pops told me that no is no and slow your roll young so and so that s the lesson that i m getting from a brave man now his body s in a grave how low is low you get the message i ain t messing when i say fam he died so every night that i cried waking up with wet sheets as tears fall from my eyes mother getting less sleep i m near to my demise its clear it gets deep this caught us by surprise in a minute went from wife to widow in an instant do you get it hear my plight his pictures is a witness trying to scrimmage for hope hearing the minister quote my mind s feeling so sinister diminished and broke oh my who can administer real life i never would have thought i would know what this feel like this feel like darkness all over me like its all over feeling hopeless whose holding me hope is bleak lord though you slay me i will rejoice i m weak and weary but my body is yours i hope you hear me these tears are my voice i see you clearly like i didn t before you give and you take away but by your grace i know that you make a way my sister crying she falling down on that work floor uncle wondering what its all for watch em as they all mourn dark storm brewing and what hurts more is all the flashes in my head trying to work out what had happened coz he s dead saw his body just laying in a coffin it was spread it really got me it cut me so abruptly and it led to me being so flippant not wishing to live how could i get so distant i wanna be hid i am one of his kids who is fatherless how do you prepare for this moment whose got the starter kit any second wishing and hoping he ll come charging in wrap me in his arms and tell me son it was all a myth but that s the furthest from the truth the bearers of the news came to my home and they showed me all the proof and i really was bemused wondering why god would take him and leave me saddened and confused lord though you slay me i will rejoice i m weak and weary but my body is yours i hope you hear me these tears are my voice i see you clearly like i didn t before you give and you take away but by your grace i know that you make a way you give and you take away but by your grace i know that you make a way  man i really wanna trust in the lord yo and as it stands know my god has got a plan demand nothing and also i m feeling like poor job my reprimand is never trusting in man but god s sovereign of all souls including my father s and so i rest in and try to invest in deny and reject sin i m trusting in the words of the lord blessed are people who mourn sons and daughters we are blessed kin them sleepless nights yeah i was wrestling satan s deception made blatant impressions had me wondering and why questioning why now i m wandering not trusting in the saviour who died god is sovereign and i know it grants hope the hopeless the father to the fatherless has grace for the chosen wipes tears and i know it keep me sane each moment grant joy cos i no longer wanna be groaning i cry lord though you slay me i will rejoice i m weak and weary but my body is yours i hope you hear me these tears are my voice i see you clearly like i didn t before you give and you take away but by your grace i know that you make a way you give and you take away but by your grace i know that you make a way