don t want to be here don t want to be here right now don t want you to see me crying don t want to feel this don t want to feel this right now feel like i could give up trying then it falls on down anchors to my bones pins me to the ground i feel like dying nothing left to lose nowhere else to move then it breaks on through it s almost shining when it s raining on me raining on me on me on me i have to face it i ll need to face this right now because i can t change what s coming tried to escape it i can t escape this right now i think i m tired of running then it falls on down anchors to my bones pins me to the ground i feel like dying nothing left to lose nowhere else to move then it breaks on through it s almost shining when it s raining on me raining on me on me on me never felt i was good enough never felt i was good enough made a play when i was weak i could not speak i could not speak found my voice and got control took it back to what i know what goes up must come down what has passed will come around so let it rain it s almost shinning when it s raining on me nobody said life was fair it s raining on me nobody said life was fair one me nobody said life was fair on me nobody said life was fair i pray to god to make you better i pray to god to make you better i pray to god to make you better i pray to god to make you better i pray to god to make you better i pray to god to make you better oh i pray please god make him better make him better