and i ve been such a wreck since thursday and damn i ll be a mess the rest of may and i m trying to find a way to feel okay with all of this in that home on redwood it seemed that i could always find my bliss and i still lie restless i m lost since you ve left and i haven t been able to catch my breath not knowing when s the last time i have slept and i haven t been able to catch my breath not knowing when s the last time i have slept and i haven t been able to catch my breath not knowing when s the last time i have slept and i haven t been able to catch my breath not knowing when s the last time i have slept i ll be a wreck the rest of may you ve wrecked the rest of me i ll be a wreck the rest of may you ve wrecked the rest of me