i got a demon on my shoulder and back i pray i dont look in the mirror and be terrified by that they tell me you could do whatever you like if you listen to me you could have a hell of a life its not likely that my lungs will survive through the night my only nightmare is watching life pass me by its like my clock is sipping red bull i watch time fly feel it bringing me down the harder i try demons telling me if you want happiness then the recipes going out every night until you rest in peace its tryna burn me to the twelfth degree to be honest i can feel this shit affecting me but god damn i cant quit i try to resist but cant persist i feel like i fell in the deepest abyss its either i change or cease to exist woke up out my element another dream i left the motherland a hundred grand standing at the summer jam this why i gotta go this is why i gotta go leaving everything i know just to live and grow til we explode like a big collision the coalition is the coexistence let it marinate we in the kitchen create the future what have you been missin no supervision we just loop the vision everyday went against the grain each and every way got love for the game getting hate from the charlamagnes but its all good we aint all the same my performance has formulated opinions that think i made it im far from agreeing but yo i really appreciate it saying i told you this what im gon do keep raising the bar high subtracting the sunroof connected with god damn the devils a lie call the doctor we the illest motherfuckers alive open your eyes i feel like im dreaming like everyday i feel it repeating like everyday i feel it repeating like everyday i feel it repeating like everyday  god damn this your shit tell your friends if they hop in whats good whats good all i really wanted was for mom to be proud of me never can i seem to get a grip on reality forever do i feel like im caught in a loop im just trying to grow up but im caught by the roof dont stress my nigga yes my nigga if you really think about it could be worse my nigga dont listen when they say it get better with time if you really wanna change you will start with your mind woah here you go i know you feel alone and its dark on the road im only here to tell you that you living a lie if you really want to see you gotta come to the light of knowing that your answers only lie with the cause i know you want to know how you tryna shoot with the stars but itll come the day when that shit aint enough then all you got to do is wake up god damn nigga chilling on the top of the pyramid got my feet in the sand all the knowledge that i have is from a man im creative when my pen is in my hand use the paper as a parachute ill probably land there aint no risk that i aint willing to take there aint no records i aint willing to sample been enlightened when im writing hieroglyphics in the sky never worry bout the goals they been tryna have control in this dream ive been a alchemyst im only making gold i can probably tell you some things you would never know sitting in the room full of thieves and they want my soul i crashed into a planet and instantly i was cold ive been smoking too much lately i need to chill they told me im in control of my will they told me the truth is never revealed they told me times the only way you heal but i guess i feel like im dreaming like everyday i feel it repeating like everyday i feel it repeating like everyday i feel it repeating like everyday god damn this your shit tell your friends if they hop in whats good whats good 