every time i look into the mirror every time i have to close my eyes i ask myself is it a sin to be a sinner if it s only something in my mind cause i know that we could never be like we want to be i m only make believing i m only self deceiving tell me how could i tell myself a lie dreaming is all i do when i can t have you someone else can hold you like i want to someone else can really make you cry wish i could find a way to make it better but i know that i shouldn t even try cause i know that we could never be like we want to be if i could be the only one that you ll come running to if i could make the past undone i would sometimes i feel it s the way you look at me the way that you do when you know i can t have you