and its my fault my fault that i waited my fault i was faded when i knew you i let you sink i let you curve i let you slip with unsaid words i watched the spark that you had for me die right in front of me i take small steps to get my best and forget who you are kid heres to hoping that heres to hoping that i can live with myself heres to hoping that heres to knowing that im still right here without you so ill keep my head straight and wander through life hoping you saved a place for me and maybe youll go there to ponder sometimes on the nights we came so damn close i bet you wont i bet you wont oh whoa oh whoa oh whoa oh whoa heres to hoping that heres to hoping that i can live with myself heres to hoping that heres to knowing that im still right here without you1