it s the hole that was made in my head from the mistakes that ive made from everything that i ve lost to everything that i ve gained its my friends i want to try and keep close but lack of conversation formulates them all into ghosts it s the cave that was made of my chest formed by the long nights of thought from everything i am to everything that i m not it s the love i want to keep in my heart but lack of motivation seems to rip them apart it s the girls that i honestly loved but never took it that far because thought with my head and should of thought with my heart it s the things that i d preferably change but there s no changing the past and im only to blame its the memories haunting all of my dreams like there s a message beneath i tried to dig up the dead but words got stuck in my teeth it seems ive lost all of my touch or maybe it s because i m shallow and enough is never enough i don t want to be this way forever i know theres more than meets the eye can you feel it now can you feel it now i can t shake this feeling out of me though my bones are strong my lungs are weak can you feel it now can you feel it now i ve come a long way back from where i was before all i want is some fucking change can you blame me for wanting that i will open up like it s my last day home i know what i do and i do it well i do it so well it s not where you are it s who you re with it s not what you have it s what you make with it sink oh how i sink there s an anchor wrapped around my neck and dragging me beneath i called you out like the storm in the sky then you poured out an ocean s worth of despondency cut me loose make it clean make the whole damn world collapse in disbelief forget the past don t let it show just admit the fact you fucked things up and let it go