i thought i smelled your scent today and it took me on a ride i cant readily explain i couldnt find a word to say i just froze there in place and my body shot a million ways my past comes creeping up again i thought i heard your hands today heard them play a serenade on piano keys so far away i dont know how this could be because your hands were tied i tied them tight behind your back and to your feet my past comes creeping up again boogeymen she was as thick as i am sick and my body still bears the scars from her kick her kiss was warm as piss no one has ever made me feel like this she couldnt enjoy it she couldnt fake she couldnt do anything through all of the tape she wasnt willing to give what i wanted to take i thought i saw your face today on a body in the street laying a sort of tragic way your brown eyes bled out to grey and they were holes as deep as space full of flies full of decay boogeymen