it lifts me up it drags me down the beauty and the suffering the fire that burns inside my crown i wanna leave everything a seed that becomes a flower what the end is to the year oh i m looking for my mantra i ve been trying to find the answer making sense of all i see and know hey hey hey want to be free of hate and fear i went looking deep inside my soul looking for a place that s real oh i m looking for my mantra i ve been trying to find the answer making sense of all i see and know hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey oh i m looking for my mantra i ve been trying to find the answer making sense of all i see and know hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey