i spoke a vow today and asked if god would come and play i ve dug a shallow hole for him to sleep but i swear he just won t answer me i call on out is he afraid i ll bury him down with the ones he keeps and if the devil is listening i ll come for him as well if i suspect he had a hand to play and if i see his face in town there s room for two down underground nothing s gonna stop me til i m done until i m done until i m done until i m done until i m done cause tonight i m killing gods killing gods it s guilt and frustration it s everything between the silence and the absence hitting home peripheral glances and the chasing of a sound i never knew i d miss until it s gone so ask me how i m coping and i ll smile and tell you i m just fine while down inside i m drowning in the fucking rain because when everything is empty and your heart is set to cave sometimes all you wish for is a place is a place to place the blame burn your heaven flood your hell drown you in your wishing wells burn your heaven flood your hell damn you all cause tonight i m killing gods the incendiary shock wave scorched earth policy the devastation that only loss will leave the chants and incantations of daily rituals a subtle lapse in brutal honesty so ask me how i m coping and i ll smile and tell you i m just fine while down inside i m screaming til i fucking bleed because when everyone s expendable and your heart can t take the weight the last thing that you wish for is the face is the face to face the pain  burn your heaven flood your hell drown you in your wishing wells burn your heaven flood your hell damn you all cause tonight i m killing gods i spoke a vow today and asked if god would come and play cause i just wanna cut that fucker down face me face me face me face me face me face me none survive face me face me none survive go none survive the devil and god have died inside me1