ah ah ah ah ah ah ah jade ah ah ah ah ah ah ah jade ah ah ah ah ah ah ah jade face black gave back wrong track wish you all could feel like this 12 9 will fuck this mind that is made to hate complete the task of humility restrained from who they want me to be that s what they want me to be that is not quite good enough for me fuck you and your thoughts on me fuck you and your thoughts of me fuck you how can i not be me fuck you i will never let you take me i will never be i can never see i can never change my maybe i should just end all this right here would you like that would you like that maybe you could cope knowing that you all have succeeded i am staying here to betray all of you i am staying here to betray all of you never failing me again never failing me again never fail  cut a little it bleeds slowly cut a little it bleeds slowly cut a little it bleeds slowly it bleeds slowly can t you see it ooze cut a little it bleeds slowly cut a little it bleeds slowly cut a little it bleeds slowly it bleeds slowly can t you see it ooze i m going to save me i m going to save me i m going to save me i m going to save me my eyes turn the color jade my eyes turn the color jade my eyes turn the color jade my eyes turn the color jade i look at everyone around me i am so sick of this place anyone and anything makes me sick i just want to end it all i return to my room walls white with black shades the reasons are not for your ears the feelings are not for your heart i circle in tears wishing hoping dreaming can i find a way out besides this i need it i want to be where you are i miss you i look at everyone around me i am so sick of this place anyone and anything makes me sick i just want to end it all i return to my room walls white with black shades oh how would red look in here the reasons are not for your ears the feelings are not for your heart i circle in tears wishing hoping dreaming can i find a way out besides this i need it i need it i want to be where you are i want to be where you are i want to be where you are i want to be where you are i want to be where you are i want to be where you are i want to be where you are