chris could you please give a response to the question that i asked before you put your head down on that desk to take a nap teacher i m not sure if your aware but i heard every word you uttered i m prepared to share with the others what i have learned great go ahead but remember to include the evidence you gathered to the point that your trying to prove alright here we go let me grab my notebook real quick here check it out well hmm my point is this i went to bed late i finished all my homework and i started to create and what i made made me feel so elated and awake i felt it would be wrong to escape and so i stayed and lately it s been difficult to focus on the time there are way too many pressures that are poking at my mind they tell me who to be how to think and what to be and plus all my friends pretend i m cool but really think i m ugly i d love to be the student that i know that i could be but i feel that we re all stupid when assuming we are free so i appreciate your care and i m aware that you re wise but i wish you d understand that i m scared and i cry and i don t want to lie so i guess i should express that i have no clue exactly what the question was you asked and what s the task at hand what are we trying to figure out and will i pass in class if i decide not to participate will i advance in life if i don t get the grades expected will i amount to nothing will i be disrespected cuz i believe that answers are like clouds in open skies and all of them are perfect if i breathe and close my eyes and when somebody makes me feel scared of failing a test i instantly get tense and can barely barely effects i m very spacey i stare at the wall i fiddle in my notebook pass notes in the hall and only when i feel like i m not learning then i sleep so maybe it s not me maybe it s the way you teach oh kris thanks for sharing i m sorry to hear that you re been feeling overwhelmed with that weight you been gain you bet there are some things that we can do to make it better class what do you think how about we brainstorm together hands up everyone place your votes how can a fellow student figure out what he s feeling and why or continue with our discussion on geographical characteristics of mount kilomanjaro you decide i have an idea how about when you feel sleepy you focus on your breathing and think about what your eating i learned in health class that the things that you put in your body have an effect on how well you process information i seen you at the snack bar eyein down the donut holes you know that those preservatives are one molecule away from plastic a change in lifestyle is all takes to take control and i believe you have what it takes to face and change your habits cynthia are you serious it s not what he s eating it s because we re forced to wake up we re teenagers we should be sleeping bryan please raise your hand when you have an idea it s great to raise awareness but not when someone else is speaking ashley what do you believe you ve known chris since middle school what do you see that he can t open up that window to him well okay i guess i have a couple i could share yeah alright well i think chris thinks to much about what others think sounds to me like he s fed up with feeling tiny small and weak maybe he should start reading stuff he really likes and work out every night before writing rhymes i mean you spelt it out he said he s insecure he probably has an identity crisis built up over childhood years and when your constantly confused and you don t know who you are it s probably hard to look in the mirror much less appreciate your heart wow thanks ashley now look at we ve done chris what do you think about the ideas we come up with i agree this is great it s been a lot fun i regained faith in myself and i feel like i have options this actually makes me think how about once a week we do something like this for everyone in class honest it makes more sense to me to use our time together to discuss the conflicts in our lives that often make us feel stuck and if we re honest with each other and we honor each others perspective then maybe we ll get better at learning how to love 1
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