it must have been a dream but it felt so real saw the wounds heard the screams thought about your last meal how we ate like kings how you led us all in grace how nobody had forseen what would soon take place and when everything went down the silence you left was the strangest sound dangerous town but we all felt safe cause we knew that you slept with the angels now rumors keep coming in a few thousand missing you just like me people keep running into you i ve got a feeling that you might be alive you might be alive this is not fair this is not pure this is not right trust me when it s all over you will see the light live by the sword die by the sword but jesus christ we shot that motherfucker right between the eyes i offer these thoughts on loss and having you re here but you re not you re near but you re not i offer these thoughts on loss and having you re here but you re not you re near but you re not standing at the safety sleeve these tingling feelings just won t leave i can t sleep anxiety dreams i need a reprieve i need caffeine set the stage my mise en scene my missing piece i ll be zombie walking the streets haunted by beats who follow my lead by the loss that i bleed scream at the dark but it s off key bough breaks in this powerful breeze i hold my breath that the hours would freeze til they tomorrows may bring squandered our time didn t know you would leave and a part of me was lost in the sea and the cost of this loss is i found it in me it s in the place where my friends and my neighbors used to be  this is not fair this is not pure this is not right trust me when it s all over you will see the light live by the sword die by the sword but jesus christ we shot that motherfucker right between the eyes i offer these thoughts on loss and having you re here but you re not you re near but you re not i offer these thoughts on loss and having you re here but you re not you re near but you re not