it s just the subtle way of suicide life ain t worth livin inside this blurred vision it s just the subtle way of suicide i m drinking away while sitting in pain it s just the subtle way of suicide yeah i should have been more and work for my dreams more it s just the subtle way of suicide yo it s the only way out uh yo i remember bein raised on what real life is i ve got a wife kids a job and still feel like shit yeah i ve got a job but i want more cause who wants responsibilities for shit you don t have love for and even though i chop and change every job s the same i m gonna try to raise my kids the way i wasn t raised and yeah i know i ve got a great son but if i haven t had a happy life then how can i create one and in their teens not be ashamed to say they love their dad and not think of their childhood as something bad and understand why i m not something great it s cause i work in a job for years that i fuckin hate i could have been something had the crazy skills now all i work for is drinking it to pay the bills and for my son if you follow your dreams but die don t worry it s the best thing at least you tried and it s the subtle way of suicide