stood up outside the fish fry hailed the bahamian taxi driver furnished my dollar twenty five hopped on the number ten for a quick ride into the dull night singing praise songs from the backseat under cold fluorescent lights mostly at night i can t ignore the feeling of wishing you were with me all of my friends insist that i should really be spending some time alone assessing my thoughts completing emotional calculations deriving psychological sums and suffering slow one more drink my heart sinks eight weeks gone your ma s front lawn white house beach i can t speak delaware where oh where are we move out to 52nd street put all my things in jeff s new basement see you before i up and leave tear out my hair and walk home wasted sleep through the alarm in the morning i still taste it my good luck charm head off to 30th street station one more drink my heart sinks eight weeks gone your ma s front lawn white house beach i can t speak delaware where oh where are we  i had that dream again last night in the convenience store there is no window in this room get up undressed make an educated guess if it is morning yet there s something i don t get one more drink my heart sinks eight weeks gone your ma s front lawn white house beach i can t speak delaware where oh where are we 