its getting light outside she is still there but no one cares they sang her happy birthday yesterday without her do you want to see yourself flying through the night this gift is what you need you re going to be alright eyes close and fall her first time on the edge the scars will stay forever side to side with death a moment that feels better darkness and light are blinding her sight she s not coming back its getting light outside she cannot sleep cause time stands still someone s hand is touching her she has no will each time when it hurts she just feels so alone she doesn t care at all her memories are long gone eyes close and fall  and closer to the edge the scars will stay forever side to side with death this time feels even better darkness and light are blinding her sight she s not coming back she shuts the door she longs for more and more and more she shuts the door she longs for more and more and more just once more everyone is watching her arms are so sore but she doesn t care anymore and falling from the edge the scars will stay forever side to side with death this last time even better darkness and light are blinding her sight she s not coming back the sky is casting over her last wish stays unsaid