ripping out every hair that i ve got left tear off my own skin piece by piece bite off the flesh of my own fingers and clawing till my bones appear beating me till i m black and blue i am surrounded i can t sleep i can t flee i am self destructive i am trapped i am lost in this nightmare obsessive compulsive disorder they assure me i m okay but these painkillers just numb my agony nothing can silence these voices in my head nothing can silence these voices in my head i m taking the knife and i bring it to an end i m taking the knife and i bring it to an end i bring it to an end no redemption for me no tomorrow i can t sleep i can t flee i am self destructive i am trapped i am lost i am lost an all comprehensive fear determining my existence my behavior became so irrational fear dread pain violation threatening walls closing in on me now the voices scream at me shed your skin feed it to the pigs end this horror i will cut it out prepare yourself to meet your maker prepare yourself i can t sleep i can t flee i am self destructive i am trapped i am lost in this nightmare obsessive compulsive disorder they assure me i m okay but these painkillers just numb my agony nothing can silence these voices in my head nothing can silence these voices in my head i m taking the knife and i bring it to an end i m taking the knife and i bring it to an end deliver me right into into the morgue it is over now that i m dead i ve been through agonizing pain tormenting me agonizing pain tormenting me