she sings inside me it s so beautiful and i d hear her calling and i would raise myself to live up to her love and not look down on me forgiving me again and i hear her calling do you wanna get out of the water do you wanna try and carry on i get so alone i get so alone she sings inside me it s so beautiful and i d hear her calling but it s like a waterfall falling down on me forgiving me again and i know that loving i know that can t you see that i guess you re staying it s always the same well that s my heart it s calling out your name these things inside me they re like chemical i see the birds fly and i d disgust myself to be free of that love pull myself from under the weight of it all and i hear her hear her  i ve got to give it up i ve got to give it up it s just that quality of forgiveness forgiveness is what i need if i could only get out of the water if i could only get myself clean i ve got to give it up i ve got to give it up i know that i m running on my knees again it s always the same she s standing at the altar i know that she s waiting there if i could only get out of the water if i could only get out of here but i ve gotta give it up i ve got to give it up 