i inhale water i sink for a few days i m still waiting i m not moving i m gonna push until there s nothing left to lose give me regret yeah break me now i m still waiting i m believing you put your faith and left me here to die help make things clear just bring me back i m still waiting i m still waiting i m still waiting put these thoughts to rest i m standing my ground i m still breathing i m not moving i m gonna cut gonna change and i ll never try help make things clear help bring me back i still can t decide if i m dead or just not alive i want to keep breathing just not in my own skin i m still waiting i m not moving i m gonna push until there s nothing left to lose i m still waiting i m not moving i m gonna cut gonna change and i ll never try help make things clear help bring me back i inhale water i sink for a few days i inhale water won t find me for days i still can t decide if i m dead or just not alive i want to keep breathing just not in my own skin i ll stab myself to death i ll tie you up and make you watch it