pulling myself apart today to see whats underneath i analyse the things i say its a mystery to me why can t i be normal like everyone else why can t i become something more than myself i reach and i m trying to believe in me but its just too hard to see who am i now and when will i be found what if i drown im going under now lost like a ship without a sail and terrified to fail sick of the sickness that i feel its a mystery to me why can t i be normal like everyone else why can t i become something more than myself i reach and i m trying to believe in me but its just too hard to see who am i now and when will i be found what if i drown i m going under now i m going under now i m going under now who am i now and when will i be found what if i drown i m going under now who am i now and when will i be found what if i drown i m going under now