nobody said it was easy twenty seven thousand tons on my shoulder blades growing up i always thought that i would have it made i always thought that i would be this crazy rap guy that traveled around the world twenty four hours i would stay high and no matter what happens i go to keep pushing past barriers that will block me and the dreams i am pursuing i remember sitting silent i was staring at the blank paper my mind was racing but i d put it off until later i know there s light at the end of this tunnel but i m running so fast i m afraid i might stumble i never really knew what to expect cause i ve tried so hard but haven t reached my dreams yet i m getting tired of doing all the same shit on the daily i slay dragons go to europe on a day trip it s amazing i m getting really old wanna turn over the pages as this chapter book unfolds another day passes and i m still doing nothing it s the same thing everyday i just need to find something just like the day before when i said i would do more i stayed right on the couch with me feet stuck to the floor i know there s light at the end of this tunnel but i m running so fast i m afraid i might stumble i never really knew what to expect cause i ve tried so hard but haven t reached my dreams yet  people seem to wanna ask me lots of questions like are you learning any lessons while microphone wrecking and honestly the answer is no i m just learning that this world is evil and how to go with the flow the past few weeks i ve been loosing my voice i ve been loosing my thoughts i ve been loosing my joys i m at the point where i need a little luck cause now that i m grown i don t really give a fuck i know there s light at the end of this tunnel but i m running so fast i m afraid i might stumble i never really knew what to expect cause i ve tried so hard but haven t reached my dreams yet