feels like an ending she s winding her way towards a conclusion that never comes caroline feels uncomfortably numb she s in deep surrendering to the promise of sleep almost done caroline plays an audience of one and it isn t polite she won t even try a problem to no one a problem to none how can it be as quiet as this this close to the edge caroline says she s nobody s friend how can you breathe embarrassed to be this far left of alone caroline knows there s nobody home it s ending winding its way towards a conclusion nearly done caroline knows there s nothing to come when in doubt she wanted to get it all down in writing didn t count better if someone else works it out the files are deleted no resisting at all already defeated1