and i ve had a hard time with my reflection you think i don t suit it but i think i m broken the fingerprint smudge on the family portrait but i guess someone has to be the disappointment poor life choices and lying through my teeth cause i could never let you know that i can t afford to eat i know exactly what it looks like i ve just wasted twenty years but i can still make you proud of me i was just a kid i knew no different i was just a kid i knew no different i remember the splinter on the wooden door of my old bedroom surrounded by so many like it but still completely different but you don t look at life like me i never see just another face i m obsessed with their stories and memories but i admit i wish i knew just how to change i m sick of feeling so fucking ashamed in my own skin i was just a kid i knew no different i was just a kid i knew no different surrounded by so many like it but still so completely different1