the sun is up and the shades are all pulled down i m more paranoid with every little sound like the leaf blower blowing the leaves around and a siren wailing on the other side of town oh the tvs on and the colors really hurt my head if i could think straight i d wish i was dead or curled up naked in my lover s bed instead i m hanging over hell suspended by a single thread and i don t recall who said it at this time that your enemies grow strong on what you leave behind i built it up and the wolf he came around he huffed and puffed and the house fell down with a rolled up note i m hovering on that line three days on a diet of cocaine and wine and a little weed just to level me sometime i put the clock in the drawer because i ve cancelled out the time so don t knock on my door don t try to call i m holed up in this room talking to the wall when you re high as this you think you know it all when you re this deep in there s no place else to fall  and still that saying gets inside my mind that your enemies grow strong on what you leave behind i built it up and the wolf he came around he huffed and puffed and the house fell down