it still gets dark for me from time to time but i am finding ways of creating light i know your shoulders they are heavy but please carry on i know that black dog we share likes to bear its teeth but you are master here please take the lead i know its hard to keep on going but you are beautiful and strong most days you dont see in colour i know most days you dont see in colour most days all you feel is the darkest shades of black and grey so let me illuminate the path for you if you feel alone you dont have to though i know your heart is stubborn let me take the weight i wish i could a find a better way to say that are you are not alone that the sadness fades but the candles i am lighting are only in my head i know but your colours they speak for themselves you are stronger now you are something else your colours shine so beautifully to me