i saw you twice in one night with tears in your eyes the second time we were standing on my back porch watching the rain watching the sky you went on about the world being beautiful and how that made you emotional i couldn t help but think it was beautiful to see someone so passionate about life we couldn t see the stars but you said you could feel them i couldn t feel the stars but i felt something i want to tell you that i think you re adorable but i think i d rather you just kick me in the shins cause i ve never been in a relationship so by default i m terrified and desperate awkward and uncomfortable i don t want to be vulnerable again i m so over the small talk and wondering could you please just kiss me or crush this i spend too much time thinking of where i belong what could go right and whats gonna go wrong it isnt a matter of writing a song its pitching a plot line if you want to play along but this is more for me than i will ever lead on but this is more for me than i will ever lead on but this is more for me than i will ever lead on but this is more for me than i will ever lead on