my frustration caused the callous turned my senses into spite my perception with no conscience made the fear seem almost right i was unaffected for so long now i m fucking ruined i was desperation for so long now it s fucking gone can i see it can i see it can i see it can i i can t even recognize myself i turned into what destroyed it drown the truth out until it all makes sense again take my fucking conscience from me try to save me from myself turn my fucking thoughts against me now my ways will be dissolved fuck integrity fuck integrity my frustration caused the callous turned my senses into spite my perception with no conscience made the dear seem almost right  the height of callousness the height of callousness takes over the height of callousness the height of callousness it s over 