i fell into way too big blues mental guardrails failed and just like cinema i m waiting for happy endings you only cared about my needs and that s not fair to you i only cared about my needs i swear to god that s not true me at the party having a blast you look so anxious i want to ask but you can t form those words to tell me what is wrong you only cared about my needs wringing you out like a towel oh whats the matter poor audrey is this not fun for you you re still so worried and i don t know why i wish all my answers could make you alright but i never had answers i just had questions and i don t know why i did all those things to ruin this me and you would always have been if always could ever be its sad but it s so true and opposites attract but they don t know how to stick together you wanna talk about how you like rainy weather well i m the one that has to bike in that shit just to see you and i throw fits when i don t mean to i get upset and i blame myself cuz it s always gonna be my fault and i feel pressurized like a soda shaken up by an eight year old trying to prank his sister but he missed her it was an earnest attempt but i exploded all on the walls fell so short when i stood so tall my mental state doesn t make much sense at all made this mess made myself am the mess need some help i said hey man i said no way i don t want your help i ll be ok i m just so confused but i ll sort things out a determined boy devoid of doubt feel so bad and so upset frustrated full of regret but we ll be just fine as long as i try just give me lots and lots and lots of time