i am so mad at you for making me such a bastard giving me such high standards i m mad at you but i ll find you inside of someone else even if finding you in of someone else is hard to do this never ending pursuit of happiness is getting harder and harder to accomplish the lies i tell myself just so i can get by are getting less and less convincing all the time and i just can t shake the feeling that i ll be alone forever please tell me that s not the case so i will go look for things i find important qualities that are unique and traits i find attractive in other people2