these quills will jolt and penetrate some pass while others can t relate i stood hopelessly myself these quills will jolt and penetrate some pass while others can t relate i stood hopelessly myself you hate when it gets this close and i know the blank look you put on like some concertino wire in here i try to change my life i hit the same wall every time the night accelerates when you need it most i am a satellite and a holy ghost the mind is a battlefield but the heart is a surgeon and i am between them and i am uncertain i try to know you but i m too late some guy told you how you re no good so now you re gonna prove him right we re all trauma all the time and i ought to charge you by the hour for all the time i think on you i caught you plotting my demise i thought i ought to help you try the night accelerates when you need it most i am a satellite to your holy ghost the mind is the enemy but the heart is an anchor why can t you find me i ve never been closer what if the life you tried to live was diametrically opposed to what everyone agrees is good enough for most and i m tired of always being right and risking everything on you you re never there when i get home you watch then you turn me off the night accelerates when you need it most and i am a color test in a field of ghosts the mind is a battlefield but the heart is a surgeon and we are between them and we are uncertain