i don t need your scornful reply i m sick of your constant denial don t want to face your immorality irritated by your selfish smile i cannot stand your bitter hate your presence is a pain hurt my soul with all your fucking lies i m searching for redemption i wish i could find an answer words are perfect deceivers they revive my wounds forever a black star moving around a pole of raw negativity like void never fulfilled the wage of sins is to fall in self destructive schemes i feel so numb i feel so cold your vain delusive heresy makes me nonexistent and dead inside i would rather disappear or shed my blood onto the ground than having to face your sheer vanity hurt my soul with all your fucking lies i m searching for redemption i wish i could find an answer words are perfect deceivers they revive my wounds forever i taste my anger reacting to preserve my mind i left your twisted pervert world behind control is over no more tainted promises my eyes are open wide i m searching for redemption i wish i could find an answer words are perfect deceivers they revive my wounds forever