i started new page everything has got me going insane i feel drained is it okay to say i won t stay i think there s days that make me feel okay am i coward for being afraid it s too late to turn around i ve come accustomed to this sound push me around hell i know it s hard stubborn lazy sometimes it feels like it s just me now i don t want to be the one to just give up the only person to blame is me for doubting myself i wish it was easy to be just who we wanted to be i pushed you away i watched you go i know i know it was ours it ll never be the same this is the way it has to be without you without me this how it s going to be without you you had to leave