i m not clear how it is that i ended up here dj vu think of you now so far once so near tangled in my own reflection on the way down fadeaway with my hands on my mind i hold wounds that won t mend with my eyes open wide i can see it s the end tangled in my imperfections on the way down fadeaway don t hate me now they ve torn away the ground from under me right after they were reassured that i believed normality is not a word i understand at all i set myself up for the fall withdrawing deep into the hole this isolated little cell leaves me cold and faded i m my one and only friend i am my worst enemy i find new methods to pretend that this is not reality just stay far away from me when i fade away from me just stay far away from me when i fade away from me when i fade away from me when i fade away from me when i fade away from me when i fade away from me when i m not what i used to be yeah when i fade away from me when i m between myself and me when i fade away from me  all mine