we say goodbye outside the liquor store i walk inside i ll stay outside for a while just then i see a stranger walk in in the stockings that he bought for me i shouldn t be nervous but i reach out my shaking hand and she says lola he says joseph she buys the red wine he buys the white wine i offer a ride we drive the night introduce ourselves he watches as she crosses her legs up on the dash i feel the need to tell her i m a virgin from a lonely town she tells me that me and my lover we didn t last so i say lola i say joseph i want you closer so come on inside closer come into the night joseph you can look but don t you touch when i want your hands on my skin i ll ask but i ve never done this can you show me please just count to five not too fast 1 2 3 4 i say lola i wanna know ya hey joseph come on closer not myself i m not myself i m someone else i m not myself not myself i m not myself i m someone else i m not myself i m someone else