she says forget what you have to do pretend there is nothing outside this room and like an idea she came to me but she came too late or maybe too soon i said please try not to love me close your eyes i m turning on the light you know i have no vacancy and it s awfully cold outside tonight the rain stains the brick a darker red slowly i m rolling out of her bed the rain stains the streets a darker black i dress my face in stone because i can t go back i feel her eyes watching me from behind the curtain of her hair and she says i m sorry i didn t mean to stare i say i think i really have to go now but oh baby maybe someday maybe somehow