this hatred and anger piercing my mind controlling and fueling my hate seemingly unstoppable i cannot seem to shake disgust and disdain for my own kind what pathetic creatures should reign unfairly blessed by an absent god to control my societies design to adopt my hierarchy will fulfill my desires and set this earth on my path and the blood will flow for my vengeful brain cannot control its wrath this troubled life led all in vain filled with disgust and utter disdain for me and all which i share this land my life shall be taken by my own mortal hand to spare me from this world of immense pain i will begin my suicide reign insanity was a gift neglected by my wondering mind for this dark netherworld for which my sins bring my mind could not fathom or find putrid smells and scalding air makes skin bubble and burst for this wretched land has not the luxury of mother earth