the frames are blank and the flowers are fucking dead fuck i m drowning in thoughts the time has come once again overslept the whole day still lying on my bed and weltering back and forth thousands of thoughts whiz around in my head it s hard to explain what s still growing in me just look into my eyes for the last time the time has come for me to rise just look into my eyes for the last time my mind was covered by shadows dark forces have pulled me away for too long the half life i follow on this railroad line but my train has left the station for a long time i just wanted to wake up from this nightmare but there was no way to turn the page issues fears of loss paranoia jealousy at some point i just wanted to run to run away but you you didn t want to face what we have become can you see what you ve done to me and to yourself dead slowly i can recognize myself in the mirror again tonight i try to forget the frames are blank and the flowers are fucking dead it s my life now i take it back i was waiting for the problems to solve themselves too weak to resist the fight against you and myself the more i ve searched the less i ve found this is the last time that you drag me back down fragments of dreams half asleep nothing is what it seems you let me down you let me drown i m never looking back again you got that  i was waiting for the problems to solve themselves too weak to resist the fight against you and myself the more i ve searched the less i ve found this is the last time that you drag me back down the more i ve searched the less i ve found this is the last time i m never looking back again i was just a mask with a crooked smile you tried to control me for quite a while i was on the ropes for too long nothing left but a bitter taste on my tongue but now i know how to hide the scars the time has come for me to rise again