kinda like a cloud i was up way up in the sky and i was feeling some feelings you wouldn t believe sometimes i don t believe them myself and i decided i was never coming down just then a tiny little dot caught my eye it was just about just about too small to see but i watched it way too long it was pulling me down shut up so what what does it matter now i was swimming in the haze now i crawl on the ground and everything i never liked about you is kinda seeping into me try to laugh about it now but isn t it funny how everything works out i guess the joke s on me she said i was up above it now i m down in it i used to be so big and strong i used to know my right from wrong i used to never be afraid i used to be somebody i used to have something inside now just this whole that s open wide i used to want it all i used to be somebody i ll cross my heart i ll hope to die but the needle s already in my eye and all the world s weight is on my back and i don t even know why what i used to think was me is just a fading memory i looked him right in the eye and said goodbye i was up above it now i m down in it