ive seen enough of this world to know whats good and bad i dont want to look back in time and think of what i could have had but that same time is breathing down my neck and ive got to hold on if i lose it all now all hope will be gone everyday i say to myself it can t be done try to look on the brightside found out there isnt one but ive got to make it work can t bare to live my life with regret haunted by memories never able to forget endless minutes and endless hours lead on to endless days if i lose it all now i know ill never be the same i waited too long for something like this to come my way if i lose it all now theres only one person to blame one to cry one to crawl one to die one to fall captive of time never to be free the one to blame that one is me