i ve been called the devil i ve been called god i ve been salvation i ve been the nod off i ve been the preacher every word in the sermon been the ground that you stood too long balancing beam you fallen off when we couldn t speak you should have thought the mind s a scary place to let yourself walk never mind i ve been the life of the party i ve been apartheid been the shovel the buried body the p s and q s we mind when we couldn t speak you should have thought your mind s a scary place to let yourself walk down in that hole with your plans and thoughts when we opened our eyes that s all we got