last night was bad my doubts were all i really had realizing i was alone and trying to think of someone to phone but no one came to mind there was nothing for me to say that just anyone would understand i was scared and afraid i was so alone we re neurotic we ve had it surround myself with people but i m always alone human props small talk keeps silence from imposing my own mind my worst enemy it will destroy me slowly more coffee more coffee more coffee i m going numb we re neurotic we ve had it it s hard for me to explain it s hard to explain it s hard to understand all the fear and phobia that lays inside and traps this man when i m surrounded i wanna scream and kick down the walls destroy what hold me i wanna smash it all we re neurotic we ve had it