i asked our father and he said it don t get no easier once you re dead this whole universe is just mud and bone and you carry what you can alone there s total depravity staring back at me there s total depravity standing right in front of me i try to look away and i fail i try to look away and i fail i asked my mother what went wrong she said it s been bad all along and you d better face the butcher straight if you don t want to end up on his plate son i try to look away and i fail i try to look away and i fail