you send me round my own head thoughts surrounding as i lay me down in my own bed with the sheets like weights and brain tied down to a stone cold pillow but the pillow just feels like grey cement open your ears for this is my final lament love songs ain t for me no more but this won t be the last you hear for sure cause men will send you everything you need plus the money sex and i can bet they ll all be taller than me but this isn t about alex it never was you see it s about the girl who changed him but it wasn t meant to be no this was never about alex never about me it s about the one that was not the one but i was love blind to see but what is love or was this love or just a minor obsession with what i thought i needed was this love i will never know but i feel my time is up but now it s just time for me to go don t wait for me please don t wait i respect your decision but if you ever have a change of heart know that it s not too late6