sitting on top of the world i really wish that i was sitting on top of the world cause lately i ve been in my own zone stressing so much i m about to hurl i don t wanna lose my focus in case you ain t noticed it s hopeless in the ghetto cause niggas ll hold you down and never let go but i maintain ducking and dodging the rain wishing one day i ll get away and be on top of my game cause for trae everyday struggling is what i get to feel if i feel anything else i swear to god it wasn t real so i mash on and get my cash on fuck being broke everyday i get my stash on it ain t no telling if i ma get to see the better days i would rather be living so mama say i better pray and forget what them niggas say i know they be hating mine i ve been stuck on bad luck i don t think they want mine so i remain hoping god gon put me on top of his list i ll probably never get to see it so for now i sit and wish i was my mentality of being broke done got me trying to get it but i don t rest so everytime i touch the game i ll be the best and never less i ain t got shit to lose and i want the bottom to the top so everyday i give it all i got a hundred percent and never ever stop i ain t gon quit for shit even though my pain is forever i lost a lot with paying dues and tried to keep it together it s like i m zoning everyday and then i m lost in a daze since i m addicted to reality i ll be stuck in my ways and i can t change it if i wanted to with what i m going through it ain t nobody trying to help me through that s why my attitude be out of control with all the time they gave my dog i bet he losing it slow but still i tell him not to fold i m gon ride for the team and try to make it to the top and if i never make it least i m still respected on the blocks i know it ain t a lot but in the hood i ll be a legend helping people make it through they hard times for a blessing like i m i never knew if i would end up being po and if folks but still i knew that i would end up being realer than most and maybe that explains why i haven t made it yet i can almost bet that you niggas don t get no respect selling your soul and playing dirty with the devil i choose to be a rebel never teaming up with that sucker cause i m on another level and it ain t too many on it i promise i m a loner ever since me and my brother separated i ve been goner on the corner trying to get it the best way i can that s why i choose to get up and get out and be a man and it ain t no giving me respect i d rather take my own and ain t no running from death i d rather be toting chrome and i don t think that they wanna see me on top of the world cause if they did then they would fear me when i be stopping this world from all the bullshit these niggas be filling it with and if i can t then i ma never be calling it quits i wish i was 