i don t think i ve ever mentioned this before but i couldn t possibly love you any more oh it s been ages let s not do that again i think you said that when you wrote to me i m not as certain as i ought to be i lost the pages it didn t seem to matter then there s a lot of things i should have kept but there was so much i could not accept i watched some film round alexandra s place but i kept seeing your blue eyes in her face i tried to call you you must have left by then and you know that stuff about you being here i changed my mind no i just want you near i don t have to own you i just want you home again there s a lot of things i used to say but that all changes from today