i serve my heart up on a platter the world laughs at me like i don t even matter you grab my hand just to squeeze too tight you cause me pain just so i ll feel your might you cast your vengeance so easily again found guilty in absentee so why s it when everybody looks at me they always judge me for the things they can t see i take your suffering and i eat it like dessert i m not a masochist i just can t stand to see you hurt but every time i think of you my heart and mind disagree you know i d love you why won t you love me the voices in my head keep me up all night fighting over and over about what s wrong and what s right so many people have done me wrong i had to stop the list cause it got too long you do me wrong yet i still care there s not a thing that i won t share i can t win the fight to prove my love cause you re a hawk and i m a dove i d like to show the world my love i d like to show the world my love i d like to show the world my love but this world don t deserve my love i d like to show the world my love i d like to show the world my love i d like to show the world my love but this world don t deserve my love this world don t deserve my love this world don t deserve my love this world don t deserve my love this world don t deserve my love this world don t deserve my love this world don t deserve my love this world don t deserve my love so i ll save it all for god up above 