ooh i ve seen it all before time and time again as close as i would ever dare to be and yet without a doubt i will disagree the sudden truth is no surprise to me i know there is no easy way i ve said it from the start sometimes you ve got to live the life and feel the pain i hear a beat inside my head i feel it in my heart but just the thought of it is driving me insane it s tearing me apart it s tearing me apart i hear a distant voice very far away i m silent now i don t know what to say i felt a strong desire to set myself on fire i don t think that would work for me today i know there is no easy way i ve said it from the start sometimes you ve got to live the life and feel the pain i hear a beat inside my head i feel it in my heart but just the thought of it is driving me insane it s tearing me apart it s tearing me apart again it s tearing me apart it s tearing me apart it s tearing me apart it s tearing me apart tearing me apart tearing me apart