i climbed the hill to julie s house the place i used to live i climbed the steps and tried the door and let myself in the kitchen clock i used to watch had stopped at five to five a photograph i d never seen a car came up the drive i stood outside the kitchen door and when she turned her head i said that i was back to stay she laughed at what i said she said that i d grow old believing that i was what mattered most that i d uncover real feelings as i got close i climbed the hill to julie s house the place i used to live i climbed the steps and tried the door and let myself in she said that i d grow old believing that i was what mattered most that i d uncover real feelings as i got close