you gave me your hand so long ago but now our house is burning youre never home i feel sick looking at our picture frames i turned them down and turned you away i wanted to hear your words my whole life but now they cut me like a knife hiding under the covers crushing dreams am i your lover or your enemy and at the end of the day i never wanted it to be this way you sure its what you wanna do ill leave it up to you i packed my heart in boxes yesterday i fell asleep last night in my room all alone and afraid cause my blood is cold and body is numb oh god what did we become i feel you love to say that you dont miss me anymore but anything i feel i choose to ignore i pray that once my anger dies ill live and once my tears are dry ill learn to forgive i know the love we had was real at one time and if you give me one more chance i promise to try seasons change lovers bloom and some die but youll always be part of my life