you wanna see me break i m always feeling the same with a barrel of a gun resting on my brain my only friend s addiction he always keeps me sane but when the pills go down the fucking demons come out i think i hear them now they ve consumed my every thought i just want this pain to stop from getting worse and worse i m dead inside i m dead inside and i can t even give a fuck i m human filth i m human filth so don t remember my name just like everyone else i ll always carry my shame so don t remember my name just like everyone else i ll always carry my shame i walk along this thin line can t tell if i ve been dead or sleepwalking this whole time i m the walking plague i fuck up everything waste my days do nothing to change sharing the earth with a walking disease a part of me like the air that i breathe i ll lay my head down never say a word take this to your fucking grave it s all i ve ever heard