verse 1 grinding with a quarter tank and i m still gassed up you think i decide your fate baby that s just bad luck you ain t hallucinating on your plasma that s us i ve been contemplating wishing all those nights i strapped up where i go i ve been laying low the past won t let me go i just called just to say hello i swear its nothing more i had asked you how you re holding up you asking about some hoes but i don t want to be in love if love don t come alone so sorry to my exes and my lungs and my liver yeah i swore i had a big heart but she says my dick s bigger every feeling i ever had was stuck behind my zipper she probably right the truth is i wish i could beg to differ i ve been i ve been drinking too much again again oh i tend to say too much when i get like this but you already know that here i go again taking it way too far here i go again taking it way too far my older ex been texting my newer ex saying that we re so in love back together having sex it s far from the truth her screws are loose she feeling vexed the bitch is nuts she flew the coop she sees that i m cashing checks i mean the whole time i was clueless sorry i had to do this but what you tried to ruin was the real thing i came so far from where i started even though now its departed its been a while since i could fuckin feel things i know i changed shit i know i m different at least now i finally got conviction who you kidding used to be somebody s nobody now i m now nobody s somebody so the more you tripping and bitching the more they listen  you say that i m too lost i m just getting this out of my system you say that i m too gone i m just getting this out of my system you say that i m too lost i m just getting this out of my system you say that i m too gone i m just getting this out of my system 2