if you said that you could kill the things inside me you re just a liar everything inside me s dead it s nice of you to think that i could ever be that but i m not i m just a failure instead don t preach a story of success and gifted thinking because in the end were gonna end up the same way keep on living your whole life on hands and knees cause i ll be standing waiting life ends the same way never wanted this life because it s meaningless gone away from me the life you ve given is a poorly painted picture the colors running and it s staggering my life a definition of the truth is all i wanted not mental beatings falling short of stupidity don t give a speech on your prolific ways of living you speak in vain whether you think you do or not spreading infection of the truth that leads to sick lies you are the shame inside of me you mind rot instead i m just a failure instead instead you re so mistaken on the life you think i wanted i ll give you credit for the effort you put forth cause as it ends you re gonna start to realize that your fucking prejudice and words of wisdom go unheard  never wanted this life