i never got to say goodbye it s hard enough that you re away i thought of so much more to say you listened to it as you left in other words couldn t hold my head above the water for long enough to hear your final wish is a lost cause dear anyone who heard above the din i don t have time to dress it up and all my thoughts come out at once i loved you more than i could think of any other thing that hurts i will hold my head in the shame you dealt and it wets my skin as i fall right in with your conscience clear you can walk away take it easy dear on my swollen skull