you say john ive given you my whole life but now every loved light is leaving just to pass by no im not that old ive got time to be alone so please dont call my name this first of long nights now thirty years have gone away this home we made each footstep paved with christmas games and sons well separate how will i find myself when youre away start again or is this life a waste this ghost just stares at me in the same way im still alive this rooms filled with warm light it will find it will find it will find me minds singed mesh of wire the first sign of new life i will find i will find i will find me and ill make new noise find calm for our daughter it will find it will find it will find me alone isnt lost alone im with others i will find i will find i will find me i will find i will find i will find me i will find i will find i will find me
['new jersey indie']