your gift horse has brought flies and the stench is unbearable i m left with no option but to embrace apathy and loneliness hoping that i die i took a train to new york city met a guy who i thought was pretty i took a train to new york city met a guy who i thought was pretty i took a train to new york city met a guy who i thought was pretty tiny strands of skin could never hold a whole begging to nurse its mouth to health strip the skin from the inside out you didn t think they d notice strip the skin from the inside out you didn t think they d notice you didn t think they d notice i always said that we d watch them die i always said that we d watch them die 