The protagonist has managed to achieve another evolution, and she's not too happy about it. Understandable, considering the skill she's gained has revealed the truth about the world to her. In order to avoid being caught in the tumult affecting the world, she decides to confront her own trauma.
My memory picks up later...
...استعدتُ الذّاكرة لاحقاً
Ab da ist meine Erinnerung lückenhaft …
Eso es lo último que recuerdo…
Eso es lo último que recuerdo…
Ce sont mes derniers souvenirs.
I miei ricordi si fermano a questo punto.
Eu só lembro disso...
Это последнее, что я помню.