i never want to look back again on the events of 2010 i can t escape what s in my head t here s no repentance when i ve served my sentence the candle s burning at both ends winter s cold and i m dreading coming home far from anyone i know at all never felt so alone because the hope of spring died with the fall i can finally feel content i can t help but smile when i know things can t get worse than this i see things clearly and i loved them dearly a timeline stained with tragedy and death the clock keeps turning faster when the candle s burning at both ends winter s cold and i m dreading coming home far from anyone i know at all never felt so alone because the hope of spring died with the fall rub these dark circles from my eyes a brighter future s on the rise i ll leave commitments pending the worst year of my life is ending i watch the dates expire caught in a flicker of a fire the hands are turning round the hours counting down and it s all over now all that i had burned to the ground all that will never be i watched it die in front of me a living nightmare was born in this year there are dark clouds all around me and i couldn t see the sun even if i tried winter s cold and i m dreading coming home far from anyone i know at all never felt so alone because the hope of spring died with the fall the hope of spring died with the fall