i am so sorry about last night it was a nightmare in every way but together you and i will laugh at last night some day dear friend it s really true then it s what i d hoped for that it was you dear friend i had to tell you i couldn t stand it until you knew two weeks i ve known for two weeks i was so tempted i didn t dare oh georg i was so anxious i was afraid that i m so relievedi wanted you to knowi prayed that it was youi thought you might have guessedto tell the truth i couldn t wait another day