the feathers are loose now but the reddened wrists will be visible forever i was standing on the edge i ve lost almost my spirit my path something died inside me i didn t recognize myself when i was looking in the mirror something has grown inside me what have i become i acted too late i should have seen it but i ve gone blind more and more i ve just heard this ticking in my head i will never feel safe anymore nowhere nothing will ever gonna be the same again nothing nothing will ever gonna be the same again nowhere i will never feel safe anymore nothing nothing will ever gonna be the same again nowhere i will never feel safe anymore nothing the surface won t be reg rinded anymore now i ve to conceal my scars which i m trying to heal i felt to cry i cried to feel what a waste what a disappointment all the things you never appreciated like a leech on my neck you took my energy the wings are broken the roses are black the wings are broken the roses are black the pictures remind only of days of lightness no one can change it no one to blame just forgive just forget in spite of all this i refuse to give up i refuse to give up i won t give up in spite of all this i refuse to give up i refuse to give up 