yeah and the rain falls softly on his rooftop patterin moonlit room pad and pen and boombox rattlin gloom and shadow infuse to these tunes of harrowing times fused from blackening mind confused and lacking in light the only thing that makes him loose and happy in life is music as he can write beautifully capturing time and as he writes he feels the gloom in him back up subside a luminous beauty answers once trapped in the night yeah fear and regret to replace with an overwhelming sense of understanding knowledge of self defeats the loneliness those that are blessed know the lowest moments are tests his poetry written so obsessively focused intense and when his dopeness is spent dozes to sleep knows in his dreams he s supposed to keep goin coping so close to his fate he s later awakened by a force in the night warm rays of white emanating from a doorway of light he wrote there s a light covers up my doorway for a moment and then it goes what s the lesson it shows when the blessing that it bestows no one ever will know there s a light covers up my doorway for a moment and then it goes what s the lesson it shows when the blessing that it bestows no one ever will know feel the energy come unsure why it ever begun ray of light like it s sent from the sun eyes closed deep breath and it stuns it can sense all the anger inside me all the pain buildin up and it blinds me when i run want someone to hide me to a place where no one can find me but with this don t seem to defend no front no need to pretend deep code is the message it sends sets in wish it never would end and i feel my body freeze chest tight it s hard to breathe and the rush spreads like it s a drug from the tip of my fingers right through to my feet it has my soul i feel it grab it and hold manifolds all the power it holds and i gotta really wonder will it ever be told my mind hypnotic i ve got it right through my body can t stop it i feel it aim at all the pain and it s drainin away it bears a witness to wishes for my forgiveness it gives it to help maintain there s a reason for remainin each day all sins and they re justified know i gotta change it but i must decide underneath kinda love to cry it rids me of the reasons that it s tough to lie and i wonder why i just can t rely on the fact i wanna change in what s become my life i ve begun to write for what underlies now i stay immersed in this wonderous light all night  there s a light covers up my doorway for a moment and then it goes what s the lesson it shows when the blessing that it bestows no one ever will know there s a light covers up my doorway for a moment and then it goes what s the lesson it shows when the blessing that it bestows no one ever will know