captivated by my desire for what you provide to me you held me effortlessly in your ways whispering in my ears all the things i fantasized but when i open my eyes i m left naked and alone vibe vibe vibe vibe left alone inside my studio chief and the hulio watching peter pan somebody slid me a roofie yo now i m faded in my rem sleep distant knocking in the door wondering what these men see maybe i m just paranoid looped inside this pink floyd why can it not be just like the first time killjoy now i m stuck in sessions of this time call it play back engineering music for these wastemen all crack this is my addiction i don t really need to know what you want to use it for seen you do it all before it s right over here know you might ve put it down turn around and tune it out it s ok it s very loud it s right over here it s right over here it s right over here it s right over here shalom greetings from my western home wrote this letter just for you over an 82 i ve mind over visions i had seen of you gradually increasing relating to what crescendos do when i was slicing up the veil it felt so real with you bout going through trynna live an love in life but darkness got it s hold on you even though it s been about a year got the taste for it supplement your cravings with consumption of your time for it every single second of your waking crossing over boundaries of distance for you to take it driving by distant memories taking shots of the hennessy laughter turned into jealousy gunsho fired you re dead to me regrettably you still want to return so i m the voice inside your head providing you another turn but you took the path now you see the fire flash intravenously right to your heart until the line s flat  i don t really need to know what you want to use it for seen you do it all before it s right over here know you might ve put it down turn around and tune it out it s ok it s very loud it s right over here it s right over here it s right over here it s right over here yeah i m in that same place i ve been since they ve unleashed my friends on the world stage guess you can say welcome to the terradome and i keep flirtin with success it s kind of working yeah i guess but if i m honest bro i m accountable to a connoseiur that is on to more things that s what honor does bring i m not accountable to be an animal to just blow off steam is it ok if i go off scene would you believe that s so obscene i m a guy that s stuck in my head voice makes me go off key and i feel locked out low key and i feel left out from being left out my whole life i ve up latchkey kid that ain t major that s a reject i almost went to delete this don t ever want to repeat this so you don t think i got a chip on my shoulder over compensating now that i m older obsessed with being a success addicted to the addiction of what it is that i m becoming next it s not about me having things cause i don t care what you think about me it s really what i think about you for every time you went to doubt me fuel i don t really need to know what you want to use it for seen you do it all before it s right over here know you might ve put it down turn around and tune it out it s ok it s very loud it s right over here it s right over here it s right over here it s right over here 