time leisure time did you ever stop to think about how much leisure time you really have some of us put our leisure time to good use and some of us spend most of our leisure time just moping for the moment most imperfect which makes them perfect when put into perspective kinda makes everything worth it everyone is searching for self soul searching everyone is searching for self soul searching searching for self searching for self searching for self check yo this fucking buzz is wearing off im preparing for thewell you know how that goes pour a shot of gin and toss it back slow end of the night im on my last smoke and she already went to bed with the stress of life steady weighing heavy on my head ive come to appreciate the quiet in this climate of depression i chose to remain private and i can sit alone in silence with no cloud of overwhelming thoughts for me to be reminded im not a giant i am the sheep who sits and dreams of living one day as a lion my eyelids close like i am defiant to the tick tock of the clock as it downwardly spiraling in this moment im content with my life as it stands and the time i have spent lifes about moments most imperfect which makes them perfect when put into perspective kinda makes everything worth it everyone is searching for self soul searching everyone is searching for self soul searching for the moment most imperfect which makes them perfect when put into perspective kinda makes everything worth it everyone is searching for self soul searching everyone is searching for self soul searching for the moment yeah you ever feel lucky ive been given things no one on this earth could ever take away from me ive been down and out left for dead thats how i learned to fully understand the value of the life that i live i wasnt always a strong person in fact put me on a task 10 years back id say you had the wrong person it took lows to know highs would reach it sounds simple but learning before we teach that s the thing i used to feel connected to something bigger than myself but i couldnt accept it i almost let it slip away so i can stay drifting days shifting into weeks months years melting something held me back but now i live for every second because every second pass is every second we cannot get back so whether first or second hand you better take my warning and take advantage of tonight before your last morning lifes about moments most imperfect which makes them perfect when put into perspective kinda makes everything worth it everyone is searching for self soul searching everyone is searching for self soul searching for the moment most imperfect which makes them perfect when put into perspective kinda makes everything worth it everyone is searching for self soul searching everyone is searching for self soul searching for the moment soul searching soul searching