i just want to see my little kids on christmas but i m not so sure that my kids want to see me they live with their mom in alabama and i live with my girlfriend in nashville tennessee my christmas crazy girlfriend s parents love me and like her they re both full of yuletide cheer and warmly they expect me at their family christmas party so i go awhile and fake a smile and drink and drink and drink and sit and think man i wish my kids were here christmas eve come quickly and christmas morning go cause i long to hand them presents and watch their faces glow the judge says if i call them then i ll go straight to jail but i can send them presents through the mail now it s christmas morning and i can t get out of bed and i m ruining her favorite day of the year she makes us both some breakfast and brings all the gifts to bed so for her i try to go along we hug and kiss and open gifts to christmas songs but man i wish my k  is that you i think that s your phone man oh my god hello merry christmas daddy oh baby girl merry christmas 