oh what parasites we are sniffing through the darkness with our snouts we were holding to our candle too tight and it went out yes i know this can t be paradise my love to be abandoned in the dirt but all along we were preparing ourselves for the worst oh how we fidget and oh how we fudge when we let go our nerves and let loose our tongues telling me you re all ears when we know you re all fuss and we need not try to apologize my love for where were going or where we ve been but i do wish we d feel sorry once for standing here at the end but i know we have it in us my love for one day you ll understand at first we must be made to kneel before we can stand oh how we fidget and oh how we fudge when we let go our nerves and let loose our tongues telling me you re all ears when we know you re all fuss and e was for effort but also expect with me in your courtroom with you on the bench handing down to me a verdict never making any sense and oh when the night came it only made it more obscene and i could never follow you nor could i bring myself to forgive you or grant you anything and you overlook the organ in search of another kind giving rise to all the cancers and tangled up your spine and there was nothing i could offer to ever satisfy your mind