i think im stuck in the same gear i count the days since ive been here i lived a while then disappeared im wrapped in words and vitamins i thought the fog was loosening it bites until our bitter end stretched as far as i can reach but ive been treading carefully lie awake to go to sleep but hear a monster underneath overthinking im without cause within i figured out im just guessing when i say that maybe once day i will leave im alive and it could be much worse ill be alright but it could be better i think im stuck in the same gear i count the days since ive been here gone for a while then reappeared ill bathe in salts and supplements relive our latest sentiment this moments only transient looked a far as i can see maybe im just hard to please lie awake to go to sleep but see a monster in my dreams overthinking im without cause within i figured out im just guessing when i say that maybe one day i will leave im alive and it could be much worse ill be alright but it could be better