i went to sleep last night wondering how i d feel if i woke up tomorrow and you were almost healed if you could use your hands what would you use them for would it be to strangle me because you just can t hold down why don t you just be the wave that washes over me hold down why can t i just be the one that carries all of you and i can see it in your eyes i ll rest my head tonight thoughts i can t reveal the shame inside of me the fate they ve tried to seal if you could use your hands what would you use them for would it be to strangle me or just try to ignore the fact that they don t care why they stop and stare why they put you in that dusty dirty chair everyday is hard hard for you to survive while we maintain this materialistic paradise hold down why don t you just be the wave that washes over me hold down why can t i just be the one that carries all of you and i see you fall and it feels like i m already there and it feels like you re already there you might carry me on through hold down why don t you just be the wave that washes over me hold down why can t i just be the one that carries all of you and i went to sleep last night wondering how i d feel when the world just came and i went to sleep last night wondering how i d feel when you were falling down and i went to sleep last night wondering how i d feel when the world just came falling down and i went to sleep last night last night last night falling down