all right all right the heat comes in distant shifts to fill up my room it spills out of these ancient vents to meet the new cold and i lay in my twisted sheets and stare out at the snow thinking of the next few months my cold and lifeless eyes no i ve never felt so separate and then there s you but that s so obvious i just said it it s hopeless and i know this that s why i can t dream no desire or circumstance keeps it from me keeps it from me keeps it keeps one by one to department stores we walk through the aisles in a forest of designer clothes you touch me and smile and oh for a moment i could want nothing your bright eyes burn through my exploding heart so we stand as the shoppers pass us and for once i can feel a touch complete and i need to just be near you and fill these empty eyes you start turning as resistance pulls you from my cold and boring life we ll make it easy let time pass as devotion dies the list goes on and on i have waited and i will be waiting for time to cure the fear  to cure the fear