i have been brought to understand the concept of right and wrong my actions have betrayed me i have been brought to overcome the desire to sink myself my own thoughts have condemned me my own thoughts have condemned me and i have fought against my thoughts my needs my wants and i have fought against my thoughts my needs my wants my hands are wringing my neck i am sick of the finger being pointed at the world this constant fight is not with you but with the body i m in and this body is fighting back and surfacing from within we will never find some peace of mind through the perfection that we seek this grace shines brightest when i m on my knees and at my weakest point i am the scum of the earth and i am redeemed good god i deserve nothing i am the scum of the earth i deserve nothing i am nothing