something cracked inside me on that wednesday afternoon we d been numb as silent snow we d seen nothing but the moon mocking all the writing i d been forcing on the page i ve been dormant for too long now like i ve been in hibernation but i love you you know it s just i discovered there s a life beneath the snow i knew it could never have worked from the outset that doesn t make this heartache easier to accept spending every waking moment that i could with you now i m wondering what you re doing and i m wondering if i d like to do it too i wish i could hate you that way i could just forget you be a single girl and show the world that i can live without you found myself in clutches of a panic since the break i need closure want to hold you do you think we could just fake pretend the thaw never came and act like nothing had changed i knew it could never have worked from the outset that doesn t make this heartache easier to accept spending every moment wondering can i call you yet though i know this must something that we both will have to learn to accept now our love has melted to a torrid overflow and the ground s all hard and barren but i guess it s gonna take some time to see something grow boy you ll be a long time ago i knew it could never have worked from the outset that doesn t make this heartache easier to accept it s not like i want to leave you just i ve got to go and i ll always speak with fondness for the year that we spent playing in the snow
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