i know im not the woman you married those things we promised arent true like better for worse and loving as well as we could the most beautiful woman i witnessed i knew when your eyes met my eyes i thanked sweet mary cause inside i died eloise eloise forgive me please so how did those dark clouds come over and hurricane through our home you fell out of love and started to look around the jealousy i feel inside me is a tiger i cannot control i m loving you hating you spiraling down to hell eloise eloise forgive me please you borrowed my ford 55 pickup i found it parked in the lot i saw your silhouettes and you weren t alone in my truck and then i dont know what came over cause i dont remember the blood from the bullet holes the handcuffs the cops eloise eloise forgive me please still you arrive at the hour our fingers touch through the glass i m crossing my heart crossing the days in my book still you arrive at the hour still you stay married to me our love will live through this eloise eloise forgive me please