i did it without the drugs the only difference is now i feel the pain now i feel the pain i did it without the drugs i did it without the drugs my whole friends tell me that i m a new man but the tells me that i need new friends i know it s ungrateful but hey man fuck em anyway i did it without the drugs the only difference is now i feel the pain now i feel the pain i did it without the drugs i still hate myself like when i got high not much has changed except i ain t getting high don t worry bout me i will fuck up over and over again i did it without the drugs the only difference is now i feel the pain now i feel the pain i did it without the drugs i did it without the drugs the only difference is now i feel the pain now i feel the pain i did it without the drugs i did it without the drugs goodbye to all of ambitions goodbye to everything that keeps me treading water always keeps me down so much for all the abuses so much for all the excuses keeps me wanting more wanting more wanting more wanting more don t worry bout me i will fuck up over and over again i did it without the drugs the only difference is now i feel the pain now i feel the pain i did it without the drugs the only difference is now i feel the pain now i feel the pain i did it without the drugs now i feel the pain now i feel the pain i did it without the drugs the only difference is now i feel the pain now i feel the pain i did it without the drugs