that wasnt any better at all that didnt make me feel any better at all i thought it would but it didnt my consciousness is bigger it gives me no pleasure to say my consciousness is bigger than yours it gives me no pleasure and we descend the basement poorly done murals the faces if there wasnt a house we would build one with our bodies hang on to my ego everything is coming loose tonight im too nervous for boys now im too nervous for girls now every bottle you drink must be recycled and every plastic cup that can t be recycled in this town at the party kids come in and out talking about t s eliot it starts out fun because the night is young but then the night gets old and it just gets cold and we go outside and we go back inside and we say whats the plan and there is no plan so we go la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la i just need to wake up burst into motion raise my finger say aha say moving is easy i just need to take off burst into motion i just need to get up burst into motion raise my finger say aha say moving is easy i just need to get off it wasnt fun it wasnt educational it lingered on i put my fingers on you were gone lets get away from these despicable people they cant keep their mouths to themselves i know theres lots of other guys with my name here but tell me im the only one that you will does anybody use this bathroom in the daytime is this a house or the set of a film lets get away from these awful people they cant keep their minds to themselves i refuse to let go until you re impressed i refuse to let go until i m depressed i see you reaching out to t t t touch my skin shrinks i think ill be shocked by that static its too dynamic because i never wanted you to change i only wanted you to be different like not so distant cause we are alone in our orgasms but your flesh seems so solid why does it melt away in the morning dew im sorry i thought someone was there like two mirrors gazing into each others eyes like two microphones kissing but oh that night that music the longer it goes the more important i feel but oh those lights those colors the less i can see the more i can feel billis said never to write about whats in my pockets but thats where my hands are and thats where theyll stay because youre used to a softer touch shes just used to a gentler touch she is used to a gentlemans touch but hey man its cool when you do it we are alone in our dreams do we have to sleep tonight murmur murmur coward building towards a meaning thatll never come leave someone beautiful find someone horrible dig me i just want to have sex with you i just want to fuck you i just want to have sex with you i just want to fuck you when i say stop when i say stop stop stop stop stop stop bounce and stretch i stretch into a smile not just my face my body my soul because i view life as something that i dont think ill get away with and you think that weve already gotten away yeah we all have dreams i know i should have forgotten them in the morning if none of us know the words then only the melody matters na na na na na na na na na matters i wrote this verse drunk i thought it would solve everything i thought it would but it didn t when everyone was going homewards did you cry because it was over or did you cry because you knew it would never end as long as we dont go to sleep yet i promise i cant go to sleep yet cause the nights not dead no the nights not dead i will not go alone to my single size bed i don t know what that means we could go anywhere but we will always be where we are we could go anywhere but we will always be where we are i waited for you on the eastern shore watching people trying to act sober on the other side of the sea until i laughed and headed home i learned my lesson never to roam1