i watched you leave in the night breeze of september hardest shit to let go that shit i still remember hardest shit to let go i wonder can i let her fuck up my mind the way she fucked up my heart i feel the rain before it starts i feel the pain is getting large my brain is getting dark im popping one with all my thoughts put a bullet in my brain so i can finally be sane i dont want this as mistakes and i dont want this as regrets i want something that stays and can help me to forget im in all these emotions and i feel i can t control it im dancing with the devil and i feel im at his level i understand the hatred i can no longer be patient even through the lies i still felt that you were my angel satan was an angel once maybe you were just the one angel with the broken wings maybe you re my fallen one angel with the broken wings maybe you re my fallen one i watched you leave in the night breeze of september hardest shit to let go that shit i still remember hardest shit to let go you said we were forever broken my trust and thats what ended shit with us how we let this shit become nothing and fade to dust nothing but the basic lust life becomes so fucking tough when can it just be enough always kicking when im down never when im up and proud never see that come around searching for a better town out of place and out of mind somewhere i can just be fine searching for a better life something over all of mine hanging on for all my life i just need to find the light living but a corpse inside2