i hear a dead note sounding among the tones of restlessness a harmony confounding a capture moving in distress it keeps me chasing closure preventing me from finding peace it holds me back from leaving this vicious circle i am in i m becoming what i thought what i shouldn t be what i fear the most let me stay here for a while i depend on this it s my only light it feels like i have journeyed for ages without getting there the path of endless distance the road of comforting despair i m becoming what i thought what i shouldn t be what i fear the most let me stay here for a while i depend on this it s my only light i m becoming what i thought what i shouldn t be what i fear the most let me stay here for a while i depend on this it s my only light