You seem like the new age  "free thinker"   sorry, I'm not the most trusting person "  though I do listen and l have read quite a few books so to speak  but l also known you have read many more than l...<br>I have known many Russians just through games then through that personal relationships 😊<br>So different way of thinking or idealism. <br> I learned so much more than just reading    war and peace and a couple other classics 😊  educate once life and your decision will be of better outcome 😊