this struggles enough to get carried away drown out in the oceans i m locked here inside my head try and float away to ease the pain but my anchors keeping me at bay i feel like there s nothing left and there s a gun to my head it s driving me crazy i ll hide away and pretend that i m dead and let you all win i love playing victim so tired and ashamed of what i became tuck my tail between my legs walk away give up on everything hang my head in shame i gotta break i m gonna break free dig myself a grave i ll hide away bury all the pain deep inside i m living a lie after a lie after a lie