it s days meaningless like this one that seem magical in ways no one else can see no onebut me as if i wasn t scared enough and these days just won t change these days sick and sore i swear i ll end it all i know how to quit or call in sick to everyone and i ll be moving on except these days just won t change forever doesn t look so good so forever i must try and think of ways to clean up my mess unlock the door it s time for me to try to leave these days long and uninspired i feel empty and so tired nothing to show for what is now just a lack of strength and these days just won t change we re in hell will it end will i ever control myself will i ever find my childhood strength will these days ever change will it end 