you kept me on this pedestal no matter how much i let you down too long too long too long ain t going nowhere nowhere only only only she told me i m dying i m trying to survive never be enough if it just and now she questioning if it s real when i say i love you i guess it s hard to feel when i m never even there actions speak louder than words and they say i don t care but i know what s in my heart if you can hold it right now you see it s only beating cause you hold a nigga down think about that for a second now baby i can t say it s right when i m running through the night you re my shining star can t afford to lose your light so busy doing wrong will i ever get it right for you oh no she deserves something better and she know she does but i m never gonna let her cause she knows my love  you can never find another man cause i ain t never gonna understand if it ain t me for u me for u even though i m doing wrong girl u can never move along girl cause it s just me for you me for you and you for me that s the way it s gotta be even though i m in the streets fucking with these fucking freaks stupidly truthfully i know you been so through with me you put up with my foolery i guess you got so use to me and my infidelity and through the bad you saw the better man in me you picked me up every time they put me down you try to leave me imma tie you to the ground baby look what you ve allowed and i ll never found no nigga in my house she deserves something better and she know she does but i m never gonna let her kill a nigga dead that s just it meant nothing i was helping her margaret that s all the way you helped me i thought she was your friend so you wouldn t fuck her that language does not become you yes you d rather i be demure i d rather you be rational meaning what that i say nothing about what i see what i hear what have you heard that you are capable of anything and who told you that agent van alden while you were out campaigning well if you didn t tell me about it it couldn t have been very upsetting it made me sick to my stomach this whole arrangement does what arrangement that i m to accept what you tell me and ask nothing more that i aid you in the business you conduct and pretend i don t know what that business is i don t recall you ever saying no to anything i put in front of you you make a little noise every now and then to remind me what a good person you are but a good person wouldn t be here right now3