the truth is that i know nothing with that awareness i know everything it might not really make much sense now but if you trust in it all is revealed at the right moment could ve been anything else could ve been a boring ass college kid but i decided to be myself i decided upon that months ago in the darkest point of my life the darkest side of the corner i decided that i was stronger this is not perfection this is just something that we consider good enough the good the bad and the ugly always asked why nobody loved me i m confused and dazed and i feel deranged in so many ways but these days being myself it kinda pays cause who else would ve put their heart in these verses and ignored they homework i saw the amount of shit i had to do it only made my days worse nothing i really did worked and all of my friends just dispersed didn t talk to me tryna steal my mojo away from me i left it faithfully i m tryna make some green i m tryna make it out these walls you know i want it all i want the rabid fanbase you know i m tryna get paid i want the paparazzi i want the press all on me i want the people to love me i want my family to trust me i can be anything so i m tryna be everything i gotta make some changes i gotta fix my ways i gotta rack my brain and hey i gotta lose some weight so here s some food for thought i tell the truth a lot i only lie to myself when i m not looking for help no matter what happens to me you know i m always i m tryna speak my mind more this what i m up at night for pick myself off the floor i m tryna open more doors so what s left for me to say it feels like the last chapter feels like the end of the day this is just the beginning the start of my tradition i never had suspicions i know your ass is listening people kept their distance but now they want me back we ll return some day but for now this is the final track this what y all play at weddings this how y all fix the settings i m more proud of this than anything i ever did before hope you come back to this valentino s lazarus still people try to change my mind on this shit but i still feel the same as i always did still the same level headed lil cousin from new jersey wonder why everybody wanna hurt me never really question the shit always been professional with it amateur rapper still in my baby years josh got my back this verse will bring him to tears undeniable admirable unbreakable unmistakable i m unshakable feel uncontained with this shit try to knock me down i throw your ass right outta town you can t even tap out gotta throw in the towel my name is mike my bond with my two closest friends olivia and josh i love you for life that s right goodbye yo baghead baghead yo baghead