there s something i need to confess at the risk of exposing my faults but i m starting to find that most of the time i just don t like people at all when i saw you five minutes ago i was afraid you might talk off my ear i panicked inside and decided to hide and that s how i ended up here crouching behind the live lobster tank hoping you d just pass me by oh that s how i ended up here that s how i ended up here oh how i wish i could say it s my first time to hide in this spot but with all of the people i try to avoid i find myself down here a lot i mean just look at these guys in the tank with the red rubber bands round their arms if they don t open up and just keep to themselves they won t do anyone harm so i screen my calls don t answer the door sometimes wish i could disappear oh that s how i ended up here that s how i ended up building a wall so no one could bother me living my life in isolation opening up to only those close to me nobody s close to me what have i done see i really want to be known but i m not quite as strong as the fear that you won t understand the fool that i am and that s how i ended up here that s how i ended up here that s how i ended up here