Subaru laments that he could not do anything or save anyone, and has no options left. Exhausted, he suddenly takes off running at full speed as if he's made a decision... To save Emilia, Subaru approaches Crusch to negotiate the formation of an alliance. His terms are a bit difficult for Crusch to believe, but she can see that Subaru isn't lying.
I guess you've only seen me being pathetic, 
getting depressed all the time...
أظنّكِ لم تري أمامكِ إلّا شخصاً مثيراً
...للشفقة وكئيباً طوال الوقت
Mir kommt es aber vor, als hätte ich mich
vor dir nur erbärmlich depressiv gezeigt.
Creo que solo me has visto ser patético
Creo que solo me has visto ser patético
J’ai pas arrêté de déprimer
et d’avoir un comportement pitoyable,
Mi hai visto nella mia veste patetica,
Eu sei que você só me viu sendo totalmente
 patético, ficando deprimido o tempo todo,
Уверен, ты всё время
видела меня в тоске и отчаянии…