i dont wanna go where i cannot ride i dont wanna hold your light in the sky lookin on down always on time you run my run my life its not up to me its not up to me looking away god i wished youd stayed similar the pain builds up its own haze all my dreams locked in your gaze fade into black fade it away its not up to me its not up to me if you wait up stay up wait up stay up wake up stay up wait up its not up to me