those nights stretched out forever followed by nervous days live in suicide weather you become that old clich it came without warning at a time i couldn t see i lashed out in all directions some dark current pushing me at an early age i made up my mind that i d live my life truly free condemned everything but where does it lead sometimes there s no third dimension everything s just as it seems i m fighting for my future i m fighting with my past if i keep living in my head there s no way i m gonna last at an early age i made up my mind that i d live my life truly free condemned everything but where does it lead sometimes there s no third dimension everything s just as it seems need it all need it now total darkness don t care how need to ride need to skate i ve hated love i ve loved to hate sniffed lightning bolts of east end coke need a cigarette though i don t smoke gimme every last thing you can i wanna black out man at an early age i made up my mind that i d live my life truly free condemned everything but where does it lead sometimes there s no third dimension everything s just as it seems i lashed out in all directions some dark current pushing me i lashed out in all directions some dark current pushing pushing me