how ve you been since the last time we spoke it feels like i have finally woken up and now i ve thought about shit and i figured out a way to patch the seems at every fray now all my days have felt so glum since you ve left me here alone i have felt so numb but it s not all on me now i ve filled the dormancy where ve you been cause it s not like we speak i ve been thinking about last year all last week as if you give a damn by now i ve bought into your scam and now i ve turned into a man that can t proceed without a plan what the hell did you need a break for was it just to get away from me more this relationship is getting more and more sore all that stupid shit i used to pay for never thanked me or returned the favor i never knew what went down those nights i wasn t around was it worth it all along to build your walls so strong was it worth it all along to build your walls so strong but it s not all on me now i ve filled the dormancy that you have left with me  was it worth it all along to build your walls so strong