your voices came through the wall my ears heard every word that was said i sit here with my tears knowing tomorrow you won t be here and i sit alone with myself alone with my thoughts surrounded by anger you don t think i can hear but each word gets louder and clearer i feel i am to blame i ll take this guilt upon myself my life has been shattered torn in two can i pick up the pieces will cracks always remain will i ever be the same how can you tear apart my life or rule out what i feel inside separated caught between two sides now i have to find purpose to my life now i am not alone help is by my side you have been to me the father that i ve never had to turn in my time of pain you helped me to get up and to fight against the evil that tries to take my life 
['california hardcore', 'christian hardcore', 'christian punk']