this is for the girls that used to diss me now they all just wanna diss me it s an identity crisis i do not know what to do grow dreads or sport a bald head i don t know it s an identity crisis i do not know what to do wear nikes or be dick van dike i don t know i was walking down the street to a funky beat feeling real nice feeling real neat had a little money so i had something to eat sitting alone so i kicked up my feet and what do you know another freakazoid had a little confidence and didn t feel void stood up slow to dust myself off not too hard not too soft she was shopping at miller s outpost dude she looked 14 i was that plus two i was kinda dusty cause i just finished skatin went over to her and she started hesitatin i tried to ignore it then i kicked my game and ever since then i never been the same she looked me up and down to check my steelo before i said a word she said she had to go i said can i come started kicking my drag she paused for a minute listened to what i had i said can we talk over the phone or something instead of in the mall be all alone or something she said no thanks it just don t feel right cause you walk black and act white and as she walked away i could hear the ricochet and it s effect on my whole dang life  so i grew out my hair switched up my clothes down with la symph and i rocked some shows dancing and acting a fool and stuff but in the back of their mind is it all a bluff am i doin all of this just to cover it up all of my insecurities is hovering up either i gotta act silly or i gotta act tough either i think i m the best or i m bout to get cut do i rock hip hop or do i wear some slacks look like your homeboy or look like your dad should i sing a little more or should i stick to rap and if i sing a little too much will they think it s black or just a little too white to fit a harlem night they wanna put a handcuff on the things that i write now it s a fight just to write a freakin normal song either it s too long or just wrong this is for the girls that used to diss me now all you wanna do is 