i was convinced that i was wrong i was chaffing at the thought didn t want to be with myself or with someone and i slipped into that same old habit of losing myself again i could feel my patience slipping away with the clock but first things first i was bitching about being stuck there at the family s house with no one there to care what i d been through and if i have to miss the plane in the words of a not so famous man we re reborn in the wake of accepting our worst mistakes and i know now i know i know it s not your fault i know now i know things i never ever wanted to know i knew that at the end of the day it wouldn t matter anyway i d still have to live with myself somehow and if we never meet again well i could live with that i ve got too many friends i like being the person that no one understands and i know now i know i know it s not your fault i know now i know things i never ever wanted to know