i think i m having a heart attack i ve done too much of what i shouldn t have done if i could you know i would take it back wide awake in a lot of pain thinking i might not see the next day and hoping that i got it in me to see this through i say things that i can t take back i torch bridges while i attack and compensate by laying myself out flat i just hope i live long enough to be able to see you again and i hope i don t have to suffer the night without you at the end i hate every second of the goddamn day give me anything you got i don t care it s all the same i need something to take so i don t feel anymore need something stronger than the night before i need it before it s too late when it hits me i i didn t have a choice i m screaming so loud i can t hear my own voice just make it go away and i ll just focus on trying to breathe and i ll just focus on trying to breathe and i ll just focus on trying to breathe and i ll just focus on trying to breathe feels like i m having a heart attack i ve done too much of what i shouldn t have done if i could you know i would take it back i just hope i live long enough to be able to see you again and i hope i don t have to suffer the night without you at the end i hate every second of the goddamn day give me anything you got i don t care it s all the same i just hope i live long enough to be able to see you again and i hope i don t have to suffer the night without you at the end i hate every second of the goddamn day give me anything you got i don t care it s all the same