i still have questions with no answers i m alive but i m not living i don t have much time left i just know this i ve lived a violent life i might as well be dead i just want to sleep forever and forget forget it s more than physical love unconditional anything else is like a band aid so you cover your bleeding wounds so the dogs won t smell you coming there may be time but what if it never changes and what if i wasn t to blame what if it never gets any better than this what if i wasn t to blame what if i could change yeah what if i could change what if i m only insane 