where do i begin i have a side of me that s darker than you can imagine i never thought i could feel this way you were the one i thought i d never betray the distance is growing i hope you know you re only lying to yourself the resistance you ve been showing i hope you know you re only lying lying i am filled with hate deep down and now it s awake don t dream of me ill be the one to bring you to your knees but you wouldn t feel the same if i told you everything how the puppets dance without their strings i liked you better as the voice in your head and if love is pain then all this hate is novocaine and i don t want to feel anything i liked you better as the ghost in your head i m sorry i m not good enough taking advantage of i m fed up step back i m above you now all of the broken vows that every time you bow down i m sorry i m not good enough taking advantage of i m fed up sometimes i remember why i am the way i am it s people like you that show me that love is a sham i m not your safe haven it s your world that s about to cave in i hope you know you re only lying to yourself i hope you know you re only lying lying i hope you know you re only lying to yourself you re only lying lying i hope you know you re only lying to yourself i hope you know you re only lying to yourself but you wouldn t feel the same if i told you everything how the puppets dance without their strings i liked you better as the voice in your head and if love is pain then all this hate is novocaine and i don t want to feel anything i liked you better as the ghost in your head so if you wanted a monster then have i got a treat for you you ve been telling me i m evil and i m beginning to believe it s true i ve kept him a secret i ve kept him chained up in the dark but now he s going to destroy you and i mean it and i mean it and i mean it and i mean it and i mean it i mean it i mean it i mean it and i mean it and i mean it and i mean it and i mean it and i mean it and i mean it and i mean it from the bottom of my black heart i will destroy you i will destroy you i promise you from the bottom of my black heart i will destroy you i will destroy you i promise you from the bottom of my black heart