i m sick and tired of running i m sick and tired of fronting i just wanna be myself i m sick and tired of stunting i m sick of strangers in my life from girl to girl i m jumping don t know what i m living for no more but i wanna die for something there s more to the life than big bully i m out here tryna fight my cooling every day same shit burn the union cop bars from evening til morning sometimes still feels like i m fooling go up to the eye of storm i never thought that i could be so corny why wasn t there nobody to warn me why couldn t i see the signs how could i not read between the lines thought i could somehow be divine but it feels like god left me behind but that s not true i m so blessed that s mos def i m so fresh and i don t wanna protest but i feel so soulless i m a hopeless it s a bad time but i m i until i die that s every motherfuckin day real good shot for a spot at the top girl if i go bang bang so bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang girl if i go bang bang so bang bang bang bang bang bang motherfucker girl if i go bang bang now do it i m likely most conceded but i ain t the flashy type can t really take the media don t like the flashy lights can t stand the nosy people cause they re so full of spite won t let nobody judge me i know what s wrong and right might have some line of addiction i m so cool out to the mix i m so full of contradiction when i spend time and money with chicks in switzerland and if they will go fix it got my foot in the shoe if it fits it but this time i done said i m a real good misfit runnin around time like a dipstick don t watch the main so i m clueless out of all and i m ruthless i try to hold it down but i m useless and i can t stand the fault the world knows my movements nowhere to run nowhere to hide feels like i m blazing the love and the passion inside i m ready to flash and i m ready to ride i m likin the vibe  i work my ass off nothing given on a silver platter i get more money then i blow it like it doesn t matter a bunch of stuff i ll probably never use just booze and clatter don t put me on no pedestal because i m just a rapper and that s just me being truthful and it hurts but it feels so beautiful it s a lot more suitable don t want no blood on my chemicals so hard to kids and hide yo wife and please don t make me say it twice i m cold as ice i m so not nice and i m just out here tryna live my life not tryna be in a hype but i feel so glad that i m tryna see the light inside i can feel the fire when i ignite it ll be alright 1