hi beautiful i missed you while i was gone sup homie i wrote you this song i d be better off dead cause both cheddar and bread have alluded me since i was a little shithead so instead of working the 9 to 5 job i ll settle for what i am a white trash slob so i guess i m destined to sit in this cesspool til somebody pass me a blade or a pistol i ve had it up to here i m most sincere i poke my own eyes in until they tear so people think that i feel but they re wrong cause i don t soaked in my sweat grab the mic and go for broke cause i m trying to forget just a day in the life i love all my friends but they stab with the knife they go cut cut cut stab stab stab i continue fightin then i grab grab grab on the mic to try to write in all my wrongs but my heart is exactly where it belongs there s a reason there s a cut there s a friend there s a foe there s a lover there s a girl there s a woman there s a hoe people never know they act like they do joshua they re laughing at you there s a reason there s a cut there s a friend there s a foe there s a woman there s a girl there s a slut there s a hoe people never know they act like they do joshua they re laughing at you i dissect every signal that my brain intercepts i wiggle round the black find the light that i reflect but every time i get to a happy memory there s an asshole right there to fuck it up for me no high school degree nothing coming easily i died yesterday what you don t remember me ah great fuck em anyway send another rapper to me stuff em any day book em and cuff em and throw the mother fuckin book away had enough of em stuff em inside of a box and drive away and pray you don t feel the wrath of my dismay cause i slay any opponent with a fuckin word to say i play way serious i no longer play sit in the same room let my rage run astray and just when you think my tank is on empty somebody s right there just waiting to tempt me  there s a reason there s a cut there s a friend there s a foe there s a lover there s a girl there s a woman there s a hoe people never know they act like they do joshua they re laughing at you there s a reason there s a cut there s a friend there s a foe there s a woman there s a girl there s a slut there s a hoe people never know they act like they do joshua they re laughing at you now as my blood thickens and it slows to a crawl and it flows through my heart pop in the middle of it all i m an asshole i m a fuck up a scumbag instead of a baby man i should ve been a cum rag inside my head nothing but confusion don t ask me for answers i got no solutions i got potions bruises contusions scrapes and cuts the puss that i m using american idol fuck clay and ruben american homocidal recitals what i m doing loosen the grip that these dickheads got while they hold under your hips and pound your brown spot there s a reason there s a cut there s a friend there s a foe there s a lover there s a girl there s a woman there s a hoe people never know they act like they do joshua they re laughing at you there s a reason there s a cut there s a friend there s a foe there s a woman there s a girl there s a slut there s a hoe people never know they act like they do joshua they re laughing at you 