when they said marias dead i fell inside of my own mind her silent eyes and a god who claims great reasoning never knowing i choose to just disappear i was a child then i was everything that i would ever need blind to the suddenness of eternity still this passing body which is bound for only dust is given a soul to make a past but ive been facing all my fears seeing you on the other side and ive felt alive every once in awhile once i stopped asking what is true breathing blindly certain somewhere there must be some control whether from our own minds or from the mold yet still this passing body which is bound for only dust is given a soul to make a past 