus sound to curl out the minutes and brace for my fidget belong to the sequence the rest is my secret to quell like a goodun and paint to the nuance we all want to live it its not gonna fix this  would you think of it first just for making it worse would you think of it first just for making it worse 