i awoke from this dream i was having kissing on this guy and playing rough in the back i was a dyke in someone else s body i shuttered when you came inside me in the day i let the night time be i would keep it to myself walking the halls of my high school thinking back on all the lessons i d learned like danny s dad said you shake hands like a faggot i said danny could you tell me what exactly all your dad meant he said you don t wanna be sick now now do ya or do ya me and jenny had a good time laughing and taking off our clothes to explore each other s bodies she said i don t wanna disappoint you but you could never be my girl either way we spent a lot of time together there were questions over gender but we settled in the mean time she said that s how it is i said that s fine i had a friend who had the nerve to ask the question he d said you could pull it off why not avoid all the attention he said don t you know you could have it much easier but me and jenny held on to our contradiction and we didn t let it go until we d took it to the limit though in the end it cut her deeper jenny s dad had had a knack for condescension he d said girl what you doing always looking for attention could you get over this phase now you embarrass me so to my friend with the clever little question i said i know what i could do would be easier but by and by i shouldn t have to