oh i can see them now clutching a handkerchief and blowing me a kiss discreetly asking how how come he died so young or was he very old is the body still warm is it already cold all doors are open wide they grope around inside my desk my drawers my trunk there s nothing left to hide some love letters are there an old photograph they ve laid my poor soul bare and all they do is laugh ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha oh i can see them all so formal and so stiff like a sergeant at arms at a policeman s ball and everybody s pushing to be the first in line their hearts upon their sleeves like a ten cent valentine the old women are there too old to give a damn they even brought along the kids who don t know who i am they re thinking about the price of my funeral bouquet what they re thinking isn t nice for now they ll have to pay ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha oh i see all of you all of my phony friends who can t wait till it ends who can t wait till it s through oh i see all of you you ve been laughing all these years and now all you have left are a few crocodile tears ah you don t even know that you re entering your hell as you leave my cemetery you think you re doing well with that one who s at your side you re as proud as you can be ah she s going to make you cry but not the way you cried for me ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha oh i can see me now so cold and so alone as the flowers slowly die in my field of little bones oh i can see me now i can see me at the end of this voyage that i m on without a love without a friend now all this that i see is not what i deserve they really have a nerve to say these things to me no girls just bread and water and your money you must save or there ll be nothing left for us when you re dead and in your grave ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha 