trying to move on ain t coming very easy seems i m standing with my back against a wall thinking of the life that i chose and how it s left me trying to recall a love that s too far gone chorus how long will you haunt my memory how long will your memory trouble my mind how long will it take for my heart not to ache i m dying for a love i left behind if i could only reach back to the arms that held me\ if i had never thought to walk away i wouldn t be alone tonight crying with the memory and paying a price i never should have paid chorus 