endurance no more i let myself cave in after the exhaustion of my race vanished i let myself slide down this slippery slope stumbling back and forth between spit and breath as i sense again the caress of your mold its warm milk revelations happens where screams are forged i m remembering the seed i was growing up in there every second every moment is now staring at my face i have to find my way in these crystal teeth so brittle yet so sharp reflecting a million selves is all of them looking us down pick apart but what have you done too proud to give a fuck too weak to take a step there s no answer to find through your idleness we need to consider the journey think over the actions and appreciate their direction