something shoulda told me these days would come faith is at a low and life weighs a ton wanna lay down and die but i m way too young and i know we didn t come all this way for nothin flash back five years we was brave and dumb wanna rap change the world rearrange the sun had hope so we waited til the paper come the paper never came so now we jaded son never been about the money it s more the time we spent keep thinkin i m too old to shuck n jive for rent friends ask me what s wrong i gotta lie to them how can i tell them i no longer feel align with them travel the world autographs we signin them had enough girls but honestly i m tired of them tryin to win still livin in this life of sin and i would give it all away for some enlightenment right now right now feel like i m wasting my time it s like i m waitin in line with no patience to finally make it and i m trying to find a place to recline and relieve the stress the ways of my mind cus right now its all so fake i m trying to escape and find a little space in time to my self for my mind to be healthy enough to deal with some of the cards that i dealt to myself right now it s been a long road it seems trying to mold reality from hopes and dreams and now i m not so sure its a life i wanted might just call it quits get a wife and all that just settle down it s the truth if i sound a little bitter don t get it misconstrued just a bit confused sick of driftin through this life i wanna see it from a different view but i ain t got what i wanted to get off my chest off it yet not about to stop and step away cus no one ever dropped a check was never in it for the money y all lets not forget i mean i got respect and that should be enough i guess five years back it would be but what s next don t get me wrong i m thankful for all this success i m not depressed i m just stressed right now feel like i m wasting my time it s like i m waitin in line with no patience to finally make it and i m trying to find a place to recline and relieve the stress the ways of my mind cus right now it s all so fake i m trying to escape and find a little bit of space in time for myself for my mind to be healthy enough to deal with these cards that i dealt to myself right now