i am lost far from the cross you stand before filled with lust we are all filled with lust we want this whore impale your flesh draped in darkness your guts explode and life has ceased behind your eyes impalement and before live no more live no more overcome by fever malevolent disgrace wretching with repulsion bleeding from the eyes fester with redemption your blood begins to clot clogging the corpuscles in your mind ignoring the pretention wallow in the rot seven lives have come and gone the first and the last and what are we even here for some twisted mindless game or is god just playing tricks upon my brain the birth of death begins and with your life it ends my world immersed in hate destroy what i create defecate choke on my shit urinate drown in my piss godless hater of the world your mind dwells on the absurd as i contemplate your horrible demise blood streams down your face drained drained of life