every time i turn around i see places that look so unreal every time i try to say exactly how i feel and when i look at you i see a different side each and every time i try to find another place there s nothing i can find i wanna say feel it slipping away it happens ever time you re in my mind i want to say things that to you are true but i m not sure about you i ll never be who you want me to be gotta take some time in my life won t ever know until i try i just gotta know why wouldn t you like all the best things out of life all you got to do is just try then run for your life all you gotta do is what s best for you all you gotta do is get through and run for your life a silence speaks to me a voice that seems so far away the unheard cries of wasted lives i hear them everyday left in this sullen room i search for things that i can find to hold on to to help me through nothing can be divined all of these images start crumbling from my memory i search my mind go back in time to the way things used to be