does it hit like a bullet my darling whenever you hear that song does it take you a moment to realize all that you knew is gone does it feel like the seconds are hours has the clock frozen in time do you tell everyone whose around you that love ruins you heart with its lies do you wait until you can pretend you re okay and it starts again if everything s changing i need you to know the hardest decision was letting you go i m searching for moments that we shared before when you took me higher higher you took me higher higher you took me higher higher one hundred and sixty eight hours since i stepped off that train for the questions i don t have the answers nothing i feel is the same no nothing is left i m to blame if everything s changing i need you to know the hardest decision was letting you go i m searching for moments that we shared before i clang to the memory how you came to me i m counting the hours like i watched you sleep no nothing else matters like you did for me when you took me higher higher you took me higher higher you took me higher higher whoa whoa whoa  and i switch off burn out give up i shout out all of the days became one and i walk home alone i hide away from my phone nothing is right now you re gone if everything s changing i need you to know the hardest decision was letting you go i m searching for moments that we shared before i clang to the memory how you came to me i m counting the hours like i watched you sleep no nothing else matters like you did for me when you took me higher higher you took me higher higher you took me higher higher higher higher higher higher higher higher higher higher1