at night i crawl across the bedroom and sigh cause i can t stay there anymore i keep one eye out on the waterways and look through tunnels trying to find a glint a glow that i can swim to to say good night just when i want to but i m still out here when the days end distractions take me all around today i ll see it all as a silhouette and watch rain fall under the bridge but i would trade away these illusions just to get outside my head soon i ll wonder where the days went if i can even give them thought