cause the feeling is gone and i must get it back trust me nothing prepares us they never say gettin money slows your prayers up we already in hell nothin can scare us we already fly high nothin can air us came from the underground so i stay grounded astounded by all the bullshit that i founded a wise man can lose you soon as he gain jewels life get real and you think the pain s cool you different you makin a change you let your man tell it blowin chronic am i demonic or angelic no vanilla dutch fuck it get a panetela roll a one sheet think about my rap sheet sellin crack will have you runnin like a track meet watchin your back on every other back street i started so young why you think i m so numb you can t feel shit and only like real shit you can act stupid if you wanna like you don t know what block i m front of d block layin em down and i ain t never plannin to stop i m plannin to rock you know my name you heard my raps you know my name ain t nuttin changed s p and i done been through it all from here on i spit it in rare form the moon stay quiet but the sun spoke still can t blow away the pain with the blunt smoke tryin to give my daughter and my son hope the shit get rough when you breathin in the gun smoke do it all for a pile of the cash funny but i really only smile when i laugh you can say the pain run deep and i wonder do the insane or the sane ones speak and i feel like the devil got chains on me i m inside but i still feel the rain on me like it s comin through the window or the windshield life full of sins ll have you spinnin like a windmill contract with god is signed and it been sealed see you at the crossroads if everything has been real i can feel what you can t and the shit is vice versa so feel what you can t  you can act stupid if you wanna like you don t know what block i m front of d block layin em down and i ain t never plannin to stop i m plannin to rock you know my name you heard my raps you know my name ain t nuttin changed s p and i done been through it all from here on i spit it in rare form i told you it is what it is can t choose how to die but i can choose how to live thought about it just sittin where i live just another ghetto nigga with a million dollar crib no hope then i dropped the e and got hoppin got hip just so i could get a little guap before that i used to move rock with a 4 to 10 job after school workin stock then i said fuck pickin up a box so i sold more drugs started stickin mo spots that s why i thank god for this rap shit niggas be frontin cause we used to livin backwards you can act stupid if you wanna like you don t know what block i m front of d block layin em down and i ain t never plannin to stop i m plannin to rock you know my name you heard my raps you know my name ain t nuttin changed s p and i done been through it all from here on i spit it in rare form 