I can see the hurt you're carrying in the novel harshness behind your eyes and upon your countenance that I'm sure mirrors your grandfather's in the lead up to world war II. Please, never stop spreading your joy of life, love, and the many wonders of existence. I am so happy I found this via Rogan. You're a truly enlightening human that I feel lucky to get weekly exposure to. Thank you, from the bottom of just another fan's heart.