i remember you on the worst days when my heart is cold i need those memories i remember in the best light you give me strength to fight the darkness i am never giving up going down i refuse to close my eyes i am never sitting down never stop i refuse to close my eyes and i hope they can see what you see in me i keep what you said what you said to me i hope they can see what you see in me thank you for always believing in me i m half way alone sailing on broken dreams without you i don t trust myself you brought the best in me when you are gone i will not forget you inspire so many lived a life without regret and now i know what it means to suffer to bear a heavy burden on behalf of another and i hope that i can do much better i won t forget the life you lived you changed my life forever now you re all and i m far from home i walk this world i m so alone because now you re all and i m far from home i walk this world i m so alone just know that whatever happens here is truly not your fault i chose the path i travel down and now i have to walk i made this bet i m lying in it s all that i could do my life turned out so differently than what you wanted it to you wanted better you had such high hopes but i couldn t settle for it now i think i broke them all i just wanted this freedom to place my own trail and that s exactly what i did now i m on a ship with a different sail i will never go back in time my soul is too far gone i wish you both the very best i ll always be your son but now i ve got my own way a brand new life to live it s something we couldn t fathom cause it s just so different and i m sorry i don t call more feels like i can t relate after all the things i ve done we no longer share a faith i never found a happy place until i wrote these songs this sags me but there s victory i ve finally found a place where i belong now you re all and i m far from home i walk this world i m so alone because now you re all and i m far from home i walk this world i m so alone so hold on to the memories in our golden past hold on they re the only things that last so hold on to the memories in our golden past hold on they re the only things that last