When You achieve a goal or something big happens, at that moment You feel elated, then almost immediately the feeling starts to subside, you don't feel quite as intense about that moment of so called "Success", then eventually you ask "Now What"? This is the Desiring process, but its only via a physical and/or intellectual pursuit, which is why one may feel lost or depressed after a great win or success. We are more than our body or mind, so desiring this way is like taking one step at a time towards a destination, you want to get there not take the steps. So in the end You don't want success here and there, You want it All, you want to have All experience, a feeling of Completeness and Oneness, this will never happen thru the Body or Mind, both of which You are not..Once You find out what You are, then Awareness is fully alive and active, then you have Bliss, which makes You no longer ask What Now! James