you had the best of me according to your idea of how you wanted me i grew so tired of being so many versions of me i gave up i lay awake and i dream about a place i can call home where i am free and i can be myself and i wont give this up for anything or anyone i am awake and dreaming i am giving up the dead im letting go of the fear and i will move ahead i have found room in my soul reverse where ive been led i embrace the worthy thoughts i lay awake and i dream about a place i can call home where i am free and i can be myself and i wont give this up for anything not anymore i am awake and dreaming i ve grown tired of this web feeling trapped within this end not sure what i have lined up though i no longer feel the dread i will chase what is beyond i will find myself where i am taken for ill be there for a reason i lay awake and i dream about a place i can call home where i am free and i can be myself and i wont give this up for anything not anymore i am awake and dreaming and dreaming and dreaming