some deny and search for things that never come around do i feel like a fool the places i have ran to all my life have disappeared and i owe this all to you i m feeling like i m sinking and nothing s there to catch me keep me breathing what do i have to do why can t this hurt be through i m going head onto something i know i will fail why can t this kiss be true why won t you please let me through i don t understand why you always push me away the last thing i would like to do before i go away is cry there next to you cry and talk about the good old days and where they ve gone and now how much i hate you what do i have to do why can t this hurt be through i m going head onto something i know i will fail why can t this kiss be true why won t you please let me through i don t understand why you always push me away  i feel the blood drip off my body as it falls right there on the ground what am i now what am i now what am i now what do i have to do why can t this hurt be through i m going head unto something i know i will fail why can t this kiss be true why won t you please let me through i don t understand why you always push me away why you always push me away why you always push me away why you always push me away why you always push me away why you always push me away why you always push me away why you always push me away why you always push me away 1