how can you watch me suffer how does it feel how do you stay so silent will the time reveal you re the leader i follow am i a victim of circumstance feeling everything crashing down on me lost and so afraid it s my disaster losing everything giving all of me i feel so betrayed in my disaster how can you say you love me it s so unclear i hope the pain will leave one day with all the fear you re the leader i follow am i a victim of circumstance feeling everything crashing down on me lost and so afraid it s my disaster losing everything giving all of me i feel so betrayed in my disaster but i ll make it through but i ll make it through i ve got to dominate i will not tolerate it will i appreciate the pain that leads me to you feeling everything crashing down on me lost and so afraid it s my disaster losing everything giving all of me i feel so betrayed in my disaster  but i ll make it through my disaster but i ll make it through my disaster