i m still that strung out broken mess i know i don t know me at all please let me move on and forget i know i don t know what i want i believe i believe it s killing me killing me i believe i believe waiting by the phone staring at the ceiling staring at the ceiling laying here alone staring at the ceiling staring at the ceiling wishing you were here staring at the ceiling staring at the ceiling days turned into years staring at the ceiling staring at the ceiling please don t leave me inside my head i lost all sense of self control i ll drown in smoke and cigarettes cause i can t do this on my own waiting by the phone staring at the ceiling staring at the ceiling laying here alone staring at the ceiling staring at the ceiling wishing you were here staring at the ceiling staring at the ceiling days turned into years staring at the ceiling staring at the ceiling i am not who i thought i was can you show me who i am tonight i am not who i thought i was can you show me who can you show me who staring at the ceiling staring at the ceiling staring at the ceiling staring at the ceiling waiting by the phone staring at the ceiling staring at the ceiling laying here alone staring at the ceiling staring at the ceiling wishing you were here staring at the ceiling staring at the ceiling days turned into years staring at the ceiling staring at the ceiling i believe i believe it s killing me killing me i believe i believe it s killing me killing me