x3 but what about today what about today i ain t worried about the next cuz it ain t here im gonna live my life for everything that it is and try not to shed no tears ain t no wishing upon a star cuz i can t see them from the hood and even if i make it away it still ain t gon do me no good my future remains to be easy for me it ain t one to see every where that i turn i can t escape reality the preacher told me a darker past will take away the pain but i ain t got too long to wait for 23 years its been the same now what about all i can do is pray cuz tomorrow ain t promising im paranoid with a k i feel like im fading away and my eye stay too out of focus so im living for today just incase you haven t noticed x2 but what about today every day i try to maintain and hope the worst dont come to get me today is all i can see and tomorrow don got me leary a bad time but im feeling my past times and on top of my sad times im losing my damn mind i ain t thinking about no and thats the truth every time im catchin a grip its like my life will knock me loose cuz all my pain explains the true still i try and keep it going today is what i can understand cuz everything is showin it is what it is there ain t no mistakin hopin and dazing this life i live with me is real it ain t nothin amazing i take it like its my last and clear the rest out of my way from yesterday and tomorrow and try to think about today x2 but what about today i know that i got one life to live and i can t focus on a dream the past don put me on my ass cuz everything ain t what it seem reminiscing give me the trip i tried to block it out cuz memories will be the reason suicide will take me out this how one might be my last and i dont wan think about it if its time for me to kno i ain t gon try to get up out it now days be so dramatic like my time be runnin thin everytime i feel its over hard times keep killin gain just like it hurt but i can take it in the den below my back riding ruff but i can shake it will i make it ill never know cuz my future will never show so im stuck on the day everything else im lettin go  x2 but what about today