another day questioning all of the grey and on no sleep i question everything i lie awake in hopes you ll stay but i can t stay no i can t stay i lie awake and if this postcard means nothing where s my fucking piece of mind so dear you this is the hell i ve been through dear you dear you does suicide mean you ll feel okay reconnect this is it pointless i was never one to say fuck a cold apology knowing better is not for me when all else fails why stop i lie awake in hopes you ll stay but i can t stay no i can t stay i lie awake and if this postcard means nothing where s my fucking piece of mind so dear you this is the hell i ve been through dear you dear you so dear you this is the hell i ve been through dear you dear you dear you dear you fuck you never asked for me to change and all this time you were just lying down lying down you never asked for me to change and all this time you were just lying down lying down you never asked for me to change and all this time you were just lying down lying down you never asked for me to change and all this time you were just lying down lying down