if you relish me my time will be a ticking clock and crush me like i crush these rocks until my fucking heart is stopped and suck me in euphoric to the touch i want some more of it the rush is not enough cause you dont love me like the first time that we fucked and now im on the carpet tryna pick you up and huff you up you fucked me up and now im stuck all doors are shut pressures rising close me eyes im lost in my own paradise eyes open wide im tryna mend these wounds i crave you like i crave the womb the stars the moon the sun and we ve only just begun this love affair that gets us nowhere but i dont care i dont care cocaine whenever ride the snow somebody hide the blow cocaine wherever ride the snow ive got more lines to blow i smell you on my pillow i should kill you i should tell you that i love you but i will not let you be the one to break me of my struggle still juggle moods and attitudes god damn your rude and when its you and me i dont even crave for food i need booze and without you i need pills without you i feel ill suck you up in dollar bills but your really fucking killing me poisoned will in me that has me staring at the ceiling paint panting til i paint until you tie me in restraints i just can t take it no more get away from the door and let me be without you i might have to face insanity but fuck it just give me one more kiss because i love it cocaine whenever ride the snow somebody hide the blow cocaine wherever ride the snow ive got more lines to blow more lines to blow more lines to blow blow blow and i dont care anymore cocaine whenever ride the snow somebody hide the blow cocaine wherever ride the snow ive got more lines to blow i should kill you 