nobody knows where they might end up nobody knows nobody knows where they might end up yo okay now i got a secret knows deep in the dark but i know that it shows got to get high just to beat the lows move slow got woes and the pressure grows uh born to a broken home i mean a broken house cause the trust is out moms got tears and i lived in fear never even had the same address for a year uh and now my stash is tapped panic attacks i need a permanent nap searching for a turn in the map burning now i m lookin for a person to snap on send a muthafuckin nurse to black on straight verse and i curse to clap on if i didn t have this track to rap on i would have to put the damn platforms back on they try to tell me that i m living in a shattered place but then i tell them that i never saw with different space it seems we roaming down the street with no end and i just like to pretend that my shrink ain t my best friend i ve been drowning in my sorrows full of bottles but i m hollow blackening bravado and i borrow on tomorrow ain t no trace of where we at so its time to face the facts i say hello worlds i m i ll get back to you on that you never know what another soul is going through man they say that we re all just human but don t accept our own humanity consumed in vanity and social constructs we re quick to judge insanity never know what was truly real or right or wrong were still willing to build walls that increase the divide so its time to say that it s okay to not be okay no crazy no normal no sane just a condition that we all share the you in me and the me in you look inside the mirror and i know what i see another enemy staring back at me say she don t want me to win and she don t want me to be she been talking to me since a ni a was three life full a mess and a bag full of stress confess that i might not pass this test press and i never had the guts to cut but i ain t givin a fuck imma self destruct have you ever been in battle war with yourself you were shaking on a rattle bang bang but you need more ammo take another swing call it boxing shadows no key to coping no trusting in my emotions can t focus much less expose them since i got that diagnosis now i m living on these doses slippin under noses and i tend to get explosive with the ones that i am closest i couldn t believe it wanna suck on a barrel and squeeze it wanna take all the pain and relieve it gotta search for my soul and retrieve it thought everybody was hatin on me but its pain to see my biggest hater is me and i never really knew my wealth cuz i guess its all about self love and i may never make it back so i say hello world i m i ll get back to you on that maybe one day we ll acknowledge the god in one another where hearts can bend and minds can mend and there s nothing to be ashamed of because the stigma hurts more than the sickness and no one deserves a spoiled identity that s why we have to go without fear without these assumptions and taints of perspectives and remember that one day they will paint civilization by how it helped the hurting nobody knows