visions of red i never thought that i could get here in the past the pain would blind me and at times id wish you dead now i see a picture clearer than the morning to you i was a monster and you had to save yourself for only one more night to hold you close to tell you you were right oh and ill take all the blame for only one more night to say what i was too stubborn to before oh and ill take all the blame stubborn i was stubborn too stubborn before too stubborn before i left you alone while i went off into my own world throw up my arms in anger when youd try to come pull me out now i see myself more clearly than the morning to you i was hopeless and i had to save myself im not trying to win you back im not on my knees i owe you this much im not holding grudges anymore anymore 