i m tired of waiting in this hollow state pushing aside things i want to say it s taking my all to get out of bed i m pouring a drink to feel myself dead the page is blank my pen is down i m working it out it s been a while i ve had something to say but my page is blank my pen is down i m working it out there s this feeling inside that s coming out but the page is blank my pen is down i m working it out put the pen to the paper but it wouldn t move my page is blank my pen is down and i m working it out1