i do not have any memory of peaceful sleep feels like i read about it in a novel once i believe that all the little secrets people keep when you drop your guard and slumber they come out and front i crush to sleep for nothing i m left to beat the sun and my breath they keep it rushing my chest with deep percussion if death and sleep are cousins then justice is disgusting we ll probably be cellmates behind hell s gates the devil lives inside my eyelids when i close them i hit rising violence i m supposed to find some silence rockin the back seat of insomniac theatre with the answers in the subtitles i just can t read em i m right where the fears at fighting the tears back trying to catch my balance on life before the piers crack i hear that hate slammin my own little prison i declare that hate band my soul didn t listen so i stare at the crack in the ceiling until the earth go twistin glare at that little feeling that i ve been burdened with its turbulant only you and i know that the hurt exists everyone else just see the surfaces somebody tell my mother that i died somebody tell my mother that i died somebody tell my mother that i died somebody tell my mother that i i can only hope that when i wake up at night in cold sweats that you re suffering and miserable in your own bed i pray i haunt you the way you haunt me the way i feel i never want to see you walk free i hope your thoughts will burn as you toss and squirm and curse your life feeling like you lost your turn and i pray that i haunt you the way you haunt me the way i feel i never want to see you walk free i can only hope that when i wake up at night in cold sweats that you re suffering and miserable in your own bed i pray i haunt you the way you haunt me the way i feel i never want to see you walk free i hope your thoughts will burn as you toss and squirm and curse your life feeling like you lost your turn and i pray that i haunt you the way you haunt me the way i feel i never want to see you walk free fuck you ali somebody tell my mother that i died somebody tell my mother that i died somebody tell my mother that i died somebody tell my mother that i