i ve been down countless halls and once you ve seen one it s like you ve seen em all and i ve seen two open doors and i can t help but wonder what the second is for and i can t tell myself anything even when it feels so seamless and even when it feels so seamless don t get caught in the dirt the dirt there s a weight and i feel it and it s pressing down and it won t be for nothing and it won t stick around if it is about anything that i can fix then i ll see you on the other side if it really exists and i can t tell myself anything even when it feels so seamless but even when it feels so seamless don t get caught in the dirt the dirt no more clean air it burns my lungs no more second guesses i ve had enough no more clean air it burns my lungs no more second guesses i ve had enough let s forget it now baby when i m 30 i ll laugh about how dumb it felt baby when i m 30 i ll laugh it out and oh god it s not funny it s not funny it s not funny but i know we can laugh it out