cant stop thinking my heart stopped ticking i wanna go surfing ship not sinking stopped up dripping drink before sipping i just want a kitten it must mean something self defeating portrait taking knife unsheathing a little light reading not worth shipping wish worth winning unforgiven unforgiving messed up sleeping need more dreaming cant stop seeing on repeating left from leaving hotel smoking not worth leaving love worth keeping hurt from helping friends are something friendships hurting communicating online shopping highway robbing earthquake shaking never stopping