and i was just about to give it up i grabbed my things and i was half way out the door but as i took that step i remembered what you said when it seems like this town has finally hit the ground think of every night that we felt invincible and recreate it i know you re dying i know you feel like giving up but all i ask is one more night to scream at the top of your lungs weve got to wake up weve got to make the dreams we have at night part of our daytime reality and sometimes i fucking hate myself and i want to get out of this town and find brand new people and brand new reasons to fucking hate myself but then i walk these streets and i see why we keep pushing on to build a community 