the pledge i ve forgotten this time i am so uncertain that my heart will go on my beloved one if you were here you d find that i m not feeling well but that i will have to go on and though summer unwinds now i have no reason to follow i have only you my sun is pale my heart s old why so quiet this new night there s a white cloud under my eyelid my beloved one there is swirling dark shrouding my freedom cold is the undertone hold my hand i m in the waiting line mute i stand barren ground