a temple corroded eviction pending embrace me cold night gray sky streetlight miracle dissension attention fading breathless i m a mess kissless i m in distress i m barely breathing this crowning anguish locked up nervous reflex i ve got to build up from the inside a relapse reflection distorted repression smiling spitefully longing for you to sew up my seams i m barely breathing i ve abandoned old identities skin i couldn t fit into songs i couldn t write my voice will fade into this starless night i cannot get much blinder i cannot kick myself much harder have i accepted this to torture myself you can t see me have i invented you i m barely breathing you re so easy to believe in and it s so depressing that i m always second guessing myself