oh i can relate to all of those things you said about life s little ugly things but i never thought i d have to i didn t wanna know just what it d feel like to lose focus on this frequency and i ll drown in my dishonesty and i m laughing now hysterically because i should be further than i am we re setting up to fall at a lesser rate and what can i say when i do the opposite of what s always been good for me i don t show it when i mean it and i m all of those things which i won t own up to i show no common f cking decency and it s never made no sense to me i m in a bathroom thinking horribly because i should be further than i am and i spent all money to get to sleep but when i die in dreams i don t wake up