the pretty haired girl in the cardigan oh i hope you don t mind if i try hard again to get you back to where we ve been ever since in the car i ve been ever since in the car i ve been cursing every street sign for hollister avenue closing my eyes for yellow bugs and every chevy malibu and i am sick of driving by 810 fulton every night just another stupid place that puts you right back in my mind and that s alright and even if this city taunts me all my life at least i know that i still tried just keep telling myself this was not not not not quite right but i beg to differ and every single time i m with her i swear that i could perfectly fit her and i swear there is something in her and it ties us and connects us through all these backyards and their fences and i just hope it didn t snap underneath me and all this tension i m done eating sriracha and ordering chinese food cause those are just two more stupid things that remind me how much i need you and i m done at the meanwhile and i am done at the thrift store cause those are two more stupid things that remind me what i miss more than anything and you know me girl and you know i ve lost many things but none of them thus far has ever felt so close to losing everything