it was january 1963 when johnny came home with a gift for me he said i bought it for you because i love you and i bought it for you cause it s your birthday too he was so very nice he was so very kind to think of me at this point in time i used to think of him he used think of me he told me to close my eyes my gift would be a great surprise i saw tears were in his eyes he never meant to hurt me oh god johnny don t point that gun at me there s so many ways our lives have changed but please i beg don t do this to me johnny don t point that gun at me can i save my life at any price for god s sake won t you listen to me and though he was ashamed that he had took a life johnny came home with another wife and he often remembered how it used to be before that special occasion 1963 there s too many ways that you could kill someone like in a love affair when the love has gone he used to think of her she used to think of him he told me to close my eyes my gift would be a great surprise i saw hatred in his eyes but he never meant to hurt me oh god johnny don t point that gun at me there s so many ways our lives have changed but please i beg don t do this to me johnny you keep on using me can i change my life for any price oh johnny won t you listen to me  i just want you to be mine i don t want this world to shine i don t want this bridge to burn oh johnny do you miss me i just want to feel free i will always feel free i will always feel free i will always feel free1