your words flowing through the back of my head float my weight support my limbs and leave me here for dead purge my blackest thoughts allow me by your side shave my head and mark me out as one who does not understand i ve done things that mark me out i ve done things that mark me out force my nerves to bend to feel what you feel i could break apart disintegrate here the change in me is never what you want it to be the change in me is never what you hoped it would be i ve done things that mark me out i ve done things that mark me out part of the water part of the air youre always with me closing my eyes losing my mind youre the one that holds me down when i m not present in my body i m not present in my body the change in me is never what you want it to be the change in me is never what you hoped it would be
['brighton indie', 'etherpop', 'modern dream pop']