i been staying out of lifes loop hungover as hell eating tripe soup im an old vegetable can i get back to a ripe fruit i showed up to a mud fight in a white suit i never got the memo but i always get the message i lost my girl but i still kept the necklace and i kiss it when im sad and when im missing her real bad my heart is an empty glass actually its a bottle that just got smashed and my home is a dust pan i try to pick up all the pieces but i just cant spend all my money at bars and i play pool i cant keep up i gave up trying to stay cool i dont know who i am anymore except that im twenty five i used to be twenty four lonely i am so lonely lonely i am so lonely lonely i am so lonely lonely i am so lonely im slowly turning into someone that my mom hates i guess i been listening to too much tom waits on rare occasions im cam ron fly but most of the time im henry chinaski in ham on rye the doors creaking and the floors peaking walking down a windy road cause its more scenic went from her one and only to drunk and lonely now im sleeping on a futon and im stuck with jolie people love telling me to give a shit yeah thats cool but i think yall should go live a bit i dont wanna die today i just wanna fly away i dont check the weather cause i know that my sky is grey free thinker black coffee drinker only doin this so when i die let my steez linger flinging mean zingers from my tongue its a bee stinger this a one man band and im the lead singer lonely i am so lonely lonely i am so lonely lonely i am so lonely lonely i am so lonely