i know there are problems i try but i can t look away i can t bear to be in i m getting out maybe i ll be acceptable someday til then i m trying but i keep getting in my way is keeping quiet enough when it s so loud can i be what i should and what i may there s never been a way out of it there s never been a way out of it that isn t less white than grey or black and stained or black and stained they re always watching i fear though i know that s a lie if i were to fall would they notice at all is this weight that i feel only mine i only wanted to be good enough good enough to be somebody for everyone everyone but if everybody paints a piece paints a piece then what s gonna be left of me left of me i can t be everybody s masterpiece masterpiece but i m trying so damn hard to please hard to please i need to ask what do i want from me want from me because it s never really just for me just for me there s never been a way out of it there s never been a way out of it that isn t less white than grey or black and stained or black and stained i only wanted to be good enough good enough to be somebody for everyone everyone i can t be everybody s masterpiece masterpiece but i m trying so damn hard to please