for so long i ve hide behind the words i ve said over and over i hear the same song in my head these words that reached so many lost their meaning to me somedays i forget who i m meant to be these words that reached so many lost their meaning to me somedays i forget who i m meant to be i don t know how much more i can take but it s not over yet i feel like i m on the edge and i m breaking down why does this have to be so damn difficult like i haven t tried enough looking at myself i wonder just how i got this far with every single step i take it s just another mistake to you some day i ll make a change i don t understand how all this pain could fit in one chest i guess i buried all the the memories to rest i ve been drowning with all my demons i ve been drowning i can t even breath i ve been drowning with all my demons i ve been drowning i can t even breath for so long i ve hide behind the words i ve said over and over i hear the same song in my head these words that reached so many lost their meaning to me somedays i forget who i m meant to be but it s not over yet i feel like i m on the edge and i m breaking down why does this have to be so damn difficult like i haven t tried enough looking at myself i wonder just how i got this far