i let the radio play hear it softly off in the distance drowning it out washing the dishes day dreamin about cocoa butter kisses the windows crack the a little cause the temper is double digits i m in an awesome position but i lost my ambition depression is awfully viscous lately i find it that the target don t listen and i always look behind me when i m crossing those bridges somebody told me maybe i should write a happy song i told her when i feel it i will baby it can t be long cause i won t make it at this pace so mad itry to break up out these feelings but they stay intact i get so close to getting rid of i m like baby fat just when i think about the that s part of me that gets ignored finish the dishes sweep the kitchen floor and everybody goes through it sometimes you feel like you ll never come back like you ll never come back and all i do is worry all i do is worry about you and all i do is worry i swear nobody s been stressin out the way i ve been stressin out sometimes i can t let it out it s clouding my head in doubt the cloud that i made is a cloud that is running blocking my heaven is just not a step no more no it s more like a ride lessons i learned em in debt pulling me out of my debt but running from all of this debt is fuckin exhausting when i fall mind that i never crawled but still i chose to fly not just when i close my eyes but more like when i chose to shine bright as a jewels in the sky my papa once called a star mama said make a wish my lady left me in tears my love i ll never forget she said she never said i told her that man is god she chose the man on the cross i pray that my sins have been washed why does she wallow in mine i never would live a lie now it s just fucking up  and everybody goes through it sometimes you feel like you ll never come back like you ll never come back and all i do is worry all i do is worry about you and all i do is worry and all this pain that i felt is nothing to explain when you re helpless it s the window and i fly i let em live from the other side and everybody goes through it sometimes you feel like you ll never go back living your life back to that feeling that and all i do is worry about my thoughts and inner ambitions caught up in and slipping found it in the beginning beginning to feel like i ve gone missing and everybody goes through it sometimes you feel like you ll never come back like you ll never come back and all i do is worry all i do is worry about you and all i do is worry