stumbling home everything is a blur the adrenaline fades from a night spent forgetting laying awake sick of this routine everyone s moving on with their lives i ve just written a few songs about mine if you know me you know my pace is slow as far as progress goes i ve been battling bottles and sleeping on floors i m sick of waking up feeling worse than before i m searching for an escape so i don t have to face the possibility that i m the fuck up they all said i d be i guess i m just scared of the general idea that all that i ve done written down to a t wouldn t be worth one single read the focus is on everything that i m not i really need someone to give me a shot each step i attempt my life comes to a stop i ve been battling bottles and sleeping on floors i m sick of waking up feeling worse than before i m searching for an escape so i don t have to face the possibility that i m the fuck up they all said i d be what if they re right i m searching for an escape so i don t have to face the possibility that i m the fuck up they all said i d be i ve been battling bottles and sleeping on floors i m sick of waking up feeling worse than before i m searching for an escape so i don t have to face the possibility that i m the fuck up they all said i d be what if they re right