i m mortified i m mortally antagonized the door is locked the shades are down the lights are off my movements are minimal my sounds are inaudible i m dull and void these razor thoughts are paranoid i m a footnote in your sentence i m a last name in an index scavenger savior don t forget to never remember you haven t laughed in such a long time my tongue is tied so tight it s left me petrified i stay up late stumble home at a pathetic pace it is a time thief it sings in late sleeps swollen screams are salivating apathy bottle clinking belmont neon a city sea of sinking freedom it s right as rain one salty kiss stays forever in your fingertips