i ve become obsessed with my high school yearbook teenagers peering with wondrous eyes through the lens of what they ll become their unfulfilled lives of marriages mortgages maybe i am becoming too marginalized when i was young i believed in love but hey i also believed in god i know i know i know i know i wanna believe believe i love you again i believe in a suburban heaven blissfully ignorant i know i know it s not so bad i should just settle down settle down and settle down just settle down settle down settle down i wanna have sex with all my old girlfriends again i swear it s just the familiarity i miss ah fuck it it s just typical male conquest you know the world don t revolve around your prick just ask your old girlfriends we were so earnest we were damned if we could just have one more chance i know i know i know i know we ve all got lives of our own cats and kids and husbands and homes so won t you please let go i know i know i know i should but i know i won t i know i should but i know i won t yeah i know i should those drunken nights passed out on the laptop looking up old acquaintances there must be something i ve lost something i ve forgot that keeps me digging up these corpses some midlife death wish won t you leave those poor girls alone they don t need you anymore i know i know i know i know but still i wonder if they ever feel empty like something is missing they don t they don t they don t they don t they don t