now i guess it s too late to speculate on things as they might have been that given the time you d read my mind and know there was love within i could loudly exclaim we felt the same but not in all honesty now you ll never know how could you know the friend that you had in me i ve got so much to learn now lessons i never had when you lose a friend forever hurts so bad ooh it hurt me so bad i had always believed that you and me were connected by destiny but the time never came it sounds so lame is it all just my vanity am i the only one to feel the sun exactly the way i do when you sang how you felt i d tell myself maybe someday i ll sing with you i ve got so much to hope for dreams that i ve never had when you ve got no one to share them ooh hurts so bad ooh it hurt me so bad  i have an ideal i think is real but i just can t find it i believe that one day i ll melt away into that lost horizon i ve got so much to hope for dreams that i ve never had when you got no one to share them ooh it hurt so bad ooh it hurt me so bad that you had an ideal you knew was real and you went out to find it and you found it one day you ve gone to stay into that lost horizon ooh it hurt me so bad cause i had an ideal i think is real but i just can t find it to leave it one day i ll melt away into that lost horizon ooh it hurts me so bad when you re gone away ooh ooh ooh 