what a messed up place we live in it s an ever raging battle that we ll never understand so many questions without answers are we alive or just existing in this desert wasteland lying awake at night wondering what we ve become i m not ready to run i m not ready not giving up this time i m not the only one i m not ready to run i m not ready when the levy breaks from the pressure all the waves come crashing down on top of everything you know the medication isn t helping how can i jump from this cliff not aware of what s lying below lying awake at night wondering what we ve become i m not ready to run i m not ready not giving up this time i m not the only one i m not ready to run i m not ready we are alive and nothing can stop us now sick of your lies your day is over lying awake at night wondering what we ve become not giving up this time i m not the only one lying awake at night wondering what we ve become i m not ready to run i m not ready not giving up this time i m not the only one i m not ready to run we re not ready