i have a few things to say i ll just say what i need to i have a few years to go before i m floating down the river again so it appears i m alive hey it s been quite a long time i ve spent a handful of years negotiating terms in hospital gowns if you believe what you read you ll be dead before nightfall that s why i m starting again without the pages in my head do you feel the same caught beneath the weight of it all i am attempting to change after years of destruction don t be alarmed i m still stupid awkward anxious and a terrible bore but i m excited these days it s the strangest sensation i only wish i were younger so i would have more time to explore do you feel the same do you understand all the pieces of this game are caught beneath the weight of it all caught beneath the weight of it all i have a few things to say i ll just say what i need to i have a few years to go before i m floating down the river again do you feel the same do you understand every letter in your name is caught beneath the weight of it all caught beneath the weight of it all caught beneath the weight of it all of it all all1