yeah i ve made some mistakes and i carry these scars the shadow on my face and the weight in my heart i m dreaming of the places i d rather be always dreaming of the places i d rather be i dont want to stay in tonight wanna be under those white stars and black lights black cars white knights tryna stack far up to these heights of love i might well i might you taste so good when tomorrows light years away ive made mistakes i would like father like son like father like theres that darkness in the pit of my stomach its so loud and it follows me around thats the shadow that i live with now yeah i ve made some mistakes and i carry these scars the shadow on my face and the weight in my heart i m dreaming of the places i d rather be always dreaming of the places i d rather be and its always on my mind i think about it all the time i try to hide it in this smoke but i know its waiting there inside yeah im always racked with guilt im the blade and shes my hilt no matter how many tracks i kill i know ill feel it i know i will feel it attacking the most when im back on the coast stacking this gold but im trapped with a ghost messing around with my blessings and now im stressing cause im counting them up to be less than i hoped i see you in ash colored dreams pulling the mask at the seams you saw through opaque and you told me transcend it and i didnt ask what you mean  yeah i ve made some mistakes and i carry these scars the shadow on my face and the weight in my heart i m dreaming of the places i d rather be always dreaming of the places i d rather be