i ve often wondered if there s ever been a perfect family i ve always longed for undividedness and sought stability a flower taught me how to pray but as i grew that flower changed she started flailing in the wind like golden petals scattering and i miss you dandelion and even love you and i wish there was a way for me to trust you but it hurts me every time i try to touch you but i miss you dandelion and even love you i gravitated towards a patriarch so young predictably i was resigned to spend my life within a maze of misery  a boy and a girl befriended me we re bonded through despondency i stayed so long but finally i fled to save my sanity and i miss you little sis and little brother and i hope you realize i ll always love you and although you re struggling you will recover and i miss you little sis and little brother so many i considered closest to me turned on a dime and sold me out dutifully although that knife was chipping away at me they turned their eyes away and went home to sleep and i missed a lot of life but i ll recover though i know you really like to see me suffer still i wish that you and i d forgive each other cause i miss you valentine and really loved you i really loved you i tried so hard but you drove me away to preserve my sanity and i found the strength to break away fly 1
['dance pop', 'urban contemporary']