the worst feeling ive ever known thats how ive been feeling today im all out of drugs and all out of hope lord take this heartsick feeling away cause its hard coming home to an empty house the dog i had i put him to rest cause he tore up the girl next door now ive got to live with that i feel as bad asi if i killed my own pa and its hard coming home to an empty house wish i had a courage to slit my fucking throat wish i had a bag of that good old fashioned dope cause its hard coming home to an empty house and everyday that passes away i might as well be falling down stairs i dont wanna go to heaven i dont wanna go to hell lord just let me keep a going nowhere cause its hard coming home to an empty house i lock my doors and close my blinds and then i just sit here all night i try to sleep but i stay awake i know theres something bout me not right and its hard coming home to an empty house wish i had a courage to slit my fucking throat wish i had a bag of that good old fashioned dope cause its hard coming home to an empty house