i haven t been myself lately i don t blame you for not wanting to stay saying things that i don t mean not meaning what i say when it s good it s so good when it s bad it s so bad even when i knew what i had what am i supposed to say when i end up driving everyone away cause i am on fire a crying burning liar seeing nothing nothing but myself and i m the one with the lighter every inch of me is charred god what happened to my heart i m about to fall apart again again and you re never coming back and i m not okay with that and i should ve never let myself get attached again again again again again again again again what s done is done and nothing s gonna change i should be moving on but i still feel the same and it s like every day is a fight for my life to get some self control and when you ve forgotten who i am it just feels it just feels like i m nobody at all i found myself hitting the ground i held my breath in case i d drown i should have known when to let go and when to see who i was being again again again i am on fire a crying burning liar seeing nothing nothing but myself and i m the one with the lighter every inch of me is charred god what happened to my heart i m about to fall apart again again and you re never coming back and i m not okay with that and i should ve never let myself get every inch of me is charred god what happened to my heart i m about to fall apart again again and you re never coming back and i m not okay with that and i should ve never let myself get attached again again again again again again again again again again again again again again again again again again again again again again again and you re never coming back and i m not okay with that and i should ve never let myself get attached whoa oh oh ooh again again11