i want you to know i m glad you re not dead all the hate in my heart has gone out of my head it took me some time but i understand that i made enemies where i should have stayed friends cause it s way too much work to hate your old friends i want you to know that i ll be alright if you feel like i do and you re over the fight sure there are times when i can t get by but show me a person who always feels fine and i ll show you a lying sack of shit but oh i know i wouldn t think about me too but the smallest things make me remember you and it s hard when i know we were such good friends and it s hard when i know that we can never be friends there are nights when i miss my friends when i look through old pictures think about you again and i hope that you re happy that i m not dead and we both ended up kinda okay in the end1