we saw summer fade to fall but were tempted to forget it all another year older while weve grown no wiser lets wake in time to catch the sunlight right before it retreats behind the treeline half the world is waiting for a chance to catch their breath while youre lying in your bed smoking all those cigarettes and youre wondering if your life will ever be worth it hey hey its not my fault we chose to waste away another year were sickened by the thought hey hey its not your fault we want to make ammends but were so shaken by the cost half the world was sleeping while we laid awake in bed we were thinking the resolutions that we made in our heads how beautifully spoken but how easily broken we kept them as tokens for proof of better days oh we got chills despite the heatwave that kept us in our homes it felt just like new years day and i did not want to be alone and it felt like being new after years of being used oh it felt like truth had just shown through hey hey its not my fault we chose to waste away another year were sickened by the thought hey hey its not your fault we want to make ammends but were so shaken by the cost its like weve been sleeping for years caught in a daze that has kept us here its like weve been sleeping for years but we just woke up its like weve been dead for years stunted by debilitating fears its like weve dead years but we just woke up we picked ourselves up off the floor we found what we were looking for we kicked the fucking door down and screamed its the first time in a long time happy new year its the first time ive seen sunlight happy new year