backwards leaving game we re beating stupid reasons useless feelings i wasn t that surprised awkward attempts to stay gone i remain unknown i m bleeding where i bled i m hiding where i hid i m entertained in sicker things and everybody said i m burning out instead the softer side of unbearable feel castrated complicated feelings fleeted mind mistreated i wasn t that prepared just wanted to disappear i remain unknown i m bleeding where i bled i m hiding where i hid i m entertained in sicker things and everybody said i m burning out instead the softer side of unbearable comin around comin down givin a frown to the sound when i hit ground i hate the way that i say i should stay when i know that i don t give a fuck about it anyway stay awake feeling cold and tired resignation life s forsaken i should have thought ahead  and i remain unknown i m bleeding where i bled i m hiding where i hid i m entertained in sicker things and everybody said i m burning out instead the softer side of unbearable i m sicker than i thought i m fighting what i fought i m right back where i started from backwards leaving game we re beating