it has been so long trying to carry on never thinking of myself putting up this fast lowering myself by hurt ignoring what i felt i hate my i dont have reasons why i hate just passing time i know ive said im fine i lied always running from this love now i know when to receive love always gift makes but i cant help but live i hate my i dont have reasons why i hate just passing time i know ive said im fine i lied i hate my i dont have reasons why i hate just passing time i know ive said im fine i lied