the balance of emotions is important to a well rounded personality but emotions out of control well i ve yet to feel what could be called peace of mind and every single morning he wake up to an alarm wake his kids to go to school and sip his coffee in his car he had a 45 minute commute to get to work hop in the truck delivery route he d drive around with dreams of winning the lotto while his wife was sitting scheming about sipping the bottle she d bitch and scream and they would fight most nights after he worked a long day keeping on those lights he loved her though she loved liquor loyal to a fault his kids wonder why he stuck with her thought if he kept the family together something would change in her thing would have to get better stood by her til death when most wouldn t bother and if you still haven t guessed this man is my father he taught me loyalty and love so i respect that man the reason i m the man i am i hope you find some peace of mind i came here tonight i ve yet to feel what could be called peace of mind i told myself there s no way i could watch it happen i d have to leave the room and let the doctor s handle it and then come back in i ve never been as wrong as that look at that woman no look at that powerful soul i ve never seen anyone be as strong as that they say the baby takes the father s image first i went back and checked the photo from my own birth it was identical he looks more like his mother now and that s more than acceptable beyond the eat your vegetables and brush your teeth talk i locked the balcony like what if he sleep walk might sound ridiculous but that s just the icing on the cake no sugar for two years now all he wants is icing on the cake peace of mind is a mystery but after true love everything else prior misery i promise you creating life is a self fulfilling prophecy born 11 11 11 shit i should play the slot machine i hope you find some peace of mind 
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