whoever said that life would be easy never walked a mile in my shoes everyday a desire awaits me there is nothing else i can do but fight against all odds against the deadly soul that s living in my heart i won t give up i won t give in i won t give out or fall apart this is the mountain i must climb this is my time and all at once the shadows disappear i move around the side and into the clear the weight of the light weighing down on the glass makes it hard to tell if you re going or to tell if you re coming to pass how do you tell if time has gone by and i don t want to believe anymore no i don t want to believe and i don t want to see what i ve already seen or be what i ve been and i don t want to be me anymore and i don t want to be free and i don t want to feel how i felt when i used to believe when i held back the light and the long heavy air with it s touches of grace made the openings appear now i m into the clear