i m watching castles crumble from my place inside the valley i didn t think we d fall so fast jesus christ it s not our time yet i m watching things change from the front row it s sad to say the seat you took was always near the door it must be all my fault to think you cared at all i guess i pushed to hard instead and drove you away i m watching castles crumble from my place inside the valley i didn t think we d fall so fast jesus christ it s not our time yet i took the front seat while the train slid off the tracks all at once it hit me i was holding you back i stood my ground i felt everything change it hit me all at once i couldn t make it stop i never thought i d be stuck in this place hating myself for somebody else what makes you feel like you were always right i don t blame you now that the ship is taking on water all i can think about is how this doesn t feel like home anymore i can t force myself to keep my head above the water if it doesn t feel real to me