What lingers in his distant memory is the knowledge of a spring that will not yet come for many years. The only self who knows that scent is the self who knows it not just yet. If his life is a chimera, for whom did he endure all these years?
I do have a past I wish I could change,
لدّي ما أودُّ تغييره في الماضي
Ich würde gerne etwas Vergangenes ändern.
Tengo un pasado que quisiera cambiar,
Tengo un pasado que me gustaría cambiar,
J’aimerais pouvoir 
changer mon passé,
C'è un evento passato che vorrei poter modificare,
Eu tenho um passado que
eu gostaria de mudar,