i m sick and tired of being second choice a backup plan when things just don t work out send me a postcard if you re lonely i m so over being settled for and tossed aside with things you don t need now like all the dreams of what we won t be and i said oh but just hold onto my hand i m so scared of falling it s a long way down on my own i m not so sure what to say when all my words don t mean a thing and you just can t be honest with me i m getting used to being all alone and set to finish last is what i m told forget the fact i ve tried so hard i m so over of all these hypocrites that tell you what they want then change their minds i can t believe i ve made it this far and i said oh but just hold onto my hand i m so scared of falling it s a long way down on my own but you let go i m learning not it s my fault for all the space you wanted it s a long walk home all alone i m not so sure what to say when all my words don t mean a thing and you just can t be honest with me all those years washed away like all the distance in between my broken heart that won t stop bleeding by now i ll admit that i ve been in nothing but denial and if the good die young then i guess i ll be here awhile i thought you d understand that i needed time just to think and try and figure out what i thought we were going to be and just hold onto my hands i m too scared of falling it s a long way down on my own but you let go and i ve learned now it s my fault for all the time you said you need it s a long way home all alone i m not so sure what to say when all my words don t mean a thing and you just can t be honest with me all those years washed away like all the distance in between my broken heart that won t stop bleeding