everything i thought that i am suddenly caving in truth can only move me so far and bring me around again so i sit in the static and the question comes in what if i go backwards every time i think i m getting closer now and then i just can t help but wonder maybe this is over if only for a moment or two let me be something new i could see the good in my hand and value in what i do but i m not so sure it could happen if i wanted it to what if i go backwards every time i think i m getting closer now and then i just can t help but wonder maybe this is over if i never get much closer if i never see the day if everything breaks and shatters it s ok