well i was just a young man in the prime of my life and everything was going good everything was alright a just getting started out there in this big world i bought myself a home for me and my girl but then she went and lied to me man she played me for a fool she knew that she done me wrong she knew it wasn t cool and i kept on asking questions and it kept gettin worse one day i just might kill that bitch if the devil don t get me first cause the kind of life i m living ain t how it s supposed to be gettin fucked up to numb the pain from this life of agony and if i don t change my ways the next dead man will be me cause there ain t no doubt about it i m my own worst enemy well i should have seen it coming but my eyes were blind and now all i do is sit and drink away my sorrows all the time well i won t ever forget that shit until the day i die revenge is a dish best served cold and baby that a don t fuckin lie cause the kind of life i m living ain t how it s supposed to be getting fucked up to numb the pain from this life of agony and if i don t change my ways the next dead man will be me cause there ain t no doubt about it i m my own worst enemy