i don t know where to begin feel a cleaving in my mind i can t get my act together buzz in my head is too loud i know something s wrong with me it s starting to burn out my soul but i feel so weird in here when you just sit listen and nod all my life i ve been trying to deny and deceive myself sense of insecurity restlessness the turning out hatred for my inner chaos and the color of your couch i ve just had this trouble all my life of getting out what is inside now i run but cannot hide no matter how much i do for them no matter how much i do for myself no matter which way i look at it fulfillment passes me by distracted inner self on the brink of chaos lost it s way impatient inner self on the brink of chaos lost it s way distracted inner self i m tuning out impatient inner self i m spacing out distracted inner self on the brink of chaos lost it s way