we loved this house once we made it a home and i wept afraid my waking life was an ocean and i am not on your tide i am not on your tide i used to have it memorized the sound of you entering a room bucks county prom king loves talk radio and an impressionist marriage all laid out on his impressionist s table i can t sleep i m not tired i can t sleep i ve realized at some point you decide if you want to love or be loved more and i chose wrong