you know lately i ve been thinking about some things like all the lovely friends i made in rehab that i ll never see again cause some of them are dead and all the people that i ve met in bar bathrooms and in checkout lines that i ll never see again but in that moment it was like we were best friends just having conversations cause sometimes the people who don t know the things you ve done are the only ones who will bother talking to you sometimes strangers are the best people to tell your secrets to cause they don t know you you know lately i ve been thinking about things i ve lost like my mind my heart your baby blue eyes and lately i ve been wondering about things that haven t happened yet like if i ll ever feel that way again but the past already happened so i can t spend today digging through that shit and the future hasn t happened yet so there s no sense in worrying about it just living in this moment and today i wish that i could put new glasses on your eyes so you could see the world the way i do through mine cause then maybe you wouldn t wanna die you wouldn t have to stick a needle in your arm just to survive cause i see myself in every single part of you and i made it through so i can t just sit back and watch you throw away your life and i don t give a shit if i m the last person on this earth who believes in you i will show you how beautiful it is to be alive and i will love you til you love yourself and i will sing until i love myself1