and nothing i say and nothing i can make and nothing i do will ever bring you back to me and all that we love and all that we hope for and all that we dreamed is lost and slowly fades away you are still breathing so you are where i can never be and all that i was and all that i wanted and all that i could ve been is gone turns to stone and i am not here and i am not real but i am still calling out your name to guide you home you are still breathing inside you are where i can never be where i can never be sometimes i m evil sometimes i see you sometimes i feel you inside i m dying young