prescribed illness is taking over me warping my brain and everything i see these numb fingers are the only thing proving to me that i am real my fingers picked to the bone my teeth are falling out of my head my nails cracking my fucking eyes are sinking in i want my life back you can t control me you won t control me i want my life back you can t control me i want my fucking life back a schizophrenic type of behavior i cannot grasp reality altered state of consciousness causing my perception to grow weak abandoning reality downgrading my mentality muscles constantly spazzing never seeing things for what they are laying back as my future decays unaware if this ever strays i want my fucking life back my fingers picked to the bone my teeth are falling out of my head my nails cracking my fucking eyes are sinking in i want my life back you can t control me you won t control me i want my life back you can t control me i want my fucking life dead from the neck up