can you tell me which part of me is the part that makes myself believe it s fine to lie without a valid reason as to why the sky seems so dark and empty when everyone around me is astounded by its beauty perhaps the problem s me take me back to when i had it all before i let my feelings fall cause lately ive been hating who i am i took for granted what i had and watched it wash away but tonight i ll let it out tonight will be nothing like today can you tell me which part will be the part that makes me see that all along i was so wrong for overlooking all the beauty of the things surrounding all the things around me i wish that i would have saved my self the time cause i m not getting any younger and the days are flying by take me back to when i had it all before i let my feelings fall cause lately i ve been hating who i am i took for granted what i had and watched it wash away but tonight i ll let it out tonight will be nothing like today was disaster and i have myself to blame i admit there s no excuse or explanation for the person i became but my flaws and my fears took me far from who i thought that i would be i wanna go back to when i had it all before i let everything fall from my hands take me back to when i had it all before i left my feelings fall cause lately ive been hating who i am i took for granted what i had and watched it wash away but tonight i ll let it out tonight will be nothing like today