there s always something trying to keep me down every day same hour some voice is calling me calling me further from happiness i m losing my fucking mind wishing i was closer to ending this and not a not a day goes by where i don t see numbers going up and credit scores follow me haunting my future in building my name so far behind and it it makes me sick to think that the world revolves around debt i can t seem to shake this so far behind on everything feeding at the hands of the ones that put me out and i can t seem to shake this so far behind on everything and i can t seem to shake this haunting my future in building my name and don t get shit twisted and end up in our shoes haunting my future some things will never change some things will never change scraping at the very bottom wishing i was closer to ending this blegh calling me calling me calling me calling me calling me calling me calling me