thrown me away paralyze me i m realizing day by day it passes by me uninviting counting the days you re running away from me running from everything doubting my faith in everything i believe taken so casually maybe it s just in my head or all the cruel things that we ve said i m not a fool and i am no pawn in your game running away trying to get away from me running away trying to get the best of me counting the days you re running away from me running from everything doubting my faith in everything i believe taken so casually losing my faith i m losing my faith in you numb to the pain from all the disappointment i m ashamed i m afraid of my options i m a loose end i m a deadbeat i m the one writing words cause i can t sleep losing my faith i m losing my faith in you numb to the pain from all the disappointment i m ashamed i m afraid of my options i m a loose end i m a deadbeat i m the one writing words cause i can t sleep numb numb to all the pain you can live with regret i ll hang myself up to dry till then i m counting the days you re running away from me running from everything doubting my faith in everything i believe taken so casually losing my faith i m losing faith in you