i ve been holding these bags for too long i know that you re right and i know that i m wrong i can t find my equilibrium mistakes were made it all started with your half hearted bullshit you never meant a single word that you said to me you were a fucking catastrophe i just want to forget everything in my head i know that youre only a phone call away its everything that i wanted to say ill put on a new pair of pants that i havent worn since before we dated ive been saving for just this occasion youre an addict of sorts to a litany of the worst things that ive ever heard and i wouldnt care to mention while youre walking around your college campus i am home here alone in nashua while youre out late at fucking parties that i cant stand to be around i guess that thats just the difference between you and me you see one of two things and i see three see your complexion it haunts me youve been dousing yourself in cosmetics to hide completely so what the fuck is your problem i guess that you and i were just never meant to be so stop talking to me