why do i deal with all of life s shit idiocracy is turning me into something that i just don t want to be when will it all just go away insecurities are ruining me and all the stress and bullshit will come back to haunt me i ll just crawl back and hide away this nightmare i call life is growing dull and gray i guess it s time to wake up and deal with all of this hate all of these people won t just stop from asking me for bullshit that s so meaningless fake favors fake friends i m so sick of it why do i deal with all of life s shit idiocracy is turning me into something that i just don t want to be when will it all just go away insecurities are ruining me and all the stress and bullshit will come back to haunt me it s time to make them realize they just don t get me no ones get me am i losing it must be my arrogance just feeding off the ego trip i am the know it all who in the end really knew nothing at all don t ask me for a favor or my help it s time i crawl back in my mind where i am by myself what what get up get up come on come on come on come on