looking for reasons to call you i just want to hear you say that you re okay yeah you re okay at least a couple times a day still feel sick before i see you even though it s been a while but when you open the door and you look at me it fades away and i can smile how can you ever feel sorry how can you ever love me how can you ever feel less than what you should be less than what you should be did you think i was pretending when i said you were divine i m full of worthless thoughts but even so to you i d never lie so when you want to tell me secrets with tears in your lovely eyes i ll try to comfort you make you feel okay but on the inside i could die how can you ever feel sorry how can you ever love me how can you ever feel less than what you should be less than what you should be