if everything s goin right then why does it feel so wrong i think i m scared of the light i think i m scared to go on i need some opiates now i need some sadness to drown me i m not good at bein happy i m only good at bein lonely these feelings they don t feel like me i m distant from who i used to be i m glad that i changed i am but i don t think i ll stay as i am i don t want love i want drugs i don t want love i want drugs stop fuckin bein so nice i don t deserve this please let me just die i don t want love i want drugs i don t want love i want drugs 2