and ive been looking up at stars thinking how is there a god with no equal information in these books about a lonely guy a zero and just let me fix this cause you know i will fucking kill me just like you do and let us rewrite this past year fucking use me you always do what the fuck is a good night sleep ive been staying up past three what a feeling drugs are easier to date constantly gaining weight but not eating and just fucking kill me or you know i will fucking kill me i know you will kill me im trying to slow use me just fuck me over im to stoned to know we were just wrong