3 cigarettes deeper and deeper i ve been drinking more and eating less it s a mess without you laying here i know it can be all right if i just wait it out and try to rest it s a mess without you laying here i m a mess i am a mess i m in a corner in a pit they can shock it or what do you care are you there are you listening i ll smash my head against the wall i ll stab every picture in its heart you re a snake and your slithering away i could ask myself a thousand times a night why am i at fault for someone else s lies and i could ask myself a thousand times but why why do i blame myself we don t have to blame ourselves i m in a corner in a pit they can shock it or what do you care are you there are you listening i ll smash my head against the wall i ll stab every picture in its heart you re a snake and you re slithering for the thought that i can escape with the wind a cold heart bad blood and i ve been bitten oh i ve been bitten i could ask myself a thousand times a night why am i at fault for someone else s lies and i could ask myself a thousand times but why why do i blame myself we don t have to blame ourselves nooo oh oh no nooo oh oh no it s all going away  i could ask myself a thousand times a night why am i at fault for someone else s lies and i could ask myself a thousand times but why why do i blame myself 3 cigarettes deeper and deeper i ve been drinking more and eating less it s a mess without you laying here i m a mess i am a mess