deliberately put your head in a mindless state say without the crutch you can t relate intoxicated you do stupid things things you don t mean things you wished could be changed drink it down say it s for the best bottle in the hand just like all the rest still you do it when you know it s wrong but it s what s accepted so you feel strong tell me is it really worth it fuck it to turn your brain to shit my advice why don t you stop and think please man it s ok not to drink if drinking s what it take to be accepted i d rather stay aware and be rejected i know what it takes to keep my head on straight putting shit in my mind and body is not the way i don t need the drugs i don t need a crutch my mind is all i ll ever need to stay in touch you can laugh but you ll get yours reason an excuse for your pressure finally you understand drinking doesn t make you a man not me i know what s smart in touch i ll always be alert waiting do you feel better does it make you feel good when you drink now you laugh and today your happy but it s not as funny as you think you can do it now and still enjoy it the people that care are all still here but one day when you re laughing you ll turn around and no one will be standing there staring beyond for what it worth looking into faces where i see hurt as the grain goes in you start to change searching for excuse and discovering pain it s time you open your eyes and let reality through fight the bitter wind that has bitten you a clear mind is all you ll ever need for those are none as blind as those who will not see