i learned how it is to feel alive in dim chambers a wet body closeness warm thighs tousled hair loving hands caring words our footsteps in the snow faded loving hands caring words our footsteps in the snow faded loving hands caring words our footsteps in the snow faded loving hands caring words our footsteps in the snow faded i know how it is to feel alive hollow wishes concrete souls sensation of luminescence artificial and cold the empty shining is my light the cold air in my lungs is my dirty warmth someone is the scape you were mine2