i used to take the bus to the ocean to the spot you said to meet i walked past everyone i didn t want to see and with the sun at its departure and your body close to me every word was spoken nervously i know you never really liked people i didn t mean to make that worse i d give everything i am for who you were i ve got a cross buried in my mind swaying with the morning breeze crucify my baby while i sleep and i know that time is against us but we really need to speak cause i m so sick of waking halfway through an apology i m sorry for the letter i didn t expect you to respond i guess that s what it s like when you re gone now i m dying for a friday one where i actually leave i still know the roads that take me to your street