i see the world through eyes of desperation never knew how long i d fall but i fell through years and years of darkness still i cannot seem to hit the ground i let my guard down and you caught me by surprise nothing is ever carved in stone will i spend my life wondering what could have been if i didn t throw it away or will i struggle on and find a better path for myself i ve built my life upon decades of experience but what i built for years took days for you to raze in the end i learned that one single snowflake can set an avalanche in motion some questions are dangerous the truth is not an option this is the illusion i pulled down over your eyes but i let my guard down and you caught me by surprise nothing is ever carved in stone will i spend my life wondering what could have been if i didn t throw it away or will i struggle on and find a better path for myself  i secure my every step slowly i advance away from you how can i forgive you when it wasn t your fault will i spend my life wondering what could have been if i didn t throw it away or will i struggle on to find a better way for myself 