i pull the covers cross the bed i tuck away the thoughts in my head and i live behind closed doors knowing i will always love you more and i won t fall apart i won t lie in pieces on the ground i won t fall apart if we say it all without a sound if we could last another day filled with nothing left to say i will know i ve loved my best then maybe i could put my heart to rest if i could make the sun rise a little too slow to keep from hearing what i already know i will live behind closed doors knowing i will always love you more