eye to eye i ll keep my composure hands shaking and these fists will be tightly clenched i want it back ill say for the first time every ounce of fucking air youve never appreciated if this is all that i am a series of choice words youll never hear this angelic voice again im tired of talking in circles explaining what you dont get youve never lost never loved never ever fucking lived you left me for dead once how could i forget now i can see right through your hollow empty eyes i will never again go unnoticed say this is jealousy that im feeling well then im fine with that you have a certain characteristic that gives you the means to not feel a fucking thing for anyone that isnt you now tell me youre not fucking selfish for every kind hearted word i spoke to you i beg i could take back every syllable you ripped from my mouth as i screamed for you to understand what it feels like to not be as important to someone as they are to you well ive been on both ends lesson was learned i tell the stories of collapsed lungs so maybe the fortunate could get a fighting chance to just cut and fucking run fuck saying the right things im sick of being your crutch i will never pick you up again dont show me that face you know the one im talking about you will never get under my skin again not another word i m not sorry for shit im leaving you breathless broken alive 