i believed that love was sacred as i dove blindly into her sea you see that warm embrace felt more like drowning as endless waves crashed over me she was an insatiable black hole feeding off my mind and off my soul i find love humilating sick and desperate need that drains me god i hope i never feel again but i ve never been loved by an angel i ve never felt anything so pure i ve never been loved by an angel until tonight when your heaven filled my world she showed me love could lift me higher with a kiss she reparied these broken wings she revived my fading spirit restored my faith in everything i have never felt i had a home even in a crowd i felt alone i d almost given up on life i believed it s all a lie and never thought i d ever feel again i believed in nothing but you believe in me i thought that life was worthless but you told me i m a star 