this was literally complicating i could feel my smile fading feel my feelings splattered on the floor i was seriously contemplating my heart really needed saving you left it broken when walking out the door i sat on the bed trying to figure things out but they didn t make sense to me i was buried in my feelings falling further down i forgot all of my sanity i did everything that i ever could but i didn t think that you could see you were everything that took my heart and thoughts your water broke through through my paper forts i thought this was something to live for more than anything to die for believing somewhere that we can make a change i could never bear the thought of leaving i still feel like i did that evening can you feel me still trying to keep you safe i sat on the bed trying to figure things out but they didn t make sense to me i was buried in my feelings falling further down i forgot all of my sanity i did everything that i ever could but i didn t think that you could see you were everything that took my heart and thoughts your water broke through through my paper forts you know it left me covered there you know you left me smothered here you know it left me covered there you know you left me smothered here you know it left me smothered you know it left me covered deep down under deep down under you know it left me smothered you know it left me covered deep down under deep down under you know it left me smothered you know it left me covered deep down under deep down under you know it left me smothered you know it left me covered  i sat on the bed trying to figure things out but they didn t make sense to me i was buried in my feelings falling further down i forgot all of my sanity i did everything that i ever could but i didn t think that you could see you were everything that took my heart and thoughts your water broke through through my paper forts it s still a little complicated my heart no longer needs saving i m picking up my feelings from the floor