once again plutonic lab on the beat this song is dedicated to my girl and to my brother got to say sorry for being such an arsehole all these years i don t know why i m the way i am let the tides pull me in and wash away the filth saturate the pores and clean out all of the guilt let the ocean devour the towers that i ve built there ain t a second in the hour where the world remains still let me run to the mill and spill the loose change make me feel what it means to experience their pain let the stains remain as a reminder of the past grab a kilo of dirt and throw it all in the bath so when i get out dirty will feel clean at last remain silent when your mate falls flat on his arse though you re bursting to laugh dispersing the past or bringing it near i m starting to hear with closed ears it s all in the echoes of yesteryear what i m tryna do here is understand and make myself a better man well i could make myself a better man so take a stab at me for the man that i m not take a grab at me and take all that i ve got don t get mad at me for the things i ve forgot it really saddens me that i make you feel lost who gives a shit about me who gives a shit about me i ve got beliefs in a bunch of receipts for lessons that have reached put a bleach on my brain i feast on the grain of salt this week s been the same as the rest restricted black listed from the trendsetter s nest but i don t give a fuck mum said you can only do your best but maybe i rest too often maybe my work ethic s softened or maybe i ve forgotten how to feel value and maybe i wanna make secrets so i don t have to tell you maybe i wanna help you and show you through the entrance i could strip back the anger and cross out the avengeance i could tell you i love you and make sure you knew i meant it i could quit cigarettes and alcohol and start to bench press save my cash and then i d get wrecked less confess to the fact i m selfish and too depressed and that it doesn t feel like i m doing my best i m not doing my best i m not doing my best  who gives a shit about me who gives a shit about me she gives a shit about me he gives a shit about me who gives a shit about me who gives a shit about me she gives a shit about me he gives a shit about me i thank you