to my fucking disbelief after all this time you still breathe you ve chosen your own demise bearing the blueprints for this insurrection i ve ruined who i once strived to be became your fucking nightmare i ve become a nightmare they taught me to leave the world behind this burden personified by hatred it absorbed me distorted me disfigured my desire for explanation it s disfiguring me rebuilding me weaponizing me reprogramming me severely warped scarred humanity is all but a whisper unrelenting unstoppable venomously taking revenge upon everyone upon you i once searched for compassion the light in my eyes has left me i will crush every hope from the wretched fucking life you ve wasted i will destroy this fucking disgrace you have become