no returning always wanting to get some more still burning my soul will never cease to fall for everything i dissolve into my past till i see the truth our dark conviction s our fate an ignorant state we cannot escape this time you cannot hide heaven was never ever meant to be found i am all you won t ever try to see let s pretend that we have not gotten here and then always having to explain the way no need to know all i want is to live endless sorrow killing me within deep within a dream hope i can see it all i am wondering it s all weaving a shell of pain i just can t stand the pain enough with this shame it s all i can blame the mind s no way out heaven was never so i burry the world around me to make them understand ignorance is not always the way taming me telling me what to think breaking and fading in but will i ever see ignorant me they built with their filthy bricks walls all around the dream so that we don t believe it exists hunt me kill me you will never fake all of the things i am all lies a disguise now we crop the seeds of the deeds we ve done this time you cannot hide heaven was never ever take it in never speak never think never look me in the eyes pain in me killing me underneath everything every day is a way to decay burning flame cannot hide from the chains of the pain will remain all you have till you see it is all what we call ignorance 