i m crawling i don t know where to or from the centre of things from where everything stems is not where i belong i have this city s sickness growing inside me so this is where i ran for freedom where a man may not be free i have these hands beating with love for you and you re not here to touch i sent you away what else can i do when i need something that much that much i m hurting babe in this city there s no place for love it s just used to make people feel better that s not like us i got this sickness as i got off the train now it chips away at my heart until nothing remains i have these hands beating with love for you and you re not here to touch i sent you away what else can i do when i need something that much that much i m okay afterwards afterwards lasts for minutes only i m okay during you kinda fill up my mind it s just the befores that last forever it s just the befores they just fuck my mind i have these hands beating with love for you and you re not here to touch i sent you away what else can i do when i need something that much that much