i can t sleep it s like my minds on e i m doing everything i can to get this mesh out of me i m sick i m tired of the way this feels how much longer am i gonna have to work this deal trust me trust me you re the only one that i want to please you re still everything that sets me free if i die of cancer if i die alone if i knew the answer to what i wanna know if i go away will you be okay will you stay with me by my side will you sing for me and reach for the sky so i m fighting for my life right now it took a really long time for me to let this out i know for a fact that s what you want me to do turn away from the world and look straight up to you trying i m trying to see what you want me to see be everything you need me to be if i live forever if i make it home will i be remembered by the marks left on the stone if i go away will you be okay will you stay with me by my side will you sing for me and reach for the sky don t miss me i m not very far i ll live forever in your heart you ll find me when you look up at the stars i ll live forever in your heart if i go away will you be okay will you stay with me by my side will you sing for me and reach for the sky 