uhh i wish i could say that uhh it just left completely but uhh no there are times when i still do still do have uhh the old compulsions i was uhh branching out thats when the cannibalism started eating of the heart and uhh the heart muscle it was a way of uhh making me feel that uhh they were a part of me now i don t think that anybody really wanna get inside of my twisted mind so sick youre never gonna find something like it like me like this like mine like out of the ordinary i want more to bury full of more gore than a chopped up whore making torture porn in a middle of a mortuary nothin left but her bones to carry put a bunch of holes in your capillaries is anybody claiming i m an adversary i don t give a fuck if the cops pull up with shotguns out and the sirens blarin don t wanna get it scary i m very into the dead rocking in the cemetery since i was barely a little kid been waiting for the brighter day so they can take it all away well we got sick in a way that made a family with a name ingrained with insanity bringing tragedy to a fucked up galaxy consumed by so many little bitty fallacies gotta find another way to get up out of the hell that theyre handing me unstoppable like an hiv in your arteries ill make it hard to breathe like a hand around your neck and i start to squeeze and all i wanna do is bring em all to knees now you wanna make it hard for me in the land of apologies and it hardly means anything more than a shut front door with a sign saying please don t bother me i can reach for the stars but i ll end up down here no matter what it takes i mma still keep on fighting i m unstoppable til my last breath and my heart stops beating i mma never give up on me again no matter how rough and no matter how much shit this life can shovel in my path i mma still be o ok cause they label me abomination the whole world is destined to hate me so i can only bottle up for so damn long before the glass starts to crack and i over flow cause i m over the line and i m outta my mind and the life that they re livin well it shoulda been mine but i deal to survive like a shadow of the night axe style is my style surrounded by my kind no matter what they want me to grown tougher from the change that they put me through and its true unstoppable and aint a motherfucking thing anyone can do not saying that i think i m better but this shit right here gonna live forever this legacy me and him built together every word that we spit can they fuck with with it never depending on the weather even if it s sunny skies it is gloomy inside when the world outside just don t seem right but im sitting by myself and watching it pass by and i m thinking about the lies that they told me so cause they never had intentions of lettin me grow but they play me like pesticide with a smile on my face waiting for me to die off slow not to be cold but im 20 degrees below my attitude is zero only like a eskimo i m no hero with a voice from the soul carry on like an echo unbound out of control and everybody knows that were ready to explode as we lock and load at the center of your brain with the automatic flows unstoppable  cause your feeling like the dark in the night with a song that s yours cause the beats so nice and the so right and it grips so tight that your blown away like it was dynamite is that the reason that youre feeling youre attracted are you compelled by the need to build a casket i know they probably wanna label you dramatic and your efforts ll bury you in the sadness so many to just succumb to the madness others reach for lights in the midst of the blackness is it the need to elevate that attracts us we re too centered by the superficial status like a break in the chain or a crack in the window pane stained with hate till its broken away from frame too were insane deranged and everybody else seems to remain the same you re looking for acceptance in places you re never gonna get it accept it our painted face is rejected an abomination infected with so much hatred collected how can you say you didnt expect it all to go this way like bad directions they re looking at me like a weapon we got the world at attention we re like this great invention they re all to afraid to mention shun me like bad intentions but we ll see who really had agendas or misconceptions i dont wanna be in your fucked up life or interventions3