we lost another one today that makes more than i can count on one hand so i went up out to california to find the proper way to mourn you and i was i fucked up my hoodie and ripped through my jeans i started walking towards the light not sure what that means but i think it might be okay i ll be okay smoke a cigarette and walk through the woods read a note my partner wrote me and found a rock tied up into a wrap of leaves i don t know what that means but i think i ll be okay think you ll be okay today was an off day i ve had a few1