i made a promise i would never do this again but here i am getting caught was not enough to bring this to an end i guess i ll never learn i guess i ll never learn feeding this addiction keeps me well at least most days stacking lies to keep everyone from finding out because if they only knew who i d become a fake a hypocrite i m on the run i can t do this on my own let the hell that follows me be gone bury everything that i ve become i just keep running running but there s nowhere left to hide so here i am here i am i m letting go of this tonight i can t do this on my own only you can save me i can t do this on my own only you can save me