and i m waking up oh yeah i m waking up oh just seconds after sunrise with thunders on the skyline broken heart by the howling wind and i try to move yeah i try to talk but im emotionless and silent as the room begins to brighten my fire is off and my eyes are wide about a hour goes by and i lose track of time i start to think about forgiveness the falseness and indifference and all the lies i have ever told how did it get so bad when did we build this scar between the innocence and violence so immature and mindless and the rest of us who just dont act deep down in my chest i feel so alone somedays i dont know what to believe in a world come undone and full of halfway hopes all i want is peace oh give me peace so much has passed me by so much gets lost in time you know i could have been a fighter i could have lied beside her but not for now i guess thats someone else i try to hold my nerve but it feels good to yearn so i wish i could be ruthless as insecure and useless paralysed and overboard under the weight of truth i feel too cold to move i hear my mother in the kitchen i hope she knows i m listening cause all my life she has done the same some days i m so off track it seems there s no way back but i won t let these thoughts define me let s blame it on the timing and leave the past to the howling wind somewhere in the bed where i hide my bones underneath the heartache and the deceit suddenly it hits me i am halfway home and all i feel is peace forgive me please forgive me please oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh somewhere in the bed where i hide my bones underneath the heartache and the deceit suddenly it hits me i am halfway home and all i feel is peace forgive me please forgive me please