take a breath and tear it apart see things crystal clear and then scream against me hurt me beat me we were just joking like clowns handling life and letting it drown are you kidding me i heard myself loud because i shouldn t let you go can t be waiting anymore i ve got enough of senseless cries it s not easy to break through but then scream against me hurt me beat me stand beside me let me see what those hands hide don t be scared about me i am here just to see you die white dressed angel let me try to take you high take you as high as i can fly stand beside me let me see what it tastes like don t be scared about me i am here just to see you die i committed suicide i just died to see you cry but don t blame me that s my only sweet laugh so don t blame me i couldn t reach the afterlife so don t hate me because i ve never felt your heart beating then i fucked up mine white dressed angel let me try to take you high take you as high as i can fly writing desperation through heartache and joyful smiles blue and happy at the same time