verse 1 welcome to this life of mine im busy writing rhymes this mic is mine its now or never press record i fight for time ill show this world how im living hope u like these lines shocked that im still spitting know that im the type to grind anyone who knows me knows my life is dedicated making moves in music hoping i can i elevate it cmon never had a co sign theres no sign of help around i m just another story of a rapper tryna make her rounds did every show every festival invest it all fried my brain for years cant believe im not a vegetable but best of all i gave my all and im still doing this you wanna check my progress ill show u how i grew in this wont let my fears ruin this im on my own being independent was the best choice im fully grown i made this album being pregnant writing songs at home best believe my heart n soul is on this microphone cmon hook my soul was longing wandering still i can see i see the serpents on the rocks beneath my feet but every word from your son cause it s been forty days and forty nights but i see the sun yeah im that mother who be rapping when her daughters playing toys shes begging me to stop telling me she hates the noise a constant struggle cuz im seeing life is interfering my daughters doing well in school so now im busy cheering shes learning how to write her abcs you bet im fearing that motherhood got the best of me thats what im hearing im feeling the time is going known that im blowing chances got my other baby growing in me who can understand this never planned this that life struggle tryna juggle every piece in lifes puzzle wish at times i had a double my own rebuttle i was called to be a light if jesus never gave me clearance i would never fight to hold this mic but now im on the verge of making history i live to be that one chick whod never quit in adversity watch me break every limit every gimmick every critic who would tell me i would never do it watch how i did it hook my soul was longing wandering still i can see i see the serpents on the rocks beneath my feet but every word from your son cause it s been forty days and forty nights but i see the sun