i m the same as them and i can t see a difference i m not the type to stay away from my brain but hey crashing minds collide with thoughts and why am i so scared of being something i m not or even the thought of dealing with it because it s hard to tell if anyone will listen and i m so scared to be alive but it s fine i ll collide with the thoughts in my mind everything that i ve got and everything that i m not everything that i ve fought to be here has taken up a slot in this body of mine taking up time taking up life but it s fine i deal with this every single night battling my fears but they still scar and it might be hard but this is the best i ve felt by far i m so at home in my mind and maybe i just need some time you re not a representation of your own mind and you re not a tangible feeling for them to understand you re not something to grasp something of mine because that s way too easy to comprehend you re not what i want you to be and trust me you feel the same you re not a lover not a fighter not a secondhand heart to blame and i m sorry they treat you this way but your mind continues to tear yourself apart why do you feel this way why do you feel this way why do you feel this way 