i stared out into what looked like always for what felt like forever asking what exactly would i have to do to make this mean as much to you as it means to me but there s something you re not saying and those eyes give you away i m holding on to all of the things that i ve done wrong and mistakes i ve made over and over i m holding on to all the mistakes i ve made so i wrote this down as fact just in case i had the chance just to say that hope is something that s been built to hold you back everyone i know considers me a joke with good reason i suppose i m holding on to all of the things that i ve done wrong and mistakes i ve made over and over i m holding on to all the mistakes i ve made it was all in your goodbye i m holding on to all of the things that i ve done wrong and mistakes i ve made over and over i m holding on to all the mistakes i ve made because all i am is a used to be a yesterday a memory i see so much that comes and goes it makes me wonder what s worth it anymore