as i reach out my hands to the sky it s in this moment that i ve come to realize i ve played my part for all of those who said it could never be done this is for you tormented by my every undying devotion to you i have destroyed myself this time it was all or nothing i struck the match and turned away torch the fields and pray for rain torch the fields and pray for rain torch the fields i have entered the eye of the storm a pause from affliction but i ll never feel so alive as i do when your world falls apart i feed on the thrill of knowing that all our hope is lost i want nothing more than to be given a chance to start again if i could find a cure i d cleanse myself of all i know cut the cord bring the plague start again start again i d give anything to return to the nothing from which i came ash to ash dust to dust start again start again i d give anything to return to nothing i d give anything to return to nothing i d give anything to return to nothing i d give anything to return to nothing if not forgiven will this all be forgotten as this guilt will outlive us both dear god what have i let myself become what have i let myself become 
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