i feel most alive when i m listening to every record that hits harder than the pain i try a lot to write i try to use my brain but every time i try my heart gets in the way i ve never been alright i ve never been okay i never cared if i was cool fit in or anything i have an absent mind i m never listening i m a kind of misfit kid just floating in this daze ride the wild haze i get really high i stay up for days i come back down and somehow things are all the same let s get fucking wild holy and strange let s make the loudest sounds until we feel something ride the wild haze get high enough to feel alive 