back when i was younger 15 years old i was tryna figure out where im gunna go i was out tryna find a block of gold a rainbow i was chasing a rainbow used to ride out every day all alone trying to figure out why the worlds so cold now i think about the words my mama told she said you can have it all but don t lose your soul don t lose your soul don t lose your soul don t lose your soul when i was 15 they said i was destined to fail preacher man told me i was headed to hell he told me death was the wage of sin and a young man with so much anger caged within riding round reminiscence i m thinking how i used to be judge said i was a danger to my community but back then i felt like i knew it all i was selling cocaine when other kids were shooting ball i m tellin you all the truth my life was a movie all shit you better tell them red we ve been through it all from close caskets to different court dates but because i know life ain t a short thing back when i was younger 15 years old i was trying to figure out where im gunna go i was out trying to find a block of gold a rainbow i was chasing a rainbow use to ride out everyday all alone trying to figure out why the worlds so cold now i think about the words my mama told she said you can have it all but don t lose your soul don t lose your soul don t lose your soul  mama said there will be days like this i was a young man just trying to make it rich cocaine was a rich mans high and i was broke so i found a couple rich guys that snorted coke i remember rollin up brown weed in a philly smoking it and hearing scenes probably that shit was silly and now it s hard to believe that i was that guy at all and now i keep on slippin and i m trying not to fall i m fucking different woman trying to not get involved cause the saying goes the higher we fly the harder we fall and through it all god never let me go i said a prayer every day and i kept my soul back when i was 15 years old i was trying to figure out where i m gunna go i was out tryina find a block of gold a rainbow i was chasing a rainbow used to ride out everyday all alone trying to figure out why the worlds so cold now i think about my mama told me she said you can have it all but sent lose your soul don t lose your soul don t lose your soul i m feeling like the phoenix how i m raisin from the ashes now every mixed tape is a white trash classic to tell you all the truth it s been a long road we came along way but we still got so far to go do this for my brother in the federal pen and i promise you your not going back ever again back then we were kids trying not to make the news now we got this music thing and i think its breaking through but hold up back then we had it so rough used to do a couple shows but no body showed up and now everybody knows us there like here comes trouble damn i can t wait til i see my brother struggle come on back when i was 15 years old i was trying to figure out where i m gunna go i was out trying find a block of gold a rainbow i was chasin a rain bow used to ride out everyday all alone trying to figure out why the worlds so cold now i think about the words my mama told she said you can have it all but don t lose your soul don t lose your soul don t lose your soul