if it s not happening then he will stop but she must say or he may not is that her heart beating or is that his again is that her smiling or a reflection of his own toothed face time and time again he feels her warmth amidst but is that really her or a hopeless optimist now he s made his decision but she hasn t made hers now she s made her decision and his eyes are blurred this is now and that was then but he s not saying it won t build up again cos her smile it s made of clay takes time to mould but creates a brighter day time and time again he feels her warmth amidst but is that really her or a hopeless optimist now he s made his decision but she hasn t made hers now she s made her decision and his eyes are blurred there was you ok and you nearly saw me slip and slide but you didn t see me slip and slide that s what you get when you change the modes that s what you get when your head explodes that s what you get if you tip a cow can you feel it now just so you know i ll be fine because i m inclined to end up fine just so you know i will smile i always smile in denial