goin through the same moment lookin at myself through the mirror closin myself in a bubble so i don t feed into the fear watchin the rain fall all i can ever do is hear it keepin my hopes high tryna keep up the fightin spirit ponderin about my life constantly givin myself these headaches i m shootin for the stars so i can one day have my space when i fall asleep i see dark shadows playin with my mind filled with darkness barely any light cause its the eclipse lullaby i don t take pills i deal with the fuckin pain but i feel like i have and its drivin me insane filled with so much side effects does it ever stop i m not into that stuff i don t even own a glock i was asked by my mother have i been into that stuff was told the way i was actin made me look like i was completely fucked it grew my fuckin rage which slowly grew over time i remember when it started the point where she crossed the line used to be bright as the sun but slowly started to fade talkin in my sleep dealin with what i made nothin but a nightmare walker makin my way onto the path the path welcomes me and it feels like its gonna last goin through the same moment lookin at myself through the mirror closin myself in a bubble so i don t feed into the fear watchin the rain fall all i can ever do is hear it keepin my hopes high tryna keep up the fightin spirit ponderin about my life constantly givin myself these headaches i m shootin for the stars so i can one day have my space when i fall asleep i see dark shadows playin with my mind filled with darkness barely any light cause its the eclipse lullaby niggas rappin about their pain and that s how some entered the game i do the same like polo g i write it then get ready to entertain shit i m in this bitch and now i gotta work my way outta this shit got my sights set on the dream niggas i m gonna be rich thought things would change but it still ends up as shit back to the beginin holdin on to a fucked up wish its really typical to even hope for a better path the eclipse lullaby somethin i can t get past i like to be alone just me and my music my music will help me as i up the level of my fame and money that s all i ll ever need distance from my family will change the inner me goin through the same moment lookin at myself through the mirror closin myself in a bubble so i don t feed into the fear watchin the rain fall all i can ever do is hear it keepin my hopes high tryna keep up the fightin spirit ponderin about my life constantly givin myself these headaches i m shootin for the stars so i can one day have my space when i fall asleep i see dark shadows playin with my mind filled with darkness barely any light cause its the eclipse lullab