10 reasons i could never leave one i found you first you were mine before anyone wanted you you were mine before the growth the grooming i ve made you into what you are you don t deserve to leave me two someone once told me to never make a home out of someone who doesn t love me but i am a refugee at night i need saving in the morning i have 4 month pregnant cravings for a love that only we make by the afternoon i get homesick three we said silent vows as we stared in each others eyes struggled through the sand just to jump in the ocean so we could feel a wave so strong neither one of us had the strength to pull out of you re stuck with me four remember that night when we were so drunk we poured our hearts into one another as if they were so full with lust that love began to tip over you never really could sing but your lips created a symphony one of the best i ve ever heard that night you said you were ready despite all my fears of full commitment that night i made a birthmark out of you i pressed you against my skin delicately yet you became permanent i remember you said you needed me five you taught me things about life and me that i m not sure i ll ever truly believe without you like how to love myself and how worthy i am and how deep i can get before i ever let love inside of me and how sometimes it s okay to collapse sometimes it s okay to relapse sometimes it s okay to miss everything you once were and sometimes it s ok to dip in the past but only if you re ready to be the beautiful tragedy i m ready to be the beautiful tragedy six some nights i bleed over you i write our story until i get so tired that my wrist won t continue moving i haven t reached the ending seven my body has a habit of waiting up for you eight we hold hands tighter then an infant holds his mother nine i ve mesmerized the melody between your every heart beat just so i could sing it back if you ever get lonely i learned the gaps between your fingers just in case you ever need a hand i made sure mine fit perfectly ten you promised we d grow old together