stop let my heart stop in my chest seize all my movements choke it out life fading again and again start your compressions im blacking out when i think about the road i walked the person i became i deserve this pain i deserve this pain i dont blame you for hating me i dont blame you for anything let my heart stop in my chest ive been sitting here signing my death wish end of the fucking line no second chances here erase the past and plant a new seed a vision of the future of the man i should be everything in me that i hate lay it to rest and rise above in all my life ive never known how to be happy in my bones sometimes i want to erase myself but i m strong enough to try again i deserve this pain i deserve this pain get these voices out of my fucking head i want to live i want to live i need to live erase the past and plant a new seed a vision of the future of the man i should be everything in me that i hate lay it to rest and rise above in all my life ive never known how to be happy in my bones sometimes i want to erase myself but i m strong enough to try again