oh if i go to you we re both getting no where if i pick up the phone well you can commit me i haven t learned a goddamn thing since since we turned 20 but i i think it s time we learn to say we are sorry all the red parts of my blood are off on vacation and the nerve in my tongue died just before the 15th and i m reacquainted with this pit in my stomach this empty drum replaces my heart beat so let the heat from the radiator kiss me let it burn me in my sleep and let me cry like a pair of ripped up kneecaps and then meet me across the street may the tears never taste less sweet cause i am still alive cause i am still just me and maybe we boarded the bus with the wrong foot two people headed for different destinations if you would ask the driver if he could please pull over i ll trust my shoes and sense of direction oh and let the sky explode rain onto my head now let it roll into my eyes oh and let me blindly stumble down the highway let me just barely survive may the moon evade this sight cause i am still just me cause i am still alive alright and let the heat from the radiator kiss me let it burn me in my sleep oh and let me cry like a pair of ripped up kneecaps and then meet me across the street may the tears never taste less sweet cause i am still alive cause i am still just me