i never thought that i could stand now it s true fighting a war that i know we re meant to lose we make believe that it s okay we make believe we re not afraid but underneath now we know it s not the same it s been too long to run away it s not enough to make me stay and look at you beautiful ruin beautiful ruin too many times you ve ignored me and the truth not listening you won t realize that i m singing this for you beautiful ruin beautiful ruin is it so hard to throw it away is it so hard to throw it away no it s not hard to throw it away beautiful ruin beautiful ruin now i won t let you leave me waiting for something tried for so long but dare for me not sing stop wasting you chance now to fall apart and it s too late to go back too late to go back 