it was fifty degrees in december and the heat in my house is always broke so it feels about twenty five colder and i can t feel my fingers and toes i miss the g train with a passion that used to be reserved for hate and i m getting too carried away with the bullshit of leaving today i know that i m getting bored real bored of myself cause i m getting too carried away with the bullshit of leaving today i know that i m getting bored real bored of myself it was 3 00 with friends in boston and i m digging the winter s first snow now it s midnight i m drinking blue ribbons and i m already sick of the cold the bartender skipped my tom waits song it s wham now i wanna go go cause i m getting too carried away with the bullshit of leaving today i know that i m getting bored real bored of myself cause i m getting too carried away with the bullshit of leaving today i know that i m getting bored real bored of myself let s live like elephants stomping on sycophants paws in a polygraph not favor loneliness over companionship let s not be jealous let s give the pretentious a cure and not just a name cause i m getting too carried away with the bullshit of leaving today i m really more than just quite a bit bored with myself cause i m getting too carried away with the bullshit of leaving today i didn t want to be this damn unsure of myself but it never seems to get warmer no matter how far south you go it ll get too hot in the summer and the sweat will soak right through your clothes and you ll feel self conscious and awkward and the feeling stays with you all day until you go and put on a new t shirt and throw that old one away