you motherfuckers will respect me and stop shitting where you eat i play nice unless you wanna take me to the street i m a simple dude and i speak in layman s terms so you dumb motherfuckers can understand the words my whole demeanor is to pull out the nina nine milli act silly and crack domes like phillies i stay in the streets born in the gutter i come from nothing looking for something motherfucker i spit hard it resembles my life it reminds me of how i left my kids and my ex wife while i was roaming the streets holding the heat with no sleep no cheese know what i need probably god so i went and saw my priest he told me to come back and died the next week please lord help me to reap what i sow just give me the word god cause i m ready to go will you take me way up to the sky will you take me down where the devil lies will you take me up where the angels fly or will you meet me with a halo of flies my whole life has been non fiction and i live in a house of pain stuck in a cage you re not listening when will i ever achieve the goals set by those that expect to live off of my flows i got cousins that don t recognise me so make your bed and live in it it don t surprise me on some left it s me shit oh yeah well where were you in 89 when i buried my father you fucking bitch family s only there when the going is good when it s bad you re on your own to grow up in the hood the outcast looked at as one bad apple till there s beef then all these motherfuckers get at you well peep game i came up with moms in a dope crib and tried to forget the fucking way that i lived i tried to always do it right by my kids and that s the way that god planned it i ll give it to him will you take me way up to the sky will you take me down where the devil lies will you take me up where the angels fly or will you meet me with a halo of flies  dear lord i can t explain all the things that i do just know that every single word in this song is true it s about time i step up and be a fucking man i got lost along the way and didn t follow the plan please take me as i am i stood on my own two and thank you for my girl god i know that i owe you i been trained to murder people kill at will i ve sinned mortared soldiers in a vietnam villa but still you hold me close right by your heart and i pray that you remember me when armageddon starts will you take me way up to the sky will you take me down where the devil lies will you take me up where the angels fly or will you meet me with a halo of flies 