i live by the ocean but i don t feel free and i ve got a problem but the problem is me i work for the better and i will be kind i used to hate myself but i have changed my mind now i hide my face because i m ashamed and i shut my mouth but i m still the same i look towards the future and see different men but i won t decided based on the ones that i have been i think i ll be alright yeah i think you re doing fine now i ve been afraid my heart s gone cold and i ve got to realize nothing here s going to save my soul and i don t have money but i do alright i still get lonely but i feel fine am i that far away i think you ll be okay if i move to chicago will i change my ways well i and i do not feel safe well i hear the city calling me and i need to make myself believe that i am free i think i ll be alright yeah i think you re doing fine i can t seem to face the fact that i might change my mind i have faith in you don t hurt yourself i do it all the time now i preach forgiveness like it s what i deserve and i need a symptom like i need a cure a safe for my pocket safe for my face i m sick of my music i m sick of my taste think i ll be alright yeah i think you re doing fine don t worry yourself sick about fucking up i do it all the time