i m waiting by the phone the silence is the soundtrack to another night alone convinced that all the fear i felt could be trapped inside these walls that hold me in hoping that the ghost of truth that i kept from you won t be here in the end i can t stop picturing how i used to look with you next to me now i can t fall asleep without you in my dreams don t wanna look the other way i can t convince myself to stay did your best do reasons change just wanna be where i know it s safe i m never coming home this place is just a graveyard for the things that we did wrong convinced that all the guilt i felt could be hanging on these walls surrounding us hoping that the ghost of you that i see right through won t take away your trust i can t stop picturing how i used to look with you next to me now i can t fall asleep without you in my dreams don t wanna look the other way i can t convince myself to stay did my best do reasons change just wanna be where i know it s safe and i confess i m nothing less than a fucking mess i did my best to stay the same but everybody fades i can t stop picturing how i used to look with you next to me now i can t fall asleep without you in my dreams don t wanna look the other way i can t convince myself to stay did my best do reasons change just wanna be where i know it s safe  and i confess i m nothing less than a fucking mess and we tried our best to stay the same but everybody fades1