i have become so bitter that it has reached my core but every day brings a battle that i can t win still it seems that i have all my drones in a row i ll drown myself in holy water and call myself at home can this be happening let me know when to feel and when to live my life again i ve tried my best to overcome all that i truly have i will lay at your feet i swear this better be worth it it s been three hundred days of cold and i am so alone what can i make of this oh me of little faith overtaken by mind and thought i can t believe how far i ve come but it has taken so many steps to get here you speak your doubts in hope of finding something that i have not already seen there are things that are so much greater than your heart could truly understand you ve got me out on my hands and knees but i m a faithful son to no one i bury loved ones in memories guide me as i walk over their ashes i burn my bridges to the ground with failure as my road this is the real world and you re falling apart