i am done being the selfless boy i m told i once was because nothing makes an asshole out of one more than love and on that truth i m dependent while i claim my independence i refuse to speak my mind i am a freak of my own kind too tired too tired for anything and nearing the bitter end of a weak and fraying string holding my indifference as a sign of my existence i am wholly what i lack so fuck this shitty track i tried but fuck trying when there s just doing and succeeding there s just proving it there s just living up to shit i m so sick of it i m so sick of it