i was screaming out your name i guess you never heard me but i was screaming it for years and i think i deserve a reason for why you ve been so elusive now i ve been thinking about my life and i can t believe that i have wasted so much time trying to be what everyone loves the prodigal son returning oh what a sight the prodigal son returning if jesus christ ever reached down and touched my life he certainly left no sign to let me know he had and i wouldn t mind that he couldn t find the time it s just that now my heart longs for things that probably don t exist but now i think i see this for what it is oh my soul oh my soul is tired but i ve got an itch to scratch i ve got a stone to throw and i want to sink my teeth into your hollow bones i ve got a bone to pick and i want to pick it clean oh the prodigal son and his shameful disbelief i want something better i want something real and this is the part where my exit starts because i caught a glimpse of the father s heart do we want something we can t have so come on friends count up your sins one for being human two for being born like this this isn t love we re not in love if you wanted love you just should ve spoken up