you lie silent there before me your tears they mean nothing to me the wind howling at the window the love you never gave i give to you really don t deserve it but now there s nothing you can do so sleep in your only memory of me my dearest mother here s a lullaby to close your eyes goodbye it was always you that i despised i don t feel enough for you to cry oh well here s a lullaby to close your eyes goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye so insignificant sleeping dormant deep inside of me are you hiding away lost under the sewers maybe flying high in the clouds perhaps you re happy without me so many seeds have been sown in the field and who could sprout up so blessedly if i had died i would have never felt sad at all you will not hear me say i m sorry where is the light wonder if it s weeping somewhere here s a lullaby to close your eyes goodbye it was always you that i despised i don t feel enough for you to cry oh well here s a lullaby to close your eyes goodbye here s a lullaby to close your eyes goodbye it was always you that i despised i don t feel enough for you to cry oh well here s a lullaby to close your eyes goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye here s a lullaby to close your eyes goodbye it was always you that i despised i don t feel enough for you to cry oh well here s a lullaby to close your eyes goodbye here s a lullaby to close your eyes goodbye it was always you that i despised i don t feel enough for you to cry oh well here s a lullaby to close your eyes goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye1