i wasn t sure if i should stay or go i had covered for you for way too long this isn t how it s supposed to be and it s taken it s toll on me i m so disgusted with myself you told me they d never find out they wouldn t care they wouldn t believe me i hope you let me sleep tonight you creep up on me when she s not around not around to save me why can t you just go away what if i can t forget anything everything what if i wait here what if i stand here waiting i m falling apart you made me lay there hopelessly i couldn t scream a word i couldn t push away if this is what you need to get off i d hate to see what s next for you are you disgusted with yourself she d have you slaughtered and hope you burn in hell you creep up on me when she s not around not around to save me why can t you just go away what if i can t forget anything everything what if i wait here what if i stand here waiting you motherfucker i hope you burn in hell i hope you know what you ve caused me you are the one that s ruined me