the temperature is 105 i m in the furnace i need to be alone a lot you probably noticed i m about to turn my cellie off so i can focus you waiting on the chariot you re fucking hopeless all of my witches say that i m arrogant bump and notice me and chris was at the coffee shop before they opened just a portion of a summer day in the valley where it never rains i feel like billie holiday i wanna throw my life away in the valley where it never rains i feel like billie holiday cause young boss kiosk no cones ring ring on my cellphone i ve got drugs to sell i ve got drugs to take and imma catch a rat from him feed to snakes i might walk through the alley at night with the pen and a pipe in my hand y all won t remember me stalking my enemies snipe if i miss imma fire again all of this energy gotta be coming from something just miss me with all the assumptions too busy to fuck with the dumbness i m not defending it why you pretending we live in the nation of freedom and justice you ve never been black and cutless and none of us seeking redemption my nigga we already into the numbness  i know somethings broken cause i m looking at the fucking pieces everybody wanna chase dreams everybody wanna be something everybody got reasons i used to feel just like a locus they empty shell they crumple the second you hit me twenty first century version emerging from twenty two years of a person if you cut me open you finally anger a texts that you send me but baby i m chosen since i was the boy who was jumping from rooftops to churches when nobody heard em fuck your recitals survival don t come with a woman so why you rehearsing you ll never be perfect sometimes i have self destructive tendencies why i broke my hand in denver colorado why i was punching stuff why i was drunk oh i m sorry it s okay i ll try not to do that again me too i ll try to be better than you and that s about all for this bridge i have nothing else to say so i ll see you guys next time i feel like billie holiday i wanna throw my life away in the valley where it never rains i feel like billie holiday