i want to hang me from the bedroom walls i often tell it to god i lost myself among the arizona sun only find that there is no one i ve been ripping myself into pieces it s been so fucking long since i was unashamed i want to crawl into the closet hole i gotta face it alone i want to hear the sound of the shotgun blast as i m delivered to the black i ve been ripping myself into pieces it s been so fucking long since i was unashamed out in my car took it too far ran from the lady now i ll kick out my teeth lose all my sleep been down in crazy ran out of time ran out of lies i ll be fine i ve been ripping myself into pieces it s been so fucking long since i was unashamed