my name s daniel i m twenty eight and i m a self harmer what i m telling you is real not just another way to sell drama not doing this for karma tearing throwing off my armour there i m showing off my scars i m bare i hope i ve not alarmed you the way i retaliate to aggravation and stress is to smack myself in the face til my sad face is a mess scream my fucking lungs out gasp taking a breath hit the right pitch the sound of glass breaking is bliss but i can t smash the mirror i m afraid of broken glass so i punch the face i see in it my bones make an open gash i need a healing potion fast throw me in the ocean splash the lifeboat has capsized we ve no hope and no man s an island my contraband is anger violence lower the flag no aggro please i demand silence skull and crossbones swollen cheekbones pull the trigger reload pull the trigger reload see me overdose on friendly fire no hope til i tote a broken nose and i can then retire look what you made me do look what you made me do look what you made me do look what you made me do  i feel ashamed of what i did now i ve returned to clarity even though i only hit myself still it hurt my family all the things i hate about myself they may be true or not it doesn t matter when my face is battered blue and black with bruises don t know what abuse is why i do this i m a loser a faggot four eyed freckle faced fucking waste of space i ve had it i deserve to be damaged it s a hurt i can manage i can take physical pain it s the words that are savage my nerves are just ravaged a small disturbance is all but certain to cause turbulence and of course they urge me to panic i m scared of blood but never backed down from a brawl stand up for myself never sat down on the wall i ll go toe to toe until i m passed out on the floor one of us is going to hospital that s how much i m raw look what you made me do look what you made me do look what you made me do look what you made me do look what you made me do look what you made me do look what you made me do look what you made me do look what you made me do look what you made me do look what you made me do look what you made me do7