looking back at me i see that i never really got it right i never stopped to think of you i m always wrapped up in things i cannot win you are the antidote that gets me by somethin strong like a drug that gets me high what i really meant to say is i m sorry for the way i am i never meant to be so cold never meant to be so cold what i really meant to say is i m sorry for the way i am i never meant to be so cold never meant to be so cold cold to you i m sorry bout all the lies maybe in a different light you can see me stand on my own again cause now i can see you are the antidote that got me by somethin strong like a drug that got me high what i really meant to say is i m sorry for the way i am i never meant to be so cold never meant to be so cold what i really meant to say is i m sorry for the way i am i never meant to be so cold never meant to be so cold i never meant to be so cold i never really wanted you to see the screwed up side of me that i keep locked inside of me so deep it always seems to get to me i never really wanted you to go so many things you should have known i guess for me there s just no hope i never meant to be so cold  what i really meant to say is i m sorry for the way i am i never meant to be so cold never meant to be so cold what i really meant to say is i m sorry for the way i am i never meant to be so cold never meant to be so cold9