you drink to take the pain away i write these words to feel the same believe me i haven t moved passed and you ll always have a piece and i ll continue to live but always incomplete you left me with a sigh of relief but ever since i ve hated to be me i think of you most of the time and what our lives could have been like you re the reason why i can t fall asleep at night you re the reason why i m watching every sunrise you re the reason why i grew up too fast and you re the reason why i can t get past this i heard that you died the joyful spirit i once knew is no longer inside of you they keep telling me i ll be fine but i don t feel alright i know i always smelled like smoke but you were the one who made me choke on all my words and no matter what your friends say love isn t supposed to feel this way it isn t supposed to hurt