begin the freethinking brain can finally travel take the radio waves and stew up that imagination i worry too much boredom gets to me pussy yes they call me this the masters of the ocean churn churn down in my mind calling me only what i feel at times i just want to be loved and liked by everyone everyone shining down on my every move impossible thoughts stay on this cruise never go back relaxation calms these metal nerves need to just let go and become a giant forcing the improvement of our musical system one can t do such especially with such lack of confidence maybe they see it maybe they frown upon this face time i keep drifting away i look forward to these days physically but mentally they can become very tiring physically but mentally they can become very tiring why worry why worry personal happiness should be all that matters i feel this most of the time but days like today mordecai flies down on this ship and stares me in the eyes every time can t change maybe i should just be this bedroom performer i keep hearing of yes i can myself this control control me sit back now piss it all away loser losing lost loser losing lost scene