where do i begin confused bout where to start does anybody know what to do with a heavy heart follow me around as if i invited the dark and it seem like everything in my life is falling apart i go hard but i feel like i m goin nowhere fast fog on the future hanging onto the past doin odd jobs trying to pick up some spare cash cuttin my ties all of you niggas wearin a mask voila judging character qualities you don t qualify to sit inside the circle with simple simples you gotta die in the kitchen cookin an appetite imma satisfy independent pushing suppose you pussies be mad at my hustle look i m all about doin whatever feel right you can see us movin it s growin it s lookin real tight honestly you don t understand the struggle in real life wanna be me wanna know what it feel like it feel like i might ve broken my chill button temper gettin short i m always wantin to kill something probably ain t the safest for anybody for real frontin highly educated a naughty noggin i feel nothin real fuckin funny they right in front of my face take a bunch of money to ever defend a case i ain t got it to debate i m goin like what a pace got a pain that wanna cripple me i been walkin by faith losin my religion whatever clouded my vision i just took it to the altar walkin away forgiven make a real life change revisit making revisions when you never take a risk never make a decision what good is living believing you missin the benefits when you in the dark there s beauty in all this see cause without darkness light doesn t exist gettin harder to resist this side of me always trips ying yang young restless aggressive shit things bring out the worst or the best of shit put the worst in a verse and oppress a bitch people love it when you hurt and confessin it it s a pity but it s real know it s a reason i been through hell missed a couple of mils feel puzzled and ill when nobody around me i really feel from this moment forward no filter no chill no chill anymore things are getting said shit is getting did why not i feel like i can t be stopped feel like everyone of us wanna be special but now a days it s rare to converse with an intellectual tension everywhere that i go the shitll get stressful well take away the guns from this niggas just gonna wrestle kinda complicated it fuck up my concentration i aint got no chronic it might be a confrontation i been trying write myself right through the frustration find a way when trying to catch up to what you chasin im being silent thinkin violent i spot a stake and i always will keep eye on it its hard to trust in anyone i get tired of trying it the booth is like a compass so fuck it ill probably die in it my soldiers fallen tearsll never slow up sippin something hoping that my shoulders hold up i been up since seven something sippin take a second know the recipe not where the bakin soda aint no song like a bunch of sundays tryna make it over listen  yall cant tell me nothing i been doin this i put my blood sweat and tears into this im just getting better bro gotta respect it symptoms 1