in this cold place who will save me who will take the place of god tonight oh did i believe oh really believe that i could see light that s hopeless and clearer than dawn i got no life i got no hope i got no will i got nowhere to go i lost my soul i cut my skin i m so ashamed at how it all began i looked so hard for a savior but then there s nothing left to save i would waste their time i know i ve wasted mine cause tonight i m hopeless and clearer than dawn i got no life i got no hope i got no will i got nowhere to go i lost my soul i cut my skin i see my life at how it all begins i got no life i got no hope you wanted more i got no more to know i couldn t speak i couldn t stand i m so ashamed at how it all began  but i am tired i m feeling like my skin just holds me wrong and i m tired i m tired of all i ve done and i m tired of this prison without walls and i m tired of feeling so alone and nothing more and i m tired of feeling like my skin just holds me wrong and i m tired i m tired of all i ve done and i m tired of feeling like it s all been going wrong1