ah the sun disappeared right before my eyes my heart turned and walked away i gave you the keys to an open door and you threw them right back at me once again i m alone with a pain in my chest so sad so sad so low the clouds start to gather here comes the rain you meant more than you could know i can t say i miss you you re always around i can t say i love you cause you ll cut me down i m wounded and hurt and that s my fault but i made my decision with my back to the wall and i gotta move on from here i ve done all that i can do yeah i gotta move on from here i ve been swimmin upstream for you  as time passes by i can t explain it s hard to be next to you is it my face or is it everything that you re not attracted to i m so lost and confused when i look at you your eyes your lips so soft and then when you see me i turn away cause i know that i turn you off i can t say i miss you you re always around i can t say i love you cause you ll cut me down i m wounded and hurt and that s my fault but i made my decision with my back to the wall and i gotta move on from here i ve done all that i can do yeah i gotta move on from here i ve been swimmin upstream for you i ve been swimming upstream for you i ve been swimming upstream for you yeah i ve been swimming upstream for you i ve been swimming upstream for you