lemme tell you bout this shawty i know her name was jade independent blame beyonce but every day she prayed knowing that god blesses those who re patient struggle until she make it always loving no hatred was in her veins she made to be successful working and taking classes at night a mother to her little brother cause both of her parents passed away right in a terroristic crashed la flight now she saved some money and miami beaches are white finally she found a way to escape the crazy pace of every day life you can relate right you feel her pain when i m saying she needs a break right at last she had a couple weeks to get away and so she takes flight sipping champagne to celebrate and met this dude just when the damn plane would elevate this magical attraction start to happen readily ayo i promise you this shitll be stuck in your memory promises you had me believe in that youd never let me go messing with my head couldnt breathe in i just lost control am i blind or was this all a show your promises will never let me go now he managed to get with jade not only did he steal her heart he took her breath away and her innocence sexually every day he was a romanticist had his hands in his panties rubbing her ass and tits made her forget the madnesses made her feel comfortable so in bed she turned the baddest bitch promising her marriage when they get back to los angeles she was the happiest babygirl on the planet he even managed to have her eat his dick like a sandwich and i know its hard to understand it but throw game and girls catch it thats the way love goes just ask janet the holiday was over she had to say bye to him gave her a hickey on her thigh for her to remind of him until he got back plus he gave her a little thing and said open it on the plane could it be a diamond ring so she took off fastened her seat belt and opened it so excited man she almost choked in it but when she lifted the cap she was amazed there was a letter in black it said welcome to the world of aids  promises you had me believe in that youd never let me go messing with my head couldnt breathe in i just lost control am i blind or was this all a show your promises will never let me go self loathing and disgust got you feeling numb when you know youre really so much more than what youve become family is one we inseparable blood is thicker than water mine is infected though feel the devil slowly enter my soul im at a dead end realizing theres no end to this road where do i go them vultures grab me see im surrounded by shadows like there was multiple suns pointing at me it all changed shit is so depressing turned so my heart burns like its indigestion been a couple years still a hard time accepting always did the right thing just one time without protection my boys do it all the time why me same boys stopped hanging around i be living in isolation people are judging looking at me disgusted like im some kinda child of satan well i am i hate women no i hate people lost all remorse in my heart i became evil my dick became lethal shawty test the trigger murdered by society i will avenge my killer always used to love god but he set us up now i hate much more than ive ever loved a heavy grudge thatll never pass nobody feel my pain but you damn sure bout to feel my wrath