these knots are tied double knotted crossed with lies please just let me go youve strung me on for far too long too long so i gave up everything about myself so i didnt feel alone my magnetic heart still grasping on afraid to let you go my feelings based on your expressions expressed in a way that its sorta depressing how i dress my pain im entertaining my oppressions some days i wonder what itd be like if the light on your face never glowed but id rather live in darkness than know i would rather rot than explode these bombs are exploding inside my head but ive never been more alive these shadows of the darkness stride around with a little less pride ive dampered their spirits and ive set them aside now im walking alone with no alibi this life i lead is all my own cant take that back if you tried if you love me so please let me go cant take you back if i tried demons and monsters that are living inside my brain wont acknowledge the fact that im staying positive despite the impossible or the common logic as something as simple that rhymes with orange or provoking the knowledge that comes from a berklee star dropout how come i need acceptance do you feel the same or am i alone im always second guessing myself instead i pretend i dont feel any pain when inside my bodys aching forsaking the decision to stand up again and pretend that my knees arent shaking im scared of my own voice and what it might tell me so i just write it down in hopes im not the only one to see just how crazy i sound handwritten in truth is the ink that bleeds from my skin please bare with me i beg the blurry details ive sinned 