sucker myself into believing that i m doing the right thing i think of your face and i pretend that i m not alone i m lining up all the love and the trust and the good things but there s a hole in my heart where i once kept a piece of home what if one of yours turned a color you didn t mean for it to be and what if one of yours became another would you hear it say let me go this isn t what i wanted i can t be here anymore let me go this isn t what i needed i can t exist here anymore i ve been thinking about my money and now i gave it all away i ve been thinking about the people and now i shouldn t never let them stay i ve been thinking about how i always had to write just one more song well you know me and that i ll never change but i meant it well all along and i was wrong what if one of yours turned a color you didn t mean for it to be and what if one of yours became another would you hear it say let me go this isn t what i wanted i can t be here anymore let me go this isn t what i needed i can t exist here anymore replace the silence with deafening sound send away the people i want no one around this is my greatest mistake i hope you realize i die every time i look in your eyes what if one of yours turned a color you didn t mean for it to be and what if one of yours became another would you hear it say let me go this isn t what i wanted i can t be here anymore let me go this isn t what i needed i can t exist here anymore