it s gonna be alright keep your head up to the sky cause everything s gon be alright too many problems in my life i find myself unable to maintain the nigga that was takin over my brain redesignin my main frame developin so much hatred i feel like fuck all of y all and for the slightest disrespect i would gladly touch all of y all dedicated to doing bad and addicted to drama people think i m missin manners at home training but i m just missin my momma it s like i don t fit in this bullshit world surrounded by bullshit boys and bullshit bitches that will murder there own people for a come up and that s why i be mean muggin every son of a bitch that walk or run up i m paranoid my nigga i keep one in the chamber willing to trade my freedom for life and live among strangers my goal is to become one hundred and ten years old i found myself but i can t grow until i find my soul stuck on 25 but hopefully i ll survive i ll make it receiving hard pain from l o v e but i ll take it dear dorothy i know you looking at ya son from heaven totally clean and blessed without drugs and weapons wish i could open up the pearly gates and see your face but i gotta sinful life momma and i may not get to see that place i just can t keep my cool mother fuckers messin with the wrong weapon i pull out my jimmy bone switchblade and start cuttin nigga you ain t never known pain you don t want this in your jugular vein rusty blades make gangrene spread like mayonnaise magn i can t think of nothin that ever made me feel like that dro not even a woman cause as quick as she comes she out the do can t put my trust up in eve cause she got tricks up her sleeve all i wanna do is live until i m d e a d of natural causes i don t need nobody knockin me off just let me fall bitch get out the way you blockin me off stuck in the same spot but hopefully i ll survive i ll make it disrespected by the people i love but i ll take it 