they told me to let go and dream of torture and horrible things of that kind they told me you re only good as the thoughts you keep in your head when you unlock your mind they told me you ll never win cause you re doomed to fail and everything that you do just ain t right they told me i need to quit acting like a child and grow up and get on with my life i told them fuck you motherfucker fuck you fuck die fuck you motherfucker fuck you fuck die fuck you motherfucker fuck you fuck die fuck you motherfucker fuck you fuck die they told me be afraid of the ones around you cause nobody s gonna have your back they told me make sure you get used to lonely cause they re gone when you fall face flat they told me it don t matter how you play the game cause in the end you re just a loser anyway they told me see even when you win you lost and they forget you by the end of the day they told me to get ghost and leave the set i ll never be a star where i m at they told me you re only good as the weight you can bare when the world is upon your back they told me you never win cause you never complete or finish anything that you start they told me they like to look for mistakes we make another reason they can pick us apart i told them  they told me black dreams and all the things with murder are really nothing more then a phase they told me the medication seems to be working erasing each and every bad day they told me you better leave before we call the cops and take away what s left of your life they told me so i just started stabbing him and her who i thought was his wife i told them 