i m not awake it s just a message from my body i m wide awake until your voice rinses over me why don t i mean what i say when i say hi to you it s not so easy walking by bumping into you moving over what s inside making space for the first time in my life i want to know when it hits it s not the feeling i just know i m not used to it looking around it s like i m deaf and moving slow is this the end my head is ringing on its own i miss my life i miss my bed bring me back home where do i go to get the feelings in my toes moving over what s inside making space for the first time in my life i want to know when it hits it s not the feeling i just know i m not used to it i want to know when it hits it s not the feeling i just know i m not used to it