well i know you ve made a practice of closing all your doors but promise me you ll open every window there s a hundred different reasons for the cracks you cover over and the balancing will add to your confusion but the maze is in your mind look for days but you won t find there s nothing here that hasn t been before you thank whoever that tomorrow isn t looming any larger because there s plenty left to occupy the meanwhile and you really like to travel and you really love to feel at home but neither seem to happen at the same time and the map is in your head as you re lying on the bed being blown away by everything before you before you if you were paid for being honest you d have nothing left to live on and all your debt would stack up very neatly and in the back of your head is a lock in your spine full of tension and regret because you never really stopped to think it over that the maze is in your mind look for days but you won t find there s nothing here that hasn t been before you before you