i wanna be by myself sometimes i do i don t wanna be left behind but sometimes i m left by you i pressed my tongue to the top of my mouth cause my jaw it was tired from the thinking and i stretched my toes to the end of the couch cause my back it was aching from sleeping so what is this weather and what is this darkness and why do i feel so alone and when will it snow its been raining for hours and why do i feel so alone and when i m left at home when you re with someone else i m all alone you do not cheat me of my childhood you bring me blankets for the walls of my forts there is no anger with the eyebrow raised when you do the fantastic i am amazed so what is this weather and what is this darkness and why do i feel so alone when will it snow it s been raining for hours and why do i feel so alone you were leaving some bar and you re comin downtown you re not ripping out stitches but you want me around just to call you my love just to call you my love you are the treasure custodian cleaning the moon for me scouring the sky so the stars would shine bright you stand straight faced and tip toed on top of a ladder and i i wait and i i wait and i i wait and when i m left at home i m all alone but i d rather be alone with you so what is this weather and what is this darkness and why do i feel so alone when will it snow it s been raining for hours and why do i feel so alone oh why do i feel so alone 