ohhh i can only try so hard girl remember 9 5 like our love felt right girl maybe it just wasn t the right time maybe in the next lifetime i m sitting in my ghost i don t know what to do what i know is i m at my best when i fuck with you i always thought we d kinda just end up like the huxtables thought our love was like swizz and alicia untouchable thought we always had that jay and bey potential and ever since we ve been apart everything is an instrumental and i can t even hear the words to my favorite song i m so numb inside miss you telling me boy i m ovulating so just cum inside i m kinda torn between what i want and what i know that s why sometimes after the kids fall asleep i get up and go used to chase me down the hallway acting like you on broadway hop in your benz tailing my range trying to jump out where that broad stay and that was crazy but at least i know you care that was then this is now how the fuck we end up here now we care about our instagram posts more than each other post some subliminal shit like we ain t never met each other thats crazy oh i can only try so hard girl remember 9 5 like our love felt right girl maybe it just wasn t the right time maybe in the next lifetime we spent the last 24 months arguing over these broads that we forgot about the show and then cali became the star and maybe that was a blessing cause she could grow up to be raven symone in our discretion i d be right there for protection these days my kids the only place to get affection could be wrong you the school teacher maybe i just need correction you used to be the one to point a nigga in the right direction now we both inside greystone sitting in different sections pretending we had no fun all i really wanna do is get you to that sls and fuck you til you see the sun maybe i wouldn t feel so bad every time i see my son he ask am i coming home and i tell him to go ask his mom and shit get real hard cause i can t live without my daughter why can t you just be beyonce and try to ride for sean carter you know i love my kids and can t no nigga replace their father this could be a love story you the author write  oh i can only try so hard girl remember 9 5 like our love felt right girl maybe it just wasn t the right time maybe in the next lifetime2