it feels like snow again i m going back home again i m driving those old roads again i know the corners the house looks the same as it did and that s how things have been mom calls me her long lost kid just like always it s been a hard year but i don t wanna talk about it here it s been a long fall but i m climbing out i take the dog for a walk not much has changed around here i sneak a cigarette and talk to an empty sky i try not to think about it how you used to laugh out loud and then come crashing down where i can hold you it s been a hard year but i don t wanna talk about it here it s been a long fall but i m climbing out and you called to say you re sorry for the mess you made you were just so angry so angry a wife and a mother now sometimes you still think about how things might have gone with you and me and oh well i guess it doesn t matter anyway it s been a hard year but i don t wanna talk about it here it s been a long fall but i m climbing out