so i guess this is where i tell you what i learned life is to short to be pissed off all the time they wanna hear me talk about some regular shit but i am not a regular kid and i cannot remember shit that i did cause my memory s shit looking back at my life oh god kinda hard to face try not to reminisce i ve been in the darkest place i understand the feeling of depression and truly understand the feeling of aggression i m talking blood boiling i m talking seeing red i m talkin fits of jealousy that should be me instead when i see jealousy with girls also had it bad i fell in love so bad that shit also drove me mad i ve been back stabbed center of that shit talkin picked my heart up off the ground and i kept walkin insults thrown hard i ve been hit often killin all my problems i mma need a big coffin there s nobody to blame but myself cause no one feel the pain but myself how come rappers always wanna talk about wealth and leave the real shit on the shelf someone explain it to me  life moves so fast then it s over nobody really tryna stop to smell the roses i got a fucked up past i need closure at least now i m tryna stop to smell the roses life goes so quick then it s over it took everything i had to get sober i gotta make things right to have closure at least now i m tryna stop to smell the roses i think of all the things i ve done i should be proud people try entering my life i m like keep out cause i don t trust you let me rephrase that i only trust few trust me there s been way to many disappointments might be why i m always late not trippin if i miss appointments look i m not a fan of human beings in general look at how the meat gets to our dinner plate it s criminal that s why i love dogs man i love dogs love is unconditional that s why i also love god i love jesus and my guardian angels that s why i love my family and never party with strangers i m super picky with new friends i keep it real tight depression still a problem something that i still fight i don t give a fuck about a social life that s ill right focus on today and being happy that is real life life moves so fast then it s over nobody really tryna stop to smell the roses i got a fucked up past i need closure at least now i m tryna stop to smell the roses life goes so quick then it s over it took everything i had to get sober i gotta make things right to have closure at least now i m tryna stop to smell the roses i used to try to impress people now i could give a flying fuck about people don t get it wrong i got some friends that are amazing a couple great ex girl friends that drove me crazy it wasn t their fault i am just a recluse love to sit at home and write rhymes and let the freak loose i ve gotta get 7 teeth pulled real shit how come all these rappers they afraid to talk bout real shit a bunch of liars make me real sick regurgitated saturation s what we deal with it s all good though keep workin i m not lazy i m here to rap and tell my fans it s ok to be crazy we re all a little crazy that s a special bonus while their favorite rapper is a demented tatted leprechaun i ve learned a lot in life happy to be teaching just know that if you need me you can reach me life moves so fast then it s over nobody really tryna stop to smell the roses i got a fucked up past i need closure at least now i m tryna stop to smell the roses life goes so quick then it s over it took everything i had to get sober i gotta make things right to have closure at least now i m tryna stop to smell the roses like i said before and i ll say it again it s ok to be a little crazy man beat by young aspect finishing touches and mixed by rob the viking this is baxwar family keep it in house the books are closed 