i arrive alive and to my demise it s another sunny day a dark and gray glass lottery a victorious dismay i m up all night inside my room just trying to ignore the unfortunate color of the sky i live under i m going i m gone but i won t say for long i m going i m gone but i won t say for long the hand i drew had more cards in it than should have been dealt but there s a card completing everything that i have not yet held untie the lines and lives that hide beneath my broken smile cuz i can t crack it anymore your eyes say stay but your stare says go away so i will go you re never going to see me again so i m told i m going i m gone but i won t say for long i m going i m gone but i won t say for long i ve been listening to the memories from a long long time ago snapshots taken by my mind in time but where were they last night when time in a picture arrived i m going i m gone but i won t say for long i m going i m gone but i won t say for long right nows the time to drive a million miles away but i ll be here in pictures right now the time to drive a million miles away i ll make it in my head