i cannot control the way i feel she said won t you play with something real i was different from the others boys always watching never wanting more i cannot control the things i do she said won t you come i wanted to taken to another place in time never felt this good or been so high is it any wonder what we are doing here you cannot control this anymore my dear is it any wonder what we are doing now you cannot control me anymore tried to live without you for a while and i can now control you with a smile tried to live my life just for a while and i can now control you with a smile i cannot control the way i feel she said all of this was never real i am no different than the other boys i will leave you never wanting more is it any wonder what we are doing here you cannot control this anymore my dear is it any wonder what we are doing now you cannot control me anymore tried to live without you for a while and i can now control you with a smile tried to live my life just for a while and i can now control you with a smile