all my fears and all my problems just get in the way all my fears and all my problems just get in the way if i tell you all my secrets there will be a price to pay and i ll feel so contagious with scars left on my face no one to embrace gone without a trace what do i take when nothing matters maybe i just kill them all make a mistake and my shell is shattered spraying your blood on the wall is this what i m after it s a fucking disaster it s another time bomb ticking away is this what i m after it s a fucking disaster it s another distraction that gets in the way this is the time when i hang it out there risking it all for the cause i better believe in what i m after i better get ready for war is this what i m after it s a fucking disaster it s another time bomb ticking away is this what i m after it s a fucking disaster it s another distraction that gets in the way i have tried to free my mind and wash away my sins i opened up the doors inside to try and let you in and i feel so unstable ashamed of where i ve been floating in the wind lost another friend  what do you say when talk is shattered now you are up in my face i shouldn t talk when my thoughts are scattered maybe this gun is too late is this what i m after it s a fucking disaster it s another time bomb ticking away is this what i m after it s a fucking disaster it s another distraction that gets in the way a shadow in the rain tonight the fog is in my head i wish that i could close my eyes and be okay again and i feel so insane now i wish that it would end where do i begin i m crawling out of my skin