deeper down i lie and in it all the night that i may never see what s become of me the wolves howl above yet for i the peace that was once now has passed the caleche rattles by and again the sustenance of life continues on its path a dark trip with nothing more to see the immortal soul s final destiny the enlightenment undoes the self ancient ways in infinite chaos unfolds unwilling yet to see infinite scenes on my canvas are scrolled predacious creature with only a mind to feed the lust that wells within becomes as faltered as the seed that germinates within barren and arid soil a wanton desire to be fought by nature and all her course a discourse upon the lie untold that i may remove the self and with it all the duplicities of old sacrarium within the mud and clay yet still with heightened awareness i sense the passing of the day into dusk and further into night again my mistress calls me to be with what is mine by right winnowing images like life so flows the lie spuriosity embracing me interring me i am undone within i have seen one thousand twilights besmeared by western paling lights and in their wake the primal forces gathered to unite as one the time of darkness is upon us finally to cleanse the brood my pride my will my lust unending will return me to the world for unto me chaos rapture i was never to be whole again undone within