it s never easy im signing up for healing time living s the meaning just dealing with the leaving everybody s frontin til they crack and start leaking from the eyes for no actually scrap that a great reason some i knew better than others now you re my sky brothers say what s on to my grandad visit for a cuppa he s a funny fucker the one and only used to taunt and take the piss because my clothes were worn and holey and looking back ain t the same but it makes me smile so i ll be holding onto that for forever and a while west country boy and this life s full of styles got to get over it start weak get strong fuck denial and the drugs they re supplying really ain t reliable come the morning i m still asking myself why s it true then the pen to the page no need for names i m sure they all watch me struggle writing this today right now i only care about three women i just lost one that s been there from the beginning always wish you d done something when the light s dimming late night head spinning wishing you were still living then i awoke and remember that it ain t true a type of emptiness that s hard for me to paint you it s something that we all have to go through i seen it at a young age from a grim reapers view this is just me to you now he s feeling it personally the cycle is the only thing that lives for eternity still i m flipping out see you tryin to get the worst from me numb with a certainty fucking up purposely but what s it earning me i m never healing no words i could speak could ever express this feeling it s still peace to the lost but not forgotten it s time for me to heal before my mind turns rotten your mind reeling it s time for healing beaten down and physically bleeding frustrated trapped with a low ceiling time for healing it s time for healing your mind reeling it s time for healing beaten down and physically bleeding frustrated trapped with a low ceiling time for healing it s time for healing  tears run like rivers on a face you ain t seeing i m curled up spaced out concealed while i m grieving heart feels hollow pain barely left it beating seeming like it s broken feel emotion over reason cos nah i won t see em see yes i m soul seeking asking why they gotta leave us where are they am i dreaming holding onto memories developed when they re breathing not vessels in the cemetary buried in the deepness to heavens they re retreating i m teathered to the messages that s headed to your speaker tryin to get this to the people for the healing they re all needing when they re on their knees screaming and bleeding the pain is ceasing let it out it is relieving both finding peace when still dont do just be afterall we re human beings not human doings who all need some healing when death is passed through us with them hazy eyes we share pains alike day and night thinking about you i feel the pain in my mind looking for that life line in the night sky though patterns twisted kinda like a tie dye ye we know that life s finite so why try to hide like the pain isnt there when in hindsight well i probably wallowed in it too much and didn t see who i still had until i grew up relate through mistakes life lessons define life s essence behind my questions no easy answers but infinite suggestions stop let me hold your weight up while you re resting put aggression to the side let the shield down not time to fight cos we must heal now looking up and its greay so you feel down but we gotta live each day not see em out your mind reeling it s time for healing beaten down and physically bleeding frustrated trapped with a low ceiling time for healing it s time for healing your mind reeling it s time for healing beaten down and physically bleeding frustrated trapped with a low ceiling time for healing it s time for healing5