i don t know how to love him what to do how to move him i ve been changed yes really changed in these past few days when i ve seen myself i seem like someone else i don t know how to take this i don t see why he moves me he s a man he s just a man and i ve had so many men before in very many ways he s just once more should i bring him down should i scream and shout should i speak of love let my feelings out i never thought i d come to this what s it all about don t you think it s rather funny i should be in this position i m the one who s always been so calm so cool no lover s fool running every show he scares me so i never thought i d come to this what s it all about yet if he said he loved me i d be lost i d be frightened i couldn t cope just couldn t cope i d turn my head i d back away i wouldn t want to know he scares me so oh i want him so i love him so