Subaru laments that he could not do anything or save anyone, and has no options left. Exhausted, he suddenly takes off running at full speed as if he's made a decision... To save Emilia, Subaru approaches Crusch to negotiate the formation of an alliance. His terms are a bit difficult for Crusch to believe, but she can see that Subaru isn't lying.
Things I've realized and 
been forced to realize...
...أمور أدركتُها وأجبِرتُ على إدراكها
Ich habe so viel erfahren und
so viel ist mir gezeigt worden.
Lo que entiendo
y lo que me obligaron a entender…
Lo que entiendo
y lo que me obligaron a entender…
On m’a appris des trucs,
j’en ai capté d’autres.
Ci sono cose che ho capito da solo 
e altre che mi sono state fatte capire a forza.
Coisas que eu aprendi e que
 fui forçado a aprender...
То, что я понял сам или по принуждению…