and i can t sleep in the waiting room and i can t sleep in the waiting room and i can t sleep in the waiting room and i can t sleep in the waiting room and i can t find the keys that open both doors to let me on the stairs and onto the roof where there s actually air and room to swing my fists and my ears stop ringing i can hear everything but i can t stand on only one leg but i can t stand on only one leg but i can t stand on only one leg but i can t stand on only one leg