searching for something pure seeking clarity from this reflection staring back in the mirror hmmmm yeah ive been told before dont lose yourself dont lose yourself stay rooted where youre grounded you reap what you sew but my plant is always dying man id repent and do it all again feeling so unworthy for him to come and forgive my sins but you never too far for him to reach down pick you up love grace and mercy more than enough my father told me boy get your up cause when people tired of hearing 808 s when they turn up man my eyes are leaking while im writing this cause i finally opened up man this is how i feel no legend i gotta give em all of me i gotta do it for the ones that had doubted me the best promotion come from when them haters talk haters make you famous thank you for supporting me this far they told my mom to abort the kid but im grateful that she didnt now she proud of the kid you only see the surface but my inside is hurting you dont really know how it feel how it feel how it feel and try to show me that you love me somehow i got numb to it can somebody show me how to feel how it feel how it feel how to feel its a hard knock life for a good kid its a lot of things that come with just making it big late nights with the early flights sometimes its hard for me to sleep through a long night broken heart with a open sore do you hear me knocking yeah im at the door people praying hoping that they just see me fall but my name is the only thing i own up in this world mama woke me up at 3 40 in the morning said you need to get it right boy this is your final warning and if you dont your life is gonna crash down the next day my boy call me and he said the samething uh i gave ma heart to this one girl i thought she was the one but she messed up my world i catered to her dysfunctions saving up for the wedding brought her to meet the homie but she still ended up bitter i dont know how to feel im all out of words left with this hurt to make it worst it left a scar and at times im scared to let people in like whats your motive are you temporary or a real friend my father told me speak your mind boy look em in the face dont you cry boy moving forward i got the right of way this is my heart i serve it on a plate  sometimes i feel like im falling way down and inside im hurting when nobodys around way down feeling like i lost my crown way down ohhhhh you only see the surface but ma inside is hurting you dont really know how it feel how it feel how it feel yeah them whips and the lashed we can only imagine but we dont really know how it feel how it feel how it feel i see you crying all the night long think you did everything wrong out here tryna please your family out here tryna please your friends but you cant see none of it so think you did everything wrong everything wrong yeah i just want you to know that i see you no baby i see ya no homie i see ya i really want you to know that i see ya no baby i see ya no homie i see ya your purse dont go unnoticed