i will accept this these different ways this change that s taking place and the knowledge that i know now and i am a part of this and i will do all that i can the free gift that is given to me for i am strong and i will stand and i i must deny myself so why am i left here when my questions run so deep to separate myself how can we rest as we watch it fall continuing to drown the time is less reaching through the darkness and there is nothing left it is not to be forgotten or to be left behind my soul s driving me to what s found and i m not blind the direction coming from within no one s to blame my soul s not empty ignited with flame i just won t take it standing still given a second chance it s not empty my flesh i kill my flesh i kill continuing to drown the time is less reaching through the darkness and there is nothing left it is not to be forgotten or to be left behind my soul is driving me to what s found and i m not blind i see the direction coming from within no one to blame my soul s not empty ignited ignited ignited ignited ignited ignited ignited ignited with blame