just when i thought i can t dig any deeper said my last shit was trash and they dig when it s deeper they ain t see what i see i guess my vision was weaker or they buy me to hear me so we can skip all the features i m like woke me up with the pinch so it s in english now since they ain t wanna hear french ain t wanna hear wiz ain t want me with kirko they ain t wanna hear me happy now they lookin for hurt yo they ll hate it before they hear it if they think it s commercial and so they re patiently waitin for my fortune s reversal check it it s like ever since bundles passed took the high road and watched everybody underpass truth be told god been lookin out so much that i feel guilty when i ask him for more then i do it like the shit ain t ever happen before this is all the while layin on my bathroom floor hold up i m just askin him give me strength to grow up by now i m sick and tired of layin in my own throw up it s a given then self pity hits me and i start to feel like i don t deserve to be forgiven like when you can t think talkin when you don t drink but sneakin round your own kitchen cause you gotta get a swig in i got issues weed and vodka will settle some well ain t that the pot callin the kettle one i know niggas so broke that they embezzle funds too busy waitin for a chance that ain t never come but this is bigger than havin a debt i mean i can t stop my brain from imaginin death then out the clear blue sky i cry random tears used to it me and depression been a tandem for years i suffer from self doubt put a cramp in my fears if there s a god this would be the perfect span to appear i m not a street nigga never claimed that sport and some of that train of thought s insane had to abort so people say i changed i believe i should even so the goal s always been to leave the hood none of this should be a shock to y all logic says if you re still there that s a knock to y all since you want a nigga furthest from his dreams love s gone doa once we left the murder scene joe when the love goes the trust goes it s like you hit my heart with a snub nose i don t give a fuck though where did the love go guess it s all love lost been a hustle a struggle say the truth hurts and then cuts slow i don t give a fuck though where did the love go guess it s all love lost now this might be the realest shit i ever said ever thought realest i ever fought ignorance is bliss you niggas were never taught so when a challenge is sought you niggas never retort me i m too savvy too witty it s just too much moxy no percs just a few crushed oxys but gettin off was imminent when my dick became numb i was impotent shit got real different then was out in cali with a model little waist and double ds a pretty face and long hair name s vivian not the norm for me askin what s wrong with me tried everything we could nothin worked couldn t get me in we went on so many tours high that chemistry we once had did it all die something s changed i just can t put my finger on and i d be wrong to sing a song but let it linger on just know i d die for my brothers take on the whole world at least try for my brothers just wanna know that that s reciprocated and if that ain t the case nigga say it these just words from the heart my life coach say i never finish what i start work school and relationships become one but if i took all i could how d i leave it undone i m givin all the love but not receivin any but then they mad i m all for self and i don t bleed for many shit i done made a couple of you bitches just by tellin folk i was a couple with you bitches befuddled and so now i don t want trouble with you bitches had i used my better judgement i d have muzzled all you bitches i gave out careers fixed your fashion did this shit so much you would think i got it patented so many loved and mentioned me judged but can t sentence me real nigga never cared worth a couple mil and started from an idea keep it candid in the booth never panic i m the truth god starin down on me through a panoramic roof i copped to the murder red handed ain t no proof love s dead but you never understand it til it s you true colors never hide for long when tables turn ain t gon matter what side you re on and for me that s a reoccurring theme love s dead i m just walkin y all through a murder scene  when the love goes the trust goes it s like you hit my heart with a snub nose i don t give a fuck though where did the love go guess it s all love lost been a hustle a struggle say the truth hurts and then cuts slow i don t give a fuck though where did the love go guess it s all love lost 3