still not quite convinced i really do exist i always start and end in the same spot just when you might have thought i m doing fine i m not i swear i just read the vibes right clearly you re not down with my enthusiastic bullshit when you re with your drunk friends watch me tone it down a notch i cut down on the talk and be right where you want me if i ever find myself i d stay out of my motherfucking way malleable and shapeless i sway the conversation line by line i turn it into math i ve never been good at that so i ll stick to a laugh maybe try out a safe joke if i ever find myself i d say if i ever find myself i d say i can smell your room strictly from your exhale you think you re so cool but leave out certain details i feel my heart stop beating i m done this time i mean it i know myself like no one else and i hate every second just like just like just like paranoia but i m always right1