first to admit i m a doomed drug addict and i always will be hey man don t follow me yeah no excuse for drug abuse said this line a thousand times don t want to live atrial fib from neurosis cirrhosis please make me smile if you learn from my trial baby i ll pay the price maybe saving your life for ya i can t state this point enough the pickup s easy but the putdown s rough up the nose or tap a vein no one else but you to blame i can t believe i died last night oh god i m dead again i can t believe i died last night i m fucking dead again chemical joy turning thee paranoid recently buried deep greenwood cemetery now i had no pulse last time i checked i d trade my life for self respect so i say with my last breath there are some things worse than death i can t believe i died last night oh god i m dead again i can t believe i died last night i m fucking dead again i can t believe i died last night oh god i m dead again i can t believe i died last night i m fucking dead again  i can t believe i died last night oh god i m dead again i can t believe i died last night i m fucking dead again i can t believe i died last night oh god i m dead again i can t believe i died last night 