y know sometimes sometimes i feel so tired i can t eat i can t sleep so tired the pressure builds and builds seems like there s no release the things i see go unnoticed by some but fill my eyes with horror anger and guilt and frustration and depression makes waking up every day harder and harder i work my fingers to the bone just to survive i gotta get money so i can have a home so i can breathe eat and live in this society i don t even like money and i gotta work every day just to feed myself god it makes me sick i just wanna curl up into a hole and die this this isn t worth it i need a raise man i can t survive on this pay anymore i can t live on this i m hungry and i m frustrated and i can t eat dammit god i look for you to help and i don t see no help and i see no thoughts no looks no praise you don t care you don t love me i only love myself no one will love me like i love me life s been swell now i want to die my body it hurts me sigh after sigh i call it torture you call it life a slave to money and everything i despise like everyone in general fuck eat sleep destroy just about the only things you fucking enjoy i am a disposable being who will fuck all life i multiply and the air gets thinner and dirty i take up space i smell i consume but i produce nothing i abuse i have no reason to exist the toilet s clogged in this world of shit i breathe filth everyday living fucks up my brain why why did i wake up today my eyes are heavy why why must i see this face your life is ugly why why must i buy these things i don t want them tension tension frustration alone tension despair tension all these pressures on my life