the nurses gather round and help me back to bed the self inflicted injuries that started in my head the mysticisms that i practiced in my youth found me huddled in arizona crippled by the truth that i can t find mother maria am i lost in santera i will do anything as long as i can see her i can t find i can t find they say the reason has been buried in the dirt it s a fine night for the finite as i m chewin on her words i ll build an altar then i ll cut off all my hair to please the ancient pagan gods that hide behind her stare i can t find mother maria am i lost in santera i will do anything as long as i can see her i can t find i can t find the nurses gather round and help me back to bed my self inflicted injuries that started in my head i can t find mother maria am i lost in santera i will do anything as long as i can see her i can t find i can t find i can t find i can t find