i ve gotta double down even if i can t be proud at least i m gonna try even if i don t know why i m alive in here i ve been so insincere yeah disappeared i ve been so insincere yeah so insincere yeah i want someone to blame cause i m never gonna be the same i ll suffocate in shame but we re only going down in flames i m alive in here i ve been so insincere yeah disappeared i ve been so insincere yeah so insincere yeah so insincere yeah so insincere yeah sunshine burns above you hate myself to love you hate myself to love you yeah i ve gotta double down even i can t be proud at least i m gonna try even if i don t know why i m alive in here i ve been so insincere yeah disappeared i ve been so insincere yeah so insincere yeah so insincere yeah so insincere yeah