it s been a year and all these stories have been weighing on me it s been hard to see the light the tunnel wasn t closing i just reached the point of no return i can t get caught up in these steel traps anymore but it s not so bad on the outside looking in i ll just take a few steps back i think i can make the best of all this god forsaken place these so called friends have got me looking back again reminding me of who i am i couldn t shake the feeling that everyone had turned against me but i just didn t see it right a broken boy see s broken things when all he does is sweat the changes i can t get caught up in this city anymore but it s not so bad losing everything you have i ll just take a few steps back resent me kick me while i m down break my legs just to keep me around because i think that i can make the best off all this god forsaken place bloodied up you d think i d had enough but now i see a slightly different side when the world s on fire and i m drowning in chaos i feel alive