i lie awake i can t escape the monster that i have become breaking down inside this cage tell me you re still holding on hold on for one more day can t leave me like this hiding from the truth that i know deep inside i can t ignore i m about to break down inside i waste away but you keep holding on the shadows of my past mistakes are mocking me i feel so broken wish that i could turn the page then my past would all be gone i know that i m to blame i can t erase it haunted by the pain that i have caused to those that i love the most i m about to break down inside i waste away but you keep holding on no one knows me better you ve seen my darkest side so filthy so shattered dying to be alive god please save me breathe your life in me no one knows me better no one knows no one knows i m about to break down inside i waste away but you keep holding on