monday on the line when you know that now s the time to leave and be free aware of your destiny when that moment arrives wild visions through the mind and all i see is what used to be my life could soon be a memory i don t ever wanna feel pain wanna be ready when you call my name i don t ever wanna feel fear cause every night feels alright when your near battle through this wall of nerves when your life it takes a turn and what i have is what i fear while in my mind you re lying here fear that unholy dread there s a piece of me in all he says all kinds of weird stuff inside my head the stage fright in my own bed i don t ever wanna feel pain wanna be ready when you call my name i don t ever wanna feel fear cause every night feels alright when your near don t wanna be like a voice without words cause i need you here with me don t wanna be alone in this world will i suppress my fear and will i beat this war of nerves i don t ever wanna feel pain wanna be ready when you call my name i don t ever wanna feel fear cause every night feels alright when you re near i don t ever wanna feel pain when it s over will i feel the same i don t ever wanna feel fear this war of nerves that i reserve for when you re here i don t ever wanna feel pain i m feeling hurt but i feel no shame i don t ever wanna feel fear do i deserve these cruel words we have here 