we re standing here on a pile of stones and i know this wasn t the palace but it was my home most of the people that it once had are gone and i ve been thinking of going back but i know i won t oh god forgive me for what i m about to say oh god forgive me do you remember when we first started when everything that we wanted we got it oh i remember it all let me explain it if you don t understand it this isn t going the way that we planned it and it s not my fault oh god forgive me for what i m about to say oh god forgive me you were a weight on my neck and you were bringing me down i need to get this off my chest so i need to scream it out whoa ohh are you better off now whoa ohh are you better off now ohh this fire on my tongue it s getting in my lungs and it s sealing my breath i know i shouldn t have gone off and i know it s not your fault oh please forgive me weren t you a weight on my neck and weren t you bringing me down i need to get this off my chest so i need to scream it out whoa ohh am i better off now whoa ohh am i better off now 