devil devil my heart is filled with selfish thoughts of destruction and things i don t understand yet i must find acceptance in this from the one who brought me into this world taking me under his wing and showing me what it is to be a man time has passed and things have changed all these things have changed do his words still ring true they ve given up don t you do that to me but i m so unsure with the way things are now listen to me trust me my son i am learning every day that things have changed it s not just me and you is there still life in the blood we once shared am i wrong for loving you or just in love with being wrong i want to know where your heart lies that much i deserve excuse my words from before hate found it s way to my heart i ll leave my back turned to you see if my world falls apart is this what you call being a man are you a man excuse my ways from before hate found it s words in my heart 