and there s so many things i should probably say to you i should tell you i loved you and still do but i make it worse for myself because it s easy oh and there s too many things that i never said to you and i guess i ll never say to you i make it worse for myself because it s easy don t you know i tried to blame you for all that you did when you sat down and smiled i know i gave you pain enough for you to cry don t you know i tried to hurt you cause all that you did was sit on that side while i was burning breaking under your spotlight don t you know i i don t wanna talk to you because i just wanna talk to you and i know that would hurt they say it s so easy oh to say the things that you don t mean you were right babe the truth hurts but how come it only hurts me and don t you know i tried to blame you all that you did was sit down and smile i know i gave you pain enough for you to cry don t you know i tried to hurt you so bad all that you did was sit on that side while i was burning breaking under your spotlight  running away there was pain in losing everything that we had made if you had shed a tear i might ve stayed but all that you did was spit out an okay letting it fade is as hard as it sounds how is it now you ve come up without not even a bit of regret in your eyes oh when i i oh i tried to blame you all that you did was sit down and smile i know i gave you pain enough for you to at least cry don t you know i only tried to hurt you cause all that you did was sit on the side while i was burning breaking under your spotlight and all that you did was sit there and lie when i was wondering if you would be alright and all that you did was walk out the night i needed you the most of all in all of my life don t you know i