i feel i m not the same i m alive but something s changed like every leaf that is falling to the ground it s still alive but not the same oh no oh no these are the times we all feel pain a helping hand would be nice to feel again for a simple man who s down on his knees oh i m begging you please oh won t you help me understand yeah come on and shine your light on me i need a friend to help me see cause every time i open my eyes i know i don t wanna wake up and make the same mistakes it happens to me all the time if i lie i lose it all if i stand or if i fall i ve got to lay it all on the line i see a child at play i feel the struggle through each and everything even though i know that you re miles away i m just dying to hear you say hello  i get so lost in my disease i m missing precious memories every time i open my eyes i know i don t wanna wake up and make the same mistakes it happens to me all the time if i lie i lose it all if i stand or if i fall i ve got to lay it all on the line and i swear this time i ll get it right and i swear this time i m gonna lay it all out on the line on the line oh we get so lost in what to be we live and die and try to please and every time i open my eyes i know i don t wanna wake up and make the same mistakes it happens to me all the time if i lie i lose it all if i stand or if i fall i ve got to lay it all on the line oh no hmmm1