and i never will know why love will pay no mind to me love always loved the way it sounded in theory and i d kill to be alone with the strength to be alone lonely feelings make me sad around company well i m dedicated and i m craving someone that i don t know in this sea of stupidity i am stuck in the undertow here come the lifeguard i m drowning she seems so delicious i m grounded wtih her arms around me and i m i m blinded by them ugly fishes don t ask me any of your questions i won t tell you my lies words deserve to serve the painful penalty and it s analyzing just how they re spoken three times my hearts been broken mama you ain t never told me it s gonna feel like this so don t sit back and settle for comfort over pain i ve been burned by the copper kettle i have spit back at the pouring rain lie must gut denial smile at it s melting face my insides are defiled it s wild baby but i cannot erase truth is all a lie and i m trying lesser everyday death to all that s dying conditioning and decay ticktock in a pitter pattern balls drop cock saluting saturn darling i just wanna shoot a gun