i know i should be more grateful grateful for everything i have and i know i should be less downfall but unfortunately i am just human i m in a big hole surrounded by fear i m in a deep dark hole deep enough for me to disapear but where should i go if earth s the only place i know all i know is i don t want this anymore living a life without knowing what it is that i m searching searching for there are days where i would love to be somebody else days where i am fighting myself there are days where i wish i would be a child again and sometimes days where i wish they wouldn t last days where i wish i would be dead step back stay away from me can t you respect that i only need my peace these days i m too weak to see these days are all about me i don t want to talk things out cause there are certain things we don t need to talk about the silence in between will let you know what i mean and each time i try to escape i pray to god not to let me fail and to take my doubts away there are days where i would love to be somebody else days where i am fighting myself there are days where i wish i could be a child again and sometimes days where i wish they wouldn t last days where i wish i would be dead 