little notes that i write contemplate suicide every day is a lie should i live or should i die the rats inside destroy my mind number the days to bide my time the rats inside destroy my mind endure the pain i ll give you mine broken down left to rot i m alone and they forgot they want to hurt i want to heal is this a dream or is it real the rats inside destroy my mind number the days to bide my time the rats inside destroy my mind endure the pain i ll give you mine the rats inside destroy my mind number the days to bide my time the rats inside destroy my mind endure the pain i ll give you mine