sometimes i kiss my scars it s over with is this it sometimes i breathe in deep lungs close up i wish you married me sometimes i break down give up everything but then i think about you you re so strong you re so strong it s been two years since we even talked but i still call hoping you ll pick up it kills me to know you took your life no one even knows you were my star and sky drift away i could lie and try to say that i m the same don t watch me cry over your grave i ll take a drink maybe two or twenty you re watching me kiss another on the face i feel guilty though you aren t here i don t dare to erase i still pay for your phone so i can hear you speak hear you drift away i could lie and try to say that i m the same don t watch me cry over your grave i ll take a drink maybe two or twenty