got up early found something s missing my only name no one else sees but i got stuck and soon forever came stopped pushing on for just a second then nothing s changed who am i this time where s my name guess it crept away no one s calling for me at the door and unpredictable won t bother anymore and silently gets harder to ignore look straight ahead there s nothing left to see what s done is done this life has got its hold on me just let it go what now can never be i forgot that i might see so many beautiful things i forgot that i might need to find out what life could bring beautiful things take this happy ending away it s all the same god won t waste this simplicity on possibility get me up wake me up dreams are filling this trace of blame frozen still i thought i could stop now who s gonna wait no one s calling for me at the door and unpredictable won t bother anymore and silently gets harder to ignore look straight ahead there s nothing left to see what s done is done this life has got its hold on me just let it go what now can never be so many beautiful things so many beautiful things now what do i do can i change my mind did i think things through it was once my life it was my life at one time