dive into this still life embrace it as you lose the thread im the only one to witness your downfall for centuries weve been running late over and over again but right there on the following page i can see it come to an end its where im heading now do i frustrate you she said i really dont mean to were merely lucky collections of particles and some stick together more than others maybe ours are not supposed to catch on my thoughts and considerations are drops in an ocean and my body is a shell very close to the one you are wearing so why think about more than that stretching out this thing gives me purpose she said and i will create something within that that makes me happy lives would pass in sailing cities there on our fabricated islands and the memories distort before i can tell for centuries theyve been fading over and over again but right there on the following page i can see it come to an end its where im heading now so maybe you should give this stretched out thing to someone else he said right now it repels me like i am made of its complete opposite matter i could reinvent myself and create a different surface to stay under one that you recognize and you are familiar with but i am pretty sure it will not be a sustainable solution all i want is to be free even if that means i will have nothing to distract me so what will make you free she asked to rely on nobodys affection and only know that your work is a distraction from the fact that there is no purpose purpose purpose purpose