every night she stays at home waiting for him all she ever wanted was a fragment of his love every night he goes on stage chasing the dream still he spends every surreal second thinking of her i know we used to have it all figured out can t blame you for feeling deserted and alone and i know i promised you a lot of things but i can no longer all of my life i ve been waiting for someone like you to fill the void inside of me even if there s ten thousand miles between us you ll always be the one closest to my heart i managed to bolster the defense of my heart a bit too dense a bit too strong for my own good but you saw the small glitch in the solid ice wall and somehow you scaled it up and made your way in all of my life i ve been waiting for someone like you to fill the void inside of me even if there s ten thousand miles between us you ll always be the one closest to my heart don t you see this is not the reckoning or the undoing of all we built up don t you see this is not the reckoning or the undoing of all we built up i ll write it into cause i couldn t put it into words it ruined a lot for me never meant to to hurt you never meant to cause you any pain but we both know how the story goes  i know we used to have it all figured out can t blame you for feeling deserted and alone and i know i promised you a lot of things but i can no longer all of my life i ve been waiting for someone like you to fill the void inside of me even if there s ten thousand miles between us you ll always be the one closest to my heart don t you see this is not the reckoning or the undoing of all we built up don t you see this is not the reckoning or the undoing of all we built up