i said all that i ll say so i stand with no apologies i ve popped all that i popped wasn t too recently that it got to me those of yall that love joe gotta admit the shit was a lot to see today i take all of the credit like i did away with modesty i lost weight lost faith i got caught up in that vacuum my stomach turned and my eyes burned and i became best friends with the bathroom today it takes all the strength i have inside for me to avoid the rush face pokered over the toilet all you hear is a royal flush was under the control though they warned me about addiction mine manifested again in the form of a prescription and it s funny what the effects of that little pill ll do funny shit that keeps you alive can also kill you but it s my life guess i m stuck in it sometimes i wanna just be normal like them other kids the demon i battle with every night is simply drugs and shit but i ll runaway from it all if god deems that i ve had enough of it they say don t get lost follow the leader and don t do that be a believer when the sun goes down you better hide it s a dangerous world better stay inside and run along run along it s a long long way home from here run along run along it s a long long way home from here yeah uh it go look how come they can roll god tell me how come they can smoke they can drink they get to do whatever they want and it don t interrupt the way they think they all get to be regular why is it only me this odd me who can t even stand up straight me who can t even keep a job maybe i m asking for too much a tiny piece of normalcy or an answer to any one of my fucking prayers that s asking what s wrong with me maybe i m tired of being unique tired of being that outcast i m tired of me being the only one so tired of you all not knowing about that i m tired of it all want me to fall a spectacle for the crowd to see or being the only one with faith i m tired of everybody doubting me i m tired of responding to grown ass folks that think so motha fuckin childishly aches wish i could take my parents genes the fuck up out of me tired of wanting to run somewhere tired of having to bare it all tired of you fucks constantly taking from me and i m willing to share it all tired of being objective i m tired of having to hear it all but being alone is the only way i know to never be near it all  they say don t get lost follow the leader and don t do that be a believer when the sun goes down you better hide it s a dangerous world better stay inside and run along run along it s a long long way home from here run along run along it s a long long way home from here yeah1
['battle rap', 'hip hop', 'new jersey rap', 'trap']