i ve tried to do this on my own without the help of telephones the only place i need to be is right here where i m forced to see that i can fight against disease or let it take me out to sea either way i just might drown i d rather swim than hit the ground i m willing now to do what it takes to be that the boy looking back in the mirror isn t me so take back your 12 step self help programs and let me tell you all about it was the self that got me here in the first place the self that taught me how to replace everything i know with every other option but the only right way to go i m pretty sure that now it shows i could never see far past my nose and i m almost positive these pills are the only thing that ever made me ill so i ll make it through another week despite the fact that i can t sleep the only problem i can see is this is not who i m meant to be and i m ready now to do what it takes to be that the boy looking back in the mirror isn t me so take back your 12 step self help programs and let me tell you all about it was the self that got me here in the first place the self that taught me how to replace everything i know with every other option but the only right way to go  cause i ve been feeling so and everybody s thinking mental the only hold that ive to hold to is a promise you put another life inside of me that s not my own so take back your 12 step self help programs and let me tell you all about the self that got me here in the first place the self that taught me how to replace everything i know with every other option but the only right way to go only right way to go so take back all your self help programs so take back all your self help programs