i have suffered i possess no control and now i m trapped in a fucked up way of life life decayed there is no lie to defeat the truth digging away at your brain you can t even fathom the pain that i ve endured your brain couldn t process this this hypocrisy is overwhelming to me choke on your guilt they won t let you spit it up choke on my guilt i am pure filth choke on my guilt i disgust me fucked in the brain only pain i am merely just a stain in this fucked up world my life is worth more than all of this but there is no escape from this prison my inner demons are at war with the good in me no hope for peace no freedom from their tyranny my inner demons are at war with the good in me no hope for peace no freedom from their tyranny