about noonish i woke up to the music blaring outta the clock i inherited from pops after snooze is hit twice or trice i climb off of this mattress to go find my life where s my wifey at wait that s right she slept at her sister s cause we had a fight last night looks like one of her cat s got sick that s either vomit or shit right next to the fridge there s no coffee left just tea green did my best to try to make believe that it was caffeine after a minute i had a cold shower and oh i was pissed off at no hot water hello landlord as i get dressed expressed my stress in the message that i left so when you get a chance please call me gotta go just found cat shit in the clean laundry and yesterday s pants is the option there s already money in the front pocket no snow yet but it s still freezing so i throw on a coat with a hoodie underneath it ignore all the bills on the table cause i don t love em fuck em who told them i was faithful shoes keys wallet and my temper out the front door into a cold november now wait a minute look who got a parking ticket i live here why i need a fucking permit i guess underground rap has its perks cause all of the sudden the speakers don t wanna work stereo is dead no lights no features and hold up the heater ain t on either it must be a fuse at least it starts i dip to the shop that sells the car parts and the cashier is like man i don t know shit but you ain t gonna treat me like i don t know shit bob that s your job bob do your job bob sell me a fuse and point me to the door knob installed the fuse and let the heater blow music comes on thermometer is three below son s mom calls i answer it on speaker phone at same damn time someone backs into my vehicle turn the auto pilot on man i just wanted to go to the studio to write a song man meltdown now might as well blank out sean ll come back once we pull up to ant s house that s the place i bury all of the weight i carry southside basement that s like my sanctuary i love life that s what this one s about so go ahead and hit record and let the sun come out now