i begin to gnaw chewing away spitting up the very fabrication of myself the eternal cold dark shall prosper as i plunge descending deeper toward the shadows let me sleep this endless drone must end i pray for emptiness and plague upon yourself for i am but a nothingness drifting seeking dead ends and false hope there is only death i do not even exist a shadow a memory cast away all binds to self i ll never know why all things beautiful must reach an end the appetite grows for a greater knowing the more i find the more i die inside i shed a tear i weep all things beautiful must reach an end myself containing a dormant implosion of infinite decimals spiraling out of control the ostracization begins within myself self loathing and i ve tried to hold passion inside the palm of my hand and tackle the world head on a knife held to my throat a nice dose of discretion the world will feel my pain as i gnaw away at my boiled flesh detach myself from reality my misanthropic ways fall to waste my enigmatic veil begins to sub due i cannot continue  let me sleep this endless drone must end i pray for emptiness and plague upon yourself for i am but a nothingness drifting seeking dead ends and false hope this is my somber send off i am done the world will end i ve turned my back 