i wouldn t have compromised as much so much of myself for fear of having you hating me and i would ve sung so loudly it would ve cracked myself and i became self conscious of anything exuberant i wouldn t have sold myself short i wouldn t have kept my eyes glued to the ground if i had ve known my invisibility would not make a difference i would ve run around screaming proudly at the top of my voice ohh aah i wouldn t have said it was in fact luck i m talking idealism here i would not have been so self deprecating and i wouldn t have cowered for fear of having my eyes scratched out i wouldn t have cut my comfort off i wouldn t have feigned needlessness and i would not have discredited everyone of their compliments it was your approval i wanted your congratulations ohh aah ohh1