all i know is it s hard for me can t tell what s left and right this time ime and i don t know where directions lead then move from side to side while blinded it s the life that i lead inside my head that s killing me again that kid living life in the moment then is drowning in regret my heart s been through some complications it s usually alright but i don t see a sign of life my mind s held up on conversation and i don t know if it s right but i bite my tongue and try to be nice the doctors say there s still good in me but i can t wait around inside here and still we search for our meaning we re just not meant to find right now oh it s the life that i lead inside my head that s killing me again that kid living life in the moment then is drowning in regret my heart s been through some complications it s usually alright but i don t see a sign of life my mind s held up on conversation we never should have had i bite my tongue and try to be nice i used to think i say some things with meaning to the world but you will say i lost my voice my passion my desire the world has changed up its mind the world has changed up its mind my heart s been through some complications my heart s been through some complications my heart s been through some complications my heart s been through some complications my mind s held up on conversation i am usually alright so i bite my tongue and try to be nice