they will come for me just as i knew that they would i m never coming back we ll never be safe spilling forth the haunting memories will i ever be safe again never safe constantly contemplating how sleep will continue to escape me send me back i want to witness it over and over i can feel him beside me left without the innocence replaced by growing weakness knowing that you are the man who cursed me leaving my mind in this state of agony as you slither back to the pit from whence you came slither back i can feel the flames as they lick my skin i m gonna start praying for myself and if he listens he ll be preaching how ill burn in hell i m gonna start praying for myself why are you punishing me i became the end to my own future why are you punishing me why are you punishing me i want to go back i want to end the pain why are you punishing me why are you punishing me i ve given up on me i ve given up on everything you cant stop the pain i will never end this ache why are you punishing me why am i alive why am i alive i am the end to my own future all of my pain will be felt