i can t remember me calling you sober i wish that i would have asked you to come over i must have blacked out again that s how it s always been why can t i see myself doing anything but struggling yeah i m struggling my breath smells like i ve been getting high again i wish you could have seen me not passed out on the carpet while i was unconscious please order my coffin i don t think i ll wake up i don t want to wake up and see anything that looks better off than me i ll fill both my lungs with smoke just so i can not breathe and i ll take another pill yeah i ll swallow it down throw myself into the river watch me fucking drown why can t i see myself doing anything but struggling personality replaced with internal conflict asking why can t i see myself doing anything but struggling yeah i m struggling yeah i m struggling struggling i can t remember you calling me sober i wish that you would have asked me to come over you must have blacked out again thoughts of a sober friend1
['alternative emo', 'anthem emo', 'emo', 'pop punk']