i find it imperative i say something you ll cherish in fear there s no other chance past here i ran away to escape a routine now it seems i ll never make it back no matter where i rest my head for the night you re resting in my mind when no one else would listen your attention was consistent i just want to hold on to the best thing to fucking happen to me maybe this is more than you asked for maybe this is more than i can handle i can t remember the last time that i held on so tightly maybe look a little closer you ll see the change i want you to see in me maybe wait a little longer you ll see the person you re wanting me to be just wait for me i can be who you want me to be please wait for me just promise me if i fall back asleep you ll be there when my eyes open to be clear on what i m saying i just hate to keep you waiting but nothing is changing for now for the first time in quite some time i m holding myself accountable i just want to be reliable i ve let you become a part of who i am but if you can t wait for me just know i understand