this is what i said to myself in a deep dream theres a relief that belief is all inside of me and it s not trying to seep but it ll bleed a brief shred of grief followed by a chase to break free as i chase this crippling desire to understand the fire in your eyes with time ill try to realize that youre the love i need but then i find this hope inside when i finally cross these wires not so that i die but so my brain will fry so i ll be dulled down enough to believe your lies when you cross the ts and you dot the is and ill believe you because i could see through the rescue and i saw a familiar bleak view when i broke my neck to see over the fence just to see how green the grass on the other side of it is but i know good and well that these self help pity party depths of hell chasing a burning desire like whiskey down your throat drowning out the fact that the facts are in and you re still going to say no but i cant let go cause this echoing promise of hope is deep inside of this confusion with me i know but soon i ll let go and i ll do what i can to let love take control i ll do what i can to let this love take control cause confusion of who you need me to be has stricken me but love has no weapons and love is never fighting so darling why are we when love was the original intention of this home we built in our sleep every night i lie awake and i know my heart will break but what hurts the most is knowing knowing its happening to you every night i lie awake and i know my heart will break but what hurts the most is knowing knowing its happening to you