and i m sorry that we haven t talked for so long but i ve been happy being on my own and i got a great big gun and hold on while i shoot a great big hole in my skull cause it s it s kind of like i ve made that hole so i might as well sit here on my own and i i contemplate what it is i want so i can decide if this is working or not and it s not i know but where can i go when i love his whole but his parts are so broken and i heard before and there s still a hole but i promised i d give this a go clouds are forming so quickly it s too fast but the building s been building the sturdiness won t last and i know he can grate he s a pain in the ass and i am trying i am i will do what i must but it s not i know but where can i go when i love his whole but his parts are so broken and i heard before and there s still a hole but i promised i d give this a go oh keep my mind together and i can t withstand this stormy weather and what is worse is this common substruction is lonely when all you can see is destruction  it s cold i know but where can i go when i love this world and i m out on my own and i heard before and there s still a hole but i promised i d give this a go sometimes when he tries it gets better sometimes when he tries it gets better sometimes when he tries it gets better most times he don t try he don t try he don t try and i m cold i know but where can i go when i love this world and i m out on my own and i heard before and there s still a hole but i promised i d give this a go marching forward one by one taking soldiers with their guns breathe it all in lung by lung but i can t see you sideways marching to town one by one taking villagers gun by gun taking lives is all good fun but they have got to go and it s cold i know but where can i go when i lost this world and i m out on my own and i heard before and there s still a hole but i promised i d give this a go and it s cold i know but where can i go when i lost this world and i m out on my own and i heard before and there s still a hole but i promised i d give this a go