when i was younger so much younger than before i used to be afraid but i ain t afraid no more now i can understand all the shitty things i ve been through it used to be you pushing me but now i m pushing you and i ve been looking back on all the things i said what else is running through my head my self confidence is my drug i m feeling high and mighty thoughts focus as my ears unplug everything is so exciting i used to get my kicks from sticking needles in my vains now i m on the crucifix my face as red as the ground my blood has stained when i was younger so much younger than before i used to be afraid but i ain t afraid no more now i can understand all the shitty things i ve been through it used to be you pushing me but now i m pushing you and i ve been looking back on all the things i said what else is running through my head my self confidence is my drug i m feeling high and mighty thoughts focus as my ears unplug everything is so exciting i used to get my kicks from sticking needles in my vains now i m on the crucifix my face as red as the ground my blood has stained i m feeling high and mighty 