i dug myself out of my grave a box of pine and dirt remain and every insecurity i ve left there with it i laughed at every word you said with sparkling eyes a handsome head and confidence i will perfect the things you see are nothing like me i ll leave it all behind and justify it just between you and me i buried all the misery but it s clawing back now it s every way you move and everything you do you ll never make me forget the things i ve seen i know my secret s safe with me i took the stairs i climbed so high on every floor i told a lie and at the top i tried to fly but stayed here with you the door keeps opening it brings a gust of cold and crawling skin uncomfortable but i just sit silently and that s just like me  i ll leave it all behind and justify it just between you and me i buried all the misery but it s clawing back now it s every way you move and everything you do you ll never make me forget the things i ve seen i know my secret s safe with me fill me spill me leave this mess behind you may not have a lot to give but i ll still take it make me hate me bottle me up inside it s better that than where i ve been a perfect heart i never was i lied to everyone i loved it made them love me even more and made me hate myself i ll leave it all behind and justify it just between you and me i buried all the misery but it s clawing back now it s every way you move and everything you do you ll never make me forget the things i ve seen i know my secret s safe with me