i always believed that if i ran off to india wore sandals and shaved my head and used body shop conditioner burned incense like crazy i could call myself a spirit head but i only went to india to look on top i wore sandals cause i d smoked all my money and i shaved off all my hair cause i had the fleas i d been sleeping all over and the body shop conditioner was a present from a friend and the incense used to hide the smell of the drug den that i lay in and so i ask myself what my motives are for this lying need to look so free and if i tell myself real honestly what more can i admit to open up a door he said i m gonna find out what i m here for he said i d find out soon i got too much saturn and not enough moon i always believed that if i never missed a yoga class read my horoscope in the dailies and recycle bottles and know a red indian i could call myself a spirit man but i was only doing yoga cause i fancied the teacher and stars cause it looked good on paper and i only went to church cause my granny gave me money when confession was over and i only knew the indian cause his brother s a dealer and the bottles had a price on their return so i could go and play oh my my and so i ask myself what my motives are for this lying need to look so free and if i tell myself real honestly what more can i admit to open up a door he said i m gonna find out what i m here for he said i d find out soon i got too much saturn and not enough moon so now that you know that i don t love you and now that you see that i m so scared am i a good man am i a deep deep man what more can i admit to open up a door he said i m gonna find out what i m here for he said i d find out soon i got too much saturn how can i admit it open up a door he said i m gonna find out what i m here for he said i d find out soon i got too much saturn and not enough moon