like a man of few friends at the deep end gets me thinking bout this time i spend on my own all alone i m a mess it s so bad and its so sad smiley happy people make me mad so cold i feel so cold but i care that nobody knows what i m thinking and i m scared cause nobody cares if i laugh or if i cry i m angry all the time that s why i m angry all the time i m angry all the time that s why i m angry all the time i m angry all the time that s why i m angry all the time i m angry all the time that s why i m angry all the time if you were to stand in my shoes live out my blues bet you d set alight the shortest fuse so soon oh so soon i find it a chore to smile is it worthwhile people say i m way too hostile it s so true oh so true coming like a monster predator creeping up behind ya better run run run 