a chariot in white you came to me on a cloud and like the fading light your love only took me down sinking again in deep blue ether a cruel silence my only faithful friend by now it comes as no surprise at every beginning i only see the end i cant wait til i forget you exist and dream of nothing cuz it feels that way for now you linger i feel it fading flowers wilting axis tilting deborah in her grave a flash a blinking eye was it all just in my head but ive no time for a subtle sigh ill exorcise your demon til its dead and i cant wait til i forget you exist and dream of nothing cuz it feels that way for now you linger i feel it fading flowers wilting axis tilting deborah in her grave tell me did you know right from the start that you were going to break my heart had you pegged for a gay boy but you were just a playboy started as a fan boy was it all a plan boy 