the tv told me that i can t avoid the bad news so i turned it off and checked my watch and now it s past noon take a moment take a walk outside send a text so i can check the time that you ll arrive i wonder what to expect look at how i m dressed think we ll talk about the fact that work makes you stressed i think about the things that we might say maybe talk about the weather or how we don t feel the same how we don t feel the same i don t know how to tell you tell you that i love you but not how i used to i don t know how to tell you tell you that i love you but not how i should do there s always a place in my heart and you were there for me when things got dark but i don t know how to tell you tell you that i love you but not how i used to your hands wrapped around a lukewarm tea clinging to the heat like you used to hold me it s so silent now but we can t speak caught up in the moment trying to make ends meet i don t know what to expect what happens next if we talk about the fact that there is nothing left i think about the things that we might say so i talk about the weather not that we don t feel the same we don t feel the same i don t know how to tell you tell you that i love you but not how i used to i don t know how to tell you tell you that i love you but not how i should do there s always a place in my heart and you were there for me when things got dark but i don t know how to tell you tell you that i love you but not how i used to made you breakfast babe but this is probably the last time same book different page this is probably the last line tears roll down both our cheeks bittersweet half sick and half relieved i wanna be there and you do too but this is maybe something that we can t undo you put your hands either side of my face looked into my eyes and i watched you say i don t know how to tell you tell you that i love you but not how i used to i don t know how to tell you tell you that i love you but not how i should do there s always a place in my heart and you were there for me when things got dark but i don t know how to tell you tell you that i love you but not how i used to i don t know how to tell you tell you that i love you but not how i used to i don t know how to tell you tell you that i love you but not how i should do there s always a place in my heart and you were there for me when things got dark but i don t know how to tell you tell you that i love you but not how i used to 
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