the rain feels cold upon my face i m getting tired i haven t slept in days complete depravity is catching up with me now i ve come to see that you re the only way out and why am i still standing in the cold it s obvious that you re not here and how can i be young and feel so old and how can i be strong and run away and why am i still running so hard heading straight for the point where you pretend that you don t even know me if this is not what i was made for then why is it so hard to change if this is not why i am here then why do you feel so far away and why am i still standing in the cold it s obvious that you re not here and how can i be young and feel so old and how can i be strong and run away and i m a liar through my soul but how come i don t hate it and how can this be wrong if you re the one that made it i m the guiltiest one of them all god i m begging you to show me just where i went wrong and why am i still standing in the cold it s obvious that you re not here and how can i be young and feel so old and how can i be strong and run away and how can you still find me and how can you still find me and how can you still find me  and why am i still standing in the cold when it s obvious that you re not here and how can i be young and feel so old and how can i be strong and run away