im a wave in the ocean youre a tree in the orchard so im out like im under stuck deep in your soil from my chest to my head to the breath on your neck silhouettes and regrets now replace you instead spit me out spit me out and do you feel empty cause your whispers consume me they grow deeper they shake me and they linger im a renegade and a sinner youre a blue bird in the winter disguising the way you hide like a sidewinder you lack in conviction so suffer in silence with self medication and its sour elation ive been muting the colours on my skin ive been matching the distance that you bring i fall asleep to the pressure that i cant make this better cause you wont let me further in  spit me out spit me out and do you feel empty cause your whispers consume me they grow deeper they shake me and they linger im a renegade and a sinner youre a blue bird in the winter disguising the way you hide like a sidewinder you couldve used some respect instead you played with my head and now ill never let you go im on the side of the fence you dont call home sidewinder wake me in the dead of night so you can take me to the place you hide cause your whispers consume me they grow deeper they shake me and they linger im a renegade and a sinner youre a blue bird in the winter disguising the way you hide like a sidewinder1