i don t even feel it but lord how i need it when i m not with her i m not all myself sometimes have my breakfast right off of a mirror and sometimes i ll have it right out of a bottle come on come on i m gonna rip it up tear it out gotta get it off of my soul i don t even miss you but that s cause i m fucked up and sure when it wears off then i will be hurting and just cause the sun shines when you re out of my time and just cause i feel bad and feel good to fly high come on come on i m gonna rip it up tear it out gotta get you off of my soul1