i m on the doorstep with my key turned in the door walk in the living room and you re sat on my floor my heart is achin and i ve never felt this bad i pinch myself to check that all of this is real keep thinking i m not letting on i feel this sad and then you ve got the cheek to ask me how i feel and i say absolutely nothing i m absolutely fine absolutely nothing you can say to change my mind absolutely nothing i m absolutely fine absolutely nothing you can say to change my mind i know that you just want to see me get upset my world turned upside down so what did you expect my heart is achin and i ve never felt this bad i pinch myself to check that all of this is real keep thinking i m not letting on i feel this sad and then you ve got the cheek to ask me how i feel and i say absolutely nothing i m absolutely fine absolutely nothing you can say to change my mind absolutely nothing i m absolutely fine absolutely nothing you can say to change my mind you ve seen me cry too many times but not this time no not this time i don t need you to help me through i ll be just fine i ll be just fine  and i say absolutely nothing i m absolutely fine absolutely nothing you can say to change my mind absolutely nothing i m absolutely fine absolutely nothing you can say to change my mind absolutely nothing i m absolutely fine absolutely nothing you can say to change my mind absolutely nothing i m absolutely fine absolutely nothing you can say to change my mind absolutely nothing i m absolutely fine absolutely nothing you can say to change my mind absolutely nothing i m absolutely fine absolutely nothing you can say to change my mind1