she said its weird i feel like i don t know you anymore you haven t been home in six months you re barely calling maybe it s a strange phase maybe it s commitment you don t have the same reasons your at community college oh i haven t been this scary since february last year there were rainbows in the offshore winds and playgrounds in the waves we said why do we deserve this passing a joint down pch and o my brain is like a soggy piece of bread and my jaded pair of lungs they think we re dying of old age i counted all our blessings like train robbers after the steal and oh it only left us guessing how long can we milk this deal so take a long last bite of your desert soon we ll be sliding down the backside of the bell curve and all our greatest energies all our adventures will blur into nostalgic stories oh its been this scary since february last year