at both ends a burning candle i ve been here before now here i am again back to where it all began angst relentless my hands they tremble useless fruitless stick in the mud never neverest conscience heavy numb the mind numb the fucking feeling lost in my thoughts welcome to my ending forever neverest conscience heavy numb the mind numb the fucking feeling lost in my thoughts welcome to my ending why wake up tomorrow when you can stay up today my thoughts continue continue to betray me you can blame me you can hate me but you will never break me never neverest conscience heavy numb the mind numb the fucking feeling lost in my thoughts welcome to my ending forever neverest conscience heavy numb the mind numb the fucking feeling lost in my thoughts welcome to my ending never neverest conscience heavy numb the mind numb the fucking feeling lost in my thoughts welcome to my ending forever neverest conscience heavy numb the mind numb the fucking feeling lost in my thoughts welcome to my ending