it s eleven fifty nine it s the story of my life and everything that could change in it it s eleven fifty nine it s the minute i could die and be lost to the end god save me the clock counts down to my demise each faucet drip pierces my ears and swells my eyes with tears i feel one now it burns as it runs down my face i want to save myself but now i fear it s far too late fate hides outside worries run through my mind what will i find what will i find under your medals uniforms and mini model t s a dirty secret that you never wanted us to see lost in the rain i m abandoned and betrayed the predator s been preying all along and i m the game i should have known should have seen the signs cause never were they clearer i m a mess how will i ever survive the clock is ticking away it s counting down the minutes to the seconds of the rest of our lives you re sick you re a plague on me cyanide you are the poison on society you re slowly killing me perverted twisted fantasy how could you do this to me your lies have forsaken me we were a family this proof just can t exist refuse to believe in this god i should have known god i should have known these pictures of your victims some of them just barely teens in silver frame your latest victim it s a picture of me  i m starving but i can t seem to eat i m so tired but i won t fall asleep i won t lie down i ve got to lie down fuck i can t i can t breathe i should have known you were the one who d take it all away from me we fell in love we shared a life you vowed it all to me your lies have forsaken me we were a family 