there was a point when i was there where i didn t want to be but i was there escaping from a place i ve been before i was myself i was in me and from where i see and feel i saw a man who was afraid of who he wished to be nighttime is taking longer my hope will save me from despair dragging me out of hell hold on the miracle of life will never be defined calm down the minute you find love you re facing the light when i think i m going deep i m really going hollow i can see a newborn me emerging from the bottom the two sides of my brain engage into a fight for the right the left is wrong and for the left the left is right the nightmare is growing stronger my hope will save me from despair hold on the miracle of life will never be defined calm down the minute you find love you re facing the light angels are calling out my name i m so afraid now how can i know if i am sane or going mad  hold on the miracle of life will never be defined calm down the minute you find love you re facing the light you re facing the light you re facing the light