forest of pine trees on the ocean floor self hypnotized from holding still for hours drift out to sea frozen forgetting how to move muscle first i m going to heat you up and then i m going to freeze you so that you can think of all the ways you hurt me then after thousands of years if i m in a good mood i ll let you crawl out crawl out from your cave i ve given you everything i have and you wasted it all now it s winter time and you can suck on a hair ball and chew on dry fish bones then if i m in a good mood we can go for a walk roll down a grass hill soak our feet in the river