lately i ve been measuring mistakes that i ve been making it s classic overreach and stretching way beyond my station whatever i ve been drinking lends a small amount of solace that s inversely proportional to how badly i want it so long ambition it s not a competition i can t win anymore i can t win anymore an odd position but i got the suspicion i have been here before i have been here before every single word from you is uncomfortably appealing and reservation s telling me to forget what i m hearing part of me is screaming you should just come out and ask her as if there were a chance in hell to get me what i m after so long ambition it s not a competition i can t win anymore i can t win anymore an odd position but i got the suspicion i have been here before i have been here before for my imagination is unnerving me inclined to working overtime this kind of aggravation just seems perfectly designed to keep me up at night it keeps me up at night it keeps me up at night alright so long ambition it s not a competition i can t win anymore i can t win anymore an odd position but i got the suspicion i have been here before i have been here before i have been here before i have been here before