i ve carried this out for way to long i m sick of singing these tragic songs it s been days since i could open up my eyes open up my eyes every waking moment s another passing by passing by i m left stranded on my own again empty handed in need of amends broken battered abused my friend or could you not recall that name pretend that you ever shared a world with me i feel like living the dying dream the one where you wake up with me pull the covers up with no light to see is this all i have to say about anything anymore i m just trying to keep myself on my feet keep living in the consciousness of this live with this i have to die from it how could you live like this live like this this is my take back this is my final mark i m not this useless person i m not this tired lonely fuck every moment spent is just another of regret different words could be said with our spirits lifted when every night spent couldn t make a dent another passerby is this all i have to say about anything anymore i m just trying to keep myself on my feet keep living in the consciousness of this is this all i have anymore i m holding myself up i m just trying to keep myself on my feet keep living in the consciousness of this i ll pull myself out out of the wreckage of my life i ll hold myself up over dark and horrid skies i ll pull myself out out of the wreckage of my life i ll hold myself up over dark and horrid skies when every night spent we couldn t make couldn t make a dent when every night spent another passerby