these thoughts these thoughts never getting out of my head i m alone a lot rather be in my bed but i d be damned if i never chased you from the start and i d be damned if i didn t wanna follow heart and i d be damned if i thought leaving my home was smart and i d be damned if i i aaah all this destinesia s got me wildin out wildin out oh what is my cause i hope i m finding out finding out i ve been on this journey for awhile now all this destinesia s got me wildin out and i be screaming and i be screaming beat up bashed down bodies freakin on the floor please dad please dad don t open my freakin door all these thoughts controlling me they holding me out but somewhere deep inside of me i m wondering how i try to speak to god but he ain t finding me now i thought he had an eye on me they lied to me but i d be damned if i never chased you from the start and i d be damned if i didn t wanna follow heart and i d be damned if i thought leaving my home was smart and i d be damned if i i aaah  all this destinesia s got me wildin out wildin out oh what is my cause i hope i m finding out finding out i ve been on this journey for awhile now all this destinesia s got me wildin out and i be screaming and i be screaming 