i am drowning in an ocean of regrets reaching out for you i take deep breaths breathing gets harder and the pain much stronger underwater in the ocean of regret callin callin callin out for help i got lost in the feelings now i m searching for myself callin callin callin reachin out for you but all i see is black and blue through the grey full sea is black and blue black and blue everything is worse than i imagined a paranoid delusional distraction i can feel the waters they re rising what have i done callin callin callin out for help i got lost in the index now i m searching for myself callin callin reachin out for you but all i see is black and blue through the grey full sea is black and blue black and blue regrets takin over my thoughts because it s all in my mind is boiling over at the thought of it the weight is on my shoulders the waves are getting closer now my hands are getting colder at the thought of it at the thought of it i m callin callin callin out for help i got lost in the feelings now i m searching for myself callin callin reachin out for you but all i see is black and blue in the grey full seas is black and blue