you got to learn to live with yourself youve gotta wear that whether you like it or not youve got to choose things youve got to get up and go through all kinds of change whether you want to or not doesnt matter and i can feel it now it s more obvious than ever there s a problem and i better try to figure out if i m willing ta solve em or ignore em like a middle child seems like it s been awhile since i had an answer to one of life s riddles i m riddled out and now i m stuck in this mental house and these four walls are driving me crazy and i m begging em all to take a different route somebody save me all i see is madness on the daily it s getting out of hand like droppin a baby all the pills i keep slappin away when they try to medicate me i m a danger to my safety and my angers got me strapped in a jacket at most times and lately i re act to the fact that it s all here to change me with a middle finger right to the face and stay the same me in life the pressure so heavy that i feel i fallen to the wayside if only i can get away from everything spread my wings and then fly i know i wasn t born on this earth to become a failure and die if only i can get away from everything spread my wings and then fly our life is unclear shed a heavenly tear for father we still toughen it out down here in the midst of mankind where money s so tight they cuttin throats for pennies nickels and dimes hard to walk a straight line when the road curves like a snake and most leaders are cowards liars and fakes who shall i follow in fear i pose a question your response stay strong son and pick a direction i m not sure if i possess the confidence to carry on i m only here for today and tomorrow we ll be gone it s an example of scenarios use your time to leave a mark stronger than a miracle felt in a soul to a believer you don t have to say it twice to a skeptic i m sure no proof will ever suffice to a sinner it was over before it ever began to the lost and lonely sometimes we only need a friend  you can t stop greatness it has a way of shining through any gimmick or fake shit my aspirations to make it don t make it easy for somebody trying to do it for real better believe me fly with me flap your wings slow feel the ground beneath your feet begin to go away from me i m excited with energy a vision of clarity rise above the storm for solidarity and your popularity is a drop in the bering sea and apparently your nothing but average i m a dangerous package drown you all in my daydream i m laughing like a jackal as i spread my wings and elevate free i know you hate me but in the grand scheme deep in your heart you wanna thank me cause we re the same we all looking for escape from pretty much the same things in the spiritual world is where i live i exist in places youve never even dreamed of you talk about you know just the little physical realm you live in guilty and is he in sin hows your courts guilty how many people do you think youve hung on the ventilators in the nut wards and forced medication on them you see what im saying you dont have any idea what the hell is going on if you knew what the hell was going on in your own system then youd say now i see whats creating this