i feel the blood rushing up the words from you like a blow to the sternum i can t hold back now my mouth is watering two fold with the flavor of myself in the meaning i lost my head again where did we go wrong my concern i lost my head again but this time the apology is written across your face with nnhealed lacerations as i choke on the things i wish i had said blame me and go ahead with your life as you always did and force my stomach to purge the words i might have eaten in a victorious feat of self indulgence i simply lost my head again i lost it all when i heard your voice in a tone like the storm that never strays from the sepulcher i call my mind sentiments of you they will never stray