don t fucking talk to me sorry to be blunt you ll probably need one to forget all the things you ve done to me i don t know what s got in me i guess i m just over being fucked over letting you walk on me but i love the pain and i m having these fragile dreams every night you haunt me in my head as you leave these casualties i m scared to close my eyes when i m in bed i don t ever wanna go to sleep i don t ever wanna go to sleep i don t ever wanna go to sleep i don t ever wanna go to sleep why did you do me like that lover you said you weren t like my last lover like why did i go share half the covers with you why did you string me along babe sleepless nights turn to long days to follow your ass was the wrong way so i pray now i lay me down to sleep no ones on the side of me now happy i won t try to be no wonder why i keep having these fragile dreams every night you haunt me in my head as you leave these casualties i m scared to close my eyes when i m in bed  i don t ever wanna go to sleep i don t ever wanna go to sleep i don t ever wanna go to sleep i don t ever wanna go to sleep i wish you would ask if i m still okay raindrops fall on my pillow case i m feeling gray i m feeling my head pounds every night you re away painkillers might kill the pain but i feel the same i feel the same i don t ever wanna go to sleep i don t ever wanna go to sleep i don t ever wanna go to sleep i don t ever wanna go to sleep1