had a day with destiny damn right y all hit play but that bitch curved me for like 4 mix tapes get your shit straight fix your collar get your dollars up speak up boy better sit straight you ain t drizzy drake lil wayne kanye kendrick marshall fuck you ain t big jay nah yeah they don t love me back home nah they don t love me back home but they need me back home fucked up about this shit is is they don t even know nah they can do it on their own now i m singing this shit guess it all makes sense as a kid i listened to the bone at my parents crib watching bet mtv you know all the now i m sitting at the table with a pretty young thing and she tell me about her day but the truth is i can give a negative 2 fucks bout what she gotta say only found god in these rhymes why d you think god damn it every night i go home and pray let this all go straight and my momma said say this it s all love this is not a song is not a song for you it s some shit that s running through my head now this is not a song is not a song for you this is just some shit that s running through my head when i m faded i m just chilling in this hotel room and i don t know what i m searching for yeah any more nah this how i really feel this how i really feel funny how my heart on my sleeve put the beat here kill this hell 17 running around heartbeat screaming that i m really ill 8 years later god damn it i m the only one really here yeah i just got my word and my bars she just got curves in them draws she working it all me i gave birth to em all that s why we go splurge in the mall for the years you watched me fall for the years you watched me crawl nah i ain t lost i don t listen to you people i listen to my heart and it can t be bought till the curtains is called you know and these lungs are filled with tar lately i ve been so distraught with all these thoughts in my head but fuck it i ma drink this gin instead so  this is not a song is not a song for you it s some shit that s running through my head now this is not a song is not a song for you this is just some shit that s running through my head when i m faded i m just chilling in this hotel room and i don t know what i m searching for yeah any more nah when i m faded i m just chilling in this hotel room and i don t know what i m searching for yeah any more nah 