trying to believe in something more than me it has been so long but still i can t see trying to break out and settling without what you need me to be will i ever be free choosing my own lane still the memories remain give me sight so i can see there s nothing left to fear to myself i will adhere because i still believe in me found my self denied to what i want from myself eventually to become and now i m standing here wishing to appear as someone new this time i ll follow through choosing my own lane still the memories remain give me sight so i can see there s nothing left to fear to myself i will adhere because i still believe in me choosing my own lane still the memories remain give me sight so i can see there s nothing left to fear to myself i will adhere because i still believe