my imaginations not a crazy one no i grew up in the slums where they kill anything that grows i m saying i can t make these things up so we only live reality if you daydream then you go and i m tired of people saying i ain t did nothing they did i m talking knife fights with kids as kids til one of us no longer lives and i ve been hanging with the wrong group again with myself and who else and a bunch of dead men who wanna see my name on a headstone finally motherfucker i can be alone tell my woman just to visit me from time to time and that i love her give my family that same line and to my brothers give my money to my murderers they deserve to be rewarded for their hard work i m hard to kill who was with me when i was gunned down and stabbed up i bled alone and it changed me to a cold fuck and friend i ve been on this course for so long if you knew how painful it was for me to live youd want me gone i m numb from my head to my toes how can i feel for another soul i can t even feel the fucking wind blow and scars cover my body and im scary and im ugly and women only touch me to tell others that theyve touched me and men only touch me with bullets or to slug me and i only touch myself with a knife blade that cuts me and the devil is a bitch who just keeps trying to fuck me and my god is a woman who don t give a fuck about me because no one loves a killer not truly just trust me where i m from its survival of the fittest and they all hunt me welcome to the worlds most dangerous game i know youve heard me say it before now i m inviting you to play you better be better than just good aim youll need senses you either have em or you don t i can t explain like when you walk into a room you memorize where everything is the exits the doors the windows are there stairs are there kids who youll have to take and who youll have trouble with running can be retreat or re positioning you decide what it is to a better vantage point get low and dig in and make every shot count because if the clip empties youre finished if a man approaches you at night and you have no idea why don t wait to hear him speak pull it out and don t shoot in the sky his eyes will widen up and aim right between those eyes when he drops don t run stand over him and feel him die and if anyone youre unsure abouts around they gotta go too or his family finds out and you have people youve never seen coming to kill you and i don t care who you are and if you care or not youre looking over your shoulder at every passing car you could be shot and once youve felt that stress life doesn t get to you not anymore not after what weve been through and i no longer bother to ask father to forgive me i ve been fighting all my life theres no fight left in me every day i wake up ready to die but when i turn the gun on myself all i see is your big eyes and i ve hurt you so much i can t do it one more time so i grind my teeth together and i try to unwind but time doesn t move when youre sitting in this spot and i m trapped in this body with this soul i don t want and i think at night i cut myself to sleep because i wake up and i m stuck to my sheets and i don t recall what happened was it me was it possession i have scars appear in my skin after dreams where are my big eyes where am i i ve lost my place at home by your side i ve been trapped in that killing field boy where its carry a gun or die and cocksuckers wanna know how i m still alive i had to kill to get here boy so next time you try know i was baptized in blood and gun powder at age 5 and when i close my eyes i only see one thing a pile of hands i cut off belonging to men whove touched my queen and i can no longer hold myself together so i m just gonna leave pieces of me laying wherever1