what kind of man am i meant to be feeling cold hearted with the wind at my neck these are the reasons i cant forget i am so lost in my own head sometimes i think im better off dead sometimes i think that im better off dead im feeling broken im feeling weak running through my mind i see it on repeat hollow hearted just like you and me leaving you broken just like me these are the reasons i cant forget i am so lost in my own head sometimes i think im better off dead sometimes i think that im better off dead holding me closer here inside won t let me be holding me closer inside its killing me i will never learn to fight this bitterness i will not know to fight its leaving me hollow hearted filled with guiltiness hollow hearted filled with guiltiness hollow hearted filled with guiltiness leaving me trapped here inside its killing me over feeling trapped here inside its killing me i would rather die than live life on my knees i would rather die swinging i would rather die than live life on my knees i will die swinging