knowing well i m nothing worth fixing my tongue is a shovel it dug deep bringing you to my level you will never cease to seek validation desperation grows lower than my lowest lows trapped inside where i hide you will never know you will never ever know bitch panic sets in as i envision the abyss i ve crept in don t come back here turn away knowing none can go near memorize this strict warning from a fucking bastard misery lives and she will hunt you till it s all that makes sense another day my friend into the mirror i descend reenact these reactions duplicate the appearance of passion act up as a weapon of distraction when deep down my nerves strike up like matches and i ll never leave this state of mind i ve tried it s useless i remain afflicted i remain afflicted forever suspicious of anyone that listens knowing well i m nothing worth fixing my tongue is a shovel it dug deep bringing you to my level another day my friend another day i must suffer to pretend that this shit doesn t kill me that i m fine and no lover to misery my own friends don t visit me i know why no one ever wants my company it s all there my mirror medusa my master my secret my slave my captor from birth through death and forever i won t let you walk away yet i take your steps as a fucking threat my warning is a fucking threat panic sets in as i envision the abyss i ve crept in don t come back here turn away knowing none can go near memorize this strict warning from a fucking bastard misery lives and she will hunt you till it s all that makes sense3