let s not sugar coat this it s not that sweet my mind restrains my lips from speaking those words no one wants to hear those words someone has to say it s time to kiss goodbye i m so close to ripping out my heart i m so close to throwing it in your face where will i be then no better off than i am now alone afraid desensitized this is not the first time and i m sure its not the last this is the thing i am sure of the one thing i know let me ask you a question do you know what s wrong with me can you give me an answer if not then leave me the fuck alone quit playing hero honestly these tears are not for you these tears are for me the me inside of me the one that no one sees the me i strive to be i am so alone and i m afraid of becoming desensitized at least i think that s what i want do you know what i want do you know who i am do you like who i ve become 