been six months til you turn thirty quit smokin and cleaned up the worry i procrastinate manic compulsive distract myself with trips to chicago and i struggle with being back in town especially when you re around and i struggle with being back in town it s hard to do when you re not around and you say i m running but i don t care i ll admit it i get anxious too been two weeks since you lost the feeling i guess now starts the process of healing and you must be losing your mind stuck lying there with nothing but time i struggle with being back in town it kills me to hear news like this and i struggle with being back in town it s too much time to think and sitting you say i m running but i don t care i ll admit it i get anxious too just like you i worry i worry i worry about you i worry i worry i worry about you i worry i worry i worry about you i worry i worry i worry about you  what s it about being back in town that always makes me feel like this and i m done with being back in town it s a solid steady existence and you say i m running but i don t care i ll admit it i get anxious too just like you1