i know who you are skip the introduction yeah yeah tell me what you re doing here did you come just to put me in the dungeon no no gray tape in the deck got a cup full of mud got a heart full of hate both eyes full of blood 100 on that freeway man i m so gone this young boy can t see straight i hope i see home what s wrong with me what i want to be is so far away i m living for today cus tomorrow ain t promised i got to get it while i m here and i m just being honest i see god in the mirror i live my life according to how i was raised could care less about your god and about the price he paid no religion i was born with suspicion saw the church as your tradition and i didn t want to be a slave to die is hell to live is gain but if i die i m not afraid a total lie this mess i ve made is more than i can bare so can he save me my fortitude is my solitude so please stay away from me death was a debt that i accrued why would you pay for me they prayed for me they talked to me it s 3 am in my dorm room don t really know what it means yet but i feel like i ll be born soon new life first breath they cried too when i first wept held me up so i wouldn t fall now i m taking these first steps i m running now running now this race here s with myself you re in pursuit high speed chase slowed it down gray tape 1