alone and still and barely breathing i lie awake and watch you dreaming i hold you close as if to reason with all the years i wish i knew i never said enough to make it up to you i barely gave enough to you to make it through i never said enough to you my love i lie awake and all i see is the day we lay on golden beaches the deepest eyes they couldn t see that the world would fade i know i couldn t even say enough to make it up to you i barely gave enough for you to make it through i never gave enough to you my love i never said enough to you my love i lie awake and watch you dreaming alone and still and barely breathing