all my time spent chasing distractions please don t leave me alone with my thoughts desperate for human interactions deflect the pain of life the pain of loss i get wistful and tearful when i stop in my tracks i get angry and ashamed when i remember who i am my lonely behaviour undignified i get scared of the nothing when i look inside the world seems too vicious when i think of conditions incapable of inhibitions myself included with grounded expectations what use is reason when we lose it with our patience i get wistful and tearful when i stop in my tracks i get angry and ashamed when i remember who i am my lonely behaviour undignified i get scared of the nothing when i look inside oh my rarer find i don t like where my thoughts go where there s just me on my mind oh my troubled cure i ve also thought of the feeling of choking on your own sick before2
['indie pop', 'small room', 'weirdcore']