i said just go it s time you learn to stand alone and i meant well i said good luck just take it slow we stayed in touch i couldn t not check up we had a love i thought could make it far enough but you re a snake moving quickly it s a game you almost had me but your eyes turned black and i saw the light you move left and i turn right as i got off the bed it hit me how many times will i repeat my history this isn t only about you so don t act like i m not capable of moving forward without you it breaks my heart to have to go i ve made my decision i m better off living alone with a heart made of stone you ve handed me armor protection from harm that will replace my skin and my bones did you figure it out through mouth to mouth and did you find what i lacked while you were laying on your back and do you feel any less alone and did you think of me while you were taking off your clothes but you re a snake it s a game and they ll remind me of someone i loved and i ll begin to forget what you ve done this isn t only about you so don t act like i m not capable of moving forward without you it breaks my heart to have to go this isn t only about you so don t act like i m not capable of moving forward without you it breaks my heart to have to go my heart is disabled but nonetheless stable enough to still stay in time i sharpen my weapons this city is destined to test me i know the sun will still shine i know i may have pushed you away but i did with the hope i would have you some day i needed to grow be on my own i thought you believed it but now i m left grieving i know i may have pushed you away but i did with the hope i would have you some day i needed to grow be on my own i thought you believed it but now i m left grieving this death did you forget my bones have been broken but i am still breathing attempt to forget my heart has been buried although it s still beating it s left under the wreckage a few minutes with no air and it will be dead but i will be resurrected