dear lord please forgive me i m so ashamed of everything that i ve done i m trying to be a better person god i need your help who the fuck gon pick me up when i fall waiting on my xanax to dissolve eat a bar just to go on stage just a bottle was a problem that i just cant solve on the slumerican made tour last fall everything snowballed lookin back and im appalled hit an all time low had a two month binge on that blow and i know you heard that song but this real life ever wake up from a drunk night like you pissed people off that was me the whole tour when i got home i was so embarrassed had me feelin like i need to call wolf and say sorry for bein so obnoxious and constantly actin like a junky a jay on his bus doin bumps in my bunk in the dark from my heart and the a god bless my soul demons following me everywhere i go that temptation in my face i can t control trying to chase them down this straight and narrow road here i go just say no but i cant goin up to fans about to damn near beg for drugs tellin them i can get em into backstage if they get me some my self respect was gone i stayed up all night with ounce and big henry then go and get a room about 2 p m eating xanax in the afternoon cause im panicking from the coke my heart dont know what mood its in i facetime with my girl in my room and when i finally fall asleep i make her watch its a daily routine i tell her i cant breathe and to keep an eye on me just in case i stop look at my face in shock my nose was so inflamed and swollen so much abuse to it that it got infected its five times its normal size plus i blew my knee out drunk tryin to slap box a wrestler up at whistler center about to hit the e r its hard to explain yourself why your nose is the size of gonzo s the doc knows youre a cocaine addict you can only blame yourself here i am in the hospital bed but instead of regret im thinking about the cocaine i left on the bus i officially flushed i told my girl i m okay ill be home in two days to rest i got home but really all the damage was done couldnt go out into public without being nervous and my dick didnt work for like a month couldnt bend my knee up in physical therapy but as far as coke and the urge i was done didnt learn shit cause i did the same thing on the next tour run  god bless my soul demons following me everywhere i go that temptation in my face i can t control trying to chase them down this straight and narrow road here i go just say no no no no yeah fuck it give me some i ll do a little bit yeah fuck 2
['atl hip hop', 'country rap', 'pop rap', 'southern hip hop', 'trap']