yeah and i feel like fame is overrated the closer that i get to it the more i grow to hate it and i ain t been dropping music cause i ain t motivated i know that money come with problems like they both related if you re still chasing your dreams well then you so courageous i put my life in this music i fear my open pages i need the world i can t be remembered as local greatness i m still that person that falls in love in these hopeless places cigarette smoke in my lungs i m broken and drunk living life like a fast break and i m just hoping i dunk ain t no skeletons in my closet just don t open my trunk tried to fight off all my anxieties by smoking a blunt i hope i find myself i hope i find some help and i was holding up but life been taking off my belt i got some people that still hate me cause i told them how i felt but these the cards that i was dealt yo i m riding with the same old niggas the same old chick i ain t paid the light bill still ain t paid rent but i know that a nigga gonna get it cause i ve been grinding for a minute yo i m riding with the same old niggas the same old chick but everything good right now we all lit cause i know a nigga gonna get it cause i ve been grinding for a minute i ve been this way since 95 always searching for this kind of vibe still thinking what if i never quit my 9 to 5 what if they don t respect my music till i m not alive does it count if i already feel like i died inside i tried to make a happy song and every single line i lied i can t smile and i can t count how many times i tried but yo i ve been working it out to show my stronger side do i want money or happiness i cannot decide my momma still been stressing me bout life and it s complexities i knew i wouldn t starve when i created my own recipe and when i feel my worst is when my music is the best to me i know my shorty hurt because i ve been on this date with destiny i m blowing up i m blowing up i knew you back when we was growing up but sure enough you acted different now you always calling me and telling me you miss me now but you was never there through all them pill bottles i emptied out and now i m way too faded to feel shit i kill shit they told me that these shoes were too big to fill and they still fit trying to get a million before my granny get real sick cause she the only reason we skated by like a heelflip and i love her for that i love her for that my eyes closed i m hugging her as she hugging me back she said i don t always understand the stuff that you rap but you gonna make it boy and that s just a fact  yo i m riding with the same old niggas the same old chick i ain t paid the light bill still ain t paid rent but i know that a nigga gonna get it cause i ve been grinding for a minute yo i m riding with the same old niggas the same old chick but everything good right now we all lit cause i know a nigga gonna get it cause i ve been grinding for a minute minute minute minute minute cause i ve been grinding for a minute minute minute minute minute a nigga gonna get it