if you talk to mary please don t look at me cause she s never seen me before don t call attention to the man outside of me cause she can cut my head off with the blinking of her eye and i m not supposed to be here and i m too young to die see she carries my confusion in the pocket of her jeans bouncing like a pinball in between extremes i m not surprised this happens all the time and my hand lights her cigarette inside my mind and she s never seen me before so if you talk to mary please don t mention me cause she s never seen me before just let me hide behind the smoke and pleasantries cause i do my best work with the mannequin brigade i just peek around the statues spitting art and foreign trade and she looks a hole right through me to a shadow on the wall til i m sick of my surroundings while i m not here at all i m not surprised this happens all the time and my hand lights her cigarette inside my mind and she s never seen me before warhol monotone robotic talk we re all so smart we re so perceptive but her mouth doesn t move except to smile to be polite to be receptive she burns me with a glance i look away i m safely cool i m so deceptive i d give my right arm for a different situation i look around i see everybody s watching me i set myself up for this stupid situation if you talk to mary please don t look at me cause she s never seen me before don t call attention to the man outside of me cause she can cut my head off with the blinking of her eye and i m not supposed to be here and i m too young to die see she carries my confusion in the pocket of her jeans bouncing like a pinball in between extremes i m not surprised this happens all the time and my hand lights her cigarette inside my mind and she s never seen me before