it s 4am and i m staring at the ceiling every word i sing is losing all its meaning 4am and i think i m about to lose it my life is a mess but i ll always choose it and i guess i don t need my family no no no no and i guess i don t need my friends no no no no and i guess i don t need the love of my life no no no no i clip my wings and look at the sky i need a moment as tears run down my eyes my love has left me all that s left to do is cry cry cry it s 4am and they think they really know me this smile on my face doesn t always come easy 4am and i think i m about to lose it my life is a mess but i ll always choose it and i guess i don t need my family no no no no and i guess i don t need my friends no no no no and i guess i don t need the love of my life no no no no i clip my wings and look at the sky i need a moment as tears run down my eyes my love has left me all that s left to do is cry cry cry  this is what everybody dreams of this is what everybody tries this is what everybody dreams of and it s all mine yeah it s all mine i need a moment as tears run down my eyes my love has left me all that s left to do is cry cry cry