mae i ought to leave him but something makes me stay it s the stuff i d try to kill him but my guy gives me love and the stuff sometimes he s rough he throws me down the stairs but deep inside he cares he buys me lingerie and the stuff i was a student good grades and so naive til the stuff a handsome stranger some empty promises lotsa stuff but i don t get hooked i m not addicted no i just enjoy the glow i like to have my fun no harm to anyone though the fun sometimes escapes me when jack gets stoned and rapes me nothing numbs me better than the stuff