lie in bed looking up at the ceiling and i wonder how my life wound up like this cause everybody s telling me i shouldn t give it up but i ve been feeling so stuck in a rut with this gave so many years of my life for this no safety net if i fall or slip no job no degree just me and a beat and i m wondering if i really have enough for this my friends are growing up getting bachelor s i followed passion trying to be a rapper i can see right where i want to be but i m so frustrated cause it won t happen faster cause something in me won t let me believe i love this challenge i love this grief i love this risk and i love this rush no matter what i ll keep my head up i don t know where i ll be tomorrow i take this one day at a time i chose the path i want to follow if i don t make it at least i tried i don t know where i ll be tomorrow i take this one day at a time i chose the path i want to follow if i don t make it at least i tried yeah since i was young i knew i wanted so much more than the average life they picked on me because i was different used to lie awake in bed sad at night mad at life for the hand it dealt cause nobody understood how i felt but i went all in on the hand life gave me and now i m finna make something of myself so fuck normal you can keep that never in my life would i wanna be that i m the only person i need in my life and it took me my whole life to see that i preach that cause i mean that fuck college show me where the beat s at to succeed is to reach what you see in your dreams and believe me i believe that huh  i don t know where i ll be tomorrow i take this one day at a time i chose the path i want to follow if i don t make it at least i tried i don t know where i ll be tomorrow i take this one day at a time i chose the path i want to follow if i don t make it at least i tried2