my mother cleans houses dad works at a bank curse of that is people think my life is perfect it ain t hurts me to say i felt i wasn t what they urged me to be i was never what my brother was i learned right away at ten i wrote my first song at twelve recorded it all it felt important at first but honey morgan that s false you gotta go to your room say prayers while holding your palms forget this music it s through don t think you re getting involved but mom i m older it s cool don t wanna go by your rules i m just a fucking outcast and no one knows me at school i don t smoke i don t drink don t wanna grow to be you just let me go i m ok be back to show you the proof let me try let me grow let me live but you won t let me go let me go step aside let me show i can drive down this road let me go let me go i was sixteen when i performed my first show no one came with except the homie that drove fuck it we re going alone got off stage not a text on my phone no congrats no we re proud no one to tell me i m dope eighteen i moved out to school i brought my notebook to write hoping to jot a song a day then record it at night my parents told me i was finished you won t tour in your life you ain t bringing a thing to college not a cord or a mic but mom i m older it s fine fuck all these homework assignments i ve been dreaming of this but i ain t closing my eyes i don t smoke i don t drink i m in my dorm every night  just let me go i m ok be back at home when it s time let me try let me grow let me live but you won t let me go let me go step aside let me show i can drive down this road let me go let me go at nineteen i lost hope moved back to my moms i took a couple classes still just to have when i want i tried everything i knew every rap every song but nothing worked and no one saw the vision that i had brought i checked my twitter at noon on lunch break at my shift i read i m going on tour who should i take along with i told my fans this is it tweet him back i m the shit the next day i got an email that i was picked i fucking told you mom i m never coming back here touring 50 states in 60 days with blackbear now i m playing shows at twenty two and i have fans here next year i ll be home hope i see you and dad there yeah