theres a flush of dead eyed hatred in these horse faced hours of ours dont let this be how were remembered the torment of sickly humid inner dialog torn to paper shredded cowboy menace true love never mattered the two donkey jaws that were removed from our hearing refusal all the joy of us was absorbed by foreign tribes oblique in their mystic bullshit boredom we are condemned to each other has no memory and no message something fair and repulsive reserve psychosis theres no economy of despair if were lucky how can you perform how can you operate im so conflicted just cant see it any other way your disillusionment why is it my problem i dont know the solution i dont have a solution ive tried and i cannot change ive tried how can you operate how can you operate how can you operate how can you operate how can you perform how can you operate how can you operate how can you operate how can you operate how can you perform 1