pale child that was left behind haunts me endlessly i can smell the churches burning i can hear the fire s melody and you re moving for me baby so gracelessly feeling like an ancient man i got heaven i got hell in my hand i got hell in my hand this radiation spills from my heart darkness come darkness come and darkness fall apart darkness fall apart how sweet it was her teeth against my throat i m a ghost gone mad an angel in the dopesmoke feeling like an ancient man i got heaven i got hell in my hand i got hell in my hand this radiation spills from my heart darkness come darkness come and darkness fall apart darkness fall apart i ve seen my reflection in the river and heard sister sky whisper to our mother the earth mother earth i envy the night for it s absense of light 