Thank you both. I have been dealing with this pain daily. Living as a heavy asthmatic, your throat stinks. Most severe asthma people I know have at least 15 near death experience, I have over 50..... (Thankful to all doctors)<br>I don't give much lt credence but, somehow why why why, why live is a question I just battle with to much. John from Philadelphia, me too:) I send many positive love for this virulent eye opening of child talk ,but still teaching- and then tear ending episode. Thank you both so much.