but when i kissed her my heart just wasn t in it go on living without you when all i do is dream and think about you all the time and all the time i spend just hating myself feeling you might decide to fall in love with someone else how can i how can i how can i i held another and i know that you ve seen it i cross my heart and hope to die i didn t mean it my love for you but when i kissed her my heart just wasn t in it i deserve it so go on and make me suffer ah but the suffering gets tougher and tougher all the time all i do is pray that you return some day my darling and say say that you are mine how can i i held another and i know that you ve seen it i cross my heart and hope to die i didn t mean it my love for you but when i kissed her my heart just wasn t in it i deserve it so go on and make me suffer ah but the suffering gets tougher and tougher all the time and all i do is pray that you return some day my darling and say say that you are mine how can i how can i how can i  