sigh yeah and im just happy that yall feel my tunes cause rapping seems to be the only thing that heals my wounds ive seen flowers watered everyday and still not bloom i hope one day i can say this in a filled out room no i do not want a deal and no i do not want to build dont work with overpaid rappers that are under skilled the whole game no doubt need someone real but we all so doped out we dont know what to feel fucked up daily its fuck you pay me everybody care about themselves we so selfish the same girl that save me the same girl that play me but im forever grateful for your help when i was helpless yo my memories are all that i have since i turned 23 i been all in my bag and i dont know too many that can stomach this or follow my path got everything i ever wanted except a call from my dad but i ain t tripping on it sometimes its hard to be honest and open a promise dont mean shit when a promise is broken and you ain t gotta like my songs my nigga i wrote em yo all i do is bump my shit when im here by my lonesome and i ain t looking for approval just put it out and hope its useful for someone dealing with the usual bullshit in life you gon be alright this that real independent not fake independent this ain t signed to a label but claim independent i ain t never had a manager i never had an agent just my raps and the camera and built this foundation from the ground up brick layering never called a sick day in can still hear my old chick saying nigga you won t ever be shit and you ain t shit now but now she hit me weekly trynna let me bang shit down now im on to new things i ain t really into old flings girl you knew the old calen now i got the nose ring told you i was dope baby look at all these dope fiends i been on my king shit in case you didnt know queen yeah sometimes you miss the boat some people get the gift of gab i got the gift of quotes yeah and im hoping that you listen close cause if im honest i dont know how much longer ill go  some people get the gift of gab i got the gift of quotes yeah and im hoping that im hoping that close cause if im honest i dont know how much longer ill go go know how much longer ill g 