i ve been walking up streams for how long i can t recall it seems like i never would run out of bad luck i never thought that i would get these thoughts and the sands are running low i would get dazed to kill my haze and now there s no return it starts to feel like i m lost in this confusion i tried so hard but i know now that i can t get out that i can t get out all my thoughts were trapped in downward spirals shutting off my feelings and now they re gone forever every time i try to focus i ll wind up somewhere else my head won t stop spinning and my mind is covered in haze it starts to feel like i m lost in this confusion i tried so hard but i know now that i can t get out that i can t get out it starts to feel like i m lost in this confusion i tried so hard but i know now that i can t get out that i can t get out