when i m going into the bar i m there trying to ignore this terror in me i can t set it free i can t make any sense unless it s in a song and every time i try to feel i only seem to wake up lifeless well tell me where would it ever end when we fall to our own demand when it takes up your life toss it like dice each time we fail it never gets over looked when you re thinking that the cards lay forward taking your answers with no second chances immobilized by the torment it hits so hard there s nothing more i can take needing each breath just to make it through there s nothing more i m expected to do there s nothing worse than hating yourself parading around like you re somebody else i wish that it would just all go to hell wanting the time just to be by myself i can t make any sense unless it s in a song and every time i try to feel i only seem to wake up lifeless oh tell me where would it ever end when we fall to our own demand when it takes up your life tossed it it like dice each time we fail it never gets over looked when you re thinking that the cards lay forward it takes up your answers with no second chances immobilized by the torment it hits so hard there s nothing more i can take needing each breath just to make it through there s nothing more i m expected to do there s nothing worse than hating yourself and parading around like you re somebody else1