have you met your god yet i ve sure met mine suffer intensely my friend keep on having those grave remorse caught up in the act of stupidity by sharing your thoughts you re the worst kind of whore suffer even harder my friend yet my lessons unlearned painful small decisions may control your life for years at the time closer it might have begun forcing yourself to be numb closer why won t it just come closer it might have begun forcing yourself to be numb closer why won t it just come suffer as intense as you may in this blizzard of madness mixed in this flurry like womb you ll see all your dreams become shattered to me suffer a bit more now again wake the hope that they ll see you suffer more intensely my friend scream out loud they might hear your cries jesus it might have begun jesus it feels like i m numb jesus 