of course this world would be better without you this is true for most everyone or at least people like us but you can t really martyr yourself when no one gives a fuck stop acting like a victim stop conceding defeat it s so tedious to watch someone you care for keep failing themselves you ve been dead twice before but it didn t really change you someone s always there to save you and then help you clean up the mess you re a mess i like how you re ugly do i like you too much to really tell you what you re most needing to hear christ you re such a sadness won t you be good to me won t you be fair won t you be sweet won t you always be there won t you always be there won t you be good to me won t you be fair won t you be sweet won t you always be there won t you always be there i think you re just looking for a reason to go off the rails start another bender to wound yourself though it s never critical you called me two weeks later to get some sort of closure so you wouldn t have to feel like such a pig but i think you should feel that way because you are one maybe we both are i know that someone else s pain is never interesting yeah other people s suffering is so boring but i hope you realize that i could never hate you look to survive in this world you don t have to become a parasite you don t have to be so mercenary so cruel i m only just now learning this myself won t you be good to me won t you be fair won t you be sweet won t you always be there won t you always be there won t you be good to me won t you be fair won t you be sweet won t you always be there won t you always be there won t you be good to me won t you be fair won t you be sweet won t you always be there won t you 2