digging beneath my fingernails and finding dirty evidence of scratching to satisfaction all my healing epidermis lucky for me i ve got vitamin e that might stop these scars from overtaking my entire body tempted to peel away the part of you that has ideals seems such a shame to lose the higher hopes of corporeal if i could open wide my inner sides expose the flesh and show what being open really looks like much as i can as much as i could much as i should much more than i do i could pull together much as i can as much as i could much as i should given such a hard time i know this is what you see given such a hard time that i should be so lucky already such as it could be easy given such a hard time hard time hard time hard time hard time hard time hard time hard time hard time hard time hard time  digging beneath your fingernails and finding dirty evidence of scratching to satisfaction all the healing epidermis until i can redefine what holds us on even the softest touch won t do much won t do much won t do much much as i can as much as i could much as i should much more than i do i could pull together much as i can as much as i could much as i should much more than i do i could pull together