all of this turbulence wasn t forecasted apologies from the intercom and i am relieved that i d left my room tidy they ll think of me kindly when they come for my things they ll never know how i d stared at the dark in that room with no thoughts like a blood sniffing shark and while my dreams made music in the night carefully i was going to live you wouldn t leave til we loved in the morning you d learned from movies how love ought to be and you d say you love me and look in my eyes but i know through mine you were looking in yours and did you know the liberty bell is a replica silently housed in its original walls and while its dreams played music in the night quietly it was told to believe i always wanted to die clean and pretty but i d be too busy on working days so i am relieved that the turbulence wasn t forecasted i couldn t have changed anyways  i am relieved that i d left my room tidy goodbye