before i gaze at you again i ll need a time for tears before i gaze at you again let hours turn to years i have so much forgetting to do before i try to gaze again at you stay away until you cross my mind barely once a day stay away until i wake and find that i can smile and say that i shall gaze at you again without a blush or qualm my eyes will shine like new again my manner poised and calm no sign of fear not even a sigh and so till when we gaze again goodbye goodbye goodbye 