i m floating downstream alone in my sleep with my heart in my hands and weights chained to my feet i ve sunk to the bottom and now that i m down here it s not quite as bad as i ve dreamed if only i could be free from reality if only i could be free i ll throw away my mistakes with the past i m just as big as the shadow i cast forget about me you swim underneath underneath a sea a sea of faded dreams i ve sunk to the bottom and now that i m down here it s not quite as bad as i d dreamed if only i could be free from reality if only i could be free it s getting harder to deal with the motions it s getting harder to feel the emotion i ll throw away my mistakes with the past i m just as big as the shadow i cast i ll throw away my mistakes with the past i m just as big as the shadow i cast