i ve been trapped under who i said i d be for so long i got lost in always trying to be what i m not i m afraid that you want all that i m not and you thought i d change like i did before but i m not the type to change anymore only i could pick the flower then damn it if it doesn t die uproot the thing that i forgot to appreciate alive cause i can t hold it together when your tears start to melt their way through cracks in your makeup i know i m not what you wanted and if i am then you don t act like you know that and i know that so we break down you don t deserve to have to worry about if i ll be there when you need me but you ll still hear me out don t you dare think i don t know how bad this hurts and don t you dare think i don t know who hurt who worse don t trade your guard up for me ever getting through to your head don t trade for problems and someone you ll wish you hated instead you d be better off
['anthem emo']