look at me now i ve got no reason to be like everybody else so dumb so happy i like things that bite things that creep at night everybody s asking me what s it like down there the concrete floor is cold the walls are bare i feel safest being alone living in darkness living in a world of my own i m so selfish doing everything by myself i feel so cold i m gonna live to be a couple thousand years old ashes to ashes dust to dust i thought i knew somebody that i could trust now i m not so sure i feel safest being alone living in darkness living in a world of my own one whole lifetime i m never gonna last unless i live until dying is a thing of the past and all these girls i know out turning boys into men i know i am never going down again never again 