i was blind but now i see now i see i used to be lost and then i found out i didn t have to be it was up to me it s all up to me i was lyin lyin to myself somebody else was lyin and i was caught caught in between now i m free how i see it s all up to me up to me it s all up to me i used to pretend i was this i was that pretending i was wrong but that s allright now i see it didn t have to be that way it s all up to me it s all up to me up to me it s all up to me