mama was feeling sick her chest is hurting so lets take her to the hospital before it worsens yo the doctors know it was alerting though after couple of tests they said its nothing but stress and told her to go maybe its cause she all alone and never hurt a soul but still nobody ever gave a hand like some germophobes i guess that night she reached a point where it was all too real a couple years passed she still tryna pay off that bill now thats sicker than she ever been foul living when the day physicians turned into these proud businessmen cause now medicines the most profitable industry around how sickening we living in a world where greed aint got no boundaries a foul disease that now surround these streets and prowls the crowds with ease we down on knees while they out counting cheese but never found the means to find a cure for cancer or find a cure for aids i say they found a cure but curing someone merely pays so instead they just suppress it keep us on that medica tion for years its just ama zing while the patients just staying pay tient and i ve been tryna figure all this out see why nobody ever help us down here man we turned into some monsters now but this ain t the way i m gonna go out said i ve been tryna figure all this out see why nobody ever help us down here man we turned into some monsters now cause we living in a sick world i hold my tears like my breath money talks maybe thats why no one s hearing us yet feeling like i been afraid to live while never fearing my death cause homeboy im up to here into debt up to my ears and my neck so tell me whats true meaning of life when you see a six year old with leukemia right we grew greedier they saturate the media with adds for medication got me thinking im in need of a painkiller adderall and anti depressants to make it easier deceiving you got you believing you got a disease in you its crazy no it s sick ruthless capitalism get off my dick i try to explain to em they master the art of perjury to the point where the truth and the lie feel the same to em there aint no conscious or guilt no god or honesty they honestly filth got everything possible milked in total disregard of life destroying all that we built cause salarys the mentality our forefathers instilled weve grown heartless cold hearts that no doctors can heal these fucking doctors were the reason that my father was killed im saying though  and i ve been tryna figure all this out see why nobody ever help us down here man we turned into some monsters now but this ain t the way i m gonna go out said i ve been tryna figure all this out see why nobody ever help us down here man we turned into some monsters now cause we living in a sick world i pray for the day that my brains stops wish i could throw myself in front of my train of thought put brakes on the pain cause god i m confused in this maze boxed light up another j blaze away as i take shots tryna understand the high doses they gave pops gave him so much meds a main vein in his brain popped and all they ever said is we just made a mistake sorry just take him away and probably got paid anyway watch man i just wonder what was purchased from the money this lame got for killing my father and turn a happy house into a broken home now mama s all alone with 2 kids a lonely soul it s growing cold now she s supposed to sue the system fuck am i supposed to do forgive him spit in his fucking face screw you i bet you he don t even remember the case do you you wanna come and trade shoes guess we all make mistakes too cause god has a plan dude i never had a father but father i had you thank you3