fixing to find you in this treacherous terrain there s landslides landmines it s a jungle that we made you re not the king of it no more and i m not the girl that you would die for none of us is better than the other none of us is better than the other it draws blood the sweet sting but it s the poison that we know i thank god you found me and god knows how i let you go are we a kingdom where you save me is it a shadow i m chasing i know i ll never see you in another you know you ll never see me in another to lose you really lose you i m gonna have to lose myself i m gonna have to lose myself no matter how long it ll hurt like this when i go into the apocalypse i m gonna go crazy crazy to lose you day flies and night falls i break out my artillery i suit up for night crawls i go out disguised as mean no matter how much i have wanted i can t go home cause it s haunted i don t know if my heart can still afford this sleeping in a bed that was our fortress to lose you really lose you i m gonna have to lose myself i m gonna have to lose myself no matter how long it ll hurt like this when i go into the apocalypse i m gonna go crazy crazy to lose you  used to love listening to sad songs strikes my fingers all along the silver linings now i don t listen to sad songs cause my old world is blowing up behind me it s all for good a better world will find me to lose you really lose you i m gonna have to lose myself i m gonna have to lose myself no matter how long it ll hurt like this when i go into the apocalypse i m gonna go crazy crazy to lose you no matter how long it ll hurt like this when i go into the apocalypse i m gonna go crazy crazy to lose you