what s up mija just thought i d write these few lineas just to see how you re doin and let you know how i m doing here in the pinta sittin here in the yarda i do nada but wait staring at the barb wire at the top of the gate beyond that linea is mi familia and friends everyday i hope that this nightmare will end pero this shit is serio it s not a dream i m seeing inmates dying i m hearing their last scream it s making me sick surrounded by bars and three walls made of brick i gotta sleep with a knife i m doing hard tiempo cause i took a vatos life i thought i was slick but not slick enough now i have to prove to the whole prison that i m tough the only way out is the easy way suicide when i think of that i think of mi familia on the outside i miss my homeboys and my carnales my jefita s homemade tamales but i got nada now in prison blues i think i ll go get tattoos nothing else to do but hard time hard tiempo i remember when i used to play shoot em up it seems like just yesterday going to another varrio drinking my pisto with my cuete listo to spray but now i live for today and i can t think about tomorrow cause that ll just bring me pain and sorrow simo hard tiempo compared to this place man the calle was simple it s no fun being torcido my jefita misses me and i miss my nino instead of livin by the gun all i do now is think of the shit i should ve done instead of doing jales i should of got one i should have carried books instead of a shotgun instead of driving by shooting at the raza we should have all been at the park eating carne asada just kicking back drinking thinking of a master plan to bring up the mexicans but i had to show my friends that i was down with it now they know i m down but they don t come down to visit a big shot in varrio jainas y todo but now i sit here solo all i get is letters from my jefita telling me my carnalito s starting to smoke frios and do things that i did when i was his age dirt puttin in work with a 12 gauge so now i can t concentrate imagine having your lil brother for a cell mate but if he wants to lead the life of crime it won t be long before he s with me and we re both doing hard time hard tiempo  it s all south but i don t keep both eyes shut cause i share my cell with this loco ass nut he sits in the corner and refuses to sleep i gotta stay alert just in case he decides to creep i can t take no more i m sick of sleeping with rats and roaches on a concrete floor so the next chance i get i m gonna shank the prison guard take his gun and his keys and run real hard if someone tries to stop me from doing my break i ll just put a cap in his ass til his body no longer shakes that s murder 2 so now it s do or die and if i can t get beyond that line my ass will fry everything went black i woke up chained up and i knew i was back at the same place cuts on my body from the sharp fence now i m gonna have to face the consequence tryin to escape is a serious crime now the time will get harder hard time hard tiempo i guess that s it for now prepare yourself and don t let no one get you down maybe someday will be together but until then i ll suffer 