i swallowed thoughts of hopelessness in the end they won t digest i wear trophies round my neck of all my failed conquests i set my sails into the wind time to find the rocks again and with these water s rushing in i descend did you even look for me when i lost my way at sea let me in don t let me fall into the end i am overboard again i m falling under can t escape chained to me like ten ton weights i ll fight to hold you break my grip like a rat on a sinking ship cast a line before the waves rise and carry me away and with these waters rushing in i descend did you even look for me when i lost my way at sea let me in don t let me fall into the end i m down here drowning let me in don t let me fall into the end i am overboard again and you only pick me up to drag me down you suffocate the air when you re around screaming sos into the air but you only stare you just stare did you even look for me when i lost my way at sea let me in don t let me fall into the end i m down here drowning let me in don t let me fall into the end i am overboard again i am overboard again i am overboard again