you are finally convinced that you inhabit the same banal world as everyone everyone has found it too everyone has resigned themselves to it and the only mystery is in what you couldn t decide or remember clearly the only mystery is in what you couldn t decide or remember decide or remember have you stopped looking in order to put yourself to some real purpose or have you simply found a labor more restful than big hearted yearning and knowing that you re incomplete and the only mystery is in what you couldn t decide or remember clearly the only mystery is in what you couldn t decide or remember decide or remember