now welcome to my home and i m mad i can t draw out the past and i can t leave this vision out of my mind and fate had taken her by the throat i can t get her back and i ve tried to seek the salvation that i find so delectable to me so i have taken all the tools from my body and my brain i carved a canvas for the blood that remains when will you return to me my god why can t we be i ve traveled through tunnel visions and slowly the tunnel gets colder i ride i can t believe that you re gone when will the pain stop haunting my life and blaming me i fell too far to tell if i m dead or alive i can t look back on everything because your corpse is running for me you like the thought of a fright in layers of fear tonight i am driven by your cries i tread through this broken foundation to seek the broken lies what s more is all the suffering in my head will take countless hours to recreate yet nothing steps in my way to creating works of art so i began to take a dive into the deep i couldn t turn back put my body to sleep relentless submission drove me to the brink my god i ve run out of ink  my art is now complete yet the layers of fear get colder i ride i can t believe that you re gone when will the pain stop haunting my life and blaming me i fell too far to tell if i m dead or alive i can t look back on everything because your corpse is running for me you like the thought of a fright in layers of fear tonight first i looked for a canvas but not just any canvas i needed a jar and plastic tubing i sucked on it until the blood filled my mouth i needed to remove the flesh from the bone it made for a lovely undercoat i had a special brush like a horsehair brush but different i needed something to add the final touches i needed a finger finally someone had to bear witness a critical eye on things i gouged it out oh god i felt like a monster i traced your beauty but the memories remain colder i ride i can t believe that you re gone when will the pain stop haunting my life and blaming me i fell too far to tell if i m dead or alive i can t look back on everything because your corpse is running for me you like the thought of a fright in layers of fear tonight layers of fear tonight 2