you change from winter to the spring while i am sleeping beneath these apple trees of sorrow grown for me i read the letters in your pocket they says you re starving now it s usually reckless to write something we don t mean and i could sit days but you wouldn t care and see those carvings in the tree we share i know that it is all of the moments that i spend with you i suddenly feel that none of them were true falling for you fading for me those bright lights just ain t lights of love left to be and now i m like hey what s going on oh uh uh i lay down by the fire warming up my bones cause it s freezing and the only thing i want is to melt i wish i had the wherewithal to do so but i m so alone don t you know that it ain t so nice to be fooling around picking my heart up to throw it away and i could sit days but you wouldn t care and see those carvings in the tree we share i know that it is all of the moments that i spend with you i suddenly feel that none of them were true falling for you fading for me those bright lights just ain t lights of love left to be and now i m like hey what s going on oh uh uh  and now i sit days as the days go by and nothing seems clear as i clearly try i clearly try to figure out why i fell in love so hard it must be these apples that i ate at the start and in the end i m calling for you oh please answer me those bright lights are still lights that i d like to see and now i m like hey what s going on i don t know 