youve made it far enough to tell that there is no one else you lost everyone here who you thought you could trust and it caught my eye and i cant explain what it did to me please pardon my behavior i should have spoken up if it werent for the slow crawl and sickening feeling the less you know the better but one day youll find someone and theyll let you know that youre worth every ounce of strength that they can hold and maybe youll forgive and things will work out im sorry i still think your great