now that things have crumbled we can t see eye to eye both trapped in this rubble but i still thought that i could dig us both out and maybe i would have but i was too careless even on my second chance and although deserving it s still so hard to watch as you fall from my side you will always be right this course is one failing i have run out of time you will be the one thing i ll miss for the rest of my life think long think hard think all i ve done my crimes think long think hard think all those times i lied i m not ready for this life i m not ready for this life i m not ready for this life yet well now what did i expect to have when i just wouldn t change and through all everyone and everything else will never mean quite as much as you you were just as much a first for me as i will be a first for you truth you will never ever ever ever ever be another it was on your birthday such a big surprise when nothing was gift wrapped no correspondence i could never imagine how you must have felt how you shed those tears how you must have felt i hope that one day we can look back and