i wish i could be your last goodbye i wish i was your man but i m not not even close to not not even close to might have been i guess i ll keep disappointing you i guess i ll miss the mark again i guess i m sorry i have this tombstone quality i wish that you could see me here i wish that you could feel me here i don t wanna be the only one to stay for me look what you ve said and done for me no one in the world has a voice that speaks to me hear what you ve said and done to me this morning when the fever broke i closed my eyes and laughed thinking i can t go home again i can t go home again i know i m not what i used to be i know i ve rearranged my head this is life just keeps on chasing us around until it catches you you re dead they say i m not right every goddamn night that s why i keep it to myself that s why i m sorry i have this tombstone quality i know you ll never see me here i know you ll never feel me here i don t wanna be the only one to stay for me look what you ve said and done for me no one in the world has a voice that speaks to me hear what you ve said and done to me  tomorrow when the fever brakes i ll close my eyes and laugh i can t go home again i can t go home again i can t go i can t go home i can t go i can t go home i can t go i can t go home i can t go i can t go home i can t go i can t go home i can t go home