all of my life i been trying to get it right i keep gripping on this mic i ask the lord to take my soul into the night looking within man i been struggling with an addiction i can t get up and i been stuck inside of this affliction pain i m feeling i think that i m in a bad condition i hear myself saying to stop i never listen will i ever forgive myself for all these bad decisions even if i did will god given me his blessed permission let me into his kingdom i ve lived in opposition will you hear my submission preaching with my own conviction what happened to my ambition that i had when i was a kid i lost my mission i m in a prison im hearing the record skip incarcerated by these bars that i put into words contemplating conformity so my musics heard people tell me they feel what i say even if it burns not a negative person don t ever misinter pret the messages that i convey if i did it i swear that it wasn t on purpose im giving you everything that i have got spitting the truth in all of my verses lot of people say to be honest when i write my music but honestly my honesty would come off too intrusive how can i rap about this shit in a club on a friday night exchange my thoughts for getting money and them bitches hyped i care about my family i care about my image i care that one day my grandchildren will hear all my one day i ll be a father one day i ll make mine proud one day ill be watching over my family in the clouds when i made changes and reflections i was stressing and damn still looking in the mirror trying to find who i am man i ran away from home i left my girl alone i took a shot in the dark and i left my comfort zone i m pretty proud of that no one can take it from me to those who stayed by my side you ll be here for all the glory protect those that i love and i carry yall in my heart i know that y all will be there even if i fall apart man i graduated college and i began to acknowledge theres a lot more to life then being socially polished find people that you love hold em close and never let go take a chance in your life or you re never gonna grow say what s real when youre talking about what you really feel no point in hiding behind insecurities you fear look at me i took a leap of faith displaying my flaws even though i know everyone i know is gonna hear this song man i used to kick back with eminem on i would listen in awe drift away with headphones on dream of the lights the stage and the action i am thankful to all of my role models who gave me this passion that i was lacking live like youll die today dream like you ll live forever a quote that i follow i learned from my desperate measures but i keep on pushing i see the sun through the stormy weather i bow my head and pray knowing one day it will get better will get better1
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