Dude, I feel the pain and confusion oozing from your pores. You have always been so proud of your Russian roots and I can't imagine the hurt one crazed lunatic has inflicted on so many people. I hope you are being comforted by the millions of us who love you and that you can withstand the ignorant cruel comments I've heard are being directed at anyone with a Russian connection recently. Don't give up your podcast or you will be one more victim of this terrible situation.  We all adore you and I hope you will stand strong in the face of turmoil. These times are challenging for so many, but love and hope always smash hate and fear to dust.  One single man doesn't speak for a whole nation, no matter what he believes. Your gentle, sensitive nature shines from your soul and this terrible time will eventually pass. Love and best wishes to you and all the friends and family you have that are affected by this senseless war.