have you ever wanted to die have you ever debated it have you ever thought about what would happen if you did follow through with it what would be your faith if you were to be called away if you were to be taken down dressed and then boxed up and the hulled away hulling away hulling away hulling away hulling away hulling away hulling away have you ever wanted to cry in front of your parents both tell them everything you never ever wanted them to know or have you ever really wanted to drive string to the heart of it even if you gotta kill yourself you re the only one that s gonna go to hell you re the only one that could pull yourself right up anyway oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh