i haven t found a successful way to separate my mind at night verses the day the only way i ll get through this is with your kiss the only thing that takes my pain away they keep tellin me to breathe but none of them can see what it s like inside my head i can t help but ask myself would anything change if i were dead i m nervous cause maybe they won t like what they see every time i look in the mirror there s always something else that s staring back at me i keep struggling with these thoughts depression please won t you stop i just wanna stay alive so i can hear one day my kids callin me pops i m not a failure nor am i who i once was and i can feel the grace in the day and that s god s way of saying we re okay and i know today might seem like the worst but if you think about it you could be in a hearse so take these words i have well rehearsed listen when i say this verse this pain is real and i know it hurts but music saves so know your worth don t be like me don t be like me don t be like me in any way don t turn the page on this brand new day hope is trying to find it s way in so just breathe like we used to when they all knew how much i loved you so just breathe like we used to when they all know how much i loved you so just breathe like we used to when they all know how much i loved you so just breathe like we used to when they all know how much i loved you oh oh oh oh yeah whoa oh oh oh oh when they all knew how much i how much i loved you loved you 