not in the running but this rain is nothing new to me anyway i see my reflection nowhere near who i should be the spirit is willing but the anchors of my flesh still hold me down with every distraction i lose more of who i should be had many times to try before i realized the flaws in my design made me have to ask why why d you make me so weak i tried but i m incomplete is this all there is all there is to me how many chances at redemption do i think i ll ever get keep changing my rhythms for a shot at something more miracles happen so why do i feel like i m being left behind it s still in my nature to look for what i can t find chorus is this all there is i should be all better now this is all there is to me i can pick myself up again is this all there is i hope that one day i will make a stand but right now this is all there is to me no matter how i dream i will never be good and clean cause right now this is all there is to me yeah right now this is all there is to me