i sift with eyeless admiration i sieve your layers through and through i feel with starving fixation i have a need i must subdue and i see from you afar and i select you and i breathe you from afar and i collect you i have unhealthy adoration your something i cant ever have i stir in total desperation without you here i know ill snap and i know you from afar and i dissect you and i keep you from afar and i protect you i cant take this ache its more than i can take this is all one big mistake if i cant fly i will break i see from you afar and i select you i want you from afar and i collect to you