and i haven t had an honest conversation in weeks and irony rolls off my tongue much more easily and i don t think it s mean it just represents a chilling disconnect from reality and nation building nation states are captured in the acetate or filtered through our heads through the flicker of the windows on our street as we re walking home is there any place that s sane is there any place that makes sense and i said things are bad didn t i didn t i and we tripped and stumbled for half the walk home what the fuck is this what passes for life i m pretty sure this is the worst that i ve ever felt so fucked up that even i m talking crazy sometimes