it s 3 am once again but what s new this time around i think i ve been losing sleep but mostly i ve been losing myself the clocks they turn once you fail the clocks they turn once you lose so little girl tell me how to stop this clock you say if it means giving up then count me out i don t know how being real feels like anymore so sometimes i wonder what this life is for should i keep living a life full of lies or should i kill my external disguise for what its worth i ll just be myself till i die cuz if i don t i ll be dead anyway even when i still breathe even when i still breathe even when i still breathe even when i still breathe1