i want to dream again oh how i long to be led by a voice within but if its all in my head then ill live while im living and rest when im dead its not that bad but i cant help losing sleep when im lonely and in too deep oh the secrets i cant keep im sorry darling damn youre gorgeous but youre not for me so ill drift through another night im not great but i feel alright though it tears me up inside to know im only getting lonelier as days go by im losing steam again i started thinking im happy with where i am but ill hang in the gallows for being so damn shallow and ill admit there were better times i held you close as we slept on your parents bed and i was dreaming of falling in love but i knew it was all in my head i was just desperate enough to pretend but i cant help losing sleep when im lonely and in too deep oh the secrets i cant keep im sorry darling damn youre gorgeous but youre not for me so ill drift through another night im not great but i feel alright though it tears me up inside to know im only getting lonelier as days go by to know our struggles get more difficult the harder we try to know im hanging by a thread and barely getting by so you take me home take a drink and take me out of these clothes ive been on my own for far too long  but i wont lose sleep over someone i wouldnt want to keep around me so forget about me and if i had the chance to glance upon her one last time well id turn and look away and if i had the chance to walk beside her one last time well id turn and walk away