i don t know what it is inside me it takes the grip never letting go it plays its game scrambling your mind you re now trained i try to stop it but it won t go away i m in its rut god please try to spare me take my soul and set it free it won t leave me be how can you set it free please help me lord spare my life pull up on the cord give me the chance to live the chance that i dreamt the chance to give if i knew for sure i d spare the pain that i endured i pray to god for his help what is wrong only he can tell why can t this just go away is this the reason i have to pay what s there to hold me back is this the way to keep intact i don t know what s going on the life of god please don t be gone 