consumed by my fell bulimia acid and vomit comes surging up curdling the contents inside me palpable nausea spewage rising dysmorphia constructing a perverse image embodiment of corrupted social hostage skeletal form inadequately skinny purging away relives the mental turmoil fingers scarred from gagging myself rotten acid stench of my breath self inflicting scarring marring ruining my oral organs esophageal decay abuse is the only treatment suiting my diminished self worth bones protrude at every angle bowels erupt intestines tangle gargling ipecac expelling bloody vomit bleeding intestinal varices viral hemorrhagic fever convulsions cripple leaves a consumptive corpse decaying