i m so far away from the man i m supposed to be i need a cure to rescue me from this selfish life i lead looking back on all the little things that brought us here i can t believe just how lost we have become how did i let myself take the things i feel and bury them in the ground now i measure my pulse by the times it fails send me a medic i m slipping away and am i the one to blame and do i need to change the way i ve always been to keep you around me memories sink in while i m stuck here asking have we come together just to fall apart well it seems that i i ve never been the one to stop thinking and just feel i m so far away from the man i m supposed to be i need a cure to rescue me from this selfish life i lead it would be easier to give up and let go than to stand here and tell you the truth i know i closed down and shut you out but i m here now and i m hoping that it counts the truth is that i ve never felt worthy of you but now i can finally see that by your side is right where i should be two years two years i ve had something to say i won t rest til i find a way for you to feel my love tell me you see that i m fighting for you and what i know i need right where i should be i won t live with this regret i ll take your hand and leave for once i m proud to say i walked away1