i carried the weight of your cold stone casket but all the while it tore up my back and mangled my mind with flashbacks of how hard i worked before i left you behind and when i got to your grave the hole wasn t deep enough to house the part of me that left when i decided to give up so i spent hours in the dirt digging and digging relentless and tiresome like this life i d been living all dressed in black i watched them lower you down i cried for you to come back but your home is in the ground everyday i watch the sun go down i wish i could bottle that moment cause its the only time i feel your warmth around the only time that i feel your presence i could stay there forever i miss when days were better i could stay there forever i buried my dreams today i gave up on everything today forever