i got ya action i m never at home so it s heavy back home i never let go said i never let go i m seeing my baby post up with a new man it s so easy these days to forget who i am my old friends gonna hate me my new friends gonna lie they don t wanna see me make it they don t wanna see me shine and i been running out of patience spending all my time been spending the money i been making still staying on my grind my homie i m sorry momma i m sorry daddy i m sorry oh zela i m sorry these haters gonna put me on ten talking that shit y all judging from a distance ain t giving no interest ain t none of your business and my gucci like vans momma called me hollywood just cause i wouldn t paint the fence i made my amends and i pay my own rent i make what i can coming straight from the depths stay lit homie had to hit em with a set a chain with a swisher sweets hanging from my neck the gang keep feeding me thousand dollar checks spend it when i get it like a fool just to flex more money and more women in my apartment more problems more gossip regardless they can say it s all gravy gettin poppin but all this ain t all that it s some bullshit that s 100 i m never at home so it s heavy back home i never let go said i never let go i m seeing my baby post up with a new man it s so easy these days to forget who i am my old friends gonna hate me my new friends gonna lie they don t wanna see me make it they don t wanna see me shine and i been running out of patience spending all my time been spending the money i been making still staying on my grind my homie i m sorry  put a lil something in the bank keep a few hundred for the day sleeping on couches through the day every night studio ay pull up in the baby blue jeep tryna say i ain t doing me bitch still hd you can still call me hay c if you go back with me if you know that let me know i m checking myself and question my work created a hell just looking for a heaven on earth i m faded for real i m feeling like i m never alert but a deal is a deal i ain t trippin made a couple decisions but shit i can t remember i know its hard to forgive me i said that i m sorry i m in it and still a part of me feels that i ve been misrepresented i m not finished i m not finished i m not i m not giving this up i m tired and i m stuck my time is in a rush my tires in a rut if not i m still pushing i m the next up and i could give a fuck if y all was in the club cause y all was just looking momma i m sorry daddy i m sorry oh zela i m sorry i m never at home so it s heavy back home i never let go said i never let go i m seeing my baby post up with a new man it s so easy these days to forget who i am my old friends gonna hate me my new friends gonna lie they don t wanna see me make it they don t wanna see me shine and i been running out of patience spending all my time been spending the money i been making still staying on my grind my homie i m sorry