look i hate that fact they got you going down for murder i know accidents happen and you never meant to hurt her she was beaten she d be screaming man somebody would ve heard her evidence was never cleared that shit to me was out of order news called you a killer never said you had a daughter never said you had a heart though it broke when you lost your father you just another nigga who ain t graduate from harvard man you had it the hardest but you kept pushing regardless look but you was drunk nobody was comprehending throwing water tryna wake her up carolyn stop pretending then you froze wishing it wasn t true tears rushing down your face you like nigga what did you do you was scared hopped in the back seat of the taxi cops was bending the block so you told em to hit the back streets i would ve done the same exact thing if you asked me said we d go to the studio and that was the last thing i ever heard from you 5 months passed until i heard another word from you you said we d go tomorrow bout 11 but who d have thought tomorrow at 11 you d be facing 27 damn you d be facing 27 look couple hour before it popped off before you got dropped off you was sitting in your room i asked a question then i walked off like uncle brent can you take me to the studio you told me you had plans but in the morning me and you can go i said okay i was a little mad with you not knowing this was the last conversation i d have with you i would have laughed with you tried to make it last with you now you re gone and truth be told i have missed you look but on the phone a couple weeks ago you told me some shit you said you always wanted me to know you said i remember you was letting me know you wanted to go to the studio you let it be known but i just wish you would ve begged me to go or shown me a couple of raps instead of letting me go damn so now i vent to you every letter i send to you i ma be riding with you til your sentence due i meant it too i m just playing til the end is due people say they re by your side but they re lying that s what pretenders do i hope the devil never entered you cause now you doing time over some shit you never meant to do 