this was just a matter of me getting what i needed till i was safe upon the other side of the international date line it was just a matter of me keeping myself seated till the pilot killed the overdrive and landed in a place where you can t find me there find me there when you hold one chance and you break your hands when the secret s safe and you call my name then i am gone i m tired of you and me and the space that s in between and i would rather be somewhere with better thoughts and warmer air i m tired of trying to be somebody different than me i m tired of trying to shine it on when the lights go out tonight i m gone i ll run from here run when the hurt gets real and you still can t feel when you can t escape and you cannot stay then i am gone  safe upon the other side of the international date line i landed in a place that you can t find you can t find me there you can t find me there when the last plane leaves and you cry for me when you lie awake and you feel it break then i am gone