there was something i know so important but i refused to believe what they had told i was afraid to let go i was worried deep inside but with my face i had lied and now theres nothing left for me to do no and now i know true regret i miss my children i wish more than i ever have wished before for anything that i could go back but i cant and i know that i never will so do in the thoughts of my head i still and i pass my days thinking of what id say if i could yeah just like that id go scream out at the top of my lungs ok id go scream out through the mist of the slums and say i know tell them all that i was so wrong and i wish i could i just find it hard to believe that i could live through my whole life all but blinded and think only if i could have known what i know now then maybe i wouldnt be here in this terrible hole oh no i just find it hard to believe that i could live through my whole life all but blinded and think only if i could have known what i know now then maybe i wouldnt be here in this terrible hole oh no id trace my steps back so far and the people who knew me then would be so shocked when i grabbed them and held them down and screamed in their faces and they soon would find out so hard if they didnt let go now and come along and theyd sing  to reach out and touch the invisible it shouldnt belong no with closed eyes to trust is so difficult how could we be wrong wrong no to reach out and touch the invisible it shouldnt belong no with closed eyes to trust is so difficult how could we be wrong wrong no ok id go scream out at the top of my lungs ok id go deep down in the midst of the slums and scream i know tell them all that i was so wrong and i wish i could and then if i could i would i would i would i would i just find it hard to believe that i could live through my whole life all but blinded and think only if i could have known what i know now then maybe i wouldnt be here in this terrible hole oh no i just find it hard to believe that i could live through my whole life all but blinded and think only if i could have known what i know now then maybe i wouldnt be here in this terrible hole oh no to reach out and touch the invisible it shouldnt belong no with closed eyes to trust is so difficult how could we be wrong wrong no to reach out and touch the invisible it shouldnt belong no with closed eyes to trust is so difficult how could we be wrong wrong no