intensify the pain as i speak these words so personal to me do i make things ten times worse throwing all sense of caution to the wind the next tragedy will begin where this one ends with everything that s happening i allow if i held this all inside i d be dead by now reality dawns ends the world of make believe suffering silently is done i know my day will come i die every time i say these words that kill something in you the word made flesh the word is flesh with everything that s happening i allow i let this out it all affects you somehow reality dawns ends the world of make believe i ve only said what i felt to play the hand that i was dealt so i m unsteady but my cards are right here on the table suffering silently is done i know my day will come breaking my bones this friction its burning like a sick addiction i refuse to place the blame but who ever you are go back from where you came