fire on the porch on a summer s night all my things are there inside black smoke rise up now burn on burn higher i smell leaves and burning tires dogs in the meadows barking wild blackbird rise up now tell me what have you done i m not drunk and i m not sad there s nothing inside that i want back let me touch your lips let me see where you re at do you wonder how i am tonight don t lose time looking in my eyes not every tear means you re gonna cry from the bottom of my heart comes a cold dark feeling there is nothing but dust in the layers i m peeling from the bottom of my heart beats a rattling drum we re coming up from the depths into the rays of the sun now under crushing skies of grays paralyzed with phantom pains before this room became just a place where i just sleep through endless days spinning webs and carving names where thoughts break up exploding in space but i once crossed a quarter mile through black pools of razor wires cut through steel with the edge of a file while singing rhapsodies in stride hellbent and dignified but my time has come who ya fooling and why  from the bottom of my heart comes a cold dark feeling oh there is imminent death to the promise i m keeping from the bottom of my heart comes an army of one marching back up the steps into the rays of the sun pale faced and hollowed eyes buried under ruptured skies not every smile means i m laughing inside two faced and compromised i ve enraptured you with lies where everything means nothing and tonight everything is mine from the bottom of my heart comes a cold dark feeling i have buried so much in the layers i m peeling from the bottom of my heart a battle will come marching back up the steps to the rays of the sun from the bottom of my heart comes a cold dark feeling wrapped around tight with no sign of leaving from the bottom of my heart a ballad is sung through a whisper she comes into the rays of the sun