i watched the foundation burn and still i stayed i watched the torch you held flicker and fade betrayed by myself for holding on so tight now sadness sickens my heart and confusion it blinds my sight alone i feel so alone maybe i ll turn this feeling into a wall of stone and i build it big and strong i ll build it around my heart and let no one but you tear it apart so here s your invitation and i hope you can accept please remember the days in the sun and promises kept i m writing these worlds from behind this wall