i shoulda been dead like 17 times it seems like it i got a lump in my throat and a heavy chest oh god i feel like shit another day wasted stuck inside my fragile mind picking at my bones with a rusty knife all the fucking time but i ll be alright i ll be just fine if i can manage to get over this everyday apocalypse running from the radiation i can t find no shelter never been afraid to dissapoint used to pray but whats the point i lost my faith at 21 can t feel the rays from a blackened sun yeah i got a little older man i feel so pessimistic my minds fucking with me im just waiting for the next trick never thought i d hate myself but lets get realistic i won t ever change til i can muster up ambition to be something different than who i am now one day i ll make it to the top and finally see through the clouds but until then this building i m in is a wreck it tips and it crumbles til there s not much left but i ll be alright i ll be just fine if i can manage to get over this everyday apocalypse running from the radiation i can t find no shelter i ll manage to get over this everyday apocalypse running from the radiation i can t find no shelter2