it s not a matter of what i want i guess it s part of dealing with growing up i ve got this heart of a child and mind of a man it seems like a long day that never ends it s alright i got a roadblock somewhere in my brain i make it twenty days and then i fall on my face i feel like such a fool yea i feel so naive but i know some day soon i m gonna find some relief ain t that right sometimes i m blue when the day finally ends i watch the sun go down and i think of my friends and i know i m still broken in a number of ways but i think there s something special in embracing your pain it s alright ain t that right 