oh no i can t believe my ears no one could ever make me feel more abandoned but can i blame you you took my shit for far too long and you just walked away as i laid there your eyes so cold and full of distaste what did i do to make you feel so sick no another tragedy in my life it wouldn t be the first roses brought to this place my hands on your body i should break your neck so you don t have to know the hell you put us through when i think of mistakes you re all i see and you re the last thing i need i fear the worst from everyone accusations are pounding through my head there is something more i m a paralytic cursed by the fear of my own weak hands my hands i am always afraid bending under the weight that we ll never be able to change i should know that it s not the truth all the nights you looked at me and felt no regret just a slave to your temper you better believe i ll smile when you re dead i ll find my strength with each free breath i ll find my strength i ll find my strength i fear the worst from everyone accusations are pounding through my head i fear the worst from everyone accusations are pounding through my head there is something more i m a paralytic cursed by the fear of my own weak hands my hands i am always afraid bending under the weight that we ll never be able to change i fear the worst from everyone and it s pounding through my head 
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