this is a cat this is a horse a cow says i hear them talking to me and the demons stalkin me running in between my thoughts and dreams i think they haunting me got me sweatin got me stressin wake up in the woods with a smith and wesson bucked naked countin blessins blood soaked clothes with no confessions i don t know what it is that s livin in my nightmares i don t know what it is that s bringin all these night scares all i knowin is what the f k i got to lose when everything i m dreamin of end up on the evenin news chorus boondox i m sleepin only sleepin i m sleepin only sleepin i don t wanna sleep i don t wanna dream i don t wanna hear the suffering i don t wanna hear the screams violent j i m only dreamin i know i m only dreamin boondox i don t wanna sleep i don t wanna dream i don t wanna hear the suffering i don t wanna hear the screams last night i dreamt that i was standin by a streetlight bloody knuckles bloody nose but was i in a street fight that s when i woke up body feeling broke up eyes glazed in a haze f ked up cuz i m choked up it s to a point that i don t even want to fall asleep every time i close my eyes another victim at my feet it s getting hard to deal and hard to reckognize the real hard to keep my sanity and hard to say just how i feel chorus and i don t want to know why this chick is barely breathing begging for her very life scratching clawing kicking screaming while i just stand there laughing while this bitch s life is passing rope around her throat i watch her choke for every breath she gaspin i watch her face and watch the tears pourin like rain how d i end up in this place translated in her fears and pain so sick my stomach churnin in slow motion while theworld keeps turnin so sick mind of a vermin knowing that my soul is burning i dont wanna sleep i can t even close my eyes i don t wanna dream every night somebody dies i don t wanna think what s the truth behind these lies i don t wanna hear the screams and i don t wanna hear the cries chorus