what if the trouble is with me i cant seem to shake this old mentality not even sure what i believe what if the trouble is with me it cant be i refuse to lose the vision i have of this champion me im planting my feet and im pointing my finger at my problems but not the index or pinky i have believed for too long my conclusions are strong my maths says one right must afford me one wrong im tripping along and moving through life wondering why even when i win shit doesnt feel quite right i make the choices fuck around disappointing people but my conscience doesnt make a sound excuses coming to me they are all around its everything around thats fucked up i dont have nothing to worry about what if the trouble is with me i cant seem to shake this old mentality not even sure what i believe what if the trouble is with me well if it is well if it is ive got a list of potential places to start sickness in the body or the mind begins in the heart lets pick it apart start back when i first noticed this grossness thats starting to show its ugly head im about a quarter way to dead if im lucky if god exists its clear that he stuck me on a path paved with good intentions sprinkled with self obsession and a predisposition for girl chasing and money spending and weed smoking and rule bending im sick of lying and pretending but to be totally truthful i find myself in a society where being an asshole is proven fruitful what if the trouble is with me i cant seem to shake this old mentality not even sure what i believe what if the trouble is with me  i admit it i havent figured shit out yet but this song is me trying id be lying if i said i werent totally terrified you wont be there if i dont start to clarify what i believe in and why am i here if i dont even care about people so dear to me i hope youre hearing me finally clear to me that i am merely alone im feeling a stone in my throat i know that i have to let it go cause what if the trouble is with me what if the trouble is with me i cant seem to shake this old mentality not even sure what i believe what if the trouble is with me 