somethings gonna change i know it will to erase the pain i pop these pills i do so much that it dont seem real to hide the way i really feel they dont give me a handling so what am i gonna have when im at the end wheres my fam all i have is my friends i dont know my dad but im just like him my mama told me to learn from all of her stories but instead i just i sit and think in i just drink down all these 40s hoping thats gonna cure it all all all i needs a little more alcohol pack above down the loose then i might feel tough they say everything gonn happen for a reason im just hoping things gonn happen for me while im looking for something to believe in im hoping they believein in me and i dont know where all this gonn go im just praying that ill never loose control oh oh oh and one day everything will come through and youll all know the story of a boy a boy named hue tryna find the real in all this fiction and fake gossip and hate but listen fuck you im gonna choose my own faith cause i ain t got none but a wild ass dream that me and my team well one day be kings be on big screens have fans scream have model bitch skin all on my jeans ima have everything but thats just a hunch no more jokes im not no ima have any chick that i want fuck actress hoes like you ima work my ass up cause ill only get this once learn to do it on my own cause i ain t come from a grady bunch  they say everything gonn happen for a reason im just hoping things gonn happen for me while im looking for something to believe in im hoping they believein in me and i dont know where all this gonn go im just praying that ill never loose control oh oh oh and one day everything will come through