years kept passing by still my mind hasn t forgotten corpses lying among debris unrecognizable rotten suffering from a trauma it keeps haunting me considering me an obsessional but they will never know the massacres in former days hatred won t let go nightmares controlling my life in my own world i live suffer day and night i face pain i don t want to see makes me realize it won t leave me horrible events pass me by i wake from my cry in the middle of the night i find myself shuddering in sweat memories of sorrow and death trauma trauma bodies filled with lead they all have met an untimely death blood was everywhere they lived in chaos and despair trauma trauma considering me an obsessional but they will never know the massacres in former days hatred won t let go