in my hands i m holding all in the fire and it hurts in my heart i m bleeding in the silence afterwards in my mind maybe this time i ll have the strength to leave him but in my chest a feeling like i m still believing that i need him i need him like i need a mirror when i m falling it s deceiving distorting my thinking don t know if i m dreaming don t you realise when you look at me i hear the lonely cry looking at your eyes i live in hope that they ll come alive i m your longest shadow i know wherever you go i go i m on the outside like a lonely cry he s in my blood i m grieving for the life i left behind and in my sleep i m needing to escape this heart and mind in my life i ll pay the price to be a fool for his love and from my mouth i m feeding on the trail of his lies i need him i need him like i need a mirror when i m falling it s deceiving makes me give in so don t wake me if i m dreaming  don t you realise when you look at me i hear the lonely cry looking at your eyes i live in hope that they ll come alive i m your longest shadow i know wherever you go i go i m on the outside like a lonely cry look back and i don t know i don t know right from wrong no matter where you go i ll be coming along cause in my heart in my mind in my chest i feel it i m everywhere you go don t you realise when you look at me i hear the lonely cry looking at your eyes i live in hope that they ll come alive i m your longest shadow i know wherever you go i go i m on the outside like a lonely cry like a lonely cry like a lonely cry like a lonely cry