on a roof wind blows through me and the moon is a cruel reminder that we both tried to find something inside that we thought had died fear divides you and i we both hide from what we feel inside in your room i fall through you you know i tried to find something inside that could make this alright on the way to your house i see a light pulling me back up into the sky i sink in deep mire where there is no foothold i have come into deep waters and the flood sweeps over me i am weary with my crying out my throat is parched my eyes grow dim with waiting for my god more in numbers than the hairs of my head are those who hate me without cause mighty are those who would destroy me those who attack me with lies what i did not steal must i now restore oh god you know my folly the wrongs i have done are not hidden from you let not those who hope in you be put to shame through me oh lord god of hosts let not those who seek you be brought to dishonor through me for it is for your sake that i have borne reproach that dishonor has covered my face i have become a stranger to my brothers an alien to my mothers sons for zeal for your house has consumed me 1