distractions from the ordinary real life just not good enough explanations hard to come by living life outside the institutions waking in awkward situations i wouldn t have it any other way i can t recall a better time each day felt like the next would never come i realise i couldn t get enough alternatives all felt like death i wish i could safely say all the right decisions were always made yeah we were young but we re still here happy to starve for another year it seems so right for one to assume that what we are is what we see what we buy who we do i would ve ended up that way if not for those miles those endless days i know it s not for everyone empty halls empty stomachs empty hopes in retrospect we had it all we didn t choose this life this life chose us long ago a web of friends and moments impossible to let go though we surrendered what others want to treasure we ended up with so much more we didn t choose this life this life chose us long ago a web of friends and moments impossible to let go though we surrendered what others want to treasure we ended up with so much more