i watched the bonds we made give way on your front porch that may you begged me to go but i think that i should stay i wanna know how much you hate me before i go across the country before i go across the country so act like you never cared about a spark that wasn t there but don t forget how hard you tried to let me down but i wouldn t break free i never wanted to be the weight that you buried i m stuck stateside with you in my head i couldn t even get away to new england so next time that you re on your kitchen floor remember me and what we used to be and how i couldn t care less anymore so act like you never cared about a spark that wasn t there but don t forget how hard you tried to let me down but i wouldn t break free i never wanted to be the weight that you buried i ll hold on to everything you ve tried to take cause i m gone i m the smile you couldn t fake maybe i ll end up back in your bed or in a makeshift one in the back of my van i ve learned to not rule out anything when it comes to you and me except for consistency so half of what mattered then won t matter anymore and at that time i ll be in another state on another floor in another state on another floor4