everybody s got the answer yet the question still remains yea do you see the difference or is the problem still the same all by my self all by my self all by my self all by my self how many nights i had a dream about me waking up up on the other side i ll see you when we making up then i open up my eyes back to reality and realize they ve stripped away all my humanity nobody there to love me no power from up above me they were trying to say i was guilty never needed man to trust me only god can judge me hes the only one to have mercy when i didnt think id live another day now i sit and reminisce on how i stood alone nothing to call my own no baby girl to hold me nobody to console me they tried to make me guilty but only god can judge me it ain t easy bein me life as a celebrity is less than heavenly i got these fakes and these backstabbers chasin me around and it s always drama whenever i wanna get around momma told me long before i ever came up gotta be true to what you do and keep the game up cause thangs change and jealousy becomes a factor best friends at your wife s house tryin to mack her i m on tour but still they keep on knockin at my door and i got no time to worry i m steady wantin more every day is a test yes i try hard but i m strugglin with every breath i sit alone in my room drinking talking out loud to you wonder if you feel me but far away can you hear me so many days i had a vision of me breaking out but i decided to be strong and just wait it out even though i had my ways behind the prison walls i couldnt get my calling time i was away from y all i ve forgiven everybody for trying to rise up against me they were saying they didnt believe me never needed man to trust me only god can judge me he s the only one to have mercy when i didnt think id live another day now i sit and reminisce on how i stood alone nothing to call my own no baby girl to hold me nobody to console me they tried to make me guilty only god can judge me  the race is not given to the swift or the battle to the strong but time and chance happen to the morning but only god can judge me 