if i had been on your mind on that day holding on to your thoughts to your mind that way you could ve never jumped down in those arms you could ve never left my heart cold if i had been on your mind on that day holding on to your thoughts to your mind that way you could ve never jumped down in those arms you could ve never left my heart cold dead guilty now here there s no mercy for you i stand burning your image your lies and your hands you re dead i m building a prayer for the memories i can t stand your life doesn t bother me now i m discharged i kill yourself just to feel good and make my life better without your trace you re dead buried under this ground if i had been on your mind on that day holding on to your thoughts to your mind that way you could ve never jumped down in those arms you could ve never left my heart cold if i had been on your mind on that day holding on to your thoughts to your mind that way you could ve never jumped down in those arms you could ve never left my heart cold damned but i feel the shame of the cheap life for this i m blessed you kept on poisoning all of my days and for this brutally choking so i bought a smile from death the other side of the coin of your demise was my life and i love all my survival skills i loved you too but you tried to kill me as well too bad you didn t give me respect if i had been on your mind on that day holding on to your thoughts to your mind that way you could ve never jumped down in those arms you could ve never left my heart cold if i had been on your mind on that day holding on to your thoughts to your mind that way you could ve never jumped down in those arms you could ve never left my heart cold