these days im a hit and run left the scene as i coughed up blood stayed inside hid from the sun all jammed up like a loaded gun even the nightlifes just too bright so i never step outside blackened lungs and bloodshot eyes keep me up but not alive just holding on theres a lesson here but im not catching on cause the taste of it still lingers on my tongue such a bitter ending taste of whats become the only drug i didnt love breathe deep leave ground cant get to sleep so i just pass out fight the words before they leave my mouth bite the tongue but i just cant tell if its too late to save myself hit the ground but the bottom dropped out lost and found my way around its not new to me yeah im used to it by now  looking for a way an out release somehow youre lost and now its pulling me under were all allowed our ups and downs in times of doubt we all go through it just holding on 