woke up from the cold bathroom floor worldly wise you were young you were bored the scar from the night before etched fresh on your chest but that s par for the course these days she called you up out of the blue you felt sick for a bit but that passed and you knew that growing up happened too fast you can t remember last summer or the way that she laughed but you can t remember much at all anymore on a night filled with stuttering starts you once watched the skies from your beat up old car parked at the side of the road guided by voices from the radio well you re feeling down so you might go out and if you got lucky you might fool around with some girl in some room while the roots you ve put down are still straining to move and you ll leave before the morning lights your shame you re cynical and you ve only got yourself to blame