i m afraid i m gonna disappear if someone doesn t notice that i ve been around for years i m educated but i can t find words to say if it doesn t happen then i might just fade away i don t know what it is that makes my head spin i just wanna see the light that s trying to get in but it takes so long and it s always a process and i can t find the patience when i reach the punchline when we all reach the punchline let me deliver let me deliver when i reach the punchline when we all reach the punchline let me deliver let me deliver when i was young i knew exactly what to be surrounded by eccentrics and it kept me on my feet but the brains i had went all to my head and left my words tangled and darkened all i said i don t know what it is that fills my head with doubt i just wanna shine the light that s trying to get out but it takes so long and it s always a process and i can t find the patience when i reach the punchline when we all reach the punchline let me deliver let me deliver when i reach the punchline when we all reach the punchline let me deliver let me deliver