so i think by now i understand the problem that this was not at all the life you wanted if i m not around then how could i be any version of the man you need youre a single mom and i m always gone when i say i m alone im alone i mean to say that we re alone we re all alone let me hear you sing it in a whisper let me know which words will draw you closer i won t make a sound if you don t wanna i m just feeling old so if i let you down or when i let you down could i be forgiven so i tell myself i ll be home before the morning when i can right the wrongs my absence has been causing i ll be strong and kind i will follow through ill do everything that she asked me to i will neutralize i equalize ill be screaming at the top of my lungs screaming at the top of my lungs i m so tired of practicing on stages every empty bar a bad decision that im making i wish i was someone else i wish that you loved someone else