she will come and she will go a lesson that i ve come to know i will find my friend i will find my friend people change but stay the same i m learning how to play the game until the bitter end drowning with my friend i m not running toward the answers you would have me find i m just looking for a recess in my worried mind i m not ready for the end i m not ready to begin i m not ready for a change you don t have to fight me i m not looking for the daylight anytime to come i m not ready yet i m not ready for the sun seasons come and seasons pass but i just hide behind my mask i won t let you in you are not my friend clock keeps ticking all day long heart grows weak my urge grows strong i will find my friend i ll be whole again i m not running toward the answers you would have me find i m just looking for a recess in my worried mind i m not ready for the end i m not ready to begin i m not ready for a change you don t have to fight me i m not looking for the daylight anytime to come i m not ready yet i m not ready for the sun whoa night by night the years go by and i could never tell you why i treat myself like this i keep myself from bliss i stay young while you grow old living out the lies i told wallow in my sin cause i got old my friend i m not ready for the end i m not ready to begin i m not ready for a change you don t have to fight me i m not looking for the daylight anytime to come i m not ready yet i m not ready for the sun  oh i m not ready for the sun yeah i m not ready