why do i promise i ll never turn back when one step ahead steps right into the past and i m back to the start where my head s taking over my heart again twisting and turning i m tangled and torn too broke and too bent to be fixed anymore half crazy for home like a castaway prisoner of war it s hard to believe that you could love the hardest parts of me and it s hard to conceive the way your love unravels me it s not that i don t want to give you my heart it s just hard some mornings it hurts just to climb out of bed when the ones that i love are there shaking their heads and like a fly on a screen i m just buzzing between my life and my dreams it s just hard to believe that you could love the hardest parts of me and it s hard to conceive the way your love unravels me it s not that i don t want to give you my heart it s just hard so bring on the fire that feeds this desire to feel unbreakable cause it s make me or break me so please make me wake up to something more cause it s hard to believe that you could live the hardest parts of me and it s hard to conceive the way the way your love unravels me oh it s not that i don t want to give you my heart it s just hard oh it s not that i don t want to give you my heart it s just hard