what are you gonna say when she picks up the phone should you leave a message if she s not at home i wanted to know if you d like to see a movie or get a drink it d be cool just to be in your company and if she says yes know what intentions might be if one thing leads to another and there s some chemistry you cannot lie you have to tell the truth you have to explain why this could never be because there are things that cannot be undone there are mistakes that will never be forgiven sometimes at night i pray to wake a different person in a different place maybe we could just be friends i m being a bit presumptuous the stomach churns the mind starts to race you nervously start to exaggerate oh i just want to be young i want to live oh god i want to be healthy i don t want this problem oh you wouldn t think something like irresponsibility would complicate something like asking for some company but there are things you must accept as said and done there are truths you must learn to confront you can pray all night and day you ll always wake the same person in the same place drunk mouth ruined it again sometimes i say the dumbest things oh but baby it s not you specifically it could be anybody i ve gone and built this up in my head and now it s already over it s already over it s already over before it started2