well i loved you more when you were sad i loved you more when you were sad i gave you all that i had you just don t love me anymore i gave you all that i had when did our love start to fade when did you become just a roommate that i hate she said it was when you gave up on me and you stopped being my medicine became my disease that s why i have to leave again that s why i m leaving that s why i m leaving now jesus christ i m not what you had in mind jesus christ don t cry i made a list of everything that i despise and i wrote your name down several times i m waiting for my whole world to fall apart i m waiting for the storm to start well i deserve to be happy well i am dead again i am dead again i am dead again i am dead again i am dead again i am dead again i am dead again i am dead again