i m not sure how these marks came to be on my heart in your bed as i slept with the devil had a brawl when i awoke prayed to god it had been but a draw oh my what more the mess i will be if i ve lost now i dream of the sky running towards me liquid like an ocean my little brother is there and i carry him like a newborn it seems i m always lifting him to escape from rabid beasts and storms behind my eyelids he is light he s the weight of a quarter but in daylight he is broad and older oh oh lord call me back back to you i will come seal my soul like an envelope use your spit lick it shut bring your knives use your tools perform open heart the water is scalding so cold that it burns but when i lay in your likeness how you slip oh oh my hurt oh my hurt