i m just a kid but life s not a nightmare it s a cold dream it speaks to me with such uncertainty i want it now i ll suck it down it s dirty kick it hits me hard so hard and in my mouthing off to people in my yard ungrateful swimmer drowner not the former holding back but still not sure what about getting thicker in the corners glancing back and forth to back myself out back to squaring square one s bolder but not older but not colder to you getting sicker self informer pacing back and forth to back yourself out