window i wanna see the sun blow i sit there and am still and just a shadow your memory is filling up my mind old town you re dancing to the drummer of a new sound i shudder when i say it doesn t bring me down but seldom do i say a thing at all and i never thought i d seek a separate sunshine no but i get ashamed at things that should feel just fine oh so we sang a song about community i only ever listen when i come and when i leave but yeah i m trying to drop this habit of always apologizing this patterns is a trap it s agonizing only i will make it go away so we can lift them and focus on the moments that we live in leave apprehensions and the headaches that they ve given my heart beats it has better things to say so i won t stumble as i follow down this path cause words that are spoken are just other things to have and love you have given in your lifetime gives you back i hope i remember to believe that