ten bucks says that you think about her more than she thinks about you she has no idea what you re thinking about or what you ve been going through and you can memorize patterns of rugs from staring at the floor but avoiding eye contact doesn t work much anymore so i ll wash the cigarette smoke out of my clothes they smell like your car did six months ago back when you picked up a pack because you thought that they made you look cool and i hope you don t think it s wrong to replace mine with his name across your tongue with casual sin and smoke in your lungs just another boy that life did him wrong and i m holding on cause it s all that i ve got is this letter you wrote that said that i m all that he s not and i m hoping that doesn t mean what i think it means so i ll wash the smell of your perfume out of my skin i ve got all of these these thoughts and these words but i don t have anywhere to begin so i ll start with this you re a blade to my neck i can t handle these words i can t handle regret can t handle this right now and i m sorry i m holding on cause it s all that i ve got since the letter you wrote that said that i m all that he s not and i m hoping that doesn t mean what i think it means and i m holding on cause it s all that i ve got since the letter you wrote that said that i m all that he s not and i m hoping that doesn t mean what i think it means and i m holding on cause it s all that i ve got since the letter you wrote that said that i m all that he s not and i m hoping that doesn t mean what i think it means and i m holding on cause it s all that i ve got since the letter you wrote that said that i m all that he s not and i m hoping that doesn t mean what i think it means and i m holding on cause it s all that i ve got since the letter you wrote that said that i m all that he s not and i m hoping that doesn t mean what i think it means