i m feeling sacrilegious and i m so mad at the church i can t believe they would inflict so much hurt why could you put such a hole in my faith that i constantly feel like i m falling from grace and being chased by this face that lives inside of the hate that lives inside of the way that i always seem to relate cry for me and if i ever find the answer i promise i ll spread it quicker than cancer now ask yourself are there really things that go bump in the night or are we taught as children to have fright for things that might live or breath or might not even exist cause fear is a son of a bitch of man s myths and his job is keeping the urban legends alive by telling stories and enhancing em with devilish lies so stay afraid of the many beings and strange things that will live forever in folklore and remain to be seen i don t know what to believe anymore i feel like i m falling further and therefore i feel like i m losing my grip and i don t know why i better get it right this time you better get it right i better get it right you better get it right i better get it right this time you better get it right i better get it right you better get it right i better get it right this time there are so many diseases and so little cures to em my cousin just past from a sickness unbeknownst to him there s so many reasons we re medicated mostly because it s good for the economy and most of us are related to the illness passed down from gene pools of relatives so if your uncle s crazy i m saying there ain t no telling if it skips a generation or smashes a y chromosome infecting your family tree with paranoial overtones  now i just woke up and i really don t know what happened she was laying there bleeding on the mattress i didn t know she was an actress addicted top every kind of pill that you can prescribe or imagine i was sleeping she was grabbing to get her hands on something sharp to put it to her neck an started jabbing all the doctors are wrong i can t believe she s gone and now i m taking the medicine she was hooked on now i can feel the eyeball watching from outer space and the look on my face is saying it all i need to find a safe place to call home where no one s watching i m all alone put me in a coffin of stone if i m hiding it won t matter they keep finding a hundred and one different ways to keep us dying you think i m trying to keep up all the lying but really i m just caught in the middle now everybody it s hard to believe in lies from inbreeds with invisible eyes incapable to see from a computer screen or the station from your pentium processor while the satellite is covering your whole circumference of the planetary globe watch as the chaos unfolds as young men and women are growing old and weak and far too scared to try to speak to the powers that be so instead they claim peace in the midst of war you better get it right thgir ti teg retteb uoy you better get it right you better get it right