i am repulsed by the lack of dedication that you insert into this relationship could it be that your head is elsewhere could it be that you don t care all i know is that i am repulsed by the effortless teeth missing but death seems so attractive this time around excitement grows inside of me maybe now is my time teeth missing but death seems so attractive this time around excitement grows inside of me maybe now is my time i have decided that the decisions you have made in this friendship do not exist should i be happy or sad should we all fall down in prayer now is when my decision needs to prevail  my heart miles of intestines a snow white bone structure all has vanished while i was comatose 