awake i ve been sleepin i ve been restless and reckless and i ve jeopardized my viability but this time it s compromised my excuse to say i m okay when i m not i d love to play the idiot but i knew where it would get me all along my intent was to make you known but i said let go of me instead i ve filled myself with momentary satisfaction it s taste stained upon my mind this is not me this is not me no this isn t me panic sets to free your mind of sanity so i ve been a passenger and i ve just been passing through is all i want contained in all of me stop saying it good enough and we re just human we re just human to justify is to lose and failure well it s where we all come from just cause you re here doesn t mean that you have to stay when did we end up like this when did we sacrifice ourselves to please our selfishness and stand so right for being wrong and soon you ll see the happiness recede our investments have been made in failing institutions the truth i ll testify oh man it s hard to swallow i ve covered my selfishness with a fraud what did i assure myself i was looking for intuition left for reasoning i ve come up from the grave and met you face to face awake awake i m awake 