i swear i don t belong here but i believe don t tell me this all comes from fear i promise i ll be different there s nothing left i m on my knees surrendering this can t be i didn t know i lost it all didn t know i d break and fall this isn t who i m meant to be there s so much here that i found missing lost it all you can hear the angels call this isn t who you re meant to be i lost it all now i m found missing i look in my reflection a stranger now a bully bows in redemption and if you can see the pain in my father s eyes as he told me goodbye honey don t be afraid i ll be here waiting at the end of your time i will learn to walk again again i didn t know i lost it all didn t know i d break and fall this isn t who i m meant to be i lost it all now i m found missing lost it all you can hear the angels call this isn t who you re meant to be i lost it all now i m found missing like a bomb in the night i will go to a different light i m at war my head open my eyes let the dust settle in i was just too afraid doing my best was never enough to really win i was told that this curse only gets worse if you never hurt or ask god for forgiveness for forgiveness yeah yeah i didn t know i lost it all didn t know i d break and fall this isn t who i m meant to be there s so much here that i found missing lost it all you can hear the angels call this isn t who you re meant to be i lost it all now i m found missing