it s awful dark down there darkness never hurt anyone it ain t the darkness mrs topper it s what s in it don t be silly there s no difference between light and dark except the lights are out been doin rap so hate the biz started out real now i take the piss feel like god been misguidin kids feel like this a life of sin and i promote it a terrible culture man i didn t know it but this my future man and i can t blow but at what cost i m losin my shit get in dms and kids say i m inspiring meanwhile i m thinkin about just retiring josh started doin rap cause of you when i get straight d s mom mad cause of you we should hang out play zombies on xbox if you don t reply i ll spam till i m blocked then make all the accounts spam again man why don t you write me back and i feel real bad because i feel responsible when i tell kids anything s possible then they start to encounter some obstacles and might blame me when they don t top the goals i try to be positive but late at night all the feelings deposited swear they been creepin on me tossin and turning man i cannot sleep i m not the same that i was in the last time i m not the same that i was in the last time i m not the same that i was in the last time i m running from myself i m not the same that i ever was that i ever that i ever that i ever was that i ever that i ever that i ever was that i ever that i ever that i ever was late nights late nights late nights shit gets dark when you turn out the lights try to find an outlet music suffice gotta vent a bit never feelin right take it way back to last year got my first house man i had no fears then a week later christina gets shot then a day later 50 people get dropped now i m so scared of what is next man i go home on different routes cause you know that pulse night club was right outside my fuckin house i m so scared to go outside cause everytime i look around paranoia plays my mind i don t know what s goin down  i m not the same that i was in the last time i m not the same that i was in the last time i m not the same that i was in the last time i m running from myself i m not the same that i ever was that i ever that i ever that i ever was that i ever that i ever that i ever was that i ever that i ever that i ever was5