bruises in our history bleeding into everything it s honey in my sympathy it s part of you and all of me friends can t handle changes becoming strangers caught in another year i can t keep waiting here i ll disappear disappear disappear disappear i ll disappear disappear was never here i ll disappear closer than anyone s been push away and pull you in i m taking all this medicine god it s never been this humbling guilt dances in shadows twisting in circles whispers into my ear you re always welcome here i ll disappear disappear disappear disappear i ll disappear disappear was never here i ll disappear in a letter years ago part of me believed and wrote the pieces will become a whole with hope i ll disappear i ll disappear