you say it s time to put away the bottle i don t remember what you said i will take you in as my apostle cause i love us in our bed i m hold i m hold i m holding on to you threw the door in your face again but you re closer to me than my own skin you know this cold is so ingrained and the words are wearing thin i m hold i m hold i m holding on to you i know it s time to put away the bottle i remember what you said i will take you in as my apostle i don t want to end up dead i m hold i m hold i m holding on to you i m hold i m hold i m holding on to you i m hold i m hold i m holding on to you