watch me read you the turning pages of an epic dissected hallucinogenic black coffee addict life ended lies cold on that metal tray wasting away i watch him sneer at me from beyond the grave i hear him call for me watch me read you i get scared when it falls dark the creeping shadows up my arm the sneaking scarecrows work their charm but circumstantial the way i blink when you get mad feel disarmed when you get sad but turn to run when we fall back on old behaviors when the flavour turns from sweet to sour thats the hour that i seek the heavy hearts and tired retreats with words of hatred watch it seep through skin like sap through bark i cower in the dark til your return when will i learn we never wanted to be more than just a silhouette breathing the smoke from others mouths and lying in the dirt so make a promise but then later we can just forget its hard to let your breath out when you re used to holding it shell go got out through the window its her maybe its a shadow you never wanted to be more than just a silhouette but when you cry the light reflects and i see you again the beautiful colors of the peoples faces and the way they sat on top of those necks watch me read you like words ripped right off the page another ghost another day of melancholy uv rays and heavy eyelids you just decided not to care compressed your fears and cut your hair lifted your shirt to find theres nothing there now read me red wine copper stained with curly hair and crazy eyes impulsive mouth she loves the rain but not the dark you feel insane the overpass is wet with blood she turns to you to say hey we cant exist and in that moment its just bliss its like youve missed a thousand years and as you kiss its like you drift between here and there between real and fake as i hold my breath i cant see your face watch me read me read you read them read us everyones a burning book on trust and lust and love and what we are and what were made of we never wanted to be more than just a silhouette breathing the smoke from others mouths and lying in the dirt so make a promise but then later we can just forget its hard to let your breath out when your used to holding it shell go got out through the window its her maybe its a shadow you never wanted to be more than just a silhouette but when you cry the light reflects and i see you again so dont just see me oh surround me its getting harder babe to focus on just one thing its enigmatic truly astounding the way we stand together but we are still drifting you are so absent but you consume me and when the sun goes down the night it wraps around me you try to stand still i cant help moving youre like the moon that draws the tide that rushes through me we never wanted to be more than just a silhouette breathing the smoke from others mouths and lying in the dirt so make a promise but then later we can just forget its hard to let your breath out when your used to holding it shell go got out through the window its her maybe its a shadow you never wanted to be more than just a silhouette but when you cry the light reflects and i see you again i see you again i watch you read me the burning pages of my life reduced to ash and overnight i find my body is not mine4