every page of my suicide script they all have a cross to bear like a hammer to the teeth answer my misguided prayer watch it kill you watch it kill me my hypocrisy is so sincere each dose of delusion becomes a feeding frenzy carving this message into my skin haunting me this isn t the way i want to live it s killing me it s killing me carving this message into my skin with not one shit left to give i don t know if i m gonna be it s killing me it s killing me to live killing myself again killing myself again killing myself again i m killing myself to live killing myself again killing myself again killing myself again i kill myself to live carving this message into my skin haunting me this isn t the way i want to live it s killing me it s killing me carving this message into my skin with not one shit left to give i don t know if i m gonna be it s killing me it s killing me to live killing myself again killing myself to live killing myself again killing myself to live i m killing i m killing i m killing i m killing myself to live carving this message into my skin haunting me this isn t the way i want to live it s killing me it s killing me carving this message into my skin with not one shit left to give i don t know if i m gonna be it s killing me it s killing me to live