i really want to fucking believe that you talked to a real federal agent. i REALLY want to believe that they care. I REALLY REALLY want to believe that theyre competent...but after epstein? i just dont. i dont think i can. i dont think i ever will. ive honestly given up hope on anything even remotely close to justice or fuck...even healthcare and therapy coming to victims of sexual crimes. honestly? like, im really starting to believe that maybe i was born just to be assaulted in all the ways that i have just to...learn some kind of lesson or something, idk. because EVERYONE gets away with it. to so many degreees that...its fucking offensive how many sex crimes go unpunished while tons of man hours are wasted on racist police brutality and arresting people for weed.<br>what a fucking joke of a world, of a species, of a "civilization"<br><br>"if there is a god, they will have to beg for my forgiveness."<br><br>id love to be wrong though, i reeeeeaaaaalllllly would