tell me you can t swear i ll go peaceful i m backing up out as you speak hands in the air i am steady no temper moves cool on the floor of yours get gone say want you gone and so long say won t you stop and i ll stop if you stay where you are then i ll never fault you cause static is blurred black and white and you go to work while i try to find something nobody wants it nobody wants it for long i m the one that you thought was your ticket out of here we ll buy a car with a million miles on it i ll dig it out of the snow and we ll set alarms and breakfast while it s dark i will slow down and flicker and fall into a life into a life unlike this one with its balding tires and heads because we re tired of spending our time on a dream that s been dying our reasons for charging receding and aging is feeding on me and you hate me complaining but honestly where would i be in a year we are here while we re here but i fear we re not here while we re here we ll eat and we ll shit and we ll drink and we ll piss and i ll only auld lang syne when the year changes