maybe i spoke too soon or the light was just right in the room that night i see it clear the rules had all but disappeared when i told you that maybe now i m ready to do the things we swore we would and are you but now i m nowhere near the shell of me from yesteryear and i don t wanna say it s over but i don t think i m the one you told me i could be and i don t think i m the son my parents deserved of me maybe i ll live on the run from you and this city there s not a doubt in my mind you d be better without me i m gonna drive away tonight every good part of my life i don t deserve you here it s best for all i disappear and i ll befall the morning light and hang myself out to dry with all of my own clothes wrinkled up and decomposed and i don t wanna say it s over i don t think i m the one you told me i could be and i don t think i m the son my parents deserved of me maybe i ll live on the run from you and this city there s not a doubt in my mind you d be better without me i m pushing away in an instant because you did some than more me maybe with some distance you ll be happy i m pushing away in an instant so you can be reborn to me and once i ve burned my bridges you ll be happy i don t think i m the one you told me i could be and i don t think i m the son my parents deserved of me maybe i ll live on the run from you and this city there s not a doubt in my mind you d be better without me better without me