onlyone i just took a look across the street and there s the atf on my rainy deck baby steps away from crazy meth i black out from a heavy dose i wake up to find my dad s house filled with federals and jacob sippin my henny slow i break up my head is in my medical and i blaze a blunt but you already know i let the pencil just explain it i made getting dead presidentials detrimental to my situation why do people cherish the greed and respect while single parents have to bleed for their checks now careless i can t be with connects cause that s when you get them sheriffs that breathe down your neck they got me checking if i m still alive the force isn t there it s like it s wrong to look upon someone s misfortune and care we drink away our problems like we got endorphins to spare the bank and atm became a place of worship and prayer a free man i can supposedly be but i need to eat and i can t get my groceries free life is kind of like an egg when it s over easy and i sure as hell was never born with rosary beads mother s concerned handing me money to feed my hunger to learn but i won t take it i m as stubborn as her i need no man s help my dad wanted to but i m responsible for my own damn self i try to picture right without the bad my father hit his wife so in turn i learned to fight and live a life without a dad what about the past you is who you is i never said my situation was special it s just the truth ya dig i was born with ill fate all the poor can relate i ate off poorly built plates on the floor from milk crates it s either eat your spinach or you get a whipping fool but now i m grown and getting spinach what i m fin to do to the poor this isn t new but to the rich it s like an interview i ll answer the questions so y all can get a clue we ve been abused by this ghetto economy my man ron had been accused of federal robbery and to think a friend of me now in the penitentiary reading letters he sent to me i bought books that ll set him free i fear not those who kill their body so i let it be eventually i guess i ll just get whatever is meant for me i live my life for what i do whatever happens gon happen i don t have to justify my actions i live my life for those i love whatever happens gon happen i don t have to justify my actions