is it a lie to say i m happy with the way things all turned out and looking back i m proud of where we ve been i had that same dream but i just can t reach it anymore it s getting harder to keep my head out of water accept that i have grown i ve been chasing pavements nightly searching for some clarity and a place to call my home its sink or swim with concrete at my feet i wonder when the end and i will meet every night that i cannot sleep it gets harder and harder to chase my dreams it s getting harder to keep my head out of water accept that i have grown i ve been chasing pavements nightly searching for some clarity and a place to call my home i know i m over my head i know i ll never relax if every step i take is just 2 steps back time is wasted away spent swallowed in fear will i be stuck in my head or will i disappear it s getting harder to keep my head out of water accept that i have grown i ve been chasing pavements nightly searching for some clarity and a place to call my home