i have not left this cave for days now it has become my last refuge in my total despair i have only the music of the waterfall to comfort me now i can no longer live under the control of the federation but there is no other place to go my last hope is that with my death i may pass into the world of my dream and know peace at last the sleep is still in my eyes the dream is still in my head i heave a sigh and sadly smile and lie a while in bed i wish that it might come to pass not fade like all my dreams just think of what my life might be in a world like i have seen i don t think i can carry on carry on this cold and empty life my spirits are low in the depths of despair my lifeblood spills over 