i ll let you swim through my head like the smoke does if i can swim through your veins like the feeling of being drunk on a tuesday afternoon but it s okay when i m with you i feel okay when i m with you tiptoe in your bare feet past the spot where the air conditioner leaks end this conversation we re just straining our voices now end this conversation we re just losing our patience now falling apart i haven t done it in months and i feel so much calmer now cause i can break my bones and know you re there everyone gets lost sometimes but you know that you ll find me here you ll find me here it s hard to grasp that everyone around me wants to stop existing and i m right there with them yeah we re scared but we re honest i bet you hate it being back in your old room above the garage on the steps with your clothes cause you know that what you had figured out lost all momentum with doubt if it feels worthless it is if it feels pointless it is