when one is mad mad with pain two thinks about back in the day three says aloud i am regret saying aloud i am a mess there were days when we would walk in a dream there were days we d laugh a lot in a dream dreaming sorrows one has a mouth a mouth filled with doubt i m upset she s not here two arms and legs heavy and weighed so scared of if three can run four wants to cry left to the side wondering if she ll persist at home i try to wrestle my mind i m upset with myself dreaming sorrows follow them all the way down away soon see them arrive they re away soon1