It aint about LOVE - it's about POWER: I'm sorry Lex. You are a good guy, but naïve when it comes to high level bureaucrats and corporate CEOs, and what motivates them. You'll learn the same way most of us do: Listen to that broken heart of yours. It's telling you everything you need to know about Dr. Francis Collins. He's a monster. All of them are at that level. That's how they get and stay there.  Don't feel bad: Psychopaths are really good at hiding their true nature. You should team-up with Joe Rogan or someone else with more experience  and critical insight when interviewing these sorts of lowlifes until you learn how they operate.