there you go again thinking i m someone else if i believed in you i couldn t trust myself i can see me too and i don t have to like it kill time resurrect the future stumble in a stupor of delusional excuses lies get me through the day truth ll get me lucid hallucination music 7 for a breakup choppin up the blacktop can t stop the wind from blowing never know when you ll get swept up best not predict it i wouldn t mind except my climate s smitten blind with its own imprint add a couple pages to the wish list i was afraid of losing face until i lost my friend didn t know i had a heart until my chest caved in carving shadows in the pavement sun sets even the best day ends see things clear reflection is deception peace is a shattered mirror deface fear deception is a weapon peace is a shattered mirror everyday i m rollin with my own worst enemy flashbacks and memories essentially we ain t friends just pretend to be thicker than thieves never been free evidently he knows me better than me can t get his voice out my head pull the loose thread to unravel every syllable i ve ever said it s such a mess ain t it stress regret hatred if it wasn t for my daughter i d have just gave in you can get it straight from the animal s mouth or just sit waitin patient while the planet go round i ve been holding on so tight to things intangible how it s black smoke when the candle blows out blackout blackout i ran away but i m back now back now it s front page if i had clout had clout but i don t so i ll play the background 