i lie here in bed my pillow stained red it seems that my headache is fatal and envy so blurred i had to put one word for i know that soon i will not be able just die to night so bright on the night im gonna die the stars were so bright the night i died and deep within my head i know ill soon be dead my relatives will stand me up at the bed and as you fade from view i say fuck all of you i know you never liked me to begin with  the stars to night so bright on the night im gonna die the stars were so bright the night i died