violent denial chasing turning and churning in the morning stoned and alone by the evening it s so nice to have nothing to believe in first big love big school bully little one you ve become so ugly sit staring blindly at the sun mother of pearl i m not the one cause we re gracefully falling apart a minute to midnight it starts drinking coffee in the dark trying to hold on hold on to my heart gracefully falling apart a minute to midnight it starts drinking coffee in the dark trying to hold on to my heart i haven t seen him since the summer and he says he s lost my number says he s back here to serenade me ooh vodka and lemonade me he tells me to save my breath that smokers only smoke for an early death it takes me all another midnight drive darling this is how it feels to be alive cause we re gracefully falling apart a minute to midnight it starts drinking coffee in the dark trying to hold on hold on to my heart gracefully falling apart a minute to midnight it starts drinking coffee in the dark trying to hold on  cause we re gracefully falling apart a minute to midnight it starts drinking coffee in the dark trying to hold on hold on to my heart gracefully falling apart a minute to midnight it starts drinking coffee in the dark trying to hold trying to hold on hold on hold on hold on hold on hold on hold on hold on to my heart drinking coffee in the dark