i ve been tryin not to love you i ve been puttin up a fight i ve been barely holdin on lettin go with all my might there s a part of me that s empty i know only love can fill i m afraid i ll never find it and scared to death i will help me fall help me fall if you care for me at all help me fall help me fall i ve been holdin conversations when i haven t said a word i ve been speakin with my silence and prayin that you heard i m a walkin contradiction i d hate to be my heart it keeps tryin not to love you but it don t know where to start help me fall help me fall if you care for me at all help me fall help me fall i gotta learn to retrust to turn me into us and i really don t know if i can again help me fall help me fall if you care for me at all help me fall help me fall  i ve been tryin not to love you i ve been puttin up a fight i ve been barely holdin on lettin go with all my might