i never lived with balance i always wake up nervous light comes at me sideways i hold my breath forever i never lived with balance though i ve always liked the notion i feel that endless hunger for energy and motion open open open i never lived with balance i wanna feel you near me there s an aching in my hipbone wanna let my heart drop open it s daylight in the city there s thumping in the stairwell kundalini sunrise a clamouring of church bells open open open you like to let me worry but i don t take you for granted come over here and kiss me i m savouring your picture the street is filled with noises life going up and down light comes at you sideways enfolds you like a gown open open open open open open