i try my best to reach perfection and all i get is more rejection i wanna know what you re about it s nice to know someone s out there asking but what s it worth when it s all you re telling i think it s you i ve finally figured out those outright lies you ve said are knocking me down what s left to do when your life s turned upside down i ve gotten crap from all who know me if you speak truth then you need to show me you can t expect me to just nod my head and smile cuz ignorance is not my style as my false pride gets in the way i start believing all you say i cross my fingers all the while i m running in a different race i m out of time and out of place i play the sucker all the time i simply can t make up my mind whoever i choose to believe who says they won t stand up and leave and who ll be waiting next in line won t you give me another sign turn it upside down 