i m so high i shouldn t be smoking but i got a lot on my mind just trying to cope with feeling so hopeless so i keep my arms open abusin my dosage i don t know if you notice i m broken i m so high i shouldn t be smoking but i got a lot on my mind just trying to cope with feeling so hopeless so i threw my arms open abusin my dosage i don t know if you notice i m broken i don t know if this life is worth livin is there anyone with me i keep throwin up all of my guts my whole stomach is empty thinkin a fix was gonna fix me i m trippy i think i need to stop smoking and stop all this sippin cause lately it s to hard to be focused i m lacking attention feel demons around me i know that they re listening i hang with the fiends i m feelin so hopeless i don t like to be bugged but this worlds full of roaches i m higher then ever don t know if you noticed i m in slow motion praying for god mary and moses coping off drugs i ve exceeded my dosage you fallin in love i step on your roses keep my double cup full of that magic potion and i am so broken yeah eyes are so swollen from cryin and moping i m lonely but my arms are wide open you ask what i m snortin you actin all nosy and i m leanin on codeine but you can lean on me when you feel like you just wanna die just have faith in the music we all goin through it i m so high i shouldn t be smoking but i got a lot on my mind just trying to cope with feeling so hopeless so i keep my arms open abusin my dosage i don t know if you notice i m broken i m so high i shouldn t be smoking but i got a lot on my mind just trying to cope with feeling so hopeless so i keep my arms open abusin my dosage i don t know if you notice i m broken you can lean on me you can lean on me you can lean on me you can lean on me you can lean on me you can lean on me i don t know who to trust on this planet i m running round frantic inside of made on the rings i be dancin but sometimes i panic and sometimes i m scared it s not fair the shit life s always handin woke up to a spirit but i could not fear it it vanished and it was my father dammit i m so tired i should be sleepin but with all of this shit on my mind all i need is one reason to jump off that deep end and i m so close to my dreams it s been driving me crazy but its been a hell of a ride gun in my mouth boy i m ready to die i m so high i shouldn t be smoking but i got a lot on my mind just trying to cope with feeling so hopeless so i keep my arms open abusin my dosage i don t know if you notice i m broken i m so high i shouldn t be smoking but i got a lot on my mind just trying to cope with feeling so hopeless so i keep my arms open abusin my dosage i don t know if you notice i m broken