the lights go out life here is non existent i m only killing the hours an attempt to turn it around i feel you catching up with me yeah i say i say it s time to finish what we started everything i promised i d be i m afraid i m not i m just not i m a monster who s finally taking control of his life the struggle never ends there s no pain with sacrifice tourniquet covers the eyes identify the victim i feel you catching up with me yeah i say i say it s time to finish what we started everything i promised i d be i m afraid i m not i m just not i m a monster who s finally taking control of his life such a careless lover i put my best foot forward such a careless lover i put my best foot forward so what good is a life without you what good is a life without you such a careless lover only sees her reflection i m just not i m just not this memory will haunt me and nothing keeps you satisfied the thought of me inside of you has kept you up at night