even though it doesn t show sometimes my shoulders get sore from carrying what feels like the world but i thank god that i m alright no one else can carry the load that s why i never gave into the struggle yeah lord give me strength for this cross through this forgiveness with every day that i lost mind full of the evil that people against you be lovin i m filled with the corruption of sin sick and destruction yeah so many skeletons my mind s become a grave site spirit so afflicted it s been hard for me to pray at night bring into perfection a sinner that lay with the lies filled with the pride that cast lucifer out of the sky my mind lust driven can t keep it off these women they hittin my seven on the daily to come and get it mailin in every day i wake attacked by all the bigotry praying for the fruit of the spirit but need a bigger tree even though it doesn t show sometimes my shoulders get sore from carrying what feels like the world but i thank god that i m alright no one else can carry the load that s why i never gave into the struggle at the end of the day i m just a broken vessel tired and stressed out looking for an escape route and for the longest there was nights filled with fornication even wives givin into my affirmation i tried to mask it prayin it don t ever reach the surface i look at my choices and often question was it worth it the fact that i still question that s crazy to me i lowered my core values knowin none of that garbage was funny got me feelin bummy they came to steal and kill and i ain t lyin when i tell you that the struggle s real hands together prayin daily for holy ambitions and the pure heart fully up to god s vision even though it doesn t show sometimes my shoulders get sore from carrying what feels like the world but i thank god that i m alright no one else can carry the load that s why i never gave into the struggle