in between the notes of your favorite song you try to figure where it went wrong but it went wrong long ago in many different ways you try and feel your way through the groove and though you re sad your feet start to move let the tears fall anyway you ll clean up when you re done you stomp your feet along with the drum you try to calculate the sum of all the times you tried and lost all your wasted yesterdays you wait around but no one comes by and though you re sad you don t wonder why i find meaning in this life when i wake up every day but i m feeling sick and tired in new and frightening ways no don t cover my eyes i wanna be afraid i am opening my heart that s the promise i have made