i admit that i m unprepared staring into the face of death and with my hand across my chest i swear that i m not ready for the test not yet i m not ready yet i fear i ve missed a chance i ve lived a fearful life i said i wanted to die i called to you at night i cried to you but it was in greed when i was alone when i was in need not yet you ll not have me yet i ve found a love i ve found a home no longer lost no longer alone i promise now i won t call for you embrace the life that i owe to you not yet i m not ready yet in the final hour all will be said and done and all i know is that the hour will come