today i feel defeated you did this to me the strings have snapped and beginning to eviscerate throat clenched until the air stops throat clenched until i can pull it together it took all of me to stop my hands from shaking you think you know somebody until they become someone else these walls have never seemed so empty pacing through desolate rooms ill never find out why and i hope your happier now it took all of me to stop myself from tearing out your selfish fucking tongue and walking away cunt i dont give a fuck anymore because love never gave a fuck about me i dont give a fuck anymore because everything is dead and buried and after all the ache and the upset now i dont care we let the world burn around us we let the world turn to ashes everything we had is lost