bruises swell beneath the skin to visualize the pain within unprovoked my body tends to carry them like surrogates my guilty conscience lies beneath the dirt it s buried in abandoned with the thought that i was ever something more than this people looking at me like they re stressing scared like they don t wanna test me pretend like i don t see em keep em guessing but my instability is getting reckless my world is covered in a deep shade of violet everything s tied to an image of violence scrawled on the walls of my psyche s asylum is i don t need help i know just where my mind is haha i know just where my mind is brr brr ah i m cold blooded yeah i m numb from head to toe i m cold blooded and i want the world to know i m cold blooded yeah i m numb from head to toe i m cold blooded i ll sell the show til curtains close i m cold blooded like nothing is pumping in my veins i m told something is busted and buggy in my brain cut it open let s see what s broken if you noticed there s no emotion it s frozen over from low exposure solely focused on loading slower deleting my sympathy for the efficiency instantly different when there s a deficiency visually visibly viscerally vividly everything s brilliant when i only live for me won t stop to pick up your slack get got you just hold me back you thought i would fall for that but i caught you plotting your attack i m all i have  i m cold blooded yeah i m numb from head to toe i m cold blooded and i want the world to know i m cold blooded yeah i m numb from head to toe i m cold blooded i ll sell the show til curtains close scribbles on the pages tell tales of a struggle got me looking at the cross like father can t you hear me been praying and they say that you would save anyone right i m done being locked up in a room counting how many seconds i got my mind to myself i m making cracks in the shell rearranging all my cells i don t need your help i m trimming the fat yeah i m taking only what i please you ain t part of the process no extra baggage i don t need better check your disposition acting like you got the vision cause you think you making plays when they really just omissions