why did i let you inside my life how could i let you inside my body my soul my brain now i can t make you go away you are driving me insane and inside out i can tell it s meaningful and so hurtful there s no place just to hide i can tell you right now that this pain that i feel is not just inside of my mind i can tell you right now that it s physical and painful to be so vulnerable oh this is my fault this is my fault how could i lie to myself again these bad decisions a never ending story you think i d know by now just how to bow to smile you are driving me insane and inside out because it s meaningful and so hurtful there s no place just to hide i can tell you right now that this pain that i feel is not just inside of my mind i can tell you right now that it s physical and painful to be so vulnerable i can tell you this pain is so unreal can t help but feel left all alone i can tell you to listen to me when i say to you i know this is my fault this is my fault i know this is my fault i can tell you right now that this pain that i feel is not just inside of my mind i can tell you right now that it s physical and painful to be so vulnerable i can tell you this pain is so unreal can t help but feel left all alone i can tell you to listen to me when i say to you i know this is my fault this is my fault this is my fault this is my fault 