it s negative i wish you the worst dear to feel the greatest pain a positive you say it s all in vain you know i felt and i won t feel again i know you hours of madness years of dysfunction the deepest embitterment no will to strive or achieve finally in breakdown perpetual fall on your knees as you crawl back to me it ends like this i can hope for bliss if you fail again cause i m right here to witness every step and when you trip i will cherish it hours of madness years of dysfunction the deepest embitterment no will to strive or achieve finale in breakdown perpetual fall on your knees as you crawl back to me i live to watch you fail i live to watch you fail i live to watch you fail i am the wind in your sail i wish you the worst dear to feel the greatest pain cause i m right here to retrieve all you stole every tear and everything you own and i wish you hours of madness years of dysfunction the deepest embitterment no will to trust anyone this is how i live this is how you left me blue as i crawl back to 