im not sure i couldnt tell if i took it upright if i took it well saw it coming from far away this is happening i did everything that you asked of me change some words around until finally you were satisfied you saw dollar signs earned your bragging rights behind my white knuckles smiled my crooked teeth hold back that awful rotting stink of what i like to say when you ask me what i think theres a man behind the curtain now the magic is gone nothing much is showing except some blood on the walls and when youre good and broken when the moment is right youll show up with that smile strung out and stuck between strung out and stuck between strung out and stuck between stuck in between the past and what comes next its getting harder i cant recall what all this means to me through all this night intrusion in double speak tore the floor out from underneath i did everything that you asked of me triple tied my tongue and i went quietly this is happening this is happening oh my god you said i just wanna be gone right now yet youll stay if you want i dont care what you say should i just get up and go god god god god damn  it slowly bleeds you dry i couldnt give a shit i really couldnt give a shit