they decided what vice takes up our time on mobile tv screens on stacks of internet likes great divide in my mundane daily life am i conscious and cognizant or thoughtless limps and eyes genocide of the self thinking righteous type that finally gave in finally gave up tonight find myself again painting the same old picture complacent defeated man who finally lost it sunrise another day sunset another day when a bullet reads success it d be the fastest thing he ever did your just a brick in a wall of many number nine on my list of the things i fear most and oh god the wreckage that i crave haven t seen it in years haven t slept right for days and it s just a damn cold night when you notice the road your on stable but something s wrong feels like i m falling backwards it s just my pride that calmly took failure as a place to hang low oh hey we ll you tried to my callus hands that keep loosing ambition with every new year and every new band it s just a damn cold night when you question the road your own shaky but nothing s wrong feels like i m falling backwards stalling out my life with second thought indecision is cowardice for those who can t let go and i know i can t let go going no where end it now going nowhere end it now and it s just a damn cold night when you notice the road your on stable but something s wrong feels like i m falling backwards it s just my brain that keeps finding the worst i m everyone that i meet and every new song and to those restless nights i kept fighting my eyelids for one last idea from a well that s run dry it s just a damn cold night when you question the road your own shaky but nothing s wrong feels like i m falling backwards