she was somewhere else a thousand miles away all by herself waiting there for me i m not awake i don t want to go i don t want to be here things never change they don t have to stay the same it s what she did to be fair it s what she did to be there she found a place with walls that never stay all to herself holding dreams at bay i m not afraid i won t let you go but i don t believe you things never change but they don t have to stay the same it s what she did to be fair it s what she did to be there her sister ran away to start a family it s out of sequence how i remember it i saw the lake of red and you were there with me it s not a memory if we don t remember when it s just another way to get back at me it s not a secret and no i won t forget her sister ran away to start a family it s out of sequence how i remember it it s just another way to get back at me it s not a secret and no i won t forget