and i felt it turn to come and go don t worry no one ever knows i don t know why it just won t die it breaks me in to stay alive and i know it hurt a lot like you c mon i know that you felt it too it hurts the same and that s okay i never liked him anyway i know i know i know i and it seems so long since i ve been gone i got so used to just hanging on i feel so wrong i don t belong i got so used to just hanging on i m used to starving out instead it s easier than faking it sometimes it hurts but that s no worse than all those times i guess it works i know they walked away with a piece of me the more i know that i won t go the more i bruise from laying low i know i know i know i it seems so long since i ve been gone i got so used to just hanging on i feel so wrong i don t belong and i know and i know and i know i  walk around like i m alive again but i know it s just not the same and i walk around like i m alive again shut up shut up shut up and i walk around like i m alive again but i know it s just not the same i walk around like i m alive again i know it s not the same i broke it all i m sorry i broke it i broke it all i m sorry i broke it all i m sorry i broke it i broke it all i m sorry i broke it all i m sorry i broke it i broke it all i m sorry i broke it i broke it all and i m fading