what a surprise it s friday night and i m alone on my couch watching my phone die it s not alright i need a life right now i m sober and so bored that i could die i want a boyfriend with a cool name to kiss or break up with it s all the same i just gotta get away til my head s clear i can t create i m not inspired here where d i go wrong can t write a song and i ve been locked up in my room for way too long and it s my fault cause i choose not to go and hang out with my friends when they have fun i need a tragedy or cruel fate i ll take a good book too it s all the same i just gotta get away til my head s clear i can t create i fucking hate it here got a feeling it s about to change and if it doesn t i don t think i ll handle it i ll go insane1