you either with me or against me and i can tell you fuckers ain t with me so when the smoke finally clears i promise you that i mma be here man it s all about survival yo mindset is fuck everything and that s the way that i mma start it a storm that s in human form soldier minus all the uniform i m an anime without a drawing my aim is on the target i am more than capable a marksmen one up in the chamber that i spark with so i can t miss emotions and my pain turn my raging into arson anger so fiery but i hurt quietly yeah i got a soldier s heart the post traumatic stress my coping mechanism got me silent nigga i don t throw dramatic sets i rather put my focus on success cause even though my music always falling through the cracks the rose really grew up from the concrete any given moment i can rest and get up out this motherfucking debt i swear these niggas owing me some checks yo it s the return of the gangsta thanks to all you other stupid motherfuckers that was sleeping and all the other people that was feeding all my demons turned me to the maniac that i ve been on the low get down and i don t know if i m suicidal or homicidal all i know is that somebody gotta go i went and got a job where my mother is employed like i m following her but i m really trynna do my own thing nowadays i m just trynna be alone but then i just complain that i m alone a goddamn schizo feeling like i bottled up my soul resembling a ship inside a bottle it s nothing but resentment motherfucking kenshin keep a giant blade and a gun up in the trenches warfare you know why i don t name drop rappers honestly cause i can t even name y all rappers feeling like i m so unstable misery that s close to fatal choosing life or death has lately been the greatest ultimatum life or death angel or devil like dear lord i confess i m able to tell you i m in the darkest place i wanna spill it but it s hard to say these fucking skeletons are taking up my closet space and i done sacrificed so much gave my blood sweat and tears but the fights not done i sold my car to get the money to promote dropped the album and there isn t nothing i can show what the fuck is going on somebody gotta let me know i gotta get my balance up like damn don t you think you saying too much it s just the intro nah y all ain t saying enough remember when i needed money to record my mother gave me rent money even though we really can t afford that we ended up getting evicted and the fucking music that i made they ain t listen next thing i knew we blew 100 fucking grand in a few months talk about letting money consume us but don t you think you saying too much it s just the intro nah y all ain t saying enough and i i developed an attitude that is bitter i got the kind of heart that s compatible with the winter i demonstrate aggression these rappers couldn t deliver it s hard to be a saint when the madness made you a killer no lie and no i wouldn t say that i m depressed but fighting with the demons got me stressed it s fucking halloween so i m steady walking on the egg shells all black but i m walking through a red hell so you are either with me or against me i can tell you fuckers ain t with me so lock up gloves off i ain t holding back i m gon attack trynna get this motherfucking paper cause they owe me that circling your cul de sac i want every penny every dime looking for the right signs like a zodiac zodiac killer you know i m that nigga trynna marry ms aiko fore they carry me up outta here all these rapping dudes better keep it quiet out of fear or you will be out of here hope you doing cardio and lifting all your weights hope you re reading every chapter in the bible cause i promise you i m getting to that safe so you really aren t safe count your minutes count your days you motherfucking walkers and i m rick up in this bitch homie what in the fuck you thinking trynna sleep on someone great as me all you niggas pay to play but they re gonna be paying me you little make believe mark ass corny ass hating ass rapping niggas got some insecurities and it s all over your face no matter how you hide it i promise you i see through your disguises sorry i don t buy it homie quit trying to sell it i m shutting down your business lower all your prices clown the moment when i knew there ain t a soul to trust it had me smiling like i know what s up this is what i waited for got em in a cobra clutch cause i know i m fighting all these snakes all these serpents aren t low enough i can see you slithering rolling up but i m getting diligent focus up i don t never show em love in the city where the skinny niggas die and i weight about a buck seventy five so i m ready like whoa you either with me or against me and i can tell you fuckers ain t with me so here s a little message you should know that i ain t come to play this time red mask on gunning and i m taking mine yo cause i m prepared to go against the game no control verse that s because i got too many names for it i m battling the world for the top turf but fuck i gotta win against time first 