another flood cascading through my mind tonight this week has been deducting years from my life trapped inside a shell of senses the sights and sounds have all dulled down so grant me this wish of numbness and let absence work its wonders that slight familiar feeling will re enter and purge my earthly form of all this anger my veins collapse from chemical overload all made by me but equally destructive i must control the flow of this cant be tired of all this just yet because it will come again so grant me this wish of numbness and let absence work its wonders that slight familiar feeling will re enter and purge my earthly form of all this anger