and i don t know what to say i m thinking about you it s hurting without you i never learn from my mistakes i feel fucked up today my demons cursing me as i m awake my head is spinning i can t explain your words are poison inside my veins you lied i don t believe you i can t relate you lied i hate your voice cause it sounds so fake and i don t know what to say i m thinking about you it s hurting without you i never learn from my mistakes i m thinking about you i m choking without you and i don t know what to say i should ve walked away and break the circle that never ends no other way to survive the pain it s either i kill or i will be killed you lied but i m still giving myself away you lied i don t regret every single day and i don t know what to say i m thinking about you it s hurting without you i never learn from my mistakes i m thinking about you i m choking without you and i don t know what to say  i think of you and i can t forget every word you said hurts inside my head cannot let you go things will never change i feel fucked up today it s either i kill or i will be killed and i don t know what to say i m thinking about you it s hurting without you i never learn from my mistakes i m thinking about you i m choking without you and i know right now there s no way that i will be killed you lied 