i trace a never ending picture with a disappearing pen she said i see the angel with the synthesizer in her hand what s that supposed to be beside her is that supposed to be a man look i did the best i can hold me down hold me still love me like you always will kiss me like you ve solved it kiss me like you solved it you left me bluer than your bracelets in the motel bath and when you said i loved you well i had to laugh because what was that now it s raining on the ocean every time you send your best it feels like someone forcing open an umbrella in my chest now there really ain t no use to talk anymore it s raining on the ocean it s raining on the shore hold me down hold me still love me like you always will kiss me like you solved it kiss me like you solved it the lovely explosion unfolds its tiny wings and a tiny box in a giant screen tv above the busy bar i clutched my coat and clenched my heart and hard to know that i was younger yesterday than i ever guessed before climbing out of hell on a ponytail to kick in your back door and then i slept under our statue the one in mercy park that i said looks just like you even more so when it s dark  til you refuse to yield your useless sword and shield and i woke up in the garden i woke up in the sun i woke up like a bullet wakes up from a gun too late to turn around ah hammer down and done i m done i m done goddamn i m through evangeline i ll never need another dream of you just hold me down hold me still love me like you always will kiss me like you solved it kiss me like you solved it hold me down hold me still love me like you always will hold me down hold me still love me like you always will hold me down hold me still hold me down rust and rhyme