fuck i m stuck inside a body craving something i can t remember how i got this deep am i missing something i always thought suicidal thoughts were for the weaker minds but now that mindset is mine and i m a prisoner of time it s time for my medication whiskey and cocaine i ll take a mental vacation i fought and i failed like jesus christ i was nailed to my addiction it s fiction but it s so fucking detailed if i m gonna die i m gonna take a few with me got nothing but hatred left for these twisted fucks my promise is if i m gonna die i m gonna take a few with me do a little bit of cleaning up on my way out of this bullshit i ve been labeled a fraud by the ones that surround me it s what s keeping me safe from a truth so astounding i spoke about murder how a substence was my weakness even my girlfriend would say landon what if your family could see this line after line after line till it vibrates my spine with a kick not even god could inflict whats the point of living life if all our time is invested in something that in the end we will all just be leaving behind so fuck it if i m gonna die i m gonna take a few with me got nothing but hatred left for these twisted fucks my promise is if i m gonna die i m gonna take a few with me do a little bit of cleaning up on my way out of this bullshit if i m gonna die might as well take a few if i m gonna die might as well take a few the mentally crippled self absorbed wealthy preacher the governors bankers the fucking pedophile teachers scream and beg for their souls to be spared they were seen they were heard and fucking nobody cared  if i m gonna die i m gonna take a few with me got nothing but hatred left for these twisted fucks my promise is if i m gonna die i m gonna take a few with me do a little bit of cleaning up on my way out of this bullshit if i m gonna die might as well take a few we are not the same we re not the same no if i m gonna die i m gonna take a few with me got nothing but hatred left for these twisted fucks my promise is if i m gonna die i m gonna take a few with me do a little bit of cleaning up on my way out of this bullshit if i m gonna die might as well take a few