self loathing featuring vinny hc am i living in hell my whole world collapsed beaten but not broken i still felt the aftermath nothing will ever go right so why should i try locked in a bind through the hands of time this is my own demise you ever get the feeling that everything you do in your whole life is one big crock of shit growing up i never thought it would come to this sometimes i wake up and don t want to deal with it i find the burning flame deep in my soul so long as the fire burns i keep my control my fuse is running and i m close to the edge i ll fight this fucking world and have my revenge have my revenge i can t even look at myself something s gotta give no path to follow i have no incentive where there s a will there s a fucking way this battered soul has seen better days pressure just makes me stronger it drives me hate i won t take your shitty anymore kid i ll spit in your face