yeah im spinnin outta control the wheels froze goin off of the road my past is dead to me now i m only talkin to ghosts tryin to conversate with someone tolerate these interruptions i m needin to take a break i m in the constant state of runnin every time i say i m done i turn around and think of somthin that will bring me to a point of falling down and deconstruction mentally my fault lines are battling for space and tremors of anxiety are rattled in my brain i m an addict for the pain its in habit i refrain from men that are acting from every little fast that i can play i just pick apart the fragments i ve adapted to obtain the tiny but of human that is left has been to blame maybe i m just over thinking two bottles in while i m sittin here sober drinking i m lost again and i know the movies over with i m tryin to soak it in and pretend there are emotions that are left inside i m holding in hook we can slow dance with the devil we can run away with something we can say that were not ready we can follow our assumptions we can say we have it all in reality there s nothing and i know the end is soon but i don t know when its coming i know i m falling quicker tryin to hold me up drinking bottles of liquor alone and i am stuck praying that i can make don t know how long i can take it another shot that s followed by a chaser i swallowed my pride picked up anger that i bottled inside you deny it til you follow the signs i think i m outta my mind a normal person thinks hes gotta be fine they only see what they want with their eyes every option is blind the insanity of walking a line a simple pickle we are caught in a bind i find it awkward to tryin to talk to you and often i am crossing a line but the truth will set me free til i m caught in a lie i can t be trusted i m antsy i m damaged fuck it stand for what i believe in or maybe i stand for nothin plannin to kick the bucket while handlin all this luggage i manage to make adjustments but dammit they seem redundant so hand me something to function zanax or a panic button im dangling from a string ill be damned if i am a puppet please indulge me with your bullshit passing your judgement because right now i m on a path to destruction  we can slow dance with the devil we can run away with something we can say that were not ready we can follow our assumptions we can say we have it all in reality there s nothing and i know the end is soon but i don t know when its coming i know i m falling quicker tryin to hold me up drinking bottles of liquor alone and i am stuck praying that i can make it don t know how long i can take it another shot that s followed by a chaser we can slow dance with the devil we can run away with something we can say that were not ready we can follow our assumptions we can say we have it all in reality there s nothing and i know the end is soon but i don t know when its coming i know i m falling quicker tryin to hold me up drinking bottles of liquor alone and i am stuck praying that i can make it don t know how long i can take it another shot that s followed by a chaser we can slow dance with the devil we can run away with something we can say that were not ready we can follow our assumptions we can say we have it all in reality there s nothing and i know the end is soon but i don t know when its coming i know i m falling quicker tryin to hold me up drinking bottles of liquor alone and i am stuck praying that i can make it don t know how long i can take it another shot that s followed by a chaser