do you know what it s like when your toys and clothes your books and games are lost forever burnt by hungry flames touch bend break mend she could make the flowers grow part clouds wish away the blues the whole world moves at a different pace than you vexed with twenty nine years to reassess locked in a complex dance with a demoness listen you were younger once driven like they are now the world grew teeth the sky filled with dark clouds you pulled your heart out and placed it on a scale for the ancient of days to play judge beyond the veil you were prodigal recluse vagabond introvert bottom feeder hedonist world at your finger tips dope fiend pusher man half man half amazed sky high loungin backstage at the masquerade you wore bravado like chain mail rain fell city confines became hell train rails stimulate brain cells to lionize the meek young jezebel s busy suckin off the time release keep it moving the muses avoid my phone calls yes they do you don t love me anymore what happened to me and you i can t extract you from my brain thank you thank you you re too kind i know a girl that s got eyes like gems touch bend break mend sometimes we get lost in abstraction exhale diaphanous dreams and breathe them back in you want to follow foot steps and gain traction you want words to become flesh then take action anyway you want it we can make it happen exhale diaphanous dreams and breath them back in kings queens supreme beings and seedlings all grow jaded from dog bites and bee stings my skull s host to god s demons and ghost remote regions i must not even approach i search bang my head against the wall til it bleeds i take heed i try to follow her lead and come to terms with the dual nature of my own mind thoughts that grow wings are like canaries in a coal mine  the muses avoid my phone calls yes they do you don t love me anymore what happened to me and you i can t extract you from my brain she s got eyes like gems touch bend break mend i created for myself a creature to tell the time by and on the lawns of her tongue flowers grew sweet scented words fell out her mouth with living birds humming alien inside my head the green love that grew there yesterday was dead1