i couldn t blur it all out if i had a thousand years i d need a hundred more to make it disappear if i had to do it all over again there s no way i would everyone would go missing end me in the black sea scatter my ashes in the east end me in the black sea odessa oh odessa end me in the black sea scatter my ashes in the east end me in the black sea odessa oh odessa you can stare at a car crash but it ll stare right back the violent labours of love in the back of a cadillac you wanna know your fortune no matter what the cost you re at the bottom of the world end me in the black sea scatter my ashes in the east end me in the black sea odessa oh odessa end me in the black sea scatter my ashes in the east end me in the black sea odessa oh odessa i m a tourist i m a wreck i m a vomit green transparency lighting up a cigarette i m a sycophant i m a small time crook i m a hail of bullets i m a name crossed out in your history book end me in the black sea scatter my ashes in the east end me in the black sea odessa oh odessa end me in the black sea scatter my ashes in the east end me in the black sea odessa oh odessa