i woke up to a bunch of missed calls some texts asking if id heard the news my heart dropped i knew something was off but why did it have to be about you i didnt wanna believe that it was true maybe i couldve helped you with what you were going through cause ive been there myself but its too late now this is something that you cant undo i can only imagine all the pain the lonely thoughts that were running through your brain when we all saw sunshine maybe you saw rain if youd have just called me man i wouldve fucking came i couldve told you life gets better told you i still considered you my friend told you the pain doesnt last forever told you that i didnt want your life to fucking end i wish i couldve told you this in person called you up just to say hi i really didnt know that you were hurting now i just wish i couldve said goodbye im sorry that you saw no other option i wish i couldve been there or done something to stop it but now ill only see you in your coffin you might be gone but youll never be forgotten ba baltimore apple core who s your best friend ba ba baltimore apple core who s your best friend ba baltimore apple core who s your best friend ba ba baltimore apple core who s your best friend i remember the first cigarette i ever smoked and you gave it to me and the path that i walk on to this day well you helped fucking pave it for me you accepted me for who i really was you played a crucial part in the person that ive become you taught me how to spit and now im here writing this song but youll never even get the chance to hear it cause youre gone the worst part is i know how you felt suicide was something that i considered myself your own head can be your own worst enemy i just wish i couldve helped i wish i couldve told you i was there im sorry if you ever felt like no one cared i remember what its like feeling hurt tired and scared but sometimes lifes not fucking fair the good die young the great even younger we didnt realize all the weight that you were under you were a good son good friend and good brother im happy you no longer have to suffer ill never forget the days i got to spend with you on everyones behalf youll be missed im honored i can say that i was friends with you im sorry we love you chris  ba baltimore apple core who s your best friend ba ba baltimore apple core who s your best friend ba baltimore apple core who s your best friend ba ba baltimore apple core who s your best friend 