how does it feel to have enough is it like washing your hands elbow deep in the tub you take soap and water take hand one and two rub them together and at some point you re through but that s not even true the dirt never comes off you can wash them forever and it s never enough my hands are filthy that s nothing new but i haven t even started with you is it like when your friends tell you you ve had enough they take you aside all grave and serious oh at the time you swear they are wrong how can you keep drowning with nothing to drown on but you wake up the next day and the sun is too bright and your skull is too small and you know they were right i can t think or talk straight that s nothing new but i haven t even started with you how does it feel to have enough to know that you re done to know you re all filled up how does it feel to have enough is it this loud or this loud should i keep turning it up till your ears start to bleed till the neighbors complain till i get what i need till you re screaming my name how does it feel god i wish i knew i haven t even started with you