apparently disposed but when i just don t know everything is different now appearing in your clothes you saved from long ago and wore for me to see just what i had to leave the words you can translate while i self medicate through the passing year so you will disappear my breath is what you stole part of me got so old everything just happens now before i stop to die i ll measuer my life by what i never had and what i gave to you the words you can translate while i self medicate through the passing year so you will disappear the promise that you broke is passing through your throat and out of such a pretty mouth i believe it so but feelings of control always leave my mind it happens all the time the words you can translate while i self medicate through the passing year so you will disappear