what is this feeling im feeling what is this tranquility what is this feeling im feeling im pretty sure its not peace i feel a bit disconcerted i feel insecurity so where do i go what do i do get it all out of my head i will hope in the light im not giving up this fight i am reaching out for love with all my might let me hope in the light even if it takes my life i will raise the banner up with all my might i am the one who has made this affliction and i am under the rod of your wrath brought into darkness lost all my vision driven to the edge of reality mad i feel walled up in my own asylum i feel the rust of the chains on my skin these hidden beasts beating me into submission addiction and lusts of my flesh draw me in i know i need to reach out but i dont want to i need community love in my life the steadfast type of care that never ceases and new mercies in the dawn of new light i want to believe and i dont want to be this way im sick and tired of my self absorbed dread so where do i go what do i do get it all out of my head i will hope in the light im not giving up this fight i am reaching out for love with all my might let me hope in the light even if it takes my life i will raise the banner up with all my might la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la all these emotions are crippling all the lies swim in my head drowning my life in this madness even no rest in my bed i know im being dramatic i know im hopelessly lost so i want to go i want to do get it all out of my head i will hope in the light im not giving up this fight i am reaching out for love with all my might let me hope in the light even if it takes my life i will raise the banner up with all my might la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la i will hope in the light im not giving up this fight i am reaching out for love with all my might let me hope in the light even if it takes my life i will raise the banner up with all my might