and i can promise you i ll change i ll make the time i spend well spent and you can punish me for all of my mistakes but how was i to know it would like this to know it would feel like this to learn everything i hate would be come everything i miss i ll change into what into what i was scared to know into what into what you were scared to grow and i will be alone forever i know and i will love you every day until the earth surrounds my bones cause i don t know your hair and i don t know your lips and i ve been wondering how long it takes for my love to give in i was left without a conscience in my head you know i would want to give you everything but couldn t afford to give you anything and i was on my own for the first time in my life i had pressure from all angles honey you were all i had so change into what into what you were scared to grow into and i can promise you i ll change i ll make the time i spend well spent and you can punish me for all of my mistakes but how was i to know it would like this to know it would feel like this to learn everything i hate would be come everything i miss i ll change into what into what i was scared to know into what into what you were scared to grow and i will be alone forever i know and i will love you every day until the earth surrounds my bones cause i don t know your hair and i don t know your lips and i ve been wondering how long it takes for my love to give in and i will be alone forever i know and i will love you every day until the earth surrounds my bones cause i don t know your hair and i don t know your lips and i ve been wondering how long it takes for my love to give in