jax i m here i m here because i fucking miss you no i m not here to talk shit or dis you if anything at all i wanna fucking kiss you it s been a long time but i can t forget you all these feelings they be fucking with me was so blind that i could not see the girl i had was my one and only but i fucked it up now i m fucking lonely i run the trap and that shits ok but it can t replace memories that we made i ll be honest that i still love you babe and i never stopped even on that day wish that i could just turn back time maybe then the stars would realign and i ll call you mine just one last time and maybe that would just save my mind you hate me now but that s all ok i really did plan to marry you one day we d have two kids and move far away then our haters wouldn t have shit to say but i fucked it up i got in the way and i acted out and i drove you away now i sip the bottle to make it all ok would you be surprised that i cried all day jax i m here i m here because i fucking miss you no i m not here to talk shit or dis you if anything at all i wanna fucking kiss you it s been a long time but i can t forget you all these feelings they be fucking with me was so blind that i could not see the girl i had was my one and only but i fucked it up now i m fucking lonely i wasn t the hero in your fucking story guess that makes me villian god damn i m sorry i don t want the money or a new ferrari i just want my girl to put her arms around me living in pain think of you every day why the fuck did i let you walk away why didn t i try harder just to make you stay i regret my choices every day but i know i m dying the longer i wait i gotta tell you this i gotta set it straight i was thinking back to our first real date when the future was still ours to make that love was real no it wasn t fake thought love was something that could never break the only thing left for the word to take was my fucking angel but it s my mistake