do you want to self torture like me my methods will show you the way find out her perfume and spray to see makes you believe she had stayed come on and get tortured with me we ll drink till there s nothing to say sit in the car hoping no one sees the smog helping you fade to grey so you soak in self loathing like me if not i can show you the way find out your innermost drive and please claw it and tear it away when you sit in self loathing like me you hope to just wither away turn up the hatred oh the end cometh nearer i pray well if i m to be tortured by me i ll do it the best so it hurts just as my best saw you up and leave my best will see me in this dirt come on throw on me handfuls of dirt yes my best will see me in this dirt 1