sit there all in all waiting on the phone push my body to the floor still you never call she s still with me kiss still kills me can t feel guilty it s just a memory all the things you put me through all the hopeless nights i tried to make it right for you show me how it is to lose and who the hell are you to drag me down with you flowers that i bought are now dead and gone love that was before is gone evermore all my hurting all my yearning all that burning can t you see that it is me my beautiful all the things you put me through all the hopeless nights i tried to make it right for you show me how it is to lose and who the hell are you to drag me down with you every time i looked in your eyes crucified again every time you sold me your lies it was justified in the end just like some face lost on a runaway train pass my bye and wave goodbye all the things you put me through all the hopeless nights i tried to make it right for you show me how it is to lose and who the hell are you to drag me down with you