we both dreamed a white fence would wrap our front yard how my arms have held you all these years now i wake in the morning and roll to find you damn you sunshine and the shadows you make if you dont love me anymore if you dont love you dont love me anymore im gonna go out knowing i tried persistent if you dont want me anymore if you dont want you dont want me anymore persistent so i know i tried i did my best now i must survive and keep pushing on i had a daughter as tall as i am in my sleep i see the craziest things over her shoulder i saw you smiling now i dont want to wake up and it fades when id swim in the ocean id miss your skin so fair the summer would burn it when id hike up a mountain id miss your smile youd love the view from the top of it i would be reminded every day i would be reminded every day of my shame