i think i ve been here before only not now at the cellar i am lying on the sunroom floor and contemplating why that if i m so damn tired and so out of pocket do i do i turn every conversation and every contemplation i make into a self pity trip i said that i would ride a wagon right out of this town and right out of this life to find the confidence and hope that i lost in mid 2005 but did i would there be a second chapter if they didn t leave the death star alive i want to be something that s of worth you see and i want to fly like a kite in the sky you don t need a degree to deconstruct this melody but this one s not for you if a song ever was my justification for the introspective writings i make i guess this is the most that anyone will ever hear about my personal life then why is the apology i owe you is as public as the stars in the sky if i if i i want to be something that s of worth you see and i want to fly like a kite in the sky you don t need a degree to deconstruct this melody but this one s not for you
['essex indie']