you said that you would not love me last summer and you said that you would not love me last spring but i hoped that you would change your mind by autumn especially when i bought that diamond ring but you still said no you wouldn t have me you still said no no no i heard that you ve been sleeping with your old friends and i heard when each one left and broke your heart i told you then that i would never leave you and i told you that i loved you from the start and even though you haven t any answers you still think that you don t need anyone to save you from the mess that you ve created and even when i gave my only son 