be the winner you always were don t you don t you dare lose be the humble girl you are don t cry in stranger s cars la la goodnight i m awake and i ve been losing sleep i ve been fighting all my demons i ve been getting weak cause i ve been trying trying trying to be anything other than me be the star you know you are don t you don t you dare fail you can own that balance beam two steps forward towards make believe la la goodnight i m awake and i ve been losing sleep i ve been fighting all my demons i ve been getting weak cause i ve been trying trying trying to be anything other than me what a silly dream oh silly silly me to think i had a handle on this when i know i know i lose i know i know i lose we both know we both know that i know i know i know i lose we both now we both know that i m awake and i ve been losing sleep i ve been fighting all my demons i ve been getting weak cause i ve been trying trying trying to be anything other than me anything other than me anything other than me anything other than me