as if in a dream only one man can know he tastes the dirt he chews the dirt the dirt the filth now swallow the filth of it cold sweat runs down slow just choke the filth of it now swallow mixed with hot tastes of blood and the cold taste of defeat i want to die just one more time roll over and die white lights mad and maniacal seep out dark brick walls you just shun heavens thunder while laughing at the sky with a hiss of the nightmare s downpour laughing at the sky now wake up and die just one more time as if in a dream only one more time i must die