i ve been thinking of ways to get back to a plan so i ve been planning a lot anything to release what i m keeping inside of my head some days i don t even wanna get out of bed i m so stuck in a rut full of muck that i ve hidden away from all of my friends i wish i could find a clear view of what i m really supposed to do ride on ride on it s worth taking a chance ride on you ll see all i wanna do is feel my worth yea i think i m gonna take that gamble ride on ride on today i ve been sleeping a lot to escape from this scene any dream that i have when i sleep is enough to wake up what i hide underneath some days i become something you ll never see i ll shut my phone off for days to avoid any face that i know when i m hiding from me i wish i could find a clear view of what i m really supposed to do ride on ride on it s worth taking a chance ride on you ll see all i wanna do is feel my worth yea i think i m gonna take that gamble ride on ride on today i ve been searching for hope so i can stand on my own