i m tryin so hard not to love em too fast line up all the horses and race round the track relapse around reality and never look back want real hard love that s better than that i m tryin so hard not to bury myself beneath the dirt and the flowers of somebody else yeah beauty is blinding and darkness runs deep wanna hold on to him and still hold on to me cocaine whiskey rye they don t even compare to how love makes me high so i won t push my luck i ll sober up i won t feed off of it till it dies hm hmm hm hm i m tryin so hard to stay right where i am i drive my mind in reverse and speed up ahead break down on a road that just leaves me for dead want the peace of the present to steer me instead cocaine whiskey rye they don t even compare to how love makes me high so i won t push my luck i ll sober up i won t feed off of it till it dies yeah i ve got a history i know you do too where the hell would we be without what we ve been through and i don t give a damn about the mud on your boots i just want you  cocaine whiskey rye they don t even compare to how love makes me high so i won t push my luck i ll sober up i won t feed off of it till it dies till it dies hmm