i heard you call my name now it s not the same when i hear your voice half way across the country yeah yeah locked up in the van you ll never understand th manic that builds this hole inside me i have got responsibilities you have got them too i m trying but what am i supposed to do every time i drift off in your blue eyes thinking about the angels voice on the phone get that sinking feeling i m never going home sometimes i let myself get so down i can barely hold my head up to say i m alive and well and i m coming home someday i m on the outside looking in at what you said to me your words soft spoken in a dream another night alone i saw your face you smiled at me just an illusion it may seem get it out of my head so i m stranded here there s so much more to fear but i know it will be over someday everytime i think about your soft smile dreaming about the girl i needed to see feel a bit uneasy dark is upon me sometimes i let myself be afraid if the next days going to fall then i tell myself it s okay time has come to call i m on the outside looking in at what you said to me your words soft spoken in a dream another night alone i saw your face you smiled at me just an illusion it may seem get it out of my head