all this all this i can t remember your face all this all this no one can take your place all this all this i can t remember your face all this pain and animosity it s not everyday i get to sit around and chat sit down and think maybe even talk about it that shit just drives me crazy fuckin me up i m outta luck like a slut with nobody to fuck somebody talk to me hear me out lend me an ear before i lose it on society and do it so violently fearer of fear hand sweaty losin my breath i m sittin with death somebody sittin on my chest best remedy s revenge on people who wouldn t listen cheeks glisten cause i m cryin my vision is so violent didn t worry cause i m losin it abusin anybody that s confusin this with lyin or me tryin to get attention sention on my mind all i think about is dyin in spite of me livin in hell breakin me down outta touch with reality fuck it i m out everybody in this motherfucker hearin me now i don t wanna lose you but i lost you i can t remember your face never gonna let go never gonna back down no one can take your place why did you leave where did you go i don t know why did you just go away and leave me here with all this pain and animosity i m so lost without my loved ones can t seem to let go why do i keep breathin does god want me to die slow on the edge i stand lookin at the passed on wondering how long i m allowed to carry on so many left that was just too close at times i feel all alone and i just can t cope why did they have to go why did they have to leave if it s not family then it s the homie from the streets my mind says not to take this shit but i gotta stay strong for the sake of my kid how close does the soul gotta get to make you wanna slit your wrists after they heart quits it s so hard when you lose in life but even harder to recover especially when memories start to smother you can t run so just take that pain cause i m a always hold on to your name rememberin  it s everyday that the anger seems to be killing me off it s kinda nice to have a chance to talk or rather you listen to me you always listen to me no matter what state of mind i appear to be visited you were there for me even when i said that i was out of my mind you were the one that told me give it some time and i would find that i could put the pieces back together again you were the one that trusted in me till the end i can t pretend that i never had faith in you i was only afraid i knew what was going on but didn t know what to say i was so young feelin like my soul was torn coming to grips with the fact you ain t comin home no more all this madness and all this pain made something break inside my brain and all this hate and all this time made me realign my mind and i find that 