i can t think i feel so stressed i can t feel love it s so hopeless and i just wanna be successful or i wanna be happy i ve been working hard tryna make it all happen i believe in myself even when nobody else do lawd and i just wanna be successful or i wanna be happy i ve been working hard tryna make it all happen i believe in myself even when nobody else do you down to the ground nigga don t let that affect you i said this shit before but i ma do it my way i swear to god i m focused you know where to find me if time is of the essence i promise not to waste it i ll take happiness or wealth whichever one don t leave me vacant vacant ah i sit alone with my thoughts let me reflect and rummage through my mental checklist of regrets it s okay i m just gon wallow in my sorrows i guess if you see me crying in public please walk on by these are the tears of a clown i m spillin this pain is the realest feeling i feel for the life of me i just can t attain what i want these wishful thinking prayers i hope jehovah hears but honestly they re falling on deaf ears i m revered as a rapid writer releasing lines i m igniting the fire inside your soul that s controlled by your insecurities can tell the personality trace just to fit in with the fake so that you blend in with the rest of the vague it s a shame there s beauty inside of yourself but look you gotta find it within our darkest moments we control our mental climates never fold under pressure that s what makes diamonds and even if you failed a million times continue trying and i just wanna be successful or i wanna be happy i ve been working hard tryna make it all happen i believe in myself even when nobody else do you down to the ground nigga don t let that affect you i said this shit before but i ma do it my way i swear to god i m focused you know where to find me if time is of the essence i promise not to waste it i ll take happiness or wealth whichever one don t leave me vacant vacant ah  i would be remiss and negate the fact that i am a loner my simple mind has been stressing over these things i conjure and i ll admit that i m selfish ignoring other s problems i never see the bigger picture too reactionary i take advantage of the fact my mother s there for me i rarely say i love her if i do i say it sparingly embarrassed by my lack of compassion i wanted normalcy i know i need to go and see a doctor for conformity of mind body spirit and soul my god tell me why i m cold murder opponents i will no empathy that i feel i found myself i was lost but for my sake i just hope that it isn t too late flashbacks of cold razor blades how could i say that on record i still remember my homie telling me that i was tripping said you need to be aware of what you speaking man these people are listening don t that shit affect your conscious how are you sleeping my nigga and i just wanna be successful or i wanna be happy i ve been working hard tryna make it all happen i believe in myself even when nobody else do you down to the ground nigga don t let that affect you i said this shit before but i ma do it my way i swear to god i m focused you know where to find me if time is of the essence i promise not to waste it i ll take happiness or wealth whichever one don t leave me vacant vacant ah i can t think i feel so stressed i can t feel love it s so hopeless i can t think i feel so stressed i can t think i feel so stressed i can t feel love it s so hopeless i can t think i feel so stressed i can t feel love it s so hopeless lawd knowledge nigga shoutout to my homie sgull for the beat i appreciate this shit that s its though i m done nah that s it i m done god bless i m done nah nigga i said god bless i m done thank you thank you goodbye i got shit to do alright that s it1