the secrets that we keep they don t do justice to our good deeds this feeling i can t shake that i can t be heard why does this darkness feel so familiar as i begin to breathe i awake to a new direction this overwhelming sadness that won t leave stay strong stand tall i m here for you all words that fall short of healing the wounds this distant doom can you hear me can you feel me there s nothing here for me no greatness to achieve you can t get over it just suppress then count the days until the feeling comes back again i ve got this feeling this shortness of breathing i ve got the courage but don t have the meaning i lose in love i lose in life these walls built to protect me cause my disconnect i set the course opening the same doors i have before i ve pushed you so far away i can t make up this space looking in the same goddamn mirror every night i stare and wonder why i can t fight you re to be held not to be missed you ve shown the greatest love i ve ever witnessed i hope you get the life you see in your dreams even if it s not including me i ve got this feeling this shortness of breathing i ve got the courage but don t have the meaning i lose in love i lose in life these walls built to protect me cause my disconnect the secrets that we keep they don t do justice to our good deeds this feeling i can t shake that i can t be heard why does this darkness feel so familiar i want it back i miss the bond of our skin i miss the touch of your hand i want it back i want it back and i want it bad  i can t shake i can t shake i can t shake this far away from the place i feel safest i m reaching out as i watch you leave you re abandoning me you re abandoning me i can t shake i can t shake i can t shake this far away from the place i feel safest i m reaching out as i watch you leave you re abandoning me you re abandoning me you can t undo every word you ve muttered out of turn you ve been conditioned to hate some things can t be unlearned wrong you re condemned and fit to be misled this can t be dead this can t be dead1