we can all asphyxiate the process from down within our holes tying down depressive punctures the burden of it all and when the war begins my hands shake for days stripped of our fingers this is how it starts i can t begin to tell you all the times i felt like screaming you re not like me at all your still asleep and fucking dreaming all i ever wanted was some peace but everything denies it and now you re asking me to smile while you sink the pins in please don t leave me by myself now it ain t safe to be alone i find it hard to find a single purpose but i know i must go on search reasons in a darkened dead place dig deep now so i can spit in in your face i can t begin to tell you all the times i felt like screaming you re not like me at all your still asleep and fucking dreaming all i ever wanted was some peace but everything denies it and now you re asking me to smile while you sink the pins in oh if i make a stand to crush the world after all it s killing out the master plan yeah raise a fist i won t break your fall when you re at the top the only way is down rise up and conquer fed up now they re asking for it i can t begin to tell you all the times i felt like screaming you re not like me at all your still asleep and fucking dreaming all i ever wanted was some peace but everything denies it and now you re asking me to smile while you sink the pins in