i had it all figured out i wouldn t miss a thing i hope you re listening now i hope you hear me i m not sure what to say and i don t know how to respond tell me what to do if i can t be good enough i can t believe i stood so close to where i throw it all away there s nothing for me here anymore no reason i should stay break my heart and make it fast cause it s all already lost please say something just not that cause i can t feel anything at all i can t believe i stood so close to where i throw it all away there s nothing for me here anymore no reason i should stay tell me something i don t know or i hope i just forgot and i hope he makes you laugh like i never could and that s he s everything i m not and i just want the truth is it really all that hard but you won t get to watch when i fall apart i can t believe i stood so close to where i throw it all away there s nothing for me here anymore no reason i should stay tell me a lie that i ll believe and then maybe i ll forget and i can t be everything you need but i meant everything i said i can t believe i stood so close to where i throw it all away