i m staring at the ceiling i got this sinking feeling i m scared of what i might find i m asking where is my mind i can t explain this process how did i get in this mess my stomach s feeling queasy they say nothing is easy i know that i might not win i m not the kind that gives in when it gets tough i don t care this cat in hanging in there depression leads to manic and then you start to panic in life sometimes that s just the way it is it s hard to break that spell when i think of you my love it s hard to break that spell but i won t give up on you i ve got some ideas brewing on which i have been stewing right now i m second guessing my body s always stressing all of our choices laid out with some mistakes i ve no doubt in life sometimes that s just the way it is  it s hard to break that spell when i think of you my love it s hard to break that spell but i won t give up on you it s hard to break that spell when i think of you my love it s hard to break that spell but i won t give up on you it s hard to break that spell when i think of you my love it s hard to break that spell but i won t give up on you