now first of all i want to let you know that i ve been known for some minor mood swings now and then it all started back when people were doing me wrong and because of my position i would hold my tongue for then bad relationships and people i thought were friends and people judging me before they get to know a thing when you decide to step to me it shows me so clearly you just want to see see the other side of me and you don t know what i m going through and you might think it s all about you but it s everything i ve been holding back it s just bad timing to come at me like that i try to keep my cool yes that s what i try to do but it s so hard dealing with people just like you i try to walk away from situations that run into complications that make me lose control if i give in to you then it s what you want me to do and if i lose my cool then i m only pleasing you you know just how to push me my temperature is rising blood pressure is building i m about to lose control i m sorry did i cross the line i tried to warn you away way ahead of time i m so frustrated that i feel like i could cry this could be the time but i m not going out like that