it s just another day in a mind of insane death is creeping in again storms of hail and rain can i hold on another day in the mind that s full of rage feels like i m losing grip on the existence that is my bane my reality is slipping my hand s on the gun and gripping depression blankets me entombs and threatens my existence so many times i ve lost my mind held on too much but not this time my selfishness embracing so i let go of resistance fuck you all that try to talk your sense to me i don t belong just leave me be this dead man s on the ledge your sympathy don t mean shit to me so fuck this life i m sharpening the blade that is conduit to my end one foot in the gutter one foot in grave one foot for revenge one for being betrayed one foot for denial one foot for lost faith one foot in the gutter one foot in the grave the rope around my neck is gripping the stool under feet is slipping to purge me of the pressure and the hell that s been my life too many times i lost my sight i ve chose this battle but refuse to fight today s my day of reckoning so let the fuse ignite fuck you all that try to talk your sense to me i don t belong just leave me be this dead man s on the ledge your sympathy don t mean shit to me so fuck this life i m sharpening the blade that is conduit to my end one foot in the gutter one foot in grave one foot for revenge one for being betrayed one foot for denial one foot for lost faith one foot in the gutter one foot in grave i look that final step at last without regret this gift i wouldn t sell my heaven is your hell everything is dark everything is light angels fly to heaven as demons fall to night this darkness that i caress blows warm air upon my neck as i embrace my death no more panic and no distress this life cannot be saved this life is lost today i had one foot in the gutter now both are in the grave2