i cant go on deflate the air from both of my lungs fears one by one followed me home and became reality i m a failure i m a freak i m a chip on your shoulder the last thing you need shudder earthquakes at the thought of a life thats meaningless and with such a promising past but you can always count on me to choke the end i cant go on deflate the air from both of my lungs ill be gone long before daylight shows its face well honestly i m taking big strides in a race towards normalcy where more is more and less is weak where love is crap emotion speaks for us all whats really right whos who to say i can survive alone again figured that out the hardest way the forecast calls for fire flames sound nice today  i cant go on deflate the air from both of my lungs ill be gone long before daylight shows its face it s old and worn and its mouth smiles no more well i m worth my weight in potting soil maybe i try too hard to care i left a note on your bed i dont recall what it said it s something like i m completely miserable and i m better off dead i cant go on deflate the air from both of my lungs ill be gone long before daylight shows its face it s old and worn and its mouth smiles no more well i m worth my weight in potting soil maybe i try too hard to care i cant go on deflate the air from both of my lungs i cant go on deflate the air from both of my lungs i cant go on