the night sky s black and i m awake lying on the ground the grass beneath my feet is hard and cold just like i ve come to be the stars are gone behind the clouds and i can t see a thing so i ll just let my eyes stay closed just like me i can t open up cause i m all wrong and i don t see a chance to fix this head so just give up write me off pretend i don t exist there s something in an empty bed that makes it hard to close your eyes it can eat at you until they both turn black and blue and all you want is a reason you should live or a way for you to die a way for you to die cause i m all wrong and i don t see a chance to fix this head so just give up write me off pretend i don t exist the grounds opening up i m falling down below an endless fall into a place that i don t think a child should know and i m screaming out a name that could never pass my lips the poison in my veins that got me through her kiss  cause i m all wrong and i don t see a chance to fix this head so just give up write me off pretend i don t exist the grounds opening up i m falling down below an endless fall into a place that i don t think a child should know and i m screaming out a name that could never pass my lips the poison in my veins that got me through her kiss and now i m too hung up on that to have anything with you it s the poison in my veins the poison in my veins the poison in my veins that got me through