intro be gracious to me o lord for i am in distress my life is spent with sorrow and my years with sighing my strength fails because of my iniquity and my bones waste away hook something evil lies within i dont know if this night will end im wondering if the sun will rise again dark night of the soul i cant deal with this on my own ive never felt so far from home how can this be its like im all alone dark night of the soul verse 1 im feeling worthless on some i dont know whats the purpose and most stay on the surface telling me enjoy life but i cant unwind and embrace it thinking of all the time that ive wasted all the forbidden wine that ive tasted can i speak with candid speech this mans weak a stranded sheep who pants and weeps i cant sleep im surrounded by his lens i feel like asking for death because im drowning in my sins and im gasping for breath its all real as it gets every night my pillow is wet looking for gods face but barely see his silhouette a dry hour in my well of hope the lord feels so far away i couldnt see him with a high powered telescope asking him to be nearer but the sad fact couldnt be clearer my greatest enemy is looking back at me in the mirror a hard sight to behold my hearts not right spark the light to ignite this dark night of my soul hook something evil lies within i dont know if this night will end im wondering if the sun will rise again dark night of the soul i cant deal with this on my own ive never felt so far from home how can this be its like im all alone dark night of the soul verse 2 i feel naked and stranded forsaken and abandoned ive taken god for granted by breaking his commandments its obvious im losing my hope because im thinking who should i quote in my suicide note ive been crushed into grains of pebbles im ashamed that im a rebel and i cant even blame it on the devil im a vile man for real chained to my pride and my smile cant conceal the pain thats inside because his hand is heavy on me man this weathers stormy my soul needs refuge i know my debts huge im needy and thirsty diseased and teary eyed lord please hear my cries because im pleading for mercy i need you to heal me of my brokenness show me a sign of your favor and seal it with a holy kiss it all seemed lost then i took another look at the cross and saw again that the lord is my portion
['christian hip hop', 'roots worship']