i don t want to spoil the party so i ll go i would hate my disappointment to show there s nothing for me here so i will disappear if he turns up while i m gone please let me know i had a drink or two and i don t care there s no fun in what i do if he s not there i wonder what went wrong i waited for too long i think i ll take a walk and look for him though tonight he s made me sad i still love him if i find him i ll be glad i still love him i don t want to spoil the party so i ll go i would hate my disappointment to show there s nothing for me here so i will disappear if he turns up while i m gone please let me know though tonight he s made me sad i still love him if i find him i ll be glad i still love him i had a drink or two and i don t care there s no fun in what i do if he s not there i wonder what went wrong i waited for too long i think i ll take a walk and look for him i think i ll take a walk and look for him i think i ll take a walk