self hatred grows in me like cancer i can t locate its whereabouts but it s feasting on its host i expected him to have the answers i thought i taught him how to love me now he fears me like a ghost self fulfilling prophecy you re the only guaranteed loyalty in this town full of violent mothers cheating fathers leaving lovers i swear to you i ll never love again this hunger grows inside me like a tumor the dizziness just compliments this failure of a girl i m settled now the show of mine consumes me but every pound i shed speaks volumes of my lack of self control self fulfilling prophecy you re the only one that dare speak the truth about me in this town of well intentioned mothers starving daughters worried lovers i swear to you i ll never eat again self fulfilling prophecy you never fail to comfort me in this town filled with violent mothers cheating fathers leaving lovers angry brothers starving daughters starving daughters worried lovers i swear to you i ll never trust again