im so sick of being drunk im so sick of being blind i regret all the pills i took that wrapped a suffocating rope around my mind im feeling self destructive i hate the words i let live defensive rants that i give that mean nothing at all how do you hate me now how do you hate me now how do you hate me now how do you hate me now im so sick of being drunk im so sick of being blind i regret all the pills i took that wrapped a suffocating rope around my mind im feeling self destructive i hate the words i let live defensive rants that i give that mean nothing at all how do you hate me now how do you hate me now how do you hate me now how do you hate me now 