anchored awake anchored awake anchored awake anchored awake patience is a girl i ve been trying to forget about to forget about always rearing her ugly head when i m choosing choosing she s losing losing she s the one who still sits alone her comforting smile saves me from making the same mistake drag it out of me take what you ve got make it better take what you ve got it could always be better i feel the loss i bear my own cross enjoying the last seconds we have my unseen dictator grasps throats with both hands with both hands it brings about euthanasia it brings about euthanasia who holds my fate in their hands who holds my fate in their hands who holds my fate in their hands who holds my fate in their hands who holds my fate in their hands who holds my fate in their hands who holds my fate in their hands who holds my fate not you not you endless