there must be something wrong with me i get so tired i can t sleep the voices in my head are haunting my dreams no matter how i try to kill the thoughts inside i cannot i cannot hide the mirror staring back at me the cracking lines along my face the times i tried to get things straight but could not i know how hard i try to keep myself alive but i don t know i don t know why funny how when the darkest of nights falls down worry that i will never see the sun is shining again the world goes round what was up is again back down wonder if i could stick around feel the light of the day sometimes i feel like i am dying down here i feel a raging storm inside of my skin the dial tone is there but no one s holding i feel the weight of time wonder when i will die but i don t know i don t know why