sometimes i lie awake so lost for words so lost to tell you how i feel so terrified of changing what i thought was real it s too bad you re gone it s too bad you re not alone you re so lost for words there is something more i know what you feel deep inside so i will find my own way there s one reason in the end i always ask myself how can i save my fucking day tell me i m your friend but you re wasting your breath that is too bad i lie awake should i give up i search my destiny for my heart should i give up you re so lost for words you re fucking lost you fucking whore i always ask myself how can i save my fucking day it s too bad more than a friend no way no way 