so long it feels like forever sometimes you know as long as you keep progressing don t worry about shit hey shout out to the homie yelawolf slumerican wattup the biggest loser i ve been rolling down these dirty back old roads for so long so long so long so long so long i left the house when i was young and told my mamma i m grown i m grown i m grown i m gone i m gone it s fucked up on this side of the fence seen em die just to tryna get rich seen em die just to tryna pay rent man i don t make no sense ever since i was a younger boy everybody told me i was a goner lord but i wanted more than selling these packs at the corner store switch the game up and the shits get real addicted to prescription pills i m just out here tryna get these deals every week another kid gets killed lord please don t let me start this these kids now is so heartless these trailers parks and appartments but the told me home is where my heart is the say white trash is a state of mind that s all i see in the state of mine did what i did and i stayed alive and it s been like this since 85 so many nights on these hopeless streets mamma s at the kitchen table smoking weed ridin round cathin plays on capri s only things that matters here who s got the dope for cheap s late nights prayed to god mamma worked hard had two jobs either you trap or you rob only two options against all odds that s right fast life dreams turn to smoke at the end of a glass pipe cop s in the neighborhood with their flashlight mamma keep prayin that she gets her path right  like a young little misfit fuck the world homie i was smoking dope by the age of ten life wouldn t nothin but an everyday hunt to catch a buzz because of my friends well 16 to 19 so i d be up to the 19th high with no id despite me that ya ll right and smiling the boy that i played in school was so frightening i look at kids like 13 and think fuck man who the hell were the people around me then i suppose that i could ve made a better choice but better choice s requires a better option you wanna lift i m shopping wanna ride around the block buddy hop in it s a winter wonderland yeah round white dust from the grass she s credit card chopping hey mamma i love you but it s only right that i m gonna try that shit someday didn t think that day would be the 3rd day after my 15th fuckin birthday could ve been a hearse pull up at the church pickin me up but the lord had mercy but i dropped that shit then i picked up the fifth and till this day i m still thirsty 1