guidelines seem like expectations when a legacy is at stake inhuman ways can titillate or corrupt the best of minds i live to foresee memories are all that get me by are these images are they just fabrications of my own mind knowing tomorrow before it begins helps me feel deprived far from alive i don t know if i m going crazy but anything and everything seems so vague and it s okay lust and loathing these feelings you had but i wasn t out to get you i wasn t out to get you one day i ll be telling you to open up your eyes but for tonight i spend my days longing for night when darkness falls i long to thieve from myself and tear from my head how is it that i see before things have happened tell me what am i trapped in i just want my passion we paint a picture from inside our heads white dirty canvas to the pages i know as my security i live not to inspire myself i live not to grow old we live for the moment do not what we re told lust and loathing these feelings you had but i wasn t out to get you i wasn t out to get you one day i ll be telling you to open up your eyes but for tonight you should sleep away the guilt and live your life i can t believe that we ve come this far i thought everything we knew had fallen apart fallen had fallen apart i can t believe that we ve come this far i thought everything we knew had fallen apart had fallen