i feel like my timeline s been bent like someone s twisted all my veins and put these thoughts in my head because all of a sudden i m terrified of dying i ve been running away for so long i ve forgotten what was behind me cause all these bar lights look like halos making all of the chicks here look like angels but i seem to destroy everything i ve ever touched never fix a fucking thing just grab a bottle and run this ain t a confession it s a warning i m not half as good in real life as you ll make me in your stories baby scratch the surface and i get boring tried to fight it tried to hide it but fuck it i am who i am and that s not just going to change i ve got more alcohol inside me than blood i m getting concerned but not enough to give it up this ain t a confession it s a warning i m not half as good in real life as you ll make me in your stories baby scratch the surface and i get boring tried to fight it tried to hide it but fuck it i am who i am and i m not just going to change i ve been trying to fill the hole where my soul was residing but all i feel is my blood pressure rising she said i hear what you re saying i hate the games that you re playing you made your point already and i ve apologized for these cravings so either make a change or shut the fuck up about it already 