to face what we are in the end we stand before the light and our true nature is revealed self revelation is annihilation of self mummy i don t wanna live no more i don t think i got nothin else to give no more it s like i lost my passion for life it s like all my actions are trife i don t feel like i used to about the world i don t feel like i used to about my girl i just wanna die mummy cause it s too hard i just wanna lie calmly and to view god ever since daddy died it s been pain mummy it s like there s something wrong with my brain mummy you was always there for me so i love you i die for you and i place no one above you tell lenny and the kids that you stay strong and when i meet my maker that i m gonna pray for em and tell p that i think he ll be a great father tell young that i think he ll be a great author tell planet that his wife and kids are gorgeous and the same go for andy and for marcus tell syze that i have faith in em and never let the industry snakes get em the entire world is a graveyard we re the ones who let the dying know the hour has come i got a few things more i should say mummy i never meant to hurt you in any way mummy i never meant to hurt anyone it s god s work cause wakin up everyday for me is hard work and tell june that she was the love of my life and that i never stopped lovin here even in spite all the things that we went through together through the highs and lows and bad weather let frank know he always made me smile tell him back in the days was crazy wild tell stoupe that i always had his back ma and we was meant to be together on a track ma tell cheek i consider him a brother when i die the pain will spit into another that s just how life goes ma it s painful i ll come back to you in dreams as an angel so don t blame yourself for what happened cause you was the best mother that i could fathom so i m going to the first place i can go i love you sincerely vincenzo  mommy just tell everyone i love them know what i m saying tell my man mike tell my magruff keep holding me down know what i mean who let the dying know tell them to stay strong tell devious to keep doing his thing mommy the hour has come tell locke to keep his head up things gonna get better know what i m saying everything s going to be good for everybody it s just hard its just hard for me i know this may seem like its the easy way out but its not the pain hurt tell everyone i love them and i always had their back yeah sincerely yours vinnie pazienza2