i hear that dark masked voice that i thought i only dreamed about it tells all of my fears to everyone else and conveys its wants to me please get it out god s not a goldmine god s on the inside selling everybody on the front lines out did you think you were right side in maybe inside out reaching for the gun to load and persuade you to stay bang bang bang bang the thoughts in your head taking hold all the knots are tied too tight to hold do we have to make a deal let me know did you forget i m your friend i m your counterpart in all of this isn t there something you re forgetting you owe me your life for thinking that i could take this from you murder explanations turn to expectations turn to explorations this is torture thinking i would hold her but i think it s over think it over  murder 