come and open me up i dont know where i am i dont know where anything is come and get me the ripping open of me catapult me crying incision inside her size her up wheres my choice in the matter i want whats mine what the coats hanging on anyway you slice it slice me open i think we got it all wrong where do you where do you get off you feel alone i know you feel alone with me inside you feel alone with me inside of you i only see what i want what i want to see life is full of little surprises manageable catastrophe once you let go carried off carted away cursed curtailed you catapult shit like wet autumn leaves you catapult shit like wet autumn leaves the fear alone of being alone never subsides i know the fear alone of not living what others call lives we only see what we want what we want to see and now youve taken from me lied to about safety stolen from safe keeping you dont feel alive you dont feel alive i know you feel alone how far along am i i know the fear alone existed well before the twinkle in the eyes the world moans with no one to say goodnight now youre captured in time stolen from safety lied to about safe keeping you think this is a lie you know the outcome before it began you cant stop it now the avalanche let it fall bottom of the sea careen over the edge as far as i can see this is your only life this is your only life