my secret my truth i didnt want to swim away from you abandoning your sinking ship i was treading water in a world of blue theres a zillion fish in these waters of you more deservedly i left you for dead its a big bad ocean out there wed always said ill swallow anything youve got to avoid that memory it seemed the brighter the sun the blacker the shadow following me everytime i turned and looked back expecting to see crystal clearly i was right for not you and you wrong for me perfectly too my secret truth