beneath empty walls i ve been talking to myself again you don t hear a word why bother to explain it when you say that i should try but i feel that i m half alive and the rest of me is somewhere else i wish the world would just spin faster get to my happy ever after you re looking at me you re waiting to see the difference the difference in me and you keep telling me to grow up but why should i it s never good enough how could i be when you never see the difference the difference in me i don t wanna fight don t care whose right or wrong anymore i m sick of all this pain can it be the way it was before when i always made you smile seems it s been a while cause now you re always out of reach you say that i should try but i feel that i m half alive and the rest of me is somewhere else i wish the world would just spin faster get to my happy ever after you re looking at me you re waiting to see the difference the difference in me and you keep telling me to grow up but why should i it s never good enough how could i be when you never see the difference the difference in me i changed my hair and i doing my clothes and you say that you see but you don t notice the difference the difference the difference in me i am the same as i was before i m not afraid to walk right out that door see the difference the difference in me
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