back on the shit had to pass on a bitch she said show me the real you i said i been trying open up my eyes i just wanna get to feel you i just wanna get bit a healing this pain eases when you call my name no ceilings killing insecurities blurry vision no concern i just yearn the world could be burning outside the window only see the flames in you i m the rain and you re the dew in the meadow crystal clear the weather changes i m impatient double it up its really never enough i take it in and choke it down and only feelin a buzz i bust pack after pack keep a stash in the back i went overboard i don t know where i been at and i can t even look at myself i been suffering so much i choke and i love it don t give a fuck about myself and i m over it overdose and i become a ghost of what i once was i got one love i got one life but i don t even give a fuck about a sunrise and if i die tonight and swing side to side and hang by the pride that i used to have once upon a time i was fine and my mind was right but now i m only sad serotonin missing i swear i never listen now i m staring at the ceiling i can feel it bout to kick in since i was 9 years old i knew right then i had no soul where was god at when he took my mama from me on my own i been zonin this hole in my chest is open so wide open so deep interfering with my sleep look in the mirror feel so weak i m stutterin and mumbling and running from the old me dope to cope no hope stay afloat i m so overloaded with these woes i d hope its over no one knows it can t even speak right living this bleak life livin in the fast lane blind no street lights hope you recover soon you need to hear this get the fuck over it you re so pathetic passed out in your bed i ll embed it inside of you until you see whats in front of you and its more than a prescription i can t cure the addiction but i can get you off your ass and show you what you ve been missing so fuck that place you call home eviction notice i m overthrowing your notion to stay broken hope you choke on emotion from all these words that i ve spoken until you can t even breathe bitch i m sorry you gon learn today look me in my fuckin face look at your self only give a shit about yourself nobody else will be there to save you honestly i hate what you ve become can t stress it enough depression sucks i been there and i ve done that thought about took a minute put the gun back put the bar above my head and then i unracked but you lack balls you re a weak bitch try to blame it on the past no secrets and i see that you re mad but i mean this i m the voice in your head i m the demon give me a reason that i shouldn t beat the fuck out of that empty head too late you ve done that so much you might as well be dead don t give a fuck what you think you don t give a fuck what you mean i ll rip that smirk off of your face i swear its nothing to me you live your life like a zombie walking dead like you re only searching for substance you re under the water you won t resurface get the fuck over it you re so pathetic passed out in your bed i ll embed it inside of you until you see whats in front of you and its more than a prescription i can t cure the addiction but i can get you off your ass and show you what you ve been missing so fuck that place you call home eviction notice i m overthrowing your notion to stay broken hope you choke on emotion from all these words that i ve spoken until you can t even breathe bitch i m sorry you gon learn today look me in my fuckin face1