i do what i can to get away from this everything that happened has been such a mess in hoping i can see you more i see you less everything that i ve been doing is meaningless everybody thinks we re really growing up it s in our heads we re innocent lay it to rest this can t be it everybody thinks we re really growing up why can t they get it i can t wait forever why can t they get it i can t live forever everybody thinks we re really growing up it s in our heads we spend our weeknights laying on our side worrying about the things we try to hide i can only tell them that i m doing fine everybody knows that that s a lie something that is in my head and i can t finish what i started worry about the things i said everything i take for granted nothing that i do is right everything is only half right lock myself up in my room if i know you i know you would too1