for years i ve lived without a meaning i ve lost faith in dreams somehow i m so sick and tired of scheming i guess it just don t matter now all my life i ve been a loser it seems that fate has made a vow that i will never know contentment but it just don t matter now yes i knew the day i lost you but could not face fact somehow and i knew just what it cost you but it just don t matter now all my heart has lost a feeling that meant more to me than thou and i will never say i blame you cause it just don t matter now