how many times have i noticed that our eyes hardly ever meet from your judgment seat i can feel the anger for my very being fill me in on when you became such a big part of my life that i should bother with all your lies designed to bring me down wrong again don t depend on any reaction again i remember the icy walls that shot up from nowhere and i can see every lie you ve ever told yourself you bleed me dry and i don t ask why but i m left with the dust judas kiss i dismiss thank you all for this i am untouched wait again not through with the screaming i contend that you ve got nothing better to do i d trade my life for a barrel of gold find someone else before i get too old if i live my life for aesthetic gain will you repay me with all your shame i can see every light inside your brain go on every time that i walk by for nods and whispers your comfort in my suffering is no longer disturbing i m lost behind your petty stopwatch in life s real time wait again not through with the screaming i contend that you ve got nothing better to do i d trade my life for a barrel of gold find someone else before i get too old if i live my life for aesthetic gain will you repay me with all your shame don t get up i was only leaving the room when the door of your judgment swings back around again maybe i ll stop to watch your act and i ll go on my way i ve seen quite enough of too many childish games i m ashamed of every moment that i ever gave them the time of day all the worst enemies are somehow always friends that used to be3