the rain fell harder that night i drove home alone in july i couldn t tell between the rain or the tears in my eyes it was all a blur as i realized i saw your face i saw your smile i lost control of the wheel til my knuckles bled im calling out your name but no one heard me scream god please save me cause i dont want to fall and i cant take any more the tree around the bend was calling out my name like branches to hands begging to take me away but i ran and always looked back i always looked back i always fucking looked back i often think of the night i drove home alone swerving back and forth down the street from home some nights i wish i hit that tree so death could take me away and finally go to sleep so finally go to sleep