like an old man on his way to the grave i never stay out late i m in too much pain darling i can t walk that fast when you see me coming please don t laugh on my broken back please forget i said it i knew that i d regret it i m not myself hundred miles of bridges burned will you still be here when i return none of your concern i ll invite you all to my pity party i m the host tonight serving up my pride please forget i said it i never even meant it i m not myself what s a year in life just some made up time all in all i think i ll be just fine please forget i said it i knew that i d regret it i m not myself i don t wanna die just yet not as long as i can be your friend i remember when please forget i said it i knew that i d regret it i m not myself i m not myself