i can t escape these walls ive built to keep you safe to keep you in if you will never see them if you will never come nights alone have ruined me im wrong again im starved again alone again alone again alone alone alone im hearing you repeat the old familiar phrase i just cant cope i say i feel it too but camaraderie is suffering it feels like speaking tongues maybe im lying if im still not close to you because after all this time i fall asleep just fine no matter how it hurt i fall asleep just fine maybe im meant to be alone if i cant pull these parts together ive probably had enough time to sort this troubled mind to structure so when youve had enough of being stuck with given up please dont apologize because ill understand just fine another bad night we failed again i dont think we can fight this depression but ill still try to ignore the signs that we are playing a losing game we cannot create the same feelings comfort is not love but is it close enough i feel alone again its setting in im learning how to settle please dont give in when you are close i am gone because where i am i won t stay long and i know its hard to wait for me when im afraid to let you near but please dont give in ill clear my head one day ill make you proud of me wont always be so down i will be closer to you please dont give in we are all scared we are all stuck dreaming of better days that will never come let it go bring that smile back let it go you know that we want you here please stop blacking out your days please stop saying that we will be better off without you we will always find new ways to let each other down new ways to scare ourselves so if this is what you hold onto i will protect it we burn with friendly fire breathe quick with anticipation our imaginations will crush us but it is so hard to impress you when youve built these walls so high but i want in tear you open leave you breathless and longing show you that you are more than what you lack i keep reminding myself i dont fall in love just to fall apart but i still believe in us we can right this ship if they dont pull us away we will be legend save me save me handcuff me to this bed let me sweat through the sheets until the voices stop and the hum quietly says your name until i find a better way to say that i love you just remember that i knew you when and i will always come back for you i will come back for you i will come back
['midwest emo', 'new england emo', 'screamo', 'skramz']