dim lights smokey couches from many midnights bartender is hoping my tip s right and it is right you ask me you ask me to tell you a story to keep the silence from felling lonely like you know me it s so lonely you can t just love me it s not that easy i trade pain with numbness you betray my weakness because i d rather swim through tears than walk through the desert any day everyday bright light sun is screaming in through the window dreaming i ve been waking up alone time to go home again i m selfish i wish there was a way i could help it i kick myself each time that i do this i feel useless she can t love me it s not that easy i trade pain with numbness she betrays my weakness because i d rather swim through tears than walk through the desert any day everyday everyday everyday all the people walking through the street some look happy some are incomplete i m incomplete everyday