i m lying here wondering am i dying inside am i diseased i m feeling pretty weak my lungs are full of fluid will they continue to fill is this nearly the end i used to be so pissed off then i forgot then i erased then i just fucking erased you not for nothing i was born so happy but now it just takes so much to keep me alive i was born so happy but now it just takes so much to keep me alive i thought i d be better without you the past is always poison to me tried to forget tried to erase you from the rain that never falls from the wind that blows away from me from the waves on other shores from the taste of air surrounding me help i m stuck at the corner of how long i m stuck at the corner of how long so hard to be awake like hell to fall asleep tried to forget tried to forget so hard to be awake like hell to fall asleep let me erase let me erase a time and place i can t forget i can t forget your face i can t erase i can t erase i can t erase i can t erase claw away at the wound inside rip into my flesh to find a light it s suffocating in here and it s only me come a little bit closer please