you float in a million lights but the one you seek is not there you fight in a million fights but it s yourself you cannot bear you think you are a leader but you turn everyone away you think you are a preacher but you can t turn night into day there is something inside of me and i know that it s growing the thing that will forever be and i feel its shadow calling it is the fear that drives you mad it is the fear that makes you blind it is the fear that keeps you sad it is the fear that kills your mind you think you can make things grow but in truth you are like a desert you think it s not your ego and that others make you hurt you have learned how to deceive and yourself is all you can hear you think you really believe but deep down you are only fear there is something inside of me that makes me run against the wall the thing my eyes don t want to see that will obliterate my soul it is the fear that eats you up it is the fear that makes you cry it is the fear that takes you down it is the fear that will not die everyone s afraid but that s no excuse