i ve been thinking about it all knowing that it s wrong oh no because when i look around i see all around are fake smiles realize it s killing me all around are fake smiles realize it s killing me no i ve been dreaming of a life that s different now and i wish i wasn t and i ve been dreaming of a life so different now and i wish i wasn t i say your name out loud it s worse because everything can change for good and you were never there for me and now i m in the wrong fix with no one i need to leave and now i m in the wrong fix with no one i need to leave no i ve been dreaming of a life that s different now and i wish i wasn t and i ve been dreaming of a life so different now and i wish i wasn t if you wanna go i don t got to know i don t got to know you if you gotta go i don t really got to know i ain t waiting for you whoa woke up from that dream again whoa doesn t really need to end no god is always helping me up when this life is pulling me down let you go because we re not alright no got to go because i m not alright no signing off because i think i might find a better you oh find a better me either way i m moving on  no i ve been dreaming of a life that s different now and i wish i wasn t and i ve been dreaming of a life so different now and i wish i wasn t whoo you