i m too proud to try and let it go and i m in a vibe to run away from truth but you ve always haunted me in stereo i turn the dial but all i hear is you and the worst part of it is how i know that you don t give a shit all the while i m so fucked up that it even feels like i still miss you sometimes i know it s mad to sabotage the love i finally found every sense of mine still wants what s buried in the ground oh i know i m mad to sabotage the love i finally found still my mind brings back to life the past to poison now yes it s possible to miss the pain i m still comparing every one to you i m a hostage of an old embrace and fuck i hate that you have been my muse and the worst part of it is how i know that you don t give a shit all the while i m so fucked up that it even feels like i still love you sometimes i know it s mad to sabotage the love i finally found every sense of mine still wants what s buried in the ground oh i know i m mad to sabotage the love i finally found still my mind brings back to life the past to poison now i know it s mad to sabotage the love i finally found every sense of mine still wants what s buried in the ground oh i know i m mad to sabotage the love i finally found still my mind brings back to life the past to poison now