girl whatever happens in the end i dont want to lose you as my friend guy i promise i will never be your friend no matter what ever it was december 24th when my chest caved in and my everything called to say lets stay friends well not quite she used me beautifully and with that empty tone she can sing my eulogy and now i feel like im ugly once again her excuses start to fill my empty stomach to the brim the room starts to spin and i cry till i dry heave i am a dying piece of her past just another band aid she needs to relax until she justifies my pain with a reason that lacks see i just wanted her to see herself like i do beautiful but she speaks her lies in haiku so resurrect me teach me where to go from here and i will script to melody with meanings that are so sincere her frozen tears are streaming down the sculpted ice giving me the coldest bite every time i hold it tight im masochistic when i love you till my heart bleeds ill love you till i break when im running from your sharp teeth im out of breath as i hang onto the broken glass picking up the pieces being strangled by a photograph and shes a black rose trapped in cracked roads that cant grow but still im lost in her splendor and im an idiot minus the savant when im trying to move on but choose not to remember guy wait a second where are you girl im here guy i didnt say you could come here girl can i come there i spent the midnight admiring your crooked edges juggling with history and times that we mistook as head trips and look for exits from green eyes that haunt me at these times of wanting to idolize your good intentions its not a friendship its a see saw torment im down on all fours for it and shes all for it i used to find a little piece of solace in your breathing pattern fair in war and love but you cautious when you reached the latter werent you love do you believe in angels or just an instability and using me to scapegoat i held your flaws and the beauty that you mangled and i told you that i loved them just so that you could see your halo and when she lies im a casualty of that and when she said she loved him i felt my galaxy collapse im dancing to the heartbreak while echoes make a point of it ive never felt like this i think about you in these nightmares and daydreams holding onto memories in times where wed make peace but youre a pantomime witch hunt for truth you have so many faces tell me which one is you and you can be with him or anybody else but they will never love you the way that this somebody felt but now its over cause he finally broke the surface i just want to say goodbye and that i really hope its worth it  girl if we f k im gonna feel like s t tomorrow guy thats okay with me girl i love you i never hurt you on purpose guy i dont care2