i won t lift you up and i won t drag you down i ll be quiet as a mouse in church no you won t hear a sound i know it s been heavy i know you carry a real haul but i m lighter than nothing now in fact i barely exist at all not since i ve given it up i can t take any credit and i might live to regret it but now it s done you ask me are you ready i say it has to be now we have take ourselves this long just wearing each other out i used to want disciples watch them drinketh from my cup i used to want a fancy funeral but now i m just a sucker for your love all the rest i have given it up as much as it is tempting consume until i m empty enough is enough