consequences that had left me for dead repercussions that went straight to your head trusting in no one believing in nothing living in a world of pure deception so far this life is contemptuous this mind a gun so relentless damn i am damaged for life damn like i ve been been crucified damn i am damaged for life and i can t believe i m alive determined to destroy all that you know conceal your lies in the web you compose trusting in no one believing in nothing living in a world of pure deception so far this life is contemptuous this mind a gun so relentless damn i am damaged for life damn like i ve been crucified damn i am damaged for life damn and i can t believe i m alive alive so far this life is contemptuous this mind a gun so relentless  damn i am damaged for life damn like i ve been crucified damn i am damaged for life damn and i can t believe i m alive and i can t believe i m alive and i can t believe i m alive