losing myself in the deep end forgetting my government doubling down on my demons overindulging em shit is using me up what s the use shit is using me up what s the use losing myself in the deep end forgetting my government doubling down on my demons overindulging em shit is using me up what s the use shit is using me up what s the use wearing down on my nerves losing patience with the seasons moving up in the world still swimming in the deep end i don t need shit from no one new i just want the view i just want the gold dental old clothes with the holes in em old ho s trynna build fuck em i got bills iaint worried bout a thot stackin up until it s old money still stackin till my body rot still sippin when i m 120 still off the fuckin wall with the dirty vans and your bitch love the shit put my liver through some punishment just to cope gotta take another sip losing myself in the deep end forgetting my government doubling down on my demons overindulging em shit is using me up what s the use shit is using me up what s the use losing myself in the deep end forgetting my government doubling down on my demons overindulging em shit is using me up what s the use shit is using me up what s the use  down n out in my city fallin to a sunken place with no leeway holdin onto my pennies livin in a shitty house with my dj nationwide w my squad sold out shows but catchin no guap mama said put some patience on god shit i been waitin barely dodgin satan but i m still alive still fuckin breathin still plotting still schemin mad props in my fuckin dms used to say i wouldn t be shit used to think i wouldn t leave the town used to think i wouldn t leave the ground used to think i d never lose control but i m doubtin as i m sinkin deeper down shit losing myself in the deep end forgetting my government doubling down on my demons overindulging em shit is using me up what s the use shit is using me up what s the use losing myself in the deep end forgetting my government doubling down on my demons overindulging em shit is using me up what s the use shit is using me up what s the use trip but it s still a thing heez it s the same concept seen through a different lense trip i think so too heez but it s a real thing regardless like energy is waves thoughts are waves emotions are waves vision is a wave speaking things is waves like i m talking about literally wavelengths