don t try to call there are some bridges that burn beyond recognition beyond repair don t say you ve changed there are some forces that turn beyond recollection beyond my stare when i feel the cold in the dark i know you re there long ago i was a woman in pain a woman in need i ran to you long ago i did not understand you were making me bleed i ran to you when i feel the cold in the dark i know what you do i will crawl through my past over stones blood and glass in the ruins reaching under the fence as i try to make sense in the ruins i know your heart has held its own fear it s perfectly clear what they did to you but in my heart it s the screaming i hear i won t let them come near since my love knew you when i feel the cold in the dark i remember you i will crawl through my past over stones blood and glass in the ruins reaching under the fence as i try to make sense in the ruins night after night i am carving it out i will carry it down to the waterside night after night i am hearing the sound of wings that come beating i will not hide when i feel the cold in the dark i will know why but i will crawl through my past over stones blood and glass in the ruins reaching under the fence as i try to make sense in the ruins but if i am to heal i must first learn to feel in the ruins i will crawl i will crawl i will crawl oh oh oh oh 