this life s a joke and i don t know why puff that smoke and i float so right not just broke but i m broke inside fuck that though cause i m gonna get by watch me get it i get it i get it get it i get it i get it get it i get it i get it bluuhhhh get a bit of the killin of independent till they re defended from anything i got time in the future time in the past it s all the same thing when deciding a path right for your prime when you re rhyming at last and right when you tie and are likely to last insight is a batch of the piece of the mind past tense is deceased by design brrreeuh so if you got a piece of a mind make peace when the time cuz nope and there is no past and there isn t any answer to the shit you asked so this is it and you missed your chance gone and revel in being a rebel and skip that class i would rather complete forever than be dead last no one ever completes forever so live and die fast better level up instead of letting the pressure of present manic depression develop patterns to sit on that ass warm welcome to the things that i don t know i ma maintain through the chains like i m goin broke on the same page and i m caged in with but i can t say that my brain s made to hold hope if everything fades into place in a slow fall try to stay sane but you fade in a hole though gettin offended by anything in it at all i m feelin robotic need a mnemonic device to keep all the knowledge from creepin off in the night and seekin the topics not to repeat when i m talkin i feel defeated by all of it nearly all of the time i sit on the shitter thinking of riddles to write i fiddle with piddle on this despicable life i cringe at the image of getting any less innocent as a kid i was gifted like what happened to that boy they gave statuses hulu and apps to that boy had to combat it with music and raps too that boy addaboy now they google maps to that boy do that boy do that but there s nothing i like in a bubble always writin bout my struggle mein kampf fuck a huddle know i m gonna fumble run the highlights take the present back and get a refund on my life  worth a couple of bursted bubbles i m hurtin up till i die not certain but i just search enough to see earth is not for these eyes why believe i livin in harmony harboring my sense of accomplishment caught within all the incompetence caused by that want to survive simply took has a lot to do with how much energy your brain has to burn during your so i burn me a spliff assert the absurd via words and a riff unearth the unnerving they yearn to forget turn to resent shit that i learned as a kid search for contentment till the worms wiggle in so little time i won t ever find my soul with a mind that s closed i ll be fine i know i don t know grow to design my hopes and the finite notions of my life closer to kinds i know i don t know time for what my will and my goals start linin up i feel in my bones i m high to the type of life that i m on a life to find mine to write the right wrongs of life that try to find a piece of the piece of the pizza a piece of the pie at peace with the present so peace to the past i appeased with a lie may i please sneak a peek at new life a cease to the plight spend a week in dubai what reason to give if in need and deprived what reason to live if indeed i will die sea and the sky see the abyss relief of attachment release of regrets receive all of nothing repeat all left this and retreat to the now trapped in there with a knack to predict that which will happen but will never act as a backtrack ain t elaborate thinkin about the hopes that stay bought folded like wings i let go and i fly life s still a joke but i think i know why livin afraid of the fact that i ll die in the future that s the only sense in my mind i ve been stupid to think i exist to survive