i hear you making sense of what s nothing undirected unthinking i know because i do it too i guess it was just my own confusion derailing my calm in some kind of careless way it s interlocking and that makes it okay what did you say i ll listen but could you give me a second one more second i promise i know it s taxing to hear me shiftless swaying thoughts go unwanted go stale they re erratic pointless blind at best it s so stupid i know i can t help it how s it working for you leaving space where there could be something clear and substantial a lucid way of remaining i can t speak in descriptive terms only make an impression any which way i find acceptable but it hasn t worked yet