i wear myself too thin can t help myself this time i m on the outside looking in can t see my self this time don t wanna go don t wanna drive back home there s nothing left for me it s 1am it s 2am it s 4 in the morning did i think she d be here did i fool myself again i think i did i think i fooled myself again if i spend just one just one more night being mediocre then i ll scream at the top of my lungs but it falls on deaf ears i scream out loud but no one hears a sound i take my life with lack of sleep i believe the things i feel the things i see are fooling only me