i m losin days livin life in cinematic haze movin through it frame by frame and i m tryin not to notice that i m never in the moment i ll let it pass a numbing sense disguised by sleight of hand better thoughts are built on air and they ll crumble if i hold em and it won t last in the moment wait am i about to lose myself again in between these walls so torn and thin everything is seen for what it is why don t i feel like all the others why don t i feel like all the others just like the broken i have suffered so why don t i feel like all the others i don t recall what it s like to walk down vacant halls what if i could turn it off if i wake up from this coma will i wake up in the moment i wrestle fate knowin life will win this great debate chance will have the final say and i wonder for a moment will i break down when it s over wait am i about to lose myself again in between these walls so torn and thin everything is seen for what it is  why don t i feel like all the others why don t i feel like all the others just like the broken i have suffered so why don t i feel like all the others all the others all the others all the others all the others