Subaru laments that he could not do anything or save anyone, and has no options left. Exhausted, he suddenly takes off running at full speed as if he's made a decision... To save Emilia, Subaru approaches Crusch to negotiate the formation of an alliance. His terms are a bit difficult for Crusch to believe, but she can see that Subaru isn't lying.
I've already agonized over this.
سبقَ وأن فكّرتُ بهذا متألّماً
Ich hab schon so viel überlegt.
Ya lo hice bastante.
Ya lo he hecho bastante.
J’y ai déjà réfléchi,
j’ai assez souffert dans le processus.
Ci ho già pensato fino allo sfinimento.
Eu já agonizei por conta disso.
Я уже мучился.