through the crystal ball i m looking in all i see is clouds keep rolling in but i m here for now but i m here for now this jagged little pill i ve swallowed in but now my years are finally running thin but i m here for now but i m here for now i cannot control which way the wind will blow i cannot devise the turning of the tides i ve been to hell and back again i gave this life my everything you can t have it all you can t have it all right now all i had you took away but there s still what s left of me you can t have it all you can t have it all right now but who knows what tomorrow just might bring just might bring your empty words and broken promises always make me pay the consequence i m still here for now i m still here for now slowly suffocating i have been searching for the light right to the end i m still here for now i m still here for now i cannot control which way the wind will blow i cannot devise the turning of the tides  i ve been to hell and back again i gave this life my everything you can t have it all you can t have it all right now all i had you took away but there s still what s left of me you can t have it all you can t have it all right now but who knows what tomorrow just might bring there s no one who will ever understand this life i m living in but they know i ll hold on breath this air into my lungs so i can carry on now i know there s no one who can wash my world away this is all i want to be so i hope and hold on breath this air into my lungs so i can carry on cause i i ve been to hell and back again i gave this life my everything you can t have it all you can t have it all right now all i had you took away but there s still what s left of me you can t have it all you can t have it all right now but who knows what tomorrow just might bring who knows what tomorrow just might bring