if i could make it to my funeral i d scan the crowd for you while all the speeches spill my life as suicide i d buy a ticket from the scalper just to show i hate the system and you soon know i didn t really care at all now i m alive so you can watch me from the heavens as i rain down on your head tell me what you ve always wanted and i ll give you love instead and when i wake up from this dream it s you that i ll regret if i have to break a promise to you i ll break my hand instead you thought that i d put down my pen but instead i put down the pills that keep me from the edge of breaking down in the back of this hotel room i saw you standing in the corner of court with a fist full of evidence that led to this whole situation of me and my plea for insanity i ll take you on now i m alive i ll take you on so you can watch me from the heavens as i rain down on your head tell me what you ve always wanted and i ll give you love instead and when i wake up from this dream it s you that i ll regret if i have to break a promise to you i ll break my hand instead if i could make it to my funeral i d smile to the crowd and say to dry your tears cause i m finally alive so you can watch me from the heavens as i rain down on your head tell me what you ve always wanted and i ll give you love instead and when i wake up from this dream it s you that i ll regret if i have to break a promise to you i ll break my hand instead