they love me they love me not i live with a noose around my neck and the devil on my shoulder pulling me towards death waiting for when i slip up next to whisper faults in my ears hoping ill choose him instead the whole worlds a cutthroat fed all these insults right down my throat chokehold til i scream no they love me they love me not it really all depends on what ive got why do i make time for people who could care less if im alive because if they dont love me then who else will i was born a lonely bastard a walking fucking disaster with a passion for being the worst and constantly thinking i m hurt so long live depression long live sin may you never stop worshipping your demons within may you always fight the battles that youll never win again and again and again they say that the grass is always greener on the other side but everythings black and white when you feel left behind let me suffer let me rot swallow me with everything i lost my mind is caught inside a slipknot made out of anxiousness and everything im not let me suffer let me rot in my cell they love me they love me not i cant tell people like me werent meant to be happy were meant to choke on our words with everyone laughing people like me werent meant to be happy im not happy i dont know how to be happy