too many things going on i d like to blame you but it s not your fault you were going back to bed i said somethings i wish i hadn t said you walked out of my life i tried to care but it s not that easy so i pretend to be alarmed i said i m going that s the easy part i feel stupid and i brought this all up on myself i m a smartass said i don t need anybody else i feel stupid and i brought this all up on myself i m a smartass and i don t need anybody s help too many things going on that s why i m out and i m never home i keep on running by the way i want to stop you but i feel dazed you reach out to grab my hand and all you get is a fist full of sand as it seaps through your fingers you ll feel betrayed but the face still lingers  i feel stupid and i brought this all up on myself i m a smartass and i don t need anybody else i feel stupid and i brought this all up on myself i m a smartass and i don t need anybody s help i don t feel bad i don t feel bad i don t feel bad anymore i don t feel bad i don t feel bad i don t feel bad anymore i don t feel bad i don t feel bad i don t feel bad anymore i don t feel bad i don t feel bad i don t feel bad anymore