breathing an air permeated soaked in darkness emanating from within resonating like a scream no one can hear i wear this chaos well though none should save me desperation keeps me here my need for innocence the place where i began the abyss becomes me i wear this chaos well are these not words of heresy a venom on my lips a poison my spirit impurified in everything i choose to say with you i stand in hope that god will save us from ourselves every cry a wasted moment until another day is lost even lands we once called home lie undiscovered and unknown only heaven s silence for an answer and did our laughter did our tears have some purpose after all did we toil in vain in hope that wisdom came from what we d done even lands we once called home lie undiscovered and unknown only heaven s silence for an answer are these not words of heresy a venom on my lips a poison my spirit impurified in everything i choose to say if i would shed my skin the layers left but not the lessons learned it would not undo what i have done or grant forgiveness in some better days