just starin at these four walls closin in on me feelin like time s frozen fadin in and out noddin and dozin guilt tearin up my brain like erosion what i did to you was wrong i admit it i regret that i did it like a junkie when he s jonzin all alone in what used to be a home but you packed up our joy in that bag you put your clothes in the voicemail that you left me was scoldin hot enough to burn a hole in a cauldron cause it was all true that s why we all through now your girl s pickin up the cell when i call you talkin slick like she ain t here she don t want you no more punk disappear click i need to hit her with a brick but that ll only lead me to a worse predicament i hope your girlfriend ain t got you on a liquor binge with her bitter attitude just cause she s sick of men but i ma keep on callin fightin til the end on my knees til they bleed to prove my love again i sit in front of yo crib in the pourin rain whylin out screamin yo name and keepin ringin yo bell til you mad as hell and call the po po i ain t afraid you can get yo folks and yo cousins and them and try to run me off yo blocka but i ain t scared i ain t goin nowhere and i ain t stoppin til i gotcha to show you i changed shawty i seen you at the movies with some tall cat so i bust his headlights with a ball bat when i was with you he would give me dap and all that now you in his arms in the mall what you call that that s what i get for creepin and crawlin every other weekend gone until the mornin sneakin out to my dirt dead wrong comin back past dawn with the guilty mask on and i never counted the cost took heed to warnings try to hurt a rose you get pricked by a thorn and it don t feel nice when you wake up nights shakin in cold sweats and your whole life s a wreck that was the old me the one i still regret the one you couldn t respect the one you should forget but i ma keep on callin fightin til the end on my knees til they bleed to prove my love again  to show you i changed shawty i really did change shawty i wanna show you i changed shawty i don t care if the cops got me surrounded swat teams whatever tell em to send the hounds in my mind s in an altered state like i m headed for a wall top speed foot off the brake i make a fool of myself girl whatever it takes i already played the fool when i let you escape you re as good as it gets your friendship your sex everything about you and yours connects from your beautiful smile to the scent of your skin the sheets smell different this is not livin it feels like dyin god knows i m tryin ain t no sight sadder than a grown man cryin please find it in your heart to forgive me realize only god can convict me we all make mistakes so have you if god show mercy on me then you should too to show you i changed shawty i really did change shawty i wanna show you i changed shawty oww 