i wanna crawl into the ground and not come out for 37 years when my life runs out a demon in my mouth it spits words out let everybody hate me make me kill myself i want to lie below the weight of the sky and then i ll rise above the earth in a hurricane spun into the wind with the whirlin rain reach into the top of a blackened sky screamin as i fall to the earth to die i want to lie below the weight of the sky so into the basement and under the boards i ll go to live with the leeches that lurk in the undertow i wanna rot all the roots of the rest of the life above and i will not rise so into the basement and under the boards i ll go to live with the leeches that lurk in the undertow i wanna rot all the roots of the rest of the life above and then i ll wait as the world wilts and nothing is left but smoke i will not rise