so this is continuous happiness you know i always imagined it something more with the right drapes the right paints the right frames this could really work what a great day to spend indoors wake wake up wake wake up wake wake up wake wake up wake wake up wake wake up wake wake up wake wake up in a hail of sparks and a tangle of wires everything went wrong so where has all the day gone and why are my lungs aching when i breathe is there something wrong with the heat why am i so cold and my heart feels sick and it hurts when i speak and this is not what i hoped for wake wake up wake wake up wake wake up wake wake up wake wake up wake wake up wake wake up wake wake up was this what we hoped for it s not what we hoped for it s not what what we we hoped for was this what we hoped for it s not what we hoped for it s not 1