somebody gives a call voice plastered against the wall make your choice faster don t let us all dissolve it s boisterous and let it all fall because when spring brings the moisture next thing will be fall summer skipped don t wonder if i love you because of this humongous bliss that s hung over my head dropped like an anchor the anchor just dropped i stopped my anger i thought to thank her but didn t know exactly how to say i love you because sometimes its too hard i have my own feelings i have my own guards what is it for i don t know but i m a human and such defense mechanisms sentences wisdom and my crutches so i hold em in smoke em in quick but you need to know that it still was that bliss it still was bliss that dropped on my head that s why i m looking up until the day that i m lying in the sky the lion tried i was lying if i said i didn t love you any second even if it was just in my face even if i said i don t want to talk i need my space i loved you every second even if i couldn t see grace on the beautiful sweet sweeping mistakes that we both make i m sorry if i couldn t show my true feelings i m a robotic psychotic peeling back so i can see the true nature of my future and my hunger and the things that make me wonder why we re not just holding hands glued together why we don t even know each other we know each other a lot but i bet we could know each other a little bit better it s only one year of pressure we can make it with more effort i let hurt build up in my body til i breathe it out then i can see without my own strains my own conditions my own pictures frames i wish the both of us could silently sit in my own submission my own forbidden ungiven that s where i start to search but it hurts if you don t come first i search i search it hurts so bad my feelings i take em i scrape the scabs i m mad at pan at babes at days at looking at my own face trying to find my space i m feeling the noise the language it builds i try to destrangle it resuscitation live and guilt dying still i try to see it for my own eternal children inside but the guilt trip continues to grow my tissues aren t sewn with a thread the same as yours i don t know where you have been i don t know with all my toys i don t know what i did wrong every person i affect i just want to take my saw and just come and stab my neck that ain t bad that ain t good it s told me nothing at all it s an opinion formatting as we all just sing this song we take it all the time take advice take my life take me with a knife and just stab me in my heart well let s take a second walking through my mind to find my optics my databases i m feeling so good so many memories i don t want to go close to i leave it alone a closed file classified i just leave it to zone right now isolated but together with other configurations freestyling is so cold i m so cold with this moderation modulation vibration feel it like my nation overstatin some underground shit for satan and hell we debatin whether or not we should fight now hey yo fuck later hey yo we should fight right now left in the right blaow watch out apocalypse revelations seperatin our soul who s watching us cameras got eyes in em big brother s clockin us who s workin for them dollars who does the sponsorship who s face is on your bills who s got your little ones ill who s got the remedy pill 