i m not myself these days you know far better places i can go and nothing s permanent nothing is there to last how much do i keep from you when our time has passed trying to chase away the night hoping you d save me by daylight cause in the end i m just a tired little boy who s running desperate for a little bit of joy now just hold me fast and kind before i lose control before i lose my mind now just hold me fast and kind before i lose control before i lose my mind i m not myself these days you know far better places i can go and nothing s permanent nothing is there to last how much do i keep from you when our time has passed now just hold me fast and kind before i lose control before i lose my mind now just hold me fast and kind before i lose control before i lose my mind now just hold me fast and kind before i lose control before i lose my mind now just hold me fast and kind before i lose control before i lose my mind1