i ve become resistant to myself to my weaknesses and pain i ve become the one who wants to live and just feel alive again i ve changed myself i ve changed i ve changed myself i ve changed i ve become addicted to being strong started out my second life and the remnants of your tears and smiles shift deleted from my mind without knowing how it hurts i feel safe without knowing how it hurts i feel safe is this what i really wanted is this what i really wanted 