i tried to change but i couldn t fake it i gave you space but you wouldn t take it you dress it up but i m feeling naked and it s so hard to face that there s no way to save it i set the pace but you overtake it the more you push me the more i hate it the more you fix it the more you break it and it s so hard to face that there s no way to save it i m looking for some proof of life something to show me that it s worth my time i keep on reaching for vital signs some indication that we won t flatline when we re silent we demonstrate it and when we talk we just complicate it you made it clear when you hesitated and it s so hard to trace it cause we can t remake it there s no way that i could mistake it i threw you hope but you didn t chase it i drew a lifeline but you erased it and it s so hard to trace it cause we can t remake it