hi rachel just wanted to say hi and i hope everything s going well for you and you re have having a good time in new york so sorry i missed you if you get a chance sweetie call me you were early every weekday to take me home your car was always the closest to washington road like a blanket i was wrapped in your arms so warm they say boston s the coldest but i wouldn t know there was no falling down without you round to pick me up and no tears that fell without your help to change my luck and you taught me so much i could not learn fast enough about how to love someone wholeheartedly you soldiered storms that you never spoke of built up a world that was all about us if i close my eyes i can still feel your touch the warm steady shake of two hands that love me too much that love me too much you took over for your family at just 16 putting words onto paper working tirelessly you said your life should just be easy love i ve worked enough for all of us just smile and shoot for stars above and breathe cause there was no falling down without you round to pick me up and no tears that fell without your help to dry them up you taught me so much i could not learn fast enough about how to love someone wholeheartedly  you soldiered storms that you never spoke of built up a world that was all about us if i close my eyes i can still feel your touch the warm steady shake of two hands that love me too much that love me too much can i hold your can i hold your hand forever and never let it go i might never let it go and can i ask you can i ask you everything that i ever want to know and nana can you show me how to soldier big storms and not ever give up and build up a world that is all about love and not close my eyes when the water gets rough to have warm steady hands just like you that love me too much that love me too much that i m worthy of that love me too much that love me too much it was so nice to see you at my party and having you sit with me and we were so close that i m worthy of and you were singing the song i m so excited that love me too much so anyway honey i love you so much okay now it s goodbye1