these days i find myself avoiding mirrors on the wall i m afraid to find out i m not really here it s safe to say i hadn t planned accordingly to stay stay afloat on troubled waters on my own is it too late to save this mess that i ve made i m wearing thin it s pulling me under can t help but wonder where i ve been am i lost invisible under my darkest cloud i set sail into this hell will i find my way out i m looking for a lighthouse i m looking for a lighthouse i want to be so much more than what i am today planes shine the brightest now i m done i can never find the words to properly explain what s missing in the girl that wants it all is it too late to save this mess that i ve made i m wearing thin it s pulling me under can t help but wonder where i ve been am i lost invisible under my darkest cloud i set sail into this hell will i find my way out i m looking for a lighthouse i m looking for a lighthouse am i lost invisible under my darkest cloud i set sail into this hell will i find my way out i m looking for a lighthouse i m looking for a lighthouse