hey man i wish i had a smoke for which to take a drag to help me ease these anxiety oh the things i d wish i d done for you and the things i wish i said to you seemed equal to the pain that i feel inside of me chorus so i take a puff forget all that stuff that makes me wonder why the hell you re gone you just think of me yeah and i ll think of you and i ll ride your train to emptiness and i ll take mine back to sanity well today you were gone and so s my lack of understanding the way things could ve been i wonder how hey but for now i ll just sulk in my own self pity and think about the times me and you used to have 