i m always defending you i m always defending you i guess i thought that this would be easy i fooled myself completely into thinking i had no choice no voice and no control and all i ve lost i ve done it on my own somebody rescue me from deep inside my head am i the one worth saving save me i break through the waves and find myself in open water i break through the waves and find myself in ocean blue i never thought that i would be leading this lonely life i m hiding all my feelings inside a void a hole in my soul i dwell in the pit so that you ll never know somebody rescue me from deep inside my head am i the one worth saving save me i break through the waves and find myself in open water i break through the waves and find myself in ocean blue and i fight the pain sometimes i wish i didn t bother cause it s all the same i find myself defending you i don t know why i even try the current pulls me and drowns me alive i don t know why i even try i m sinking faster the more that i fight  somebody rescue me from deep inside my head am i the one worth saving save me i break through the waves and find myself in open water i break through the waves and find myself in ocean blue and i fight the pain sometimes i wish i didn t bother cause it s all the same i find myself defending you 