i told my doctor today that things are getting worse taking all these medications isnt helping my outbursts i told my doctor today that i am not a man i am not a woman hell i dont know what i am i told my doctor today that i need to leave need to find a scene where the people are more friendly where i dont have to be anyone but me where i dont have to scream alone where no one has to be judged for anything but what theyve created or destroyed where no one has to be judged for who they are or where they came from because that shit is way too petty to even bother acknowledging meaning