we make stories out of nothing but that s how the bad ones start not from your heart but from the back of every word you ve torn apart is there anyway of cleaning up this horrible mess who would have guessed that it would be best if i wasn t just a test this is awkward this is awkward that you show up here uninvited shut the window close the curtains why did i not have the strength to fight you fight you off with this is all that i ve got left my memories of you will fade out with the rest i m certain the worst is that you are a curse and the people you love are the people you hurt i am alive i don t need you to help me survive i can t keep you from living your life but i ll be alright this time ohhh ohh oh i am awake but you think that im going insane theres no stopping me now from doing what i think is right you act like you do not know me but the past can t be erased you cannot face that you have left someone you plan to just replace are you seriously telling me that i am just a mess i should have guessed you were always best at rejecting those with less this is awful this is awful and you can t even try to fight it steal a star from everyone to make yours brighter hope its worth it in the end to be a lier this is all that you got left my memories of you will fade out with the rest my eyes they are open wider and i can see so much further than you ll ever try i am alive i don t need you to help me survive i can t keep you from living your life but i ll be alright this time ohh oohh ohh i am awake but you think that i m going insane there s no stopping me now from doing what i think is right it makes me sick to know that someone with your mind could make the whole world shine it s such a waste to see that your bad taste has gotten you across the finish line i am alive i don t need you to help me survive i can t keep you from living your life but i ll be alright this time ohh ohh ohh and i am awake but you think that i m going insane theres no stopping me now from doing what i think is right 