i breathe in slow shut my eyes as you hit my pillow with every step i take towards that door i take a step in the wrong direction she had to know what it feels like to be so hollow that made cracks in our foundation and thats whats making this so hard dont make this so hard i breathe in slow shut my eyes as you hit my pillow with every step i take towards that door i take a step in the wrong direction dont make this so hard i keep lifting you up you keep letting me down i keep lifting you up and youre letting me down so then i think if this is as good as it gets for me id rather hide away until theres nothing left to be afraid of because theres nothing left to love or to be lost but now yesterday the sequence seems changed because yesterday is today in my head the sequence keeps changing i breathe in slow shut my eyes as you hit my pillow with every step i take towards that door i take a step in the wrong direction should have cut your noose