no it is never you is it you re never to blame there s nothing that you could do it s always the same so that you can feel good you just turn a blind eye but you can t live like that bill and neither can i i d hoped you d stop doing it bill you d learn to be whole and stop leading two lives but now i know you never will and i just can t see how our marriage survives bill why do you do this stuff why do you need more aren t i enough why do you need someone else what did i do wrong did i bring this on myself was i just too strong you re the one that i talk to to know what to do i don t know where to turn now i can t turn to you bill we used to work as a team together we could have accomplished it all but now you have shattered that dream you threw it away over something so small the thing that is so damn tough is i still love you bill but is that enough yes we need love but trust is needed more in the past you ve screwed up but never lied to me before so how can i know nothing else is going on the trust is destroyed and all we ve built is gone cause i had a dream to pursue i set it aside to support as your wife but now that is gone cause of you and you ve made a waste of a half of my life i m not gonna take any more if this is your choice then you make it alone and i will not be ignored it s time i start building a life of my own cause now i have had enough i ve made up my mind enough is enough