teacher you had mentioned me on the way to the dead sea you said that youd make the blind to see after three days so i saw what id gotten into and fell into a lions den you can close every single mouth that they raise well i remember when youd dance with me in the mud so ever frequently yeah i didnt wash my feet for weeks for fear that the muddy healing would rub off if youd heal my brother will we know if hes supposed to live or die or both and will he come home after three days well i used to not love you but i changed my mind and if that happened once could it happen twice and how many times can i still have faith cause you are forever and if we brave this weather you go and walk across the water to keep me from drowning to the bottom where he was laid beneath the falls and waves  well i was staring looking back out the keyhole of my door you saw that i had seen you and i fell to the floor you were dancing with the children and loving all the broken and i was too scared to come out and then you busted through my doorway and it seemed so very violent but peaceful words came out and silenced all my silence and i realized that the knowledge that i thought that i had known was nothing compared to you coming to my home so maybe when im dead you will answer all the questions that all of us explained though we knew we didnt know them and wonder why true love would demand that death must be the cure so even if my anger and my pain have all continued it could quickly fade if id receive a touch from you and i would be content to forget everything ive known to fall asleep right now for good before your throne