i m left with my lobotomy lost dreams of teenage piracy to scour night time city streets for benefits for all to reap and all of us and in all our scores we d run the streets they d lock their doors we re not a stop or detour we d take their world over and when its summer i ll smoke and choke and work on cancer and when they all leave i ll sleep all fucking winter but when the sun does rise i ll open up my eyes and start the day i woke up an adult today at a loss for the things to say and i think and try to start i m found here all these worlds apart on city streets in awe and stunned in burning heat of revolution and as age makes one older why can t we start this over and when its summer i ll smoke and choke and work on cancer when they all leave i ll sleep all fucking winter but when the sun does rise i ll open up my eyes and start the day i only smoke newports i only drink mexican coke i only surround myself with people that the world s lost all hope when i m at my end and i m surrounded by these friends well then i ll look back at my life and know it was no fucking joke i only smoke newports i only drink mexican coke i only surround myself with people that the world s lost all hope when i m at my end and i m surrounded by these friends well then i ll look back at my life and know it was no fucking joke