if you need me i ll be out with the night if you need me i ll be up with the moon watch me changing as you turn out the light watch me changing as i leave your cocoon i m like a ghost a vampire in the mirror you re the beast that s waiting to feed lord of the flies you think that you are the leader you act so big and watch it bleed how can i change when you re the disaster how can i let go i m not holding on every time i stand you pull me down down how can i change when you re the disaster because you need me like a throat needs a knife you re the cross and i am jesus christ i am the corpse you are the maggots inside me now it s time to give up the fight cut it out get the abortion cut it up just feed my organs shoot it up cut through the bullshit making love to her cadaver like i said i had to stab her my heart can t get much blacker how can i change when you re the disaster how can i let go i m not holding on every time i stand you pull me down down how can i change when you re the disaster disaster call me all the things you wanna you think i don t know oh bastard you got me started but what do i know whoa how can i change when you re the disaster how can i let go i m not holding on every time i stand you pull me down down how can i change when you re the disaster 