and i wish that i can speak whats on my mind but im better at opening old wounds and im running out of patience in my life to figure out what went wrong when you went away and im breaking down my walls for once to take a look inside of where i chose to hide and im shutting down inside again to act like im better off breaking all my promises whats the point of changing colors when the image stays the same i swear id lie to make you happy but im so drained of my dishonesty its not you or me we found comfort in the air but just need more room to breathe and im scared to leave whats the point of changing colors when the image stays the same i swear id lie to make you happy but im so drained of my dishonesty i wish that i could tell you what i believe i wish that i could let you know i hate every breath i breathe i just wish that i could be the same i just wish that i could be