it s up to you now this place is filling up with smoke you won t let me breathe in or out so i resolve to cut my own throat and i will never change not for anyone sometimes i wish i could leave myself alone i could leave myself alone each day you bring me closer to going nowhere like sleep walking i m sleepsinging yeah someday you re gonna wish you d taken better care of me like sleep walking i m sleepsinging yeah i have been such a fool for you i put my faith in things you could never do now i m chasing myself to catch up with you and you mixed every drink of lies with the truth i will never change no will you ever change no