i don t quite understand my actions i don t quite understand what s wrong stench of sweat and tears it s time to face my fears the taste of metal in my mouth i feel abused it s hard to face the truth a day anew can someone save my soul can someone save me now i m alone with a loaded gun please stop me i just wish that i was that headstrong and i wish i could stay with you i m cold my hands are shaking i m down my body s aching the taste of metal in my mouth i feel abused it s hard to face the truth a day anew can someone save my soul can someone save me now i m alone with a loaded gun please stop me i m alone with a loaded gun i m alone with a loaded gun can someone save my soul can someone save me now i m alone with a loaded gun please stop me i suffered long enough and when all hope is gone i m alone with a loaded gun please stop me