tired of everything story of my life keeps repeating a lot to deal with but i don t have the urge bringing me down i lost control and i can t handle it this condition won t change until i shoot it up it s how i deal with it i m feeling empty my bones are weak it spreads through my body my problems fade away in control fighting my demons on my own you can t see me as i m dissolving as the dark fills my veins i m stronger now taking on the world invincible nothing can hurt me i m in control and i m unstoppable just for a minute i feel vigorous and with time it s creeping back lessened bliss depressing senses and chaos returns i need one more shot please give it to me i promise this will be the last time for me