i sit next to you you look the other way you saw me falter for one second of the day why am i so invisible to you sometimes i hate you more than you could ever hate yourself but i love you would do anything for you you don t even see that i m in pain frustration became humiliation waiting outside for you in the pouring rain rain rain rain rain tried so hard to be someone i never was nobody tried too hard to play this game i never was the winner tried so hard to be someone i never was nobody tried too hard to play this game i never was the winner what s left of my self worth you crushed it in your hand wicked game to torture me because you can you toy with me then pull back we re never synched in time we blew that the sad thing i ve done the same before to someone else but i love you would do anything for you you don t even see that i m in pain frustration becomes humiliation i m waiting outside for you in the pouring rain rain rain rain rain tried so hard to be someone i never was nobody tried too hard to play this game i never was the winner tried so hard to be someone i never was nobody tried too hard to play this game i never was the winner tried so hard to be someone i never was nobody tried too hard to play this game i never was the winner tried so hard to be someone i never was nobody tried too hard to play this game i never was the winner but i love you would do anything for you you don t even see that i m in pain frustration became humiliation waiting outside for you in the pouring rain rain rain rain rain tried so hard to be someone i never was nobody tried too hard to play this game i never was the winner tried so hard to be someone i never was nobody tried too hard to play this game i never was the winner tried so hard to be someone i never was nobody tried too hard to play this game i never was the winner tried so hard to be someone i never was nobody tried too hard to play this game i never was the winner