you felt that we should part and so i walked away mentioned something bout your head and how you needed some space needed time to think and decide what you wanted didn t know if you were happy or even if i mounted up to everything you had in mind about me and you till we ended up together two months later we were through and i was tripping you were gone lost yourself in the process you weren t the same vato i met counted my losses and i teared up i couldn t let it go it was mi vida ya perdida tuve que conformarme y ser tu amiga y nada mas haven t i haven t i tried to be good to you and because of this you thought you found a fool i know your lovely and sweet as can be but i m not gonna let you take advantage of me wanted to have me waiting till you made up your mind didn t think about the pain i would feel at the time cause when i ever thought about it it would trill me but just being around you for a second would have killed me i tried to take it in and give you my support but within days of losing me i seen you with some whore you said you needed time and i m guessing time to fuck thats when it clicked up with me you had no luck you didn t know whats up and i realized it then we will make all this shit up and our relationship pretend are you serious homie haven t i haven t i tried to be good to you and because of this you thought you found a fool i know your lovely and sweet as can be but i m not gonna let you take advantage of me  i loved you i truly did and that i can t deny but one can only take so much before she says goodbye my ex came back around and held me close during the struggle and during all that time forgetting you i had no trouble see its firme i finally found what happiness was waking up smiling not feeling a buzz without the drogas desmadre while thinking of you wasting all my time while you made me a fool you did me wrong and you know it but i hold nothing against you i had to learn a lesson from the cosas that we went through and now i know