wonder if you still know me wonder if you feel lonely just hoping that youll phone me uh dear suzanne this the fifth letter and i m hoping that you ll phone me better yet come hold me find out that my pops moving to spain this is the reason he told me he said danny sit down take it easy have a cigarette no i don t need it he said i got something that i want to tell you i said what he said i m leaving i said when he said this evening why he said im beefing he said danny man your step mom and i we been chalking and cheesin there must be more of a reason he said no danny trust me just leave it if there s one thing that i could tell you it s the two wrongs don t make an even you know i love that man before i left i thought you loved him too then i went to america for 3 months came back and i heard that you were through fuck getting into details i know you don t like me sweating around females just hoping that this will poke your emotions and that i wake up with three mails from a woman i who once called my second mom fuck three letters please send me one let me know you re alright if the dogs are alive or if you want to meet up and have lunch remember when i was younger you bought me a red pen at the time i never thought i would be a writer and now it all makes sense you must ve seen inside my soul i was a poet i wish back then i swear to god i would have known it that i spent my money on the drugs and women like a bomb i could have blown it but now i picked up the same pen fifth letter but i happily do it again till you notice i m here i just hope you re alright let me and within an amen wonder if you still know me wonder if you feel lonely just hoping that you ll phone me so i can be like the old me just in case you didn t guess his is your step son well ex still love you with all my heart write back d seth  hello danny darling its me i got your letter i didn t get any voicemail darling from you or messages i want to return you letter with a letter alright just send me and address and i mean to write you godbless bye dear danny i heard you re doing real well that makes me feel so happy i always knew that you were a star who would have thought it be from rapping as for five letters dan i only ever got one i split this letter into two stages and half of it ain t fun so let me start with the good stuff got a couple new dogs that you would love roaming around our wonderful garden i wish you saw i know you would if you could love t and josh are doing great they were with me for all the way but don t worry danny cause it s not physical when i tell you that i m in a lot of pain and i start to write again only thing that s making me start to smile again even though it s been a difficult period i feel i m getting back to my life again i guess i planted the seed i know this flower leaf i guess i m done with the first stage next bit is going to be difficult to read where do i start i keep getting stuck when i start to write this cause you know dan it s breaking my heart i can t live a lie living life like this unfortunately i ve been sick don t worry because my body is getting better but my brain on the other hand can t make its mind of like classic english weather you are not your father i repeat you are not your father but association is a powerful thought in the mind which makes the next bit harder part me of staying well is that i got to move forward i can t see your face no more it s killing me slow like torture dont mean i don t love you don t want to hug you dont mean i don t reminisce about the days i would pick up the phone and just cry and i know it be fine cause you d come through my darling my angel remember me by the way that i raised you always be the kind soul that i know you are cause those qualities will make you and of course i still know you and sometimes i feel alone too i can never get back to myself and the reason is because i m without you dont you ever forget i will love you forever on end even though this message through pen keep those words till i see you again12