i m sorry that i had to go out on my own investigation if only i had known it would cause this separation stupid of me to behave like i was free for the taking please don t forsake me if only i could make her feel a little better take away these ugly thoughts exorcise the demons that i brought i must find a state of mind that deals with the temptation i know i m gonna find a way to rise above her expectations of me and all that i could be dedication in a relation is more then any flirt i m cleaning up the dirt i m gonna steal those haunted dreams lift us up to something more supreme i always thought it would be easy we d see it and feel it but nothing is less true as tears tell it s hardcore and painful