i wish something ugly would happen cause an uproar and alter the outcome its better this way but i couldnt prove it its better this way but what could i do i want an outlet something to ruin i want to do what nobody is doing its better this way but i couldnt prove it its better this way but what could i do whatever rises from under the ashes carrying on with or without us i want to be there because i think it might just be better this way but what could i do