now im weighing out my options but the devils hours growing near restless legs keep shakin i dont know how long i can stay here cause every city and in between all feels the same to me i swear this life will be the death of me no matter what i do or say selfless selfish its all the same blood sweat and tears countless years branded hands tied disrespected lets see how far this dead horse can fall cause youre too crazy to love thats what you always said to me as you pressed your body close to mine you tried to break all the good still left in me ill crawl farther than youve walked now watch me pick it up rage against the tattered planks sifting through the cesspool of forgotten memories and trudge through the fallen pillars of a city built to crumble as we waste away prioritize and memorize a script to fit the string of lies just forgotten numbers on a windmill of corpses well ive stumbled from your shadow no longer property to your hateful schemes translucent bones have turned to steel to pity the weak fool  cause youre too crazy to love thats what you always said to me as you pressed your body close to mine you tried to break all the good still left in me ill crawl farther than youve walked now watch me pick it up