now i m the first to admit the fact i ve done a little bit of this and that just wanna spit my raps my life ain t yo concern i ain t gone carry the weight of the world and i don t know what to tell you i ve been to heaven but i ve tasted hell too face the devil don t give a fuck smack him in his face kick him inna nuts they say i talk a lot i walk a block with both feet broke the storm a rock but ain t sinking red s boat i see the coast but i m too blurry eyed to see hope inna chokehold trying to hold on these ropes i ve done less wrong than i ve done right but i can never escape what i ve done right thinking lucifer live on jupiter he chilling right here but i m killing this nightmare not willing to fight fair hell with a nike air i run barefoot through the desert make the whole damned world follow my neck jerk laying it brick by brick the kid don t quit until he got a pyramid now i m a stand tall inna land of the lost you just got laid off we gone handle yo boss so get yo hands where my eyes can see em if you s a human being i left my ex girl in hell hurt wasn t there for her was an expert in putting red first though i care for her now i m a broken man my life slipping away although i m holding on with both hands for some folks it s dope i need liquor to calm me drink til i m a zombie helsinki ain t no palm trees looking back i understand the man i should have been but thing is that i truly am haunted by the boogeyman i took a stand long time ago i treat people how i want em to treat me but shit ain t easy when he keeps calling it s hard not to answer my number changing like pampers but it don t matter is it a bad world or a bad god am i a bad man having a bad day or bad odds too many damned scars trying to patch em up i don t really do it no more but pass the blunt don t you know what you listening to a god damned white man singing the blues take a good look cause i m the living proof trying to walk the narrow road in these shitty ass shoes now you know what you listening to a god damned white man singing the blues take a good look cause i m the living proof trying to walk the narrow road in these shitty ass shoes i was losing my last bit of faith my way out wasn t the door but the windowpane only thing i had in my life s liquor and misery and the only thing i could write was my obituary this my way a telling my brothers that i appreciate how they kept my vision straight reason that i live today i miss em days when we would just sit and blaze talking bout which a them chicks got big tits and things but things change and i ain t gonna be bitter man cause i know that love always wins the hate let your fists swing where my eyes can see em helsinki worldwide if you s a human being 1