Honestly those were by far the most frightening minutes I have seen in a while. Cut off my legs, give me a heart attack, shoot me in the chest - nothing is frightening to me, because at worst it's alot of pain or painless death. But somebody using those tools on me - with or without pain - frightens me. I'm a software engineer and to me the brain is essentially just the hard-and-software-combined that defines my person. In my job changing one little bit of code will destroy everything on the users screen. So I won't imagine what happens to ME if someone needs to do such an operation on my brain.,(reply>), Hmm, might be a software engineer thing then, 'cause I feel quite the same way. It's that thing of being trapped in one's own mind, like not being able to think properly - I've had an experience like that from side effects of medication - it was like every thought I had just turned into smoke and disappeared - like I'm trying to grab it but can't hold onto it... Absolutely terrifying.