i m clarity still holding on to light disguising clouds as cooler grey sunshine there s no surreal emotion in swimming open oceans i m clarity in hesitating eyes stripped down from all that s holy with narcoleptic hoping it s okay to look straight without naive impulsions tonight i m fine i m clean not blind it s temporary resolving to rewind consuming silence til sound gives up the fight can t waste my nights on hoping the world will give in slowly it s temporary these catatonic lights stripped down from all that s holy with narcoleptic hoping it s okay to look straight without naive impulsions tonight i m fine i m clean not blind i m holding skies while waters rise watching the tides spill in with wine each day breaks a new space to erase burdens you ve been carrying  tonight i m fine i m clean not blind1