What lingers in his distant memory is the knowledge of a spring that will not yet come for many years. The only self who knows that scent is the self who knows it not just yet. If his life is a chimera, for whom did he endure all these years?
So I've been doing the 
same thing over and over?
إذاً كنت أعاود على تكرار نفس الأمور؟
Also habe ich dasselbe
immer wieder gemacht?
Entonces, ¿he vivido lo mismo varias veces?
Entonces, ¿he vivido lo mismo varias veces?
Alors je…
Quindi sto continuando a fare le stesse cose?
Então eu estou fazendo
a mesma coisa repetidamente?