eighteen minutes ago you called me on my phone you said i m sorry why do i feel so alone i said i m sorry is there anything that i can do you said care about me like you used to i m sleeping in a van most nights it s not ideal but i ve never felt more alive in fact i ve never felt quite exactly the way that i am my friends are dying quicker than i possibly can nineteen minutes ago you called me on my phone i ve been keeping tabs on when i call you on the phone so i call you every day but i guess if every day means some days then i call you every day beware that i m not who i used to be i ve had a lot of things go wrong with me and i m sorry i m not capable of lying my parents they are looking for my house to find that granite st s no longer where i live or send the mail to or the things that i don t want to receive my parents love me or at least now i m alive to see twenty minutes ago you called me on my phone you said cameron why do i feel so alone i said i m sorry is there anything that i can do you said care about me like you used to not too long ago you called me on my phone and i held back tears cause i was feeling so alone i have to be stronger or at least much stronger than i ve been like a father or the son holy spirit amen5