i see how you look at me and i don t understand i have plenty of time when yours is running fast you re filled up with despise and shame through your eyes and on your cheeks i look at you at night and i don t envy you so you think you hold the truth and i am lost if i am lost i am still living i look at you at night and i don t envy you i m looking at your face and i don t envy you i have all of my time and you re getting older i look at you at night and i don t envy you