alone in the darkness alone in the shame the feelings of guilt they haunt me can t live with the pain repeating the same old story over and over again i m trying to find the answers will this ever end alone in the darkness alone in the shame the feelings of guilt they haunt me can t live with the pain repeating the same old story over and over again i m trying to find the answers will this ever end i try my best to do what s right but it s never good enough every day is like a fight getting through it s so tough it s like a struggle to survive i win the battle stop the war but i need to stay alive tell me what it s all for one falls two rise i shall survive one falls two rise i shall survive it s fight or flight feels like there s nothing i can do i m so cold and numb i m so down and blue feels like i m at the breaking point pressure pushing me is it luck is it fate why have you chosen me one falls two rise i shall survive one falls two rise i shall survive cold sweat pain in my heart spinning around and around picking me up falling apart kicking me when i am down cannot go on everything s wrong the end of the road full of confusion so disillusioned i am about to explode cold sweat pain in my heart spinning around and around picking me up falling apart kicking me when i am down cannot go on everything s wrong the end of the road full of confusion full resolution i am about to explode we all fuck up make mistakes try not to carry the weight try to learn from the past it s never too late life is all adversity on that you can depend if you try to do your best it all works out in the end one falls two rise i shall survive one falls two rise i shall survive