once i was alone in this room i saw the fumes from the door listen to the sound of my knees making space in the sand tracing all the lines with my eyes because my hands won t stop once i was alone in this room i saw myself separate i m loose in my head i m loose in my head they came along for the ride they came along for the ride they wanted it more than this they came along that s all they did i m loose in my head i m loose in my head i m loose in my head i m loose in my head counted all the breath i let out the way the air saves face remembering a time i called out but all i got was grey turning all the knobs to locked doors because my eyes won t stop once i was alone in this room i saw myself separate i m loose in my head i m loose in my head i m loose in my head i m loose in my head i m loose in my head i m loose in my head i m loose in my head i m loose in my head i m loose in my head i m loose in my head i m loose in my head i m loose in my head i m loose in my head  they came along for the ride they came along for the ride they wanted it more than this they came along that s all they did