i ve got a regular problem so my standard break from life is in order i m having trouble making sentences i m older but i don t feel any smarter you see i don t know what i said to you and now you re pissed at you know who and i guess i deserve it i wish i could waste my time without wasting all your time i try to leave a good impression but it s hard when my obsession s in a wine glass and when you re only 23 it s not attractive to complain about your sore back and i can bitch until my eyes are blue and you re in bed with someone new and i guess you deserve him wish i could waste my time without wasting all your time you say i m fixable a classic case lack of will i say i don t wanna try i d rather stay here all night i ve got a motivation problem so my standard break from life is getting longer spent over 30 hours in this bed in two days i guess i could ve phoned her but now that i m awake i d rather take a drink and walk down to the lake and beg the sky for lightning bolts i can t waste my time without wasting all your time you say it s fixable a classic case lack of will i say i don t wanna try i d rather sit here all night