that s discipline most kids know that by the time they reach your age shut it keep it shut that s what i m gonna do yeah man s been in and out jail out of road then back in again trying to figure out how can i try begin again i m going all out to put my one and all in again it s going to get even harder this time to win again how can i begin to then get set to bust when i know that i m about to get left for dust just come around here and you ll see that nothing s left for us but keep your head above water blud cause it s a must for survival is trying to get through are you heading in a direction of where you re trying to get to don t let the pressure get you because the same things that distress you might depress you i m trying to do what the rest do i m trying to see my money stretch and see how far it gets to that s what i m gonna do yeah i ve sung my little heart out on these street corners rappin cause with no dough i ve known that it s never going to happen there can t be no shows without no financial backin and that s the only thing we ve been lackin now we re running round like madmen to get the money stackin to represent our art with a passion for my take one step forward is two steps back in and everything around me starts crashin true i know that hustling ain t the only thing i can do but i can t think of anything else to follow through i keep searching for the answers til i m left confused what i know is that my kids are needing jacket and shoes they need shelter and food and i m trying to do the best that i can do and i m finding it hard to follow through re arrested and i m looking to that s what i m gonna do yeah but i can t sit and screw car you do the crime and you do the time but don t do me like this when i m in my prime weren t it my time to step up and have my shine trying to show certain heads what s been on my mind now i m back in the grime with these long term crooks and these dirty screws giving me dirty looks outside the prison gate most of them man live shook cause they know that they re due to get their life took but me i spend my time writing my rhymes and hooks and trying to get my head down when i m reading my books until i m back out on road and looking frail and margo with nothing for my youth like a failed baby father i can t even come bearing gifts and i wish that this year i didn t get shift but i screw  that s what i m gonna do yeah and i got plans trust i got big dutty plans i want to rep for the mans all across the land and i got fans who say that they re all muddy fam whether black white young old woman or man and i ve got love for the creator and all above and all the little thugs that are down with us and i ve got hate from little dickheads off my estate who really don t know how to congratulate and i ve got hope so i keep my hopes high and i ll stick to my guns til the day that i die and it s pure truth i bring so i will not lie and this is what i m gonna do but watch why you won t catch a bly so trust you must try stay true to the heart and hold your head high cause me mate that s what i m gonna do yeah that s what i m gonna do yeah