i woke up today after 8 hours of sleep exhausted and spent like my adolescent streak it s getting so hard to do the right thing i m coming apart at the silver lining oh i ve got no place to go this place has taken everything from me and i couldn t feel more alone most nights i end up hating all the things that i ve become are coming undone nothing changes nothing gets better what have i become turned my youth into a paycheck blew it all on growing up and spent it all too fucking quick is this what it s all cracked up to be good intentions giving way to loneliness most nights i end up hating all the things that i ve become are coming undone nothing changes nothing gets better what have i become is this what it s all cracked up to be i lost a year to the routine am i the man i thought i d be most nights i end up hating all the things that i ve become are coming undone nothing changes nothing gets better what have i become is this what its all cracked up to be good intentions giving to loneliness most nights i m coming undone