been awhile intro what is love verse 1 love is what i felt when i first saw you i adore you and every time i think about you i just mourn you i just wanna hold you baby that s the whole truth but what scares me is maybe that i m just missing the old you i ain t seen you in a month maybe two maybe three man i lost count i ve been going through my phone i ve been going through your pictures and looking through your social media accounts then i see you ve got a boyfriend and i get jealous then i go to send you a text and i regret it i know that i look pathetic i know i shouldn t have said it and when i check to see if you replied then it s saying that you read it damn i don t even know what to say i just think about the memories you re throwing away i m just hoping that you miss me and you re doing okay i m just wishing you were with me i ain t doing okay then you threaten a restraining order i should get my brain in order now you re trying to tell me that you hate me but i can t afford to let you go the only reason that i even messaged you was so that i could let you know that chorus i know i ain t seen you in a long time i know that you ve been doing your own thing i know i ain t seen you in awhile i just wanna know how you re doing x2 verse 2 you re the first girl i ever kissed i never told you that i guess i just kinda wished that i was yours so that we could share the same feeling we could share the same intimacy at the same minute yeah and i remember on our first date me and you went to the park it was thursday i looked into your eyes and i was sure fate wanted us to be together this would never turn fake now you act like i don t even exist i fucking begged you to stay now you re sucking his dick it s been like 4 years but to you that doesn t mean shit now you re telling me to leave cuz i m done with this shit fine bitch you fucking want me to leave i don t need you in my life i don t need you to breathe if i mean nothing to you then you mean nothing to we you threw away 4 years now i want you to bleed chorus i know i ain t seen you in a long time i know that you ve been doing your own thing i know i ain t seen you in awhile i just wanna know how you re doing x2 verse 3 i remember when i first proposed tears in your eyes but you said no you tried to pull away but i pulled you close i grabbed your hand you said let go i don t think you understand i can t let you go you re my first love you were my first hope and i m still in love but my heart s been broke and if you want nothing to with me then i ll watch you choke and i hope that you are genuinely happy you went behind my back and then you stabbed me you took everything i had and then you stabbed me i want you to look at me and tell me that you re happy i want you to tell me that you re happy tell me that you love him more than me that you re happy tell me that if we could never speak you d be happy tell me that if we could never be you d be happy i just want you to be happy yeah i just want you to be happy yeah chorus i know i ain t seen you in a long time i know that you ve been doing your own thing i know i ain t seen you in awhile i just wanna know how you re doing x3
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