i know that i say i don t like drama but quiet seems so scary to me when everybody s gone and the candles are all blown out and it s just me i m thinking about homework that is due tomorrow dancing all alone at prom and oh that boy that i thought was here to stay i m thinking about how i yelled at my mama i hope she knows that i m sorry and why aren t me and dad on the same page i know that i should really stop and start to learn to call on you first but bear with me i m only sixteen i know that i say i m ready to get older but it s scarier than i thought it would be people keep on asking about my future when i just wanna wear sweatpants eat pizza and ice cream but i m thinking about what i m gonna wear tomorrow am i cute enough to model all those girls that i thought would be my friends i m thinking about how i yelled at my mama i hope she knows that i m sorry and why aren t me and dad on the same page i know that i should really stop and start to learn to call on you first but bear with me i m only sixteen i wanna pray and tell you what s on my heart but i m kinda scared that i don t know where to start so all that i can do is talk to you like a friend and ask if we can start again cause i don t wanna wait till tomorrow to tell you all about my sorrows even when you don t speak i know you ll be listening so i come to you with an open heart knowing you have open arms and if i fall on to my knees i know you re gonna catch me i m sorry that it took so long for me to learn that i should call you first bear with me i m only sixteen