well i couldn t afford to pay my rent so i moved back in with my parents again i never asked to be put in this earth but i d like to be able to prove my own worth and the tour was pretty good i guess i don t know if you d call it a total success but at least it kept me from being depressed and i d do it all again more or less one day i ll be able to live for today and i won t be affected by the shit they say but if i never get there i don t care if i never get there and i ve got a phonebook full of acquaintances i could call you up for a show in your town and i promise to return the favor sooner or later what comes around goes around they say but when the good ones finally come around they just seem to run away and i know that i m a cynical bastard and i d run away from myself if i could one day i ll be happy with the way i am and i won t dwell upon the problems that are out of my hand but if i never get there i don t care if i never get there one day i ll be able to live for today and i won t be affected by the shit they say one day i ll be happy with the way i am and i won t dwell upon the problems that are out of my hand but if i never get there