I used to be muslim, and i guess i have stopped because of past trauma and experience that led me to distance myself from my spiritual path. This talk has made me miss that spiritual side that i grew up with, i have forever had it in me, and i was fully aware of it. I promise Allah and i promise myself that i will spend every day to seek that path again and get closer to him. In time of adversity, nothing makes me feel more secure than the knowledge that Allah is by my side and has a better plan set ahead for me. Thank you so much to Lex and to Dr Omar for making this beautiful talk happen. <br>I think one of the mistakes I made is that instead of utilizing my love for Allah to get past this adversity, i thought of spirituality and my life as seperate, when in fact they are deeply connected. I am grateful that i now realise this as it couldve,(reply>)," Allah(swt) is very clear in his word. <br>you can only get peace in the remembrance of Allah. Quran: <a href=""https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BOKCNUqbpH0&amp;t=13m28s"">13:28</a><br><br>That simple verse may seem very simple but the depth of that verse is also a key to get peace.",(reply>), May Allah Bless You. Remember that the Prophet Peace Be Upon Him said "There is no angst or pain that the servant of Allah goes through except that Allah expiates their sins.",(reply>), 😭,(reply>), May Allah SWT ease your affairs for you and guide you to His path! May Allah SWT make it easy for you to get closer and closer to Him. Ameen!<br><br>The Prophet SAW said “Allah, The Almighty, says: ‘whoever comes with a good deed will have the reward of ten like it and even more. Whoever comes with an evil deed will be recompensed for one evil deed like it or he will be forgiven. Whoever draws close to Me by the length of a hand, I will draw close to him by the length of an arm. Whoever draws close to Me by the length of an arm, I will draw close to him by the length of a fathom. Whoever comes to Me walking, I will come to him running. Whoever meets Me with enough sins to fill the earth, not having associated any partners with Me, I will meet him with as much forgiveness!” (Sahih Muslim, 2687),(reply>), dont say that~<br>youve always been a muslim. you just didnt practice it for a long time! and Im glad youre tryin your best to practice it again. May Allah guide you~