look another day i feel like sinking to the floor bullshit spottin is gettin hard to ignore sweat leakin out my pores tryna work it out grindin til i m burnin out stressed by the ones that i m concerned about dad s gettin older i m worryin bout his health at weekly dinners i try to reach him and offer help feel like i m talking to myself but i do not react i know you re listening maybe i ll reach you through a track i m doing everything i can and tryna make it back had to modify the approach since the label collapse i wrestle with guilt for not bridgin the gap maybe if i was one the scene i coulda kept the team attached maybe hop woulda never snapped over somethin so petty maybe i coulda eased the tension when shit got heavy maybe the ill mind woulda been the fv 2016 and the fans would finally see the true potential of the label when we re moving like a unit always had the hardest squad i guaranteed the breakup proves it i couldn t make it back to make an earnest contribution now the slate has been erased and we just have to keep it movin and i will and even though it s hard to overlook the shame i feel the future s lookin bright we got a following to build the lane s wide open and gettin bigger but the doubt gets overwhelming times i wanna reconsider call it quits and walk away i hear my grandma s gettin sicker struggling to fight dementia i can t lie and say i miss her good intentions fallin short relationships are fading quicker the same people talking down are counting on me to deliver shit is backwards but i know it s love i see it s gettin hard to think and easier to judge the attention we think we need is like a fuckin drug chasin a high to feel alive the world is goin numb what have we become but that s alright it s okay we re shaking off these long nights and cold days and ain t no way i m lookin back now even when it hurts to smile i just turn the music loud tune out go head and let the feelin take me away take me away take me away take me away take me away take me away
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