if my name was hosea i would last the night if there was some other way i would take it if i could just make my beloved believe again if divorce had a face i would break it i see her smile but her eyes seem so distant now i sleep beside her but we never embrace i m wondering when did your heart grow so cold where did my family go oh god my family no how s it so simple to create a new version of life forgetting me and all the dreams in the past you re walking how can i watch my wife go go chase your lovers lover i know they won t last just don t leave i hear him calling these demons sift like wheat after you ve fallen return and strengthen me now the flame is within i can last the night i ve seen my life in the way and i ll take it if i could just make my beloved believe again i wish divorce had a face i could break i watched you watch him with that look of concealment within oh how i ve longed for your simple desire i see you slipping away i saw the whole thing coming oh cheating heart im wondering oh cheating heart you wander i ll be responsible for all of my failures and faults i thought with us there d never be a last time i know i m finished but i ve already been were you re running ill look to the sky for help before i die on the inside this pain inside this separation breathes you re at the edge and i m forgotten if my name was hosea i would last the night if there was some other way i would take it if i could just make my beloved believe again if divorce had a face i would break it break that was a moment that only i could feel and in that moment only god was real