i m pulling wings off insects i m peeling back my sunburnt skin i ll wait outside your bedroom i hope they let me in i m filling your prescriptions the orange bottles stare me down they re standing at attention an army on your windowsill we re all waiting for good news hoping you can come home soon we re all waiting for good news i ve been acting like i m strong but the truth is i ve been losing ground to a hospital too crowded a summer winding down i hadn t seen a heart break until now i hadn t felt a heartbreak until now i grew up on your back porch and i watched the storms light up the clouds they hung like paper lanterns to guide the way back toward your house i ve been putting off long flights hoping that you ll be all right and i ll be there in the meantime i ve been acting like i m strong but the truth is i ve been losing ground to a hospital too crowded a summer winding down i hadn t seen a heart break until now i hadn t felt a heartbreak until now  if i m in an airport and you re in a hospital bed well then what kind of man does that make me if i m in an airport and you re in a hospital bed well then what kind of man does that make me if i m in an airport if i m in an airport what kind of man does that make me what kind of man does that make me i ve been acting like i m strong but the truth is i ve been losing ground to a hospital too crowded a summer winding down i hadn t seen a heart break until now i hadn t felt a heartbreak until now i hadn t felt a heartbreak until now i hadn t felt a heartbreak until now i ve been losing ground a summer winding down i hadn t seen a heart break until now i hadn t felt a heartbreak until now4