i ll kick and scream before i try and not remember that i will die because i m happily asleep and i still don t understand i think i ve met myself before but i shut my eyes and closed the door now all i do is sleep and i still don t understand the trouble is i ve lost myself the trouble is i can t find my way i m standing here and i m all alone and what i know i don t understand the trouble is i ve lost myself the trouble is i can t find my way i m standing here and i m all alone and what i know i don t understand and then he says as he starts to smile you ve been lost for quite a while because you answer first and you question last you can never find the truth that fast and then he says as he starts to laugh it lies between the future and the past and he asks me why if i knew it all along waste my time and write this song then he shouts as he starts to fade you want it all but you never pay now i m standing here alone searching for my tone  i don t know how and i don t know when i saw the path and felt the end i walked away and did not fight and now i see the fading light and all i have is this one day this one moment is the only way but all i do is sleep and i still don t understand the trouble is i ve lost myself the trouble is i can t find my way i m standing here and i m all alone and what i know i don t understand the trouble is i ve lost myself the trouble is i can t find my way i m standing here and i m all alone and what i know i don t understand