i get out of bed i try hard to clear my head it s not easy not easy i stay up till five i try hard to just survive it s not easy not easy but i try i try i try i try i try i try i get out of line i just start to lose my mind it s so easy so easy i get up at ten i try hard to start again it s not easy not easy why try why try why try but i try i try i try but with a grain of salt i admit to fault but i m not gonna change you express your doubts going on about how i m not gonna change i get out of bed with an aching in my head it s not easy not easy i stay up till five i try hard to stay alive it s not easy not easy but i try i try i try i try i try i try but with a grain of salt i admit to fault but i m not gonna change you express your doubts going on about how i m not gonna change but i try i try i try when time is on my side you know i m losing it