i don t know where i m at but it s time to go i ve got bats in my head pressure building up slow so don t even bother to say hello lights may be on but here s a way to get over i m idling on empty in my world alone my fortune of misfortune got me ready to blow motioned by my hate and i m taking a stand i ve got a pocket full of bullets and there s two guns at my head can i get a victim i could be the victim i took a chance on a leap of faith but the net gave way raw cold hard ground below i m laid i took a chance on a leap of faith now there s no escaping the only gift god granted me is this curse that i carry on i live inside a storm with no calm in the eye i m under the gun or i m under the knife inside of my head there s a panic ensuing i ve tied myself in knots and there s no one to undo them i m praying for peace up in the clock tower shooting my left half doesn t know what my right half is doing anxiety is building up inside my mind all bags are stacking up but i m just waiting here to die can i get a victim i wanna be the victim i took a chance on a leap of faith but the net gave way raw cold hard ground below i m laid i took a chance on a leap of faith now there s no escaping the only gift god granted me is this curse that i carry on  the sun fades to black and the hope s becoming dimmer there s a chill in my bones like the dead cold of winter confused and confronted by the man in the mirror a sinner a saint a savior or a killer i took a chance on a leap of faith but the net gave way raw cold hard ground below i m laid i took a chance on a leap of faith now there s no escaping the only gift god granted me rock cold hard ground below i m laid the only gift god granted me is the curse that i carry on