couldn t get no sleep last night throwing up like i m dizzy from a flight mom bugging for nothing she so uptight she said it gotta go if you staying here for the night it s important abort it that s what they all said rubbing my stomach to feel it don t wanna kill it that s dead will i still go to heaven will i still get my blessings when i leave the doctor s office would i feel like a felon i m kinda aggy shame i got a fucked up baby daddy would have been a good mother to love her til i m wrinkled and saggy like a test i m stressed and hella naggy cause this shit cut deep like it stab me the nurse under my skirt looking for the body parts this vacuum hurt i just hope it don t leave scars in the mirror i m staring i m so embarrassed feel like my soul selling quicker than clothes up on the fucking clearance wish i would have borned you on this earth i m not alive inside i feel the worst i m torn about my unborn and it hurts hard now i m scarred for life just like a birthmark wish i would have borned you on this earth i m not alive inside i feel the worst i m torn about my unborn and it hurts hard now i m scarred for life just like a birthmark can t buy no baby clothes can t feed her spaghettio s can t squeeze her fat cheeks or kiss her baby rolls clean her toes even when it s gross can t be there when she grow up receive her first rose from her first crush or buy her first clutch but instead i m in the hospital bed and doing no such yeah that nigga fucked me but he don t give no fuck so much baby weight i can t even do a toe touch made this decision cause i m not ready on minimum wage and ain t no gas in the chevy my family and friends shame me ain t that petty got me sleeping with one eye open like i m fetty cause at the moment they can t stand me didn t wanna have it by a deadbeat damn if only i had a plan b my baby father only offered me a plan b  wish i would have borned you on this earth i m not alive inside i feel the worst i m torn about my unborn and it hurts hard now i m scarred for life just like a birthmark wish i would have borned you on this earth i m not alive inside i feel the worst i m torn about my unborn and it hurts hard now i m scarred for life just like a birthmark 2