this heavy heart heart that i carry still holds the weight of you and when i fall as i always do i m crushed by the absence of you perfection is there and the expression a stare a face that leaves no trace of wear and tear true beauty is cold love and hate and human sexual nature this power is sustained by endless violence and pain a cycle i can t understand i m tired of emotions they bare me with distortions they cut me screaming fuck me wipe them all away now let them see through eyes made of stone this heavy heart heart that i carry still holds the weight of you and when i fall as i always do i m crushed by the abscence of you one look at you is everything to me from this photograph and when i can feel you around me i m crushed by the presence crushed