i mean yeah i really miss being at home in the woods i used to like like fucking lay there and just like pass out in nature just being with the wild there s like mad animals there fucking foxes like deers and the wolves and like just the creatures you know that belong with the trees and belong with the peace and i i swear to god literally that was the only time in my life that i felt like i belonged anywhere i m like you know i just i want to go back i miss i miss being i miss being home its hard when youre grieving i was too young when you left me alone i never cried for you even when i skinned my knees all the way to the bone cause were both made from scars we cant change what we are it was a dream i was wishing given the world in a tangle of vine always said it would break me but i thought if you lived then i could be fine but weve both run so far that we can love where we are back to the woods now i m going back to the woods my heart is no good here oh it don t work like it should was raised by the wolves back to the woods now i m going back to the woods my heart is no good here oh it don t work like it should raised by the wolves it s a long way i came just running way from pain i m so far from home i don t wanna be alone  i never asked you to save me just don t say that your hands aren t stained i wasn t trying to desert you no i was corrupted and desperate for change you weren t supposed to break for me but you were all that i could see but you keep trying to break me cause you could see yourself trapped in my eyes now i m full of the feeling that i ll never know love that is mine it took two to make a wrong we never had to be alone back to the woods now i m going back to the woods my heart is no good here oh it don t work like it should raised by the wolves back to the woods now i m going back to the woods my heart is no good here oh it don t work like it should was raised by the wolves back to the woods im gone for good i remember 7 mile nights on the floor by the kitchen while he slept in the room with his wife and his children that shame for you mama pain for you mama see that s what i wish i could change for you mama but i was so young i couldn t fix the shit you were too close to your son like you icarus just an outsider got lucky to witness it love was replaced by how much i resented it now im so scared to connect with my heart man feel like i touch it it all fall apart man i wished on every star that i could that one day you d find me again in the woods the sun is always on our side i think sometimes even the moon and the trees and the wind all cry out for help because this world is too big even for itself everything is lonely like everybody else for real man for real and i and i just one day i just wanna i wanna hop out of the cocoon and just fly just fly you know just fly2