every word you said and every time you bled it out as she slept in the bed next to me misery in the morning i ll hate this well i ll hate this what s wrong with my head when everything i ever wanted just can t hit the spot the thought of me swimming in you like the sea makes me melt makes me melt into one giant mess of a man feeding this plan it s something i could live without the thought of me running the tip of my insecure hand across your hips it will never make sense but it feeds these desires my lungs wouldn t work without playing with fire why can t you see i can offer something something i swear you would never want take it from me this feeling in my gut this lust it s fading more with every touch o dear god i m empty and it s become quite obvious to me this is the calm before the unsettled storm this lighthouse lies in ruins what am i waiting for 