i fall apart i call her out i follow her i m calling her happy now happy now and we shouldn t be awake we shouldn t be awake but i am ah save our now but are we happy now happy now save our save our save our now i fall away i call at the world i fall alone i call alone happy now happy now they say we shouldn t be awake we shouldn t be awake but i am ah save our now but are we happy now for me happy now save our save our save our now i ll never know if the wander in the wilderness is all i ve ever wanted and is all i ve ever known are we crying now 