i aspire to be more there are so many things in a world full of wonder and places ive never seen whats preventing me from going i really ought to be the universe is only growing and its all bigger than me so much bigger than me maybe i should make more plans or throw my planner away maybe i should mute my conscience or hear what it has to say maybe i should get my hair cut and a steady job maybe i should always worry or decide to give it up cause i dont wanna care anymore but i did nothing today i should have more to say for myself all i did was lay around and watch t v what is life all about not for me to pout i found the will to live cause im sick of it all