when the light we once saw in each other flickers and fades when the two of us become one in a completely different way with the fear of waking life and the thoughts of you and i our love is unquestionable our love is here to die cry my eyes out the moment we leave town hear the crack of your lighter again but i i m the one who can t slow down lay down in the back seat two girls talk about it they make a fool of me and they don t even realize no one does no one no one endure the agony think about the words you write you tell me it s cut and dry cause it isn t black and white it s grey it s grey now that s it s happened you say it was bound to and now that we re out here you say you gotta take care of you and i i should take care of me go out and kill some memories i look at my reflection in the glossy table i m selfish and i m shallow and unstable the waiter keeps interrupting you to keep the water glasses full was this based in love or was it based in admiration was it mutual respect or was it the mutual frustration was it the great moonlight that night in july just remembering the heat s enough to make me cry