he took his final breath i hear it to this day there s no redemption and the punishment s delayed the only reaction that i face is hidden well behind my face a trace surely can lead the law right to their man well hurry up i did not betray no shock i heard the door behind me lock and i was now held hostage to a hostile scene and i wasn t sure what to do but i knew i had to get away the light despondent falls upon it s prey and i put a foreign object in his neck and i was so sure by now i would be a suspect i fear this and it feeds on me my self defense catastrophe it sees my kids grow it tells me they will have to one day know i used to blame the girl that led me there until i made her my wife and the house that we have built is white with crimson insides my god my mouth is dry suicidal i ain t suicidal i won t drink my way to no asylum and it can t be ignored like the bobble head on my dashboard quietly nodding at me quietly nodding at me