why no one will help me i m too dumb i m too smart they ll not understand me i am lonely they ll hate me and there is not enough time it s too hard to help me and god wants me to work no resting no lazy these excuses how they served me so well they ve kept me safe they ve kept me stoic they ve kept me locked in my own cell i m too far from home it takes far too much energy and i cannot afford to no one will ever see me these excuses how they served me so well they ve kept me safe they ve kept me stoic they ve kept me locked in my own cell these excuses how they re so familiar they ve kept me blocked they ve kept me small they ve kept me safe inside my shell bringing these into light shakes their foundation and it clears my sight now my imagination is the only thing that limits the bar and its rise to the heights no one can have it all see i have to they want me to and i can t let them down i will never be happy  these excuses how they served me so well they ve kept me safe they ve kept me stoic they ve kept me locked in my own cell these excuses how they re so familiar they ve kept me blocked they ve kept me small they ve kept me safe inside my shell1