i was so afraid back then i would lose my only friend when you surrendered to the devil that was chasing you around we stopped talking for some time i was destroyed you seemed fine out late with your brand new life i held my breath and prayed for mine to end it was hard to believe anyone could ever leave me now taillights quickly retreating are the only lights i seem to see is your heart still beating i guess i was just like you cause i gave up too let the days just turn to months avoid everything and everyone ignore the phone calls from my mom pretend im busy writing songs as i just blaze away single player video games it was hard to believe anyone could ever leave me now taillights quickly retreating are the only lights i seem to see is your heart still beating there must be something better some place that ive never ever seen must be some sort of heaven with everything that i could ever dream of cause it s was hard to believe anyone could ever leave me now taillights quickly retreating are the only lights i seem to see is your heart still beating for me 