why did i expect that you would stay when all i did was give you reasons to leave me i am begging you to please come home cause i can t take another night alone why did i have to fuck this up where did you go i know that i was selfish i know that i was wrong i know that i m a mess but it kills me that you re gone i need to hear your voice i need to know that we re okay cause right now i m breaking down knowing that you re never coming back you re never coming back to me i never trusted you when i had no reason not to i should have listened i never knew what i d be missing i keep thinking when i m sleeping that maybe you ll come back but i know i m only dreaming i know that i was selfish i know that i was wrong i know that i m a mess but it kills me that you re gone i need to hear your voice i need to know that we re okay cause right now i m breaking down knowing that you re never coming back you re never coming back to me you re never coming back to me youre never coming back to me i swear i never meant to hurt you and you have my word that i ll never hurt you again  i know that i was selfish i know that i was wrong i know that i m a mess but it kills me that you re gone i need to hear your voice i need to know that we re okay cause right now i m breaking down knowing that you re never coming back you re never coming back to me you re never coming back to me you re never coming back to me