she do you ever wish you were somebody else he all the time she why don t you like yourself he no it s it s not that i mean it s just not what you thought it would be i mean my uh my old man he used to sit and he d go i don t know i mean he d just be sitting there and and uh he d say i don t know and i d say what daddy what don t you know and he d say i don t know he d have a thought and he d go i don t know i don t know and i guess it s just cause you never do figure it out she don t you like yourself he no it s it s not that it s it s some way you you fucked up and somewhere down the line something went wrong and uh you spend the rest of your life trying to figure it out