i try to avoid your eyes but every time i look away i can t help but looking back just one more time advertising and i try i try not to smile when i catch you looking back at me my heart starts racing 90 miles an hour all i know is i don t know what i am feeling cause i am blinded by your smile i love you then i hate you but when i miss you i can t help but love you one more time i hate that i feel this way that i need you to survive another day i ll need you like i need this time and peppermint gum maybe sometimes i feel alive just letting go you know maybe sometimes i feel like the universe couldn t seperate us if it tried always be by my side all i know is i don t know what i am feeling cause i am blinded by your smile i love you then i hate you but when i miss you i can t help but love you one more time i love you then i hate you but when i miss you i can t help but love you one more time1