i m running for something completely terrifying and i m trying to make it my own but i m hoping for something that only time can show me so why can t my head let it go see i just want a little piece of my mind but the more that i learn the harder i try hit the ground from the nest and i m still alive but i m failing the test i m living a lie so don t believe a word that i say i m only learning and i m full of mistakes my brain is jumping out of place oh why am i holding on to what s in the way woah woah woah woah woah woah i wonder why comfort is something i seek after when there s so much i ll never know i try to push farther and get stronger but every thought gets harder and harder so why can t i just let it go woah don t believe a word that i say i m only learning and i m full of mistakes my brain is jumping out of place oh why am i holding on to what s in the way woah woah woah woah woah woah  i m tired of needing something to fill me tired of seeking something that kills me i m tired of wishing for something more when i know it s only going to make me want a little more said i m tired of needing something to fill me tired of seeking something that kills me i m tired of wishing for something more when i know it s only going to make me want a little more so don t believe a word that i say i m only learning and i m full of mistakes my brain is jumping out of place oh why am i holding on to what s in the way woah woah i m holding on to what s in the way woah woah i m holding on to what s in the way woah woah woah woah woah woah