cold sweats and vertigo i m back in hell again i ve been expecting this i ve been expecting this the cycle never ends waiting for signs again waiting to lift this curse eyes to the sky again waiting for no response this place is starting to resemble a tomb i hear the dirt dance above must be in over our heads maybe it s time to give up sometimes it doesn t add up sometimes you know when to stop sometimes the grief is too much and when push comes to shove sometimes the shove ain t enough waiting for signs again waiting to lift this curse eyes to the sky again waiting for no response every step is in the shadow of death as the change begins to take it s effect the life you ve led has brought you to this sometimes your hard on your luck the world just can t give a fuck it overwhelms and overstays it s welcome here it comes in waves until they carry me away away all the way back home if i had my way so this is living life i m not waiting to die i m not waiting can t go back can t go back i just keep telling myself it s not so bad so bad to be like everyone else it s not so hard to fake your life to fake your i ve been living like a ghost so kiss the fucking ground you can t escape the sound of all you ve built falling down too far to turn back around too far to turn this around i keep my eyes to the ground i m gracefully bowing out this all has to end and i m sickened by the thought of it there s no common sense and the crime doesn t fit the punishment if i can t exact my revenge i ll face the consequence and come down again down again down again down now waiting for signs again waiting to lift this curse eyes to the sky again waiting for no response waiting for no response waiting for no response waiting for no response waiting for nothing