God doesn’t exist, fight me bro,(reply>), having been an atheist for a huge chunk of my life, I wouldn't fight you on it, but I would suggest to you that if that's the stance you take, you still functionally have a God in your life, the only difference is you don't know what it is. If this doesn't make sense to you, give it time and it will become clear. make no mistake, everyone is heading somewhere, and will discover where that somewhere is for you at some point. For me, my God was Love and other people, and this led me to disaster and chaos, dysfunctional, shallow, toxic relationships. I hope that even if you remain ignorant of what your God is, that the path you're on/god you hold is leading you somewhere better than mine did when I was in ignorance.