i ve been trying not to freak out all it ever does is freak you out and i m still sick but now i m trying to get sober and i m not well as you can tell i ve never told anyone what goes on in my head still scares me to death what goes on in my head would scare you to death but i ll try try try try try try try try try not to freak out this time try try try try try try try try try not to freak out this time and here s what scares me to death being alone and being alone with you heights and the dark and all the things that i can t seem to let go of but i ll try try try but i ll try try try try try try try try try not to freak out this time try try try try try try try try try not to freak out this time try try try try try try try try try not to freak out this time try try try try try try try try try not to freak out this time