i sit alone in my four cornered room starin at candles oh that shit is on let me drop some shit like this here real smooth at night i can t sleep i toss and turn candlesticks in the dark visions of bodies bein burned four walls just starin at a nigga i m paranoid sleepin with my finger on the trigger my mother s always stressin i ain t livin right but i ain t goin out without a fight see every time my eyes close i start sweatin and blood starts comin out my nose is somebody watchin the ak but i don t know who it is so i m watchin my back i can see him when i m deep in the covers when i awake i don t see the motherfucker he owns a black hat like i own a black suit and a cane like my own some might say take a chill b but fuck that shit there s a nigga tryin to kill me i m poppin in the clip when the wind blows every 20 seconds got me peepin out my window investigatin the joint for traps checkin my telephone for taps i m starin at the woman on the corner it s fucked up when your mind s playin tricks on ya i make big money i drive big cars everybody know me it s like i m a movie star but late at night somethin ain t right i feel i m bein tailed by the same sucker s headlights is it that fool that i ran off the block or is it that nigga last week that i shot or is it the one i beat for 5 000 dollars thought he had caine but it was gold medal flour reached under my seat grabbed my popper for the suckers ain t no use to me lyin i was scareder than a motherfucker hooked a left into popeye s and bailed out quick if it s goin down let s get this shit over with here they come just like i figured i got my hand on the motherfuckin trigger what i saw ll make your ass start gigglin three blind crippled and crazy senior citizens i live by the sword i take my boys everywhere i go because i m paranoid i keep lookin over my shoulder and peepin around corners my mind is playin tricks on me day by day it s more impossible to cope i feel like i m the one that s doin dope can t keep a steady hand because i m nervous every sunday morning i m in service prayin for forgiveness and tryin to find an exit out the business i know the lord is lookin at me but yet and still it s hard for me to feel happy i often drift when i drive havin fatal thoughts of suicide bang and get it over with and then i m worry free but that s bullshit i got a little boy to look after and if i die then my child ll be a bastard i had a woman down with me but to me it seemed like she was down to get me she helped me out in this shit but to me she was just another bitch now she s back with her mother now i m realizing that i love her now i m feelin lonely my mind is playin tricks on me  this year halloween fell on a weekend me and geto boys are trick or treatin robbin little kids for bags til a lawman got behind our ass so we speeded up the pace took a look back and he was right before our face he d be in for a squabble no doubt so i swung and hit the nigga in his mouth he was goin down we figured but this wasn t no ordinary nigga he stood about six or seven feet now that s the nigga i be seein in my sleep so we triple teamed on him droppin them motherfuckin b s on him the more i swung the more blood flew then he disappeared and my boys disappeared too then i felt just like a fiend it wasn t even close to halloween it was dark as fuck on the streets my hands were all bloody from punchin on the concrete goddamn homie my mind is playin tricks on me96