i pray on my knees what are you trying to show me god tell me please because it s driving me crazy am i sick fanatic or possessed by a demon inside me that is poisoning my soul deep from within the fear the fear that s imprisoned me here caused by these blackouts and nightmares that seem to have come from nowhere i m scared am i ill and impaired or am i bound by a curse from an evil so i ll say a prayer please god please purge out this torment inside me the night caught fire the dark sunk in i felt the venom deep within myself a toxic war we ve all got something to live for i must contain my lunacy keep up the front that i m okay my burdens i must ignore we ve all got something to live for i don t know why i faint but these blackouts create these visions in my head of hate am i sick or is there more than it seems at first glance is there a message hidden deep within these dreams please god please purge out this torment inside me set me free or have you forsaken me the night caught fire the dark sunk in i felt the venom deep within myself a toxic war we ve all got something to live for i must contain my lunacy keep up the front that i m okay my burdens i must ignore we ve all got something to live for  locked away i ll hide out feels like i ve come undone or i can leave now but where can i go where can i run we ve all got something to live for gotta open my eyes to see through the storm and i try to maintain the illusion of glee that makes me seem okay day by day but it s starting to destroy me i ll live a lie keep it inside i ll live a lie i ll live a lie the night caught fire the dark sunk in i felt the venom deep within myself a toxic war we ve all got something to live for i must contain my lunacy keep up the front that i m okay my burdens i must ignore we ve all got something to live for i ll live a lie