it was the first cold of october when i knew you were gone for good no longer a friend no longer a lover i shook from the chill and wept where you stood oh and that night wasnt given to us even though we waited years and that night wasnt given to us i turned on my light hoping to find you body blooming over me all i saw was a shadow of your vacancy i touched my lips to find a childish bliss it had been taken by the woman who owned your kiss oh and that night wasnt given to us even though we waited years and the night wasnt given to us love wasnt designed for trust tension only brought us fear love wasnt designed for us oh i will burn the house down and the jealousy yeah how it kills me oh i will burn the house down and the jealousy yeah how it kills me i know it wont happen for us today but baby there is no such thing as too late i know when youre gone for good gone for good gone for good gone for good i know it wont happen for us today but baby there is no such thing as too late i know when youre gone for good gone for good gone for good gone for good  and that night wasnt given to us even though we waited years and that night wasnt given to us and that night wasnt given to us even though we waited years and that night wasnt given to us