lie sometimes this beauty is choking me but at least its your hands at my throat your lashes brush against my cheek coupled with your breath on my neck the world around you falls away and i will still be there i know my words are like daggers but they cut me too and i am sorry for all the fucked up things i say i didn t mean it and i never realized that i can be what i hate lets be happy with what we have enjoy the beauty in these days sometimes we ll laugh sometimes we ll scream no one said caring was easy i know there was a time when emotions felt like pulling teeth sometimes i felt so souless i couldn t even look at me it s pathetic to hate who you are and it feels like hell to change but i ll be damned if i push you away i remember when my dreams were dying and i damned the sun i damned the sun to pieces i carved hateful thoughts into my chest then you took my hand and nothing no nothing has ever felt the same