no matter when i lie down the day always has the same length i try to wake with the dawn but still the dark comes just as fast and the small birds make cute shadows on the white water and the brick wall and the wood shed it smells like a gym when you sleep under the bedspread and you won t know until you leave and come back in again if i m gonna make it across i only wanna swim once i ll be a dolphin and turn to excited to land and i m learning shit on the way and i won t til it s over and no way to tell anyone anyway no matter how i lie down the pillow always makes the same crease i try to move it around and sleep so hair won t get out of place if the routines will fail i worry that i will fail as well it s a gigantic arc that breathes the sunlight to the trees arms it s a shame that you can t go back to where you left off like an old tape in a tape deck it feels like a sauna when you have the heat up and the goose down and the sunlight on the window ledge if i m gonna make it across i only wanna swim once i ll be a dolphin and turn to excited to land i hope at the end of the day i ll have the courage and something important and comforting to say oh my word is it enough all my words are they enough and i hope that they re enough and i hope i ve done enough take a breath and brush it off brush your teeth and sort your socks sort of lean against the rock if the rocking chair won t stop oh my god i m giving up oh my eggs in different cups oh my fears were not for naught oh my ears have heard a lot hey don t sweat the little stuff there but for the grace of us do you leave the one who touched you ve touched me and that s enough there you go i m cheering up tied to a truck and i thought i was hot stuff but it s just that i was burning up oh my word is it enough all my words are they enough and i hope that they re enough and i hope i ve done enough oh my god i m giving up oh my eggs in different cups oh my fears were not for naught oh my ears have heard a lot 