i swear i won t lie but it s hard to describe i m so bad with faces with name stakes and places my days and nights change but it all stays the same and i m too high to camp but i m going nowhere maybe tomorrow i ll know what to say but right now i have no words all my traditions are just superstitions all my ambition is run by addiction i won t break my figure on smoking and drinking i ve gotta get high so i ll say my goodbyes i wish i could find all the right words to say but right now i have no words i ll have to preserve or i can t resolve my family and friends don t even show again i m pale and i m frail it s likely i ll fail so don t place your bets cause it s high over yale i know i ll be sorry so sorry for you loss but right now there are no words 