it s been hard to enjoy a smile when your life all trash most of my people flew to heaven damn i still ain t packed i been searching for better days like my shit been jack my last five been hell im just trying to get that back i done built one hell of a story trying to get that sack so many nights hanging on corners like a fucked up wreck with everything falling apart i m trying to keep shit intact i pray i don t go in reverse and have to whip that crack i done witnessed too many switches so my days don t trust shit my spirit stay under pressure trying to hold so much devil around the corner guess he still on that fucked shit been fighting since i was 12 hell i still ain t done shit everyone counting on me hope my numbers dont fall short im still battling snakes coming at me in all sorts trying not to get bit i gotta win like all sports still trying to sail this ship when they closed off all ports yeah i see it but they gonna have to see me too kinda hard to vision a dream when you re stuck in a nightmare everything point against your love don t fight fair enemies playing angels only hoping your life spare sick of walking these shoes i m trying to find me the right pair streets yelling out king i guess i m still in the right chair trying to delete my circle before it s got by the right square been chosen their bed though it gave me a light scare feel like everyone watching even if it s a light stare looking at everyone who said fuck me i gotta fade em and what they know don t apply if i trip out can t no one save em i know i m in god s favor therefore i can never hate em just sit you up with the business and shake em up til i wake em don t wait on me my ride is in motion trying to make it when my kids turned 17 it was toasting seen too many take advance so i just focus on coasting i ve acquire to be greater so this show i was hosting g this is the trip aint it it s all good nigga i m still at it nigga yeah i m on it my inner spirit keep telling me trae you not a loser go lose them niggas in traffic and get them for what they do s ya nigga was getting older walking talking and laughing and talking shit at the same time funny how time is passing lil jared is fly as a hulk i know them girls gonna be in trouble you can tell when he talk it ain t a game baby houston is a star i can feel it give them a year i swear he gonna be hot as a skillet i know my life ain t been the best but i could say i m alive i m thanking god that i ain t die i m out here trying to survive a lot of people seen me hurting so they turned away went about their business i came in this alone so i m gonna be there when i finish i prayed to get out the hood this lil nigga that could i say it ain t all bad i m just trying to make it for good mama told me to win i ma do my best just so i can make her proud before either one of us make it to a cloud  and i ma do that forreal bet your life on that one come on i got it tell them niggas watch me yeah tell them niggas watch me yeah tell them niggas watch me i tried to tell em watch1