my dreams will never come true without my lighthouse keeper my drinks just won t do though i can never stay sober no sir the sun in my spring will keep on looking for you to keep me warm to guide me higher my wings just won t do without your feathers all my life i ve had only bitter medicine all my life the only sweet medicine i ve ever had is you my steam needs you to turn it back into water my scheme revolving you is only to keep you smiling forever you know the sun in my spring will keep on looking for you to keep me warm to guide me higher my screams won t get me through without your soothing whispers be honest cause i wasn t think of others cause i didn t count to three and stop cause i haven t believe in love cause i haven t loved anyone truly as much as i love you i m not a bad person i m the worst i m the worst but i m sorry 