i thought those days would help me face the demons i had called tripping away only the pair of eyes would follow me a loaded gun i m on the run but i don t know where from it feels irrationally right but i am losing am i the one who could have done everything he was told a thousand nights i ve been awake now i am losing my ground and i fall i am drowning again see the fear in my eyes golden light and shades trapped in walls that break sinking in the velvet light close the eyes as the walls would break too tired to walk my burning feet can hardly feel the ground i m dying of thirst i m freezing to death this time nothing too tired to walk my burning feet can hardly feel the ground i m dying of thirst i m freezing to death this time going down i am drowning again with fear in my eyes golden light and shades trapped in walls that break sinking in the velvet light close the eyes as the walls would break seeing the gates a thousand times i dreamed of this moment tears dried fears remaining how could i have lied i am drowning again with fear in my eyes golden light and shades trapped in walls that break sinking in the velvet light close the eyes as the walls would break