i go by the name of ralo famerican gangster you listenin to my diary diary of the streets nigga remember nobody wouldn t hire me now look nobody can fuck with me i put myself in a magazine now my ex tryin to get back with me i just be ballin i m outta control they tried to get me but i wouldn t fold look how much dope that i sold remember me sleepin outdoors tell me you know tell me you never gon try to betray me tell me you never gon play with me i need to know tell me that you gonna stay with me and you gon go out of your way for me don t tell me no i don t have a rarri i don t have a bentley but i got more money than niggas that s in it i got the deed to the houses they rentin fuck who we lost my nigga we winnin they tried to tell me that i wasn t special they tried to leave me for somebody better they grab through the pot but i put it together they told me forever they told me forever they lied to me cheated and i i get through this shit and i m gonna be better i wanna be better i m gonna be better they tried to put me down but i wouldn t let em they told me that i wasn t goin to be shit they showed me that they can t see me with shit bet you forget bout the shit that i did i am the reason you niggas exist i took care of their kids i took care of their mommas i did it with honors them niggas just horrible how could a nigga say ro say fuck em i did more for you than i did for my mother i gave them my house and they gave it away i gave them my heart and they gave it away i see the hatred in me being afraid i asked allah to just keep me away keep me away from them niggas they mean me no good i got that understood i done gave back to the hood how can they not the nigga that do it they tap my phone so they followin me home i done gave every dog with me a bone i did all that good and they still call me wrong they wan t me out for not put niggas on i put you in matches how could you abandon me i thought we were family that s how you handle me that s how you handle me that s how you handle me  they tried to tell me that i wasn t special they tried to leave me for somebody better they grab through the pot but i put it together they told me forever they told me forever they lied to me cheated and i i get through this shit and i m gonna be better i wanna be better i m gonna be better they tried to put me down but i wouldn t let em they tried to put me down but i wouldn t let em they tried to put me down but i wouldn t let em the longer you stop doin for em they forget every thang you did for em did that read my ma fuckin diary and my life i don t rap for no ma fucking nigga i rap cause that s some i like doin could give a fuck about selling records niggas i m a millionaire 