i couldn t hide my face to claim my innocence i wouldn t have the sense to keep going on maybe i m just too proud to stand in your defense still i feel the pull of hidden wires i m never gonna try i lied i dared to speak my mind when all the old changes made before don t seem to change a thing at all are you real are you real i wouldn t find my place with this poor disguise why can t i face myself without these lies i couldn t find my path without knowing it i ve been around every turn i know what s left is right i never let it die i tried i dared to free my mind and all the same changes as before don t seem to change a thing at all i m never gonna try i know that i won t go back it started with a smile i know but it won t come back this is real i should have seen it coming now i m feeling nothing i was taken far beneath the middle i should have seen it coming now i m feeling nothing i was taken far beneath the middle i m never gonna try i know that i won t go back it started with a smile i know but it won t come back i m never gonna try i know that i won t go back it started with a smile i know but it won t come back i m never gonna try i know that i won t go back it started with a smile i know but it won t come back 