crashing down on consensus it s the vice that kills defenses piercing through sort of feeling it only hurts if i let it take control of me won t let the world weigh me down cause i m coming alive what s the deal with life lessons if you can t forget regret them taught to fold under pressure failure doesn t mean you have to die won t let the world weigh me down cause i m coming alive just how many are there on my side a calendar filled up with sleepless nights keeps time afraid of what it may have left behind who cares i ve thought about it all too many times what s worse is that my self esteem suffers a curse that tries to kill me but i kill it first i m coming alive alive through you today i found a friend in who i am who promises to be there til the end of what when it s over will it start again can t worry about it or life becomes too crowded with panic i ll panic and then i ll start to doubt it it s not worth it so fuck it not gonna walk around it i ll face it i ll smash it i m not gonna lose again i m coming alive alive through you i m coming alive alive through you i m coming alive alive through you i m coming alive alive through you i m coming alive alive through you 