lookin back i should ve left her frozen wrinkle up my nose yeah there s somethin decomposin energy low so conservation methods no filtration this air tastes infected skin flecks and dust gettin thick at quarter gravity this stuff just doesn t seem to stick strap into the chair my body pressed against the harness look across the cabin yeah we could ve went the farthest milky eyes never blink never cry left untied i watch her float by why am i awake two years left to hibernate fail safe system didn t take now i wait and in hind sight i should ve left her suspended knew we were in trouble but i could ve just pretended entered the code interrupted animation removed from the tube there was no respiration hope is something that we had or you could call it faith it s fading fast sorry really no way to escape this stop imagining the world we would ve made impossible to do cause every dream i ever had included you ha we used to joke it would be cozy 150 square foot cabin but we d mostly be asleep but now you re floating so closely i can see your fingers bloating face is getting ghostly as i feed off the iv i see days go by but they pass so slowly adam and eve optimistic colonists we had such plans watch em fadin into mist and even if we land i will be wrecked i will never recover i will suffer from the effects but forget it i never think ahead much further than a minute look every day is worse and i admit it took duct tape just to make my eyes stay closed but even with em shut her face is permanently froze so i remember and i every night i fight the urge to kiss her i may be going crazy because i swear i hear her whisper  love is an emotion like the others i reject and maybe i ll recover but i don t know what i m expecting on the shuttle to the cabin we were holdin hands and i recall that we were happy feelin lucky for the chance hope is something that we had or you could call it faith it s fading fast sorry really no way to escape this stop imagining the world we would ve made impossible to do cause every dream i ever had included you