i struggled with this pain inside but it was too strong you looked so catatonic you knew it was wrong destructive tainted heated words scraped off your tongue singing wholly sinful song if you feel the way i feel and you want to go to heaven for the first time one more time you wanna know why i am the way i am you wanna hear the truth the love the way that only i can tell you wanna hear a song that moves and hangs inside of you you wanna feel and see the magic that only i can sell i m gonna plug it in turn it up settle in and turn the self indulgent matrons over belly up i m gonna find a way to touch you and blow away the hate for you to hear this fallen angel s song my dear friends out there standing atop the mountain did you find your faith in god when you found that you were buried at the bottom 