if im waiting then im wasting time and if im thinking should i wait my line to wherever you hold is to know what im here for but its patience that is near to us is then half of more to say and if its money and near is there nothing left im just alive in myself wither and just wither what i want to do intuitive my own now im going to finish school and have a home there i go ive said too much but i feel as though i did enough and im im so alone yes what i want is deep out on my own and i want it there