i won t hide from the way i am i m not a saint or a sacrificial lamb give me everything i ll give you nothing all i ll leave behind is all that i am from fear won t step aside from fear i won t apologize i feel alive when i when i get triggered by your killing words and broken pieces of you i come alive when i bring out my best when i m worst it s my tragedy my curse all i m taking with me is what i ve become friend or enemy i will never give in i will never back down i won t feel ashamed i don t compromise no regrets have a prize from fear won t step aside from fear i won t apologize i feel alive when i when i get triggered by your killing words and broken pieces of you i come alive when i bring out my best when i m worst it s my tragedy my curse i know i ll hurt you in the end but i know that i can t help it i will bury you along with your dishonesty all you feed me is your killing words but i will break them i will never learn i m always best when i m worst i feel alive when i when i get triggered by your killing words and broken pieces of you i come alive when i bring out my best when i m worst it s my tragedy my curse  your killing words won t break me i ll go beyond where it hurts it s my tragedy my curse your killing words won t break me i m at my best when i m worst it s my tragedy my curse