in my bed in la i ve had way better days it s 2am and i m awake i miss feeling feelings if you feel me i don t know if i m sad but i miss what we had it feels good to be bad so i text someone new instead of you i m sorry it s the truth i ve lost my morals i ve slept with more girls than i can count i hate the whole world but pray i won t be hellward bound i lost you but never found myself again my mom says that i m selfish and she s right so here i am without a friend cus i pushed them away to write that i m alive but i m not here i m sick of trying without a cure my eyes are dry but i feel tears because losing time is my only fear in my car in ny living just to get by traffic sucks but i drive it gives me time to think more i don t know if life s pure i don t believe what i hear i don t play for the cheers but the world thinks that s what i sing for this world ain t a source we ve drained it all we have nothing left but big holes and heads the water s brown and your daughters down on me now in bed it really ain t the best i ll take what i can get i m pacing back and forth like i m race ready set go let go and fall in the pit we re all gonna die we re all not gonna live but i m alive but i m not here i m sick of trying without a cure my eyes are dry but i feel tears because losing time is my only fear  i m alive but i m not here i m sick of trying without a cure i m alive but i m not here
['alt z', 'minnesota hip hop', 'modern alternative rock', 'modern rock', 'pop rap', 'social media pop', 'viral rap']