The first part of this podcast has helped my understanding of what I believe is God. Consciousness and how everything between the quantum to the macro is so harmonious yet absolutely chaotic. Inevitably when the conditions are right create conscious. From all that we are made of and all that we are. When we look to the stars and attempt to disseminate how every layer of reality works. Consciousness is the universe staring back at itself trying to understand what it all is. This  consciousness the precieving collection of molecules and organisms that is me believe this is God. Not a literal being but the very unperfect yet completely perfect harmony that is the universe and all of the stuff in it. Along with the development of consciousness and the inevitable attempt to understand it all is. If that makes any sense to anyone else I would be curious to know. Perhaps it is just my personal attempt at finding purpose and meaning through all of the complexities of existence and the ability to understand that their is something truely special to what we are.