when the fever breaks i will be right here sitting in the same spot i m sitting right now my faith has started to shake i don t know if i still believe you ll ever come to life with this crowd am i the only one who feels lonely even though i know i m surrounded by friends am i the only one who feels that fevered longing god i know i m the only one who can there s things that i hide things i keep in the corners of my mind and i can t keep hiding i know you won t approve of this i ve got bad taste in art and sex and lying when we sat in my basement and i showed you all my wrongs you said just don t quit your day job you were right and i gave up four years ago but some things are just too hard to leave behind i ve changed my mind so many times cause i wanted you to like me and i m ashamed to admit it took me this long but i don t care if you like me anymore am i the only one who feels that fevered longing am i the only god i know i m the only one who can