ive got this letter that i wrote it says that i aint coming home you know that im just bluffing though ive been full of shit for years ive got this secret no one knows my dirty heart it just cant show i want to scream it out and let the world know how dark it really is and you cut me you cut me to the core and you hurt me but i keep on begging for more then you lied to me your words like arrows in my heart it wasn t god that was trying to teach me it was the devil tearing me apart i built a house put up a fence but the fox it found a way in as he was digging at the bottom he caught your eye as i walked out on the porch i pulled out my old 44 right before i pulled the trigger i just stopped there was more oh you cut me you cut me to the core and you hurt me but i keep on begging for more then you lied to me your words like arrows in my heart it wasn t god that was trying to teach me it was the devil tearing me apart apart apart apart you cut me you cut me to the core you hurt me why the hell do i keep begging for me then you lied to me your words like arrows in my heart it wasn t god that was trying to teach me it was the devil tearing me apart