they say it s hard to live down a checkered past a man with a criminal record often has a tough time going straight and when he decides to shift over to what the world calls virtuous living often report they just won t forget they won t let me forget there s one story we haven t told now it s the story of what happened to a man who made the switch from the things of god to the things of the world father i confess for doing it i had a brain but life had to ruin it screw in it twist it infect it dissect it don t respect it when you put me in a cage full of animals savages and cold blooded cannibals i can t help but become what s around me tried to run but they found me surround me then they choke ya and provoke ya try to smoke ya turn you into a joker i tried to rip it off but its all i know the only thing i ever knew so what to do look at you a bigot till your growin old your growin mold with a soul that s freezin cold so i confess but even if i m all wrong i ll be down with the clown till i m dead and gone yes i confess but i really could care less father i tried but they wasn t on my side yes i confess but i really could care less father i tried but they wasn t on my side i confess this lady had a purse so i took it i took it home opened it up and shook it she had papers lipstick and nail polish credit cards and about twenty seven dollars i bought a fifth drank it and laid there it seemed like i could see the purse everywhere on the light post by this mail box i tried to run from it i ran a couple blocks but there it was on the side walk waitin for me it tried to lure me to it i had to fuckin do it i picked it up and stuck my fuckin hand in it it was full of rats and they fuckin bit it off father i confess i m a criminal but my worlds too subliminal around me look at them all the wicked masses that s why i m down with the clown till i m ashes yes i confess but i really could care less father i tried but they wasn t on my side yes i confess but i really could care less father i tried but they wasn t on my side  it s like a circus a wicked carnival everybody s got a ticket they re lookin for the freaks to point and gawk at look at yourself the joke s on you jack yes i confess but i really could care less father i tried but they wasn t on my side yes i confess but i really could care less father i tried but they wasn t on my side yes i confess but i really could care less father i tried but they wasn t on my side yes i confess but i really could care less father i tried but they wasn t on my side 1