i found you in the patterns of the weather the clouds that come apart and move together the rain was warm like the time you told me i have no name or no heart i m just this body love me well laugh when i m choking love me to hell mock me when i m hoping for you the snow on the car on your last birthday say my name like you want me to stay i am so lost in this world without you you kept me still you kept me warm and brand new touch me again like that way you promised i ll never cry i ll never be honest for you1