sit and stare at the back of your head when i should go white and scared of the time that s passed with nothing to show oh i don t know divided time with the side of my mind that just won t let go anxiety has taken over the left side of me i can t stand the wake when i stay awake through these dreams oh when will i come home my left hand it aches when i stay awake with anxiety i don t stand there for too long before my mind starts runnin and runnin till it s gone oh i can t complain when i ve got no reason but i still lose my brain oh anxiety has taken over the left side of me i can t stand the wake when i stay awake through these dreams oh when will i come home my left hand it aches and i stay awake with anxiety this shade of blue it doesn t seem like the kind of blue you knew when you were green and i looked but couldn t see i know that he s not me and i tried and tried to set the left side free anxie anxiety has taken over the left side of me i can t stand the wake when i stay awake through these dreams oh when will i come home my left hand it aches when i stay awake with anxiety  mmmm1