i hide my face i m trying harder than you d ever know and i can t help whats wrong you ve found your light and no i i can t fall down wherever we were lost you ve returned from but i have not been found and you re running away from what s here but what you ve found is not another place or year and you re running away from what s real ignoring your past and what you feel when darkness falls i feel we re led by separate powers and i know you see much more than stars above and yet your smile still fades i noticed as you re trailing blindly behind an absent hand you made and not 10 minutes before crushing metal blinding lights and fire he had raised his eyes to the icon on the dashboard and he said is it enough for me to live in theory sipping down his sorrow he set the bottle down having never thought this life was for himself 