yeah sometimes im out of control doing things you shouldnt know wasting my time choking on a notion yeah im gonna stop trying being something im not i dont care to be it i dont care to be hot i just want restitution from the problems that i got and keep the new ones from attaching to the ones that i forgot lately ive been stealthy stepping in the background still as the night only doing what i wanna do and what i wanna do is strike when its right im gonna flow like water but burn like a flame light fire to my desire turn my losses into gain cause ive been thinking lately who i used to be who i wanna be how will i be different this week yeah im meditating planning and preparing no more regretting resetting wont be letting my anxiety take control anymore because today i know im better than before yeah sometimes im out of my mind wrapped up in useless advice wasting my time choking on a notion yeah sometimes im out of control doing things you shouldnt know wasting my time choking on a notion notion yeah im choking on a notion notion yeah in these shallow relationships i know the paper is the chemistry and the physics it moves the world around and i know i need to listen but its hard to stay calm and collected every time i get thrown in collection because i wanted a nice education with papers to prove my qualification but now the most important documentation i own is the notice on my door for my eviction but were not giving up were just getting our things together setting gears in motion as i drive away forever using car speakers to produce our music might not be perfect but the beatll make you lose it were calling ourselves just by what we do carpoolparty nice to meet you were not letting our anxiety take control anymore because we know were better than before yeah sometimes im out of my mind wrapped up in useless advice wasting my time choking on a notion yeah sometimes im out of control doing things you shouldnt know wasting my time choking on a notion notion yeah im choking on a notion notion yeah im choking on a yeah sometimes im out of my mind wrapped up in useless advice wasting my time choking on a notion yeah sometimes im out of control doing things you shouldnt know wasting my time choking on a notion notion yeah im choking on a notion notion yeah