from day to day from hand to mouth were turning around vicious ritual getting used to it all falling down again were waiting for the decrees of providence i dont want to waste any more of my life live from day to day live from hand to mouth facing the light i brush aside your plans im going to have it all my own way and when that all shattered i felt id broken my fall couldnt pretend that i felt strong about us anymore without your help i finally started to live my own life i just want you to know this time i just want you to know this time and when that all shattered i felt id broken my fall couldnt pretend that i felt strong about us anymore without your help i finally started to live my own life i just want you to know this time i just want to feel your sigh on my neck want to feel your breath feel your need to stay you dont know my name dont know my face only thoughts i share in my secret place secret exhibition cure for loneliness ive ground to a halt theres no turning back you know there are things i just cant forget youve helped me so much to learn to be detached  but when that all shattered i felt id broken my fall couldnt pretend that i felt strong about us anymore without that help i finally started to live my own life and i know i dont need you now secret exhibition cure for loneliness life is much too short to be whiled away with tears secret exhibition cure for loneliness i erase you now i dont need you now i erase you now with all of my past day after day 1