you say i need you but how about the demons in my head i m sure you don t miss them i m sure you don t miss them cup my ears over and over when you speak and i can t believe that you are here i hate your eyes it s been nice without you and every word you say affecting me keep your hands and your knees because you ll need them later you always smell the same everything smells of you i hate your eyes you always smell the same everything smells of you you wanted it all but now you can t see what you adored in me kill me again and again so i can relive every moment with you 