i turned 20 years old about an hour ago i m in a room full of friends and i m all alone i haven t slept in months now everything is numb and if you loved me at all how d you forget my songs i used to sing you to sleep tired and out of key you mumbled i love you woke up and told me your dreams you ve got a tight knit group they say that i m bad news you ll never talk to me no one could replace you you re everything that i ever wanted you re everything that i ll never get at the end of the day i lay wide awake and i just wish you would forgive me for it i miss holding your hand i ll never understand you got over me so i started this band you re still on my mind more than time to time i try not to remember you ll never be mine you re everything that i ll never get at the end of the day i lay wide awake and i just wish you would forgive me for it i hope i m happy again i hope i m happy again they say you re happy without me i ve lost happiness i hope i m happy again i hope i m happy again  you re everything that i ll never get at the end of the day i lay wide awake and i just wish you would forgive me for it