you gotta shake gotta shake gotta shake this feeling that your heart is on a semi permanent vacation and the thump in your chest when you take a deep breath sounds like a beater on a broken drumhead you better double down on the turnaround there s a hole in your chest an ex lover s neck rest they would listen to the patterns of your heart beating in the middle of the night to sleep but nowadays you don t sleep you just stare at the ceiling and all the cracks run this way and that way make you remember when you stared at them together and you said you never want to fall in love again and your life is only bout surviving one endless tragedy and onward to the next and happiness is just an accident wearing different clothes gotta break gotta break gotta break this sealing cause your heart is bubble wrapped in permanent depression and the bump in your chest when you take a deep breath sure sounds like a beater on a broken drumhead you said you never want to fall in love again and your life is only bout surviving one endless tragedy and onward to the next and happiness is just an accident wearing different clothes you said you never want to make your bed again with emotions or anything that lets love in you d rather spend your nights with cut and dry desire so let your happiness retire and give up being human i wish i could join in never being human never let love back in