i saw a death at the bottom of white hill road a careless driver or a suicide note i turn around and close my eyes but the speeding cars never did collide yeah the speeding cars never did collide one day i get so lost inside my head i m only 22 but i m going on dead do i put my faith in my grandmothers god or piece by piece just lose all i ve got yeah piece by piece just lose all i ve got its been a bad few weeks but i m still hoping i can get back on my feet i just need a little time because my mother told me to loosen up and stop living in my head its been a bad few weeks so i just drank myself to sleep instead i think i left my mind somewhere near milan i stain these walls with the blood from my hands and i don t sleep since i got home i fear the night will take me for all that i own because i view my life through a telescope that i built from a bottle and a slippery slope you see i can t drink to save my life but i m holding on for a day that i might its been a bad few weeks but i m still hoping i can get back on my feet i just need a little time because my mother told me to loosen up and stop living in my head its been a bad few weeks so i ll just drown myself to sleep instead because i m overweight overtired and sick of trying to find an answer in these darkened city bars in the backrooms where we loose our hope the drinks that turn good men to ghosts in the end we re all left wondering who we are i saw a death at the bottom of white hill road a careless driver or a suicide note its been a bad few weeks but i m still hoping i can get back on my feet i just need a little time because my mother told me to loosen up and stop living in my head its been a bad few weeks so i ll just drown myself to sleep instead i saw a death at the bottom of white hill road a careless driver or a suicide note 