i ve lived my whole life believing that the sun would shine everyday on top of what i praised the most but still the strain i ve felt ever since leaves me sleepless fearing the day that i m lost fearing the day that we re set apart i d prefer to live in nothingness for all eternity i d prefer to take my own life away than to exist in a world without a creator no escape for humanity s routine tears my spine in two makes me feel weak no escape for humanity s routine tears my spine in two makes me feel like it s the easy work of the seer there s nothing holding me here like eternal sorrow is here to stay am i the only one going insane this is the ephemeral order i ask forbearance please suspended disbelief imagine minds floating the darkness of time i m truly committed to save what s rightfully mine i call the speakers of the dead come to me come forth mother goddess i call forth the speakers of the dead feed off my soul bring eternal life to my creator feed off my fucking existence please protect my father