i m in the back room drunk from the gin and juice i feel dead in my living room darkness is what s ahead of me karma my passion killing me i need help where the therapy run but problems are getting me where my roots brick wall i break through catch me jumped off the top flo who s that person i m not sho dead my cell phone it turned off hop in a black car and swerve off sliding a black card i m maxed out i get lasted and cash out all in fall through we assed out big check i called you and passed out death row but the rent do not one but i got two i need a job but the gas low when you fix one thing like why add mo i hear this pain i heard of i fear true brings and murda i steer clear of the bullshit i live right by the pulpit i spend days as a lost soul my friends high school i lost those my heart filled with the sadness my mind filled with the madness liver filled up with the whisky tears run filled up with envy i hate the version that could be my fate it ain t where it should be my faith is predetermined my face wrinkled from worry help me save me from myself black nine off safety on my shelf  death row but the rent do not one but i got two i need a job but the gas low when you fix one thing like why add mo it s hard to see the good with the lights out hard to roll the good with the lights out hard to pull a bitch with the lights out i mma have to turn this shit around right now repent wash all my bad sins fo give but i m bad at asking i tried spoke with the deacon help my folks on the weekend go hard this from the bottom go rise shatter my conscience i lied child into adult second chances for addicts i am bigger than problems i cannot begin to solve em if i m blind self image is fucked then i saw god damn i lucked up death row but the rent do not one but i got two i need a job but the gas low when you fix one thing like why add mo it s hard to see the good with the lights out hard to roll the good with the lights out hard to pull a bitch with the lights out i mma have to turn this shit around right now it s hard to see the good with the lights out hard to roll the good with the lights out hard to pull a bitch with the lights out i mma have to turn this shit around right now grateful