shutting gates let me in you understand better than anyone so how could you expect me to go on when there is nothing left for me just empty seeds and a shell of who i used to be downhearted and frustrated on most days all hope i had is stripped away so what would you have me do ive done everything i already know what theyre gonna say i see it in their face a moment of weaknessa selfish act proof no one really listens i took matters into my own hands please understand each painful breath feels like a kick in the chest how could you expect me to go on like this yet theyll have the nerve to call me selfish a moment of weakness a moment of weakness this could be the bravest thing ill ever do you have to understand you have to if theres a plan i dont see it if you showed me love i didnt feel it these words arent for them theyre all too late please dont deny me your gates so what would have me do already know what they re gonna say i see it in their face a moment of weaknessa selfish act proof no one really listens so i took matters into my own hands please understandplease let me in