so i guess the table s turned for the first time i can t find the words to apologise for all the poor decisions and the lessons that i never learned cause i ve got friends that have lost their father and they re much stronger than me i know people who live their lives in the shadow that they re trying to be and i will try my best to find a smile and i will close my eyes and say i m not afraid and it s time that i was clear of all the negativity that i hold so dear i lost my sight for far too long to take my mind off all my fears but i found my way again and i will try my best to find a smile and i will close my eyes and say i m not afraid we will try our best to find a smile and we will close our eyes and say we re not afraid we will try our best to find a smile and we will close our eyes and say we re not afraid this time i need to set aside my ways and figure out all the things i have to change