in a desperate mind little gardens grow they grow very wide they grow very tall why am i alive urban wonderland by the fence i stand in and out of hand there are many paths dripping dark so dense do not enter here enter over there why am i alive urban wonderland by the fence i stand in and out of hand people closing in barking at my mind shouting do you mind i want all alone i want my own home i want my own girl help me hate the world own and love my life why am i alive urban wonderland by the fence i stand in and out of hand 