i keep on making mistakes and i don t know why i can t seem to pretend that i am alright i ve been gone for a long time you shouldn t be so surprised i ll call you more but i m much too drunk a touch too often and i ll try to be there but i m much too drunk a touch too often i keep on hurting myself and i am not sure i know how painful this is for everyone else i ve been gone for a long time i think it s fair to assume i ll call you more but i m much too drunk a touch too often and i ll try to be there but i m much too drunk a touch too often i don t where i ve been so i keep calling home trying to find you still i m on my own i ll call you more but i m much too drunk a touch too often i ll try to be there but i m much too drunk a touch too often