i know that you are right i m aware that you have plans so i feel i need to sacrifice everything i want and put it on hold although that we ve been here a million times before i know that i just need to trust in everything that i ve been told so tell me i m not alone i really should have seen this coming how could i be so blind be honest tell me something am i really that far behind i really should have seen this coming how could i be so blind be honest tell me something am i really that far behind i know what i should do but i never did ask you i m in a rut and i need to get out and the only way i know is to come to you and show you that i m still here even though i disappear from time to time i ve had myself in mind i know it s not fair to either of us now so tell me i m not alone i really should have seen this coming how could i be so blind be honest tell me something am i really that far behind i really should have seen this coming how could i be so blind be honest tell me something am i really that far behind if i m farther down this road then when we started this then everything i know is waiting on a ship to sail on my own uncharted waters there because i can t breathe the air here so can you tell me i m not alone in this so tell me i m not alone in this so can you tell me i m not alone in this so tell me i m not alone i really should have seen this coming how could i be so blind be honest tell me something am i really that far behind i really should have seen this coming how could i be so blind be honest tell me something am i really that far behind 