and i can t go outside any time of day soon as i m revived thoughts take flight sometimes i m dead inside sometimes i m out of sight knives deeply flawed cut the cord i was sworn right in lives spun around cradled down in distortion hopeless useless worthless hateful vengeful numbskull somebody out there decided i never should have got born deciphered the warnings stopped and found it s a long way down toll taking core shaking not a day goes by i m unanaesthetised words i can t command let alone understand novocaine attack never going back to lawless insane insomniacs special decision heavyweight let me in i ll asphyxiate impossible universe in my way these are the blues i can t escape kucklehead one unlucky drop and i can make the noises stop and i don t condone this any answer i ll deny time when we re allowed to say goodbye though you were seldom true sometimes you fell too ard irreversible change in circumstances keep my perspective all i can this is enough it s serious wake up the stark interiors unorthodox end to self restraint tell myself mental blocks they ain t knucklehead keep your heart intact secretive mad amnesiac