in your brilliance you became the only voice you trust if it s true then i m dead right where i stand was the plan always this vicious you thought that your faith would carry you home but it left me there in the waiting room alone as i planned what to say to the ones i d be leaving all praise and honor seem so far away i never saw this coming you can lose what you found and here comes the breakdown careful careful watch your mouth you re talking like you re such the innocent these words will be the death of you this i swear this i know the blame will find your hands the blame has found these hands it s hard to live this to know if i mean it to let you know you have me that i never can forget it and these last words i say here are the last words that i will share so god i m asking you do you even care my hands are shaking and they won t stop as the world becomes a hospital room i am not the one to ever disappear but it s over now say it for the last time one last time i want to let go of this world for you careful careful watch your mouth you re talking like you re such the innocent these words will be the death of you this i swear this i know the blame will find your hands the blame has found these hands hands held toward the sky in the cool air of october the whispers were always there but they never caught up to your words so will december find me all alone the wishful face of the believer hope but there is doubt that bleeds through still i am arrested by your presence nothing will compare to you1