now is it okay to put all the time that you ve had in the hands of someone else and expect that they will grasp all the things that you ve set out to believe in maybe that s not the only reason as to why you try to change my views and tell me what s okay to do i refuse to let you change what i want to choose this is my life not your life they re two completely different things just believe me that i will be okay when i think i ve seen it all i fall behind and breathe in everything i m missing and they were as it seemed content with living their lives in what they considered godly ways but when you ve grown up like that in somebody s opinion they put you on a track but to their own decisions all that is done is judged can it just be without questioning of morals and human beliefs just believe me when i say that the good times will pay and every day is a new chance to live in a different way when i think i ve seen it all i fall behind and breathe in everything i m missing and they were as it seemed content with living their lives in what they considered godly ways but when you ve grown up like that in somebody s opinion they put you on a track but to their own decisions  when you realize that this whole time you re running on someone else s track take yourself back to you and hold on