i m not unconscious but i cannot take the first step every time i look ahead i feel like i m paralyzed i would be saved if could say them loud these words i can t seem to utter if i wouldn t get out of this room would i and my surroundings forever stay the same i thought it was extrication from this world i close my eyes and hold my breath i feel our heartbeats i breathe out and slowly open my eyes i wanna be with you let s slowly move forward while seeking the meaning of life let s not forget the panorama we saw together i close my eyes and hold my breath i feel our heartbeats i breathe out and slowly open my eyes let s not forget the panorama we saw together