this land is void of any release self doubt has become my only belief planted in me like seed it hurts so much to think of more than the surface some days my only hope is to let this fervor be free i know that ill never be free i said things to you that i have never said i know i probably shouldnt have and i have never been so scared im watching time age before me as my biggest fears face reality i have never had as much confidence in anyone and i have never been so scared