yeah nigga z ro the crooked hollin at all my real niggas out here that s handling they bidness know i m saying being that motherfucking man they pose to be guide they seeds in the right direction know i m saying real nigga grown ass men know i m saying feel me black and beautiful but i can t have her anytime the queen smile it make me wanna grab her but i m a loner destined to be alone a long time anytime i get courage enough to say something it s at the wrong time i ain t shy but i m a bad seed back luck with women mama died after she had me left me alone had to be strong dealing with the truth and the lies witnessed the whole family turn on me in front of my eyes for being real so i wonder what the fake got to offer i let her catch me slipping cause i already caught her breaking the bond but you were never locked down i should of listened when people say she was sleeping around but i wasn t fooling evil that stuff going the wrong way was the deception blinded by a beautiful face the aftermath is simple it s i can t stand you hoe by myself forever me and my bitch nigga the dro when a good nigga z fed up and everything go wrong and home ain t feeling like home feel like it s impossbile to hold your head up even though you be doing right they do you like you do wrong why they be fucking with a thug nigga why you fucking with a thug nigga fucking with a thug nigga why you fucking with a thug nigga fucking with a thug nigga fucking with a thug nigga fucking with a thug nigga bitch you gon make me out a drug dealer i was damn near about to lose my mind and hoe ass niggas trying to keep me from shining i get hated on all day long why the fuck i gotta get hated when i get home i m trying to stay on my grind all that riff raff i can t let it stay on my mind i got the rent and the bills to deal with and you be tripping and shit so why wonder why i m addicted to dro and sipping and shit because i go through so much so i try to stay fucked up because i get my hustle on daily so your children can eat without getting myself a new unit or shoes for my feet the diapers the rent deposit the light bill the way i made it warm when there was a slight chill i was everythang at least i thought i was mayn until my better half said she wasn t feeling the same she needed a change and made a nigga pack up and leave after that calling me everyday saying she was checking on me how the fuck you think i m doing i m living on the street sleeping in the front with all my clothes in the backseat moved back in to get kicked out and moved back in the only thing that stayed stable was the money that i had to spend seventy five on the room a night this is the way brothers get treated for doing em right ask my brother he be going through it with his baby s mother but that s what a nigga get for trying to love a motherfucker never again will i put my arms around a bitch it s sunny in my life now i hope it storm around a bitch 