today i am your chariot horse tomorrow i m your albatross suspended by the finest thread no one could ever see and when there s breathing in your ear you put your faith in all you hear but just how deep those feelings go i have no way to know i ll never know if i was blind would you still be my eyes or hide everything you see pretending to care about me when all the time you re just wishing i d fade away you just can t bring yourself to say out loud the reasons why you won t admit you realize the promise you ve been living by is just an empty shell you ll come to bear it like a cross then start to tear it like frayed gauze though i m ashamed to be afraid i just can t help myself can t help myself1