manage me i m a mess turn a page i m a book half unread i wanna be laughed at laughed with just because i wanna feel weightless and that should be enough but i m stuck in this fucking rut waiting on a second hand pick me up and i m over getting older if i could just find the time then i would never let another day go by i m over getting old maybe it s not my weekend but it s gonna be my year and i m so sick of watching while the minutes pass as i go nowhere and this is my reaction to everything i fear cause i ve been going crazy i don t want to waste another minute here  make believe that i impress that every word by design turns a head i wanna feel reckless i wanna live it up just because i wanna feel weightless cause that would be enough if i could just find the time then i would never let another day go by i m over getting old maybe it s not my weekend but it s gonna be my year and i m so sick of watching while the minutes pass as i go nowhere and this is my reaction to everything i fear cause i ve been going crazy i don t want to waste another minute here this could be all i ve waited for and this could be everything i don t wanna dream anymore maybe it s not my weekend but it s gonna be my year and i ve been going crazy i m stuck in here maybe it s not my weekend but it s gonna be my year and i m so sick of watching while the minutes pass as i go nowhere and this is my reaction to everything i fear cause i ve been going crazy i don t want to waste another minute here15