so what it feels like lonely state im in were fighting hard just to feel it again living lonely crying for mercy its just a feeling that we all bleed another sip of this potion got me slippin and i get the notion if i get myself to the end of this bottle the pain thats in my heart might wind up in the ocean and find its way to a soul with the same fears we never met but you and i share the same tears i really hope that these words find you well and by the time you read this i pray that im still here maybe another son slain on the battlefield my family denies that the battles real they say admittance is like half of the battle but after checking me in i found that im in the battle still they tell me take one step at a time but these stairs might take my whole life to climb i hope what my heart seeks that it finds i still cant believe that this heart is mine trapped by the darkness i plead for the light chained to whats wrong but i want to do right i swear my wife has a hard time believing i care just let me slay this dragon baby girl and im there yeah like a knight with a new shield every night i pray that your wounds heal and i know that god hears cause im staring at this phone as you tell me that you dont feel a thing anymore im hearing you dont even wear the ring anymore so now i find myself walking down this staircase straight to the face til it dont sting anymore now the police are at my front door lord what have i done i tell the glass to give me one more this is life on the run  i didnt think that i could make it without you i was so wrong this will be my last letter baby so long turn right to seal your fate for the last time and close the casket no need for me to prolong i dont need you and i wont grieve you my heart prays that no other soul will ever feed you or feel you like a dagger with two sides a hundred proof i was duped cause your troop lied i was blind double vision from the onset you had that bomb set giving me shots til i ride was your plot asking me am i gone yet family mad cause i aint hip to your con yet but now im conscious im aware that i exist and you cant so heres goodbye without a last kiss glass full of c4 but that blast missed to put you back in the bottle is my last wish 2