i don t know how to tell you you don t know how to be me tell myself in the mirror damn this shit been on repeat take a chance this my speech took a breath i can t speak take a shot like aubrey troubled thoughts pass by me reading texts from my past girlies give me all the sass yeah i fight with my moms so stubborn that it always lasts so numb can t feel a bit act a fool for the hell of it do it sober rather take a hit so fucked not celibate this is my life don t celebrate if i m at your crib then i took a break from this long ass week i ve been working straight when it s my time my third offense on the record i plead guilty i killed the beat i had no defense i m on a mission what am i missing what if make it who are we kidding i m on a mission what am i missing what if make it who are we kidding i might just reel in i m hooked this that feeling i m hooked i might just reel in i m hooked this that feeling i m hooked this that sold out i m booked hit that ceiling i m shook it s those mushrooms we swallowed and all the worries they took life is blurry can t wait till thirties my watch is running fast these days ain t in a hurry a quarter past my 15 minutes of shine i m bright make it last give me your digits we up all night what a decision to land on we out take flight we on the come down now so all the chairs upright no new friends in my plans i got the ones that i ll need we want houses on mountains i want your hands to the clouds and all of you thunderous shouting all of you thunderous shouting  i m on a mission what am i missing what if make it who are we kidding i m on a mission what am i missing what if make it who are we kidding i might just reel in i m hooked this that feeling i m hooked i might just reel in i m hooked this that feeling i m hooked i might just reel in i m hooked this that feeling i m hooked i might just reel in i m hooked this that feeling i m hooked i must be tripping or i m faded maybe a mix of both baby just raise your glass and make a toast 30k so i quit excuse me for i shall boast and it s a tough decision to admit but d can never coast i can see the shore i might be unsure but no longer drowning i m no longer frowning i won t be ignored walked away and then locked the door maybe i don t want that comfort anymore maybe i don t need it i d rather starve than pout in a cubicle trapped for hours thinking life ain t beautiful tell me what you would do you know i had to leave it feeling mad defeated