something s off i can taste it now everything in the room keeps spinning please stop moving please stop standing there my throat is getting so dry i m freaking out god help me i am losing my mind i m living in my father s spite and my mother s fear i will never know my life i will never sleep through the night this is your mistake correct it and cut it off all this time i thought you hated me i guess it s my fault you couldn t control yourself and the demon between your legs i will never give you the satisfaction you ll never hear me screaming fuck you and these little games you play you re wasted now you ve thrown your life away i can see you re getting slower every day your lungs are giving out your arms are slowing down we both know this can t last forever things will change everything will change i can t take another bite i can t hold this down i can t take another bite i can t hold this down