i lose my hold as all the pieces start to unfold and now i see where this started to get away from me around my neck pressure holds its grip so tightly and i regret everything that i said but it feels alright i might as well be dead i do this every night you can t understand how hard it is to be in bad business but it feels alright i might as well be dead i do this every night and you can t understand i m twisted inside i can t explain why i let go and then i lose control and i m fallin faster than i d really like down i go further out of control but it makes no sense to give up at this height i just need a sign to tell me i m alright locked in the waiting room my time is comin soon there s no more life in me i m tied to catastrophe but it feels alright i might as well be dead i do this every night and you can t understand i m twisted inside i can t explain why i let go and then i lose control and i m fallin faster than i d really like down i go further out of control but it makes no sense to give up at this height i just need a sign to tell me i m alright no rewards no excuses no life left in me no fortune no favors no one here to save us i hide under the weight because i m so ashamed how could i be so wrong where did this feeling come from i let go and then i lose control and i m fallin faster than i d really like down i go further out of control but it makes no sense to give up at this height i just need a sign to tell me i m alright