it s silly of me to get on the level that i m on it s not what i need but it s exactly what i want you tore this heart up out of me now i m never gonna need it again it s 5am and i can tell that this ain t ending well sometimes that s what you get for being good i take the whiskey off the shelf and crucify myself for being everything i thought i should i feel my heart sink down as the sun comes up i try to drink another round but it s not enough for me to sleep safe and sound from this thing called love i ve been barely holding on it s silly of me to get on the level that i m on it s not what i need but it s exactly what i want you tore this heart up out of me now i m never gonna need it again it s 5am and i can tell that this ain t ending well sometimes that s what you get for being good i take the whiskey off the shelf and crucify myself for being everything i thought i should i thought i d have a couple drinks until my head felt clear now there s some girl up in my bed but i don t want her here no more repeating those mistakes that i know got me here i ve been barely holding on  it s silly of me to get on the level that i m on it s not what i need but it s exactly what i want you tore this heart up out of me now i m never gonna need it again