she said i m not pointing fingers he said yes you are cause you wouldn t bring it up if you weren t if i told you i d been walking out in the dark night thinking would you take as truth this alcoholic s word oh i can t change what s done is done but i can tell you this not a day goes by that i don t curse myself and all my sins and i need you to hold on to while this part of me is dying though i haven t kicked the demons that haunt me i m trying i m trying she sat down on the floor and said i wish that i was stronger right now i feel as fragile as glass and i want to believe you believe what s held you has freed you and i hate these doubts that keep on coming back my parents think i m crazy for staying here this long but there s nothing more i want for us than to prove to them they re wrong i don t want to be afraid i don t want to think you re lying and though i haven t found the faith that i need i m trying i m trying he asked do you want me to leave cause if you do you know i will but she said much to his disbelief no i love you still oh i love you still he said i don t know why i ve been the fool but i can tell you this not a day goes by that i don t curse myself and all my sins then he dropped down to his knees by now they both were crying he said i haven t been the man i want to be but i m trying oh i m trying