I watched a vid on yt not to long ago about how patreon were protecting accounts of people posting vids of similar stuff there. I believe it was a Sydney Watson video. People were either parents or pretending to be parents of these kids to cover their actions but it's all 18+. Its fuckin sick whatever the case.  Hopefully your efforts are not in vain. You might wanna do a couple of video game rants in the meantime to cleanse your palette. You don't want to get a bunch of stuff like this stuck in your head for too long.