the news hit me like a ton didn t know what i was waiting for that day came like a rolling thunder and we were waiting for the sun hey man i haven t seen you in a while get the hell out of this circumstance can t fight this kind of feeling that we re dealing with i feel helpless and useless it s clear now this day s decided i feel like i m defeated shivers shake the ground we re on cold feet dance in nervousness speechless with my hands in my pockets skin cracks as we march in sit down and let the feeling take control creepy can t hide it with a smile pretty sure i don t believe in god but i can pretend for a little while it s clear now this day s decided i feel like i m defeated it s clear now this heart s divided i feel like i m defeated