i alone cry beside her pushed away once too often face the lie vision changes shade as ice the words are poison changes made now why can t i feel the face in the mirror what i want still you won t give but i cannot hate you oh you re a monster blood alone stains the sorry tired eyes my skin seems heavy mind astray the sane still laughing images all worth losing changes made now why can t i feel the face in the mirror what i want still you won t give but i cannot hate you oh you re a monster you don t know the hate i have inside if you could see it you d be terrified you would kill me at once but even by killing me you can t free yourself from my hatred you can kill my body but i ll never leave you in peace you cannot believe what you re in for the screams burn your eyes the feeling of leaving yourself dies scratch out the real you time ticking away the killing choking on sorrow now you re dead and didn t listen gave into the fear i m not the one who takes from you i need you in time there is no joy but still you ve lived i just can t see when i lie i am so few like them in the way 1