and he sort of used me as a way out of it in saying i m in love with anastasia i can t be with you anymore sarah i m so sorry but just realizing this even though nothing s gonna come out of it i just know that it wouldn t be true to you and of course we were on acid in a hilton at a um science fiction convention tell me something stupid auction off my diary life is getting esoteric let me in your movie each time i walk out the door someone mixes metaphors life is so much cleaner on the page it s like the morning when i m dreaming and everything is so pristine it s just a seven hour movie and i m in every scene i don t even want to be with max you know whatever let me in my tv get this tape to tori got to have a subplot when i sell them my life story maybe i should write it first and do the living later cause life is so much cleaner on the page it s like the time i lost my body and then i saw it on tv somehow it shed a whole dimension but it still looked like me each time i write lines for it someone improvises it life is so much cleaner on the page life is so much cleaner on the page i guess if you really want to know someone you make yourself vulnerable and get to know people then you can t leave cause you don t want to to lose them and you know that when they come back they ve had 