i m not good enough i m just clearing that up call me curious and i won t blame you for trying to cut me out your head is full of doubt my mouth is full of blood and you re winding down but i won t get caught up on how it used to be the thought of you with him will drive me crazy i won t get caught up with following your lead if half of the world comes crashing down on me i know a thing know a thing about sadness i know how it feels how it feels to be alone it takes more than time to heal the thorn in my side until you go through it yourself you ll never know i m not good enough i ll just spare you the details i m making up and i won t need you to ever come around here you re everything i fear you re a criminal stealing all my hope but i won t get caught up on how it used to be the thought of you leaving will drive me crazy i won t get caught up following your lead and even if i do you will only tell me my heart sinks down in to my stomach its the taste of the end even if i don t want it my eyes close don t know what i m becoming just a shadow of the person that i was before  you can use my bones if you want to put me back together again i know a thing know a thing about sadness