i ll come home when it is almost light outside coat smells like cigarettes and you ask how was your night you ran your car into a boat that s something only you can do somehow we re keeping this afloat patched up the holes and set sail if you don t know by now you ve got a hold on me if you don t know by now you ve got a hold on me and when you come apart i will mend your tears and when you drink too much i will hold your hair sometimes when all i can think about s myself you pull me up like what the fuck are you thinking and i will always be the one you can t let go and scream at on the phone i know that i m the one and i will always be the first one that you see so you take it out on me i will always be the one we can sit in silence living in your small apartment where you went overboard with plants and one thousand thread counts and i can see you re thinking the same thing it s nice to be out of those hilly suburbs and into this breathing city if you hadn t guessed by now you ve got a hold on me if you hadn t guessed by now you ve got a hold on me and when you come apart i will mend your tears and when you drink too much i will hold your hair sometimes when all i can think about s myself you pull me up like what the fuck are you thinking and i will always be the one you can t let go and scream at on the phone i know that i m the one and i will always be the first one that you see so you take it out on me i will always be i will always be the one you can t let go and scream at on the phone i know that i m the one and i will always be the first one that you see so you take it out on me i will always be the one if you don t know by now you ve got a hold on me if you don t know by now you ve got a hold on me