i finally see this is bigger than you and me i fell asleep i was comatose fought through the nightmare finally woke up 18 months ago stood up and went for what i wanted the most now i am hated i m despised struggle to see the path through bloodshot eyes i guess i shouldn t be surprised everyone i knew before acts like i ve lost my life they say good things come to those who wait greatness occurs when you can fight through the hate i m talking like i got something to prove but chasing my dreams is all i m trying to do i finally see the light all i need now is a little more time you got what you wanted and someday i ll get mine i know i ll never try to fill the void that you left behind in me i played it over again trying to silence the ghosts that you left in my head i never want to forget i never want to pretend that this didn t destroy me you are the one that fills my heart and head i play a long hand and i hold my cards close why wouldn t i when you were everything i wanted the most i ll never give up i ll never let you go this isn t bigger than us this is my last hope this is my last hope i finally see the light all i need now is a little more time you got what you wanted and someday i ll get mine i know i ll never try to fill the void that you left behind in me so when the moment comes that i am asked my dying wish i will close my eyes and take myself back and i will say let me see her again ll surrender the moment you forgive me for my past but we know that would never last i refuse to live in the past there s no way you can hurt me i ve already lost what i had to lose what i had to lose yeah lost what i had to lose when i lost you realized that i was truly dead inside so i started to fight started to see the light glared at the sun for the very first time now i know what s inside know how i want to live this life i finally see the light all i need now is a little more time you got what you wanted and someday i ll get mine i know i ll never try to fill the void that you left behind in me