i had to come back here one just one more time and try to trace the steps i left left behind a fool s desire for just one final glance a fantasy that blinded me to the trap suddenly something deep inside me longs to stay behind the only way i can keep from being torn apart is if i can get you out of heart and out of mind such a lonely place to be locked inside of all my memories which once upon a time i held so dear but now i see the truth becoming clear the boy that used to live here has gone away and now this man is standing in his place i think it s time for me to face this last goodbye you re out of heart and out of mind i know it won t be easy just one step at a time and with gods help i can move on with life