hold your hand against my own you were the liar and i should have known i count your words when you re talking to me so i remember every single thing fuck do you feel regret from the pain you left you always want what you can t have open up and i ll tell you why i can t stay in one place you know i d rather die i m awake in your nightmare but i know it was the distance your shadow follows me this house of memories is now my enemy a heart that used to beat time for recovery maybe eventually these walls bare marks of nostalgia i wouldn t wish on my worst enemy these walls bare marks of nostalgia i wouldn t wish on my worst enemy your shadow follows me this house of memories is now my enemy a heart that used to beat time for recovery maybe eventually i m awake in your nightmare but i know it was the distance  the walls paint pictures that mean to please i ll burn this house just to kill this disease move your shadow follows me this house of memories is now my enemy a heart that used to beat time for recovery maybe eventually