how can i become a man a man of god when in my mind im a man of a million lovers all my secrets kept deep beneath the covers my eyes twitch and twist oh what a mess my portrait has become what will i become what will i become my desire for love is tainted how am i the picture you painted my canvas is nothing my colors are disgusting it s haunting me i m so terrified that i won t break free it follows me follows me these earthly addictions are consuming me corruption corrodes my true reflections what kind of gentleman possesses these intentions to hide these filthy afflictions will i ever look at a woman in pure thought again or will i fulfil these slutty fantasies in my head am i imprisoned in this never ending sin free me from my lust restore my innocence sex sells i was born into a world of sin sex sells predestined to let these voices in it s haunting me i m so terrified that i won t break free it follows me follows me these earthly addictions are consuming me it s following me to the point of breaking my rotting soul is yours for the taking  she was my home the house of lust kept me warm at night but you pry open my eyes the house of lust was a house of lies she was my home the house of lust kept me warm at night but you pry open my eyes the house of lust was a house of lies i lost myself walking to a home that was burnt down years ago don t let me wither away don t let me wither away it s haunting me i m so terrified that i won t break free it follows me follows me these earthly addictions are consuming me it s following me to the point of breaking my rotting soul is yours for the taking what will i become what will i become what will i become what will i become 