you tell yourself that i m doing fine and you say so almost all the time but the stunt me can t take the tears away cause you never ever really know how many many many more memories there are to fake and i i can t tell you why don t care to try anymore anymore you say to yourself it s in my mind and i m sitting naked but i feel on fire and i know you just want me to try okay cause you ll never ever really know how many memories you have to go or how many memories there are left for you to fake and i i can t tell you why don t care to try anymore anymore it s just the time when i have to go and it s looking like a light thru a bright tunnel and i m trying hard just to stay awake would you hold my hand while i cry in pain would you stare in my eyes and beg me to stay or would you love me enough to let me go away let me go 