the van was driven off the side of the road it s in so many fucking pieces now i know what responsibility means to me i fell asleep but there s a reason we re not dead yet life is more appealing to me i can front the pain that s stricken me and all that this is telling me is i m weak i wasn t much to protect but i guess i was given the chance to make sure the most of all the time i have left i spend in respect to the life that i strive to create take away pain with sedation always searching for distractions all the thoughts are stuck in my head and i can never accept exoneration if this was some sort of sign to change my ways of living life in the past then it s forgotten god he thought my life was worth it or maybe i was spared because of somebody else in the van i was never the one to rest my faith in the force of some source above that caused creation and karma seemed too far fetched to believe in but i m fucking lucky to be breathing i wasn t much to protect but i guess i was given the chance to make sure the most of all the time i have left i spend in respect to the life that i strive to create take away pain with sedation always searching for distractions all the thoughts are stuck in my head and i can never accept exoneration i wasn t much to protect but i guess i was given the chance to make sure the most of all the time i have left i spend in respect to the life that i strive to create