they sleeping on me wide awake while my eyes are open look up towards the heavens see the sky is open softly spoken often hoping y all would feel it how i wrote it and i can hop this boat and sail the seas it s all so open the urge is also poting and it s all so all so frightening hold it where this rope is let s pray to god still like me so he would let me go it s been so long since i felt hopeless but lately in and out my pen pal just might take notice and i know this shit feel different and i know this shit feel different i just hope that y all might get it i just hope that y all might listen i just hope that momma find a way to get her hope back i just hope that father find a way to put the coke back i just hope that i just hope that mama know she raised the dopest i just hope that father know i know at times he couldn t cope but that shit made me focus never lazy no maybe though i straight ain t know which way to go chasing ladies they would play me like the radio baby no no why you do that to me girl why you do that to me girl why you do that there why you lead me on feeling strong i feel it s right and you feel it s wrong kept me still at night when the chill is on them lonely sheets gonna kill me ma that cold pillow ain t a pillow now these hot women can t heal me now no these hot bitches can t heal me now no  10 city road trips i be slamming doors 21 29 for the 24 that will fill me up now i m feeling up only bitches i don t know the names of tryna get my game up lift my name up out the shadows i done came up they bout to put me up in them rappers taking my ticket like a raptor wordplay scrabble all i do is babble and all i do is dabble in all these things i m badder than all the team had to clear the air man it s all good over here man it s all good over here know this shit is coming i can feel it in the air these women they be scheming they concealing it i swear but i know your bitch want me i can feel it in her stare like oh oh oh oh i just say oh no no no this shit feel like water she be going i be going through the motion feel like water she be blowing i be all up in her ocean feel like i just hope that i just hope that momma know she raised a killer i just hope that father know he made his son a villain i just hope that one day i can sign my deal and make good up on my promise im a make a million mom ima make a million pops ima make a million grandma i ll make a million yeah ima make that fuck all that s hoeshit ima make that i m on my dope shit ima bake that maybe make that aye