four years gone by and i ve found i m still writing about how everything felt you would have thought that i would learn to move on but clearly there are things to work out just tell me i m wrong and it s all still my fault if that s what you really believe but i m growing tired of these stories and lies and who you make me out to be ten years too long to harbor so much and neither one can seem to let it go i m way too gone now just like i was then i m pretty sure i m never going home mistakes that i ve made and places i made them seem to set my bridges all on fire i wanted to change but no one would let me so i disappeared into the night the time that i spent focused on you and i realize now that was all a waste the dreams that i dreamt i thought you did too and now just seem to feel all out of place twenty five gone and aged to perfection of the sinner stands above the rest the good that i ve done drowned out by the memories of all the things that i ve grown to regret the things that i said weren t the things that you heard and maybe that was why you got so mad now i never meant to cause you to hate me but there is not one word to take back