there s a shadow just behind me shrouding every step i take making every promise empty pointing every finger at me waiting like a stalking butler who upon the finger rests murder now the path called must we just before the son has come jesus won t you fucking whistle something but the past is done jesus won t you fucking whistle something but the past is done why can t we not be sober i just want to start this over why can t we drink forever i just want to start this over i am just a worthless liar i am just an imbecile i will only complicate you trust in me and fall as well i will find a center in you i will chew it up and leave i will work to elevate you just enough to bring you down mother mary won t you whisper something but the past is done mother mary won t you whisper something but the past is done why can t we not be sober i just want to start this over why can t we sleep forever i just want to start this over  i am just a worthless liar i am just an imbecile i will only complicate you trust in me and fall as well i will find a center in you i will chew it up and leave trust me trust me trust me trust me trust me why can t we not be sober i just want to start things over why can t we sleep forever i just want to start this over i want what i want i want what i want i want what i want i want what i want