it s beautiful when the sky is made of blue and my eyes follow suit as i try to paint the hue i embrace the view with my arms wide open a heart i ve broken and a mind that stays in gloom cus every single love is a piece i have to carry on a back that feels broken in a sleepless january even when the seasons change into freezing rain i won t be afraid cus i m leaving canterbury i walk a path that s been painted with the frozen rain whispers in the wind are still praying that it snows again and even then i m still chasing an emotion when i m searching for some beautiful but saying that i m so content the ghosts pretend and they tell me that i m different tell me i m perfect they tell me i m significant they tell me every single lie they conjure and barter because i am a monster and everyone that i ve ever loved is dead they disappeared and found a better one instead and even though that december sun has set i still read her lips and i remember what it said you re not alone cody you re not alone just stay by my side and you ll see what grace provides i start to relish she s archangellic and when she tells it i can see it s safe to fly into the wind with a murder of crows so i can leave where i ve been with the circle of vul tures to ascend with my personal goals and i can sing to the dead til the surface unfolds first i ll sit and listen to the symphony mix it with my misery and kiss it til my lips will bleed this is me mr bare boned winter who s been tracing footsteps where the scarecrows whisper in a ear discreetly still and calm with philharmonics spoken crystal clear to teach me and when the pistoleers defeat me i ll just evanesce til i disappear completely this is just a monday night puppy love letter to a cherub that s apparent when the things become better if it s an angel with a subtle recoil then i can probably find an rainbow in a puddle of oil when i surrender i watch the stars that illuminate the sky til i remunerate what the lunar state provides and even when all that beauty scape has died i choose to wait until the weight accumulates inside and soothes the aches this is life beneath the monolith where i can seek a guide to see that i can reach the bottom with the clocks will switch when the idle pieces ball to fists cuz all of this is just a wish that i could meet the dawn again and i pray for the sunset wishing you were here so the day wasn t done yet when the light glares in i ll just dream about you til the nightmares end and i pray for the sunset wishing you were here so the day wasn t done yet when the light glares in i ll just dream about you til the nightmares end i never meant to release you i never made out alive i never meant just to tease you i never meant you to cry i never meant you to cry i never meant you to cry at night i close my eyes to be with you at night i close my eyes just to see you again at night i close my eyes to be with you at night i close my eyes just to see you again i m in a rift without you the sky is still blue at night i close my eyes i m in a rift without you the sky is still blue at night i close my eyes 1