everyone i thought i count on has let me die everyone i thought i could lean on has made me cry everytime i close my eyes there s nothing there feeling empty is all i have left there s nothing else to bare and i realize that i ve lost my mind and i realize that i am the lie it s over my time to shine i m already dead so why can t i die everything i thought i could see has disappeared everything i thought i could be has been drown by fear somehow it seems all i can do is sit and stare somehow nothing good seems to last or was it ever there and i realize that i ve lost my mind and i realize that i am the lie it s over my time to shine i m already dead so why can t i die somehow it seems all i can do is sit and stare somehow nothing good seems to last and i realize that i ve lost my mind and i realize that i am the lie it s over my time to shine i m already dead so why can t i realize that i ve lost my mind i m already dead so why can t i die