feel suffocated caught up in your words like sustenance you talk about me as if im already dead every days the same old shit he was such a promise kid so if its downhill from here then what secures my footing so sick of losing room to breathe why cant you all just leave me be dont want to talk through anything but you keep on pushing because i cant fight back on good intentions words fall short of breaking tension and if its all downhill from here then why am i not moving i m just another failure and im prone to misbehavior but ive got my second wind and i dont believe in saviors keep your absolutes i hope they work for you but im not up to you and i worry these confrontations make me sick im already over it and i worry complications make me sick i look you in the eyes and just walk away and i worry and it makes me sick i look you in the eyes and walk away and i worry and it makes me sick i look you in the eyes and walk i m just another failure and im prone to misbehavior but ive got my second wind and i dont believe in saviors keep your absolutes i hope they work for you but im not up to you