on my way home i hoped that every passing car on the road was you catching up to tell me something resembling the truth but you haven t even said you re sorry yet so instead would you tell me this did you hesitate on your way through the door on your way home did you make peace with everything that you d done wrong or you decided it was my fault all along did you think of me when you left the jewelry i gave you there on purpose as if you needed a clever reason to return did you hesitate on your way through the door or did it make you feel more alive or less responsible this time for what you left behind and will you think of me when all the guilt builds a home in all your good days all your good days did you hesitate on your way through the door or did it make you feel more alive or less responsible this time for what you left behind did it make you feel more alive did it make you feel more alive or left behind 