my guard is down accept my invitation but don t waste my time with your slander n lies cause my dream is my dream all based on my revelations extreme but not mean and i ll stand the test of time you say you like me your my friend but i got stabbed in the back removed that smile and wash the blood off your hands i refuse i refuse you call my name but you don t know me you say i m insane but who s to blame cause i ll scream and i ll scream and i m building up a reputation i esteem by all means cause i swin against the stream you turn the page and write the story of a life you don t know my tongue is sharp and mightier than your pen i refuse i refuse i refuse i refuse refuse to be something that i m not i refuse i refuse i refuse i refuse i refuse i refuse refuse to be something that i m not