i had too much to drink and i m alone and i m walking home to where you used to be but you re not there now are you but you re not there now so now i praise the ground and i curse the sky i bless myself and i pray to die if you can t be with me now i m going to where you are i m coming to you i m coming to you we shared a room until you got married we ll share one now even though you re buried it s not the same but we can pretend you ll never have to spend the night alone again so these gates are locked and this ground is wet i will climb over this fence and keep you company for the night i can see your place from the top of these gates my footing slipped and i fill with pain kill me now kill me now kill me now this steel is in my body my blood has soiled the ground i m screaming for you sister but i don t make a sound i hope that when they find me they lay me next to you we ll talk until we fall asleep just like we used to do