pain and peril mutation of me alone i ve dwelled in the dark surrounding me chained in hell by the new one in me it found a way from hell defiling my dreams afraid to lose control of it all afraid to go insane in the dark afraid to lose myself in it all afraid to let my ghosts call the shots pain and peril delusions set free i ve paid the price in the night of a misty dream change and peril the darkness calls me they came through me from hell beneath the trees afraid to lose control of it all afraid to go insane in the dark afraid to lose myself in it all afraid to let my ghosts bring my fall rain of fire protects me from death the sinister haven i the wolf on top of mountains howl strong and tall above the other hordes with strength i fought the demons away attached on skin but through fur they can t come in in pain i fought the demons away attached on skin but through fur they can t come in i found it harder to come back i found the surface more dark than its been before and i ve been fighting for a long time why am i afraid to be alive what have i done to feel confined what did i do to feel this way the only thing i feel is the pain the pain i ve seen my holocaust rain of fire protects me from death the sinister haven i the wolf on top of mountains howl strong and tall above the other hordes scarred by the faceless demons i ve been scarred by my flesh eating thoughts i ve been scarred to the point where the pain it won t stop it won t stop until i m gone