why do i irritate you more than anyone else is it cause i try so hard do i make you feel like death why are you so hard to please even in your time of need even when you re begging me to give you all the love you seek it s all too much i tell you off but you re cold enough you and me are painful to watch cause i need to be without you to feel alive and i could function pretty well before you arrived i m allowed to be free to focus on my life and i was made before i met you we should let us die why is it so hard for you to accept me as i am and as i come and as i have always been i am so close to calling it and calling you the names i ve wanted to spitting out all my truth but it s way too rough i d make a scene but you re angry enough you and me are painful to watch cause i need to be without you to feel alive and i could function pretty well before you arrived i m allowed to be free to focus on my life and i was made before i met you we should let us die  and this song this song this song isn t about you this song this song this song isn t about you this song this song this song isn t about you this song this song this song isn t about you you and me are painful to watch cause i need to be without you to feel alive and i could function pretty well before you arrived i m allowed to be free to focus on my life and i was made before i met you we should let us die cause i need to be without you to feel alive and i could function pretty well before you arrived i m allowed to be free to focus on my life and i was made before i met you we should let us die