wake up it s over again the day s getting colder head aches my mind breaks kicked the covers on the floor downstairs they re laughing everybody s seeming happy i say it s too early to smile i haven t done that in a while cause i can t see your face any longer not a trace any longer i can t hide i m not laughing anymore i can t be who you wanted me to be who you wanted me to see i don t know now what s in store anymore flashbacks of times past i would just forget to make it last turning on the lights i m waiting nothing seems to be changing books are on the desk blank papers every sign of life just seems to taper  cause i can t see your face any longer not a trace any longer i can t hide i m not laughing anymore i can t be who you wanted me to be who you wanted me to see i don t know now what s in store oh hear me out nothing s gonna break nothing s gonna break me down me down nothing s gonna take nothing s gonna take me out oh