this is where i say i ve had enough and no one should ever feel the way that i feel now a walking open wound a trophy display of bruises and i don t believe that i m getting any better any better waiting here with hopes the phone will ring and i m thinking awful things i m pretty sure that few would notice and this apartment is starving for an argument anything at all to break the silence wandering this house like i ve never wanted out and this is about as social as i get now and i m throwing away the letters that i am writing you cause they would never do i would never do never waiting here with hopes the phone will ring and i m thinking awful things i m pretty sure that few would notice and this apartment is starving for an argument anything at all to break the silence but don t be a liar don t say that everything is working when everything is broken and you smile like a saint but you curse like a sailor and your eyes say the jokes on me but i m not laughing you re not leaving well who do i think i am kidding when i m the only one locked in this hell waiting here with hopes the phone will ring and i m thinking awful things i m pretty sure that few would notice and this apartment is starving for an argument anything at all to break the silence so don t be a liar don t say that everything is working when everything is broken and you smile like a saint but you curse like a sailor and your eyes say the jokes on me