ever since i pulled over i ve been looking for you in the strangest places with desperation painted on my face and i m shaking as i check every car window in the parking lot swallowing these ashes whole and know that soon i ll be en route to the hospital you d think i ve got it all til tires start to crawl i m asleep at the wheel this binge is monumental getting high in a borrowed car listening to the songs that got me this far into my own head just thinking of this always thinking of this put on a pair of sunglasses that turn february gray into everything yellow you ll always want to see as much of the sky as much of the sky as possible you d think i ve got it all til tires start to crawl i m asleep at the wheel this binge is monumental and i feel no pain at all when these tires screech down to a halt asleep hitting the wall this binge is monumental greet the world with a poker face through empty bottles in a haze they won t suspect a thing now will they itemize your life in a panicked state so you can sleep at night and dream about never turning old and gray catching my breath now seems as useless as airplane conversations cause i enjoy toiling in all of my frustration you d think i ve got it all til tires start to crawl i m asleep at the wheel this binge is monumental and i feel no pain at all when these tires screech down to a halt asleep hitting the wall this binge is monumental our skin is peeling from the searing steel surrounding us