ive been tearing things down so i can build them up like monoliths way up above ive been pouring out water on to dusty ground to quench my thirsty mouth ive been thinking things no one around me thinks that no one i know believes and hideous in me my panaceas scream in the worst kinds of disease but i am not one i am many i am not one i am many i am not one i am many i am not one i am many i am not one i am many i am not one i am many life has rushed past me i cannot hold a single thing it s always hiding in between but still the universe is flowing in and out my mind seeing all that passes by my eyes i am not one i am many i am not one i am many i am not one i am many i am not one i am many i am not one i am many i am not one i am many i am not one i am many i am not one i am many