do i look strange now somewhat deranged now i m not that same as i was yesterday now it s hard to play now it s hard to say how i don t want to stay alone anymore chorus afraid to take my life away i m not that strong i hate this place i can t believe what s going on something s gone now i can t stay strong now something s wrong it must be me truth is burning truth is hurting truth is waiting to be free i hate this place i can t believe what s going on with painted face we walk through life for way too long falling down again taking ground again will i be the same again chorus out