riding in my hemi i say baby will you let me i am far more confident with vodka in my belly i m the one you need so go ahead you gotta tell me is this our last or we gonna have plenty i apologize for always being so direct it can t be my fault that my life has always been a mess i was only 16 when my cousin shot that text look i m sorry dawg your momma died upon that bed i don t really know tell me would you have left i was way too young and i knew what was coming next i was only 16 trying deal with momma s death almost 2 years later mama rip lay in rest never thought i d go through it and now a days i m making movements and they all say d unis put their hands out shake it tell me how you doing heard you took your life from the bottom of the ruins all the way to the top all the way i m moving she never thought i d go do it i never thought she d put me through this  shout out to my old girl heard she moved to nc state shout out to my new girl i don t think she cares bout me know she got a man but he never took her on a date when you gonna learn i m the man he s fucking fake when you gonna learn maybe girl this is fate when you gonna learn no body gonna take my place when you gonna learn i run my town like the mayor when you gonna learn i m talking now and never later that late night that aubrey i m staying up she won t call me always hits me that n o like she s down in new orleans when i gotta problem the liquor keeps poring she always got me dizzy so my vision distorted it took me a while to find out who i really was i was too caught up addicted with 2 solo cups i was too caught up with all the bitches and all the fun always wanted more because i could never have enough started losing friends and realized that i m problem often ran away and said fuck it bottle when i have a problem man i ll deal with it tomorrow stacked up all my problems and more came to follow took a minute to realize this was me knew it can t be healthy to drink 5 times a week if i didn t do it id probably have nina g if i didn t do it i wouldn t be with bc all that shit happened but it happened for a reason who i really am and now who i m really being told you i m a make it and that i m really meaning follow your heart and i promise your heart will take you there i really do care and that s the true i m so sincere when i go and make it i ll be wishing that you re there 5 in the morning that was you in hell of a year 