you re controlled behave don t be yourself so fake you re a slave to someone else nameless and faceless they control your wealth i feel them stressing me i know they re depressing me but i keep movin i m not losin i m not backing down if i keep hustlin i know somethings really gonna happen now if i don t self destruct god save me from myself i feel i m gonna erupt i know i need your help i m sick of living in this hell i m torn into pieces i m not in denial i don t want to be like no one else don t give me a reason caught in a cycle i could lose my mind and kill myself give me a reason i m on the edge and i m freakin me leakin is feasible my head is in need of treatment i m mentally defeated my insides are beatin i m different than everybody and out of my mind i mean it don t test me i m on the edge stressin with every step still i can t understand these people they treat me like somethin less i ve invested every part of me not partially stupid i gave my heart to this music hiding these scars and these bruises i m on the verge searchin for a flawless improvement you in my path that s your ass serve you a coffin you through it i m sick of sittin back poppin drugs and boozin it s not an illusion i prove to you i m hotter than fusion your delusion got you confused and causin optical movements you seein these tracks hit causin constant contusions i m locked in i m crusin movin can t stop what i m doin and anybody in the way s a roadblock to be ruined i m torn cause i m on the edge and i might lose it lose it lose it cause i m on the edge  i m torn into pieces i m not in denial i don t wanna be like no one else don t give me a reason caught in a cycle i could lose my mind and kill myself give me a reason i m on the edge and i m freakin me leakin is feasible my head is in need of treatment i m mentally defeated my insides are beatin i m different than everybody and out of my mind i mean it 