build me up im breaking down im tired of living underground where depression tells me shes the only way i have nothing left to lose but i have nothing left to choose the bottle drinks the booze from me these days hold me through the dark of night before i kiss myself goodbye i cannot sleep i cannot cry ive lost all control of my mind spinning out of time and out of sight and my body aches and my hand it hurts ive long found out that drugs dont work will someone save me from myself tonight im tired of my ambition and im tired of my suspicions im so tired of knowing that i live a lie sweet tea and valium say one day i will marry them and we can live in champion disguise hold me through the dark at night before i kiss myself goodbye i cannot sleep i cannot cry ive lost all control of my mind spinning out of time and out of sight and my body aches and my hand it hurts ive long found out that drugs dont work will someone save me from myself tonight will someone save me from myself tonight 