i had not longed for you in days before this high noon struck me i had not burned for your watery ways oh not that full lipped lusting it was a sorry gilded cage that bound our hearts together now i just want to push the weight of you away forever but here i sit on this high hill wanting for you still only you lonely you love is just a faded dream that i cannot remember what once was always on its knees screaming never never but here i sit on this high hill wanting for you still only you lonely you as i exorcise our loves demise and think my last thoughts of you in blue i recall the sand in the palm of your hand dust to dust away with you