first with your hands and then with your mouth a downpour of sweat damp cotton clouds i was a fool you were my friend we made it happen you took off your clothes left on the light you stood there so brave you used to be shy each feature improved each movement refined and eyes like a showroom now they re spreading out the blankets on the beach that weatherman is a liar he said it would be raining but it s clear and blue as far as i can see left by the lamp right next to the bed on a cartoon cat pad she scratched with a pen everything is as it s always been this never happened don t take it too bad it s nothing you did it s just once something dies you can t make it live you re a beautiful boy you re a sweet little kid but i am a woman so i laid back down wrapped myself up in the sheet and i must have looked like a ghost cause something frightened me and since then i ve been so good at vanishing now i do as i please i lie through my teeth someone might get hurt but it won t be me i should probably feel cheap but i just feel free and a little bit empty no it isn t so hard to get close to me there will be no arguments we will always agree and i ll try and be kind when i ask you to leave we ll both take it easy but if you stay too long inside my memory i will trap you in a song tied to a melody and i will keep you there so you can t bother me2