when i look into your eyes all i see in you is me a perfect portrait stands there holding on so desperately i don t care what you think i don t mind where you ll go but i hope you know the weight has broke my back it s starting to show i saw no ghost there was no death but on the day you left you whimpered out your dying breath i saw your sickness i am the witness need to amputate the curse before it gets worse live or die either is fine you re dying slow i hope you know it s just so hard to say goodbye i held a funeral in my mind cause on that the day i saw you died i don t care if you re still alive it all just happened in my mind forced myself to leave you behind maybe i need some time to remove my reflection from your eyes a chariot dressed in black i ll read your parting hymns there s no turning back i ll make you cry but a little lost love is a love not meant to be i m a lone survivor or the only one that didn t flee  carry out your casket i didn t ask yet if it s appropriate to pretend we haven t met yet continue grieving you re leaving there s a thousand ways to say goodbye but i m the one still breathing live or die either is fine you re dying slow i hope you know it s just so hard to say goodbye i held a funeral in my mind cause on that the day i saw you died i don t care if you re still alive it all just happened in my mind forced myself to leave you behind maybe i need some time to remove my reflection from your eyes you propose if we put both our heads together pull the trigger bleed into me in hopes that at least you ll be the last thing that keeps me from forgetting completely but i ll protest you caused this mess i need to defeat you before i become you with a melancholy stare emotions stripped bare you ve dug your grave now lay down and behave lay down and behave it s just so hard to say goodbye i held a funeral in my mind cause on that the day i saw you died i don t care if you re still alive it just happened in my mind forced myself to leave you behind maybe i need some time to remove my reflection from your eyes lay down and behave lay down and behave lay down and behave lay down in your grave1