now that i am lying here with imperfection running through my veins i take the time to breathe it in it looks good written on my face i love just like an animal i dig in harder as you pull away i love the feeling of you running through my running through my veins i breathe it i i i in i don t wanna live i don t wanna live getting what i need and never what i want cause i don t need you but i want you i don t wanna live i don t wanna live getting what i need and never what i want cause i don t want to but i want you a glass of water on a sunny day the cold air as it hits our faces i can t face it in december on the sidewalk as we talk and i just fall out of myself i just fall out of myself i can t help it i don t wanna live i don t wanna live getting what i need and never what i want cause i don t need you but i want you i don t wanna live i don t wanna live getting what i need and never what i want cause i don t want to but i want you and i feel so alive and i can t get back down on the ground i feel so alive when i go after what i want and this fever is growing wild and i m not gonna settle down and i want what i want i don t wanna live i don t wanna live getting what i need and never what i want cause i don t need you but i want you i don t wanna live i don t wanna live getting what i need and never what i want cause i don t want to but i want you i don t wanna live i don t wanna live getting what i need and never what i want cause i don t need you but i want you i don t wanna live i don t wanna live getting what i need and never what i want cause i don t want to but i want you but i want you