here here are the pages of diaries being torn out and these these are the silent memories of mine like blood being poured out i watched you i was behind you as you bred me you fed me you led me but just as soon im in a family thats broken apart by your adulterous heart oh god so carelessly i have been drawn from your arms carry me to your graceful place that vengeance just cant replace these mirrors reveal nothing but regret such remindful regret i cant help but to write these young diaries so hard to forget i look back i see your hand lack mine but i can remember just fine that your lips were poisoned your arms false refuge your heart a deceitful deluge oh god so carelessly i have been drawn from your arms carry me to your graceful place that vengeance just cant replace i m reaching out i cant do this anymore i dont remember who i used to be all i see is rage the blood of my enemies of their face humiliation engaged everything in me that i hate regurgitates you were just a face a pitiful soul that once had a dream tell me again because i cant and i dont believe a god that loves me i cant even love myself i release you from my wrath as i release me from my past hes now breaking the grip of my heart with blood so innocently shed for my part 