nia nia searching for everything already there for every thought already known for everything that ever was is and will be struggling oh how we struggle and the more we avoid it the greater the struggle becomes until we realize the struggle is the blessing progressing changing evolving growing from a seed to a tree from a child to a man from a man to a spirit to a god fulfilling his plan purpose no words can describe the unnameable no beginning no end just always now marveling at the miracle and all of a sudden it all seemed to make sense somehow  nia nia