i held back you said your piece cause i just didnt have the guts to let you fall but i was dead wrong i bet youre still crying out i bet the shoe still fits i bet you havent changed one bit another drunk night stuck alone with your thoughts you were the weight that held me back but you can blame me if you want to i dont feel the things i felt back then and i dont want to let you fall but this is cutting me open but now ive gone too far its not right to drag you for another year but when i bring it up i choke and let you walk all over me i held back you said your piece cause i just didnt have the guts to let you fall but i was dead wrong i bet youre still crying out i bet the shoe still fits i bet you havent changed one bit another drunk night stuck alone with your thoughts you were the weight that held me back but you can blame me if you want to i wish youd still think of when you said itd be permanent when you said its me and not your friends well the side you took said everything thats when it all changed for me when the lights came on the cold had left i could hear you calling but i just kept my head on straight didnt let you in braced myself for the makeshift lines i said i dont feel the things i felt back then cause youre not you anymore i held back you said your piece cause i just didnt have the guts to let you fall but i was dead wrong i bet youre still crying out i bet the shoe still fits i bet you havent changed one bit another drunk night stuck alone with your thoughts you were the weight that held me back but you can blame me if you want to