im bored and its eating me up inside how many times i tried to ignore the urge to stay here and hide until i run out of time i wonder why it all seems so hard to me living healthily and sober the tobacco leaf before i fall asleep in a dark room on a sunny afternoon dreams arent enough wanna take my world make it something beautiful but im stuck in a rut today is the ten year anniversary and ive found that its just not working out for me i wonder why the clouds have never left the sky i dont know why it still plagues me it remains a mystery in a dark room on a sunny afternoon dreams arent enough wanna take my world make it something beautiful when im stuck in a rut and lifes a block away passing by me every day waiting to start every now and then i think im getting close again just for the day