they re looking at me with their glassy eyes they re gonna bury me dripping with hennessy and ecstasy they re gonna bury me i guess i probably should have done my research and i know that it s darkest before dawn cause i ve been staying up for way too long and i know that it only takes one call but we ve got no options some people can fake it but my arms are weak my hands are shaky no one s scared of me trying to keep the kamikazes still they re gonna bury me i guess i should have watched where i was pissing instead of off the rocks of an abandoned greenpoint dock we had such an awesome night and getting shanked would be a disappointment oh i understand the calm before the storm because i like to hang out where it s warm and i know that it s darkest before dawn but i see clearly oh i get it now all the people i love the best are starting to get frustrated with me being a mess and the people i kinda hate are always impressed all the people i love the best have grown increasingly impatient with the person i am and some people i hardly know will never understand  and i know that it s darkest before dawn cause i ve been staying up for way too long and even if i never get to call i still loved you hope you loved me too they re gonna bury me they re gonna bury me they re gonna bury me they re gonna bury me