verse 1 im checking my texts and i get a request for sammus to give em a 10 minute set i wont get a check but i never reject whenever i can get a second to spit at first i was reading the fine print making sure that it s seeming alright then i saw words i did not want to find when i had noticed the theme of the night and i was not a big fan of it so i hit up my management i called him to cancel it he told me to chill i was tripping i needed some cannabis like sammus just articulate what is the problem i really cant figure out what s wrong i told him my nigga you wilin they want me to give em a love song if i look thru my catalog i dont make that kind of song that aint the shit that im on you need to respond and you tell em i might be gone he laughed and told me that maybe its time maybe this really a sign that i should engage with that four letter word that i always be trying to deny chorus so i dont wanna write it i wanna feel it when the love dies i wont have to deal with a love song that i cant ever hear it s better for me when it all disappears x2 verse 2 love is a clich could i honestly say something better than what i create with my beat tapes i mean its a deep space i dont have the tools or the vocab to give it the feeling we both have when we re lying in bed and it s sunny inside though its rains everyday in the forecast how can i write about kissing you when i dont want share it with anyone else how can i write about giving you parts of me that i never once gave to myself how can i talk about cumming cumming cumming cumming nigga its a feeling how can i write about running running running running my hands on your fingers how can i capture the motion of the car when i m pulling the door shut cuz you tried to jump out when i told ya i might let someone else get the chocha and we both high on doja chorus so i dont wanna write it i wanna feel it when the love dies i wont have to deal with a love song that i cant ever hear is better for me when it all disappears x2