you buried me beneath the floor dust off the dirt manifested by hurt it works its way under and tears at my nerves i gave you everything and more time after time where do i draw the line every waking day i m looking for a sign i ll wait for you to show i m hopeful but i know i m wasting my time i m living a lie i ve been abandoned i m all alone i ve been stranded i should ve known this would happen you left me on my own my legs are trembling on the edge why choose another way when it all ends the same hypothetically what could you even say i m anchored down by my regret too consumed with the past to let the present last fleeting moments seem to slip from my grasp i never wanted i never wanted i never wanted my pain to show i never wanted my flaws exposed i never wanted the world to know i suffer from the fear of being left i never wanted my pain to show i never wanted my flaws exposed i never wanted the world to know i suffer from the fear of being left alone