i m sitting outside drinking all alone is this all i want is this all i know will you forgive me when i m a piece of shit cause i m nearly tired apologizing for it wake me up with your love sorry i suck but it s all i know forgive me when i m too spent i m still trying hard you re always there when i need you always waiting for me i can t help but feel guilty that you have never been ignoring the texts the calls that i put through to your phone and all the nights that i ve left you home all alone the faces that we make and every single joke i take for granted without you i wouldn t have it remember that night i was up crying in bed thinking about where we go when we re dead i never shed tears like that guess i m still growing i m just afraid i ll lose these moments wake me up with your love sorry i suck but it s all i know forgive me when i m too spent i m still trying hard2