i took a bite of my everything bagel with cream cheese tomato red onion and lox got on a train at a station got off in the city and walked a few blocks went to a room where a woman with joy in her name shot my face with a light a light so intense and specific it burned up the hairs and they fell out tonight i m starting to move more like a fish in the sea than a train on a track glued to my seat from the kid s table i m learning to walk with a chair on my back i took a selfie with god and they told me they get kind of lonely on top of the sky but when i said come by for dinner they vanished at once and they never said why i m starting to move more like a fish in the sea than a train on a track glued to my seat from the kid s table i m learning to walk with a chair on my back i m starting to move more like a fish in the sea than a train on a track glued to my seat from the kid s table with a chair on my back