my mood is inconsistent and it changes with the weather in the city of resistance i haven t been feeling better about anything or anyone that i chose to believe in and something tells me i won t find the one thing that i needed i ll pick myself up everyday won t let the world around me become a cage i can t escape i keep in touch with my mistakes but when they surround me it s another panic state and i never said a word about the way that i was feeling cause i trained myself to lie and tell myself that i am fine ever since i was a kid i ve always kept this pain inside and i never had that person that made everything alright my mood is inconsistent and it changes with the weather in the city of resistance i haven t been feeling better about anything or anyone that i chose to believe in something tells me i m about to see the consequence of feeling if you ever tried to ask me what was going on inside i would sit alone in silence while my thoughts eat me alive if i could just go back in time and stop myself i d stop myself from holding everything inside of my head in my head lies the consequence of every feeling that i hide