nobody high above me could rain in my being more than a cloud of emptiness feel it caress and forget cause what you know is not what you feel cause that is just feeling it isn t real and keep it in mind or feel it i m not one to different three at a time i m selfish i think therefore i am cause what you know is not what you feel cause that is just a feeling and is it real or cause what you know is not what you feel cause that is just a feeling and is it real or gonna take my time to figure it out gonna get me my i know this and like a vapor fell through my hands i got that answer there i feel it gonna ask myself you are right is this not worth you felt it and like a vapor fell through my hands i had to answer that i felt it put your head and then pat it gonna pick your brain is it mind is it matter is it all the same i m gonna blow up my nose but i take the bid i force feed myself then i swing with the ship i ll get the brain to the heart had to quicken the pace it isn t fair from your doubts kinda waste the base so wonder of my water and the way that if flows little john slowed the matter slide daddy and go then my guts said no when i wanted a yes it was a proud little swab that i can t digest i m gonna dig me a grave up in the clouds you know i m feeling it and singing it loud well i ll help myself i just wanna be free i can heal myself i just wanna be free i can hear myself i just wanna be me i can help myself i just wanna be free1