don t look me in the eyes because what s on my face is not what s inside it s a picture you could never paint you don t understand you could never relate it s heavy thoughts increasing weight everything you were born to hate feeling lost and out of place insecurities consume my days who s against you why would they care i don t have the answers i just know they are there eyes that are constantly staring me down hands that are pulling me into the ground smiles are taunting me and i can t figure out why i m running from someone not worth writing about