my father wants the best for me but i m feeling super low i wonder what s the best for me i don t know which way to go he tells me i will be alright i just need a little time i m trying but my tears are dry i have wasted them online talk to me talk to me tell me how you really feel talk to me talk to me tell me what is fake and what is real i want to find escape tonight wake me up when this summer comes painkillers for my brain tonight i want to fade until i m gone it burns when it caresses me like a medusa in the sand it hurts but it possesses me but i can feel myself again talk to me talk to me tell me how you really feel talk to me talk to me tell me what is fake and what is real