i was irrational got carried away carrying weight of numbers to know it all remember the days remembering dates in portraits and pictures i thought we looked great don t we look great but i couldn t help it kept running away running away and you were my best bet but i was just breaking down off everything i had when i found out that i hate everything you re saying get away from me i hate everything we re doing it s a waste for me now i just wanna stay i m stuck in one place stuck in this place and memorize the ways that i used to say the things i would say when you were my best bet and i was just breaking down on everything i had when i found out that i hate everything you re saying get away from me i hate everything we re doing it s a waste for me i just wanna be the best i just wanna be the best thing until i d found it s letting me down i just wanna be the best i thought it was the best thing until i d found it s letting me  i hate everything you re saying get away from me i hate everything we re doing it s a waste for me i hate everything you re saying get away from me and i hate everything we do