Hi Lex. I'm what I consider old at 58 years. I am a hetero female, somewhat liberated by punk rock, Gloria Steinem, Naiomi Wolf and my incredible father who was raised by a man named Emil Adam Mesics.  He was a humanities professor at Cornell and studied Maslow's Pyramid. I rebelled and lashed out, but one day my dad phoned me when he was in his 60's and finally told me he understood why. I have used the ladder half of my life to rescue horses and other smaller animals, study and keep horses in as much of a  natural pasture environment as they can permit, to watch their form of communication. I'm currently bored by everything. The first part of my life I studied psychology and then went into marketing for what were major record labels like Capitol, Virgin, MCA, etc. I have had a really wild and thought gathering life.  I am extremely glad to have found your podcast, as it offers perspective. You offer light, humility and hope. I have done LSD more times than I could count and my life has always been trying to chase euphoria and transcedence in some way. I would like it very much if you would consider having a thought group with regular folks like me on a quarterly basis? I ponder other dimensions and have  even distracted myself in the past with the mythology of Vampires in Romania in my 30's after the wall came down. More currently I'm writing a fictional book about everything and nothing that allows for thought slip and human fear. Ok I just wanted to thank you again. My mind has been so many places, but it had been stalled out in a drift until I found your podcast.