on my way way to the stars i found you were there laying down next to a hole oh hold me you said you had faith in god above but it seemed that you didn t believe in reality in people on earth in people to whom you ve given birth and i forgot to call you this is just what i do you stand there just like a wall that i can t even try to talk to you i wrote down all of your thoughts well the ones you let me see when you re not watching tv you said you d go for a walk but that was three weeks ago and now you spend your time counting the pages of a second hand bible pocket edition that you have  and i forgot to call this is just how i work i stand there still like a photo on your hands that you can t try to explain yourself1