who the fuck have you become i don t know who you are anymore selfish a liar a fake a person i hate who is bound to his fate what has happened to my son please tell me where has he gone with the light taken straight from his eyes this path you have chosen is one i despise you re not the son that i ve raised you to be you re pathetic and weak the world isn t yours it owes you nothing for what you ve endured can t you see you re not the son she wants you to be you re pathetic and weak why can t you see why the fuck can t you see you re breaking your mother s heart breaking her heart you re breaking her heart can t you see you are breaking her fucking heart if you saw the world through my eyes you d feel the constant pain ignorance is bliss so keep assuming that i have changed open your fucking eyes i am proud of who i am why can t you understand i hate who you have become you are not my son what makes you think i d believe in you everything you do is far from the truth but i am wrong i often wonder from the edge of my bed to the depths of my head would i rather be dead making friends with cement wondering where it went wrong fuck everything you said fuck everything that you said can t you see i am breaking your heart for being alone i m breaking your heart for being my own i m breaking your heart for being strong i m breaking your heart for being a son  bastard please tell me where have you gone with the light taken straight from his eyes this path you have chosen is one i despise it s clich to say that i hope and pray that there will be a day you ll come back and say you are proud of the son i became