i can t help but follow in spite of going insane for i know you ll swallow the whole of my pain i m i m stepping out of the light to feel what darkness can sow i stare at the dead red lie just one glance and i know all disguised beneath the smile of the temptress siren evil child the devil s sweetest whore cause you re feeding the fire within me cause you re making me feel so alive cause it s only the end of the suffering and i m drowning in this rush cause you re feeding the fire within me cause you re making it real for awhile cause it s truly the end of the suffering and i m drowning in this rush  i was down now flying going nowhere fast there s no denying i need this feeling to last i breathe in and get higher and the ache fades from sharp to dull the knives of desire i feel them all a thousand cuts still leave me cold give me more this soul s been sold and i hope this time i won t wake up dead cause you re feeding the fire within me cause you re making me feel so alive cause it s only the end of the suffering and i m drowning in this rush don t blame yourself for what you can t ignore don t blame yourself for wanting more and more and more flesh on flesh raising breaths on breaths i love i love the rush of death cause you re feeding the fire within me cause you re making me feel so alive cause it s only the end of the suffering and i m drowning in this rush cause you re feeding the fire within me cause you re making it real for awhile cause it s truly the end of the suffering and i m drowning in this rush