feel like i m starting from scratch like a itch that i can t reach like a pain in the back like a stain on my air max i just christened today things are one out of ten they ain t going your way man will keep it a 100 and move a decimal place wonders will never end they never cease to amaze me how people pick the perfect time to come celebrate me i call it how i see it you must of thought i was blind i dunno man your guess is as good as mine sweep her i won t keep her she just wanna say she know me say your giving is genuine but talking bout you owe me i m talking like i made it my optimism is prime transformation is coming i put my life on the line calvin the only one inclined with all of these rhymes skeptical as he is it s no surprise his indecisive you think i ve lost my drive nah you just have to check my mileage i m still pushing i be silent sometimes i need a minute just to take in my surroundings yeah i do you know the team is working round the clock there ain t no way this dream can not come true you know all the pain endured will never go in vain you know the ones that writ me off i affi make em pay you know that you wasn t never there cause i left you in my rear on my way i went cold turkey still studying my role i was born to lose still jugglin this dough i just built with a yeast infection no challenge i m just balanced going back forth with bro listen it s that morning flow i was up late with the runners on my early jog you know me still juggin with ur honey on a low for the low man you know how it goes she was begging for codes that s a pass from the go couldn t let em in niggas still cleaning my closet all these 90 s fantasies got me dreamin bout cuffin when you step into the light you weren t the first to be next i dropped my old fling out found me a diamond in the dirt let that ring out i just fly out tryna find peace for a week you don t know where i be they say i changed cause the calls ain t connecting with me they wanna debrief i m always on some seasonal shit sleep on me i put faith in my brother tryna scheme on me all i tried to do was drop dimes and sleep properly never shit where you lay that s a reason for change money brings change in ways man i couldn t explain some tethered souls the only reason for connections to break 