what to say i m just glad i stayed home cause a day off s the way off this titanic mind coffee grounds look something like burial mounds heavy black steaming and elephantine well i m weightless pale clammy and impish today i will float with the ghosts and scare people away with unspeakable boilings and tearings apart i ve drowned in mathematics now sleeping alone is an art friends float down rivers while laughing at government schemes other friends livers remember the days they were clean things we put in our bodies just where do they go you think you re such an expert then you oughta know we are sea dogs with pyrite to fill up those cracks in between igniting the crevices reading some life magazines from the 50s or the 60s all the junk i ve consumed it resides in a jar an archive of my mistakes ever preserved in the stars if i could live one day over i ve got one in mind would ve done it correctly if i woke up on time live one day over i ve got one in mind would ve done it correctly if i woke up on time what to do i m just troubled by you and the way you behave it s incredibly hard to explain well i m ill i m just bothered and thrilled that someone would put up for so long now i guess it s so long again there are things that we put in our bodies we know what we re doing and we aren t sorry honestly i don t know how to react you think hurting yourself doesn t hurt anybody else  there are things that we do that we don t even realize sometimes there are people we hurt yet they stay at our sides but only sometimes there are signs that some people don t want me around anymore there are oceans of strangers and i think its time that i went and drowned if i could live one day over i ve got one in mind would ve done it correctly if i woke up on time live one day over i ve got one in mind would ve done it correctly if i woke up on time live one day over i got one in mind would ve done it correctly if i your hand s flat your hand s freezing said the man in the mirror count on the girl of your dreams til they shear her 1