i ain t gonna lie somtimes i miss my ex well i don t really miss her i just miss the sex cause honestly she was a bit obsessed she always felt the need to freak like that s the only thing that d keep my interest so everyday we d get between the sheets and in a sense everytime we did she lost a litte bit of innocence when we didn t she would get upset cause she always believed that i would leave so she would grieve until id lift her dress but i think i figured out why this chicks a mess she just wanted a man since her daddy was a bitch n left i said i think i figured out why this chicks a mess she just wanted a man since her daddy was a bitch n left and ill admit i took advantage and id disrespect but i was just a kid who couldn t manage with how pist shed get i did damage to her self esteem its evident with every bruise and every scream i never meant ayo fuck this let me get that blunt dawg honestly relationships i don t know the point of the first few months its like both souls have joint up but then it flips like a coin you get annoyed have missiles deployed and youll have destroyed quote anquote love but love people catch it like a common cold it all gets old still couples be actin like its a pot of gold until they have a fight then vamanose cause ever since he smashed it right everythings been black nwhite like dominoes then its adios cause you were punch and slapped cuz he grew tired like he was runnin laps the love was scrapped like trash and you said you won t go back to his fuckin ass in a couple days your runnin back whats up with that its not because your all in love and struck by cupid its just because your fuckin stupid how couples do it i may never know cause i won t let it grow in me in deed just thought id let you know goddamn this bud just hit me to my ex if it wasn t for you i would of never grown sorry that you hadda be steppin stone and for the time that you were left alone when u had the miscarriage and i didn t bother to call or text your phone and i don t know if it was true or if smoke was gettin blown cause we broke up but i know that i was wrong i told her that i loved her and would be with her forever yall second month she let me hit it raw and id forget it all cause i could tell that she had no self respect i wasn t special she would get involved with anyone who d ever call but now i know that it was self esteem issues shed tried to get resolved with sex but instead evolved damn3