its not right did i jump into love didn t know how to land now i m deep into water unable to stand can i silence the dangers be blind to the signs i see hearts breaking around me what will happen to mine every now and then i feel these questions creeping in but if you leave me in the middle of nowhere and i can t get back again every now and then all these fears i have speaking well if you leave me in the middle of winter never to see the sun again now that i am in silent suffering it s not right it s not right does it feel good to let you closer to me did i get what i wanted but not what i need can i carry the weight of these secrets and doubts i know they re never spoken but inside they re calling out every now and then i feel these questions creeping in well if you leave me in the middle of nowhere and i can t get back again every now and then all these fears i have speaking well if you leave me in the middle of winter never to see the sun again now that i am in silent suffering it s not right it s not right  in the voices hard to fight i m scared my heart is saying it s not right it s not right i m not made to be afraid oh every now and then i feel these questions creeping in well if you leave me in the middle of nowhere and i can t get back again every now and then all these fears i have speaking well if you leave me in the middle of winter never to see the sun again every now and then i feel these questions creeping in stuck in the middle of nowhere and i can t get back again now that i am in silent suffering it s not right it s not right it s not right i know my heart knows mmm oh it s not right