i was holding it together when you started to notice me falling apart at the seams when i find my heart i ll find the strength where there s a will there s a way and i ll get my head straight and i ll come to terms that i never know whats best for me and i ve been myself away from you giving you space so you don t have to live with this the way i do but i made my own choices i was holding it together when you started to notice me falling apart at the seams i m visibly nervous i m embarrassingly anxious waiting for you to leave but you stay with me i found a way to outrun my shame but along the way i grew complacent i ll hide from my fate behind the wall of mistakes i made i was holding it together when you started to notice me falling apart at the seems i m visibly nervous i m embarrassingly anxious waiting for you to leave but you stay with me  even though im so visibly nervous embarrassingly anxious waiting for you to leave but you stay with me