drowning in ignorance of my thoughts approaching closer to the bottom to the bottom of this gray world to the bottom of this fallen world i can see the light in the distance the light that i needed but i couldn t reach up to it i wallowed in the mud in the false and cruelty of mankind all irreversible collapses no hopes for a clean kind world all decays decays from the inside look what we have done to our world i m drowning in oblivion of my thoughts i m already at the bottom and the light shines dimly in the distance the sea was filled with tears of children river is full of people s blood i m already at the bottom sky is covered with dark clouds all irreversible collapses no hopes for a clean kind world all decays decays from the inside look what we have done to our world drowning in ignorance of my thoughts approaching closer to the bottom to the bottom of this gray world to the bottom of this fallen world i can see the light in the distance the light that i needed but i couldn t reach up to it i wallowed in the mud in the false and cruelty of mankind all irreversible collapses