when you lie and i lie back it s a tied knot why not lie back in a pine box it s beautiful like lilacs in a dry pot a white flag on a hijacked high price yacht the polar ice caps when the sunlight s hot and you can t find land cause there isn t dry spots slaying giants like goliath when you slanging white rock medusa kisses turn to stone from the python seducing women i m just getting stoned off of my bong the fuse is lit defuse the switches and decode the time bomb superstitious remove the suture stitches and the white gauze new religion got you losing vision like a cyclops revolutionists is confucianism when i talk you would just confuse it with the pugilist cause i fought i go hard in the paint till i rub the shine off if you feeling shined on then go and get your shine box lose the donorship and keep your organs in an ice box robbing you implies ownership and this is mine dog fortune full in shylock when it comes to my guap trying to cross the line just show me where the line stops and it s beautiful like my mom my wife living long lives after i m gone sleep s cousin i could go next lights off my whole bed a rolex cause i sleep on my watch and you keep telling me it s beautifuland it is cause it s filled with conflict that your jeweler moves i m chewing up bubble gum rappers with my bazooka tooth hootie hoo american jim buoy nukem duke she s beautiful watch her play you like a new kazoo life is nice but hard like yet strong like a spruce canoe beautiful like your picture when i google you do some things i don t usually do cause of newton s rule you houdini but you can t get out a hula hoop chicken noodle soup i m going coo coo in the rooster coup i got juice i m on my pupil s too rem when my pupils move and perceptive dreams that are lucid too you thought it takes some getting used to you i can t tell who is who cause on earth almost every human s cruel and you keep telling me it s beautiful and it is like the flowers at a funeral yeah keep telling me it s beautiful and it is like the flowers at a funeral broken backs most supply the power to a few of you who then in turn naturally devour what s consumable ain t a valid excuse for half the shit humans do your feet are growing roots that get planted in this cubicle my eyes record it like the cameras at a movie shoot a tragic comedy it so happens that the movie s you you keep telling me it s beautiful and it is like the flowers at a funeral she flew the coup and threw me for a loop like producer s do i m making new shit in the studio how suitable i m spewing through this mic been delusional thinking you re a muse while you re amused what am i amusing you i should ve knew it sooner i ve been jumping through your hoops of fire trying to find the first time my mind was through the roof you re doing you that s fine i m moving too what time will do life is fluid we in too deep trying to scuba through reminders of what time can do to wounds say it heals what s confusing time is on my heels like the newest shoes school of hard thought it threw me jewels did dirt planted seeds even manure s used where the tulips bloom which reminds me of the bullshit i maneuver through feeding line wishing peace of mind to the future you you keep telling me it s beautiful and it is like the flowers at a funeral i m playing with this rubik s cube seeking peace of mind leads to finding a piece of mind to make improvements to so i use this broom clean my closet while they cruising through life with the mantra what would judas do that s when i learned love ain t a captain scuba crews there s a putrid ooze on the arrow tip that cupid shoots  you keep telling me that it s beautiful uh huh yeah keep telling me it s beautiful and it is like the flowers at a funeral you ever know someone that lose their life though this is for you this is my suicide note there s people that i still want to see i like it here you ever wake up every day and wonder why you re here cry a tear and punch a spider web inside a mirror it s like i hear a voice inside my ear and it s telling me to kill someone you ever feel too much now you don t feel nothin you got your heart broke by someone you gave it to you played yourself and they was playing you you ever hit someone for what they say to you ever admit you were wrong for a mistake or two ever feel like giving it up ever feel like you give it your all but it isn t enough you ever waste time and you start to hate yourself feel like an alien so you alienate yourself you ever miss the signs cause they was hard to see ever feel like you was panicking and it was hard to breathe ever think about drinking all the johnny walker ever see the water and think about sinking to the bottom you ever wonder what it s all for ever feel like the world s problems are all yours you ever feel like someone else s problems aren t yours you ever go somewhere and come back different like the vietnam war this is for you this is my suicide note in lyric form signed onlyone sincerely yours you ever know someone that lose their life though this is for you this is my suicide note 