racing with death life in a mess time growing shorter with every regret efforts subceeding i m losing restrain insincere promise i ve broken again nothing can touch me for once i am dead exclude the body the spirit is left i have no problem in coping with life it is this world that condemns me to die this is hell we re in enduring in pain in this hell we re in i will not remain this is hell we re in forbidden to want from this hell we re in i wish to move on wrapped in self doubt enmeshed in the brain darkest depression succumbing again waiting the hour the string snaps inside length of a second to take my own life so it is promised i do not believe anything better than what i have seen out of this body i wait for this day in this hell were in entangled in pain balance upset into leaning on death simplified option to life s little test constantly guarding against its attack why were we put here to feel its effect violent pressure has tired my tries it is my wish that it s soon that i die hanging by threads to the realms of the sane it is this world that has made me this way this is hell we re in enduring in pain in this hell we re in i will not remain this is hell we re in forbidden to want from this hell we re in i wish to move on