Im hearing you.... I adore you Lex.   You have an amazing mind.  Obviously your curiosity "is bigger than your ego"  you selflessly put out truly wonderful informative smart podcasts. Rest your heart, takevare of yourself first.  You are dealing with soon much.  However... Don't be away for too long...  Your voice of truth common sense as well as your guests information... would be truly missed and your fans worse off for the knowing...by lack of what you bring.  You are my hero and champion at the MO!! Remain. strong!  Blessings..