i was never the kid beggin for help always thought i could do everything better myself so i kept to myself at age nine ten eleven and twelve i started developing remedies for my mental health i would write a verse here and there when i was angry or sad just to clear the air but as time went on it was weird and rare i m frustrated this wasn t why i appeared to bear see rap was my reason addictive personality added to the fact that i lacked what i needed a sense of purpose happiness even and the more i worked the more support i had been receivin made new friends that came with the cause stayed out of trouble everyday writing songs eventually gained fans who were craving it all huh and here i am contemplating it all i m lost lost i wake up and ask where has my time gone so i go back to sleep and because i am young i ll do anything for the things that i love cause baby i m lost and everything i got is clearly a blessin but my life is solely music after school i disappear in a second and i fear where i m headed they tell me to be a kid don t waste these years you ll regret it but i m caught in this damn route of who can be the product to stand out i might be and i m confident hands down nothing will happen with this unless i work the hardest i can now so someone teach me how to balance this last week i stepped back and acted as a kid but there were opportunities i had to pass up quick plus i m late for collabs and i m lookin like an asshole and i m battlin myself i ain t choose this match it s summer now i got time but what the fuck am i gon do with that and while i think on it i ll look at my inboxes and see kids talkin like where the new music at i m lost  lost i wake up and ask where has my time gone so i go back to sleep and because i am young i ll do anything for the things that i love cause baby i m lost i feel out of the loop i feel like everybody s swimmin in the fountain of youth while i m in my house in the booth my mind s crowded with views from the past feels like yesterday my best friend and i had biked to town to get food now he s smokin and he s drinkin and he s drivin with the same pack who hated on me when they found out that i made raps and there s this girl that i kinda like now and i heard she s into me but i ain t got the time to find out i m tryna pass and forget her tryna not think about how many times i m ditching dad over dinner tryna not think about when i promised the calls to grandma mom said it won t be long til she s gone what s my excuse i m preoccupied with this eight inch blue baby bottle mic and i would take a break if i didn t think about failure more than my success but i only got one life i can t afford losin again i m lost lost i wake up and ask where has my time gone so i go back to sleep and because i am young i ll do anything for the things that i love cause baby i m lost lost i ll do anything for the things that i love but baby i m lost lost cause i m lost