i can see a white blouse hanging on window sill a naked body on the bed i can see a candle burning wax dripping bible burning woman that i once called friend don t you bleed out an apology you ll always be a liar to me i can see a black faced woman with a baby saying maybe you should stay down here i can see a shit faced brother that i covered for what must have been the last ten years i could tell she wasn t lying you were lying with a lion up there i could tell you that i saw you but i couldn t make up the stairs i can see a heart sized hole inside the ocean where i m pondering a midnight swim i can see a heart sized hole inside the bottle where i m pondering a midnight swim i could tell you i was dying but you wouldn t know for three more years i could tell you i was dying but you wouldn t know for three more years1