the dampened earth clogged my nostrils and filled my mouth immobilized i was forced to watch as you inched your way inside and spat your repungnant waste cackling and mewling you gladly regaled within their distress i crawled towards them the blinding sight reaped havoc on my staggered beliefs my entire sanctity had been deconstructed life became a foreign task i had to self medicate disintegrate these vacant aspects refuelling me reintegrate pain through ancient methods their final screams still invade my sleep luring me towards insanity the simplest solution is the only one i can bear let us end this now remember the past born on a darkened night the time has come for it to come to fruition now grip your blade as i unsheathe mine back in a final moment of grief realizing now there is nothing left to fear the metallic scent permeates a primal stench blending time and altering notions suffocating the impiety i orchestrated through my banality as the light slowly faded from my eyes their deceptive glance no longer holds ground the remorse i enclosed within myself cocooned my cowardly rage the reflection in your eyes mark my hatred for myself release myself within the field of agony i frolic freely now the tiny specs flatter at the edges i am reborn