cause i could use a hand sometimes yeah i could use a hand sometimes they say pain is an illusion this is just a bruise and you are just confused but i am only human i could use a hand sometimes i am only human you said when i fall you d be there to pick me up so baby please explain to me why i m still feeling stuck you said you d be a hand to hold not a hand that reaches in my soul you made me feel like i would never grow old since 2012 when you entered the scene when you entered my eyesight and no i could not believe what i had witnessed what my eyes had seen the way you changed my life and all the little things i thought the love i felt was real but now i see what you mean to me i still remember all the days we d sit and watch the sea and i still remember all the lies that you told me and i know i made mistakes because now i see and i know i messed it up so we can t be i don t mean to be too hopeful but i hope one day you come back to me cause i need to be happy don t you see baby girl just please don t let me bleed cause i could use a hand sometimes yeah i could use a hand sometimes they say pain is an illusion this is just a bruise and you are just confused but i am only human i could use a hand sometimes i am only human lately my head has been in a spin lately i been feeling like i never win lost the only thing that mattered to me so now it s getting hard to sleep and it is crazy to see what love can do i ll wake up in the morning all ill think about is you you left me thinking that thered be no repercussions but now i lie awake thinking bout you on my cushions i ll put my head down i ll block out all the sound but enter your voice if i hear that ill rejoice thinking of better days when i held you in my arms it s funny how it changed because now all i hold is my guitar feels like all you left me is scars i pray that when we next meet that it s not in the stars i hope that one day you finally realize just who you are i know right now you re broken cause i cut you open and i didn t say that you always made my day but baby please know that one day me and you will be okay  cause i could use a hand sometimes yeah i could use a hand sometimes they say pain is an illusion this is just a bruise and you are just confused but i am only human i could use a hand sometimes i am only human i am only human no more and no less when i feel pain it weighs me down on my chest i always think about how i m loved and how i m blessed but lately ill be honest ive been feeling hella stressed can never find the strength to make it out of bed my hearts been being played with and its fucking with my head said youd come and see me in the next week or 2 but look i m still alone still sat here needing you youre like my oxygen except you take my breath away i just wanna hear you say that you are here to stay i know i can t always get my way but you blocked me on my socials so i can t even say that i miss you like hell and i m sorry about myself but i m trapped inside my shell and without you it just feels like i m going through hell i know you were the one for me but then again i guess we ll see because i am only human