i open my eyes i try to see but i m blinded by the white light i can t remember how i can t remember why i m lying here tonight and i can t stand the pain and i can t make it go away no i can t stand the pain how could this happen to me i ve made my mistakes got nowhere to run the night goes on as i m fading away i m sick of this life i just wanna scream how could this happen to me everybody s screaming i try to make a sound but no one hears me i m slipping off the edge i m hanging by a thread i wanna start this over again so i try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered and i can t explain what happened and i can t erase the things that i ve done no i can t how could this happen to me i ve made my mistakes got nowhere to run the night goes on as i m fading away i m sick of this life i just wanna scream how could this happen to me i ve made my mistakes got nowhere to run the night goes on as i m fading away i m sick of this life i just wanna scream how could this happen to me how could this happen to me how could this happen to me 