yeah you heard it right that s what i said i wanna grow up to be young and dead run with the worst i wanna finish last don t want a future rather drown in the past wanna be blind stupid lazy and bored tortured and crazy outcast and ignored truly hated i wanna be a bad seed so what if i had all those little girl dreams now i know that s just some junk on a screen i got my own plan and if all goes well i m guaranteed a lifetime of living hell chorus well i ve had this hole in my heart for some time all of my life i ve had something to hide thanks for nothing i guess you meant well but i better be going i got a body to sell won t you come around if your ghost surrenders take one look at me and i m sure you ll remember chorus