one single night one single day before it all just sweeps away with the paradise i do not know through the joy i never had i m all alone on my isolated throne why have you forsaken me the days outnumbered themselves into the grey and life cries a dream dies out into the blackness stretches for an empty cup a chalice to collect the tears that i keep to myself i gaze upon the mystery this lovelorn identity frozen beyond the echoes of laughter this morphine cloud hanging over me like a snow white curtain this beautiful haze overruns me so i erase myself from you the cure for my sanity and here i am unwilling to forgive myself so lost in this remedy your spirit is haunting me consumed by indifference i scream in your silence where shadows conceals me i m cursed to search for you oh feeble ungrateful my heart paralyzed you drown with me intoxicate this bitter reality under the screens of apathy oh feeble ungrateful my heart paralyzed you drown with me intoxicate this bitter reality under the screens of apathy the dream died before it was born innocence is lost and so am i but still i pretend to be strong still i wonder where i belong you whisper to me gently in my sleep to leave this world behind and i gaze upon the mystery this lovelorn identity frozen beyond the echoes of laughter1