right now i m feeling useless it s all the same it s all the same to me this curse is growing stronger this isn t how i thought it would be now i would pave the way but i ve got nothing to say thinking out loud who do you want me to be me we saw we had a vision we heard but didn t listen i never could accept what they would offer what they would give my battle s not against you i m fighting with myself because i m pulled in each direction they re all the same with different names falling apart fall down fall falling apart we can t pretend that we ve ever been safe can you hear the sound believe find your reasons beyond feed the urge take it beyond