lock myself inside my room of plastic its my own cocoon its all for free all for free i put my phone into the wall the batteries involved no they were not for me not for me i watch the sky unwind for a moment in time and there is finally honesty the tragic call when a colony falls its never comforting i see the kids and the cops in the coffee shops and i can learn to breathe i can learn to breathe i had it all i thought i had it all i had it all i thought i had it all i thought i had it all i thought i had it all i feel my heart slip back to the cul de sac where you would carry me wed read the day old news how the world is confused with nearly everything everything did we want more than we could stomach all we ever did was wait we would waste our time in the shadows waste our time i had it all i thought i had it all i thought i had it all i thought i had it all i saw the sky unwind and i give it up