it s so easy for one to find the fatal flaws in everyone else we never stare very long into mirrors we re under our own spell i m growing tired of finding myself all alone what s the point in coming back to this house if nobody s home counting all the reasons staring at the ceiling wondering how i ended up here wasn t even the wrong time questioning how and why thinking i just want someone here i don t wanna die don t want to fall in love here i don t want to die don t want to fall in love again why are we so afraid to admit why when we are wrong we try to blame everybody else they keep playing the same song counting all the reasons counting all the reasons staring at the ceiling wondering how i ended up here wasn t even the wrong time questioning how and why thinking i just want someone here i don t wanna die don t want to fall in love here i don t want to die don t want to fall in love again