nothing like you wish you were your name is the only thing you re really sure of sitting on the wrong side of twenty five you keep your problems buried oh so deep then wonder why you wake up crying at least the pain means you re alive cause it s been months and you ve had time to face what you ve been running from running from yeah it s been months and you can t find a reason why you re holding on holding on before you went away you said you thought you d try your hand at being a writer after all could it really be worse than waking up on tuesday mornings to sign away your pride for money at least you d have your dignity yet all the while your mind is drifting back to all those nights when you were happy or at least when you thought you were but nothing here can take away the years you wasted thinking you weren t lonely or alone if you d prefer cause it s been months and you ve had time to face what you ve been running from running from yeah it s been months and you can t find a reason why you re holding on holding on if all you wanted was somebody to hear you out to chase away the empty nights of fear and doubts running away won t answer any of your prayers but you re praying yeah you re praying but who are you praying to is it the god you stopped believing in when he abandoned you cause it s been months and you ve had time to face what you ve been running from running from yeah it s been months and you can t find a reason why you re holding on holding on