i think too much to be accepted and not rejected i am the outcome of an absent father i am the product of a single mother she hid her doubt to keep my heart safe i shut my mouth afraid hers might break how do you even begin to tell your child they were never wanted father what did i do wrong father how could you do wrong you did wrong quick to turn your back even though it made me feel like trash my mother swore to me we ll be fine without him as she put me into my bed and i watched her weep the lullaby of a mother s cry alone and undeserving of her pain i now see why she lied to me to ease my pain cause there was never fuck to say tabooed hush now whenever i would ask about you ask about you life s a bitch when you re a bastard jealous of love i d question my fucking self my heartache continues everyday so father s day stay the fuck away this is our message to you i know now that i shouldn t stay down about you walking out it s made me who i am and i m fine with it i know now that i shouldn t stay down about you walking out so romero lanuza you can keep your life no father or not i ll still be living life i will live my life without you go