i m not scared of monsters anymore i m scared of just growing old it fills my closet to the brim with my oldest skeletons and creates a headstone for my imagination i m not growing up i wanna know what it s like to keep my head above the clouds i wanna know what it s like when your fear of heights won t pull me down they say grow up you re not that young you have a million chances but you ll lose everyone you gotta wake up from this dream and face the reality i gotta put the music behind me maybe i m broken but i was never built like you 