look at me i can not seem to hold my own now let s watch me fall apart turn me around turn me around i feel my own mind breaking down i m looking back and behind me it s normal to be scared of what the future holds but it s the past that s keeping me from letting go i m terrified of the things i could have changed and the words i never said sometimes i think and wonder why regretful scenes constantly run through my head i m terrified my mind is taking me back to how it all used to be and all i want and all i wanted from this is for my mind to be free i ve been running and hiding from what i used to be what am i to do with this shame and guilt god am i diseased i ve been running and hiding from what i used to be i have no way of going back to change if only i had seen turn me around turn me around i feel my own mind breaking down i m looking back and behind me it s normal to be scared of what the future holds but it s the past that s keeping me from letting go i m terrified of the things i could have changed and the words i never said sometimes i think and wonder why regretful scenes constantly run through my head it s not the end