oh lord i m sick of myself i d rather bury it than carry it i m desperate for help and barely sentient means just being me follow suit the destitute my modus operandi yeah a face that s marked by pallor means you re wasting away so get a tan and raise your hands and take to feeling okay no one enjoys the party when they re stricken with anemia a shallow sinking surface simply screaming septicemia peace of mind is hard to find so i m standing in line and feeling fine aye me sad hours seem long and even longer when you re numb fading away that s okay cause life has me under her thumb i m languorously open ended and the endings no good i ve been told to break the mold and i would if i could but apathy is easier than caring at all and the undulating nothingness means having a ball incredibly impressive and bereft of concern lobotomized and optimized and then i m ready to burn at war within myself and self is winning the fight because feeling like no one at all means feeling alright sense of purpose got me feeling worthless and i m fading away and that s okay aye me sad hours seem long and even longer when you re numb fading away that s okay cause life has me under her thumb oh yeah alright i m in a big fat cage and feeling free that s okay that s all right cause that s all that s left of me oh lord i m sick of myself i d rather bury it than carry it i m desperate for help and barely sentient means just being me follow suit the destitute my modus operandi yeah aye me sad hours seem long and even longer when you re numb fading away and that s okay cause life has me under her thumb oh yeah alright i m in a big fat cage and feeling free that s okay that s alright cause that s all that s left of me oh yeah all right i m in a big fat cage and feeling free goodbye goodnight that s all that s left of me