i wonder why i bother getting out of bed i ve got this point of view i borrowed from a friend he knows how hard it is to make up your own mind so if he wants to do it for me that s just fine it s easy when you realize you re nothing you re nothing it s easy when you realize i wonder why i bother going out at all i have this room that s got no windows only walls it gets so dark inside i lose track of the time so if i sleep and die don t wake me i don t mind it s easy when you realize you re nothing you re nothing it s easy when you realize trying to sleep but i always wake up haven t seen you for weeks maybe we should break up please don t ask why baby don t ask why please don t ask why i think it s time we say goodbye oh lying here on the floor i can t stand i m too weak i can t dream anymore these monsters haunting my sleep put a lock on the door to try and keep them outside but they re in my head i don t know where i can hide so i m talking to them cause i lost all my friends i never get what i want so i ll get drunk again i don t wanna feel anymore cause i only feel pain put my thoughts in the sink and watch them go down the drain lie down to sleep but i might stop breathing my heart beats so weak i m so scared of leaving i don t wanna die i don t wanna die i don t wanna die too fucking young to say goodbye