i wake up with this muggy feeling in my head like i wish that yesterday oh yesterday i had been found dead from an overdose on vitamins and prescribed medications i wanted to be healthier well i guess i overcompensated and tomorrow i hope i can be better for you i hope that i can smile and do nothing that bothers you and i hope i am not broken and i hope one day the pieces of this vase can be put together into their perfect stable place but i am sad most of the time but you can t see it cause i keep it inside and i am sad most of the time but you can t see it cause i keep it inside i am sad most of the time but you can t see it cause i keep it inside and i am sad most of the time but you can t see it cause i keep it inside but something in the stars at night makes me feel like one day i might never have to prescribe to another medication for the rest of my life