i love the time and in between the calm inside me in the space where i can breathe i believe there is a distance i have wandered to touch upon the years of reaching out and reaching in holding out holding in i believe this is heaven to no one else but me and i ll defend it long as i can be left here to linger in silence if i choose to would you try to understand i know this love is passing time passing through like liquid i am i m drunk in my desire but i love the way you smile at me i love the way your hands reach out and hold me near i believe i i believe this is heaven to no one else but me and i ll defend it long as i can be left here to linger in silence if i choose to would you try to understand oh the quiet child awaits the day when she can break free the mold that clings like desperation mother can t you see i ve got to live my life the way i feel is right for me might not be right for you but it s right for me oh  i believe this is heaven to no one else but me and i ll defend it long as i can be left here to linger in silence if i choose to would you try to understand it i would like to linger here in silence if i choose to would you understand it would you try would you try to understand 