i tell you when to speak to get up from your seat you re wearing the letter abettor see what you ve done to me i know there s nothing left to be i know there is no use there is no forever and ever can t fix what once was whole it used to follow me wherever i d run to hold myself together silent so long after the wait after i m on my own i illuminate below the strong are weak what talked has turned to meat i let it get redder and redder what tore inside of me alone i am my enemy alone i see the truth i know that together or severed i ll dig out from the hole it used to follow me wherever i d run to hold myself together  silent so long after the wait after i m on my own i illuminate silent so long 2