i don t know what i am doing but my intentions were high even when i m confident my mind is filled with doubt even when i m struggling you know what i m about because my mind is taking over me and my heart s no longer guiding me heavy heart is what was weighing me down heavy heart no matter where i look no matter where i go my spirit seems dampened i know with doubt in my mind i will survive and achieve what i ve set out to do so here and now my heart pulls me under deeper and deeper deeper and deeper feels like my life has no guidance i know that i ll find it i ll know when i ve found it searching for something that i truly need and i know that it s out there and i know that it s coming no matter where i look no matter where i go my spirit seems dampened i know with doubt in my mind i will survive and achieve what i ve set out to do i m filled with doubt here and now i need something i need someone i m needing guidance to help me through this to help me through this my doubt is consuming me it s swallowing me whole it is consuming me and i am falling to my knees someone help me please help me please i need to find a way out of this mess