the last time i felt love the sun was a halo around your head i saw clouds i heard waves when you looked me in the eyes you promised me that we were free i was a mess i stayed calm choking i m choking choking i m choking i come to the sea to think i come to the sea to breathe i come to the sea to think i come to the sea to breathe i come to the sea to think i come to the sea to breathe i come to the sea to think i come to the sea to breathe when i come home to his hands round my neck i m a whore i m a liar i m mute i m nothing i m mute i m nothing i sink into the floor of my room bloody bruised and far away from you but i m still happy i m still dreaming of the sea