there isn t a proper word describing the urgency it s all happening somewhere slowly crawling away distant and reserved detached and removed unhinging urgency that i can t slow distant and reserved detached and removed falling further from anyone i know my fear of missing out temporary there isn t a proper word for that snapping sound from stretching your problems so thin they eventually collapse no accidental word for disguising friends you can t find time for appearing less growing thin too afraid of losing touch too afraid of falling behind and i can t slow