you can chalk it up to manic tendencies attributes she has also given to you and me a lasting black cloud hovering unapologetically that serves to crush pure thought and pollute all that is humanity we are self serving slaving away to please ourselves we are the kings and servants all in one some more some less no dawn will come tomorrow darkness for a decade hold the ones you love close i can t say for sure when the sky will clear but it will for a while her words move through me like a wave of fear crashing down on me the panic strikes as strong as a god the tsar bomb overhead to free me empty shelves still stand where she used to keep her records theoretically speaking we will spend every minute of every hour of every day of every year replacing that vacant space mixed with our love and our fear understand that you will meet death before actual death no dawn will come tomorrow darkness for a decade hold the ones you love close i can t say for sure when the sky will clear but it will for a while her words destroy me like a wave of fear crashing down on me the panic strikes as strong as big brother the satellites overhead to oversee a life so low and undefined covering all vision a true rage that is blind we are naked without shelter and when this pill is forced down our throats we become numb a welcoming numbness that lies dormant until our end comes but this is not the end you see no dawn will come tomorrow darkness for a decade hold the ones you love close i can t say for sure when the sky will clear but it will for a while her words destroy me like a wave of fear crashing down on me the panic strikes as strong as big brother the satellites overhead to oversee