i was a coward disguised as a lover of the beautiful invisible truth i was a burning man in the well lit corner of an empty room i was cruel i was so cruel i was so cruel so cruel when i was dying i was cool i was so so cool i was so cool so cool when i was dying passed out and indifferent yeah i had a vision lay there long enough to make it a scene i was convincing my new friends i was missing nothing and everything steadily repeat i was in love with what they needed nothing and everything everything everything everything man i told you i was cruel i was so cruel i was so cruel so cruel when i was dying and i was cool i was so so cool i was so cool so cool when i was dying i was a royal shade of blue i was a royal shade of blue it s freezing in oakland he s holding i m coasting i should be done for the night as soon as i m home you ll be up and going in transit but trapped at a light  i was cruel i was so cruel i was so cruel so cruel when i was dying and i was cool i was so so cool i was so cool so cool when i was dying i was a royal shade of blue i was a royal shade of blue