here i sit and watch my world come crumbling down i cry for help but no one s around silently screaming as i bang my head against the wall it seems like no one cares at all always an emotion but how can i explain how can i explain kind of like the scent of a rose with words i can t explain the same with my pain caught up in emotion goes over my head sometimes i got to think to myself is this life or death am i living or am i the clock keeps ticking but nothing else seems to change problems never solved just rearranged and then i think about all the times that i ve had some were good i search for personality i look for things i couldn t see peace and love flash through my mind but pain and hate is all i ever would find find no hope in nothing new and i never ever had a dream come true lies and hate and agony through my eyes that s all i see if i m gonna cry will you wipe away my tears and if i m gonna die lord please take away my fear before i drown in sorrow well i just want to say how will i laugh tomorrow when i can t even smile today today today when i can t even smile today today today when i can t even smile today today today when i can t even smile today today today when i can t even smile today you think something s funny if you wanna laugh why don t you laugh at this so when i look outside my room i see the world but not the reason what is done to me is not fair you call it fair i call it treason but i know not what to do give me a sign i ll take whatever but if you want me here i am ain t gonna die forever and i tried to hold ya but you just turned away and i tried to tell ya but not a word i say i cried out so loudly but you just covered your ears i gave you all the signs but you ignored my tears so if you want me here i am i sit here waiting for your decision but my body fights my mind i headed straight for a collision so am i getting near or am i still looking in all the wrong places but the only thing that seems to change are the looks on the faces and i try to hold ya and i try to tell ya and i gotta and i gotta and i gotta and i gotta and i gotta and i gotta and i gotta and i gotta gotta gotta gotta gotta gotta gotta gotta how will i laugh tomorrow how will i laugh tomorrow how will i laugh tomorrow how will i laugh tomorrow when i can t even smile can t even smile i can t even smile today when i can t even smile can t even smile i can t even i can t even smile today smile today but i can t even smile how will i laugh tomorrow doesn t anyone it seems like no one cares at all doesn t anyone even care at all it seems like no one cares at all doesn t anyone even care at all it seems like no one cares at all how will i laugh tomorrow how will i laugh tomorrow how will i laugh tomorrow how will i laugh tomorrow when i can t even smile today today today when i can t even smile today today today when i can t even smile today today today when i can t even smile today today today when i can t even smile today