paltry my ambitions have become so small i stay in my bed my body shakes with tremulous lows and only god knows im trying to reach glorious heights from a tiny stone that always gets kicked and thrown and my minds unravelling over the gravelly desert highway of my soul somethings gotta give im not even that old i have a low pain threshold maybe thats why things that shouldnt hurt me hurt me so i dont mind i dont mind seeing you leave me behind i dont mind i dont mind i will continue to try to be kind and the furthest i reach is my body height and i have spent glorious nights waiting to be alright waiting to be alright waiting to be alright waiting to be alright sultry i wink an eye and it feels wrong please excuse me im not physical my eyelashes are just awkwardly long i have the need to rescue myself because im much too afraid to ask somebody else on the 14th of august i will turn into dust there goes all of the people that i thought i could trust is that really the way it is is love so desperately weak i am climbing the charts but my heart is bleak i dont mind i dont mind seeing you leave me behind i dont mind i dont mind i will continue to try to be kind  and the furthest i reach is my body height and i have spent glorious nights waiting to be alright waiting to be alright waiting to be alright waiting to be alright i dont mind i dont mind seeing you leave me behind im trying to climb to glorious heights to the precipice of my mind for now im lying alone in the dark trying to mount my hind legs for now im lying about my heart so that you think im fine and the furthest i reach is my body height and i have spent glorious nights waiting to be alright waiting to be alright waiting to be alright waiting to be alright waiting to be alright waiting to be alright waiting to be alright