Lex, I know its been almost a year, just thought I would post a little note in the slim change you may see it.  Your vulnerability on the subject of the conflict in Ukraine is more than understandable, and your unique method of processing the gravity of recent events in the world is in no small part a result of your powerful mind and its inability to ignore the truth you see everywhere and the pain of knowing most people just want peace yet we continually get dragged kicking and screaming to war by the "ruling" class.