i should be happy prime of my life singular wild and free nothing out of the ordinary but i still want to be everything have you every wanted to be everything sometimes the dreaming gets so overwhelming so many places so many places take me down to the ocean to the ever lapping shore fly me high in the mountains where it s all one open door drive me into the city where the crazies come out at night and i ll be one of them i ll be one of them this time i should be willing i should be down for the adventure standing up and stabbing westward on and along the trail pick up my things and bail but there s so much unfinished so much open ended business and sadness and pleasure so close together i can t seem to tell the difference better take it all i guess give me friday night apartments with red faced tears of laughter jumping up and down drinking happy ever after build a wall of good people and you can t beat a young man s pride so i ll be one of them i ll be one of them this time open my eyes and make me wonder show me all there is to see give me music and more people dirty magazines and poetry give me variety in all its forms give me everything then give me more and more and more give me something i can taste that i can see that i can feel that i can be variety variety variety variety won t bring her back to me i should be happy prime of my life single and wild and far from free and bound by all this variety and now there s too much of everything did i ever really want to be everything and now the memories are so overwhelming so many places so many places where she used to be