up here sedated in my seat can t wait until i can see my feet and run away from stupid things i ve said i ll be here a few days from now we ll talk about it when i come down if we make it this time i ll clean the stain i ve bled our worlds collide in new beginnings it s an emergency permission to bail out so when the heart crash lands what memories will survive i thank my black box that i m alive i feel unlucky today can t wash the panic off my face didn t learn a thing from the last time i ts so selfish to be so confused heart beats like rapid fire so close to the edge but far away in mind two days to go until i see you looks like we can call the ambulance down there my head is touching down i ve learned to be afraid i thank my black box that you re the same