there is a wrestling in my heart and my mind a disturbance and a tension i cannot seem to drive and if i m honest there s quite a bit of fear to sit here in this silence and really hear you what will you ask of me will i listen to your voice when you speak help me to move help me to see help me to do whatever you would ask of me help me to go god help me to stay i m feeling so alone here and i know that you re faithful but i can barely breathe god help me sometimes things they are black and white sometimes they are not and that leaves us torn inside and in the middle we are left to wonder who we are what you want and where we re going oh such a mystery i don t always understand but i believe help me to move help me to see help me to do whatever you would ask of me help me to go god help me to stay i m feeling so alone here and i know that you re faithful but i can barely breathe god help me i don t know the future it s one day at a time but i know i ll be okay with your hand holding mine so take all my resistance oh god i need your grace one step and then the other show me the way show me the way  help me to move help me to see help me to do whatever you would ask of me help me to go god help me to stay i m feeling so alone here and i know that you re faithful but i can barely breathe but i can barely breathe but i can barely breathe god help me