dear billy i must seem a distant memory which is probably a good thing and it will have been a long long time and i will have missed you growing and i ll have missed you crying and i ll have missed you laugh missed your stamping and your shouting i have missed telling you off but please billy know that i was always there i was with you through everything and please billy know that i will always be proud to have known you proud that you were mine proud in everything and you must promise me this billy in everthing you do always be yourself billy and you always will be true love you forever love you forever mam