all i do is talk with digits and plastic buttons but when the chance to live finally shows it self i shut down there s a cloud in my head telling me to be quiet a desperate struggle these forces tear my head apart this black hole sucks all the joy i fantasise about through tunnels i can t run down i ve become a numb shell too scared to create a thing i ve fallen down down down again i ve become a numb shell too scared to create a thing bye bye baby i m going away you say it s real what am i meant to think it s like a cage wrapped around my brain you seem to have the key tucked away beneath the seams walk away he said you ve had enough alright stop starting through the window pick up your feet again open up your eyes and take a breath oh breathe it in youll be fine they say but what do they know i ve kept it all so hidden inside you couldn t even find me oh if you tried i ve become a numb shell too scared to create a thing i ve fallen down down down again i ve become a numb shell too scared to create a thing bye bye baby i m going away it s all these shadows around me i can t take this uncertainty