and how do i choose and where do i draw the line between truth and necessary pain and how do i know and where do i get my belief that things will be all right again what words do i use to try and explain to those who ve witnessed all my tears and what does it mean to know all these things when love s been wasted all these years when love s been wasted all these years standing in the shadows with my heart right in my hand removed from all the people who could never understand i was a pilgrim for your love a pilgrim for your love i was a pilgrim for your love a pilgrim for your love it s like living in a nightmare like looking in the blackest hole like standing on the edge of nothing completely out of control now where have i been all these years and how come i just couldn t see like a blind man walking around in darkness i was a pilgrim for your love i was a pilgrim for your love 