too much too soon i ll take a step back and find you room to breathe i m trying hard to scream but the words won t come out my head s fallin down i m suffocating here but you don t understand you never understood you said do what you want but i won t wait for you but like you d ever ask for eyes to see you re happy chasing make believe and you know i d do anything you asked of me cold inside these four walls staring at the ceiling too hard to stand and catch my breath too hard for me to lift my head and i don t know why my hands are shaking and i don t know why my body s aching and i don t know much of anything at all and i don t know much of anything you said do what you want but i won t wait for you but like you d ever ask for eyes to see you re happy chasing make believe and you know i d do anything you asked of me  i don t know i don t know why my bones are caving in i don t know i don t know why my hands are shaking i don t know i don t know why my bones are caving in i don t know i don t know why i don t know you said do what you want but i won t wait for you but like you d ever ask for eyes to see you re happy chasing make believe and you know i d do anything you asked of me