i could hardly speak cause you stood on every word that i muttered i looked at you and lied with my lips i saw that i loved you while my soul was asking why why am i surprised i lost my faith in the truth and in turn i lost you but i won t cry myself to sleep no stop before it starts gonna find myself a pen and write down my heart i won t cry myself to sleep no don t let it go too far put it down on paper the reasons we re apart out where it s tough to see or even begin to understand a girl like me i find it hard to say anything i m feeling so i will concentrate the hurt i live and breathe in so i won t i won t cry myself to sleep no stop before it starts gonna find myself a pen and write down my heart i won t cry myself to sleep no don t let it go too far put it down on paper the reason we re apart  oh oh oh yeah is there a good reason ooh ooh ooh yeah i won t cry myself to sleep no stop before it starts i ll find myself a pen yes i will i won t cry myself to sleep no don t let it go too far no i won t put it down on paper i won t see i am letting you go i m letting you go yes i am and i won t i won t cry myself to sleep no i won t let you get to me yes i won t i won t i won t cry myself to sleep at night not no more see those days are gone boy i won t cry myself to sleep no i won t not no more 