left in the middle left in between a dream this nightmare is on my lips now left in the middle left in between a dream this nightmare is on my lips now i didnt want you to surrender i didnt want you to die outstretch your arms for me and commit this suicide why did you love us enough to leave us i wanted you to stay now im left in the middle come back to me now that youre gone im starting to forget who i am i dont belong in the pages of your notes and now that youre gone i can see the gap so clear and im starting to realize im starting to realize i am barabbas i am the criminal hang me from the tree i deserve the death that you died i am far from worthy i am thomas i feel my doubt constrict i am too blind to see show me the holes in your hands i believe help my unbelief come back to me now im starting to forget and im growing weary how did you pronounce love and how did you weep i dont know when youre coming back all i know has gone away restore all those memories and please return to this place can you make sense of this cause im still filled with questions would you come back to me and help me sort through the madness pull apart every doubt that remains lay it out clear as day so i dont forget your name i am i just need to hear it i am scream it out let it resonate i wanted more time to tell you i love you i wanted more time i wanted more let heaven meet earth come back to me and bring me home