now i know why i can t be alone why who needs a phone when you don t need to speak to anyone mark my words here now you know i won t mark yours how is this echo fading or are we tuning it out i understand that they have plans for those that think they ve thought it through let s pretend to make amends with fake expressions like we knew i thought i knew if you would your mouth every now and again i guarantee your eyes would open wide if i could these sounds for just fifteen minutes maybe then i d get some feeling back between my ears why don t i go outside and get myself some air i ll be fine i m just feeling trapped and crammed in there now is never ending i ll be fine i ll be fine i ll be fine i ll be final there is no way out of here you are bound to live in fear never finding home the beast is yet to come i ll be fine i ll be fine i ll be fine i ll be fine  there s a black hole in my gut shaping everything i feel and a sickness in my mind twisting what i think is real there s no one to blame but me i m the way i d hate to be i m the way i d hate to be i m the way i d hate to be i m the way i d hate to be i m the way i d hate to be 