keep yourself safe man, i wound up getting lead into a super encrypted messaging/filesharing app and was sent similar content that even almost a year later i still am actively coping with having seen for a very short amount of time, so you repeatedly risking exposure to dangerous and exploitative content to record and edit your videos would not be something i would be capable of in my highest mental strengths. myself and everyone else viewing are all incredibly grateful for you lending your mental strength and videography skills towards helping shed light on unchecked corrupt and criminal practices in a way that many of us wouldn't be able to, and we will all definitely understand whenever you feel you've reached the boundaries of what you feel comfortable covering in your videos &amp; dial down the severity of the content you cover<br><br>i would definitely recommend if you are not already, to consider seeing a therapist who can help identify ways you can keep yourself mentally and emotionally safe from the detrimental mental and emotional impact that being exposed to exploitative content can have on someone, help you better identify your limits and boundaries &amp; when you're approaching them in your investigative journalism and videography, and help organize a more productive work-life balance. it would also be a useful contact to have in case your exposure to severe or exploitative content begins to negatively impact you personally or other aspects of your life, in case you feel you want to develop coping mechanisms to better handle these feelings or would like to try to discuss and analyze these feelings in a productive way lead by somebody who knows how to navigate the complexity of them<br><br>lots of love from my way to yours :)&lt;3 thank you again for the work that you do