i don t think i want to do this anymore look you want me to ask for forgiveness again and again like you re telling me my love isn t complete i say it s more like a runaway i guess i guess i don t have the right to ask for forgiveness then right i want to believe what i heard somewhere a long time ago that that love is free and kind and you re trying to act like you re all humble and wise but what you call love is destroying my life and it s destroying your soul if you ever had one i don t even think you even know what it means to love or to be loved see see look look we ve got so much to learn it s like this thrifty and new words they seem perfect and then they corner us like this like this leonidas curse with a midas touch and it s mighty rum listen this is the real that gritty gory and gorgeous it s like it s like coco butter laced with sandpaper see this is love of course your words so enticing and the imagery like some messiah living and dying for me and then asking to save me but what what about the freedom that love brings what about the protection that love brings see oh oh yeah so so this is your kiss to send me off right like i ain t been no shelter shelter like those bruises on your arms ain t no badges of honor and these ornery onlookers they keep questioning my methods but look this means i am in your atrium like ancient drums you used to dance with me why can t you just dance with me you mean slavery slavery you owe me your life i don t belong to anyone but me oh wait which which one of us is being selfish here who could be selfish yeah you trying to rob me i can t owe what you never gave you will always owe me and the love you gave was never love 