Hang in there Lex. We all feel the way you feel, though I do not have direct connections to either country. The only connection I have is listening to your conversations that fill me with wonder, hope and desire to know more. If you need a lift," check out Lenoid and Friends an incredible rock orchestra from Russia. They bring good thoughts to me and I think they will to you.  <br><a href=""https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HQdoD0R9d1w"">https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HQdoD0R9d1w</a>"