of all of the fears i ve grown to love i m frightened the most of missing you i punish myself for finding joy and focus on what i have to lose it s hard to believe in what he says when i have the strength to silence lies hearing now i feel secure i know it s worthy of the pride i sacrificed and all of the tears i cried tonight show me faith i dream about as long as you re here i m strong and i ll believe in every word i heard you say tonight finding peace despite tonight you re the strength i lack tonight and steadier than i am you re folding your fingers into mine you tell me that healing comes in time it won t be the same again do you believe in rebirth and lives becoming new it s hard to believe in much now the weight is crushing me now and cutting off my air i m finding hard to stand at all you ve gotta relate to this i want you to tell me yes knowing you have my trust believing it s for the best feeling this vulnerable letting down every wall not looking down on me my walk becomes a crawl i want the winter to have died and turned to spring i d see the cold and frigid glances passing through we d watch the grass begin to power through the soil we d watch the grass begin to power through the soil we d watch the grass begin to power through the soil we d watch the scales fall i know it s worthy of the pride i sacrificed and all of the tears i cried tonight show me faith i dream about as long as you re here i m strong and i ll believe in every word i heard you say tonight finding peace despite tonight you re strength i lack tonight and steadier than i am and i ll remember every bone i heard that broke tonight seeking solace from the light my eyes have seen too much tonight my ears have heard their full will you remember all the times you said you wade with me through the dark till we can see all the sharks with clarity you re steadier than i am