when i was thrown into this planet i knew what s going on i was messing with my pacifier all day long oh and i then i was twenty and i didn t have a clue i was messing with my days trying to be true trying to dig out the man that i could be i was shouting loud to find this little me he was stumbling through his days what else then could he try looking for an answer why this why that and why oh and i then i was thirty i thought i knew what it was all about cruising in the river like a silver trout swimming in the ocean respected by the sharks overnight the ocean turned out to be too dark when i was diving deeper there was no light no more i couldn t find the way out the ocean has no door and all the things that happened to pretty desperate guy leading to the question why this why that and why i started to shout louder what is this all about struggling up the river not even half way proud for all the things that happened to this pretty desperate guy who was looking for an answer why this whay that and why 